00:00So growing up, my parents were really unhappy being married. My dad wasn't exactly a great
00:06husband to my mom and my mom had a lot of anxiety. My parents also have eating disorders and my
00:12mom
00:13just never really ate. They never cooked for us. It was always kind of like a fend for yourself
00:18kind of house. So I would just eat condiments and bread all the time. I was officially diagnosed
00:24with anorexia I think when I was 14 and then later turned bulimia when I was 15. I was like
00:31skipping lunch and like taking my body measurements with like a tape measure. I ate a lot of sauce
00:37packets growing up and I ate a lot of rice and I ate a lot of cereal. Basically the only
00:42real food
00:43that I was getting was like school lunch. When I hit puberty when I was around maybe like 13 years
00:50old. My body started to change and I didn't really love it. I held on to a lot of baby
00:55fat and my appetite increased. It was just my mood was very erratic. I would sneak out at
01:01night. I would drink. I started experimenting with boys you know that I knew would anger my
01:09parents just because I was so upset at them. Eventually they pulled me out of the school
01:15that I was at and sent me to an all girls Catholic school. I made it my mission to get
01:20myself
01:20kicked out of that school and I did.
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