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00:03I always thought that I'd never be able to fall in love with someone
00:07But now, for the first time in my life, I have a boyfriend
00:30I often present your rhythm
00:34is just fine
00:37I was hoping it's not your first time
00:40I know it's your last time
00:41When my life finds you, I will never get into mind
00:45Only one moment of my life
00:48Just let you feel
00:50I wanna believe you
00:52How should I? How should I?
00:54What do you mean?
00:56Secrets are a little bit
01:13I'll be with you
01:28It's not a mistake
01:32It's your fault
01:51It's your fault
01:58I can't believe it
01:59Starting today, I'll be his girlfriend
02:02This is Hananoe from the class next door
02:05He asked me out the day after we met
02:07You could say he's something of an odd duck
02:11Do I have what it takes to fall in love someday?
02:15Of course you do
02:17With only a few kind words and a smile
02:20Hananoe gave me so much courage
02:23Is something wrong?
02:27An angel?
02:31Huh? An angel?
02:32Sorry, did I say that out loud?
02:35I'd say he's definitely a little strange
02:38It sure got a lot colder than yesterday
02:46Hey, don't you have any gloves?
02:49I was running late and forgot them at home
02:51Are your hands cold?
02:53You can wear mine if you'd like
02:56It's fine
02:57I usually run warm anyway, so I'm good
03:01I see
03:03Wait, did I say something wrong?
03:05Come to think of it
03:07You've gotta be extra careful with what you say when you're dating
03:10You don't want to accidentally embarrass your boyfriend, right?
03:15Here, take this
03:16You look cold, babe
03:18Oh, thank you
03:21I see
03:22Since we're dating now
03:24I can't keep behaving like I did before
03:28I think it's time
03:30We ought to discuss some ground rules going forward
03:34Ground rules?
03:36What?
03:37Like what should we be doing now that we're going out?
03:40Don't you have any goals or specific things you'd want to do with your girlfriend?
03:47Let me think
03:48Let me think
03:48I guess I'd be happy if we could eventually get buried next to each other
03:55It's over before it even started
03:58Wait, how do I know?
03:59That's not what I mean
03:59More like normal hugging and kissing
04:01Whispering sweetenough things and fooling around and stuff
04:03I don't know
04:04Ah, I see
04:05You want to fool around with me
04:08Wait
04:08What?
04:09Fool around?
04:11Listen
04:11There's no rush
04:12You don't need to do anything other than be yourself
04:15I'm the one who's trying to get you to love me
04:18Don't worry so much
04:21Do you want to take a nap?
04:23I'm sorry
04:23I'm sorry
04:24I'm sorry
04:24Is it really okay for me to sit back and do nothing?
04:28You two look cute together
04:30Though I never dreamed you'd actually start dating
04:33That's good for you
04:34But I still don't accept it
04:36Who are you?
04:37Even if this is just a trial run
04:39Taking my dear Hotaru away
04:42I don't want to let him spoil me with love while I do nothing
04:46I feel like I should be doing my part too
04:48I can't leave it all to him
04:50I want to experience it first hand
04:53Liking someone
04:57Uh, anyway
04:59What do girlfriends normally do?
05:01You're way too naive
05:05I've gotta get to class
05:07I'll see you after school
05:09Wait, Hotaru
05:10I wanted to give you something
05:15What's this?
05:16Notebooks?
05:17Finals are coming around the corner
05:19So I took notes for each subject yesterday
05:21Wait, these are for every subject?
05:23And in one day?
05:25But how?
05:25Just a bit of hard work
05:26Whoa
05:28You're amazing
05:29Thanks so much
05:34Um, did you stay up all night for this?
05:36Oh, that's the bell
05:38Home room is about to begin
05:41See you
05:42Um, wait Hananoi
05:43Hold on a second
05:47I've gotta do something girlfriendy for him
05:49Come on Hotaru, think
05:50Oh no, my brain no work
05:53Oh no, my brain no work
06:02Hmph
06:03It's okay
06:05Talk to you later
06:09Here
06:35Here
06:36Here
06:36Here
06:36Here
06:36I don't need to do anything in return
06:38I know
06:39This one's your favorite, isn't it?
06:41Oh yeah?
06:42Here you go
06:43So hey, thank you
06:44This is great
06:45This entire time I've just been taking
06:47I know it's only a trial relationship
06:50But I should be giving back, right?
06:53Both people should be having fun when they're going out
07:02Stop, you'll be fine
07:03I know you've got what it takes
07:05Yeah, try not to worry too much, okay?
07:08Sorry that I keep talking about this
07:09If I wasn't such an amateur, maybe I'd know what I'm supposed to do here
07:13If you want ideas for what to do, why don't you think about what he's done?
07:17You could try doing the same stuff for him
07:24Yeah, he could
07:27See you later
07:29I left half an hour early today, which should give me plenty of time
07:33After thinking about it, I realized Tananoe was always waiting for me in the mornings
07:38I bet he'll be surprised when he sees me here already
07:42Even if I can't make nice study guides for him
07:45This is something I can do
07:47Oh, Hotaru
07:49Good morning
07:50You got here early
07:52Dude, what the heck are you doing here?
07:5845 minutes early
08:00I'm definitely gonna get there first today
08:03Hi, Hotaru
08:04Good morning
08:08Maybe if I'm an hour early
08:10Maybe if I'm an hour early
08:10This time for sure
08:13Hi, Hotaru
08:14Good morning
08:16Jeez, Hananoe
08:17How long have you been waiting?
08:19Oh, I just got here
08:21Huh?
08:24This boy is a liar
08:27If you keep coming out here to wait in the cold, you could get sick
08:31I guess so
08:32But it's worth it to spend every second possible with you
08:36Oh, that's the reason why?
08:38Huh
08:40Forgive me
08:41I'm trying but I still don't understand what that feels like yet
08:47Is this okay?
08:49Will I really be able to fall in love like this?
08:52At this rate
08:53I have no idea
08:56Two hours early
08:59I know I'm just being stubborn at this point but still
09:02Let's see
09:05Alright
09:05I win
09:09This is the spot where Hananoe always sits and reads while he's waiting for me in the mornings
09:18It's so quiet
09:21I wonder how he'll react when he sees me waiting for him
09:25He was so insistent on being first
09:27I hope he won't be mad
09:29Hotaru!
09:30I wonder what he's like when he's angry
09:34Maybe he'll be surprised?
09:36Or even happy?
09:38I hope...
09:39He gets here soon
09:42Huh?
09:43Did I just...
09:45Uh, Hotaru?
09:47Hi, Hananoe!
09:49Good morning!
09:49He got here way sooner than I thought
09:52It's so early
09:53What are you doing here?
09:55You see...
09:56Uh, I wanted to do something girlfriend-y
09:59So I thought that it'd be a nice change of pace if I waited for you
10:04It's funny, I never realized you got here this early every day
10:08Um, are you mad?
10:10No, of course not
10:12I'm just surprised
10:14Nobody's ever waited for me before
10:18Oh, another thing
10:20While I was waiting
10:21I was starting to get excited imagining how you might react
10:26Waiting for someone else is so much fun
10:33You were thinking about me while you were waiting
10:38That's nice
10:40He looks overjoyed
10:43I can't believe I actually did something that made another person so happy
10:48I've never felt anything like this before
10:50I feel happy too
10:53It's thrilling
10:56After this, I think I understand how it feels to be a girlfriend a little bit more now
11:02Are you okay?
11:03Hotaru?
11:04Sorry, I made you wait out here
11:10You see, it makes you feel worried, right?
11:13Waiting for two hours is just too long
11:16Let's warm up in a corner store
11:18Yeah
11:19Ananoi
11:20I learned something new today
11:22I want to see you that happy a lot more from now on
11:30Um, Hotaru?
11:31Um, Hotaru?
11:32What are you writing?
11:33I came up with a great idea
11:37Things we want to do?
11:39I just picked this up
11:42I was thinking maybe we could write down all the things we want to do together in this notebook
11:46What do you say?
11:49I figured that we could take turns crossing off different ideas from the list
11:53And there's no rush to get through it all
11:54We can take it easy
12:06So, what do you think?
12:08It'll be a piece of cake, let's do it!
12:11You should write down some of your ideas too
12:25Wait, is that all you want?
12:28Oh wow, you don't ask for much, do you?
12:31We can do this right away
12:51That day when I took Hananoi's hand for the first time
12:55It felt a little cold and was so much bigger than mine
12:59I was holding a boy's hand
13:12The truth is...
13:14I want more than you realize
13:20Before I knew it, it had already been three weeks since Hananoi and I started temporarily... dating
13:26This looks great!
13:31Day by day...
13:33A little at a time
13:35Spending time with him started to feel more natural
13:39Honestly, I was a little nervous at first
13:42I thought he might suggest we do things that lovers do
13:45But he's always very considerate and gentle with his requests
13:49Time continued to pass
13:51And I thought things would carry on in this peaceful way until we reached our Christmas expiration date
13:57But as that date got closer...
14:00Here, Hotaru, your present!
14:02Ah! Since I won't see you on Christmas Eve
14:05Thanks so much!
14:07By the way, your trial run with Hananoi is ending on Christmas, isn't it?
14:10Hm?
14:12Only three more days...
14:13It went by so fast...
14:16So tell me, how's it been so far?
14:18He's a super sweet guy
14:20It's relaxing just being around him even when we're not doing anything
14:23I'm honestly a little sad it'll be over in a couple days
14:27Oh! Then...
14:28But...
14:29I'm still not sure if the way I like him is actually love
14:33The other day, I told him...
14:35If I stay like this and can't fall in love
14:37I still want to be friends with you if that's okay
14:41Yeah, no...
14:42He didn't even think about it
14:43So you're still not committed
14:47It's just really hard for me, you know?
14:49The answer is simple
14:51Why don't you try kissing him?
14:54What? Kay?
14:55See what I'm talking about?
14:57If someone you don't like gets too close, you pull back
15:00It works!
15:01Before we started going out, Hibiki snuck in a kiss one day
15:05I almost jumped...
15:09Sorry!
15:09Could he forget you ever heard that?
15:13Well anyway, guess Hananoi's a good dude, huh?
15:16Not at all how I imagined him
15:19In class, he's real prickly and cold
15:21Just be careful, okay?
15:23You don't have much experience and you're pretty straight-laced
15:25The guys in my class totally think he's just taking advantage of you-
15:29Oh no, Kay!
15:31I'm sorry!
15:32He's being rude, I'll train him better
15:34Oh, no problem
15:36If I'm being honest here, I think Hananoi does have a certain vibe that's kinda hard to read
15:41But that doesn't really matter, he's got good taste if he's into you
15:45Anyway, no matter how things pan out, I'm on your side
15:48Thanks, you're the best
16:02Huh?
16:04Hananoi?
16:07Didn't I tell you to walk back home without me?
16:10Yeah, but today is the last day of class
16:12I wanted to spend a little more time with you
16:16Okay, you should've told me
16:19Hey now, you promised that you'd stop waiting out in the cold for me
16:23Sorry...
16:23Wanna stop by the corner store again?
16:25Hey, do you see that?
16:27Yeah, Hananoi's girlfriend looks so boring
16:29I thought she'd be prettier
16:30If I was her, I wouldn't have had the guts to go out with him
16:38Nobody else understands
16:41They wouldn't say a word if they knew how much I admire you
16:46Admire?
16:48So hey, we can't hang out very long at the corner store
16:51How about my place?
16:53You want me to come over?
16:55Yeah, I wanna talk to you about Christmas and stuff
16:58Alright
17:00Thank you for inviting me
17:09This is just how I pictured your place would be
17:12So these are your parents?
17:14Are they at work now?
17:16Yeah, their job takes them overseas a lot
17:19So it's rare for them to come home
17:22What do they do for work?
17:23Oh, both of them are doctors
17:27Wait, if they're gone, does that mean you're always all by yourself?
17:32My grandmother comes by to check on me on the weekends
17:35Ah, I see
17:36Oh, sorry, I forgot there's no food in the house right now
17:40Want to order sushi?
17:42I can't do that!
17:43What?
17:43You're not ordering delivery all the time, are you Hananui?
17:47I guess I'm getting carried away
17:49I'm excited you're here
17:52Um, hey, are you feeling alright?
17:55Your face is still red even though we're inside
17:58Don't worry, I'm okay
17:59Um, why don't I make some tea?
18:01You can wait in my room
18:08So this is what Hananui's room looks like
18:12He has so many books
18:14This reminds me of grandpa's house a little bit
18:17These all look difficult
18:21This is the only shelf with a curtain
18:33Don't open that
18:35Oh, uh, I'm so sorry
18:36I didn't mean to snoop
18:39My Hotaru shrine is behind that
18:42You can peek, but you'd best be prepared
18:45Hotaru shrine?
18:47Wow, now I'm dying to know what's behind that curtain
18:50But I'm too scared to look
18:54Um, nah, I'm good
18:55Great
19:00You know, I've been thinking
19:01You're kind of a mystery, Hananui
19:03You just noticed?
19:05Well, you're pretty unusual yourself, Hotaru
19:08Wait, really?
19:09But my family always tells me that I'm way too normal
19:12Maybe, but normal folks stay away from those they find strange
19:16Plus
19:17When you're alone with a guy in his room
19:19You should keep your guard up in case he tries something
19:22By something you mean
19:24Like lovey-dovey stuff?
19:26Yeah, that's right, lovey-dovey stuff
19:29I can't imagine anyone wanting to do anything like that with me
19:33When I hear my friends talking about it
19:35That kind of thing just sounds so alien to me
19:38Come on, I'm sitting right next to you
19:41Uh, sorry
19:43I suppose from your perspective
19:46I'm still not actually your boyfriend, right?
19:49Hold on, that's not what I meant
19:52Don't worry, figuring that out was the whole reason we're doing this trial
19:57But you know, I said this before
19:59I have no intention of just becoming your friend
20:03If we were friends, I'd feel like I was a random member of a crowd
20:07I don't want that, I want to be special to you
20:10Um, what if you can't be special?
20:13If that's the case, then we could never see each other again
20:16Hmm
20:25Hey, I have an idea
20:28Hananoi?
20:29Just once, would you mind trying to kiss me?
20:32Uh, are you okay?
20:35Uh, of course I don't mean we should actually kiss
20:38Just, like, hold our faces close together
20:41My friend's boyfriend told me
20:43If you do that, you'll know right away whether you really like someone or not
20:48Holding hands and hugging are the kinds of things someone could do with their friends
20:52But when it comes to a kiss, I think I'd be able to tell if something didn't feel right, I
20:56guess
20:57Okay, let's try kissing then
21:01Thanks a lot!
21:02I'm sorry if it's a strange idea
21:04And if it gets too weird or if you don't like it, we can stop right away
21:07Close your eyes
21:09Please, Otaru
21:14Sure
21:16Wait, the mood feels totally different now
21:20Not being able to see is making me nervous
21:31You shouldn't let somebody do this to you
21:34If you aren't sure you like them
21:46It may not mean anything to you
21:48But it's a totally different matter for me
21:51You have no idea
21:54Even holding your hand
21:56Just getting to touch you
21:59Makes my heart ache so badly
22:09Every second, every day
22:11Every second, every day変わらない二人を願ういつでも本音で心と向き合ってくれる
22:24Enjoy your company同じ気持ちいたいのは私の隣
22:44大人毎日幸せあなたがそばにいればもうやめなきゃ心配するのは
22:46I really like a hit in your armsこここそがい場所だからずっと続くと信じてるけど今だけはone
22:59time to start
23:27心配する私の隣私の隣妙げがすいませんVS今の隣一人
23:30I'm always with you
23:34I'm always with you
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