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00:00A 31-YEAR-OLD WOMAN FOUND DOWN AT HOME AFTER LIKELY OVERDOSE.
00:04Minimally responsive at the scene.
00:05Let's get her into the trauma bay.
00:06You two, with me.
00:07Is that Dr. Pierce's patient?
00:11On my count.
00:13One, two, three.
00:15We're getting her on the monitor.
00:16She's gonna need more access.
00:17Allison, we are taking care of you.
00:19You are safe.
00:20Stack the cardiac to the 150.
00:21Big shirt sinus.
00:22I'll get a 12 bleed.
00:23Can we try Narcan?
00:24Gave it on the scene, nothing.
00:25Do you know what she took?
00:26Allison, can you tell us what you took?
00:29She's not protecting her hair away.
00:31She needs to be intubated.
00:36One patient.
00:38In all my years of practice, I have had one patient die by suicide, and now it could be two.
00:43And for it to be Allison?
00:45Allison!
00:47Who I saw because I wanted to get information about my husband's infidelity.
00:53I think I might have been envious of her for a moment.
00:58I think I even hated her.
01:03Did I drive her to this?
01:04Carol, no.
01:06Allison is unwell.
01:08She is sick.
01:09No one is at fault here, least of all you.
01:11Wolf, I continued to see her after I knew about her in Morris.
01:16You were concerned about her immediate well-being, which clearly was prescient.
01:21It's still not okay.
01:22It is the biggest ethical lapse I've ever made.
01:25And it's something you're gonna have to make peace with, Carol.
01:27But right now, let's be grateful Allison is still alive.
01:29And let's help her ICU team in any way we can to keep it that way.
01:33Wolf.
01:36I need her to be okay.
01:40I need to have a chance to fix this.
01:56My admit and consult list keep getting longer and longer.
02:00Me too, man.
02:02Seems like everyone in this hospital has a confused patient and just needs neuro to weigh in.
02:06Wolf never wants us to stop following any of our consults.
02:09My friend in medicine spent an entire pre-call day last week with no patients to treat.
02:13Could you imagine giving me one glorious day?
02:15Even an hour.
02:16Literally nothing to do.
02:18She won the game.
02:23I think I could win the game this week.
02:25You?
02:26You know it's not an actual game, right?
02:28Just a phrase doctors use.
02:29Sounds like an excuse.
02:31What's wrong?
02:32You get enough sleep?
02:34Or are you scared that if you go up against me directly, you'll lose?
02:42You know what?
02:45I think I could discharge my list.
02:49Win the game.
02:50All right.
02:52So we're rolling.
02:54May the best man win.
02:56May the best man win.
03:02The next time you get fired, could you get a gig in Manhattan?
03:05This community is the worst.
03:06Okay, that's right.
03:07I'll keep that in mind.
03:09Uh, the last time I saw you, you were seeing a behavioral psychologist to help you manage
03:13your threats.
03:13How's that been going?
03:14I haven't been back in six months.
03:16I learned some good skills, but they only helped so much.
03:19My girlfriend agreed.
03:21Girlfriend?
03:22That's fantastic.
03:23Where did you two meet?
03:26LSAT prep.
03:27Who would have thought a passion for international tax law was the key to landing a woman?
03:34I've been eating okay.
03:37Exercising.
03:38I take my meds, but none of them help.
03:41That urge.
03:42It's like an itch.
03:44I have to scratch.
03:45The more I hold it in, the worse it gets.
03:47Well then, don't hold it in.
03:48It's part of who you are.
03:50On that note, I wanted to ask you about something.
03:53I've been reading about the surgery that could help with my tics.
03:57Deep brain stimulation.
03:59Originally for Parkinson's.
04:00Some centers are placing it for Tourette's, but-
04:02I'd like to try it.
04:05That's why I'm here.
04:06I need a referral to a neurosurgeon.
04:09Um, I have to say I'm a bit surprised.
04:12Ezra, it's brain surgery.
04:13There are significant risks in what you're doing so well.
04:17You're right.
04:18I get by just fine.
04:20But what if I didn't have to be just fine?
04:32Her labs are good.
04:33Tox was negative.
04:34Jess's x-ray is clear.
04:35She's doing well in minimal vent settings.
04:37It looks like she could be extubated soon.
04:39Have you been in touch with any family?
04:40It would be better for her to wake up with someone here.
04:42We've been calling.
04:43No one's replied.
04:52Hey.
04:55Been here since last night?
04:58I can't bring myself to leave.
05:01How is she?
05:04She's still in the vent, but she's gonna make it.
05:09Well, maybe I'll just poke my head in.
05:10I don't think that's a good idea, Carol.
05:13You were right.
05:14Continuing to see her was a mistake.
05:15Don't compound it with another.
05:17You could risk your career.
05:19I just can't stop thinking about how she must have felt.
05:25Scared.
05:27Hopeless.
05:31Alone.
05:34God knows I've been there.
05:36We both have.
05:38And we both know it wasn't our fault.
05:41We just needed someone to lean on.
05:46If I was your doctor, I'd tell you to go home, rest, even if briefly.
05:52I won't leave this hospital until you come back.
05:58Okay.
06:00I appreciate it.
06:15Dr. Kinney.
06:16It's Allison.
06:17She just got extubated.
06:19She's awake.
06:22Okay.
06:23Uh, now we'd like to test your lower extremity motor strength.
06:26Can you raise your right leg?
06:27Oh, I told you.
06:29I'm fine.
06:30Except for my throat.
06:32What did you guys do to me?
06:34You may not remember this, but you were unconscious.
06:36When you came in, you had to be intubated.
06:38Your throat's gonna be sore.
06:39But you're lucky.
06:41Lucky?
06:42Okay.
06:43I just need to talk to Dr. Pierce.
06:45She's not available right now, but our on-call psychiatrist will be happy to see you.
06:50That won't be necessary.
06:51I'll just come back when she's next available.
06:53Until then, thanks for the intubation.
06:56Allison?
06:56Uh, Allison, we can't let you leave.
07:00You're on a psychiatric hold here until we learn more about what happened.
07:04The good news is that your neuro exam showed no deficit, so as soon as your medical issues
07:08resolve, we can transfer you to a psych bed.
07:10Until then, we'll have a sitter in the room to make sure you're safe.
07:16Allison, do you have any questions for us?
07:18Is there anything that we need to know to be able to help you?
07:24Doctors, why don't you continue rounds?
07:26Uh, I'll meet you.
07:32You work with Dr. Pierce, don't you?
07:34I do.
07:36She can tell you everything you need to know about me.
07:41I'm the villain.
07:45I'm the other woman.
07:48And we all know what happens to her at the end of the movie.
07:54Oh, after years of management, Ezra wants to undergo deep brain stimulation for his Tourette's.
08:01That's amazing to treat one of those diseases on the borderline between neurology and psychiatry
08:05with brain surgery.
08:07You don't seem enthused.
08:08I'm not.
08:09It's easy to think of Tourette's as devastating because it's so visible.
08:12But there are surgeons and musicians with Tourette's who say their condition gives them the concentration,
08:16the creativity, the resilience to succeed.
08:18Often it's the invisible disorders like Allison's that are far more debilitating and less easily understood.
08:23Speaking of Dr. Dang and Dr. Kinney, I know the consult list is long, but I want you to keep
08:26an extra eye on her.
08:27Of course, we're on it.
08:28Dr. Marcus, any updates on Mrs. Holland?
08:29I don't think her migraines are helping her succeed, but thankfully they've resolved.
08:33And I think she could be ready to go home.
08:35Okay, I'll swing by and examine her.
08:37Dr. Nash, anything to report?
08:38Mr. Child's doing great.
08:40Walking on his own.
08:41Mrs. Garcia's LP was negative from meningitis, so they should both be ready for discharge today.
08:45So what's the rush, Dr. Nash?
08:51Is there something I'm missing?
08:52No.
08:53No, no sir.
08:54I'm just maximizing my productivity.
09:00What?
09:03What?
09:03What?
09:05What?
09:05That's not mine.
09:06Okay.
09:07Because I'm impatient.
09:08I'm hungry now.
09:09I'm hungry now.
09:10Move, move, move, move, move.
09:10Go ahead, go ahead.
09:12Oh, it smells so good.
09:14Yeah.
09:16It looks good.
09:18I got your gift.
09:20You gave my baby gold?
09:22Pyrite, one of the first tools used to create fire.
09:25Just think of the fires Maya will start someday.
09:27You are such a nerd.
09:29You sweet, but you a nerd.
09:32How are you doing?
09:33Um, everything's great.
09:35Just soaking up the oxytocin.
09:39You know, I was really beginning to wonder if this would ever happen for us.
09:42And now that she's here, it was all worth it.
09:48Carol, you know it's normal to have a tough time after giving birth.
09:52Your hormones alone.
09:54Did Morris call you?
09:55Well, he said you're not sleeping.
09:58Like you said, it's normal.
10:01He's overreacting.
10:03Oh, okay.
10:05Okay.
10:06Oh, Wolf.
10:07Speaking of not sleeping, I gotta go.
10:10Okay, bye.
10:11Okay.
10:12Okay, bye.
10:13Okay.
10:21Mom?
10:22Hi.
10:23We're making dinner.
10:25Yes, let me get you a plate.
10:26No, I'm not hungry.
10:28Maya, sweetheart, I need to talk to your dad.
10:30Alone.
10:36Thank you, baby.
10:40Uh, what's up?
10:42Allison is at Bronx General.
10:45She attempted suicide last night.
10:48Oh, my God.
10:51Um...
10:51Is she gonna be okay?
10:54Medically, yes.
10:56But if I'd found her any later...
10:58Well, hold on.
10:59You found her?
11:01Morris...
11:03We both deserve the truth from each other.
11:10She's been a patient of mine for the last two months.
11:13After I found out who she was, I continued to treat her.
11:18But then quickly came to my senses and ended our sessions.
11:22She didn't take that too well.
11:24What were you thinking by continuing to see her?
11:27I think I had...
11:31Convinced myself that...
11:34If I could heal her...
11:37Then maybe I could heal us.
11:40And a part of me wanted answers.
11:44I wanted to see if I could figure out why you wanted her...
11:50Instead of me.
11:53You always did have a type.
11:56Don't do that.
11:59It wasn't like that.
12:01Sometimes it just felt like wanting you wasn't an option.
12:05At some point you started to look at me like I was just the source of all your disappointment.
12:09She looked at me like I was the source of all her happiness.
12:14She could have been anyone.
12:18Allison.
12:24I have to get back to the hospital.
12:26No, just don't go.
12:27She's not just anyone.
12:28She's my patient.
12:30She doesn't deserve to be a casualty of our marriage.
12:43Hey, Mike.
12:44You're shutting in.
12:45As much as I appreciate the check-in, how am I looking for a check-out?
12:49Hey, Mike.
12:49You feeling okay?
12:51Your voice sounds different.
12:52Probably caught something just walking into this hospital.
12:55All the more reason to get me out of here, am I right?
12:58Anyways, I'm always sick and it kind of just stays in my voice.
13:03Time is money, Dr. Nash.
13:07I'll get you out of here in no time.
13:09Let me just check up on that final lab.
13:13I would drill two tiny holes in the skull here and here.
13:17Then implant electrodes that block the nerve signals that cause your tics.
13:22It's a relatively small procedure as far as brain surgery goes.
13:26I'm sorry.
13:27It's just the phrase small brain surgery is an oxymoron.
13:32The success rate is quite high.
13:34Now your tics won't be gone entirely, but you can't expect vocal tics to be cut in half.
13:38Motor tics, nearly the same.
13:40That's a big improvement.
13:41When we say improvement, we're assuming that all tics are bad,
13:44which I would argue is a bit myopic and hardly worth assuming the risk of brain surgery.
13:49What exactly are the risks?
13:51Bleeding, stroke, infection are the primary ones.
13:54Unlikely, but real.
13:55Ezra, this is your choice.
13:57And I agree with Dr. Wolf.
13:58There's nothing wrong with tics.
14:00There's also nothing wrong with wanting to make a change.
14:13It was a total accident.
14:15I didn't mean to go all, you know, I'm good now.
14:19Better than ever, really.
14:21I'm happy to hear.
14:22I'm gonna change when I get home, journal, do yoga, meditate.
14:27The universe gave me a second chance, and I am going to embrace that.
14:32Unfortunately, discharge isn't my call, but I'll make a note.
14:37Well, as soon as my doctor gets here, I'm sure she'll discharge me.
14:42Maybe give me an actual goddamn pen to write with.
14:44I'm sorry.
14:45If her patients...
14:46I'm okay now!
14:47Can you see that?
14:48Allison, you're not okay.
14:51You are not going anywhere, and neither am I.
15:03May I please have a proper butter knife?
15:06We take every precaution with patients who've attempted suicide.
15:10Everything that's happening is because we're worried about you.
15:13They do know that I'm in medical school, right?
15:16They don't need to treat me like I'm...
15:19A psych patient?
15:24Allison, I wish things were different, too.
15:28But, here we are.
15:34So, you wanted to see me.
15:40What did you want to talk about?
15:46I did want to see you.
15:50I needed to tell you that Morris was insatiable.
15:57The man wanted sex all the time.
16:01How long did you deprive the poor guy?
16:04I mean, don't get me wrong, the conversation was scintillating,
16:07but the sex was...
16:09The sex was wild.
16:16Hello?
16:18Are you listening?
16:21Yes.
16:24I was thinking about how scary it is to be in the hospital alone.
16:31How scary it is to want something from someone who can't give it to you.
16:37And how that need can turn into anger.
16:42Must be nice to be you, Dr. Pierce.
16:47Poised.
16:48Unflappable.
16:49The picture of mental health.
16:54I could ruin your career, you know.
16:57Tell everyone what you did.
17:01You're not as perfect as you look.
17:18How are my best girls?
17:19Don't do that.
17:21Don't come in here smiling like you didn't tell Wolf to call and check on me.
17:26I'm worried about you, baby.
17:27Just come out and say it.
17:29You think I'm depressed.
17:30You think I have postpartum depression.
17:33I'm not trying to diagnose you.
17:34Can you just come talk to me?
17:35No.
17:36Not now.
17:37If I leave even the tiniest trace of bacteria, Maya could get sick.
17:40And these stupid brushes don't get all the way in the grooves and I can't sanitize it by boiling it
17:45because I don't want to burn her by accident.
17:47Oh.
17:49Did you hear that?
17:50Did you hear that?
17:51Carol, it's a gurgle.
17:53Baby's gurgle.
17:53It's normal.
17:54How do you know?
17:56You haven't slept in days.
17:59Okay, just go get some rest.
18:00I'll take Maya.
18:01I'm telling you there is something wrong.
18:03Okay.
18:05We can take her to the hospital.
18:06If it'll give you peace of mind, we can go right now.
18:08I'm not going out there.
18:10It's not safe out there.
18:11Nothing is safe.
18:17It's okay.
18:24Thanks for seeing me again on short notice.
18:26Well, anytime.
18:27Take it, you've been thinking about your consult with Dr. Nichols?
18:30I thought I was ready to move ahead with the surgery, but now I'm on the fence.
18:34Do you really think it's the wrong move?
18:36I understand your desire to be free from your tics.
18:39I do.
18:40It took me decades to learn how to move through the world with my prosopagnosia.
18:44It wasn't easy.
18:44I'll admit it, but I did it.
18:47I think you can too.
18:48What can I get you?
18:50Oh, um, just a coffee with milk, please.
18:53And your friend?
18:55Um, you could just ask him.
18:58It's fine.
18:59Just a black coffee.
19:01Whoa!
19:02What is wrong with you?
19:06I'm so sorry.
19:08Oh, no, no, no.
19:09I'm sorry.
19:10In fact, let me buy your coffee.
19:11Oh, no, thank you.
19:12It's my bad.
19:13No, seriously.
19:14I shouldn't have snapped.
19:14I want to make it up to you.
19:16Let's just call it good.
19:17Please?
19:18Okay.
19:21Huh.
19:22Thank you.
19:25It happens more than you'd think.
19:26People feel bad or they see me more as a way to feel good about themselves.
19:31I just want to be able to get a coffee without it being a whole thing.
19:39Tripping, man.
19:39She's okay.
19:43Okay, well, um, if y'all would excuse me, I gotta go discharge another patient.
19:48Dr. Marcus, you better put those Crocs in support mode if you want to keep up.
19:55Catch you later, Kenny.
20:01So, how's your day going?
20:04I know I said I was cool with us keeping it casual, and I am.
20:08You should know that I like you, Erica, and I really care about you.
20:13Jacob.
20:14I mean, all he cares about is winning.
20:27How did your walk go with Ezra?
20:30Not great.
20:31I really feel for him.
20:32The judgment, the pandering, it's intolerable.
20:37I'm glad you finally see where he's coming from.
20:38Yeah, it was very enlightening.
20:43Why don't we get the feeling we're not saying the same thing here?
20:45Well, what is there not to see?
20:47Ezra's not the problem.
20:48The world is the problem.
20:50I get where you're coming from.
20:52In a perfect world, Ezra wouldn't even need to consider the surgery.
20:54Exactly.
20:55We don't live in a perfect world, and even if we did, what about ticks that get in his own
20:59way?
20:59If there were a simple procedure that could cure your face blindness, wouldn't you consider it?
21:04Change the way I see the world?
21:05Definitely not.
21:07It's easy to say when it's not an option, but if it were there in front of you?
21:13We have an opportunity to make Ezra's life a little bit easier.
21:16Isn't that a chance worth taking?
21:24Emergency in the ICU.
21:26It's Allison.
21:27Allison.
21:28Allison.
21:29Allison, you have to calm down.
21:30I don't feel right.
21:32She became tremulous and her pressure and heart rate spiked 15 minutes ago.
21:35Pupils are dilated.
21:36I thought she could be withdrawing.
21:37Check for Clunas.
21:39Allison?
21:40I'm just gonna try one more thing, okay?
21:44Looks like serotonin syndrome.
21:45Greater for superheptadine and Ativan.
21:47Order a stat.
21:58The Ativan worked.
22:00It was serotonin syndrome from a combination of the med she overdosed on.
22:05Luckily we caught it quickly.
22:06The right amount of serotonin makes us feel good.
22:12But, too much of it can be deadly.
22:18I feel like there's a metaphor here.
22:22Our brains crave excess.
22:24Our bodies can't always handle it.
22:26It's a bit like Allison's relational pattern.
22:29She attaches so hard to people that she eventually drives them away.
22:35That's why she's alone.
22:36She's not alone.
22:39Because you're here.
22:49Can I leave now?
22:51You are a free man.
22:54Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
22:57There's that same clumsiness that got me in here in the first place.
23:00Hey, Mike.
23:02One sec.
23:03Look towards me.
23:10So?
23:11Am I good?
23:13Your voice.
23:15It's not as raspy as it was before.
23:18It comes and goes when I talk too much sometimes.
23:22Do me a favor.
23:24Hang tight for a minute.
23:27I gotta go grab some ice.
23:34Oh.
23:35Girl.
23:38That Liebman's pastrami is different.
23:41I figured you could use something more than PB cups and rice today.
23:45Ma'am.
23:46I'm supposed to be taking care of you, not the other way around.
23:56Can I ask you a question, Mom?
23:58Mm-hmm.
24:01Did Dad cheat?
24:13He did.
24:15But, honey, when issues arise in the marriage, it's never just one person small.
24:20Mom, relationships are a two-way street.
24:23Two people, two sets of needs, expectations.
24:29Your father and I all just have to work together to fix things.
24:34But you didn't make him cheat.
24:36It's not your fault.
24:37I know, honey.
24:38And it's not up to you to fix everything all the time.
24:41Oh.
25:01Hey.
25:03Hey, come up.
25:05Go.
25:11Let me help. Carol, let me help.
25:13Let me help. It's okay.
25:15It's okay. Let me help.
25:17No, no, no. Give her back. Give her back.
25:19She's okay. She's good.
25:21She's a daddy. She's okay.
25:23She's her daddy.
25:25Look at her. She's okay.
25:26See? She's okay.
25:30Me or not,
25:32you need some sleep.
25:33Yeah. You need some help.
25:38I swear.
25:42I'll never hurt you.
25:57It's okay.
26:01Hey.
26:03Why is Ezra on the surgery board?
26:05He chose to get the surgery.
26:08He didn't want to tell you.
26:10Told me he didn't want to let you down.
26:12Mean a lot to him to have your blessing.
26:14I can't give it. I thought about it.
26:16I don't support it.
26:19What's the real problem here, Wolf?
26:21That your patient chose to make a change,
26:23that you couldn't help him the way he wanted,
26:24or that I'm the one helping him?
26:27That has absolutely nothing to do with it.
26:30No, no, no, no, no, no.
26:31Admit it.
26:31You don't think I can help patients as much as you can.
26:33Well, that's insecurity talking,
26:34and it's really not a great look, Josh.
26:36Stop.
26:36It's not insecurity.
26:37It's that you don't fully value me.
26:39I do value you.
26:40But you don't see me as your equal.
26:42Well, neurosurgeons and neurologists
26:44see things differently.
26:45Always have.
26:46It's part of the job.
26:48Yeah.
26:49So where does that leave us?
27:03Just like I told you.
27:04Maybe you guys want to tell me what's up.
27:06Your doctor made a tough diagnosis, Jacob.
27:09Why don't you tell him?
27:09Well, I think you have something called myasthenia gravis.
27:12It's an autoimmune disease that stops communication
27:15between your nerves and your muscles.
27:17That's why your voice gets a little funny
27:18when you use it a lot.
27:19That's why you fell down earlier
27:21and why your eyelid drooped.
27:23Untreated, it can be extremely dangerous.
27:25But now we know and we can treat you.
27:27You're going to be totally fine.
27:28Dr. Nash might have saved your life.
27:34Thank you.
27:36Um, my wife is supposed to pick me up.
27:39Should I?
27:39Call your wife.
27:41You're staying here.
27:45So you didn't win the game?
27:49They called it that when I was an intern, too.
27:52It's good to see you paying more attention
27:54to your patients than your paperwork.
27:57Nicely done.
28:02Did you hear?
28:04Dana won the game.
28:06Yep.
28:07She signed up on, like, ten consoles today.
28:11Hey, I could have won, you know.
28:14I chose not to because
28:16it was right for the patient.
28:20Look, man, I know what you're doing.
28:23You like Erica.
28:25But the fact is, she picked me.
28:37Oh, by the way, um, thanks for the ice cream.
28:50Hey, Dr. Wolfe.
28:51I wasn't sure if I'd see you.
28:53How are you feeling?
28:54Dr. Nichols said it went well.
28:57It's weird.
28:58I'm not used to my body being so quiet.
29:01Well, the ticks were part of you.
29:03And they still are, just less so.
29:05Maybe now there's room for you to discover something new about yourself.
29:09Thanks for sticking with me, Doc.
29:11I know you weren't totally on board with the surgery.
29:14I'm on board with you, no matter what.
29:19Really, I should be thanking you, Ezra.
29:22For what?
29:23For reminding me that there's nothing wrong with wanting to change.
29:33If you need help with that, I know a guy with a killer signature.
29:37All right, big shot.
29:38I'm going to give you a solid 30 seconds of gloating
29:41for nailing that myasthenia gravis diagnosis.
29:43No gloating here.
29:45I'm just happy to be doing my job.
29:46I'm glad someone like you appreciates good medicine.
29:50Someone like me?
29:51Someone I admire.
29:53I'm out here playing catch-up with you.
29:54You know that.
29:55Jacob, you don't need me to tell you you're a great doctor.
29:59Thought you could have done without that stupid game you started with Van.
30:03Okay, well, that's over.
30:05No more games.
30:06But I will say,
30:08Van is a worthy opponent.
30:10In fact, it's a wonder he has time for all his patience with him being a dad and all.
30:16What?
30:17Van has a kid.
30:20I thought he might have told you.
30:24Oh.
30:31What are you playing at?
30:35What do you mean?
30:36I don't know what this stuff between you and Van is about, but it feels like it's about me, and
30:39I don't like it.
30:41Do you want to be with me? Is that it?
30:42Yeah, I could.
30:44Well, I just think that maybe I...
30:47You can't even say it.
30:48But even if you could, it wouldn't matter, because I am not here for this.
30:52I am here to be a doctor.
30:55That is my priority.
31:00Boys.
31:01I'm surrounded by boys.
31:08Do you have a kid?
31:09What?
31:09Whoa, whoa.
31:10Like a human kid?
31:13Do you mind?
31:14Can you give us a minute?
31:15Fine.
31:21But I'm going to need to be filled in at some point.
31:30I can't believe Jacob told you that.
31:32Actually, no.
31:33You know what?
31:33I can't believe he told you that.
31:34Why did he know and I didn't?
31:36I'm sorry.
31:37Okay?
31:39I meant to tell you.
31:40Maybe we should go back to the way things were.
31:42With us.
31:44As friends.
31:45Like friends who don't sleep together?
31:47It's less complicated that way.
31:48Yeah, but...
31:50Come on.
31:50I mean, we've been having fun.
31:52It's been fun, right?
31:52This isn't fun for me anymore.
32:00The devil's in the basement in my home.
32:06Flight of stairs is way too close.
32:12I can take it from here.
32:24I'm not allowed to have those.
32:27Is there a reason I can't trust you with them?
32:30Not anymore.
32:34Thank you.
32:48I'm sorry.
32:51For everything.
32:53I know it's hard to believe me, but...
32:56I never set out to hurt you.
32:59If anything...
33:00I wanted to be you.
33:06I came here because I wanted to meet you.
33:10The other woman.
33:13Or so I thought.
33:15Until I realized...
33:18The other woman was me.
33:21I can understand why you feel that way,
33:25but, Allison...
33:27Nobody is the other woman in their own life.
33:30I'm not so sure.
33:33I think in our sessions I told you that I was an only child.
33:39That wasn't entirely true.
33:42When I was ten, my father left my mom for someone else.
33:48They started a new family together.
33:51Had four kids.
33:54When I would go see them on the weekends.
33:57Everyone was nice, but...
34:00It wasn't really my family.
34:02They didn't want me around.
34:06How did things get so hard?
34:10So hard.
34:11There are infinite factors that make us who we are.
34:16I never gave you a diagnosis.
34:19Maybe had we kept seeing each other under normal circumstances,
34:23I would have by now.
34:25Would you like to know what I've been thinking?
34:29Based on our previous sessions
34:30and everything I know about you,
34:34your fear of being alone,
34:36your feelings of emptiness,
34:39your mercurial moods,
34:42in my professional opinion,
34:44I think you have borderline personality disorder,
34:48which I'm sure you've learned about in your psych classes.
34:52Mm-hmm.
34:52The challenge with a condition like this
34:56is that people don't realize they need help
34:58until things get bad.
35:01But through focused work,
35:03you don't have to feel this way forever.
35:06Though that work will have to happen
35:08in a different therapeutic setting.
35:11So, I'm medium crazy.
35:15Not psychotic.
35:17Borderline.
35:19I can work with that.
35:23I just still wish...
35:26Oh, I wish you could fix me.
35:28Yeah.
35:29I wish it were that easy.
35:32But maybe it isn't about fixing,
35:35but instead,
35:37making change.
35:42So when you sign this form,
35:44you'll be admitting yourself to the psych unit.
35:45Do you understand?
35:47I do.
35:52Don't make me sign a crayon.
35:57You know,
35:57I always wanted to be on the other side
35:59of a conversation like this.
36:02Maybe you will be,
36:04if you still want it.
36:05It seems like Dr. Pierce
36:06really went out on a limb for you.
36:11There's something you should know about her.
36:18She's one of a kind.
36:22Yeah.
36:29Two sugars
36:30and a splash of oatmeal
36:31just the way you liked it.
36:33Oh,
36:34I knew I could help you around
36:35for something.
36:39Am I a dick?
36:40Hmm?
36:43Are you trying to bribe me
36:44so that I'll say no?
36:46Well,
36:46Josh called me out on something
36:47and he's probably right,
36:48even though I don't want him to be.
36:52Can people ever really change?
36:55I sure as hell hope so.
36:57Remember
36:58when you asked me
36:59what I wanted
37:00my last memory to be?
37:02My answer was me,
37:04Morris,
37:05Maya,
37:06Italian food,
37:07and good laughs.
37:09I wanted so
37:11badly
37:12to get back
37:14to that family
37:14we were in the early days.
37:16What do you want right now?
37:22I know
37:24I don't want to be angry anymore.
37:33Hey.
37:34Hey.
37:35Hey.
37:38how are you doing?
37:42I'm
37:44okay.
37:47I want a divorce.
37:54I need to say,
37:54I need to say again,
37:55I'm so sorry about
37:57Allison.
37:59I'm glad she's okay.
38:01but you-you must see
38:03how difficult that she-
38:04It's not just about
38:04Allison.
38:07No.
38:09And you said yourself
38:12she could have been
38:13anyone.
38:22You broke your promise.
38:25You said you would never
38:27hurt us.
38:35I love
38:37you.
38:41But I can't
38:42forgive you.
38:59Can I see it?
39:02Can I see it?
39:10For as long as I knew him
39:11When I was a kid
39:12My dad was ill
39:13He was bipolar
39:14With severe manic
39:16And depressive episodes
39:19Wolf
39:21I'm so sorry
39:22My dad's shame
39:25Weighed him down
39:26And I often thought
39:27If the world was more accepting
39:28Maybe he would still be alive
39:31Today
39:32But lately I've been thinking
39:34If I could have lifted
39:35His condition out of his life
39:36And if he wanted it
39:39I would have done it in a heartbeat
39:42You're right
39:43Sometimes I can fall into the fallacy
39:45That my way of treating a patient
39:48Is the only one
39:50I'm sorry
39:52But you are wrong about this
39:54I do see you as my equal, Josh
39:57Otherwise I wouldn't bother
39:58Arguing with you
40:04I still don't think I love this
40:10This is your nie promenade
40:11I already know
40:11I'm sorry
40:14I'm sorry
40:28I ain't para
40:41Oh, ho detto.
40:43Sì, questo happens sometimes.
40:45Super keeps saying he's going to fix it, but...
41:00For those of you just checking in, we're bringing you footage from the Bronx, where it appears an apartment building
41:06has partially collapsed.
41:08What's going on?
41:09The building collapsed a few miles from here. First responders are arriving on the scene.
41:13Now, early report suggests some residents were able to evacuate. We don't know how many people are still trapped inside
41:19or how many casualties there might be.
41:21For more on the ground...
41:22Prep your interns. I'll be in the ER.
41:24Pick as much space as you can for the wave of patients we're about to treat.
41:27I haven't seen Erika.
41:31That's Erika's building.
41:35Attention, external triage.
41:38Attention, external triage.
42:13Greg, move your head.
42:13Because of the
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