00:00My look is very mask, very street wear, and very baggy.
00:04My girlfriend has never seen me dress feminine.
00:06Today, we're giving her the shock of her life.
00:08Will my girlfriend still love me if I'm femme?
00:10Today, we're gonna find out.
00:22Hey.
00:23Hey.
00:23Welcome.
00:24Thank you, Miriam.
00:25Jules, nice to meet you.
00:26I'm so excited.
00:28So my name is Jules.
00:29I would describe myself as a mask-presenting woman.
00:32I think, for me, a mask style is just, you know, wearing, quote, unquote, men's clothes,
00:38but in a way that feels euphoric for myself.
00:41My look is very mask, very baggy, very street wear inspired, with maybe a touch of a bit
00:47of formal in there every now and then, but very street wear, just cool, eccentric kind
00:52of vibes.
00:53I get a lot of inspiration just from my partner.
00:55We are both mask-presenting lesbians.
00:58What did you think of my style when we first met?
01:01I thought your style was very cool.
01:04Even though you were just in the beginning of your, like, mask journey, you were very
01:08skater and you stood out from the rest of the group.
01:11That is true.
01:12And just instantly, I felt that draw towards you.
01:15So tonight we have some friends coming over before we head out to Tokyo to travel, and
01:19I've got a big surprise for everybody.
01:21You do?
01:22You do?
01:23Yeah.
01:24Oh, wow.
01:25It's a secret.
01:26Today we're gonna do a hyper-feminine look, very glamorous, Hollywood style, emphasis on
01:32the eye, contouring.
01:34We're gonna make her super feminine.
01:37This amount of makeup is a lot.
01:38This is so weird.
01:40So we're gonna start preparing the face first.
01:43Glance your skin and moisturize, prime, and then we start with...
01:46Let's do it.
01:47So how are you feeling?
01:49Are you nervous?
01:50I'm a little nervous, but I think I'm mostly excited because I just reached such a stage
01:56where I'm so confident in myself.
01:58When I was a little kid in the tomboy, I was so interested in the male baggy clothes.
02:03I had an older brother.
02:04I was always stealing his clothes, taking his hand-me-downs, and it wasn't until about
02:08sixth grade when I started dressing more feminine because, you know, my mom is always
02:12like, don't you want to wear this pink shirt or this glittery shirt?
02:15I always felt just uncomfortable.
02:18I felt like a costume for myself and just something I had to put on in order to get people's approval,
02:23basically.
02:24And, you know, you start realizing that you're a bit different from the rest of the girls.
02:27This is like a custom palette, actually.
02:29Shades of other palettes that I have put together here.
02:32It's from Beauty Bay.
02:33So why do you want to do this transformation?
02:36I'm so confident in who I am now, as in how I present myself, that I feel open to trying
02:43new things that are so not me.
02:45So about four years ago, I moved here from California to Sweden in order to do my master's.
02:50And I actually moved here with my boyfriend, who I had been dating for four and a half years.
02:54And it only took about two to three months after moving here, where I started developing
02:58a crush on a friend of mine.
02:59And it was the first, like, female crush I had.
03:01And I just, that kind of was just a moment for myself that I realized, no, this is something
03:08I need to explore.
03:09So here I have the MAC concealed and correct palette.
03:15Malin and I met in Portugal three and a half years ago at a surf camp.
03:19And we just bonded and clicked instantly.
03:22She doesn't put dresses on or heels anymore.
03:24She's cut her hair.
03:25We're both masked.
03:26And so it's been a beautiful thing to just kind of explore and grow and become more confident
03:31in our maskedness together.
03:33So who are you going to reveal the look?
03:38So my partner is coming back, Malin, and then her twin sister and our best friends are also
03:44going to be here.
03:45Jules!
03:46Jules!
03:47Jules, how are you?
03:50It's just the closest people to me who know me the best.
03:53How do you think they're going to react?
03:55I think they're going to scream and be laughing and just love it.
03:59Do you get judged on the way that you look or whether you dress?
04:04I get judged, I would say, daily on the way that I look and how I dress, specifically in
04:10female-dominated spaces, women's dressing rooms, bathrooms.
04:15There are people who misgender us and make a mistake and move on from that.
04:19And then there are people who misgender us and continue to judge us and continue to question
04:24us and tell us that we are not in the right space.
04:28And that's when I get emotional, that's when I have problems and issues, because it's
04:31just like, who are you to tell me where I belong?
04:35Okay, so you're done now.
04:38Okay.
04:39Let's get you into your outfit.
04:41Let's do it.
04:42So, I am nervous actually now.
04:45I'm the most nervous now to actually see the reveal, but I'm also excited.
04:48But also just like, get me out of this.
04:51Are you ready to see the transformation?
04:57I guess so.
04:58Are you sure?
04:59It's now or never.
05:01Okay.
05:02Five, four, three, two, one.
05:08I'm sorry.
05:09What?
05:10I'm sorry.
05:11What?
05:12Okay.
05:13Yeah.
05:14I do not.
05:15Who am I?
05:16Sorry.
05:17Oh my gosh.
05:18That is insane.
05:19Okay.
05:20At least my back looks good.
05:22I feel like I look like Bianca and Grosso.
05:23Yeah, actually.
05:24Yeah, I feel like I'm skimming.
05:25Yeah, this was not what I expected.
05:26Holy .
05:27It's not even what I looked like when I was feminine.
05:28Like this is way different.
05:29My jawline looks even better.
05:30Like what did you do?
05:31This hair is actually kind of nice.
05:32Yeah.
05:33And the lips.
05:34It does look like you gave me the lip gloss.
05:35Yeah.
05:36And the lips.
05:37It does look like you gave me the lip gloss.
05:38Yeah.
05:39Yeah.
05:40Yeah.
05:41Yeah.
05:42Yeah.
05:43Yeah.
05:44Yeah.
05:45Yeah.
05:46Yeah.
05:47Yeah.
05:48Yeah.
05:49Yeah.
05:50Yeah.
05:51Yeah.
05:52Yeah.
05:53Yeah.
05:54I was like, do I have to go get filler?
05:55Now they look so good.
05:56How do you think Malin is going to react?
05:59Oh my gosh.
06:00I don't even know.
06:01We'll see.
06:02Guys, Malin's obviously told you you've got a surprise today, but has anybody got any idea
06:07what the surprise might be?
06:08I'm guessing it's some sort of physical reveal or something.
06:14I don't know.
06:17Yeah, we'll see.
06:18I'm excited.
06:19Yeah.
06:20Whatever it is
06:50You look like
06:52You look like
06:54You look like
06:56You look like
06:58I said I feel like I look like
07:00Bianca and Russell
07:02You do
07:04You're so hot
07:06Thank you
07:08You look great
07:10Oh my god
07:12I don't know how to
07:14I'm speechless
07:16You look like an A-list celebrity
07:18It's also so funny how you're just like
07:20The mannerisms are so
07:22Dainty
07:24Look at those legs
07:26Girl
07:28I'm so tall
07:30I feel like I'm a giant now
07:32I don't even recognize you
07:34That's so crazy
07:36What if I was like this?
07:38I probably wouldn't
07:40I wouldn't have dared
07:42You're so hot
07:44I know
07:48Why do you want to kiss me?
07:50You don't want to get lipstick on your
07:52It would give you
07:54I'm going to put your lip liner
07:56Give me your lip liner
07:58Cute
08:00I now understand you taking your heels off
08:02When you have to walk home from the club
08:04Put my hand down here
08:06I prefer you as a mask
08:08I must say
08:10I was hoping that would be the final
08:12That would be the case
08:14It's really bizarre
08:16For everybody to be like
08:18Oh my god you look so good
08:20In something that I'm so uncomfortable in
08:22It's just not who I am
08:24I don't have any draw
08:26To like present this way
08:28But it was very fun
08:30The mask is not a mask
08:32It's who I am
08:34And I know that definitively now
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