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00:01When Brie Vandekamp decided to stop drinking, her recipe for sobriety was the 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous.
00:10She admitted she was powerless over alcohol.
00:15She asked God to remove her shortcomings.
00:19She made a list of all the people she had harmed.
00:25So when her son Andrew decided to stop drinking, Brie was pleased to see him follow those steps as successfully
00:33as she had.
00:34Let me see it again.
00:4030 days sober. I am so proud of you.
00:43I feel great, Mom.
00:45And it gets better all the time. Just keep going to meetings and working those steps.
00:50Yeah, kind of stalled out around number eight, though.
00:52Ooh, that is a tough one.
00:54No one likes to make lists of people they've done harm to, particularly with your penmanship.
00:59No, I wrote the list, but now I have to make the amends.
01:03And there's one person I've been really awful to.
01:08Well, I know it seems difficult, but give it a chance.
01:14Some people are more forgiving than we give them credit for.
01:23You thought I meant you?
01:25Well, of course I did.
01:26Mom, no offense, but you're way down the list. I think you're like seventh.
01:32Seventh?
01:34I'd like to know about these six people ahead of me.
01:36Did you steal their pocketbook?
01:38Did you wreck their car?
01:40Stick a kitchen knife or an oil portrait of them?
01:43Okay, calm down.
01:44I will not calm down.
01:45I resent you thinking you've harmed anyone more than me.
01:48Well, I have.
01:50And if I'm going to make amends, I need to start now.
01:53With the top of the list.
01:56And who might that be?
01:57Who is this victim number one?
02:00Mr. Solis.
02:02Yes.
02:03Brie was diligent about following the 12 steps.
02:07After all, I did sort of kill his mom.
02:10But even she could recognize a step too far.
02:14Andrew, stop!
02:18We teach our children to apologize when they make a mistake.
02:24We tell them that it's wrong to blame others.
02:30Or pretend it never happened.
02:35Or try to cover it up.
02:40But there are those times when apologizing...
02:43Hey, Carlos.
02:44You got a minute?
02:45...is the biggest mistake of all.
02:46Be right there.
02:47Andrew, stop.
02:48You really need to think about this.
02:50You know what the step says.
02:52Make direct amends to those we have harmed.
02:54Unless to do so would injure them or others.
02:56And if Carlos finds out, trust me, he's going to injure others.
02:59Hey, buddy.
03:01What's up?
03:01You know, there's something I never told you.
03:03Ah, yes!
03:04How wonderful you were to him after Rex died.
03:07You were like a surrogate father.
03:09I don't know about that.
03:11You were.
03:11You took him on hunting trips, football games, car races.
03:15I didn't know you were gay then or I'd have thrown in a few musicals.
03:18The point is, you've always been so kind to people, never injuring them or others.
03:25Well, that was the same year that my mom died, so I was working through some grief too.
03:29It was great that we could be there for each other.
03:32So, that was what you wanted to tell me?
03:37Uh, yeah.
03:38Yeah, just, uh, thanks.
03:41No problem.
03:45Someone just earned another pie.
03:58Hey!
04:01Whoever's in here, I own this house.
04:03And I want you out now!
04:12Well, hello, Paul.
04:14What the hell are you doing here?
04:17I'm just nosing around to see what I'll need to buy before I move in.
04:21Not much, apparently.
04:23I had no idea the place came furnished.
04:25Have you lost what's left of your mind?
04:27This is my house.
04:28Now get out!
04:29Oh, I know you bought it.
04:31You bought a lot of houses on this street, but you didn't want people to know, so you put this
04:36one in Beth's name.
04:38So what?
04:39I was her husband.
04:40And since she never made a will...
04:42Oh, but she did, Paul.
04:44Years ago.
04:45And according to that will, I own this house and everything in it.
04:52Oh, my goodness.
04:54Is this a Gustav Stickley?
04:55Do you really think the people on the street want a manipulative psycho for a neighbor?
04:59Well, they let you live here, so I'm guessing the zoning laws aren't all that strict.
05:04If they want to shun me, let them.
05:08I won't be alone.
05:10I'll have my daughter with me.
05:13My God.
05:14You stole her ashes?
05:16I did not steal them.
05:18You are so quick to think the worst of me.
05:20I just went to the mausoleum and I explained my legal rights.
05:25Your rights?
05:26What about my rights?
05:27She was my wife.
05:29Did I say you couldn't visit her?
05:31Drop by any time, Paul.
05:33My door is always open.
05:47Everything looks great, Susan.
05:49Your blood work, creatinine levels.
05:50You're like the poster girl for kidney transplants.
05:54Does that mean I can have salty food and sex again?
05:57Salt in moderation.
05:58You should wait two more weeks before resuming normal sexual activity.
06:01Mike and I have already waited a month.
06:03There is not going to be anything normal about it.
06:05Okay, well, I'll see you at your next checkup.
06:08Where are you off to?
06:09Well, I am definitely going to the mall to enjoy the last few hours of my handicap placard.
06:14But first, I'm going to the dialysis center to visit my friend Dick Barrows.
06:18Oh, you don't have to go to the dialysis center.
06:20He's here in the hospital.
06:21He was admitted yesterday.
06:30Hey, Talldark and Jaundice.
06:33Delfino!
06:35Come closer.
06:36I want to see if you still have that new kidney smell.
06:43What are you doing here?
06:45Where else can you get a large Jamaican nurse to give you a sponge bath for four grand a day?
06:50Another viral infection.
06:52I'm sorry.
06:53I can't believe you got a kidney so fast.
06:56I don't suppose you have any more suicidal neighbors with donor cards?
07:01I didn't laugh when you wrote it on my get well note and I'm not laughing now.
07:05I'm telling you.
07:07You are the luckiest person alive.
07:09You should take advantage.
07:11Do you gamble?
07:13A little.
07:16Great.
07:17When I get out of here, I'm taking you to that casino by the airport.
07:20I've never won in that place.
07:21You could be my rabbit's foot.
07:23I'm not big on casinos.
07:25I'm more of a around the kitchen table gossip with my girlfriends with all the M&Ms kind of gal.
07:33Ah, it's time for my spinal tap.
07:36You see?
07:37You're not the only lucky one.
07:44Hey babe, you're home late.
07:45I got called down to the legal department.
07:50Is everything okay?
07:53There's no easy way to say this.
07:55Oh no, what is this?
07:57That, my dear.
08:01This is my signing bonus.
08:03A hundred thousand dollars.
08:06No way.
08:07It is not one hundred thousand dollars.
08:11It is.
08:12It's a hundred thousand dollars!
08:14I can't believe it!
08:16I know!
08:17What are you gonna do with it?
08:19Um...
08:19How about this?
08:20Go to the bank.
08:21Get a hundred thousand singles and roll around naked on them.
08:23And then...
08:24Apologize to everybody at the bank and come home!
08:26I like the naked part.
08:27Oh my gosh!
08:28Oh my gosh!
08:30Okay.
08:31Okay, let's think.
08:32Um...
08:33Obviously, we should put some in the kids' college fund.
08:36And then top off our retirement account.
08:40Or actually start a retirement account.
08:42Definitely.
08:43We should do all of that.
08:43With ninety grand.
08:45The other ten is for you to spend on something fun and totally frivolous.
08:49Like a mink vest or a diamond frisbee.
08:52No, no.
08:54No.
08:54Lynette, do you know how long I have waited to be able to say this to you?
08:58Go crazy.
09:01It's on me.
09:03Fine.
09:04You're gonna be a jerk about it.
09:06I'll spend $10,000 on myself.
09:10We should celebrate.
09:11Let's go out to dinner.
09:13Oh, definitely.
09:13But not tonight.
09:14I got a ton of work.
09:16Okay?
09:17How about Friday?
09:17Okay.
09:18It's a date.
09:20Wait a sec.
09:24Nope.
09:25That's $100,000.
09:35And I'll call.
09:38910 Jack Quinking.
09:39Straight.
09:40Eat it.
09:42I was going to say how nice it is to have you back in our game until you so charmingly
09:46told us to eat it.
09:47For the third time.
09:49I'm sorry.
09:50I've just never been this hot before.
09:52My friend called it today.
09:53He said I was on a lucky streak.
09:55No, you are lucky.
09:56You got a kidney transplant.
09:58And if you take any more of my money, you're gonna need a face transplant.
10:02Okay.
10:03Is anyone going to notice what's different around here?
10:07You cut your hair?
10:08No.
10:09Well, you should.
10:11I mean the coffee.
10:13Tom gave me part of his signing bonus and said,
10:15Go crazy.
10:16So?
10:17I bought a grind and brew coffee master.
10:20Wasn't even on sale.
10:21Check me out.
10:24Shall I say it?
10:25No, please.
10:26Allow me.
10:27You're pathetic.
10:28You finally get a little mad money and you buy a kitchen appliance?
10:32But I don't really need anything.
10:34Oh, honey.
10:34Look around.
10:35You need everything.
10:36Two.
10:36Well, it's hard for me.
10:38Tom's only had this job a month.
10:39I'm used to clipping coupons and buying in bulk.
10:41I even color my own hair.
10:43Ugh.
10:44Mystery solved.
10:46How did you let this happen?
10:48Don't look at me like that.
10:49I tried.
10:49I tried for years.
10:50I couldn't even get her out of flip flops.
10:52Well, maybe I can take a shot at her.
10:54Don't do it.
10:55She'll break your heart.
10:57Well, I'm bored.
10:58Look, after this game, I'm taking you to a clothing store.
11:01That doesn't also sell patio furniture and meat.
11:05I'm out.
11:11I'll bet 20.
11:14I'm all in.
11:16You didn't even look at your cards.
11:18I don't need to.
11:20So what do you say, Vandicamp?
11:22Did you come to play?
11:25Huh.
11:26Let's see what you are made of.
11:33Three kings.
11:35Look at me.
11:36I should buy a lottery ticket right now.
11:38Yes, you should.
11:39And then you should eat it.
11:47I so don't belong here.
11:51That sales lady knows it too.
11:53Did you see the look she just gave me?
11:54Come on.
11:54What?
11:55What?
11:56Wait.
11:59Excuse me.
12:01We'd like two prosciutto paninis and a couple of iced cappuccinos.
12:07There's a cafe across the street.
12:11Oh, please don't make me go to the enormous hassle of buying this place just to fire you.
12:24Nice.
12:25Now, let's get started.
12:28Oh, you have got to try these on.
12:31Nah, I don't need boots.
12:32You will once you try them.
12:39Ah!
12:41It's like the Buddhist French kissing my foot.
12:44Walk around in them.
12:49Oh, dear.
12:51What they are doing to my feet now.
12:53I can't even say.
12:56Oh.
12:59Now, try these.
13:03$500 for jeans.
13:04I wouldn't pay that if they had $400 in the pocket.
13:07Try them.
13:09Look at my ass!
13:11Where did that ass come from?
13:13It came with the jeans.
13:15You like it?
13:16You see the ass that comes with a $900 pair.
13:26Do I even want to know how much that is?
13:28You just want to put it on.
13:32Thank you for shopping with us, Mrs. Scavo.
13:34That dress should be altered by tomorrow.
13:37We open at 10.
13:38Let's make it eight.
13:40Let's make it eight.
13:40And bring croissants.
13:45Hey, Brie.
13:46I hope Andrew brought his rain gear.
13:48I hear it's going to pour up there.
13:50Up where?
13:51The cabin.
13:52What are you talking about?
13:54Didn't Andrew tell you?
13:55He came by this morning to talk to Carlos.
13:57He did?
13:58Yeah, Carlos was just leaving for a hunting trip
14:00and invited Andrew to come along.
14:01For old time's sake.
14:03Andrew's with Carlos?
14:04In the woods?
14:04With guns?
14:05I have to call him.
14:06Why?
14:06Is something wrong?
14:07Oh yes, something's wrong.
14:10Has Andrew lost his mind?
14:11I tried to talk him out of it,
14:12but he's taking this AA thing seriously.
14:14See, this is the problem with sobriety.
14:16It ruins lives.
14:17Dammit, I still can't get through.
14:19There's no reception up there.
14:20I'm starting to get scared.
14:22Oh, you're scared?
14:23I'm going to be the one raising two kids
14:25with the husband in jail for murder.
14:26And Andrew's gay.
14:28So it's a hate crime.
14:29That's ten more years.
14:30Let's not panic.
14:31It may not be too late to stop this.
14:33You're right.
14:33We have to get up there.
14:34I'm going to see if Lee can watch the girls.
14:36And I have to get something out of my nightstand.
14:38Bree, aren't there going to be enough guns up there?
14:41When one of them is in my hands,
14:42then there'll be enough guns.
14:56I just want to say I'm sorry for the way I behaved yesterday.
14:58You're sorry.
15:00I'll give you two reasons I don't believe you.
15:03I knew you'd be upset to find you bought me a house.
15:06But I still had to twist the knife.
15:08I guess old habits die hard.
15:11You think that's what upset me?
15:12The house?
15:14And Beth's ashes, of course.
15:15But I want to make that up to you.
15:18You're giving them back?
15:20No.
15:20I don't think either of us should keep them.
15:23I think we should scatter them together.
15:27So, you've picked up on the fact that I long to spend more time with you.
15:32There's a pretty little lake about an hour north of here.
15:35When Beth was a girl, it was her favorite place.
15:37I think she'd be happy there.
15:39You could just do this on your own.
15:41Why do you want me there?
15:43Because Beth loved you.
15:45It's what I think she'd want.
15:49And I don't have a car yet.
15:54Shall we say tomorrow around 10?
15:5710 will be fine.
15:59Shall I make us some sandwiches?
16:02It's all the same to you, Felicia.
16:04I'll bring my own.
16:10Dick, are you awake?
16:13Oh, good.
16:14You were right about the Lucky Street.
16:16Guess who won a poker?
16:19Are you looking for my Uncle Dick?
16:21Yeah. Did he go home?
16:23No.
16:25I'm afraid we lost him last night.
16:27What?
16:30Oh, my God.
16:32Yeah, he never let out how sick he was.
16:36I'm Wally, by the way.
16:38Susan.
16:39Susan Duffino.
16:42He left something for you.
16:54It was always bugging me to go out to that casino with him.
16:58I wish I'd gone.
17:08Bree, Gabby, what are you doing here?
17:09He's not here.
17:10Where's Andrew?
17:12He's hiking over by the cliffs.
17:13In the rain?
17:14Well, it wasn't raining when he left.
17:16Why'd you two come all the way out here?
17:17We were worried about Andrew.
17:18Andrew.
17:18Because he forgot his medicine.
17:20So, when is he going to be back from his hike?
17:22Soon, I hope.
17:23Those rocks get awful slippery when they're wet.
17:26Oh, my God. Is that blood?
17:28Yeah, I cut myself chopping wood.
17:30What's that?
17:33A shovel?
17:34With fresh dirt on it.
17:35Why is there fresh dirt?
17:36Damn it, girls.
17:37What did you do to Andrew?
17:38What are you talking about?
17:40Don't pretend.
17:40We know he came clean about your mother.
17:42My mother?
17:43It was an accident.
17:44He didn't mean to run her over.
17:45You should blame me.
17:46I'm the one who helped him get rid of the car.
17:49Mom?
17:53Andrew.
17:54Oh, thank God you're all right.
17:56What's going on?
17:57You killed my mother?
17:58What?
17:59No.
17:59No, who said that?
18:00We thought you told him.
18:02In the woods?
18:03Alone?
18:03What, am I crazy?
18:04Well, you weren't here and we saw blood.
18:06And a shovel with fresh dirt.
18:07Explain that.
18:08Do you see a bathroom in here?
18:10Son of a bitch.
18:10Oh!
18:11I'm one of you.
18:12I have a gun.
18:13In the car.
18:15Park Ranger.
18:20Come in.
18:21Please.
18:23Hey.
18:25Sorry you people picked such a lousy weekend to enjoy our park here.
18:28Actually, we were just leaving.
18:30Oh, afraid not.
18:31Just got a radio call.
18:32Big old pine tree just fell across the access road.
18:35We can't clear it up till tomorrow.
18:37So you're gonna have to sit tight till then.
18:40You mean we have to sit here all night?
18:43Yep.
18:44I got a deck of cards in my truck in case you get bored.
18:48Oh, I wouldn't worry about that.
19:03Ah.
19:04Ah.
19:06Ah.
19:12Ah.
19:14Wow.
19:16The sad caterpillars turn into an extravagant butterfly.
19:19Hi.
19:21I am checking Tom's ETA so I know when to preheat the oven.
19:24And I'm not talking about cooking.
19:26I'm talking about-
19:27Ah.
19:28I know what you're talking about.
19:29Please stop.
19:29Hey, Mr. CFO.
19:31The kids are gone.
19:31The champagne is on ice.
19:34And my bra actually matches my panties.
19:37Ah.
19:38I was just gonna call you.
19:39I'm on my way to the airport.
19:41I've gotta get to Montreal tonight on the jet.
19:43What?
19:43No!
19:44No, this is our celebration night.
19:46Can't you reschedule?
19:48I'm sorry.
19:49I can't.
19:49I'm a hero for landing this meeting.
19:51I gotta be there.
19:52Fine.
19:52I'll take another rain check.
19:53You're starting to owe me a lot of rain, you know?
19:55Alright.
19:56I love you.
19:57Travel safe.
20:00Hey.
20:01Get your mitts off that.
20:03We'll have it tomorrow when he gets back.
20:05Oh, Lynette.
20:06Tomorrow it'll be something else.
20:08Tom is a big shot now.
20:10And the bigger he gets, the less you're gonna see of him.
20:14Hey.
20:14You want the clothes?
20:16And the jewelry and all the other perks?
20:19Well, this is what they really cost.
20:33You came to the funeral.
20:36What?
20:38My mother's funeral.
20:40You sat in the second row behind the family and consoled us all?
20:44What was that like?
20:47Kinda...
20:48Funny?
20:49Of course not.
20:51It was very awkward.
20:53Awkward?
20:54Gosh.
20:57So sorry her funeral was so tough on you.
21:02God, I'm so hungry.
21:03I can't believe you guys didn't bring any food.
21:07Actually, I brought something.
21:11This is all the dinner I need.
21:14Well, great.
21:15We've got tension and firearms.
21:16Let's add alcohol.
21:17Carlos, please put that away.
21:18Andrew's only been sober a month.
21:20I heard.
21:22A whole month without a drink.
21:25You must be...
21:33Thanks, son.
21:34I'm good.
21:36Okay, let me put it this way.
21:39To Mama Solis, may she rest in peace.
21:43Are you gonna drink to my mom?
21:44Or are you gonna insult her memory?
21:50I guess I'm gonna drink to your mom.
21:53Carlos, stop it.
21:54You have every right to be angry, but please, think of all the years we've been friends.
21:57Friends?
21:59You think that we're still friends?
22:02How long have I watched you play Miss High and Mighty to the whole damn street, and the whole time
22:07you were just covering your ass?
22:09Hey, get mad at me. Not the people who just knew about it.
22:13People?
22:15Who else knew about this?
22:17It's not important.
22:22Gabby, what was that?
22:23Nothing. It was a moth.
22:28You knew?
22:31Her I can understand, but my own wife?
22:34For God's sakes, Carlos, let it go. This is ancient history.
22:37Not to me.
22:38I mean, not a day went by that I didn't think I should have found the guy that did it.
22:42Well, I didn't have to look far, did I?
22:45I was taking him to ball games.
22:47Inviting his accomplice to dinner parties.
22:50And my wife knew.
22:52You know what? To hell with all of you.
22:54Carlos, where are you going?
22:56Anywhere, but here.
22:57I don't trust myself to be in the same room with you people.
23:07Carlos!
23:09Carlos!
23:14Carlos!
23:19Ladies and gentlemen, please discontinue use of all electronic devices so we can begin our meal service.
23:26What are you doing here? We are about to take off.
23:29Not anymore. I pushed your flight back half an hour.
23:33What? How?
23:34Well, let's just say your pilot's back at the terminal having coffee with a few dead presidents.
23:39So, now it's just you, me, oh, and two unfortunate lobsters.
23:47Hey, you know what you can do on a private jet?
23:52Anything.
23:55Absolutely anything.
23:58I can't believe you did this.
24:00I know. What a wife, huh?
24:02No, no, no. I mean, it's really gonna screw me up.
24:06I'm supposed to sit down with my team the moment I land. I need every second to prep for this
24:10meeting.
24:11I understand. You have been working so hard. I just wanted you to have half an hour of fun.
24:17But you need to realize, this is fun.
24:23Honey, I love this job.
24:27I have never felt so valuable before.
24:30I walk into a room and people stop talking.
24:33They want to know what Tom thinks.
24:35I gotta tell you, this company is a rocket ship.
24:38It's taken me on the ride of my life.
24:42Wow.
24:44That's...
24:46I am really happy for you.
24:49And don't think I have forgotten why I have this gig.
24:52You gave me the confidence to jump at it and I am so, so grateful.
24:57This is all because of you.
25:03What? Oh!
25:04Yeah.
25:08Back to fun.
25:10I should take this.
25:11I'll call you when I land.
25:13Okay.
25:13You look great, by the way.
25:15Oh.
25:17Hey, I got a little hung up on the ground, but I'm on my way.
25:20While I got you on the phone, who is going to be in on this conference call?
25:28No, not Ted.
25:29I want to try to get this one.
25:34What?
25:42Who is it?
25:43Roy.
25:44I didn't know you came here.
25:46Every Thursday, Karen sticks 50 bucks in my pocket, pats me on the butt, and tells me not to come
25:51home till I blow it or double it.
25:53So, slots?
25:55I can't speak for those two, but I think Lottie gets around.
25:59No slots.
26:01Oh, yeah.
26:03Hey, sit down.
26:03What?
26:04Oh, thanks.
26:04But, uh, I'm going to try the poker room.
26:07Oh, you don't want to go with it there.
26:09Those guys are just a bunch of sharks.
26:11I'm sure he won't be here long.
26:12I'm playing for a friend.
26:14A hundred bucks?
26:15You're an honest woman.
26:16When somebody gives me money to gamble, I pocket it and tell them they lost.
26:24Except you, Lottie.
26:25You actually lost.
26:33What?
26:35What's so funny?
26:37Just wondering what Beth would think if she could see us now, driving along like we're off to a picnic.
26:44I think she'd be glad.
26:46Our hate was what killed her.
26:48She couldn't please either of us without hurting the others, so she just walked away.
26:53So maybe she's thinking, oh, great.
26:56Now they get along.
26:58Or better late than never.
27:04Tell me something, Paul.
27:05What?
27:06Did she suffer at the end?
27:09In her last conscious moments?
27:11I don't know.
27:12I wasn't there when she died.
27:13I didn't mean, Beth.
27:15I met my sister.
27:18You were there for that one.
27:20For God's sakes, Felicia.
27:22I've wondered about this for years.
27:25I'm not wearing a wire, Paul.
27:27And I'm not going to frisk you to make sure, so let's drop it down.
27:29Think about it.
27:30Think about it.
27:31We both saw someone we love be destroyed.
27:35First, my sister drove your wife to kill herself.
27:41You admit that?
27:43Finally.
27:44Yes, Paul.
27:45I do.
27:47You loved your wife, so you killed my sister.
27:52I loved my sister, so I tried to destroy you.
27:58Who paid the price for it?
28:02Beth.
28:05I just hope that by doing this together, we can put a stop to this awful cycle and reach some
28:12sort of closure.
28:21I'm all for closure.
28:28Well, I lost my 50, but I ate my weighted shrimp.
28:31So all in all, a good day.
28:33How you doing?
28:34I'm okay.
28:36Yeah, you got a little left.
28:37What's that?
28:3860 bucks?
28:38Good for you, kid.
28:40Those are $1,000 chips.
28:42I'm all in.
28:45$1,000?
28:47You bet $6,000?
28:48What are you, nuts?
28:49She's nuts.
28:50We're taking these back.
28:51Hands off the table, sir.
28:54Grandpa must know something.
28:55I'll call.
28:56Two pair.
28:57Kings over fours.
29:02Three aces.
29:04The kid had three aces.
29:06Susan, you won over $12,000.
29:09I know.
29:11I just...
29:13keep...
29:15winning.
29:21And you cry every time.
29:24You're weird.
29:26Susan, what's wrong?
29:28My friend.
29:29Your friend is gonna be thrilled.
29:31You just won for him.
29:32He died yesterday.
29:36He wanted me to come here.
29:37Sorry.
29:38He said I was on a lucky streak.
29:41He was right.
29:42I am.
29:45But...
29:47Why?
29:50Why do I keep winning while other people lose?
29:54You know what?
29:55And why did I get a kidney while good people died?
29:58It doesn't make any sense.
30:01I served in Korea with this guy, Joe Danczak.
30:06Funny as hell.
30:07He made whiskey salads in his helmet.
30:10One day, we're out on patrol.
30:14I felt something whizz past my ear.
30:16I turned and looked.
30:18And Joe was on the ground.
30:20He's dead?
30:22Yeah.
30:24That night, I asked the sergeant,
30:26why was it him and not me?
30:29He sort of shook his head and said,
30:32why ask?
30:37So you're trying to tell me
30:40that it is random.
30:43I'm trying to do anything I can
30:45to get you to stop crying, honey.
30:49You're on a lucky streak.
30:51Who knows why?
30:52Just enjoy it.
30:55But what happens when my luck runs out?
31:00I know.
31:03Why ask?
31:05Why ask?
31:09How about right here?
31:11What do you think, honey?
31:13Is this a good spot?
31:15Would you stop talking to the urn?
31:16You're creeping me out.
31:17Must be, Bicker.
31:18I thought the point of doing this together
31:19was to make a fresh start.
31:21Do you really think I'm that stupid?
31:22That just scattering some ashes
31:24is going to make me trust you?
31:26I know you don't trust me, Paul.
31:28It's why you brought a gun.
31:31What?
31:32You're not going to deny it.
31:35Okay.
31:35So what?
31:36You show up in my house and say,
31:38hey, let's go to the woods together.
31:39I'd be crazy not to bring a gun.
31:41I know.
31:43And I'd be crazy to let you keep it.
31:46What?
31:49How did you get that?
31:51Prison's not a very nice place to live,
31:53but I did pick up a few skills.
31:56I just brought that for self-defense.
31:58So now I'm supposed to believe you?
32:00See, that's our problem, Paul.
32:02How do you trust somebody who doesn't trust you?
32:05You fear me, so you bring a gun.
32:06I fear you, so I take it.
32:08Where does it end?
32:10Just put the gun down.
32:13It could end right here with me shooting you
32:15just so I can sleep easier.
32:17Go ahead. Shoot me.
32:19At least I'll die knowing you'll rot in jail forever.
32:22Oh, I don't think so.
32:24I'll plead self-defense.
32:26It is your gun after all.
32:27You pulled it on me.
32:28We struggled. It went off.
32:29I could kill you right now.
32:32I could go scot-free.
32:37Or I could do this.
32:46I don't want you dead, Paul.
32:49And I don't want us to fear each other.
32:50I just want this over.
32:53Don't you?
32:59I think you should do the honors.
33:26Well, just keep looking. It's not that big a forest.
33:30Finally!
33:31Next time you drop your girls off for a few hours,
33:33you might mention you may not be home that night.
33:35The roads were closed. We were trapped in the woods.
33:37It could have been worse.
33:38It could have been at my dinner party
33:39when I tried to serve the tiramisu
33:40and the tira had been licked off.
33:43Look, Lee, I'm sorry, okay?
33:44My guests were another gay couple
33:45who were thinking of adopting a child.
33:47They're not anymore.
33:48Lee, cut me some slack. My husband is missing.
33:51Don't try to blame me.
33:52Carlos called this morning.
33:53He did?
33:55Yeah.
33:55He asked if I could watch the girls
33:57for a few more hours while he drove out to Littleton.
33:59I said, why not?
34:00I have very few breakables left.
34:01What's he doing out in Littleton?
34:04I know.
34:05Come on.
34:05What? No, wait, Gabby, wait!
34:11I'm hungry.
34:12Of course you are.
34:17You'll be pleased to know that Paul was very touched
34:19when we scattered the ashes.
34:21He even teared up a little at the end.
34:24Of course, he thought it was really you in the urn.
34:29Not just some sweepings from the fireplace.
34:34That I would never scatter you in the woods.
34:38No.
34:40You're going to stay where you belong.
34:43Right here.
34:47With me.
34:49And don't you worry about Paul.
34:52I'll make him pay you for what he did to you.
34:55But not just by shooting him.
34:57No.
34:58That's too quick.
35:00Too...
35:02merciful.
35:03No.
35:06Death is the easy way out.
35:10But look who I'm telling.
35:18Oh, Carlos!
35:20Thank God you're okay.
35:22You really scared us.
35:26Aw.
35:27Flowers for your mom.
35:28How sweet.
35:28Eat.
35:29Save it, Gabby.
35:30You never liked her.
35:35Or maybe you're right.
35:37Maybe I didn't see why she had to be in your life so much.
35:40Why she couldn't just let go.
35:43I wasn't a mother yet.
35:46I didn't realize you never let go.
35:49Listen, uh, Carlos.
35:51We are so deeply sorry for what we did.
35:55Andrew was only 16 and already abusing alcohol, a habit that he learned from me, so I...
36:00Hi, Mom.
36:01Please.
36:01He's just trying to defend you.
36:03I know.
36:03I know.
36:03It's what you've always done.
36:05And I've let you.
36:07That's why my life has been such a mess.
36:08But I need to do this.
36:10This is between me and Carlos.
36:12Just please, wait in the car, okay?
36:14But Andrew...
36:15The car, Mom!
36:19Free.
36:20Let's go to the car.
36:27I'm gonna make this right.
36:30You can sue me.
36:31You can go to the police.
36:34Whatever it takes.
36:37I know this must hurt.
36:39I'm not hurt.
36:42I'm proud.
36:47Sit down.
36:52Can you help us out?
36:53Whenever we make mistakes, we need to apologize.
36:57And then, we need to move on.
37:02We must try to accept the changes in our lives...
37:10or choose to trust an old enemy
37:15or learn to stop fighting our children's battles.
37:21But sometimes the pain we've caused is so great,
37:26there is no moving on.
37:29Carlos, I want to thank you for forgiving Andrew.
37:32You are a generous man and I am so grateful to you.
37:38May I come in?
37:40You can go to hell.
37:41Carlos!
37:43Excuse me?
37:44I did forgive Andrew. He was a kid that made a mistake.
37:47But you were an adult, my friend.
37:50Covered up for him.
37:52Carlos, please!
37:54Listen carefully because this is the last thing I am ever going to say to you.
37:58We are no longer friends, not you and me, and not you and Gabby.
38:01You can't speak for me!
38:02I just did!
38:06No barbecues, no cocktail parties, no poker games.
38:11You're not even to wave to us on the street.
38:14That's how it's going to be.
38:21You can keep your muffins.
38:23You can keep your
38:23lid on the street or not...
38:24...
38:24...
38:25...
38:25...
38:27...