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00:15This is the Porsche. It's a $100,000 Porsche. You can actually start this car from your
00:22app and have it auto cool. It's got this really nice, huge, oh that's the wrong one. Still
00:28getting used to it. Huge panoramic roof. This thing is a beast. Oh by the way, I didn't
00:35make this, you know, great wealth by selling people videos on how to make wealth. I actually,
00:42most of this income comes directly from my wife and I, my twin flame and I, teaching others
00:48how to have beautiful, healthy, loving, romantic relationships. And that's so much more than
00:53that, but that's a basic overview if this is your first time encountering our work. So
00:57is there anything else, Shalia, that you think I should share before we close this video
01:01off? No, I think you really covered a good base here. Yeah, it is a good base.
01:18Hi, Rhonda. My name is Paula Hardy. I just have a concern I'd like to file with the Sheriff's
01:24Department. So my twin sister is unfortunately in a high control group. I consider it a cult. And there are
01:36accusations of forced labor, sex trafficking, and things of the like that I, I want to make sure that-
01:41And they're at their own will though? I'm not sure if coercive control counts as own will.
01:48Okay, and who are they? The leaders are Jeff and Shalia Ayan. A-Y-A-N.
01:55Where are you calling from? I'm calling from Phoenix, Arizona.
01:58Oh, so am I going to give you a call?
02:00Yes, that would be fabulous.
02:02Alright, goodbye. Thank you. Bye-bye.
02:06Yeah, I had quit smoking for about a year before we were cut off from my daughter. It was probably
02:20the night I received the goodbye letter, is what I call it, that I picked up a cigarette and started
02:34all over again. Not proud of it, but just a little coping mechanism.
02:48In 2018, my daughter started talking about spiritual things, twin flames.
02:59At first, I was okay with that because she was talking about God and I thought that was a good
03:06thing. And then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, she said these people that she found online told her
03:15that she could have fame and fortune and love all from this one group and that she was better served
03:23to work for them. That's when it started not feeling right.
03:36That's when she effectively disappeared.
03:45We were looking for answers because we did not understand what was happening.
03:51And that's when we found Twin Claims Universe.
04:24What if there was a way for you to have your ultimate lover?
04:29Would 10 million dollars be too much for you to be with them?
04:33But true love, that is priceless.
04:39What if true love was real?
04:42What if there was a way you could be with your Twin Flame forever?
04:47Twin Flame Ascension School.
04:49Click to learn more.
04:53That is priceless.
04:57That's me and Colby in their promo video.
05:04When I met Colby, I was working in a grocery store.
05:09I was in the meat and seafood department for the first time without any training.
05:13And I was terrified of everything in that department.
05:18The meat grinder scared me. The smell scared me. The floor was covered in a layer of fat.
05:25So it was slippery.
05:28And he came in and helped me during that shift and pretty much saved me.
05:36I thought maybe it was a sign or something we were supposed to meet.
05:43He would buy me coffee before our shift started.
05:48He would buy me lunch and it was always my favorite vegan roles.
05:53I was pansexual and he was okay with that.
05:59It seemed like he was really like interested in me.
06:06But unfortunately it didn't work out.
06:10He said he was confused and didn't want to be in a committed relationship.
06:14And so I was devastated.
06:19I ended up moving across the country back to Massachusetts to be with my family.
06:25But I couldn't stop thinking about him.
06:30I had heard about this spiritual concept of twin flames.
06:35Someone who you have a very deep connection with that goes beyond just like your physical attraction.
06:43And I thought Colby was maybe my twin flame.
06:48I specifically googled twin flame couples because I was curious to see if there were
06:52any twin flame couples talking about these things.
06:55When I looked that up, I saw Jeff and Shalia on YouTube and started watching their videos.
07:01Hi, I'm Jeff.
07:02And I'm Shalia.
07:03We're creators of TwinFlamesUniverse.com, your source for twin flame everything.
07:09First, let's start with who is your twin flame?
07:11Your twin flame is your ultimate lover, your perfect complement of all.
07:17Jeff and Shalia were a married couple and they seem to have all of these answers about relationships
07:23and that's something that I was looking for.
07:25We'll see you in more videos and on our website.
07:30I clicked the link on their website, which brought me to their Facebook page.
07:35And it was like this whole giant community of people talking about working together to heal,
07:43to try to find love.
07:46I had just divorced going into being a single parent.
07:51I thought that everything in my life was going good, but I was just missing my true love.
07:55When I first encountered this person, something about him seemed to get through all of my barriers.
08:02But then I found out he was with somebody else.
08:07I was desperate to figure out why I couldn't get over this person.
08:13And one of my friends said, oh, it sounds like he might be your twin flame.
08:18I could relate a lot to what they were saying.
08:21And I thought, oh, this is a safe place for me. This is great.
08:27Jeff and Shalia encouraged me to buy the book, which is what ultimately led me to buy the classes.
08:34Classes cost $222 a month, which I could barely afford at the time.
08:40But there was this promise of finding that perfect partner, finding true love.
08:48Welcome to Twin Flame Ascension School.
08:50We guarantee if you complete the course, you will be in Harmonious Union.
08:57And these students you see before you all made a choice to get into Harmonious Union.
09:06We had 38,000 people in the group.
09:09It had people from all over the country and the world.
09:13So we had people in New York, people in California, people in Texas, people in the UK, in India.
09:20I know about Twin Flames now and now I'm pursuing it because I was brought here for that for a
09:26reason.
09:26I wasn't even looking for it.
09:28All you do is make a choice and never give up and you will arrive at the end result.
09:31The end result is beautiful and it's worth the journey.
09:34I just felt really loved and embraced.
09:36I was emotionally, mentally, psychologically, spiritually,
09:41practically, physically invested.
09:43Did he kiss you on the train station?
09:46No!
09:47No smoochies?
09:49No!
09:49No!
09:49Next time.
09:50Next time.
09:51He's feeling insecure because he actually really likes you and he wants you to see
09:54him in a positive light.
09:56So just kiss him next time you see him.
09:58It made me feel like, oh, this is great.
10:00I found people that I can relate to and I can trust.
10:04One of the beautiful catalysts that the Twin Flame can be for us to move us quickly into that space
10:12of
10:12eternal love with ourselves and with our partner is through what we call the mirroring exercise.
10:22Jeff and Shalia stated the mirror exercise was the one tool that you needed to achieve
10:28harmonious Twin Flame union to transform your life.
10:31Learn in this short video how to heal your upsets by loving yourself using the mirror exercise
10:37taught by Jeff and Shalia Yan.
10:39The first step is you write a sentence about, you know, I'm upset because of something.
10:45I am upset at Bob because he is rejecting me.
10:49Step two, you write that sentence but you switch all of the nouns to point to yourself.
10:55I am upset at myself because I am rejecting myself.
11:01Go within to meet that part of you.
11:04Ask what it needs to feel loved and give it until that part is satisfied.
11:10I had spent a lot of my life feeling like I was to blame for a lot of my issues
11:15already.
11:16So the mirror exercise seemed like a way to take that mindset and do something good with it.
11:25It took me a little bit. I had some resistance at first to loving myself,
11:29to doing a mirror exercise, to doing my first mirror exercise.
11:33That's what Jeff and Shalia, the ultimate gift that they gave me.
11:37was they taught me how to have a relationship with myself based on love.
11:45Look at this one.
11:48And this one. Daddy set you guys up with this one.
11:53That's mommy.
11:54Who are those babies?
11:55Is that Auntie Steffi?
11:57She's looking.
11:58She's looking.
11:59Who's that?
12:00She probably looks just like mommy, huh?
12:12The twins were my last children.
12:15And they had their own little language and they were very outgoing and they were awesome babies.
12:27Well, it was really fun actually having a twin.
12:30I always had my best friend with me at all times.
12:32And so we went through a lot of things together and I was half of this unit.
12:36You know, it was always Stephanie and Paula.
12:40She was energetic and driven and projected herself outwards to the world.
12:47She joined the Peace Corps and she moved to Taiwan.
12:52There she met this man.
12:55She had an immediate attraction and this feeling as though she had met this person before
13:01or knew this person at a deeper level.
13:04She told me how much she was attracted to this guy, but he did not seem interested in Stephanie at
13:12all.
13:13She actually just Googled, I had this intense reaction to someone I just met.
13:19The terms twin flame kept popping up.
13:22From there, that's, I believe, where she found this group.
13:25It was really interesting to me because she already had a twin, which is me.
13:30What a beautiful night we had to share with everyone tonight.
13:33And from the famous words of the movie Love Actually, love actually is everywhere.
13:42At my wedding, she was so happy to be home.
13:45She loved spending time with everyone, with the exception of all of the time that she spent
13:51on these random coaching calls at all hours of the night.
13:55The times that she was allowed to sleep for a couple of hours,
13:58she slept in my bed with me.
14:03She woke me up with a night terror, screaming so loud.
14:09That scared me.
14:16My introduction to Twin Flames Universe was when one of the moms reached out to me and said that
14:21she had been completely cut off.
14:23And then she started describing some of the exercises that the group was doing.
14:30And this mirror exercise that sounded similar to other high control groups, which I had reported on.
14:35And I just did have an intuition that there was something more to this group.
14:41And so that made me dig into what was happening behind the scenes.
14:48Jeff Ayan is an interesting character.
14:50It seemed like from a really young age, he was into business ideas.
14:55He wanted to be a millionaire.
14:58When Jeff gets out of business school, he moves to Hawaii.
15:03This is around 2011.
15:05And he changes his name to Ender Ayanethos.
15:09And he creates this online persona where he's adventuring and he's making light of Jonestown,
15:18saying, someone said, maybe I should start a cult.
15:22He was really trying to market himself as this lifestyle guru.
15:30Sometime in, I think, 2012, 2013, he's introduced to Shalia online.
15:40She messaged me that night.
15:42You horny?
15:44I blinked at my computer screen.
15:46This woman is ridiculous.
15:48Always, I replied while brushing her off.
15:52I'm busy with nine million other women pursuing me.
15:57But the conversation with her continued.
16:00And within 30 minutes of talking to her, I had done something I had never done before in my 26
16:05years of babe hunting.
16:07I asked her to marry me.
16:09This was half a joke at the time.
16:11But looking back, I realized there was something different about this kooky chick.
16:15The second I, like, saw Ender, I was just like, I knew, like, everything in my whole body knew, like,
16:22oh yeah, this is so right.
16:25It was just magical.
16:26It was incredible.
16:28Her name is actually Megan Plant.
16:31She was more of a free spirit.
16:33The name Shalia came up doing some sort of conscious journeying with a spiritual teacher.
16:40Certainly, Shalia sounds more spiritual than, you know, Megan.
16:44Last night's meditation at Crystal Cave was on fear.
16:49And the mantra was Om Kalima.
16:51She's the one who really started him down this path of spiritual awakening and new agey practices,
17:00the tarot cards.
17:00I told him, like, if you're ever open to having a card reading, because I do oracle card readings.
17:07When she said that, I was hooked.
17:08I was like, card reading?
17:10Intuitive, intuitive reading?
17:12Bazinga!
17:12Yeah, let's see what you got.
17:14Shalia really brought to the table a lot of ideas for how to tap into
17:19people who are seeking alternative lifestyles and who are very open to experimentation.
17:28We moved.
17:31Some of you may or may not know that Jeff and I got married three months ago.
17:37Oh, I hear Jeff.
17:40Jeff is making his entrance like a princess.
17:44I don't have a quip.
17:46Oh, wow.
17:46It's a first.
17:47I just came to show myself.
17:49Hi.
17:50Hi.
17:51Hi.
17:53Jeff and Shalia moved to Michigan.
17:56And in that time, I think Jeff has a number of websites.
18:02Awakenedintimacy.net.
18:03Divine Guide Readings is another.
18:07This is Jeff's spiritual healing website, pre-TFU.
18:12And he says, are you suffering from a life-threatening or serious ailment?
18:17Jeff IN has been gifted with the ability to see into the root cause of your ailment
18:22and help you heal it for good.
18:23So it's just about how he can heal cancer and any other issue for a price.
18:31So this is his proto-TFU.
18:35The building blocks were already in the works 10 years ago.
18:39But before he was selling a cure for cancer.
18:44And now he's selling true love.
18:57This is my sister Marley and me on a road trip just having fun
19:02about a year before I introduced her to Twin Flames Universe.
19:10I brought Marley in because I thought that I really found something that was helping me.
19:21And I really wanted to share that with her.
19:30My sister, we went through a lot of things together.
19:35We both had our mom, who was very difficult to deal with.
19:45And Keeley was like the only one who really understood our shared childhood.
19:53I was 18, so just out of high school.
19:59Keeley invited me into the like open forum on Facebook.
20:06And then I joined the classes.
20:09I'd like to introduce our new student today, Marley.
20:13Hi, thank you so much for having me.
20:17Yes, welcome. We're happy to have you.
20:19Shalia definitely like was what kind of drew me in, I think.
20:24This has been my life.
20:27Rejection, rejection, rejection.
20:28And then, ooh, acceptance.
20:30And then, bam, I get my big payday.
20:32She wasn't afraid of like being herself.
20:36And she just had like this big boisterous laugh that was kind of like infectious.
20:41It's like a walking miracle in your life.
20:43I don't know how you don't believe at this point.
20:45I do. I can't always do that.
20:47And that's something I was wanting to be.
20:50I wanted to be open with who I was.
20:52I was very reserved and quiet.
20:55I was mostly intrigued about the self-improvement aspect.
21:00Because I did not join Twin Flames Universe with a Twin Flame.
21:06My philosophy was like, I do not want to settle for anyone.
21:11Like, I'm going to wait until I'm 30 to like even think about marrying anyone.
21:21Over the months that I started doing the mirror exercise,
21:27I started reaching out to Colby again and talking to him.
21:32It had been around nine months since Colby and I last talked.
21:36Jeff saw pictures of us together and said, what are you doing?
21:40Why are you on the other side of the country?
21:41Go be with your man.
21:43That's your Twin Flame.
21:44I felt like, oh my god, I'm so stupid.
21:47Like, how did I not see it in front of my face this whole time?
21:50Because we've been in Harmonious Union for years,
21:53we very much have achieved that miracle of being able to see and confirm someone's Twin Flames.
21:59Jeff and Shalia told us that they had this special spiritual power to confirm Twin Flames.
22:05So if you had a Twin Flame, they were the only ones who could confirm it.
22:10I felt like I should trust these people because they have the relationship that everybody wants.
22:20Jeff and Shalia told me to make sure to give Colby the book.
22:26I gave him my login information for the classes, which he watched.
22:32And he said that he felt like he was having a spiritual experience when he watched it and
22:38felt like he could resonate with what they were saying.
22:43That's when he started becoming more interested in me.
22:47And I did ask Colby if he would want to move in with me, and he said yes.
22:55Here are my bags.
22:58I'm leaving a lot of stuff here, which is fine.
23:03At first I was scared because it was so abrupt.
23:08She seemed like she, you know, this was going to be like the solution to solve her problems,
23:13to be able to hopefully be in love again.
23:17I moved from Massachusetts to Oregon to be with Colby.
23:23I was supposed to really like highlight all the good things that were happening.
23:29I was supposed to post them in the Facebook open forum.
23:33The more pictures, the better.
23:35The more details, the better.
23:36You're supposed to tell like a love story, like a fairy tale,
23:40and then contribute those good things to Jeff and Julia.
23:44Jeff and Julia, we just really wanted to highlight you and share our gratitude with you.
23:55Without you, we would not be here.
23:57We have put on a GoFundMe campaign for Twin Flames Keely and Colby.
24:03They are an important product of this work.
24:08It's an indication of this community's support for new Twin Flame unions in starting off in their lives.
24:15We were told in a private call what to use the money for.
24:21But like down to the curtains that we were going to buy.
24:25How long ago has it been since you moved into this house together?
24:31Almost three weeks.
24:33Three weeks.
24:33Wow, that's beautiful.
24:35My heart is just like so warm.
24:37I know that everyone here is on the edge of their fucking seat listening to your story.
24:43This is everyone's story, right?
24:45This is everyone's story.
24:46This is the story of falling in love.
24:47This is the story of love, falling in love, yeah, for the last time.
24:52We were told that we had reached Harmonious Union.
24:56It was like this big, huge deal because there weren't a lot of people with their Twin Flames at the
25:02time.
25:03Is what they have now what you came to get?
25:07Oh, fuck yeah. Duh.
25:09It's like kind of a no-brainer, yeah.
25:10What I'm getting at here is whether our school has achieved what we promised it would.
25:16At minimum. And we promised a lot.
25:18Um, yeah.
25:19You have something everyone in this room and everyone watching this wants.
25:23Will you help them?
25:24Yes.
25:25So you can offer them maybe a package deal to help, you know, kick off your coaching relationship?
25:32Yes.
25:33Good.
25:34So if everyone could unmute themselves and give a round of applause.
25:37Yes.
25:43Jeff's team to take a special interest in me and offered to personally train me as a coach
25:49instead of going through their program.
25:54colby and i were making around 60 per coaching session which we split we were allowed to keep
26:01everything that we earned at the beginning you're going to be able to quit your job and have a
26:06serious career as a coach or a respectable career that makes respectable income you're going to be
26:12so happy with yourselves you're going to be so alive when at the end of the year you look
26:18and there's six digits in that revenue stream i coached marley and about 10 to 15 other clients
26:26and we were taught to use the mirror exercise and these sessions with the ultimate goal of bringing
26:34these people into harmonious union harmonious union is a very high vibration so it does require a lot
26:41of support and you deserve it and your desire to have it is supported jeff and chilea were the
26:49master teachers they were at the top of the hierarchy below them were the master certified ascension
26:56coaches and then below them were the certified ascension coaches if you'd like to have a
27:03consultation with a certified ascension coach to learn how to do the same thing that i've done
27:07with my life and yours sign up for a consultation you're worth it
27:15when i first joined it was suggested that i get a coach and i remember
27:22finding stephanie at some point and talking to her and we hit it off outside of sessions we would
27:28still talk and then we realized that we actually made good friends and i invited her to come visit
27:34me over the holidays this is literally what we're doing with our twin flames but not just partnering
27:39romantically i said romance but to probably have someone but you know in a general partnership and
27:46then after christmas we drove into the city to meet up with everyone
27:57welcome back to another juicy twin flame ascension school collects we're here from all over the world
28:05together i had sort of been planning a like a little t fast meet up with some girlfriends that i'd
28:12become
28:12friends with in the group in new york city and jeff kind of hijacked the planning effort and decided to
28:19make it an official first t fast meet up i would like to invite you to share an oh more
28:25too with me
28:33we rented out to airbnbs and about 50 people came from all over the world it made everything seem so
28:41much more real it was really exciting seeing these people i'd known as online avatars for so long
28:47meeting them in person and getting to know them and hug them embrace them tell them i love them
28:53it was really wonderful when i first came into like the house and you know i said hello to everyone
28:59i sat down and just like connected that these people love me i've never been around a group of
29:05people in this life that all love me yeah it just feels like home like family like having literally
29:11on earth that's it the golden age has begun yeah
29:19so
29:33me colby and keely all traveled together jeff and shalia um bought all of
29:39our tickets my ticket kobe and keely's they really wanted us to be there jeff was very adamant that
29:47our presence was very important because it would help other people feel the vibration of harmonious
29:55union so that they could then like heal into harmonious union
30:03the subject is about soul family jeff and julia introduced this notion of a soul family at the
30:11meetup we were told by jeff that soul family is your real family it's really your only family just
30:18like your twin flame is your only lover we have some uh soul families to introduce
30:24when stephanie heard about soul family she was sobbing into my shirt because she had been having
30:31complications with her family and and issues getting along with them for a while and jeff said
30:37it really hurts to feel like your family doesn't love you but do you know who does love you
30:44sarah your your soul sister sarah and stephanie there we go there it is
30:55when you were in relation with other people that weren't supporting you on your twin flame journey
31:00it was an energy leak like you were leaking away your life force to these people
31:05and in order to be with your twin flame you had to plug up all the energy leaks
31:11everyone here everyone here has met their soul family at least one of them everyone in this room
31:19everyone over there here she is that's my daughter stephanie wow
31:26yeah
31:30jeff managed to convince her that she was being abused which then influenced her
31:35willingness to let go of her family and eventually jeff managed to convince her that she needed to
31:39send that letter so i walked with her to get coffee one morning and she dropped it off in the
31:42you know in the mailbox at the corner of the street and that was that
31:48i went to the mailbox as i do every day and saw this pink envelope and my daughter's name
31:57at the top no return address the letter reads dear family i've put a lot of thought into my next
32:06steps
32:07in my life what i value deeply who i am and what i need it's no longer compassionate for us
32:16to pretend
32:18we live in the same worlds anymore i'm choosing complete alignment with god and release all
32:23relationships with people not willing to do the same i'm safe where i am i'm being perfectly taken care
32:30of and i'm ready to claim my full true self now this will be my last correspondence to any of
32:40you
32:41take care and have a beautiful wonderful life love stephanie
32:49she blocked us from everything
32:59eternal love that's what permanent harmony is you miss eternal love when you surrender control god can
33:07bring you more but not until then did you meet him yeah marley by the way no are you sure
33:17i don't know okay the night before that class jeff had me call in marley's twin flame jeff and
33:32we had to claim that they could channel who your true twin flame was they would do this calling in
33:41ceremony and then you wait around a couple days and if someone in your life randomly appears they seem
33:50to be a twin flame possibility
33:55we had this big like thing around the table everyone was there in the airbnb and we all called
34:02in marley's twin flame together everyone was looking at me i was like crying and they were saying things
34:09like are you ready for like the ultimate love of your life like don't you want what keely and colby
34:16have
34:16in a way like i had a duty to help her find her like divine person counterpart lover because i
34:27had
34:28found mine and it was selfish of me not to help her like i really thought i was doing this
34:34to help her
34:36the next day when there was like another class going on jeff focused in on me
34:43i haven't met anyone doesn't mean you haven't met him do you have your phone out here right now
34:53hi hi this guy messaged me why i don't know this guy out there facebook yeah and then he messaged
35:02me
35:03and he messaged you i had no idea who he was he was just some random guy who joined the
35:09twin flames
35:09universe open forum on facebook and he started messaging me yeah he was like a total stranger
35:17tell us more marley
35:22well yesterday oh my god yesterday um he sent me a song this guy uh sent me this song
35:33i told that to jeff and then he made me read the lyrics of the song out loud i keep
35:41fighting voices
35:41in my mind that say i'm not enough every single lie that tells me so good take it one step
35:50at a time
35:51and when i don't belong oh you say that i am yours
35:55oh i have the other it's beautiful marley what is the name of your favorite language
36:10i was in such an emotional state i did not like this person this person looked creepy
36:28i honestly was still really confused it was just kind of like trying to make sense of what was
36:35happening because i didn't i just didn't expect that to happen i didn't expect this guy to be
36:41channeled as her twin flame and to have it happen so quickly congratulations marley
36:52it's the eternal call of your love of loves your one true love your twin flame
37:09now i can move on to miss marley who is still fresh and new to the live classes you're in
37:14a
37:14relationship with joshua what's going on in your twin flame journey um we're good we're working through
37:23um financial blocks to be able to like come on like for him to come over here and live together
37:30he can't come out right now because he was falsely arrested um they found um his friends uh
37:41drug paraphernalia on him so then they're like so he can't leave the state of utah until that's resolved
37:50yeah we had our obstacles too yeah i would look at this like the prequel to your union
37:55yeah like like your online dating opportunity and once it's all worked through then you'd be able
38:00to be together marley how old are you by the way i'm 19 you're 19 you're the youngest member of
38:06twin flame ascension school hey marley has it not so easy she just became an adult last year
38:16she's been a child for 90 of her life with marley they knew that we had such a strong bond
38:25we were told to actually heal that bond meaning get rid of it i felt like i had to distance
38:36myself from
38:36her so that she could have a healthier relationship not just with herself but also with her twin flame
38:44he's staying in utah for 11 months so he's got 11 months of probation wow yeah there was already
38:51pressure from the get-go to like like move things along jeff and shalia were like go out and leave
38:57and and move in with him like as soon as possible like don't wait i'm actually gonna go move out
39:03with
39:03him and uh yeah i was absolutely terrified but i was like yeah like i don't have any choice
39:13it's definitely a hard topic um i might just need a break
39:24if you haven't heard the news keely and kobe have uh agreed to marry each other well congratulations to
39:31you both thank you congratulations there's something that feels right about this pace right like natural
39:36um yeah how long have you been dating two months two like officially dating two months yeah oh okay
39:45well that's too fast you guys yeah that was definitely the look my father gave us
39:52a lot of the things that i did i felt like i had to do not just for jeff and
39:57julia and like
39:58my relationship but because i felt like the community and the people were relying on me to do those things
40:04first i just wanted to congratulate keely and colby for you know your marriage coming up i'm really
40:11really really really really really really really excited for you you have no idea like if we don't
40:16get married like we're not just failing ourselves but we're failing the community that
40:23spent thousands of dollars on us and is like completely invested in our success at this point
40:33the wedding was just a small wedding i told them that i got married in the open forum on facebook
40:43i felt happy somewhat i felt like people are celebrating because it's rare that twin flames
40:51come together because the relationships are so difficult maybe we did it maybe we healed something
40:56big and this will help everybody else they were one of the first people that had really started from
41:02scratch like from zero to harmonious twin flame union and so everybody was so excited
41:09because at that point it felt like well this is possible keely and colby did it so you can too
41:18it feels like we're really healing marriage like this feels right right and um congratulations guys
41:37i was always into music i started teaching about six years ago and i've always
41:44known that i wanted to produce my own songs i've been going to burning man since 2009
41:52and that's where i had met him for me it was sort of magical you know really insane chemistry
42:02we you know decided that we would give it a shot and i would move to the bay area
42:08my background is in chemistry and biochemistry and i was working in a bioengineering lab at stanford
42:14as a researcher working with dna to create cancer detection so i was very busy
42:24but we would spend a lot of time together i thought the relationship was amazing initially
42:36but then in january of 2017 i had a car accident and significant spinal injury
42:45i ended up having three surgeries and then i was broken up with by the person i thought was the
42:54love
42:54of my life i couldn't figure out what's going on with my body my mind my heart everything was broken
43:02despite being a scientist i turned to spirituality as a last chance
43:09that's when twin flames universe facebook page popped up into my feed it was the only thing that had
43:17any sort of assurance of positive things out there for me so i figured i would give it a try
43:27what are you really after here love okay tell me more about that love i just i want that next
43:36level of
43:37connection of what is that who do you have that with with my twin flame you want your ass
43:47yes yeah that's what he is yeah yeah jeff told me in a live class that my ex was my
43:58twin flame
44:00i wasn't sure how i felt about it because we had there had been issues throughout the whole relationship
44:09he would be really friendly and nice to me and then be like cold and shut off
44:16after the breakup 2017 i was with his roommate because i really didn't have any other friends
44:23in the bay area and when my ex came home i tried to call him out on his behavior
44:31and he got like very upset and called the cops to file a temporary restraining order
44:41jeff and julia knew that my ex had filed a restraining order but according to jeff and
44:47julia you only have one twin flame and you have to make that relationship work
44:54i was brought into a session and told by a coach that the restraining order wasn't real
45:00and that it didn't exist there was other people who had um restraining orders and
45:09it was sort of seen as just like something that you had to work on within yourself
45:15if you heal yourself you are able to heal the relationship you know we we dated a really long
45:21time and and what now and we're still dating we're still gonna see each other more we are seeing
45:32each other seeing each other are you really not like not i feel like i'm seeing him every day right
45:40like i feel like i wasn't in a relationship with him but i was told to sort of believe that
45:47i was
45:48and that even if he had put up a boundary that the boundary wasn't real that's what we were told
45:56we
45:56needed to work on so whatever it takes it's worth it whatever you have to move through it's worth it
46:02whatever you have to do it's worth it i had divorced from my ex-husband at that time my twin
46:10flame person
46:10was having a baby with someone else in a totally different relationship in a different state but
46:17you know that doesn't really matter none of it fucking matters because yours twin flame and this
46:23is your union and this trumps everything this is what we've been telling everyone since day one
46:29all the bullshit all the nonsense all the fuckery all the personal protection orders all the ex-girlfriends
46:35wives husbands marriage kids all those things are trumped by this one simple thing yeah your twin
46:44flame union i was willing to accept the premise that there was no greater love out there for me
46:50and so nothing would keep me from it i said bro you're my twin flame and then he said uh
46:56just because
46:56we had a connection and there was something there you know i've had a connection with another girl before
47:00like that so basically the the energy around the conversation was still avoidance you could say
47:06something like let's let our bodies do the talking or let's prepare with a shower together
47:11i didn't want to like shock him with like complete like one side he's a guy
47:17an actor from his fucking sex drive jesus christ over here jeff taught us to pursue our twin flames
47:26like at all costs so how's life been how's your relationship there's this block where i really
47:34don't want keely to tell me what to do that's what men like get really upset about is they they
47:42translate this as be my slave and then they some of them will become that slave to their woman
47:47and they'll be so unhappy it's not actually to the women at all no the second a woman knows she
47:53can
47:53control you it's it's over the sexual chemistry is done done my relationship with colby was not
48:03harmonious but then when i tried to talk about it in classes i would get humiliated and told i was
48:14taking um everything for granted that i was selfish and as long as keely's willing to be
48:20patient with you as she yells at you and tells you what to do and uh nags at you and
48:24complains at
48:25you and you know it's just you being a woman it's just you um being feminine and uh it's okay
48:34to be
48:34that and also have compassion for your man if he's like doesn't understand what you're doing be patient with him
48:44you're so frustrated and pent up and finally the divine masculine comes home and we can have sex
48:55i was having so many issues in my relationship with colby because he felt entitled to my body
49:04and my everything talking about twin flame sex
49:12it's so good
49:17jeff and chilia described twin flame sex as an ascension tool it was a tool to help you heal your
49:25blocks what's better one really awesome okay we're screaming and there's orgasms and oh
49:34my god that ain't it you know what's it having a lot of great sex you should be having great
49:44sex
49:45like that's what twin flames are about is you having great sex all the time and if you're not then
49:50there's
49:50like a problem uh chilia says i'm well meaning i get all the sex i want and need jeff and
49:57chilia posted
49:58that men need to have sex every day and that if your man wants sex then you need to give
50:04him sex
50:06there was never an option to to really say no
50:10chilia was like in her closet like getting ready and i come up but i just want to get a
50:14little kiss
50:15i knew we need to make out right and she's all no no i don't want this i threw her
50:21on the bed
50:22and jumped on top of her
50:26and then we were making out
50:32when i didn't want to have sex i would feel really shameful and guilty like there was something
50:40really wrong with me and so i would end up doing the mirror exercise trying to um heal my block
50:50like jeff promised colby that i would give him as much sexual pleasure as he wanted
51:00that's what jeff promised every couple
51:05who is this mystery man of mr joshua that we have here next to sit next to marley
51:10i'm not a mystery man this is josh this handsome mystery man hello hello hi how are you
51:17guys you don't tell you don't like look like the same person you're not the old marley anymore
51:24you're someone's woman we have had issues moments where we haven't respected each other
51:31like we should and that's because we're so used to not being able to respect ourselves
51:38harmonious union is not perfect it's not perfect harmonious union means at the core there's a stable
51:44harmony in your union that you're living in union in harmony as one life that's one that's one
51:51you've attained harmonious union
52:04they said i was in harmonious union which was like the next stage in twin flames universe
52:11it was not harmonious even for a second
52:14my twin flame he was 11 years older than me he didn't have any job
52:25he had a criminal record what are you so afraid of marley um
52:45the life he has chosen is really dark this is an opportunity to prove the validity and value of this
52:56work
52:58marley courageously goes to her deepest fears and loves herself there
53:04her union with josh her relationship with josh not hurting her unless she wants it to
53:10there was like lots of pressure already jeff and chile would be like are you gonna make a post about
53:17how
53:18things are going yet so i was trying to keep it all together keep the facade up you know try
53:28to look good
53:34what's your problem with your twin flame that you really want to work on
53:38at this point and we haven't communicated in a while sort of like he doesn't want to talk until
53:45next year and i'm guessing what i'm seeing is is today you've accepted that it's okay to feel like
53:51you have no control over your life just a little bit of discipline you're on yourself here is going
53:57to be what solves your problems okay yeah discipline's not a bad thing no it's a gateway to freedom
54:04power power and if you get over disciplined if i discipline my dog too much all i need to do
54:11to
54:11bring him to balance is give him a little extra love yeah make sense yep yeah thank you so i
54:19was
54:19being encouraged to text and call my ex by coaches and by jeff my ex was reporting every single text
54:27phone call everything to the police that and i wasn't aware of it
54:35around my 30th birthday i went out to go dancing
54:42apparently he was there
54:48he thought i had followed him out
54:54and called the cops on me i was pulled out of the club put in handcuffs put in a car
55:04and they took me
55:05to jail
55:09i only had two phone numbers in my brain which was my ex and my mom and i had cut
55:16off my mom at this
55:17point because i had been coached that she was demonic and evil i didn't really know what to do
55:25i just laid in bed trying to do the mirror exercise on myself there in jail
55:34so i was really confused and i went through it alone
55:41i was actually hearing my last coaching session with jeff in my head
55:48here's that i'm gonna get hurt angry the people aren't listening to me i'm scared that i'm going
55:54to hurt myself i'm angry that i'm not gonna listen to myself i've been getting bullied i bullied myself
56:01he doesn't love me but i don't love myself
56:06how do you see that right now scared shitless about what i don't know that somehow you're
56:12you're going to hurt me how could i hurt you
56:30how could i hurt you
56:31like
56:34don't
56:35i
56:59don't
57:12To be continued...
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58:08you
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