00:00to the video he picks his laptop up brings it over to me and hits play he had just showed
00:06me
00:06a video of an older woman an infant boy genitalia i just had no words i was so uncomfortable
00:14he tried to mimic my uncomfortableness with a smile on his face he looked at me and he told me
00:20it's sick isn't it you know i sat with that for maybe a few days and i called my mom
00:26and i just
00:26told her i was like you need to come get me there was another time at the end of the
00:30relationship
00:31and i remember waking up to him grab like trying to grab my phone out of my pocket the fourth
00:36time
00:36i woke up to him on top of me his knees on my on my hands and he had my
00:42phone and he was going through
00:44it and i remember telling him like you're hurting me and i was trying to get out from under under
00:48him
00:48he saw that i had gone out with a friend that he didn't approve of a few nights before and
00:53so he
00:53got angry and he started calling me names and told me i didn't deserve love he walked out and
00:59that was the last time i think i ever saw him after it was completely over and there was no
01:04contact
01:04i just fell into this deep deep depression and i was just processing for years um i did nothing i
01:13started using pretty heavily to stop the nightmares at night and then finally i got to a point where
01:20i was like okay i need help and so i just started going to therapy
01:24you
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