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00:04Where do I go in the wind? I get undone, da-da-da. Wondering what you do with what I
00:12used to be.
00:24Hey baby, where are you going with that ass?
00:27Hey, we're talking to you. Slow down, bitch.
00:32Hey, we just want to have a good time.
00:33You know you want some of this.
00:36Bitch, you know it's gonna happen.
00:38Yeah. Hey, Callie.
00:40Hey, Callie, it's just us.
00:41Goddammit, stop.
00:42Callie!
00:45Callie!
00:45Callie!
00:46Callie!
00:49Callie!
00:50Callie!
01:10Callie!
01:22Callie!
01:26Callie!
01:36Callie!
01:40Callie!
01:41Callie, Dennis.
01:42That's touching, but no one cares.
01:44Okay.
01:45Sadly for our audiences, who have paid $25 to hear us, we do not have time to work on that
01:50tonight.
01:51But please, and I am begging you, from a place of raw desperation, learn your parts this weekend.
01:58For them, if not for me, dismissed.
02:05David.
02:06Hey, are you going to Evan's open house tomorrow?
02:09No, I'd love to, but I can't.
02:10I promise it won't be one of those sloppy scenes where everybody ends up naked in the pool,
02:14and you have to deal with the image of their soggy pubic hair in your mind for the rest of
02:16your life.
02:18Well, that's good.
02:19Yeah, it's just, I'm going away.
02:21Oh.
02:22Well, I'm sure he'll have another.
02:24I hope so.
02:25Because I'd really love to go.
02:27Okay.
02:28Well, I'll see you next week.
02:38Shut up.
02:40My mom is a really late sleeper.
02:43Sorry.
02:44That was, that was a really great one.
02:50How are yours?
02:52Good.
02:54Is this good?
02:54Both?
02:57It was just one.
02:59But it was good.
03:03It was very good.
03:05I think we can do better.
03:13You tired?
03:14It's really late.
03:17It's really late.
03:17I was thinking I'd sleep over.
03:20I don't know.
03:21I guess.
03:23Is that cool?
03:26Yeah.
03:27Fuck it.
03:28Don't go to the bathroom though, because my mom gets up to pee like 500 times a night.
03:31I don't know.
03:39I don't know.
03:40Now I have to pee.
03:43Just go out the window.
03:44That's what Nate used to do when this was his room.
03:48Just try to avoid the avocado tree because we eat those.
03:54Just do it.
04:02Almost there.
04:03My ass is killing me.
04:06Sciatica?
04:07No.
04:08It's used to being nestled in a nice, soft car seat for this trip.
04:15I just love the fresh air.
04:17It smells a lot like dog crap.
04:20We had a little dog years ago.
04:21A terrier we got for Nate when I was pregnant with David so he wouldn't be jealous of the baby,
04:25you know?
04:26Yippee, he called him.
04:27But he had some kind of a rare heart defect.
04:30So the day we came home with David, Yippee crawled under Nate's whole bed and died.
04:37That's how my last husband went.
04:39Heart defect.
04:42Jogged five miles every morning.
04:44Then one day, poof.
04:46Forty-six years old.
04:47Oh, that's awful.
04:49It's better than with my first husband.
04:51Melanoma at 25.
04:53Then it was in and out of the hospital for ten years.
04:56Chemo three times.
04:58That was hard.
05:00I really loved him.
05:02I'm so sorry.
05:07When did you remarry?
05:11Well, there was one in between the two that died.
05:14He was just a dog.
05:15He tried to sleep with every single one of my girlfriends.
05:18He'll probably live to be a hundred and screwing other people's wives the whole time.
05:22Son of a bitch.
05:24Oh, I'm so sorry.
05:25No, it's okay.
05:26It is fine.
05:28I just never thought of myself as lucky having only married one husband before.
05:32Lucky, unlucky.
05:34I don't know.
05:35I'm unlucky I ran through three husbands.
05:37I'm lucky I got to retire early off the insurance.
05:40I'm unlucky my son set fire to the house.
05:42I'm lucky I never had a urinary tract infection.
05:45I don't even care if it works out fair in the end.
05:47I'm sure it doesn't.
05:48I still have to haul my own ass out of bed in the morning.
05:51I went to this...
05:54I took a kind of seminar that was about that.
05:56Oh, Est?
05:57Lifespring?
05:58The plan?
05:59The plan.
05:59My daughter was into that for years.
06:02She was a group leader.
06:03She inspired thousands of people to change their lives.
06:06Now she's hoarding firearms in a compound in Montana.
06:09No!
06:11Well, she's always been very susceptible to group mentality.
06:15Maybe I could have given her a stronger sense of self, but you know, I did my best.
06:20Some things are just genetic.
06:21Well, what are you going to do?
06:23Can't you get some kind of a deprogrammer to go and rescue her?
06:26You know what? She's an adult.
06:28I mean, it's her life now.
06:30Maybe I screwed her up, maybe I didn't.
06:33My son turned out fine.
06:36How are your kids?
06:38Fine.
06:39I think.
06:42I have to go.
06:43I have a job interview in two hours and I have to shower.
06:46What kind of job?
06:47As an accountant for a chain of dry cleaners, I've always been good with books.
06:51Oh, sounds fun.
06:52Oh, I know.
06:53But I need the extra income and it's good for me to get out of the house.
06:55You're out of the house right now.
06:57That's true.
06:58I think it'd be better to go to breakfast.
07:00French Marketplace has a $3.99 special.
07:06She was running from a group of boys who were whistling and she got scared that they were falling her
07:15into a parking structure.
07:21She ran into the street.
07:23The car was speeding.
07:25It was dark.
07:27I'm so sorry.
07:29Did they catch the boys?
07:32They were the ones who called the ambulance.
07:36They were her friends.
07:39I'm sorry.
07:40I don't quite understand.
07:42They were just playing around.
07:47They were all in a state of shock that a woman could be terrified by a group of men chasing
07:52her at night.
07:57Of course you don't think it's your friends.
08:03When they saw her running they tried calling her name but it was too late.
08:12It was an accident.
08:26Carol?
08:28I'm here with your cake.
08:30Thanks.
08:31Just pass it in here.
08:33In where?
08:37Are you okay?
08:39I just need to have my cake in a safe white place today.
08:42Did something happen?
08:44I had a very upsetting conference call with Kate Hudson's people.
08:48Oh.
08:49It's unbelievably demeaning to have these little girls in their $800 shoes who grew up watching music videos telling me
08:55what a movie is.
08:57I've been in this business for 20 years.
08:59I've worked with Stallone, Ellen Barkin, Melanie fucking Griffith.
09:03My work is everything to me.
09:05I haven't even had a life.
09:06No, I'm on the fucking set dealing with everyone else's crisis.
09:09Roping in the director.
09:10Firing the writer.
09:11Wrangling the star.
09:12And who takes care of me?
09:16Who even wants to take care of me?
09:20That sounds really hard.
09:25Ugh, it's bright out here.
09:30Careful, Lisa.
09:31These sheets are new from Pertesi.
09:33Do you have your cake towel?
09:35It's in here.
09:38Okay, I'll come back later for the cake plate.
09:41I still need my poopy shaker too.
09:43Right.
09:44Lisa, honey.
09:45Um, your husband's car was parked in the driveway again last night.
09:48I don't think he understands how much of a problem this is.
09:50He came home so late, I'm sure he just thought you wouldn't need to get out.
09:53What if I did though?
09:54You would have called us.
09:55No, I don't want to bother you in your private time?
09:57At home?
09:58No.
09:58I'll tell him.
09:59It's not that challenging to find street parking.
10:03Is it a snake?
10:04Or some kind of tropical vine?
10:06It's kind of a combination of Maori, tamoko, and also Japanese kanji for like inner wisdom, I think.
10:13This, right here.
10:14Oh my.
10:15I thought you were going to an interview.
10:17I decided that job wasn't really me.
10:20Oh.
10:23Well, there's eggs and bacon in the fridge.
10:25And I think there's still some frozen waffles.
10:28Yeah, they've been there since like 1992.
10:30That's not true.
10:31They're perfectly fresh.
10:32I'll take a waffle.
10:45Let's say you've just met someone.
10:47Oh.
10:49A month or so ago.
10:50And after a few weeks of exchanging messages, you finally get together for a nice activity.
10:55Like a hike for example.
10:57And you have a delightful time and you think the other person did too.
11:00How long would you wait to call the person to set up another date?
11:04Who called who first?
11:05Is this another boyfriend?
11:07No, it is not.
11:08And I don't appreciate that tone.
11:12I did originally.
11:14Wait.
11:15It's his turn.
11:17It's really bad to be like begging for it.
11:23Hmm.
11:26The waffles are in the toaster.
11:27Nice to meet you, dear.
11:34You don't want to eat those.
11:35I can make you some toast.
11:37It's okay.
11:38I'll grab something on the way to work.
11:39Oh, do you want to go see A Clockwork Orange tomorrow night?
11:42I've never seen it and Russell says it's like mandatory viewing for all humans.
11:46I can't.
11:47We're playing at the smell.
11:49Really?
11:50What time do you guys go on?
11:51We probably won't start till like 11.
11:54Okay.
11:55But it may not be that fun for you.
11:57I have these other friends coming who you don't know.
11:59So, can't I meet them?
12:01I don't think you really want to.
12:05Oh, okay.
12:07But Friday's awesome.
12:09If you want to see the movie then.
12:10No, it's only tomorrow.
12:11Friday's eyes wide shut.
12:13You want to see that?
12:14I did.
12:17Okay.
12:19So, we'll do something else.
12:26Private balconies, invigorating pools and jacuzzi.
12:29Gourmet cuisine and an array of activities are just some of the pleasures.
12:33Awaiting our guests at the romantic refuge that is Los Lamos.
12:36I hope they're shuffleboard.
12:39I'm serious.
12:40They had it to this place in Santa Barbara my parents used to take us when we were kids.
12:44I really had a nap for it.
12:46It's the only thing I could ever beat and ate at.
12:48The picturesque village nearby offers visitors sophisticated restaurants, art galleries, antique and specialty shops.
12:54I just want to sit by the pool and drink piña coladas all day.
12:58If you like piña coladas, getting caught in the woods.
13:03Does that count?
13:04Yes, it does.
13:05But I stopped.
13:06You owe me a dollar.
13:07I stopped.
13:08Alright, fifty cents.
13:09I should get a dollar every time you say the word calorie or carb.
13:13How often do I say those?
13:14A lot.
13:15More than I say.
13:16I don't think so.
13:17I don't know.
13:18I don't know.
13:18I don't know.
13:20I don't know.
13:20I don't know.
13:21I don't know.
13:22I don't know.
13:22I don't know.
13:22It's just eight different segments.
13:25Tell us the significance of those eight segments to the story of life.
13:28Right. Well, in fact, we've just taken the animal portion of life, and in terms of animal evolution, there's been
13:36some great new work over the last few years that's really been able to uncover a story of how this
13:42great diversity of animal life we share the planet today with has come about.
13:45And it turns out that there are really, you know, it's a million or so species of animals that scientists
13:52have given names to. There are really only eight different body plants.
14:03What's you doing? Pumping.
14:08Mmm. Thanks for helping me feel even sexier than I already do at this moment.
14:16You're crazy. You couldn't be more beautiful. You're like a fountain of life.
14:20Ew.
14:23Is she still sleeping? Will Carol sneak in here, slip her some cognac?
14:27Hardly. She missed her early nap because I had to use the blender all morning. Where did you park?
14:31Eh, street. And she could have totally gotten out this morning.
14:34Of course. The reality is she has trouble driving in reverse, so it makes her nervous to have cars in
14:39the driveway.
14:40Yeah. She just doesn't want people to think she drives an American car.
14:43Whatever. Let's do our part for peace.
14:59Ew.
15:03Hi, homo.
15:04Don't look at my son. You can't help him.
15:07Fudge packers.
15:08Hello, biters.
15:09God, I thought this was a family place.
15:11Butt pirates.
15:12Twinkle toes.
15:13Spaggoty ass, faggots.
15:14Oh, you're a sucker.
15:17You're a sucker.
15:20Oh, you're a sucker.
15:24Hi.
15:34What is some Chaffee right here?
15:50oh don't worry about him he can sleep through a dirty bomb you don't have to get up please i
15:55need the exercise all we've done since we got here is eat my food's not even that good
15:59oh that's too bad but i heard the girl who does the aqua hip-hop class is terrific if you
16:04can get
16:04yourself into the pool at 7 30 in the morning thanks for the tip i'm sheila by the way hi
16:16hey smile so you ready for your pina colada god no then they'll really think we're gay
16:22we can't have that i just think people here are a little uncomfortable with it oh yeah like who
16:28wasn't that lady over there nice to you yes we have an aerobic state tomorrow morning and then
16:31afterwards we're all going to the beauty parlor i'll just take a beer not light hey would you
16:37mind taking a picture of us yeah no problem thank you smile oh no i'm glad you called i'm on
16:50the verge
16:50of getting an impulse haircut those never work out who do you use i have to find someone new
16:55i just go to super cuts you can't do that patina a woman's hair is the gateway to her sensuality
17:03well not the hair on her head honey
17:07what do you think i think you should try it on no no it's for you oh that's not exactly
17:13my style
17:15sweetie i say this with a heart full of love but your style could use a tiny shot of adrenaline
17:19i like a classic look try it just for fun
17:28nice i don't know isn't it a little trendy are you kidding me it's perfect and 30% off
17:38okay now try the gold silk number
17:47i'm so psyched for valerie doner sculpture is amazing you didn't hear she's not coming this
17:52semester what do you mean that's the whole reason i took this course yeah i know you and everybody but
17:56she got some kind of travel grant so she's in israel and now we have some other guy coming
18:00that sucks this place is fucking lame it's just one class i know but nothing's turning out to be
18:06as good as it looks in the catalog
18:11who's this other guy oliver something something olivier castro stall he's supposed to be awesome
18:18really because i heard he was kind of on his own trip well valerie dones incoherent
18:23i took a seminar with her at banff it was garbage
18:35is that him
18:42this is the wrong room are you here for form in space this is the right room it's supposed to
18:46be a
18:47studio class no catalogue said lecture oh well that's bullshit i don't do lectures so this is going
18:53to be a studio class if anyone needs a lecture for whatever reason people have for these things
19:00then uh then go now i won't be offended
19:05oh you can just talk um i need a lecture to balance out my course load okay
19:14we're gonna make art in this class and in the end i'll put lecture on the forms for people who
19:20need
19:20lecture and studio on the forms for people who need studio and that's it if this upsets your sense of
19:25order then you can go now i won't be offended but go now so we don't have to deal with
19:31ambivalence in
19:32this room ambivalence is poison for art if i ever see anyone tormented over some decision this way or
19:37that way i will be offended and i will throw you out for the sake of the class
19:48good that was a bad vibe okay there are no easels in the stupid room so everyone get on the
19:55floor
19:56get on the floor
20:00did you have your drawing pads we thought this was a lecture class
20:06take one and pass it if you have a pencil you're lucky if you only have a pen you're luckier
20:12all right you have five minutes to draw a picture of the day in your life
20:16that was the most horrible
20:20go wait what do you mean a picture of the day go i said
20:34she juiced yet not just about hey you file that certificate yeah claire's gonna do it tomorrow
20:41oh stupid kids doesn't it seem like she really sort of panicked though
20:46maybe something happened to her before i don't know you know vanessa gets scared all the time
20:53even when she's out with the kids she gets it ask lisa i'm not sure lisa gets it that much
20:58i mean she doesn't wear high heels or tight skirts or anything vanessa says she gets it even when
21:01she's wearing her big fat sweatpants but you know she's pretty hot lisa's hot yeah lisa's hot
21:09i just uh i don't want to talk about your wife like that when does this stop sounding weird that
21:14someone's your wife vanessa felt like my wife already when we were 16 years old
21:21hey listen nate you know the first year of marriage for most people is the hardest especially with the
21:27baby on top too you know i can be tough for anyone it's great it is i'm totally into it
21:34all right i'm just
21:35saying you know even if sometimes you're not that's normal i'm into it
21:58you know
22:08in. Are you feeling better? You're a little late with this. I had to go and get more psyllium.
22:18Baby's here. I'm sorry. We haven't quite figured out the child care thing. I tried to call Nate's
22:23mom, but I guess she was hurt when I got so angry about the peanut butter. It really could have
22:27made my sick. Sweetie, I'm sorry. You know I love your little girl, and Nate's fine, but
22:33I just, I can't get into all this. Okay. Let's talk about dinner. Marlo's assistant said
22:41she is only eating raw foods at the moment. I really feel that you are not being sensitive
22:47to me at all. I'm sorry I thought you wanted to talk about dinner. Oh, God, Lisa. I mean,
22:54you know, obviously had a very difficult morning, and you're all about your own agenda.
22:58I didn't mean rushing me through the menu so you can go deal with your baby. She's fine.
23:02I don't have to deal with her at all right now. Well, I really felt it earlier when I was
23:07in a lot of pain, but the baby was crying, and that was clearly your priority. No one
23:12was watching her. That is not my problem. When I hired you for this job, you were totally
23:20unencumbered, and now there's Nate and his dirty car, and her and her needs. Nate and
23:26the baby have not affected my cooking at all. They have affected your ability to support
23:30me emotionally, and you live in my house. Would he suggest I do, put Maya up for adoption?
23:36Well, I've discussed this with my therapist, and she's very concerned by the way that I allow
23:40you to treat me because it requires and I fucking deserve a lot more attention. And you know
23:47what? I will not feel ashamed about that. If I had known you were hiring me to be your
23:53fucking wet nurse, I would have asked for health insurance. Where are you going? Lisa! Lisa!
24:00Lisa, God damn it! The moment was when my friend OD'd.
24:08Hmm. Write down on a piece of paper your favorite artist. In fact, everyone do this.
24:21Is it Kandinsky? Let's see.
24:28Because you're using Kandinsky's language here. It's the same with most of these drawings.
24:33We despise ourselves so much that we consider our own point of view as trivial. But that's
24:38bullshit. That's your father talking. Or whatever bad teachers you had before me.
24:43You with red hair, who'd you write? Hopper?
24:47No, I wrote Modigliani.
24:49Were you lying?
24:50No, but I also wrote Nan Golden because I'm really more into photography.
24:54When did you see the Hopper show at Mocha?
24:58Yeah. Last week.
24:59Okay. That's exactly what I'm saying. She sees 50 paintings by Hopper. She starts to draw
25:03like him because it's easier than drawing from the eye inside.
25:08Yeah, but artists get influenced by art. That's part of the process.
25:11Until you locate the inside eye. It's all bullshit. It's like a coloring book. Every work you make
25:17has to be a surprise to the earth. A seeing that never happened before. Because it's what happens
25:23when exactly what is inside of you confronts exactly what is outside of you.
25:30Okay, next.
25:34Definitely. And a black suit and the cocktail dress.
25:39Oh, I'm not buying anything.
25:40Why not? Nothing was perfect.
25:44Nothing in life is perfect.
25:45Well, that makes it easy to stay within a budget.
25:48If you don't buy this black suit, I'm going to buy it for you.
25:52That is the sweetest thing I've ever heard.
25:54But I just return it and give you the money.
25:56Oh, fine.
25:59I'm going to go back for the sandals.
26:06Where did you find this?
26:07Oh, just leave that there. They'll take care of it for you.
26:09I know, but it seems so new.
26:15Wonderful color for you.
26:17How much?
26:19Too much.
26:21What are you doing?
26:23It's one of my little pleasures.
26:25It's only fair.
26:27If they're going to charge $350 for a piece of fabric that costs 20 bucks to make,
26:31they should lose a few.
26:32You want one?
26:33I certainly do not.
26:37It would be a great help to me if you tried to look a little less suspicious.
26:42Fortunately, women our age are invisible, so we can really get away with murder.
26:57I don't want to go to this stupid fiesta barbecue.
27:02Oh, come on. It'll be fun.
27:04What's fun about standing around a pool with a bunch of straight people shaking maracas?
27:08There's going to be a mariachi band.
27:09Can't there be just one other gay couple?
27:11Some lesbians from the Bay Area?
27:13Hey, that kid in the pool was gay.
27:15The 11-year-old?
27:18Oh, David, relax.
27:19You're letting us matter too much.
27:20Well, I'm sorry, but sometimes I just get exhausted by the running commentary in my head
27:25all day long about how to be.
27:26Is this shirt too tight?
27:28Is that gesture too flamboyant?
27:29Who am I offending just by being here?
27:31Maybe you're beyond all that, but I would have thought you'd at least understand.
27:37It would just be nice on vacation and not have to deal with that.
27:40So don't offend people.
27:42Who cares?
27:43We paid for our room, right?
27:46I can't just turn it on and off.
27:47Well, maybe you should try.
27:49No one gets a break from their reality, you know?
27:56Mexican food gives me the runs.
27:58And what about what Frank said?
28:00It makes me feel like I have the runs.
28:02No, about us being less isolated.
28:12I'm not doing a limbo contest.
28:14That's Hawaiian.
28:15Well, good.
28:16But if there is one, you'd be a fool not to enter it.
28:18You know you'd win that thing.
28:24Makes you look 20.
28:25Get it.
28:26Do I want to look 20?
28:27Okay, it makes you look 30.
28:30For $15, I could buy a bag of groceries.
28:33Oh, yeah, but a bag of groceries doesn't make you want to look at yourself.
28:37Excuse me.
28:38Excuse me.
28:39I'd like to get this.
28:42Flirtation.
28:43Let me see if we have any left.
28:44It's very popular.
28:48We may be out.
28:51Oh, she found it.
28:53No, no.
28:54Sorry.
28:55Wrong one.
28:55Keep looking.
29:03We're all sold out.
29:04Oh, all right then.
29:06Thank you so much.
29:07Bye-bye.
29:19Bye-bye.
29:21Bye-bye.
29:25Bye-bye.
29:27Bye-bye.
29:28Bye-bye.
29:34Bye-bye.
29:35Bye-bye.
29:35Bye-bye.
29:36Bye-bye.
29:36Bye-bye.
29:36Bye-bye.
29:38Bye-bye.
29:38Bye-bye.
29:38What do you want to do for dinner?
29:39Go to that cheesy town.
29:40It's just a bunch of outlet malls and chain restaurants.
29:43The room service may look like heaven.
29:46Good, let's go.
29:48If we don't have to drive, we can get really drunk.
30:01What's going on?
30:02I quit.
30:03We have to move.
30:04Oh, what?
30:05I would rather live on the street
30:07and beg for rice with a bowl
30:09than spend one more night under this roof.
30:14All right, what happened?
30:18She just unleashed so much insanity at us.
30:22It's not good for Maya to be around
30:24that kind of hostile dimension.
30:26If that's what I'd wanted for her,
30:27I'd be living with my mother.
30:28I'm not sure Maya's really that in touch with us.
30:30She's very absorbent.
30:32Okay.
30:37I kind of wish we could have talked this through
30:39before you quit.
30:42Did you actually quit?
30:43Yes, I actually quit.
30:44We have to leave tomorrow morning.
30:54So what were you thinking?
30:54That we'd go stay at my mom's, I guess?
30:57Well, yeah, for now.
30:58It's not the worst thing that could ever happen, is it?
31:01No.
31:03It's not the best thing that ever happened, either.
31:05I'm sorry.
31:06I snapped.
31:07My humanity just rose up.
31:12Come here.
31:16Okay.
31:18All right.
31:24Oh, my God!
31:26Shh!
31:29These walls are like paper.
31:33Fucking what?
31:35We're on vacation, damn it.
31:36Yeah, we're getting here!
31:39Come on, come on!
31:41Bring it on home!
31:42Woo-hoo!
31:44We're having some hot man-on-man love action!
31:49Hallelujah!
31:51Hallelujah!
31:52Hold on, hold on, hold on.
31:54You sing, I sing.
31:56Baby, everything is all right.
31:59Uptight, out of sight.
32:02Baby, everything is all right.
32:05Uptight, out of sight.
32:08I'm a poor man-on-one from across a railroad track.
32:12The only sort of hell is hanging on my back.
32:15But I'm the enemy of that man-on-one-one-guy.
32:19Because I'm the apple of my man's eyes, shit.
32:22Baby, everything is all right.
32:26Uptight!
32:31Oh, you're losing your pillow.
32:38Damn it.
32:39Too careful?
32:42Sorry.
32:43At least you're carrying too much.
32:44It's fine.
32:45I just didn't realize that's all it was.
32:52I don't know how much of David's furniture you need, but he has some lovely pieces stored in the garage.
32:57And we don't really have anything.
32:58Just that rocking chair.
33:02It's a much better space than Carol's.
33:04It's bigger.
33:05Yeah.
33:07There's no kitchen.
33:08I told Lisa you're welcome to cook in the house whenever you like.
33:11Thanks.
33:12It won't be for too long, Ruth.
33:13I'm happy to have you.
33:18Ruth, you can pick her up.
33:31It's a nice lipstick, ma'am.
33:33Thank you, dear.
33:33It's new.
33:35Hey.
33:46When you're done, put down your charcoal.
33:52Okay.
33:54This is it.
33:58Can you see why this is good?
34:04Because it's in her own language.
34:06Yes, but the way I tell if something is good is, does it make me want to throw up?
34:12This drawing instantly makes me feel nauseous.
34:15You can tell if something is truthful, even if you don't understand it.
34:18If it affects your body.
34:20Your liver and your bowels are more important as an artist than your eyes because they are so far away
34:25from your brain.
34:27I don't know.
34:28I think it seems kind of obvious.
34:30Because you're embarrassed by yourself.
34:34In the beginning, if you hate something, it's good.
34:38Because you don't recognize the beauty of your own truth.
34:40You're used to being a normal, pathetic human who does only what other people want.
34:45But what the other people really want is to fuck you.
34:48And to make money off you.
34:49And to hang you in the living room with the fancy security system.
34:52Like this.
34:53Who did you make this to please?
34:56Me?
34:56Your mother?
34:57Your boyfriend?
35:00Does anyone feel sick from this?
35:02No.
35:03So the fuck cares.
35:22I'm a friend of Callie's.
35:26And I was there the night she died.
35:29But I wanted to speak because I really loved her.
35:34And I wanted to talk about who she was to me.
35:37To us.
35:39Which is this brave, brazen, totally heroic person.
35:46This rock climbing, body surfing, backtalking, truth or dare champion.
35:52And I never even once saw her scared before.
35:59I guess what I really want to say to her is...
36:05You know, we were just pretending to be this thing that we're not.
36:10I don't think.
36:11And that she was this thing that she's not.
36:16I'm sorry.
36:19When she saw that it was us, she had this look like...
36:26How could this be you?
36:30I'm sorry.
36:33This is mine.
36:34This is warm up.
37:04I'm sorry.
37:04but i just didn't know what to say what the mother mrs mortimer you know i just i don't
37:10i don't know what to say to her you don't really have to say anything i didn't yeah but like
37:16hug
37:17her don't hug her you know i freeze up you can't think about it you just have to really be
37:22there
37:22with them just be present i don't think i can sure you can no downstairs
37:35you know it's just a body but up here like this young girl you know she's someone's sister
37:41and someone's daughter and i can't help but to think well what if it was julio
37:46or vanessa even you know and i just can't
37:52you don't ever think what if it was maya what if it was lisa i don't actually not them
37:59you can't bring them in here with me you know i just want them to be what's good about life
38:05that way i can come in here and deal with what isn't
38:12well you're lucky then
38:24because i had it go last night awesome i mean we screwed up a lot but no one noticed
38:30it was loud everyone was walking around with like cocktail napkins in their ears so listen
38:39i kind of want to talk about this whole seeing other people thing
38:42okay
38:48i'm not that into it okay
38:54i mean it makes me feel weird you know it's like if people are into each other then
39:01that should be pretty much enough you know
39:04at some point yeah
39:08what do you mean like when it gets really serious or whatever well when does that usually happen for
39:15you it depends okay well how about like after a couple months you mean like us now yeah i don't
39:24know
39:34it's just not really my thing to like sleep around
39:37i'm not sleeping around
39:41i just mean i'm kind of a like one at a time sexual person i think
39:52so
39:55what do you think
39:57i don't think i'm there
39:59just not at this exact point in time
40:02well why not is it because you like someone else better no
40:06so totally not
40:09it's just it kind of has to be more organic for me like not some kind of contract or whatever
40:15it has to evolve
40:20but i'm not saying it won't
40:23it's so totally good well not for me not when it's like you can't come hear me play because there's
40:28some other girl is going to be there
40:32yeah
40:35okay
40:45okay
40:47so that's like it for you
40:50i guess
40:54well
40:56can i have a hug or something
41:02no i'm just gonna go
41:33you
41:38i'm here
41:39i'm here
41:40remember us
41:40uh-huh
41:41uh-huh
41:42uh-huh
41:42yeah you just called a little while ago about needing a signature on the emissions form
41:45hey what are you doing
41:48nothing just watching this
41:50okay
41:51but you can watch with us
41:53isn't my sleeping
41:54yeah but she doesn't mind the tv if it's slow and i have a million things i need to ask
41:57you
41:59like what
41:59like
42:01when do you want to do the child proofing and how should we deal with maya while i look for
42:04a job
42:05because i don't even know how to start thinking about it
42:08don't
42:08not yet
42:09let's take a break we're not paying rent
42:10yeah but we can't stay here forever
42:12well not forever but we can relax for a few days can't we
42:16okay
42:23ah also i need to talk to you about vaccinating i downloaded a ton of information from the internet and
42:27i'm still really against it but
42:29you haven't really weighed in god knows your mother wants it
42:32okay print it out i'll take a look at it later tonight
42:43are you coming
42:46okay yeah
42:53i do i want to hear it
42:59i miss the earth so much
43:02i miss my life
43:07it's lonely out in space
43:10that's me
43:11sound good
43:12yes i happen to have a very nice voice
43:14whoever said you didn't
43:16oh pardon for you
43:17i just don't like it when you sing at me
43:22i think it's gonna be a long
43:25i think it's gonna be a long
43:45shit
43:46you're supposed to be going against traffic
43:48must be an accident
43:49i think it's gonna be a long time
43:52till touchdown brings me around again to find
43:55i think it might be picking up
43:57not much
44:01who knows when we're gonna get home now
44:05i think we shouldn't have stopped for food
44:07it's lucky we did
44:08we're gonna get home too late to make anything now
44:11it's not my fault
44:12you had to spend an hour at the casa outlet store
44:17and i gotta do laundry tonight
44:18my uniform stinks
44:22i think we need to learn this
44:23oh
44:24there's a clock
44:25it's gonna be a long long time
44:28a long time
44:29a strange
44:30to run against
44:31it's fine
44:32i'm not too bad
44:33i think i don't have fun
44:35i don't think you're a bad boy
44:36oh i'm a rocket man
44:41rocket man
44:42i'm burning out of you
44:44i'm burning out of you