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00:02Come on, I'm open, over here.
00:04Guys, pass the ball.
00:07Come on, my grandma can kick harder than that.
00:15Got it.
00:20Shoot.
00:20Go on now.
00:24Roderick, can I offer you a slice of my buttermilk pie?
00:27Is that the same pie you made last year?
00:28Yes, it is.
00:30Then, uh, no thank you.
00:32Roderick, can't you be nice?
00:34She's gone, huh? You eat a slice of pie.
00:37Well, maybe I'll have one more small piece.
00:40All right, piece of pie.
00:43Ow, damn it.
00:45Aunt Jeannie, did you get stung?
00:48Why, yes.
00:49I got stung by a bee before. It's not that bad.
00:52She's allergic. I'm calling 911.
00:57Hello? Yeah, I'm calling for Balboa Park.
00:59Aunt Jeannie?
01:00My wife's aunt got stung by a bee.
01:01She's having an allergic reaction.
01:03Aunt Jeannie!
01:04Grandpa, do something.
01:05Talk to him.
01:06Hello?
01:07Jeannie?
01:07By the east entrance.
01:09Where you walked down that little hill.
01:13What's wrong with her?
01:14Is she going to be okay?
01:16She's going to be okay, sweetheart.
01:17Health's on the way.
01:29Hey, that's so good.
01:39Oh, my God.
01:42Wow.
01:43That was nice, baby.
01:45Nice?
01:46That was amazing.
01:49It's great that, you know, you wanted to.
01:55Of course I wanted to.
01:59I mean, it's been a long time since you...
02:05I mean, it's great that you wanted to.
02:12I have a surprise for you.
02:15Whoa.
02:17Okay.
02:18Well, you're going to have to give me five minutes, so...
02:21Ten minutes tops.
02:23It's a different kind of surprise.
02:25I signed us up for a dance class tonight.
02:33A dance class?
02:34Really?
02:36Salsa, tengo, merengue.
02:37Oh, merengue.
02:40Wow.
02:42My mom used to do that.
02:44She won trophies.
02:45Oh.
02:46Maybe I'll win one.
02:48Hmm.
02:49I'm going to go make some coffee.
02:50No, no, no.
02:51I'll do it.
02:55Julio, Augusto.
02:56Time to get up.
02:58By dipping the sponge applicator into cold water
03:01and applying it to Barbie's lips, cheeks, and eyelids,
03:04you get a flourish of glamorous color.
03:07I'm telling Taylor, you took it out the box.
03:09When I was a kid, I used to have G.I. Joes,
03:12and they were always getting court-martialed,
03:15which in my version meant that I had to stand naked
03:18in front of all the other dolls.
03:21So, is that something you want to act out?
03:24I think we've had enough excitement for a while.
03:27The three ways?
03:28Well, yeah.
03:30What about them?
03:32Don't you think that maybe they're not the best thing for us?
03:35Oh, really?
03:36So that wasn't you the other night that kept begging us
03:39to arrest and interrogate you?
03:40I'm not saying they're not fun.
03:42So what are you saying?
03:44I'm just starting to feel weird about it.
03:47Okay, fine.
03:50Fine.
03:50Yeah, whatever.
03:51Keith, that is so not fair.
03:52You asked me to tell you how I feel about something,
03:54and then when I do, you just shut down.
03:56I just don't feel like talking about it right now.
03:58I'm just all tense because we're going to see your father.
04:01We're going to my great-aunt's funeral.
04:03Where your father will be and whose house we'll be staying at.
04:07See, I don't have a problem with him.
04:09Oh, really?
04:10Yeah, I've been working on all that stuff for my individual therapy.
04:14Really?
04:15That's all I talked about.
04:17How come you've never told me about any of this?
04:20Because some things are just between me and the therapist.
04:24I tell you everything.
04:25It's because you want my approval.
04:27No, it's because I love you.
04:32The other gentleman, he's your brother?
04:35Yes, David.
04:36That's who helped me.
04:38He left this morning for a friend's funeral.
04:40He sold me a casket.
04:44Yes, the Cameo Rose.
04:45Well, it's not good enough.
04:48Mr. Fastow, the Cameo Rose is an excellent casket.
04:51No, I want something nicer for Martha, and it doesn't matter how much it costs.
04:56I know that when we lose someone, we want to show how much we loved her, and we're at a
05:01loss as to how to do that, and we end up spending a lot of money on something that in
05:05the end isn't really necessary.
05:07I don't care.
05:08I don't care.
05:09Don't you understand?
05:11This is the last thing I'll ever be able to do for my wife.
05:17I was a bad husband, affairs, and all that shit.
05:24I got cancer.
05:26I thought I was going to die, but I got better.
05:30I got a second chance.
05:32And I realized how much I loved her.
05:35And it's been really good the last few years.
05:40I just wanted to love her some more.
05:44I owe her.
05:47Oh, God.
05:49Oh, God.
05:50I loved her.
05:51I really did.
05:52Of course you did.
05:53Of course you didn't.
05:53She knew that.
06:00She was everything to me.
06:05I am so sorry.
06:19Nate, do you remember when I used to make that casserole?
06:37I used to do this for your father.
06:39Your shoulders would get so full of knots.
06:43It's such a stressful job.
06:58It's okay, baby.
07:00It's okay.
07:13It's okay.
07:19Hey, you want the front page?
07:20No, I can't do it.
07:21It's a pressing news right now.
07:26God, I don't remember this book being so dark.
07:30These kids in the orphanage being tortured.
07:32Oh, that's the best part.
07:33Where they have to take a bath in ice water.
07:36Well, yeah.
07:36Isn't that kind of inappropriate for kids?
07:39Come on.
07:39We're human beings.
07:40We all have a sick craving for that kind of dark fantasy.
07:44Even kids.
07:44I've got enough dark reality.
07:46I don't need the fantasy.
07:49Oh, Jesus.
07:52Nurse Catterwall is making Nathaniel and Isabel cane each other.
07:56Oh, read that part out loud.
07:58You're sick.
08:00If by that you mean suffering from bipolar disorder with occasional psychotic episodes, then yes, I am.
08:11This is good, Claire.
08:13It's lovely.
08:15The blurriness, the way the light seems too much.
08:17As if there's a secret fire in her that's spilling out for just a moment, and you were there to
08:21capture it.
08:23Excellent work.
08:26Thanks.
08:31You know, it only turns out this way because I accidentally dragged the shutter.
08:34I was totally going to reshoot it.
08:37But he's right, it works.
08:39It's really good.
08:41I wonder how much of art really is accidental.
08:44I mean, maybe like Magritte, when he was painting his listening room, was like,
08:48Damn, I made the apple too big again.
08:52Hello, I'm being clever over here.
08:54Shit.
08:55What?
08:57The blades, though.
08:59It's fucking up everything.
09:00So, use another one.
09:02I got ten mats to cut.
09:03I don't have time.
09:04Well, why don't you just change the blade here?
09:07Because I don't want to change blades.
09:08Oh, shit, shit, shit.
09:10I hate it.
09:10I hate everything.
09:11I hate this.
09:12It's shit.
09:13It's all fucking shit.
09:14Good.
09:16A tantrum.
09:17This is an opportunity to learn, people.
09:20Russell, you hate your work because you secretly hate yourself, which means that you're still
09:25only thinking about and looking at yourself.
09:27No, whatever.
09:28Yeah, whatever.
09:29But I understand the impulse.
09:31I once filled the trunk of my car with all my latest work and then lit the car on fire
09:35and let it roll down the streets of Montmartre.
09:39Wow.
09:39That's interesting because everything you do is just so fucking fascinating.
09:44Oh, such vitriol and such rage.
09:46And why aren't you putting this into your work?
09:49Well, you tell me something, Olivier.
09:50If you know so much about art and life, how come you ended up being such a pathetic poser
09:54who needs people half his age to prop him up and make him feel good about himself?
10:06He could have at least made the effort to slam the door.
10:10Young people have absolutely no commitment today.
10:14Go back to work.
10:22Hey.
10:23Hey.
10:24You okay?
10:24Yeah.
10:27Sorry about that.
10:28Just a little meltdown.
10:29Yeah.
10:30I can stay.
10:31Go another time?
10:32Oh, no, no, no.
10:33You're going.
10:34You need a break.
10:35You deserve a break.
10:36You want to get rid of me?
10:37No, of course not.
10:39This is just five hours up to Santa Cruz.
10:41You want to get to your sister's before dark, right?
10:44I feel like such a terrible mother for thinking this.
10:46I know as soon as I walk out the door, I'm going to miss her, but I'm kind of looking
10:49forward
10:50to a couple of days without Maya.
10:53That's because you're a handful, aren't you?
10:57So did you make a list for me?
10:59A list for what?
11:00I don't know.
11:00Usually you make lists.
11:03It's how I'm supposed to feed Maya, what I can feed her, what I can't feed her.
11:06You already know all that stuff.
11:08Yeah.
11:09Okay.
11:10Just don't let your mother bathe her.
11:11It's like she's scrubbing a potato.
11:13I'll bathe her.
11:16Okay.
11:21I'm going to miss you.
11:26Now come on, we'll walk you to the car.
11:27No, I don't want Maya to see me go.
11:29I just don't.
11:31Okay.
11:32Well, goodbye then.
11:35You're good to daddy, right?
11:37I love you.
11:39Bye.
11:40Bye.
11:42Bye.
11:43Bye.
11:43Bye.
11:43Bye.
11:53Arthur, are you busy?
11:54I'm putting away my socks.
11:58But I've become confused as to which is paired with which.
12:02They all look exactly the same.
12:05That's the dilemma.
12:07Arthur, I really need to talk.
12:10Okay.
12:13Bye.
12:16Quite frankly, I'd like to know how you feel about the course our relationship is taking.
12:21Ha.
12:22We've been on quite a serendipitous journey, haven't we?
12:27And where do you think it's headed?
12:29Surely some place divine.
12:31Does that mean, well, you know, intimacy?
12:35I love intimacy.
12:36Intimacy is my best friend.
12:39Arthur, I'm so confused.
12:41Do you find me at all attractive?
12:43If you feel I'm too old for you...
12:45Heavens, no!
12:46You're the perfect age for me, Ruth Fisher.
12:48I am?
12:49Absolutely.
12:50So how do you feel about us having, you know, sex?
12:54Oh.
12:56Well, it's just that we've been seeing each other for a while and not even a kiss.
13:01Well, not since...
13:03Yes, I understand.
13:04Well, I believe that sex can be...
13:12When two become one, it needn't always be painful.
13:19But it is indeed a very slippery slope.
13:25Arthur, have you ever had sex?
13:34I think I have, in a sense.
13:42Are there any other topics you'd like to discuss?
13:45No.
13:47No.
13:53Uh, hello?
13:55It's this way.
13:56Yeah, I know the way.
13:57So what's the problem?
13:59The problem is we're a couple, and it would be nice if we could walk together like every other couple
14:03in America,
14:04especially considering I'm about to walk into a place filled with your every living relative.
14:08So walk faster, then.
14:14Oh, please.
14:15Now what?
14:17Well, that's just tacky.
14:18No one wants to see that.
14:20This ground is wet.
14:21They should have put down more greens here.
14:23David, it's fine.
14:25Not everyone is such a perfectionist.
14:27I'm not a perfectionist, just professional.
14:30No one's going to even see these here.
14:34God, let's hope these guys remember to put your great aunt in her casket face up.
14:38Look, David.
14:40Come to my folks.
14:41Try not to nag at me in front of them, all right?
14:43I wasn't...
14:43Uncle Keith!
14:44Hey.
14:45Yo, look at you.
14:46You've got to stop growing so fast.
14:48David!
14:49Taylor, wow, you look so pretty.
14:51It's my funeral dress.
14:53Nice.
14:55So you made it down?
14:56Yeah, of course.
14:59It's good to see you, baby.
15:02Mmm.
15:05You too, David.
15:07Want to come sit with us?
15:09Yeah, I'd like that.
15:18Excuse me.
15:19Are you the funeral director?
15:21I'm the organist.
15:23I was wondering if I should begin.
15:28Actually, now would be a perfect time.
15:30Something soft, perhaps.
15:32Ave Maria.
15:38Prayer card.
15:41Hey.
15:43Some time for lunch.
15:44I know.
15:45I could smell curry all the way from La Cienega.
15:47Oh, I cut up some papaya.
15:48Thanks.
15:52You seem happy.
15:53Hmm?
15:55Sorry.
15:56No, I like it.
15:57I like to see you happy.
15:58I'm just glad you're here.
16:00I told you I was coming home for lunch.
16:02No, I mean here in general, you know?
16:04Stay with me.
16:05Yeah, you just want me to pay half the rent.
16:06Yeah, can I get that in cash?
16:07Ha, bad chance.
16:09How was your work?
16:10Uh, two cancellations this morning.
16:12Oh, sorry.
16:13No, it's great.
16:15I got Raul to give me a massage.
16:18Really?
16:19I would have given you a massage.
16:20Yeah, but you didn't train for three years in Thailand.
16:24This guy is amazing.
16:25You should see him.
16:26Schedule me.
16:27Hey, this looks good.
16:35Oh, look what I got.
16:39Oh, wow.
16:40I didn't know there was a video.
16:42Yeah, it's new, I think.
16:44Join Nathaniel and Isabel on their fantastic adventures.
16:47I'm not sure I would call being repeatedly traumatized an adventure exactly.
16:51Hey, we gotta watch it tonight.
16:53All right.
17:00Ah, thought I might find you here.
17:03You certainly do keep to a schedule.
17:05Hello, Arthur.
17:17Have you done the whites yet?
17:18I'm doing them right now.
17:21I have some kerchiefs and undershirts to do.
17:25Some people call them wife beaters, which I think is rather funny.
17:28There's nothing funny about beating your wife.
17:31No, of course not.
17:33Well, I didn't need to suggest otherwise.
17:41Perhaps...
17:42Perhaps what?
17:44Perhaps you'd prefer it if our laundry didn't mix anymore.
17:47Honestly, Arthur, I don't care what our laundry does.
18:00What are you still doing here?
18:05I'm waiting for you.
18:07I figured you had to come back and get your stuff.
18:09Yeah, I was just walking around campus, cursing myself, loving cigarettes off people.
18:13You don't smoke.
18:14I know.
18:15I'm feeling kind of nauseous.
18:18What's going on?
18:20What was all that with Olivier about?
18:22I don't know.
18:23I think I'm just going crazy.
18:25Why?
18:31Claire, I need to tell you something.
18:34The words every woman longs to hear.
18:40I'm sorry.
18:41I'm listening.
18:48I fooled around with Olivier.
18:51What?
18:54When?
18:55The day you went to Azusa.
18:57You said nothing happened.
18:59You lied to me?
19:01Sorry.
19:04So what do you mean you fooled around with him?
19:06What exactly did you do?
19:07I don't think you want to know.
19:09Yeah, I do want to know.
19:11Claire, we had sex.
19:16Russell, I trusted you.
19:19You told me I didn't have to be careful.
19:20You said that I could feel safe with you.
19:24I know, and I feel awful.
19:27So what, you really are gay?
19:29No, of course not.
19:30I think I might be bi, but I'm not sure.
19:34I'm just really, I'm fucking confused.
19:37Well, I'm sorry you're fucking confused.
19:40But you sure as hell didn't seem confused every time we fucked.
19:43Or every time you told me you loved me, which I was stupid enough to believe.
19:47Claire, I do love you.
19:48Oh, and nothing says that better than sucking your professor's dick.
19:51Look, I already feel like an asshole.
19:52You are an asshole!
19:55Thanks.
19:57So what?
19:57What, what goes on between us that's not enough for you?
20:00I don't know.
20:02Have you ever had sex with a man before?
20:05No, never.
20:06But you've obviously thought about it.
20:08I was high.
20:10I'm fucking confused.
20:12I, I mean, I had to tell you.
20:15Well, thanks.
20:17You forgive me?
20:19No.
20:21Fuck you.
20:25Claire.
20:26I don't ever want to see you again.
20:28Claire.
20:28Don't even call me.
20:30Claire.
20:31Claire.
20:37Hey.
20:38Hey.
20:39Cute little girl.
20:41Oh, thank you.
20:42Who's your boy?
20:43How old is he?
20:4416 months.
20:46I haven't seen you here before.
20:47Ah, no.
20:48I'm usually stuck at work.
20:49My wife usually takes her.
20:50How about you?
20:51Divorced.
20:53No, it's actually really good.
20:55Really?
20:56Yeah.
20:57We get Nick two days a week.
20:59You gotta take him to the park.
21:00That's great.
21:01Hey, Sarah.
21:02Hi.
21:09Hey, Sarah.
21:09Hang on.
21:11Hey.
21:12Hey.
21:13Hey.
21:16I know.
21:18I can't imagine seeing you only two days a week.
21:22Hey, you want to talk to your mommy?
21:37Hello?
21:38Hey.
21:39I'm at the park with Maya.
21:41And, uh, I wish you were with us.
21:43Oh, wow.
21:43That sounds nice.
21:45Hi, sweetie.
21:46Oh, she's a little preoccupied watching a squirrel right now.
21:49I'm looking at the ocean.
21:51Yeah, nice.
21:51It's gorgeous.
21:53I want to talk to you.
21:54Uh, Lise?
21:57Nate?
21:58Nate?
22:00I miss you.
22:01Nate?
22:03Nate?
22:04Lise, I'm losing you.
22:12Hey, you know what your mom's doing right now?
22:15She's looking at the ocean.
22:17You know what's more beautiful than the ocean?
22:20You?
22:21Oh, yeah.
22:23Grandfather?
22:24Great-grandmother.
22:26God, I didn't know they were buried here.
22:29My grandfather was in the Navy.
22:31Brought the whole family out from Chicago after World War II.
22:35We own all of these plots.
22:37Are you going to be buried here?
22:38I don't know.
22:40I feel so disconnected from my family.
22:43It'd be nice if you and I could be buried next to each other.
22:49Grandma wants to know if you're ready to go.
22:51Yeah, we'll follow you back to the house.
22:53Okay.
22:56Taylor, how are you doing here?
22:58Are you happy?
22:59Uh-huh.
23:00Grandma and Grandpa treat you good?
23:02Yeah.
23:03Well, Grandma thinks that Grandpa spoils me, but I like it.
23:06Yeah, he made me a bunk bed because I asked him to, even though I'm just one person.
23:10I get to sleep on the top and the bottom whenever I want.
23:13So, Grandpa, is it mean to you?
23:15Uh-uh.
23:15How come you always ask me that?
23:16Don't you like Grandpa?
23:17Of course I do.
23:18He's my dad.
23:20He was so happy you were coming, he went out and bought steaks.
23:22He said it was your favorite.
23:28I think I should talk to my dad tonight.
23:30Wow.
23:32Yeah, I'll talk to him, honey.
23:33I think that's great.
23:43And a one, two, three, and five, six, seven, and one, two, three, five, six, seven, crossbody, eight, five, six,
23:50seven, and...
23:51Rico, you're so good.
23:53Very suave.
23:55You look so handsome.
23:57Fancy makes me feel sexy.
23:59Do I look sexy, babe?
24:00Oh, you look amazing.
24:05Now we're going to do an outside turn.
24:08Open break.
24:10Back to basics.
24:12I like that.
24:14Spin me again.
24:15Now we have to wait until he says to it.
24:16Okay, whatever, I'll wait.
24:18I'll wait.
24:22All right, everybody, give yourselves a little applause.
24:25Very good.
24:26Short break.
24:27When you come back, I'll teach you how to do the cuddle position.
24:32Oh, very good.
24:33Oh, I like that.
24:35God, I need some water.
24:36I'm so thirsty.
24:37Are you thirsty?
24:37Yeah, a little.
24:46I spilled it.
24:47This is fun, huh?
24:48Oh, my God, this is great.
24:50I love dancing.
24:51And you're so good at it.
24:52We should go dancing every night.
24:54Well, the kids might miss us after a while.
24:56Oh, yeah, the kids.
24:58You think they're okay, babe?
24:59Should we call them?
24:59Fine, sweetie.
25:01Well, they can come dancing, too.
25:02Well, I'll go dancing.
25:04Oh, shit, these shoes are so tight.
25:06I shouldn't have bought them.
25:07Should have worn something comfortable, but they look sexy, right?
25:09Very sexy.
25:11Okay, everybody.
25:12Back to your positions.
25:14Come on, line up, line up.
25:16Good.
25:16Oh, back to basics.
25:18Oh, back to basics.
25:21Oh, no.
25:23This storm is exceedingly fierce, Nathaniel.
25:27Hang on.
25:28This really sucks.
25:29Oh!
25:31I know.
25:33It's like there's drawings you see in the mall by someone's third grade class.
25:36I was really looking forward to this.
25:37We would get better.
25:40Isabel, you saved me so many times.
25:44Please, Isabel, please don't die.
25:52Oh.
25:55A tear?
25:56He saves Isabel's life with a fucking tear?
25:59How did it happen in the book?
26:00Oh, for Simmons and pineapples, Isabel.
26:02Mouth-to-mouth resuscitation, which makes sense.
26:05Not some fucking magic tear.
26:07Oh, thanks to you.
26:11Curses.
26:11What?
26:12What is it?
26:13Nurse Catterwall.
26:16Children!
26:18Oh.
26:20They don't even want this anymore.
26:22Bill, you chill.
26:23It's just a video.
26:24But they ruined it.
26:26They're like so fucking sanitized.
26:28And there's not any real danger.
26:30And I mean, come on.
26:31You can't have people say persimmons and pineapples with an American accent.
26:36What a piece of shit!
26:39Hey.
26:41It's no big deal.
26:44Yes, it is.
26:45It was Dad, you know?
26:47Dad what?
26:48Dad who gave us the book.
26:49Remember?
26:50Kind of.
26:52Yeah, he gave it to us for Christmas.
26:55And now Dad's dead.
27:00And our whole childhood sucked.
27:03And Nathaniel and Isabel was the only good thing we had.
27:07And they fucking ruined it.
27:09They didn't ruin it.
27:12We still have it.
27:14And I always have it.
27:18You're so damaged, Wren.
27:23We can go about our lives and pretend that everything's going to be okay.
27:27But it never will be.
27:29Never.
27:29That's not true.
27:32We're getting better, both of us.
27:34You are.
27:37I'm not.
27:38Come on, you know you are.
27:41I really don't feel like I am.
27:47And those are just feelings.
27:51And this is just right now.
27:56The movie and Dad dying and me moving in has brought up a lot of stuff for you.
28:02You work through it.
28:03It'll get better.
28:05You promise?
28:06Yeah, I promise.
28:10You'll help me?
28:12Of course I'll help you.
28:14Stupid.
28:20I'm so glad you're here.
28:25I love you so much, Wren.
28:28I love you too.
28:36Billy!
28:37What?
28:38What?
28:39Don't ever do that to me.
28:41It was just a kiss.
28:43No, no, it wasn't.
28:45I was just being affectionate.
28:47I love you.
28:49I've got to go.
28:50What?
28:50Brenda, wait, what?
28:52No, okay, let's watch another video.
28:55Come on, we'll watch the good one this time.
28:57Brenda!
28:57Brenda!
29:03Yeah!
29:09Yeah!
29:33No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
29:52Baby, what's wrong?
29:54I need some air.
29:55I'm going to take you to the hospital.
29:56No, no, my purse.
29:57My heel thing.
30:00Oh, jeez.
30:01Yes.
30:02Xanax.
30:04Which one's the Xanax?
30:05Blue.
30:05The blue.
30:06What's blue one?
30:14Just hold my hand, okay?
30:15Okay.
30:16Just hold it for me.
30:17Okay.
30:18Okay.
30:22My mother says you won't leave.
30:24I had to see you.
30:26Claire, please.
30:26It's driving me crazy thinking you're mad at me.
30:29I'm supposed to make you feel better?
30:30Claire, I don't want this to end.
30:31I need this.
30:35I need you.
30:37I'm sorry.
30:38I...
30:40I just can't be with somebody who's this confused.
30:43I know I'm confused, but the one thing that I'm completely sure of is that I love you.
30:48And I believe you.
30:51But I have been through this before.
30:54I'm not some nurse who's here to take care of the misfits.
30:58Look, I'm sorry, but whatever it is you're going through, you're going to have to figure it out on your
31:01own.
31:02We should be together.
31:03I mean, we're both crazy.
31:05We're both fucked up artists.
31:07I mean, we have to be together.
31:09I don't think so.
31:13I'm going to change your mind.
31:14I swear.
31:15Please, just leave me alone.
31:16Claire, I would cut out my heart and give it to you in a box if it would change anything.
31:20Well, it would, because you'd be dead, okay?
31:22Goodbye.
31:31Claire.
31:39Claire.
31:42Claire.
31:49Claire.
31:51politely informed us that she's too old to play with barbies now and insisted that she read us
31:55a bedtime story she's smart doing well in school good oh she misses our mama but we deal with that
32:02the best we can she seems happy just glad this is working out of course it's working out lucille
32:09can i help you in the kitchen uh sure david thanks dad i uh need to talk to you about
32:21something
32:25look i um
32:29i know things haven't always been so smooth between you and me and i've been working on some things
32:33about myself and therapy i've come to realize that i was pretty much traumatized by the
32:39way you punished me and carla when we were kids that was abusive i was abuse abuse i know you
32:46did
32:46the best you could you were probably just repeating what happened to you but it did a number on me
32:50and
32:50i know it did one on carla oh so now i'm the blame for your sister's problems with drugs no
32:54i'm not
32:54blaming anyone i just want to acknowledge the truth about what happened so that i can forgive you
33:00you want to forgive me yeah so we can have a real relationship while we still have time
33:07what the fuck are you talking about i disciplined my children when they deserved it i gave you a home
33:12i gave you food to eat i taught you how to be a man and you want to forgive me
33:16you better get on your
33:17knees and thank me and maybe i'll forgive you for being a goddamn faggot i'm sorry i thought i said
33:22i
33:23wanna hear you thank me who you think you're pushing boy both of you stop it mr charles your
33:32son was only trying to reach out for you and who the fuck are you again i'm the man your
33:36son is in
33:37love with yeah well it makes me sick to my stomach how the fuck can you act so goddamn superior
33:41when
33:42everyone here knows that you beat your kids you cheated on your wife i did no such thing how dare
33:46you
33:46keith you need to tell him david this isn't the place where you say anything about this stuff
33:51it's not my place no this is my family stay the out of it
33:58and i can't be here david
34:05should have knocked his teeth out for what he said to me you're pathetic
34:16yeah i know it's a little bit different than music mommy what is this man i just don't think i
34:20could stand here the wiggle sink dancey who be doobie one more time and tear up my head off
34:26it's open come on up hey the pizza man ready for your first taste of pepperoni huh
34:36brenda hey i'm sorry i uh didn't know where else to go i didn't have your number up here no
34:41no it's
34:41fine come on in you sure i'm not interrupting anything no lisa's gone i'm just introducing
34:50my to some music that doesn't suck what's wrong billy uh let me put my down in her playpen
35:02ever since your father died i've just flitted from man to man i'm so embarrassed
35:11i mean look you got married when you were 19 that's all i am like you never even got to
35:18have
35:19your sexual 20s so why shouldn't you do it now i mean you don't have to worry about us anymore
35:23no
35:28did you know i got pregnant the first time i'd ever had sex oh my god
35:35with dad of course okay i thought you were just going to tell me i had some like love
35:40child a half brother somewhere which i really don't think i could handle right now no it was nate
35:46nathaniel and i had to get married right away both our families are mortified it changed my life
35:54forever wow do you ever wonder how your life would be different if that hadn't happened i used to not
36:11anymore were you and dad in love with each other oh yes very much so at first
36:18despite how we grew apart your father was the great love of my life
36:25at least you had that beginning to think i never will you will everyone does
36:31but chances are it won't be anything like you expect
36:36i miss dad you know i feel like
36:42i hate how i just like took him for granted my whole life and now he's gone and it's too
36:47late for
36:47me to ever really know him you know like as an adult i miss him too there will never be
36:55another
36:55man who will love me when i'm young and pretty and and always have that picture of me somewhere in
37:00his
37:00heart oh mom you're so pretty god beautiful i mean why do you think all these men are always hitting
37:11on you oh you're so sweet but look at the men i'm sitting here crying over arthur arthur arthur oh
37:22what
37:23did i do about him run i feel sorry for him though he's so naive yeah i feel sorry for
37:35russell too
37:37i mean i hate him but i feel sorry for him
37:44why is it i attract every screwed up guy in the state because they can see what a kind soul
37:52you have
37:53but you're caring and sensitive it's the truth claire you're an angel but the real question is why
38:02do you like them it's like i'll fall for any guy who shows any interest in me i guess we
38:09all want to
38:10be loved it's hard to say no to that no matter who it's coming from
38:19i mean right from the very beginning there was this voice inside my head saying don't move in with billy
38:23don't move in with billy what do i do i move in with billy it's so self-destructive or maybe
38:32you
38:32wanted to believe the world is a better place than it really is so i'm an idiot no just a
38:40very positive
38:41person that doesn't sound like me scary to hope things are going to turn out good because then
38:46you're taking the risk of being disappointed if they don't wow you've really thought about this no no
38:55i'm just talking out of my ass i have no clue whatsoever
39:01look all i know is you're a good person deserves to be happy
39:07so are you you know
39:17well i should go all right you uh you sure you're gonna be okay yeah and you got my number
39:21right
39:25thank you
39:28i don't know what our friends for
39:33thank you
39:35you're welcome
39:59this isn't right
40:00i'm gonna go
40:06i can't believe i just did that you're married
40:10yes i'm married i'm so sorry i'm worse than billy no no no i was i was i was right
40:14there too
40:15no i'm so fucking predictable i'm gonna leave now
40:18you have a place to go yeah uh i'll be fine
40:21i can't believe you're here
40:46oh my god your message sounded miserable
40:50oh yeah i'll drive you home you can tell me all about
40:54i still can't believe you're here
41:01i can't sleep at night anyway
41:07hey barb it's nate is lisa there oh
41:12uh i don't know she could get traffic i guess i'll try her on her cell
41:17okay listen if you talk to her first make sure she calls me okay all right bye
41:33hey lisa what are you doing you taking the scenic route up
41:38um anyway uh mine's sleeping i just wanted to hear your voice and know you're okay
41:42okay i love you call me when you get this
41:59hey sweetie let's get you ready for bed
42:02come on come on up you go no no i'll leave here too tired to move
42:20i don't know
42:25i needed to know
42:29i love is gonna
42:30I'm gonna live forever
42:44Ours it took was just one kiss
42:52You're the one I'm gonna miss
43:00Girl, our love is gonna live
43:10Forever
43:17Soon we will be far
43:20Hey, Lise. I was hoping to reach you.
43:24It's late and I'm starting to worry.
43:27I love you.
43:30Just, uh, call me.
43:35Call me. I love you.
43:37I'm gonna love you
43:40Just like I do today
43:46Today
43:50Today
43:51Today