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00:11Unfortunately, we didn't see so much.
00:11Coming up now in April,
00:13we could've been here for a while in the evening!
00:22The future is a beautiful gardener and a good summer.
00:27If it's a gardener,
00:29we'll have a bit of a gardener.
00:35Are you still sure you want to do it?
00:39Really?
00:42Are you?
00:45I brought the thing.
00:51Yeah.
00:54Okay.
02:28Keith?
02:30Keith?
02:31Hi.
02:33Hi. Could you go get Keith and tell him that I need him?
02:35He and Darrell want to go get some donuts.
02:38They'll be right back.
02:39His idea was that to get donuts?
02:41Darrell's.
02:43Are you sick?
02:46No, I'm just waking up.
02:48My face came off last night.
02:49What?
02:51What did you just say?
02:53My face keeps coming off when I go to bed.
02:57Wake me up!
02:57The body of young Sarah Davis was recovered last night in Fontana.
03:01Authorities have been searching in that case for what eyewitnesses have claimed was a dark blue Nissan Maxima.
03:06And now they are saying that two incidents are related.
03:10Keith?
03:11Hey.
03:12I'm going to take the boys to school.
03:14Oh, okay.
03:15Thanks for letting me sleep.
03:23Hey, have you heard about the, uh, they think the sky's on the loose or something?
03:28Or did I just dream that?
03:30No, I just saw it on the news downstairs.
03:32Walk the boys into school?
03:34Sure.
03:39Oh.
03:41You all right?
03:44I just had a hard time waking up.
03:49I'm all right.
03:49It was just a bad dream like people have.
03:53Sure?
03:55Yeah.
03:58Look, it's been almost six weeks.
04:00Since, you know, it's time, right?
04:06I mean, we get it together.
04:10It's time when you feel that it's time.
04:14I'll call you when I drop the boys off.
04:16All right, thanks.
04:28Thanks for breakfast.
04:30Anytime.
04:32What's this?
04:34It's Maya's medical history.
04:36Oh.
04:36Where did you find it?
04:38It slipped between the files in the second file box.
04:41It was on the bottom underneath.
04:43And I got the directions to the pediatrician's new office.
04:46They're in there on the top of it.
04:47You're amazing.
04:50Oh.
04:52You want me to come with?
04:53To the doctors?
04:55God, I don't know.
04:56God, I don't know.
04:58No, you know, I think it'll be better if the handoff is just Ruth and me and Maya.
05:03Thanks, though.
05:06It'll be good to have her back in the house.
05:08Yeah.
05:09Yeah, I will.
05:11How?
05:14Can I?
05:16Sure.
05:19But...
05:22Somebody wants out.
05:24Two more months.
05:26Wow.
05:35I'm not drunk.
05:38It seems like you are.
05:41I'm not.
05:43Claire, you fell asleep at your desk this morning.
05:45Twice.
05:46And I can smell it.
05:48You can't smell vodka.
05:49I can.
05:53Anyway, you're being a little fucking bitch.
05:56All right, Claire, we're all really sorry that your brother died.
06:00Really?
06:01Yeah, really.
06:02But you've been drunk or high at work, like, every day this week, and it's starting to scare people.
06:08I mean, I've told them all to give you a break, but...
06:10Well, this doesn't feel like much of a fucking break, Kirsten.
06:13Being followed into the bathroom and lectured at by some school teacher.
06:18Just go home for the day and sleep it off, okay?
06:20I won't tell.
06:21You won't tell?
06:22No.
06:23Who won't you tell?
06:25Human resources.
06:26Don't fucking tell me.
06:26All right, I'll tell human resources.
06:28God damn it, boo!
06:29No, no, no!
06:30Okay, okay.
06:31I am wicked pissed.
06:33You are gonna be so fired.
06:35Yeah, well, I'm fucking Ted.
06:38No way.
06:40Way.
06:43Marianne and Johnny didn't want to hurt your feelings.
06:50Sorry.
06:58Way.
06:59Is this the long end?
07:03And, uh, I need you to file that for me.
07:05Okay.
07:06I think that I have everything.
07:07Yeah, you have everything.
07:08Come on.
07:09Good.
07:12You're all doing really important work here, and I'm sorry if I fucked it up for anybody.
07:18Why don't you shut up for a few seconds, okay?
07:20Where are we going?
07:21We're going home.
07:21No, I don't want to go home.
07:22Yeah, well, we're going home.
07:24Oh.
07:24Everyone you know is going to die.
07:26Where?
07:27Come on.
07:28Let's go.
07:29That little Kirsten is a fucking bitch!
07:32Can you make him look whole again for when the people come?
07:36I already have a call into the company that provides us with prosthetic limbs designed expressly
07:40for this purpose.
07:42We want him to look like, you know, who he was as a person.
07:48I'm not like people should see more than just what happened to him.
07:53He'll look very natural.
07:55I promise.
07:56And complete.
07:58Can you stand him up and make him walk around, too?
08:01No, Holly, please don't start that again.
08:04Can you make him maybe, like, talk and tell everybody it's all good and it's really no problem to be
08:08dead?
08:08Maybe just stick your hand up inside his head and, you know, everything's fine, everything's fine.
08:12Freedom, freedom, freedom.
08:14Holly, stop it!
08:15No, Mom!
08:15Mom, if you dress Paul up in that uniform and put fake arms and legs on him and make
08:19it look like it all worked out...
08:20What's so wrong with that?
08:21It's not real!
08:22I don't care what's real!
08:24I don't want to see him like that!
08:26Are we going to tell all the people who come to the funeral that he killed himself, too?
08:29Are we?
08:30No.
08:31With the drug that people use to put dogs to sleep?
08:33Is that how you want your brother to be remembered?
08:35I said no!
08:37He gave himself a hypodermic of pentobarbital.
08:40We don't know how he got a hold of it.
08:42I think maybe in my ears.
08:45There's so understaffed over there right now.
08:47They're taking anybody.
08:49I'm sorry.
08:51I don't know why you always have to rub people's faces in it.
08:55It is such a violent impulse.
09:01Should we have tubes put in our ears?
09:03No.
09:04It's a whole surgical procedure under general anesthetic to put those tubes in.
09:09She gets these ear infections so often lately.
09:11It doesn't seem right.
09:14Well, we can ask the doctor if he'd put her on a prophylactic dose of antibiotics for a few months.
09:19See if that would help.
09:20Did I do that?
09:22More and more.
09:23Because, you know, those tubes fall out when kids play.
09:26How do you know all of us?
09:28I joined an online pediatric news group a couple of weeks ago.
09:32Just to keep up, you know.
09:36Whatever.
09:38We'll ask the doctor.
09:50Thank you for coming with us this morning.
09:53Pleasure, you know.
09:56And for being a friend lately.
10:00Glad I can help.
10:06I don't want to let her go, George.
10:08I don't.
10:09I know.
10:13Thank you, Mr. Diaz.
10:15Well, of course.
10:16We'll see you tomorrow a little before two.
10:18Hey.
10:19I'm sorry I blew up in there.
10:21I feel like I'm going kind of crazy lately.
10:24I know how you feel.
10:27I miss him so much.
10:29He was the only brother I'll ever have.
10:32You know?
10:34I'll never have another brother.
10:37But, uh, believe me, it wasn't a problem.
10:48David?
10:50What?
10:51Yeah, I know this must be a hard time for you.
10:54It's hard for me, too.
10:57Mm-hmm.
10:57I'm sure it is.
10:58But even so, at some point, we're going to have to sit down and talk about the future
11:04of the business.
11:09I agree.
11:10Does it have to be today?
11:12No.
11:14Obviously not.
11:16All right, then.
11:17Then I do feel like I need to know when it's going to happen.
11:20It's been more than a month since Nate died, and we still haven't even talked at all about
11:24what we're going to do with the business.
11:25Look, Rico, I don't...
11:31know when I'm going to be able to.
11:33I'm sorry.
11:33It's just, you know, I got a family I'm trying to think about.
11:39So do I.
11:41I have a fucking husband, Rico.
11:43I have two children.
11:44When are you going to realize I'm a human being just like you?
11:46When?
11:49When?
11:55Support our troops?
11:56What a bunch of bullshit.
11:58Yes, I don't know what you want me to do.
11:59Why don't you try driving something that doesn't require so much gas, for starters, if you're
12:04so fucking concerned.
12:05Okay, come on, Claire.
12:05Let's go inside.
12:06Sorry.
12:06Yeah, we wouldn't want to offend anybody while they're supporting our troops.
12:09Oh, shut up.
12:10Dozens of fucking Iraqis are still dying every day.
12:13The whole world hates us for going in there in the first place.
12:16And terrorists are still going to be blowing shit up in this country for the next hundred
12:20years.
12:20And the best thing she can think to do about it is to put a sticker on that enormous shitbox.
12:24There was a death in the family recently.
12:26I am so concerned.
12:28You know they still bring the wounded soldiers back at night so the press can't even film it
12:31and nobody sees?
12:32American soldiers are still being fucked up every day.
12:35And they don't even tell us.
12:36And it's all so you can put gas in this enormous fucking car of hers.
12:41It keeps everybody feeling really fucking American.
12:45Shut the hell up.
12:46Her brother just died.
12:47Damn.
12:50I'm sorry.
12:52I am so sorry, Mrs. Dunn.
12:54You said that she will not be here tomorrow.
12:56I said hope not.
12:57She seems like she's on drugs.
12:59She usually is.
13:00Bye-bye.
13:11What?
13:12So when can we talk about it?
13:13Are you fucking serious?
13:15Yeah.
13:16I'm sorry, David, but I am.
13:17I really need to know when you think you'll be ready to have this conversation.
13:20Okay.
13:20Here.
13:20Here are my keys.
13:21David.
13:22No, you want the whole fucking business, Rico?
13:24It's yours.
13:24I just want a chance to hear what you're planning on.
13:26No, it's yours, Rico.
13:27It's all yours.
13:28There, we had our talk.
13:30There.
13:30We had our talk.
13:32There.
13:36There.
13:36There.
13:36There.
13:36No one's returned a call to my phone in weeks.
13:42Call Brenda twice.
13:44Maggie several times.
13:48I guess no one returns calls anymore.
13:55I've never waited this long for a doctor in my entire life.
13:59It's like this is my urologist's office.
14:02They overbook.
14:06It's so rude.
14:09Oh, God.
14:10Sorry I'm late.
14:11Mommy!
14:12Hey.
14:13Give me some power.
14:16How are you?
14:18Hmm?
14:18You've got a sore ear.
14:19I mean, look.
14:20The doctor hasn't been in yet.
14:22No.
14:22But they told us it'll be very soon.
14:25It's been an extremely long wait.
14:27Yeah, we're kind of getting used to that now.
14:29Did you bring her things, her clothes?
14:32They're all in the car.
14:34Great.
14:37Brenda.
14:39Why?
14:41I think Maya should stay with us.
14:46Oh, really?
14:47Yes, I do.
14:48Because...
14:48Ruth, maybe this isn't the time.
14:49Well, she's not going to.
14:51Brenda, you're going to be very busy once the baby comes.
14:53You don't know what it's like with a newborn.
14:54No, I don't.
14:54But I think I'll figure it out.
14:55She'll probably end up staying with us when the baby comes anyway.
14:58No, she won't.
14:58I have Billy staying with me for a while, so we will be fine.
15:01Billy?
15:01Yeah.
15:01I'm not sure that's the best environment.
15:03Well, I'm not sure I care what you think, Ruth.
15:07I'll go wait in the car.
15:08Oh, look.
15:09Come on.
15:09Stay.
15:10I'm sorry.
15:11Can we please just not make this any harder than it has to be for Maya's sake?
15:15There are too many people in this room already.
15:17I'll go.
15:31You are about to have a brand new baby.
15:33How is this any of your business, George?
15:35Any?
15:38She's all Ruth has right now.
15:43She's all Ruth has.
15:49Whereas you've got your anger, your self-pity, and your spite.
15:52Are you really going to make Maya pay for the rest of her life because I fucked somebody else and
15:56died?
15:58She's better off with my mom, Brandon.
15:59You know it.
16:00Dr. Westerman will be with you in just a few minutes.
16:04Sorry for the wait.
16:05What?
16:09What's that?
16:15Okay, keeper.
16:37Where do you want to go?
16:40Ted, give me my fucking keys!
16:43I'm not going to let you drive messed up like this or just...
16:47What?
16:49What's so funny?
16:51Nothing.
16:52I just never thought I'd know a guy named Ted.
16:55Such a 70s name.
16:57Funny.
17:11Now give me my keys.
17:13No.
17:14Oh, God.
17:15Fuck!
17:17Okay.
17:18I don't want you here.
17:19I don't even like you.
17:21You are a fascist Republican asshole, and the fact that I ever even liked you in the first place is
17:27total proof that I am totally fucked up about my life.
17:31So will you please just go?
17:33Leave me alone.
17:38You look really stupid right now.
17:42Go, you fucking freak!
17:43Get out!
17:51I'll bring back your keys tomorrow.
18:13I'll bring back your keys tomorrow.
18:31You know what your big mistake was?
18:34You should have married Billy
18:35That's not even funny
18:37Come on, Brenda, he's your soulmate
18:38If all I ever was, all anybody's ever been
18:41Is a substitute for Billy
18:42That would be so easy for you to believe that, wouldn't it?
18:45It's not your fault
18:47You were raised to be impaired, you were grown wrong
18:49Like one of those square watermelons that cultivate in Japan
18:53Don't laugh unless the sorrow of it
18:55I love Billy as my brother
18:56That is natural and it's right
18:58Uh-huh
18:59Just because you're incapable of having any real feelings
19:02About any human being unless you're fucking them
19:04Brenda, listen to me
19:04Pack up your stuff, take a Billy and go
19:06You can be together
19:07Go someplace far away, like, you know, Nova Scotia
19:10Tell people you're married
19:11You'll never know
19:12You can live together, you can love each other, you can fuck
19:15I am so glad you're dead
19:17Brenda, I am pretty sure that Arnold Schwarzenegger and Maria Schreiber
19:20Are brother and sister and they're making it work
19:22Just shut the fuck up
19:25I'm just saying, you only get one life
19:28There's no God, no rules, no judgments
19:30Except for those you accept or create for yourself
19:32And once it's over
19:34It's over
19:36Dreamless sleep forever and ever
19:38So why not be happy while you're here?
19:40Really
19:42Why not?
19:47So then he came back inside, threw the keys at me and left
19:50So does that mean he quit?
19:53No, nobody's quitting
19:54Why'd you give him the keys?
19:55We were fighting, I was
19:58It happens sometimes when people work together
20:00Eat some salad
20:01I had some
20:02You did not
20:03I had a cucumber
20:04Rico does
20:06What?
20:07Well, he does kind of have a right to ask for a sit-down, doesn't he?
20:10He
20:11Yeah, Keith, he has a right
20:13He is your partner
20:14I know he is, and I'm not denying him any right
20:16He just wants to have a conversation
20:18I know, I just need some time to sort things out before we talk about it
20:22Could you take my side on this, please?
20:24I'm taking your side
20:25Doesn't feel that way
20:26I'm taking your side by trying to help you get some perspective about this
20:28My brother's dead, Keith
20:30I don't need any more fucking perspective
20:32I just need to be loved
20:39Oh, shit
20:41This keeps fucking happening
20:42I can't
20:44Go to your room
20:45Why?
20:46Because I told you to
20:47Go to your room
20:48I'll eat some more salad
20:49Get out
20:51Come on
21:00David, you have to try and relax
21:02I'm trying
21:03And try harder
21:07It's been on the market for six months
21:09Vanessa
21:09It's been reduced twice
21:10Vanessa
21:11I know this place
21:12I don't want to buy it
21:13This Chuck Weingarten's old funeral home
21:15He always had water trouble in the basement
21:17So maybe he's fixed it to sell it
21:18Or
21:20He's selling it because he knows he can't fix it without tearing the whole place down
21:23Well, you'd have to see it to find out, wouldn't you?
21:26Rico, our lives should be ours to win or lose, not the Fisher's
21:30Our lives should be ours
21:32Oh, don't spill that
21:33Here
21:35100.1
21:36It's higher than it was before
21:39Doctor said the fever might last through the night
21:43Sometimes the antibiotics take a while to kick in, you know
21:48She's rubbing her ear like it still hurts her
21:50Ruth, she's getting better
21:53Don't worry
21:59We could raise her, couldn't we?
22:04Oh, well, we're a little old, but, uh, yeah, sure, we could
22:11I think we could, too
22:16Seems right somehow
22:20Can you get us a cold towel for her for us?
22:24Yeah, I'll be right back
22:31Thanks, Mom
22:32I wouldn't want anyone else to take care of her but you
22:36I love her so much
22:39I know you do
22:42When I see you touch her forehead like that, I can feel it on mine
22:47I was a little
22:49In the same room, late at night, sitting by the bed
22:54Before Claire, before David
22:56It was just Dad, and you, and me, and everything was gonna be alright
23:06My poor sweet little girl
23:10I used to think that I'd have more people in my life as time went on
23:17It doesn't work that way
23:20Yeah
23:21I'm starting to realize that
23:24It's almost like, as we get older, the number of people that completely get us shrinks
23:30Right?
23:32Until we become so honed by our experiences and time
23:40Nobody else understands
23:45Nobody else understands
23:48Yeah
23:52Sounds about right
23:56Be sure to tell the baby that
23:58First thing, right when it comes out
24:00He's not a man
24:17He's not a man
24:17He's not a man
24:18He's not a man
24:18He's not a man
24:18He's not a man
24:18He's not a man
24:18He's not a man
24:19He's not a man
24:19He's not a man
24:20He's not a man
24:20He's not a man
24:21He's not a man
24:24He's not a man
24:28He's not a man
24:40Why did you have to die?
24:43It really sucks.
24:48Everything's unraveling since you're gone.
24:51That's not true.
24:54It feels that way.
24:59I miss you.
25:04I miss you so fucking much.
25:09I miss you too.
25:12You know how I always used to tell you you weren't dad?
25:16After dad died?
25:19Yeah.
25:20It was such a waste of time thinking that way.
25:23No, it was just part of how you dealt with it, that's all.
25:25It kept you from missing dad so much.
25:27No, it kept me from ever knowing you like as much as I really could have.
25:31And now you are so completely fucking gone.
25:35It's just...
25:36Claire.
25:37What?
25:38It sucks.
25:38Stop listening to the static.
25:42What the fuck does that mean?
25:44Nothing.
25:44It just means that everything in the world is like this transmission making its way across
25:50the dark.
25:52But everything, death, life, everything, it's all completely suffused with static.
26:05You know?
26:06But if you listen to the static too much, it fucks you up.
26:13Are you high?
26:16I am actually.
26:17Yeah, I'm quite high.
26:18Yeah.
26:24What the fuck was that?
26:27I don't know.
26:30Nate, what is that?
26:32I don't know.
26:33What, you know everything about the entire fucking universe, but you don't know what's
26:37out there right now in the dark?
26:38Claire, you have to get out of here.
26:41Nate!
26:42Nate!
26:46Nate!
26:55Hey.
26:56Hey.
26:58I thought you went to bed.
27:00Ugh, I can't.
27:02She's doing somersaults.
27:04Playing on a drum set.
27:06Boom, ba-dum, boom, boom, boom.
27:11Ugh.
27:15Can I feel?
27:17Yeah, sure.
27:25I love your baby.
27:27Mm.
27:32I kind of miss having her inside me.
27:36It'll be really nice to get my body back.
27:39Oh, I think you look beautiful.
27:41I do.
27:42I've known you ever since I was born.
27:44I think you look more perfect to me now than ever.
27:48What?
27:49All right, fine.
27:50I'll shut up.
27:52Mm-hmm.
27:53Mm.
27:57Why'd you do that for?
28:01Because I wanted to.
28:13I love you.
28:17I don't really even know what I mean by that.
28:22I love you so much.
28:25So much.
28:28I love you, too.
28:41Can I hold you?
28:45Of course you can.
28:55I love you, too.
28:57Um.
28:57It's okay.
28:58It's okay.
28:59It's okay.
29:07You want to touch it?
29:11I want you to.
29:14Do you want to?
29:21Okay.
29:34That's what your penis would look like if you were a boy.
29:40I was thinking the same thing.
30:09I was thinking the same thing.
30:29Your fabled Gemini optimism can be tempered with wisdom and still survive.
30:35Read news from long-lost friends with suspicion.
30:39You have more enemies than you think.
30:42Okay, let's read Rampas.
30:45Aries, think about what you say before you speak.
30:50Claire's not in the coach house.
30:52So?
30:53She probably stayed at, uh, um, what's his name?
30:56Tom's?
30:57Ted.
30:58You're not answering your cell phone.
30:59Why?
31:00It's not even eight o'clock.
31:02They're young.
31:03They sleep.
31:04And they don't call back.
31:06George, I missed saying goodbye to my son.
31:08I'm not going to miss.
31:08Ruth.
31:10I want to know where my daughter is.
31:15If you go out for recess, you stay on the school grounds.
31:18You don't wander off.
31:20And I'll be waiting outside the principal's office inside the building to pick you up at the end of the
31:23day.
31:24You got it?
31:24We get it.
31:25Let's go.
31:26Boys.
31:27Come here.
31:31I am sorry I got upset and used bad language at dinner last night.
31:34That was not right.
31:36Can we make pizza tonight?
31:37Nick?
31:39Sure.
31:41I, um, I just miss your Uncle Nate a lot right now, you guys.
31:49A lot.
31:51And, um, it's been harder than I thought it would be to move on.
31:55We're going to be late.
31:57Oh.
31:57Okay.
31:58You're right.
31:58Good boy.
31:59Go ahead.
32:01Have a good day.
32:05Have a good day.
32:14Excuse me.
32:16Did you see that?
32:17What?
32:18I think that might be the, uh, dark blue Nissan they're looking for.
32:21The guy who's murdering children.
32:23That car's not blue.
32:24It's black.
32:27Oh.
32:29Sorry.
32:31My mistake.
32:42You sure?
32:43You want me to move out?
32:44It's not like a rejection or anything.
32:47I know that.
32:48No, my only room.
32:50You've got a whole life to get back to.
32:52Look, I get all that.
32:53I do.
32:54I just, I mean, do you think you're going to be okay when the baby comes?
32:58No.
33:00Not at all.
33:01So?
33:02Billy, I'm not saying that when the baby comes you won't be here 18 hours a day.
33:05I'm just saying that I've got to get my fucking shit together and we need the space.
33:16So, when are you going to pick her up?
33:17This afternoon.
33:20Why the fuck did I tell them they could keep her?
33:22Hey, don't beat yourself up.
33:24Just go get her.
33:24She's your daughter.
33:26You're the best mother she could have.
33:31All right.
33:32I'm going to go pack my shit up.
33:52I'm going to go pack my shit up.
34:01Oh, I don't think.
34:15Ah!
34:16The fuck?
34:17I'm not dead.
34:18No, I'm sorry.
34:19I thought you...
34:21Sorry, I'm a funeral director.
34:22Kill me!
34:22Kill me!
34:23Whoever the fuck you are, kill me!
34:24I wanted to die!
34:25This is not happening.
34:26Kill me, you motherfucker!
34:28I can't live like this!
34:29I don't want to fucking be here!
34:31This is not fucking happening!
34:36Okay.
34:37Maybe it isn't.
34:38But that doesn't mean you're not totally fucking alone.
34:41You're gonna die, David.
34:42Just like Nate.
34:43Just like your dad.
34:44Just like everybody.
34:46I am aware of the reality of death.
34:49I work with it every day.
34:50You're scared.
34:51You're more scared now than you've ever been in your life.
34:54You thought you knew what fear was when Jake poured gas all over your head.
34:57But this?
34:59The simple, unavoidable fact.
35:01That you're alive and alone.
35:03And then someday...
35:05You'll be dead.
35:06Gone.
35:08Stop it.
35:08You'll never see Keith after that.
35:10You'll never see your boys.
35:11Shut up!
35:22So where are you gonna go?
35:25I don't know.
35:28Just away.
35:30I'll find another job somewhere.
35:34Why?
35:35Because you're okay now.
35:36Everything's fine.
35:39Not necessary.
35:41Not.
35:44And, uh...
35:45When were you gonna tell me that you were leaving?
35:49I would have called you whenever I got there.
35:54Wherever I end up.
35:59You got family here.
36:00No, Daddy.
36:01I don't have family here.
36:03I have some people that I've ruined and that I've ruined myself in front of.
36:07That's all I have.
36:08What the hell is that supposed to mean?
36:11Do you remember anything, Daddy?
36:14I mean, do you wake up every morning totally blank?
36:16Just empty?
36:19You left us.
36:21You left me.
36:23And Brian.
36:24With Mom.
36:25And she was so fucked up.
36:26And you didn't even say goodbye?
36:29Sorry.
36:30Don't be.
36:31You know, that's the way life is, right?
36:32I mean, you ruin things, you walk away.
36:34You go somewhere else until it's ruined.
36:37It's not true.
36:39We all try to do our best.
36:41I am so sick of pretending everything's okay just so that you like me.
36:45I hate you.
36:46I hate that you dragged me into this world and you left me here.
36:50Just let me go.
37:08Why did we leave school early?
37:10I rented some movies and got this stuff to make pizza.
37:13I was missing you guys.
37:16Did something happen to Keith?
37:18No.
37:19Then why are we going home?
37:20For real?
37:21I just wanted to spend some time with you.
37:23Is that all right?
37:25Whatever.
37:26I'm just going to have to call somebody to get my math homework for me.
37:28Do you want to go back to school?
37:30I didn't say that.
37:31Because I can turn around and take you back if you like it so much.
37:35Answer me.
37:35Do you want to go back to school?
37:37No.
37:40I just wanted to see you.
37:41I thought you'd be happy to get out of school.
37:43I'm sorry if I ruined your day.
37:47David.
37:48I just found the guy downstairs totally not ready for the viewing.
37:52I am here all alone.
37:53It would be a real treat to know where the fuck you are.
37:56Call me.
38:07Where's the house?
38:09Uh, yes, Mrs. Duncan.
38:11I'll be right out.
38:12Okay.
38:14Hey, Vanessa.
38:16Listen, um, if you can get out of work early, I could really use your help.
38:21Yeah.
38:22Yeah, now.
38:23I know.
38:24Just come if you can.
38:26I will owe you forever.
38:27I will take you to Watergrove.
38:29Okay, just come.
38:30Bye-bye.
38:34You got a hold of your mom?
38:36Yeah, thanks.
38:46I'll give you $800.
38:47What?
38:48It's like nothing.
38:50It's a Cadillac.
38:51I know what it is.
38:52I'm buying it for parts.
38:55$1,500.
38:56$7.
38:57You just said $8.
38:58I know, but you're making it very hard to do you a favor.
39:01You should be thinking how lucky you are to be alive, young lady,
39:05instead of trying to jack up the price on a totaled car.
39:10$9.50.
39:12Done.
39:13Come on, boys.
39:14Roll the rover.
39:15Get her out of here.
39:43Hey.
39:45Hey. Can I join you?
39:49I guess.
39:59You work here? No, my husband does. I'm helping out.
40:05Vanessa. Holly. Hi.
40:15We are living in, like, the unluckiest time ever.
40:25I know it feels that way sometimes.
40:26I mean, I grew up thinking I was born in the time when there was the Internet, you know?
40:32And the fall of communism and the gap.
40:38Turns out my time is when there's, like, 9-11, a bunch of wars,
40:44and the end of everything.
40:48What?
40:51Do you have kids?
40:54No.
40:57I was just thinking that I love my kids.
41:00And I know it's a hard time, but I still feel like there's a lot of good in this world.
41:05And I feel like there's a lot of beautiful things, and I'm glad that my kids get to live to
41:10see them.
41:11My brother's dead.
41:13I know. I'm sorry.
41:17I'm sure he was a good man.
41:19He was fine. That's all he needed to be.
41:22That's all anyone needs to be.
41:24He's fine.
41:26They shouldn't have to get destroyed.
41:29You're right.
41:39Did you pack her things?
41:41Um, not exactly.
41:45Well, I called an hour ago.
41:49I told her I called, right?
41:50Yeah.
41:51George told me.
41:52He told me that you were feeling like you needed to have her back again.
41:55But I think...
41:57She's been so happy here.
41:59Okay, George.
42:00Could you please take Maya upstairs and pack her things?
42:05Or do I have to call the police?
42:06Oh, Brenda, call the police?
42:09Come on.
42:10Come on.
42:12You'll go wash your door.
42:13Come on.
42:17Why are you doing this?
42:18All I am doing is taking my daughter home.
42:20After you left her here like a bag of garbage.
42:22Ruth, I left her with you because it was the most responsible thing that I could think of doing at
42:26the time.
42:26I never left my children, Brenda. I never left them for a second. I wouldn't. I couldn't.
42:30Nate fucked Maggie the night before he died.
42:34That's not true.
42:34Yes, it is. It is true, Ruth. It's as true as anything you know.
42:38And I needed some time to work through my anger about that before I could be a good mother to
42:42that little girl who I love.
42:43I love as much as my own baby and who I am taking home.
42:50Oh, my God.
42:52Oh, my gosh.
42:53Sit down.
42:54What's happening?
42:54Your water is breaking.
42:55No. No, no. It can't. It's too early.
42:58Just sit down. I'll get you to the hospital.
43:01Maya can stay here with George.
43:03No.
43:06Oh, shit.
43:19This movie's gay.
43:23What is gay, Darrell?
43:26Really, what is gay?
43:28Movies with no talking.
43:30Is the pizza ready?
43:32Almost. I just put it underneath the broiler to melt the cheese a little more.
43:40Stay right there.
43:42Who is it?
43:43I don't know.
43:45Hello?
43:47Who's there?
43:51No.
43:52No.
43:52Don't.
43:53Don't.
43:54Please, please don't kill him.
43:55They're gonna die anyway.
43:58Something's burning.
43:59Something's burning.
44:00Something's burning.
44:01What?
44:01The pizza's burning. What's the matter with you?
44:04Nothing's a matter with me, Darrell. Don't talk to me that way.
44:07People do.
44:08You didn't do anything. Not everything is about you.
44:10What the hell is going on in here?
44:11Anthony, come with me.
44:13Jesus Christ.
44:14Yes.
44:18So, your mom came right over.
44:23She helped everyone get seated.
44:25Even talked to people afterwards to all nine yards.
44:28Was it sad?
44:30Yeah, it was.
44:32But it felt good.
44:34You know, to be there for people, it did.
44:39Called the realtor.
44:41I'm gonna go see that place tomorrow at noon.
44:44If you wanna come.
44:59Are they asleep?
45:02Almost.
45:14David, you gotta, um...
45:18I don't know.
45:20I know.
45:22It isn't good for the boys to be around you like this.
45:26I know. I know.
45:32I feel like...
45:35What?
45:38Keith, I feel like my face is coming off.
45:44I keep trying to hold it on, but I can't. It keeps coming off.
45:50What's underneath is just...
45:57I don't want the boys to go away.
45:59I have no intention of sending the boys anywhere.
46:04Good.
46:05But I do think that you should go away for a little while.
46:09Until you, uh...
46:11Until you get better.
46:14But boys are scared to be around you right now, David.
46:17They don't even wanna be in the same room with you.
46:24It's just not good.
46:44It's just not good.
46:48...
46:54You're right now.
46:54It's just not good.
46:59You're right.
46:59I'm sorry.
47:02I don't want to kill me.
47:04Go with my baby.
47:06Is my baby okay?
47:08Tell me it's my baby gonna be okay.
47:10Just keep pushing.
47:11Just keep pushing.
47:12Go ahead.
47:12Cold wind blows
47:14Cold wind blows
47:19Fuck!
47:21Cold wind blows
47:22Oh!