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03:07What do you mean?
03:08It's December!
03:09Oh, please!
03:11Good luck trying to find anyone of quality who will put up with your load of crap!
03:25Ah, just goes to show you even hot guys get their hearts broken sometimes, huh?
03:31How could you say something like that to someone you had strong feelings for?
03:36Haven't you heard that a love that strong can become an even stronger hate?
03:39It's true.
03:40You'll understand once you're finally in it.
03:43I don't want to fall in love to let one person become more important than your friends and family.
03:48I'd never want to do that, so maybe the dating thing isn't for me.
03:51You've got to stop using that excuse!
03:53So, this is an awkward segue, but I do have something to tell you.
03:57I meant it!
03:58I have a boyfriend now!
04:00Cool.
04:01Congratulations.
04:02That's it?
04:03No way!
04:04You're supposed to be excited or be wrecked that you won't see me anymore!
04:08That's kind of asking a lot, don't you think, Kyo?
04:12I'm Hotaru Hinase.
04:14I'm almost 16 years old and in my first year of high school.
04:17I haven't cultivated a love life like most high schoolers, but I'm so blessed to have good friends and a
04:23great family.
04:25I love the simplicity of my life.
04:27I get to enjoy the little things because I'm not distracted by romance.
04:30If I have to sacrifice ever falling in love for emotional peace, I think I'd be okay with that.
04:37At least, that's what I'd always thought.
04:42He's out here without an umbrella?
04:44That breakup must have put him in shock.
04:48That's what I mean, though.
04:50Why do people want to fall in love when they end up so sad?
04:54What in the world does it feel like?
05:02Um, hi, this is...
05:04So you don't catch a cold.
05:12I never imagined...
05:14That the umbrella I held out for him that day.
05:17You're Hotaru Hinase, right?
05:20I remember you.
05:23You're very nice.
05:25I would love to be your boyfriend.
05:28Could be the very thing to change my life forever.
05:33Not even in my wildest dreams.
05:39Have you ever seen anyone as gorgeous as that guy?
05:43I can't look.
05:44Oh, hey, Hotaru.
05:46Good morning.
05:47Hello, Honanoye.
05:48I mean, good morning.
05:50You weren't waiting for me, were you?
05:52I was.
05:53I'm so sorry if I wasn't clear, but I declined yesterday.
05:57You were perfectly clear.
05:58But I thought I should let you get to know me first.
06:07Look over there.
06:08Is that the girl Honanoye asked out yesterday?
06:11It's so crazy that he decided to do it in front of the whole class.
06:14The good-looking guys can get away with stuff like that.
06:17I'm just shocked he's not trying to snag some sick bae, you know?
06:19Shut up!
06:19She'll hear you!
06:21Are you okay?
06:23Hotaru?
06:25What?
06:25Sorry, what'd you say?
06:27Oh, I was asking you about the kind of things that interest you.
06:31Also, what hairstyles do you like?
06:33Hairstyles?
06:35If I had to pick, short hair is easier.
06:38Short hair's cool, sure.
06:41Hey, uh, would you please tell me why you want to date me?
06:46Well, when you held your umbrella out for me, I knew that it must mean that I found my soulmate.
06:51You said something like that yesterday, too.
06:57I mean it.
06:58I get approached by a lot of people, but once they get to know me, they drift away.
07:04They say I'm strange or even creepy, and that they're disappointed.
07:09I guess it's because I look the way I do.
07:12They expect me to fit into some weird mold.
07:15And then, you showed me genuine kindness, just because I was a person in need.
07:22I found that so beautiful.
07:27Take care.
07:30Hey, is this real life?
07:31Are you seriously walking to school with Hananui now?
07:33Uh, good morning, Kyo.
07:35Hi, Shibamu.
07:36Good morning.
07:37I thought you told him no!
07:38Did you decide to take him after all?
07:40Please don't leave me out here all alone!
07:42Take a deep breath.
07:43I definitely told him no, but then he asked me if I'd get to know him first.
07:47And then I'd give him my decision.
07:50Huh.
07:51Okay, and?
07:53Has your impression of him changed at all?
07:55Hmm.
07:57So far, he seems complex.
08:06Can I carry that for you?
08:07Uh, sure, thanks.
08:09I was just taking it to the faculty room.
08:11Oh, wow.
08:12Your hair!
08:13You cut it!
08:13It's short!
08:14Of course it is!
08:16This is the style you said you liked, isn't it, Hotaru?
08:18When you asked me about hairstyles, you weren't talking about my hair, were you?
08:22So then, you don't like it?
08:24Did you really cut it because of what I said yesterday?
08:27Uh-huh.
08:28I'm working on my look first.
08:29Aww.
08:31Have I left you speechless?
08:33Sorry, it's just...
08:35It's fine, it's fine.
08:37You said you're heading to the faculty room, right?
08:39I'll go with you.
08:40Thank you so much.
08:41That's a huge help.
08:44I'm sorry, Hananoi.
08:46I appreciate everything you're doing for me.
08:50But I've never dated anyone.
08:52And I don't know what it's like to have feelings for someone in that way.
08:56Sometimes I think I might be a robot or a cyborg.
09:01Beep-boop-boop-boop.
09:02Well, if you've never tried, maybe this could be the perfect opportunity.
09:06Oh.
09:07Now you can experience it for yourself.
09:09Like a sample.
09:10Test drive being my girlfriend until, like, Christmas.
09:14I can't do that.
09:15We'd basically just be planning a breakup.
09:19I'm wired differently, that's all.
09:22People like me have no business falling in love.
09:26There's no such thing as someone who doesn't deserve love.
09:34He is quite the enigma, but I'm okay with it.
09:38I think.
09:45Don't hate me!
09:47I told my boyfriend I'd have lunch with him.
09:48And I gotta go to a club meeting right now.
09:51Sorry.
09:52Yeah, I'm sorry too.
09:54Guess I'm on my own today.
09:57Hi, Hotaru.
09:59You free?
10:00Do you want to eat together?
10:04Wait, what was I thinking?
10:06Maybe this isn't such a good idea.
10:09But I didn't want to have to turn him down again.
10:12Hotaru, you have to see this.
10:14Doesn't it look good?
10:15Sweet nectar of life!
10:17Is that a pork bun?
10:25Thank you so much!
10:26Yeah, my pleasure.
10:27I know how much you like them, so please have at it.
10:35Here.
10:36Why don't we share it?
10:38It looks amazing!
10:42So good!
10:51Do you like it?
10:53Yep.
10:54It's delicious because I'm eating it together with you.
10:58The taste depends on who you're eating it with?
11:01Okay, I think I can understand that feeling.
11:04You lost your earrings?
11:06No.
11:07I took them out.
11:09I got the impression you weren't into flashy jewelry.
11:13Um, actually, I meant to bring this up with you earlier.
11:17You really don't need to change anything for me.
11:20Just be yourself.
11:22Keep enjoying the things in life that make you happy.
11:26Okay.
11:28If it bothers you, I'll put my earrings back in.
11:31Wait, that's not...
11:33Hold on.
11:34I think I only have one.
11:36I must have dropped the other somewhere.
11:38Oh, well.
11:39What?
11:40Do you want me to help you look for it?
11:41No, it's really no big deal.
11:43A lot of guys only wear one earring.
11:51I don't understand why he keeps making all these changes for me.
11:55Who?
11:56Hananui?
11:57Obviously, it's because he likes you and he wants you to like him too.
12:01Hey, you guys.
12:03Do any of you have hairpins I can borrow?
12:05These are all I have.
12:07Will they work?
12:08You're a miracle worker.
12:09Thanks, Hinase.
12:10I'll give them back.
12:16I can't help it.
12:18I feel like he's doing way too much still.
12:21I mean, the whole earring thing.
12:24They're against the dress code, so he obviously likes wearing them.
12:27It's like he doesn't care about his own feelings.
12:30And that really bothers me sometimes.
12:35Hey there, Houtaru.
12:37You want to walk home together?
12:39Oh, Hananui.
12:41Sorry, I can't.
12:42I have to go look for something on the field.
12:44It's all my fault.
12:45I lost one of our hairpins.
12:47Come on.
12:48It's no big deal.
12:50Right now?
12:51It's getting dark.
12:52And look out there.
12:59I hate to disappoint you guys, but I don't think you're going to find it now.
13:03I'm sorry, I'm the worst.
13:04I'll buy you a new one, okay?
13:06I promise I'm not upset.
13:08I know you didn't mean to.
13:10Sorry to drag you out here like this.
13:12But if you want, I guess we can walk home together.
13:20I really should look for it.
13:25I guess I can go first thing in the morning.
13:32Yes?
13:33What's up, Hananui?
13:34Hi.
13:35Sorry to bother you.
13:36I just wanted to ask you a quick question.
13:39The hairpin you lost, does it have a ribbon on it?
13:42Uh, no.
13:43It's a little gold star.
13:45Gold star, huh?
13:47Then this isn't it.
13:50That's all I needed.
13:52I'll see you tomorrow.
13:53Wait!
13:55What's going on?
13:57Where are you right now?
13:59Please tell me you aren't still at school.
14:01You're not, right?
14:05I'm not.
14:12Hotaru, where are you going at this hour?
14:15To school!
14:19There's no way.
14:20He can't be there.
14:22No normal person would go searching for a single hairpin in the snow.
14:29Then again, this is Hananui we're talking about.
14:33He's not normal.
14:35He's not normal.
14:48Hotaru?
14:49What are you doing here?
14:54I'm so sorry.
14:56I really wanted to surprise you.
14:58But I haven't found it yet.
15:00It's okay.
15:05But why?
15:07I'm sorry.
15:08It still doesn't make sense to me.
15:10It's cold.
15:11Why are you here?
15:16Because I...
15:19I really wanted to make you smile.
15:27That's it.
15:28All these extreme gestures...
15:31Are to make me smile?
15:40I promise I'm fine.
15:42Please go back home and get warm.
15:44I've just got one more area to check.
15:46Hananui, why?
15:50Hananui!
15:56Please, stop this.
15:58That's enough.
16:01Getting a hug from you makes it all worth it.
16:05You're so dumb!
16:07Uh-uh.
16:10Seriously!
16:11If you make yourself sick looking for this stupid hairpin, I'll be hurt.
16:15It won't make me happy at all.
16:19I see.
16:20I guess...
16:21That makes sense.
16:22I'm weird, huh?
16:25People always tell me I go too far.
16:27That's not the point!
16:29If you don't warm yourself up, you're gonna die out here!
16:33I'll be okay.
16:35Helping you isn't going to kill me.
16:37And if it did...
16:39So long as I made you smile,
16:42I'd die happy.
16:46If it means only one person gets to be happy
16:48and the other one is hurt,
16:50I never want to fall in love!
16:58Excuse me.
16:59I need to borrow a blanket and towel.
17:16By the way,
17:17I noticed Hananoi hasn't been around lately.
17:20Yeah, I know.
17:21Did you two get in a fight?
17:23I didn't think you even knew how to get mad.
17:26I honestly don't think I could face him right now anyway.
17:30I've never yelled at anyone like that before.
17:34Look!
17:34Speak of the devil!
17:36Speak of the devil!
17:52Hi, Hotaru.
17:54Hi, Hananoi.
17:56I'm really sorry.
17:57I'm gonna stop bugging you so much.
18:00I just wanted to give you something.
18:02Is this the one?
18:04Oh, and don't worry.
18:06I went back after the snow melted.
18:08Yes, that's it.
18:11The set was a gift my family gave me.
18:14Did I tell you how important it was to me?
18:17You didn't, but...
18:19I did notice...
18:20You have very specific items you like to use all the time.
18:24You wear those a lot,
18:25so I knew you'd be sad if you lost them.
18:29I understand.
18:31He values the things that are important to me.
18:35And he takes better care of them than I do.
18:38If that's what it means to love someone,
18:42then maybe...
18:44it could actually feel wonderful.
18:48That reminds me.
18:50I have something I've been meaning to give you, too.
18:54Here you go.
18:57It must have fallen on the ground when you were using the vending machine.
19:01Go ahead.
19:02Put it on.
19:07There.
19:08The other one was looking lonely by itself.
19:11They look much better together.
19:13You should always take care of the things that are most important to you.
19:17You're right.
19:18Sorry.
19:19He looks so sad.
19:21But it's kind of cute.
19:26Whenever I'm with Hananui,
19:28I discover new feelings I've never had before.
19:32If I spent more time with him,
19:34I might start to understand what it's like to be overwhelmed with emotion.
19:40And maybe what it's like to fall in love.
19:45There's no such thing as someone who doesn't deserve love.
19:52See ya.
19:53Hold on!
19:55Oh.
19:56Please, just listen.
19:57I, um...
19:58I just wanted you to know I don't hate you.
20:01There was never a time where...
20:03Where I didn't know you were a genuinely good person.
20:06I don't think it means that I like you in that way right now.
20:09But it's been fun.
20:11And you do make me really happy sometimes.
20:14So, um...
20:14I don't know.
20:16Do you think...
20:17Someone like me...
20:19Might be able to figure it out?
20:22Do I have what it takes...
20:24To fall in love someday?
20:26When I heard that girl say...
20:28Good luck trying to find anyone of quality who will put up with your load of crap!
20:32I felt like she was talking to me.
20:34She certainly could have been.
20:36I don't know what's wrong with me and why I can't feel that way for someone.
20:41Why is it so hard for me to let go?
20:44I'm the only one who's never felt love.
20:47You will, though.
20:52There's no doubt in my mind your day will come.
20:55And you'll know exactly what it's like to love someone special.
20:58I don't know.
21:04Were you...
21:05Huh?
21:06Were you serious?
21:08About giving it a try?
21:10Huh?
21:12Are you saying...
21:13You want to try dating me?
21:19It doesn't mean I'm definitely going to be able to make it work.
21:24It just means...
21:25I want to know what it's like to fall in love!
21:33Um...
21:34Ananoye?
21:35Hold on.
21:36Everyone's looking at us.
21:38Let them.
21:40I'm so happy.
21:45And that's how it happened.
21:47That was the day I ended up with my very first boyfriend.
21:51Not that anything was different other than giving him a new title.
21:55I have a feeling that Ananoye's idea of love, and whatever it turns out to be for me,
22:00won't necessarily be the same thing.
22:03But at the very least, I've taken my first step into this new world.
22:09Every second, every day変わらない二人を願ういつでも本音で心と向き合ってくれるEnjoy
22:31your company同じ気持ちいたいのは私の隣毎日幸せ
22:46あなたがそばにいればもうやめなきゃ心配するのはI
22:47really like it here in your
22:59armsこここそが居場所だからずっと続くと信じてるけど今だけはNo
22:59one time to start
23:00It's goodIt's
23:02we're always with you何一つ忘れたくないNo,
23:09I'm always with youたとえ離れても消えないYes,
23:17we're always with you何一つ忘れたくないNo,
23:24I'm always with you
23:29何ひとつ忘れたくない
23:36たとえ離れても消えない
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