00:00I met my high school boyfriend in my freshman year. I was 14. We had an instant connection,
00:07a lot of firsts together. Come 2017, things changed. He lost his dad. I kind of watched
00:16as his mental health deteriorated and his increased. Come May 13, 2019, I find out that
00:28he has committed. I felt that I had lost my soulmate. And then my parents got divorced and I
00:37started down what I would call a bad path. And that's kind of where my comes in. Looking back,
00:45I was probably more so just craving a friend, a connection, someone to rely on. But the way that
00:55I try to get that is by entering a romantic relationship with him.
