00:00I feel kind of bad lying to you and continuing to lie to you about something that I've been
00:06holding in for a while now.
00:07I don't know what to do.
00:13My name is Jocelyn and I have something super important to tell my best friend Orlando.
00:19My name is Orlando and I've known Jocelyn for about two years.
00:23We became best friends since day one.
00:25And we're always together and we have the same ambitions to grow our careers and we always
00:32tell each other everything.
00:33So I need to tell Orlando that I have been dating this guy for about a year now and that
00:39I decided to get married and it's with somebody that he does not like and does not approve of
00:47and also this guy is ten years older than me.
00:51I am kind of nervous because I don't know what's going on right now.
00:54I haven't seen her for like almost two months now since she moved here to LA.
01:00I don't know why she has to tell me honestly.
01:02She's always up to something.
01:04I'm super anxious and kind of afraid of how Orlando is going to react because when I brought
01:10it up before as a joke like, oh, what would it be if, you know, I actually did date him.
01:15And I can just tell from his facial expression, he half wants to cry, half wants to kill me.
01:20I think it's time for me to tell Orlando because Orlando has been such a huge part of my life
01:25for a while and it's just eating me alive every single day.
01:28And I just hope that we can still be best friends and I just hope everything ends up good.
01:35You came with me? You sure?
01:37I don't know what you're saying.
01:38Okay.
01:39When we first met, you know, all we knew was really each other.
01:43I know that it would be hard for me if you found somebody and I'm sorry that I'm doing
01:50this to you like this, but I need to tell you that I found somebody that I really want
01:56to be with and I want to get married.
01:59It doesn't mean that I don't want to be your friend anymore.
02:01I want to still do everything that we do together.
02:04Nothing has to change.
02:05I just want you to accept the fact that, you know, there's going to be somebody else in
02:09my life.
02:10I love you.
02:13My hands are really sweaty right now, so you probably know what that means.
02:17I'm sorry.
02:19I'm sorry for what?
02:21I'm so confused right now.
02:23I don't know what's going on.
02:25Well, I tried to like read your lips, but I couldn't.
02:30This is so hard.
02:34You know, like the guy that I told you about, I kept telling you that I wasn't dating him,
02:44but I am.
02:47I love him and I want to marry him.
02:53Are you serious, Josiah?
02:58So you've been lying to me this whole time.
03:01What about our dreams?
03:03We have so many plans, like to travel around the world, like explore.
03:07Well, no, that has to change.
03:09You know, you're my best friend.
03:10It doesn't matter who I am.
03:11It is going to change, Josiah.
03:13It's not going to be the same.
03:15I can't control how I feel.
03:17Maybe it's like a test to see if our friendship is like strong enough to be able to handle
03:21this.
03:22I don't know.
03:23I really hope that you're not going to allow this situation to like end our friendship.
03:27I want you to be a part of my life.
03:30I had a problem with him before.
03:32Me and him got into this little fight.
03:35He made me feel like so down.
03:37And now you're telling me that you're going to marry him.
03:41How do you expect me to feel?
03:44I came here to LA to spend time with you because I really missed you.
03:50I feel like going back to New York right now.
03:54I don't want to be here anymore.
03:58How am I supposed to pick between you and somebody that I care about?
04:01You know, I care about you too.
04:03I love you.
04:04I always think of Orlando as a brother.
04:06And he's always told me he sees me as a sister.
04:08But everyone that we meet and all of our friends say like, Jocelyn, are you sure you
04:12guys aren't together?
04:13I feel like Orlando sees you more than just a sister.
04:16You know, he does everything for you.
04:17He's always helping you.
04:18And I feel like half of me didn't want to think that now that I think about it.
04:24It's probably 50-50.
04:28You know, Jocelyn, you deserve way better.
04:31He's like, what, like 12 years older than you.
04:34And he has a kid and you're only 21 years old.
04:38You're starting to explore the world.
04:40You have so much ahead for the future.
04:43I don't want to say things that I don't want to say because I don't want to hurt your feelings.
04:50Even her mom used to ask me like, do you feel anything for Jocelyn?
04:54I have no feelings like for her.
04:57It's just friends.
05:02This is so hard for me because she's like my sister.
05:05When I'm ready, then I'll see if I talk to her again.
05:11But I don't know how long that's going to take.
05:13This was super hard for me to do because I don't want to lose Orlando.
05:18I don't want Orlando to not talk to me.
05:20You know, he's my only best friend.
05:23And I wish I could say that I feel better.
05:26It's like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.
05:29But, you know, I'm losing, you know, my best friend.
05:34So, it's hard.
05:37I just really hope that you think about us and all the moments that we've shared together.
05:41And that we do have plans and that those plans don't have to go away.
05:45Bye.
05:46Bye.
05:47Bye.
05:49Bye.
05:50Bye.
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