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00:03Hey, Marita. No, I'm working. Another half hour and I gotta go feed a cat off Mulholland.
00:10What kind of party? I'll call you when I get home.
00:16Oh, shit. You should see this hill. No, I'm on my rollerblades.
00:23I should really take them off and walk down. It's really steep.
00:28Really, really steep.
00:30I'll call you right back.
00:35Come on, pup. Come on.
00:39All right.
00:45Oh, my God. That was great.
00:56I need some help out here. I need some help.
01:07Did I tell you Nate's dragging me to a Quaker church service tonight?
01:11No. Yeah.
01:13He thinks couples therapy is a waste of time, so this is his solution.
01:18I thought you were already going to therapy.
01:19Oh, yeah. We went once.
01:22But Nate thought that the therapist and I were ganging up on him, so how's that?
01:27Well, who knows? Maybe a little spirituality will help, you know?
01:31Quakerism? Yeah, right.
01:34I guess we should take half as much interest in his own baby.
01:36Hey, if it was important to you to have him here, you should have made that clear to him.
01:41I didn't tell him.
01:43Nate and I were a hundred miles apart on this baby, on everything, really.
01:47I didn't want him here.
01:49No, it's not good for me. It's certainly not good for the baby.
01:54Huh.
01:56Thanks for coming.
01:57Yeah.
01:59Hello, Brenda.
02:00Hey, Dr. Melnick.
02:02How are you feeling today?
02:03Okay.
02:04Yeah.
02:05Shall I have that for you, please?
02:11No husband today?
02:12No.
02:13Well, he couldn't get away from work. This is my friend Jackie.
02:30There's your fetus.
02:34Oh.
02:37Nice heartbeat.
02:39Size looks good.
02:40Yeah.
02:41Everything seems to be developing normally at this point.
02:44So the baby's healthy?
02:46I'd still like to do an amnio.
02:48No.
02:49No.
02:51Do you want to know the baby's sex?
02:55Here's my work number, my cell number.
02:57I know those numbers, David.
02:58Yes, but sometimes in the panic of an emergency, it's helpful to have them written down.
03:03I'll be driving Roger's limo all day, so here's that number.
03:05This is too many numbers, honestly.
03:07We really appreciate you watching the boys.
03:09Darrell didn't tell us until last night that it was Teacher Development Day.
03:12Well, you didn't ask me.
03:14I'm glad to finally have some time with my new grandchildren.
03:16You've been hiding them from me.
03:18We've been trying to keep them to a regular schedule.
03:20Well, we'll have fun today.
03:21I brought the makings for chocolate chip cookies.
03:24I thought I'd bake.
03:24I like chocolate chip cookies.
03:26All boys do.
03:27I don't.
03:28Well, you'll like mine.
03:30We'll see about that.
03:32Now, Darrell, you do whatever Mrs. Fisher tells you to do.
03:34What if she tells me to jump out the window?
03:36They're allowed one hour of television, one hour of PlayStation,
03:39and they can take their soccer ball down to the courtyard.
03:41But they better not be kicking the ball against the building.
03:43Or you'll whoop us.
03:45I did not say that.
03:46We'll be fine, really.
03:47You two go now.
03:49Okay.
03:51Have a good day.
03:54I'll be home by five.
04:05You look like a witch.
04:07I assure you I'm not.
04:08I didn't say you were.
04:10I said you look like one.
04:14This is what they've made very efficient.
04:16And this is why Republicans rely so much on this base,
04:19is this is a corporatized Christian cult situation
04:22where it's about personal empowerment,
04:24which is part of the Republican agenda,
04:26the neocontact cult agenda.
04:28What Ray was talking about.
04:29Ray is obviously a different type of Christian who I offended.
04:33What the fuck is doing?
04:44I guess this is what my son said.
04:45Ow!
04:50Ringing
04:52Ringing
04:52Ringing
04:52Ringing
05:05You have decided on the lady of Guadalupe?
05:09Yes, but with copper, red and red.
05:13What?
05:14The copper is red.
05:16Red, red, red what?
05:18Red, red?
05:19What red?
05:19With the interior in red red instead of red.
05:23Polished. Polished. Polished what?
05:26I don't know what you're talking about.
05:29What did he say?
05:33Please, a moment.
05:37If you knew they didn't speak English, then why did you even try to handle the intake?
05:40I'm trying to learn Spanish.
05:41By using our clients as a classroom?
05:43I didn't plan this. It was a walk-in. It was the only one available.
05:46I don't know what am I supposed to do with this body now.
05:49You want to take over for me?
05:50Oh, that's right. You can't.
05:54I already did most of the work.
05:55Great.
05:56Really in the mood for dealing with the grieving widower.
05:58It's her parents.
06:00If she's married, then her parents don't have the right to make these decisions, Nate.
06:03I think she was divorced.
06:04You think?
06:05Yes, Rico, I think.
06:09Thank you very much, man.
06:10I've been together with her.
06:11If they need something, they can meet her for now.
06:15Thank you, sir.
06:16Thank you, sir.
06:21uh are you really sure about all this what i mean didn't you overdo it a little on the
06:26merchandise what are you talking about well you sold them a casket for four thousand dollars you
06:32added another six hundred just to switch handles three grand for the monument another four hundred
06:35dollars for doves i mean it just goes on this is their youngest daughter they're burying nate
06:39the guy works in a machine shop he can't afford this besides learning to mangle a few words in
06:44spanish maybe you should learn a little something about latin culture as well we honor our dead
06:48nate and end up broke because of it oh that is so fucking racist how am i being racist you're
06:53the
06:53one who said it's a cultural thing every single member of the family pitches in at moments like
06:57this everyone we take care of each other no one's left broke not work to do
07:07as you can see we've got a top of the line retort prime during the secondary chambers
07:12just relined last year feel free to look over everything you're asking three hundred forty
07:16thousand oh it's worth every penny david i get over three hundred cases a year i could handle more if
07:21i added another retort which is exactly what i would do if i were 20 years younger cremation is a
07:26growing business you know that yes i do you don't want fisher and sons to get left behind uh fisher
07:32and diaz
07:35i've got another prospective buyer stopping by in the morning i see i'm not trying to push yet but
07:40i've had this place since 1972 it's been good to me i'd be pleased to pass it on to the
07:47sons of
07:47nathaniel fisher i'll talk to my partners regular non-fat latte oh and steal us a bunch of splendas
07:56like a whole bunch splendor yeah a large mocha ice splendid please
08:03i want a regular soy pomegranate blueberry tea latte but in a large cup and then could you just fill
08:09up the rest with soy so isn't that just a large soy pomegranate blueberry tea latte no it's a regular
08:17in a large cup oh and also a reduced fat wholesome morning muffin
08:35claire hey nita wow someone's very thirsty oh and on her way to bible class i'm guessing oh yeah
08:43it's pretty awful isn't it i'm i'm kind of temping at this place oh is that where you've been
08:48shit i've left you like 100 messages i thought you were dead sorry you were like my best friend and
08:54then suddenly you were gone well how have you been fabulous yeah school sex drugs grading art
09:02that's good yeah yeah i'm kind of on the clock so i should probably go hey uh here let me
09:09give you this
09:11black arts junior show i got a piece in it oh wow please promise you'll come everybody will be there
09:20yeah okay great good
09:24boys the first batch is ready anthony durell the cookies are ready
10:05i really appreciate you doing this for me
10:10sure come on a quaker church service at the very least it'll be interesting
10:14i'm trying to keep an open mind there's no sermon or anything
10:19people just sit silently and wait to be filled with the presence of god
10:25maggie says we can say something if you feel like it but
10:28uh you don't have to it's not like a requirement is there anything else maggie thinks we should know
10:36melnick says the baby's looking really good when was this this morning i had a sonogram what what
10:43why didn't you tell me about it because i wanted to spare you the grief well i'm sorry but this
10:46is
10:46one of the things that we talked about it really kind of pisses me off when you do stuff like
10:50this
10:50without telling me okay so why don't you sit there and just allow yourself to be filled with the presence
10:54of god so what did she say she said that the baby was developing normally there is no sign of
11:04any
11:05irregularities all of which is very very encouraging so it's perfectly healthy
11:10well you know there are some things that the sonogram can't tell
11:15what so could have downs or spina bifida well no probably not downs because we did this own neck
11:20measurement test and that looked really good wow so great we get to maybe check this one thing
11:28off the list and it could still have a million other things wrong with it the baby's not an
11:31aunt nate it's a girl we're having another daughter mom how could you let them take off like that i
11:45had
11:45no idea they'd left why weren't you watching them i was making cookies you said they could play in the
11:50courtyard and you never thought once to check on them don't talk to me like i'm an imbecile i've raised
11:54three children that's why i expected a little more from you this just can't happen mom then you can
11:59take me off your list of babysitters i'm taking my cookies
12:09you can wipe that smirk right off your face you are grounded mister
12:14and you cannot tell keith about this
12:24you know what the voice of reason
12:57wow
12:58Wow. You look great.
13:01Are we going out tonight?
13:02Uh, I am.
13:03I'm going to dinner with Angelica and some of her friends.
13:06We might go to a party afterwards, so don't wait up.
13:11Oh.
13:13What is eating?
13:15This is Wednesday.
13:16It's your night to take care of dinner.
13:20Oh, right, right.
13:21You know what? Don't give me that look.
13:22You have one night a week. I have six.
13:24Order this on pizza if that's the best you can do.
13:26I can cook something.
13:27Then don't forget to clean up, because that's not my job.
13:30Okay, I get it.
13:31And do not make me the bad guy here, please.
13:33Enough, I'm fine. Just go.
13:37I am.
13:44So, friends, with the doctor saying everything's in remission,
13:48Kathy and I are feeling very, very blessed right now.
14:08Friends, I have been busy all week,
14:10and I had to take the bus here.
14:12And I need someone to give me a ride home.
14:18Oh.
14:34I just wanted to say how good it feels to be here.
14:38All day long, I deal with death and stress.
14:45And it's nice to be in a place of peace.
14:50That's all.
15:01We are a gentle, angry people, and we are singing, singing for our lives.
15:12We are just a seeking people, and we are singing, singing for our lives.
15:25We are young and old together, and we are singing, singing for our lives.
15:56Is it okay if I take some of those cookies to work?
15:58You made so many.
16:00Make as many as you'd like.
16:01Thanks.
16:04Do you want some help?
16:06No.
16:07I think I've already made a mess of it.
16:10I don't know why I try and cut my own hair.
16:14Pamper yourself.
16:15Go to a salon.
16:16It's not like we're living on the prairie.
16:27Hey, you want to give Quaker Church another chance tomorrow night?
16:30Not really.
16:33Okay.
16:34Why?
16:35Well, Maggie's car is in the shop, and I offered to give her a ride, so.
16:39It's 8.30 in the morning.
16:41You've already talked to Maggie.
16:42She needed a ride.
16:45You know, that place looked like it was full of friends who just love to be her ride.
16:49Do you want to come or not?
16:53Are you really buying into this?
16:55I'm not buying into anything.
16:57So, when you went into that church last night, you really believed that you were in the presence of God?
17:02What I said was that it felt like a place of peace.
17:04Which it isn't here.
17:05Not a lot lately, no.
17:07One, two, three, four, five.
17:10Hey, sweetie.
17:11Can you get your shoes for me, and then I'll get you ready for daycare, okay?
17:20It was just nice, Brent.
17:22It was really nice to be around some people who didn't think they know everything.
17:25And who thought there might be something more to life than what they can see and feel and be right
17:29about.
17:30Well, I feel sorry for you.
17:32You have such emptiness inside you that you need to fill it with something so ridiculous.
17:38You really don't believe in anything?
17:39You know I don't.
17:40Well, I feel sorry for you, then.
17:42And I don't understand where you draw the line.
17:44I mean, the service is basically silent meditation.
17:47You meditate.
17:48Yes, but I'm not waiting for some mythical historical ghost with this shaming blood-sacrifice bullshit to come and save
17:53my soul.
17:54I meditate to see the world as it is, to accept the world, to just feel alive.
17:59And you can't do that with other people?
18:01Not with those people, no.
18:03So if I get involved with Quakerism or whatever because it makes sense to me, because it means something to
18:08me, you can't even...
18:08Nate, you're just using this as a way to distance yourself from me and your baby because you're scared and
18:13you don't know what to do.
18:13How can I be distancing myself? I'm here every fucking night.
18:16Well, not tomorrow night. Apparently you'd rather be with that sappy little ferret, Maggie.
18:19Hey! She is a deeply kind person.
18:22Oh. Is that what you're looking for now?
18:24A deeply kind person.
18:26Well, I know I don't want someone who makes me feel like shit every second of the day.
18:29If I'm so awful, why don't you leave?
18:32Oh, will you stop threatening me? It's like you think you can win every argument by giving me some fucking
18:35ultimatum.
18:36No, it was a genuine question.
18:37Yeah? Well, I'm not leaving.
18:39Maybe you want to leave, but I'm here, Brenda. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere.
18:45That'll work.
18:56Hey, Vinny, what's up?
18:58Keith, can you tell me what this is?
19:00Side mirror.
19:01Can you tell me what it's doing in my hand?
19:04You got me?
19:04It's in my hand because it's no longer attached to my car.
19:07And it's no longer attached to my car because your kid knocked it off with your ginormous truck trying to
19:11park last week.
19:12What, Darrell? He's 12 years old, man.
19:17Oh, fucking kid.
19:19Um, all right.
19:21I'll pay you for it.
19:23$280.
19:27Oh, I'll write you a check.
19:37So, was that you I saw crawling out of a lime green hearse yesterday?
19:42Uh, it's actually more of an avocado.
19:45Huh. You don't seem particularly goth, and I don't think you have your own band, so...
19:51My dad was a funeral director.
19:53Oh.
19:55Really?
19:56Yeah. I grew up in a funeral home.
19:58I still live in a funeral home.
19:59Wow. With dead bodies and everything.
20:02Yeah.
20:03Isn't that kind of scary?
20:05Not compared to this.
20:16Mmm.
20:21Black Arch Junior Show.
20:24Tonight? You going?
20:25I don't know. I said I would, but I think I might become conveniently sick.
20:29Not into it?
20:30No, it's just these friends from school who I don't see anymore.
20:33No way. I got the same thing. This get-together with all my old fraternity brothers.
20:37I'm the only one that's not married or in a serious relationship, so I end up looking like a loser.
20:43But you are.
20:44Beside the point.
20:48Hey, how about I go with you to your thing and you come with me to mine?
20:53Serious?
20:53Yeah.
20:54We'll take my car.
21:01Uh, cool.
21:06Please.
21:10I think it's an opportunity we can't afford to pass up.
21:15Will you start without me?
21:16No, I am just reading David's proposal while we waited for you.
21:20Proposal? What proposal?
21:21This. I think now, at the end of our corporate year, instead of taking our traditional bonuses, we should think
21:27about reinvesting in the company.
21:29I am all for that.
21:30So I suggest we buy a crematory.
21:33What?
21:34No, no, no way.
21:36You haven't even read it yet.
21:37People who want their loved ones cremated are people who don't want to spend anything.
21:40There's no money to be made in cremation.
21:42Of course there is. There's no overhead if we own our own.
21:44Oh, yeah. Yeah. Just a $340,000 mortgage.
21:48No. Here's another number to think about.
21:53Thirty-five percent.
21:55Do you know what that number is?
21:58That is the percentage of our clientele that was Latino last year.
22:01Do you know why it was so high?
22:03I'm not saying anything. I've already been called a racist once this week.
22:06Because the name Diaz went up on our sign.
22:10That's why we have all this extra money. Because I'm bringing in the Latino community.
22:13And there's no way that I'm voting that we get a crematory.
22:16So what is it you want?
22:17Well, another Spanish-speaking employee.
22:20To work exclusively in community outreach.
22:21Fisher and Diaz needs to be a visible member in our community.
22:24We should be sponsoring soccer teams and...
22:27Rico, I'm going to stop you right there.
22:28We can't think of all the fun things we'd like to do.
22:31We have to plan for our future.
22:32This is our future?
22:34Well, I don't think it's the future of Fisher and Diaz.
22:37Oh.
22:39I get it.
22:40The Fisher boys are ganging up because you're afraid of losing a little control, huh?
22:45Wait, don't include me in this.
22:56We're Fisher.
22:58Hello, Hiram.
23:02Have a seat.
23:03I'll be with you in a moment.
23:05Or if you'd prefer one of our other stylists.
23:08No, I'm here to see you.
23:12I think the last thing we need to do is buy a crematory.
23:15But I don't agree with you either.
23:17God, this whole business is so screwed up.
23:19Death used to be something that happened at home.
23:21It was taken care of by family.
23:22And all the undertaker did was build the caskets.
23:24We were cabinet makers.
23:26Okay.
23:26I'm not sure I know how to build a cabinet.
23:29It wasn't until the Civil War that they needed to transport bodies back home without them decomposing that they started
23:34embalming them.
23:35And, of course, some asshole figured out a way to make money off of it.
23:38I mean, there is no real reason for most of what we do.
23:41We don't need to embalm bodies.
23:43Well, there is a little problem of smell.
23:44So what?
23:45It's a part of death.
23:47And I think that's where this business went wrong.
23:49We tried to disguise it, make it look pretty and neat and someone else's problem.
23:52Nate, do you actually have a proposal or is this just more of a general lecture?
23:56Green funerals.
23:58Oh, brother.
23:59No caskets, no toxic chemicals to leach into the soil.
24:01And we make money on this how?
24:03Look, this isn't about making money.
24:04This is about making a better world.
24:06Well, I'm sorry, but a world that I'm broke in doesn't seem better to me.
24:09All right, look.
24:11We find a natural setting that's worth preserving.
24:13We get a conservation easement so that it's protected from being developed in the future.
24:17Look who's doing his homework all of a sudden.
24:18I just know that when I die, please wrap me in a shroud, plant me next to a beautiful
24:22tree so that nobody can build a mini mall there.
24:24Well, according to your pre-need, you want to be cremated.
24:27Well, so I'll change it.
24:28Nate, really, I understand that it all sounds very wonderful, but we don't have that kind
24:35of money.
24:35Well, so get some investors.
24:37Jesus, David, can you just try to be optimistic instead of always coming up with reasons to
24:41never change?
24:43Well, if you want to pursue this, you have my blessing.
24:46I'm not putting any of our money into it.
24:49Yeah, uh, great meeting, guys.
24:58Hey, man.
24:59Oh, Jesus.
25:00Hey, man.
25:00How you doing?
25:01Did you meet Claire?
25:02No, hey.
25:02I'm water back.
25:03Thanks.
25:04You look busy.
25:04Claire here is just visiting.
25:06Oh.
25:07She's actually the biggest soap opera star in all of Holland.
25:10Cool.
25:12Welcome to America.
25:15Danke.
25:18Good to see you.
25:19Good to meet you.
25:24Larderback invented this game where we'd all put diapers on under our pants, go to a strip
25:28club, and the first one we could take a shit while getting a lap dance won.
25:31Oh.
25:32What was the point of that?
25:34We were in college and idiots and drunk.
25:37I never won.
25:39Good.
25:41Strange to think that these were my best friends for four years.
25:45I have nothing in common with them anymore.
25:48They're all BMWs and baby strollers and golf on the weekends.
25:51I'm not ready to be my dad just yet.
25:55So what made you decide to become a lawyer?
25:59That's what my dad is.
26:01I know I'm a complete hypocrite.
26:03It's actually pretty good, though.
26:05Maybe not my dream come true, but I like it.
26:11I knew he did it once.
26:12I didn't know it was a regular thing.
26:15Why the hell didn't you tell me?
26:16Because I took care of it.
26:18You gotta stop babying them, David.
26:20Grab the vegetables, please.
26:26You are grounded, my man.
26:28I'm already grounded.
26:30But I wasn't supposed to tell you.
26:34So you're gonna pay for that mirror?
26:36It was $280.
26:38And I'm not paying for nothing.
26:39You pay for it.
26:40Look, you don't talk to me that way, you hear?
26:41I'll talk to you any way I want to, bitch.
26:44That's it.
26:45Come on, big man.
26:46Find me.
26:48What's wrong with you?
26:50Let go!
26:51Come on!
26:54This is Jimmy's.
26:55He's sort of the star of our class.
26:58Why?
27:00Well, his use of gigantism
27:04and sculpting these little cultural tokens
27:06but on such heroic scale
27:08and sort of forces us to look differently
27:10at the things that surround us.
27:13Sounds pretty stupid, doesn't it?
27:16I like this one.
27:18Really?
27:19Yeah.
27:19Yeah, this is Anita's.
27:21It's funny.
27:22We always thought her work was kind of surfacy.
27:25I like it.
27:35Russell, hey.
27:37Claire, shit.
27:48Russell, this is Ted.
27:49Hey.
27:50Hey.
27:52You're your secret service agent.
27:54Yes.
27:55Actually, I am.
27:58Claire and I went out for a very long time.
28:01Ah.
28:02Yeah.
28:03It ended horribly.
28:05Ah.
28:06How have you been?
28:08How have you been?
28:08I've been good.
28:09I've been really, really good.
28:12My work has gone to some amazing places
28:16since I got hit by a car.
28:19Oh, my God.
28:20You were in my car?
28:21What happened?
28:22Um, to be honest, I prefer to process those emotions through my art.
28:29Um, oh.
28:31Was you okay?
28:32I hope to be.
28:33One day.
28:34Okay, yes.
28:36Oh, good.
28:38And you?
28:39Oh, I'm good.
28:41Yeah.
28:42Yeah.
28:43Yeah.
28:47So, hey, I'm going to go find Jimmy
28:48because I think he's looking for me.
28:50Okay.
28:51And, um, I think I saw some evil ninjas down that hallway.
28:57I'll check it out.
28:58Okay.
29:03So, you dated him?
29:05He was sort of my boyfriend for a while, yeah.
29:09And then he went gay.
29:10And then he ended up with Anita.
29:13And I switched to Jimmy.
29:14I think.
29:15It gets kind of confusing.
29:17You probably think I'm a freak.
29:19I once dated a girl out of a pet donkey.
29:21So, barbie it for me.
29:22I had to get some wine or something.
29:24Well, well, well.
29:26It isn't the queen of disappearance.
29:27Hey.
29:29All right.
29:31These are my friends, Jimmy and Anita.
29:33This is Ted.
29:34Nice to meet you.
29:35Thanks.
29:36Are you rich?
29:37Please, buy my stuff.
29:39Actually, Ted was just admiring your phone grab.
29:41Oh, did you?
29:42I got a whole box of them in the car.
29:44Really?
29:44Please, buy them.
29:45I need clothes and drugs and shampoo.
29:49So, did you see the big review of our show in the LA Weekly?
29:52Oh, no.
29:53I guess I missed it.
29:54They said the way Jimmy's sculptures clash with reality caused a frizzle.
29:59Oh.
30:00Hey, Russell was just looking for you.
30:02Oh, Jesus.
30:03Look, I gotta hide.
30:04If he comes anywhere near me, please tackle him and beat him unconscious.
30:07Mm-hmm.
30:08Hi.
30:09What's with him and Russell?
30:11It's so great.
30:13Jimmy got drunk and let Russell blow him.
30:14Now Russell's majorly in love.
30:16Oh, God.
30:16Oh, yeah.
30:17It's my new favorite story.
30:29I can't believe what idiots you'll have to work with.
30:32Tell me about it.
30:34They don't listen to me.
30:35They don't respect me.
30:36Are you sure you're not talking about someone else, baby?
30:39Vanessa treats you like a dog.
30:41She's never gonna forgive you.
30:43Well, I fucked up.
30:44Well, that's what men do.
30:46They can't help it.
30:48I'd forgive you.
30:52I'd even forgive you a second time.
30:55You need a nice Mexican girl.
30:58I'm one of those Puerto Rican bitches.
31:01They all got razor blades in their pussies.
31:03Oh.
31:03You know it's true.
31:05Girl like me, I'd let you be the man of the house.
31:08I'd let you do anything you wanted, Rico.
31:13Anything.
31:29Did you find Jimmy yet?
31:32I'm such a masochist.
31:35I'm always falling in love with people who hate me.
31:39Not always.
31:44The thing is, I'm not even in love with Jimmy.
31:47I want to be Jimmy.
31:52And the paradoxical thing is underneath all of that.
31:57I hate Jimmy.
31:59Jimmy.
32:02He's so self-absorbed.
32:06He builds a seven-foot sculpture of his penis.
32:12It's a lollipop.
32:14Subliminal, Claire.
32:16Hey.
32:17I'm sorry, you know.
32:22About the collage stuff.
32:24Taking all that credit.
32:26That was part of yours.
32:36It's good seeing you, Claire.
32:39Me too.
32:57Avoid the shrimp rolls.
32:59They seem to be covered with fecal matter.
33:01Olivia.
33:03Olivia.
33:04One of my most brilliant students and the smartest.
33:07Which, of course, you know is not the same thing.
33:10Shut up.
33:11She smiles.
33:13Do you know how long it's been since I saw that smile?
33:15Where's your self-righteousness?
33:17I guess I lost it.
33:18So, who's this young man you're with tonight?
33:21I'd introduce you to him, but I don't want you to fuck him.
33:25There's your self-righteousness, Claire.
33:28Speaking of ex-boyfriends of mine whom you've had sex with, I heard Billy quit.
33:33Yeah, well, apparently you crushed him.
33:38So, you got anything hanging on the wall?
33:40Nada.
33:42I still paint.
33:43It's all shit.
33:45And the only person who buys my art is my rich patron of a mistress.
33:49Do you know the humiliation involved in that?
33:51I'm sorry.
33:52We all go through fallow periods.
33:54And we must let the soil rest to prepare for new growth.
33:58Really?
34:00You think that's true?
34:02Oh, God, please let it be true.
34:04Otherwise, I'm doomed.
34:05I'd have to quit teaching and start driving a cab.
34:08You don't drive.
34:09Oh, well, then I'm really fucked, aren't I?
34:13What about you?
34:15I haven't taken a photograph in months.
34:17It's so fucked hard.
34:18I mean, what have you been doing?
34:20Working at a shitty job.
34:22Feeling sorry for myself.
34:24Going home every night pretty much hating my life.
34:28It sucks, doesn't it?
34:37Ah, he's indestructible.
34:39He's fucking indestructible.
34:40Fucking bitch, I'll kill you.
34:46Theater.
34:48Don't touch me!
34:52This is going to be pretty inconvenient when I want to butter my toast in the morning.
34:55Use a spoon.
34:58Chopsticks?
35:00You can kill a man with a chopstick, David.
35:03Don't you think this is a little drastic?
35:05He pulled a knife on me.
35:06You scared him.
35:08They got a stronger lock for his bedroom door.
35:10We know when we put him in there, he stays in there.
35:12What if there's a fire?
35:13Let him burn.
35:18I was nervous about seeing everyone tonight.
35:20Like, they were all moving forward with their lives and all doing amazing things while I was going nowhere.
35:27But, God, they're all exactly where I left them.
35:31And that makes you feel...
35:33I'm really good.
35:36I had a lot of fun tonight.
35:38Yeah, me too.
35:48I had no idea eating dinner on a pillow could be so much fun.
35:56It makes me want to throw away every chair in the house.
35:58If you want the full experience, you'll have to let me take you to Morocco.
36:02What would you like to enjoy?
36:03Our pair of tea?
36:04Your sun porch.
36:06I was thinking we could take it upstairs to the bedroom.
36:11What?
36:13All the way back, I was practicing how to say that.
36:15It sounded so silly.
36:16Like, I should have just done this.
36:30He won't even consider that what I'm saying might actually be valid.
36:34He just wants me to agree with him and say,
36:36Wow, Nate, gee, yeah, Quakers.
36:39I never thought of it like that.
36:40He hates the fact that I'm questioning why he's being drawn to something that he knows that we can't possibly
36:45share.
36:46Brenda, please shut the fuck up.
36:48I can't do this anymore.
36:50All day long, I have to listen to my students complain about their problems,
36:53and then when I finally get a break, I have to listen to you go on about yours.
36:56Okay.
36:57Honestly, I should tape one of your monologues because you say the same fucking thing every time.
37:02If you want to change the dynamic of your relationship, then you need to change.
37:06If you want him to open up to you, you need to open up to him.
37:09There, I've said it.
37:11Thank God.
37:12Now, can we please talk about something meaningless like last night's episode of American Idol?
37:18Never watched American Idol.
37:20Well, let me know when you have, okay?
37:27That was delicious, Aaron.
37:28What a treat.
37:29My pleasure.
37:30I'll clean up and I should probably get going.
37:33Let's go camping.
37:36Today?
37:38Right now.
37:41Okay.
37:45You don't have to make us lunch.
37:47Of course I'm going to make you lunches.
37:48I don't want you eating that awful cafeteria.
37:51I mean, if you're mad at us.
37:53I'm not mad at you.
37:54I'm mad at Darrell.
37:56He only does bad stuff because he wants to have fun.
37:59Yeah, well, that's not a very good reason.
38:01You know, before you give us back.
38:07What?
38:08Everybody always gives us back.
38:11Who?
38:12The foster parents.
38:14So Darrell wants that fun while we're here.
38:33Oh, there you are.
38:37$400 or 50 doves?
38:39I'm throwing an extra 20 doves.
38:40We appreciate your business.
38:42Oh, thank you very much.
38:46Señor y señores, son los años.
38:47Voy a estar aquà durante todo el servicio.
38:50Quiero hacer todo mi poder para asegurarme de que su hija va a ser debidamente honrada.
38:55Por favor.
38:58Gracias.
38:58Gracias.
38:59Gracias.
38:59Gracias.
39:15Hey, can you help me with something?
39:17I need a new cartridge for my printer.
39:19Supply closet.
39:25I think they're stacked up here.
39:53Hey.
39:54Hey.
39:55You're here.
39:55Yeah, sorry.
39:56I'm a little early.
39:57That's okay.
39:58Come in.
40:00I had to get out of the office sometimes.
40:02Just too fucking depressing.
40:05Rough day.
40:07Yeah.
40:09You want something to drink?
40:10Water.
40:11Thanks.
40:12Okay.
40:13Make yourself at home.
40:17So what happened?
40:19Uh, nothing.
40:22Here.
40:23Sit down.
40:32Brenda and I lately, it just feels like we're fighting even when we're not.
40:37It's always this underlying layer of tension, resentment, whatever.
40:44Well, being married isn't easy.
40:47I know that.
40:50Yeah, we just see the world in such completely different ways, you know?
40:53Yeah.
40:55I guess I conveniently ignored that fact when we got married.
41:02I'm sorry.
41:02I come in here, I start unloading all my shit.
41:04It's okay.
41:05Well, it'll be nice tonight just to go to the meeting and be quiet.
41:11Yeah, I think of it as my landing strip.
41:15You know, no matter how weird the day gets or how much goes wrong,
41:19I can always go to a friend's meeting and land.
41:24So how are you?
41:26Oh, good.
41:27You're adjusting to L.A.?
41:28Well, I, uh, I look out my window every morning and I wonder how I got here.
41:35And then I think I was on my way out and my dad begged me to stay.
41:39That is exactly how I wound up back here.
41:43After my dad died, my mother asked me to stick around.
41:47Any regrets?
41:48Huh.
41:49About becoming the one thing I never wanted to be?
41:52Oh, yeah.
41:55Or not, I don't know.
41:57For a while I was thinking I was really helping people and...
42:03Well, lately the whole business just seems unnecessary.
42:09I just feel useless.
42:11Nate, you are far from useless.
42:13I don't just mean at work.
42:15I mean everywhere.
42:17We may have this handicapped child, honey.
42:21And there is not a damn thing that I can do about it.
42:23I can't make the baby healthy.
42:24I can't make myself feel any more ready to deal with it.
42:26I can't even make myself want to deal with it.
42:28I can't do anything.
42:31You're allowed to be scared.
42:34Life is scary.
42:38Yeah, it's fucking terrifying.
42:39No, it's not enough.
42:41Nothing is too much to do.
42:44Where you've been, good and gone.
42:47All you keeps to getting there.
42:49We're up to live, to fly.
42:53All the old time.
42:56Shake the dust off of your wings.
42:59And sleep out of your eyes.
43:04Nate.
43:06No, this is...
43:33No, this is...
43:46Hey.
43:47Hey.
43:50Where are the boys?
43:52They're at your mother's. You can pick them up tomorrow morning.
43:55This used to be our pizza night.
43:57Yeah, well.
43:58There's a lot of things that used to be.
44:04You can't even wait to have dinner with me.
44:08Here. Finish it.
44:14Vanessa.
44:17I can't do this anymore.
44:18Do what?
44:20I feel like...
44:21I feel like I'm just a guy who mows the lawn and takes out the trash and occasionally gets to
44:26have sex with you while you lay there looking bored out of your mind.
44:29Well, I don't know what you expected when you came back.
44:31I was expecting you to try to make this work.
44:34You know, if we're going to be married, then let's be married.
44:37But if you can't do that and you don't love me anymore, then I don't want to be here. I'll
44:40move out.
44:45Rico, I do love you. I really do, but I cannot. I can't get over this.
44:52Ever?
44:55You can't ever get over this?
44:57Hopefully.
44:59Eventually.
45:00But why?
45:02You know I'll never do anything like that again.
45:06I know.
45:08Don't ask me to explain.
45:10It's not a mental thing.
45:11It's just...
45:12This is how I feel.
45:21So what do we do now?
45:23I don't know.
45:41That's too much salt.
45:43I know it's really bad.
45:48You want to go out and get some knee?
45:52Yeah.
46:02My knife broke.
46:04Well, that's okay, Anthony.
46:06We have a whole box of them.
46:09I told Roger I'm going to want a couple of weeks off and see the school's out.
46:12Oh?
46:13I was thinking we'd go on vacation.
46:15You know, go down to Mexico.
46:17Go swimming in the ocean.
46:19But who's going to take care of us?
46:22You're coming with us.
46:26I don't want to swim.
46:28I want to go to the mountains and learn to snowboard.
46:31Well, we can do that in the winter.
46:33All four of us.
46:35We'll go all kinds of places.
46:39Yes, we will.
46:50It smells so good up here.
46:52This is the way the world is supposed to smell.
46:54And listen.
46:55What?
46:56Did you hear it?
46:57There's a river about a half mile down.
46:59You can go fishing in the morning.
47:01Oh, this is wonderful.
47:03I feel so completely free.
47:04There's no one waiting for me or expecting me to do anything.
47:08You can do anything you please.
47:10Exactly.
47:14Guess we missed the church service, huh?
47:17Yes.
47:26Are you crying?
47:28Yes.
47:31No, I'm okay.
47:38You should get going.
47:42Are you sure you're all right?
47:43No, I'm fine.
47:48You should go.
48:05This wasn't planned, you know.
48:08I know.
48:17What?
48:19My arm is numb.
48:21Numb arm.
48:22Numb arm.
48:24Numb arm.
48:24Numb.
48:25Nate!
48:26What's the matter?
48:29Oh, my God.
48:32Oh, my God.
48:42You