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00:00We're bleeding.
00:03Great, now I've got brain coming out of the moon.
00:06Raise his head and give him 100 grams of mannitol.
00:08Let's put him in birth suppression.
00:10What's his blood pressure?
00:12117 over 72.
00:13Are we maintaining cerebral perfusion?
00:15Poor body temperature is 34.5.
00:17117 over 72.
00:18Are we maintaining cerebral perfusion?
00:20Poor body temperature is 34.5.
00:22We've loaded him with dilatin and decadron.
00:24No pepdom?
00:25Fuck.
00:26Fuck.
00:27Too late.
00:28I need two Frasers and some aneurysm clips.
00:30Maneurysm clips.
00:31You've got to stop all this bleeding.
00:32Fuck.
00:33Julie.
00:33And I'll need lots of gel foam and cotton.
00:34You've got to stop all this bleeding.
00:35You're in a drain.
00:36Maneurysm clips.
00:37Gel foam and cotton.
00:38You're in a drain.
00:38You're in a drain.
00:39With the CT scanners, no, we'll be coming in after surgery.
00:42If we make it that far, if we make it that far, if we make it that far.
01:09You're in a drain.
01:11You're at the legal ferme.
01:14You're in a drain.
01:15You're in a drain.
01:21You're easier to grab your safety and take it.
01:22Sometimes, I got it.
01:22I'm getting halfway through all these strangers.
01:23I'm getting better than I got it.
02:23There's plenty of time.
02:25Hell, you got nothing but time, which doesn't exist anyway, you know.
02:37You know what you're missing.
02:38You're sorry.
02:39Here's plenty of time.
02:46Here's plenty of time.
02:47Yeah.
03:07Let's go.
03:08Let's go.
03:33Goddamn it, David, I told you I wanted to be cremated.
03:42Come on now, you can do this.
03:46You can do this.
03:51Cat.
04:01Uh, no, reverse it.
04:03Cat.
04:08Cock.
04:09Almost.
04:10Cat.
04:12Cat.
04:14Cock.
04:16Let's try another one.
04:20Duck.
04:25Cock.
04:27Close.
04:32Goat.
04:37Goat.
04:40Goat.
04:40Goat.
04:41Goat.
04:42Goat.
04:43Goat.
04:43Let's take a break.
04:50Goat.
04:52Goat.
04:58Goat.
04:59Goat.
04:59Goat.
05:00Goat.
05:00Goat.
05:00Goat.
05:03Goat.
05:04Goat.
05:04Goat.
05:05Goat.
05:06Goat.
05:11Goat.
05:13Goat.
05:14that. And she sort of jerks right before she falls off to sleep. And then wakes herself up.
05:20And he freaked out the first time she ever did it. I remember that feeling of falling
05:26when I was little. Like I was falling out of bed. And it always woke me up. Like I was
05:32scared of what I was going to fall into. But that never happens to me anymore.
05:46God. You lose so much, you know? Oh, great. Oh, great. He's got the hiccups again.
05:58Shake him and scream in his face. What? The world is a hostile and terrifying place. He needs
06:03to learn that. Your mother talks about what a gassy baby you were and him getting after
06:06you again. I will scream. And I'll start farting. Thank God we got hired before we came.
06:14Call me crazy, buddy boy. But I don't think it makes a damn bit of difference to one.
06:18They're all crooks anyway. How can you not care? I mean, what about that bullshit acceptance
06:22speech you gave a couple of weeks ago when he said, I was not elected to serve one party
06:25but one nation. Yeah, the operative words there being not elected. You want the end piece?
06:28I don't eat red meat. I made you a chicken breast. If you didn't want to see George Bush in
06:32the
06:32White House, then you shouldn't have voted for Ralph Nader. I'm sorry I'm late. Traffic was
06:37like severely ridiculous. Ruth, hey. Merry Christmas. Claire, you don't look well. I think I might be
06:45coming down with a cold. Let me feel your forehead. I want the end piece. It's okay,
06:50mom. People get cold. So you want the end piece? Nate? Sure, I'll take it.
07:02Everyone save some room for dessert. Mother, are you trying to sabotage my diet? Of course
07:08not, Tricia. I fully support your commitment to hating yourself and not having the ass of
07:12a ten-year-old boy. Why do you always have to be so crude? Because God is punishing you
07:18through me. Fisher Funeral Chapel, Nate Fisher speaking. I'm so terribly sorry. Yes, we are
07:26open today. Uh, any time before 11? Just once. I wish you could make it through a Christmas
07:32dinner without somebody dying. We'll be waiting for you. Heart attack. Thank God for small
07:39favor. Ah, shit. I've seen this one before. That was Dr. Schrodinger, uh, Kitty.
07:48It didn't make it. Why are we watching this for? Because it's what's on. Quit flapping your
07:58trap. I like this show. So, the universe is split in two. Two? Try two billion. What's
08:12gonna happen to us? There, there. We always end up in a universe in which we exist. Remember
08:20Copenhagen? Oh, yeah. The eigenvalues in blue. You just keep telling yourself, everything that
08:31can happen does. Somewhere. Oh, shit. I've seen this one before.
08:39You want to tell me what's going on? I just need you to answer a few questions for me.
08:46Do you believe that your consciousness affects the behavior of subatomic particles?
08:50My life or my dad? Do you believe that particles move backwards and forwards in time and appear
08:54in all possible places at once? If I am dead. Is this heaven or hell? Do you believe that the
08:59universe
08:59is constantly splitting into billions of parallel universes? What the fuck do I care? You only
09:03get one choice. You may want to think about this. Just tell them. Am I dead? Yes or no? Yes.
09:16And no. Some places you're dead. Some places you're alive. Some places you never even existed.
09:21Possibly. Theoretically. Or who knows. This could just be the anesthesia talking.
09:30Go ahead. Open the box.
09:44Fuck it.
10:01No, I never actually flatlined. I just woke up and later they told me the AVM ruptured
10:06during surgery. So what does that mean, ruptured?
10:09Well, it just, you know, exploded. My head actually exploded. I should have died or had
10:14some kind of lasting brain damage, but I pulled through and seven months later nothing even
10:19shows up on an MRI. Wow. You're really lucky. So fucking lucky. So fucking lucky. Right?
10:29Oh, that is so beautiful. His doesn't have the inlay. Where did you get this? My boss Carol
10:35had to have a lot of jewelry made for this King Arthur cable movie. She turned us on with
10:40the guy who did it. I still can't believe how fast you two got married. It wasn't that fast.
10:45We've actually been together eight years. You know, on and off. Between here and Seattle.
10:53Well, you look really happy. I am really happy. Good.
10:59So, my sister-in-law is an astrologist. And a drunk. And she was telling me about this
11:03whole weird thing that her profession is facing right now. Wait, when did astrology become a
11:07profession? You know, with the whole possibility of interplanetary travel. This pasta still out
11:12is so good. I want to spend a weekend alone with it. Honey, that makes me feel a little
11:17weird. Okay, so, say in your chart, your Mars is in Scorpio. What about when people are actually
11:22born on Mars? Their Mars isn't in anything, but their Earth, it's in, I don't know, Virgo
11:26or whatever. Honey, no one's listening. Oh, I know. I'm even boring myself. Oh, Lisa, I made
11:33some pasta salad with apple tuna in it for you. No, it's okay. I'm nursing. I need the protein.
11:37Spencer, put the kitty down. So, the whole breastfeeding thing is going better now.
11:42Yeah. I'm taking fenugreek anymore. Oh, I've heard of that. Have I heard of that?
11:47It's amazing. Nursing was so painful for me at first, and my milk production seemed like
11:52it would never catch up with her demand. Put the kitty down. But now there's always enough.
11:58The only drawback is my sweat smells a little like maple syrup. Thank you. You know, breasts
12:05are actually modified sweat glands, and I hardly ever sweat, which is maybe why it was so painful
12:10for me at first. I wish I'd gotten one of those elliptical ones. They're supposed to be better
12:14for your knees. But I'm sure I wouldn't be using that one either, so. Hey, Todd, thanks
12:21for having us. Oh, you're taking off so soon? Yeah, I got to work tonight. Oh. Want a hit
12:25for the road? Hmm? I better not. All right. Hey, I think I might know somebody wants to buy
12:32a motorcycle. Somebody already bought it. Oh, well. All right. Uh, thanks again. I'll see you next
12:43time. All right. Later. Bye. It was fun. Yeah, I liked that. She's nice. He's a little weird.
12:54Food was good. Nate. What? We totally grabbed the wrong bag. Oh, shit. All right. Be right
13:01back. I feel judged. I feel criticized. I feel like nothing I do is ever good enough. I feel
13:16ashamed of who I am. I feel like I'll never be the person you want me to be. I don't
13:22want
13:22you to be anyone except who you are. Keith, now is about you listening. You'll get your
13:28chance in a moment. Yeah, okay. I feel like I'm living in a minefield sometimes. Your anger
13:40is so random and arbitrary. Let's try to avoid making judgments about Keith's behavior right
13:45now and really stay focused on what you feel. I'm afraid of pissing you off. So I'm constantly
13:58editing myself. I guess I'm just confused. Like, I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm done.
14:15Now, Keith, what did you hear? A lot of whining. Perhaps you have some feelings of your own
14:23you'd like to share? Yeah. I hate my job. I feel like a fucking loser driving around in
14:28a home alert uniform answering alarms set off by poodles and sucking up the rich assholes
14:32who make more in a day than I make in a year. I ought to be able to blow off
14:35some steam when
14:36I come home without you always taking it so personally because it's very rarely about
14:40you. David? I don't think that's fair. You don't want me to have any feelings. No, I'd just
14:47like to have a little fun now and then like we used to. We don't have fun. Rarely. Rarely?
14:55On occasion. How's your sex life? It's kind of great. Yeah, that part works. So it seems
15:09engaging passionately is comfortable in that arena, but not so in other areas. What other
15:16things do the two of you like to do together? Um, we go to movies sometimes. We go to dinner.
15:23We used to play racquetball. He was so much better than me. It was a joke. I wasn't
15:28challenging enough for him. I never said that. It made me feel inadequate. What kinds of
15:34things do you do on your own? Besides work, work out. Yeah. My job kind of keeps me from
15:40doing much else. Friends? Most of my friends are cops. But I don't see them anymore since
15:50I left the force. David never really had any close friends. That's not true. There's a group
15:58of independent funeral directors I get together with every month. You hate those guys.
16:08We're out of time. This week, should any conflicts arise, try to focus on expressing what you're
16:16feeling instead of criticizing or blaming. Yeah. Okay?
16:22Change.
16:24Change.
16:30Change.
16:36Change.
16:52Good, Russell.
16:54Change.
17:10Fuck, it's almost five. Rico's gonna have my head.
17:13Mom!
17:15Hello. How is my precious girl doing today?
17:18She has the hiccups again.
17:20She gets that from her daddy. He was a very gassy baby, wasn't he?
17:23Yes, he was.
17:24I'll get her some gripe water.
17:26Do you remember the burp her often, dear, when she's nursing?
17:28Of course.
17:31What's wrong with you?
17:34Um, I don't know. I think I just had the weirdest deja vu.
17:37Hello?
17:40Every time I pop by, there are more people here.
17:42Hi, I'm Carol Ward, Lisa's boss.
17:43I'm Ruth Fisher, Nate's mother. We've met several times already.
17:46You're not living here now, too, are you?
17:49Kidding. Calm down.
17:52I hate to keep harping on this.
17:53Uh, Parkson's driveway again.
17:54Well, there are two cars today.
17:56I'm sorry, I didn't know.
17:57Oh, please, it's no biggie. I'm sure you didn't know.
18:00What's your excuse?
18:02Well, I was just dropping off...
18:03I got a little sign made up, you know?
18:04Nate, back it up. Put it on the street.
18:08I'm kidding.
18:09Look, if you want me to move it, I'll go move it right now.
18:11Don't be silly. Whenever. Doesn't matter.
18:14Sooner, rather than later.
18:18Holisa, I'm having dinner with Penny Marshall tonight, so I won't need you to cook.
18:21Okay.
18:22But, I'm going to host an impromptu gathering tomorrow evening.
18:25Just some close friends I want to try out a new pitch on.
18:27Shouldn't be more than...
18:2930.
18:31Okay.
18:32You have time to go over the menu with me?
18:33Now?
18:34Yes.
18:36Take your time, dear. I've fed all afternoon.
18:38Oh, nice to meet you, Nate's mother.
18:41She's energetic.
18:42She's a lunatic.
18:45Hey, Rico.
18:47Nate.
18:48How's it going?
18:49Good.
18:50Good, good. I'm glad to hear it.
18:51Listen, I don't know if you're aware of this, or if you even care.
18:55We have two viewings tonight. One at 6.30 and one at 8.
18:58Yeah, on my way.
18:59Good.
19:00Because your brother is nowhere to be found.
19:03Yeah, and he's not answering his cell phone.
19:05And there's only so much I can do, you know?
19:07Sure.
19:08I can't be at two places at the same time, Nate.
19:10I get it, Rico, okay?
19:11Lay off the lecturing. I'm not your kid.
19:13Yeah, well, I'm not your employee.
19:14I'm your partner. I am a licensed funeral director now. Okay?
19:20You guys took my money. You made me a partner.
19:23It's time you started treating me like one.
19:25Goodbye.
19:38So, Claire, how's art school?
19:40It's okay.
19:42What kind of stuff are you doing?
19:44Well, yesterday we had to draw this naked guy in like 30 seconds.
19:49Well, that sounds fun.
19:51Not really. It's hard.
19:53And, like, I don't even want to be an illustrator or painter or whatever.
19:57But they keep saying that we need to know how to do everything, like Picasso.
20:00It's intense.
20:01Yeah, but at least you get to be creative every day.
20:04Good morning.
20:06Hey!
20:06Hello, Pumpkin.
20:07Hey, how's it going?
20:08Oh, could I possibly be going any better?
20:10Would you look at this little girl?
20:12Is that the face of God or what, huh?
20:14Yeah, there's some stuff coming out of God's nose.
20:16Oh, it's precious. Is it you?
20:18Yes, it is.
20:19Hey, Mom, can you help me with her today?
20:21Lisa's, uh, gotta help Carol.
20:22Carol's having this big Hollywood ass licked in and Lisa's got a shop, so.
20:25Of course.
20:26Yeah.
20:27You guys, she took the most amazing poop this morning.
20:31Who, Lisa?
20:33Seriously.
20:33It was just so perfectly formed, just so healthy and compact.
20:37It's like a regular adult poop. It made me so happy.
20:39Look, I swear, when you live with a baby, you get to see the world as being totally new all
20:43over again.
20:43You know, they're just so pure and uncorrupted.
20:45It's a fucking privilege.
20:47And how come neither of you's been over to visit her recently?
20:49Because being a father has turned you into a dithering idiot.
20:55Wow.
20:56You're so tough and cool and above it all.
20:58I wish I was you.
20:59Does anybody want the end piece?
21:00Who wants the end piece?
21:04Oh, Nate, can you drop Mrs. Folger at the crematory this afternoon?
21:09Uh, no, I've got the Paul funeral.
21:11Yeah, well, I've got the Bennett funeral.
21:14Well, can't Rico do it?
21:15I believe his exact words were, no fucking way, I'm not your fucking gopher anymore.
21:21All right, can you give us a hand?
21:26Sorry, I have homework.
21:29I'll pay you 50 bucks.
21:31I would pay delivery service more than that.
21:36All right.
21:37As long as I don't have to touch any dead skin.
21:39No, she's all boxed up.
21:41And I can't do it till around four, because I have to practice drawing a perfect circle.
21:45That takes seven hours?
21:47I have to be able to do it on command in class tomorrow, okay?
21:49It's not as easy as it sounds.
22:17Because this time around, he says he will excel in the bad days of your beauty.
22:43Ew.
22:45Is that the box that needs to go to the crematory?
22:49The...
22:51Uh, yeah.
22:53Well, I can take it now.
23:00You're taking it?
23:01Yeah.
23:02They hired me to do runs since nobody else wants to do it.
23:05Really?
23:07Yeah, for 50 bucks a shot.
23:10But you're gonna need to help me get that into my car.
23:18So, what kind of music do you guys play?
23:21I don't know.
23:22It's kind of like early Peter Gabriel meets Tool.
23:25Emotionally vulnerable, like, sunny day and realistic.
23:28But, uh, politically conscious, like, public enemy.
23:34No, we're, we're still working.
23:36You guys play.
23:37You should let me know.
23:38I'll come.
23:39Why don't you hang out while we practice?
23:42I don't think I can.
23:47Um...
23:48I've got this thing I'm supposed to...
23:52Okay.
23:54I'm Phil.
23:55I'm Claire.
23:57You want a beer?
23:57Sure.
24:05You really amaze me, Lisa.
24:08Why?
24:09Your energy.
24:10It's boundless.
24:11You should be bottled as an alternative energy source.
24:13You would save the world.
24:14I'm serious.
24:17Well, that's kind of funny because I feel tired all the time.
24:22Really?
24:23Yeah.
24:24I think, I think it just comes with being a mom, you know?
24:28Yeah.
24:30Not that I'm complaining.
24:32I mean, Maya's totally transformed my life.
24:36I can't even imagine going back to the way things were before.
24:40Wow.
24:40So what if I have to work extra hard?
24:43I want to.
24:45It's worth it.
24:46It is so worth it.
24:48It's worth it.
24:51It's worth it.
24:57It's worth it.
24:59It's worth it.
25:01No, don't pay attention to me.
25:04I'm just nervous.
25:05I'm nervous about this meeting next week.
25:08I have to pitch to Mick G in person.
25:11Whoa, is he intimidating?
25:19Can I make you some chamomile tea?
25:21For Christ's sake, I'm not your grandmother, okay?
25:23I'm your boss.
25:35Stop looking at me, Lisa.
25:42Carol, I'm always here for you.
25:43Ah!
25:45Also, I swim laps in the morning.
25:49And I used to be able to do that naked.
25:51Which was a great way to start the day.
25:53Like, I was Artemis.
25:54I would go out there feeling like a warrior, like a huntress.
25:57Which is what you have to do when you're in my business.
25:59But now, I can't do that anymore because there's a man living here.
26:03I'm sure Nate wouldn't mind.
26:05I would.
26:08Also, I don't appreciate the hostility shows by always parking in the driveway.
26:12I'm sorry.
26:13I will talk to him about it.
26:15Yeah.
26:16I'm going to swim some laps.
26:24Are you ready for the bok choy?
26:26Yeah.
26:33What are you doing?
26:35Adding pepper.
26:36I already added pepper.
26:37Oh.
26:43Okay, I feel shamed.
26:45What?
26:46When you said I already added pepper, my perception was that you were irritated with me for not knowing that
26:51already.
26:52And that you were also angry with me.
26:54That I shouldn't have done it.
26:55Why would I be angry with you?
26:57I don't know.
26:57Maybe you don't want me to be involved in the cooking process.
27:00Maybe you just want me to prepare the ingredients for you.
27:03Maybe you want total control over what actually happens inside the wok.
27:06So we have a little extra pepper in the wok.
27:08It's not a big deal.
27:10I know it's not a big deal.
27:16Okay.
27:18I heard what you said.
27:20It was not my intention to shame you.
27:24I know.
27:26Good.
27:26I love you.
27:27Are the carrots ready?
27:29Yeah.
27:34You know, I grew up in a family where people expressed their anger on a regular basis.
27:38So that's what intimacy feels like to me.
27:41But you, I mean, you grew up in a family where no one ever expressed anything.
27:44Yeah, we also never hit each other.
27:46So whenever I'm slightly irritated, it scares you, right?
27:50Right?
27:55It just means I'm comfortable with you.
27:59It doesn't mean I don't love you.
28:07Did you pick up the dry clean today?
28:09Yeah, it's in the closet.
28:20It's in the closet.
28:28It's in the closet.
28:35It's in the closet.
28:41There.
28:42Isn't that delicious?
28:44Your daddy used to love peanut butter too
28:46Yes he did
28:47So did your Uncle David
28:49Not your Aunt Claire though
28:50She absolutely hated it
28:52Always did
28:53Still does
28:56Isn't it funny
28:58They were all little babies once too
29:01But their daddy's mommy
29:03Never liked spending time with them
29:04The way I like spending time with you
29:07She never really liked me
29:08And she never liked my children
29:10She was convinced I had gotten pregnant
29:13On purpose
29:14To trap Nathaniel into marrying me
29:16Which wasn't true at all
29:18I certainly never intended for that to happen
29:21Especially when I was so young
29:25And I was terrified when your daddy was born
29:27Absolutely terrified
29:38Hey Mom
29:40Goodness you startled me
29:41Did she give you any trouble?
29:43Heavens no
29:44She's an angel
29:44What do you say
29:45Ready to go home angel?
29:46Have you eaten?
29:47I made you a chicken breast
29:48Uh no thanks
29:50I gotta be getting home
29:51But uh
29:53Put it in the fridge
29:54I'll eat it tomorrow
29:55You know
29:55If you and Lisa would like a night off
29:57I'd be happy to watch her
29:58You could go out to eat
29:59See a movie
29:59I could even keep her here overnight
30:01Well thanks Mom
30:02But Lisa's working tonight
30:03Plus Maya hasn't slept outside
30:05The family bed yet so
30:06Well maybe it might be better for her to try a night sleeping on her own
30:10Mom
30:11We know how you feel about it
30:13You're very clear in that
30:14But we feel differently okay
30:16She's almost nine months old
30:17She's going to have to leave the family bed sometime
30:22Well
30:23Take to Maya and let us know when she's ready to leave alright
30:25Good night
30:29Good night Grandma
30:30Good night
30:44Are we having sex?
30:47Uh
30:49Okay
30:51Just let me take a shower first
31:13Good night
31:43To be continued...
32:15Good morning.
32:20What time is it?
32:22A little before 10, I think.
32:25How do you take it?
32:28Um, black.
32:36Hey.
32:37Hey.
32:40So what do you have to do today?
32:44Oh, class.
32:46What kind of class?
32:48Um, drawing class.
32:50We're learning how to draw a perfect circle.
32:53That sounds kind of cool.
32:55It's not as stupid and tedious and pointless.
32:58I went to art school to be expressive, not to perform some pointless task like some lab rat.
33:03Do you want to play hooky?
33:10Yes.
33:13Nate, I need you to do me a big favor and cover the Folger funeral for me this afternoon.
33:18Hey, who's Frank Mueller?
33:21Frank who?
33:21Mueller.
33:22He's in the date book here every Wednesday at 2.
33:24I have absolutely no idea.
33:26It must be somebody Rico put in there.
33:28Hmm.
33:29Well, there's a phone number.
33:30I'm going to call and find out.
33:32All right, now, um, Keith and I are in couples counseling.
33:39Really?
33:40It's not that big a deal.
33:42Are you guys okay?
33:43Yeah, of course we're okay.
33:44We're just seeking the advice of a trained professional to help us to establish appropriate boundaries
33:48and write the rules of our relationship together.
33:51What happened?
33:53Nothing happened.
33:55Keith has a lot of anger issues that he inherited from his father,
33:57and I have a lot of doormat issues that I inherited from Mom.
34:01Can we please never talk about this again?
34:04Sure.
34:04You're okay, though, right?
34:05Can we please never talk about this again?
34:07Got it.
34:22And how are you and Lisa?
34:27Uh, we're great.
34:29It's still a little bizarre to me.
34:34All the possible ways my life could have gone, you know?
34:38Yeah.
34:40Yeah.
34:41It was just about a year ago I got engaged.
34:44You remember that?
34:47You know, I thought I loved Brenda.
34:51Maybe I thought I could just make it work just at a sheer will.
34:57But, you just never know.
35:01You have no fucking idea what life has in store for you.
35:12So, can you cover the Folger funeral for me or not?
35:16What is it?
35:16You just need some time off?
35:17Are you sure you're all right?
35:18I'm fine.
35:21I've got an audition for the Gay Men's Chorus of Los Angeles.
35:26What?
35:27That sounds fun.
35:29I'm trying to create something for myself outside of my job and my relationship.
35:33I could really use your support on this.
35:35All right.
35:36Don't worry.
35:36The Folger things will walk in the park.
35:37You just go knock them dead.
35:39No pun intended.
35:41I'm so nervous.
35:43David?
35:44You'll be great.
35:45From your mouth to God's ears.
35:47All right.
35:50Thanks, Nick.
35:51Anytime.
35:55Anytime.
36:14Hello?
36:15Hi, it's Lisa.
36:16Oh, hello.
36:17Ruth.
36:17Did you give Maya peanut butter?
36:19Yes, and she just loved it.
36:21Ruth, you never give babies peanut butter under the age of one.
36:24They can develop horrible allergies.
36:26Didn't you know that?
36:27No, I didn't.
36:29Is she all right?
36:30Yes, but that's not the point.
36:31You should never give her peanut butter.
36:34Or honey.
36:35Or strawberries.
36:36Or egg whites.
36:37Please.
36:38Of course.
36:40I'm sorry to be so propped with you.
36:42I just...
36:42No, I'm sorry.
36:43I had no idea.
36:45Peanut butter was never a problem when my children were young.
36:49Are you sure she's all right?
36:50She's fine.
36:53Do you need any help?
36:53Mother, today I could come over.
36:56Ruth, no.
36:57You spend so much time over here.
36:58I feel bad.
36:59It's no problem at all.
37:01I like...
37:01Seriously, take some time for yourself.
37:03I hardly saw Maya at all yesterday.
37:04I really just wanted it to be the two of us today.
37:08Okay.
37:09But thanks.
37:10I'll talk to you later.
37:30Oh, thank God.
37:32It's very frightening.
37:34I didn't know who to call.
37:35Ma'am, just calm down and tell me what happened.
37:37Come, I'll show you.
37:45Where has the time all gone to?
37:51Haven't done half the things we want to.
37:55Oh, well.
37:58We'll catch up some other time.
38:22Just when the fun is starting, comes the time for parting.
38:30But let's be glad for what we've had and what's to come.
38:42There's so much more embracing.
38:47Still to be done, but time is racing.
38:53Oh, well.
38:55We'll catch up some other time.
39:06It's just always weird when you find stuff like that out, you know, later on in your life.
39:10I mean, I had no idea that I wasn't planned.
39:15I'm not sure what difference it makes.
39:17I mean, Maya wasn't planned either.
39:19We couldn't love her any more than we do.
39:20Yeah.
39:25It's just...
39:28I don't know.
39:32What?
39:36I don't like knowing that my whole existence is an accident.
39:40It's just too fucking random.
39:44Yeah, but that's the way it happened.
39:48Things happen the way they're meant to, Nate.
39:53See, there's a kind of fatalism in that that I just don't buy.
39:57Well...
39:59What's the alternative?
40:07We make choices.
40:09Yeah, but maybe your parents never would have chosen to get married if you hadn't happened.
40:14And then not only would you not exist, but Claire and David wouldn't either.
40:19It's just not what was meant to happen.
40:22But surely we're more than just things that happen.
40:26Maybe we are.
40:27Maybe we're not.
40:32Oh, I love it when she does that.
40:34When she does that.
40:35When she sort of jerks, you know?
40:36When she sort of jerks.
40:37Right before she falls off to sleep.
40:38Falls off to sleep.
40:40Plakes herself up.
40:43You freaked out the first time.
40:45First time you ever did it.
40:47I remember that feeling of falling.
40:49Falling?
40:50When I was little.
40:51Like I was falling out of bed.
40:53It always woke me up.
40:55Like I was scared of what...
40:57What you were going to fall into?
40:59Yeah.
41:01That never happens to me anymore.
41:06Don't be so sure of that.
41:09What's going on with you?
41:12I think I dreamed this.
41:14What?
41:17This moment.
41:19It's this.
41:21This life we have together.
41:22You and me.
41:23Maya.
41:25Here.
41:27Now.
41:28To the world.