00:00so when i hit 18 i decided to leave and go be with him it was domestic violence i ended
00:06up getting
00:06pregnant with my oldest son my son's father had left and i move on quickly the same day with this
00:13guy who is from another part of massachusetts he starts to introduce me to i stayed with him for
00:20about two years and the same cycle continued the fighting the beating i ended up leaving him and
00:26going into a shelter with my son there was also a man that was around that lived in the shelter
00:31as
00:31well with his kids one day it was thanksgiving time i'm like yo you know where i can get some
00:36pills from and he's like oh i'll give them to you if you know you suck my i'm like all
00:41right cool so
00:42me and him end up having and he ends up videotaping me and he coerces me he's threatening me with
00:50this
00:50as blackmail i finally left that shelter and got my own apartment in 2023 i get a phone call and
00:57it's a detective telling me that they found my mother that apparently she over one of the things
01:03that i got from my mom's house was all her journals i open up and i start reading she had
01:09wrote forgive
01:10myself for touching others and when i seen touching others i almost passed out because i'm finally
01:17completely realizing that she actually
01:21me to this day i'm still processing you know my kids are well taken care of we're in a good
01:26place right now
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