00:00I ask myself all the time if I'm doing the right thing. You know? I may be crazy, I may
00:12be delusional, but I don't care.
00:16Hi, baby. Hola, mi amor. Yeah, it's mommy. Hola. Hi, baby. Good job. Yay. Oh, no, no, he's got the
00:35bug. He's got the camera.
00:37That's my very first headshot ever. Look, that's mommy at 18. I think this was like maybe a little, this
00:48was right before L.A. another, like a photographer friend was like, you always have these photographer friends, they're like,
00:53I'm going to do photos for you. And so he's like, let's do pigtails. Mm-hmm.
00:58I was really scared when I first got pregnant. There's a lot of wonderfully talented actresses that are waiting on
01:06getting married and having kids.
01:08The stories they were telling me are about actors whose careers were over and actors who had a hard time
01:13coming back.
01:14The blue goes inside the green. The purple.
01:18There was a sense of urgency to come back, like ASAP.
01:23So I don't always have an actor to run lines with me or a husband to run lines with me
01:29or an acting coach.
01:29So I use an app. I can do it in my car while I'm doing the dishes.
01:35It just, it really helps when you have limited time to study.
01:38You know, now that I have Maxwell, I've really had to become more efficient, so.
01:43Thank God for technology.
01:45Okay. Okay.
01:50Hey, Mace, I need to show up one of these nights.
01:53What the fuck are you doing here, Eve?
01:56Headlining a show? What's it look like?
01:58You know what it looks like. I had to find your face in a club flyer.
02:02This is my head now. At least there's someone else in this room.
02:06We need to talk.
02:08That's my son. He was there when I was recording it.
02:11That's what you said last night, so.
02:13When the hell can...
02:19Hi.
02:20Hi.
02:39There's someone else here.
02:45Hey, Mace. I know you'd show up one of these nights.
02:48Eve, what the hell are you doing here?
02:51Headlining a show. What's it look like?
02:53You know what it looks like, okay? I had to find your face on a club flyer.
02:58More than I've seen your face the last 18 months.
03:03Perfect.
03:04Excellent work.
03:06Nice.
03:07Thank you. Oh my God.
03:08Love it.
03:08Thank you so much.
03:09I just appreciate this opportunity.
03:13Oh, I have the door.
03:19Changing, changing, changing, changing, changing, changing.
03:24There's a bathroom.
03:30Do I look like an attorney now?
03:33So, we are going to my second audition for the day.
03:36This one's a comedy.
03:37The other one was drama.
03:39We did a costume change.
03:41I forgot my makeup, so faded lipstick it is for this one.
03:56All right, Marta.
03:57Yeah, I'm ready.
03:59You're all set?
04:00I'm all set.
04:00All right, let's do it.
04:03Now, he is a man of integrity.
04:05I want to see those carcasses.
04:08No, I love that one.
04:10Okay.
04:10I love that one.
04:12You should feel good about that one.
04:13Awesome.
04:13That was great.
04:14Awesome.
04:14I have a crazy thought.
04:15Yeah.
04:16Can you do a Russian accent?
04:18Yes.
04:18So, we wouldn't ask you to do it today, because that's insane.
04:20Okay.
04:22That was it.
04:23That was the audition.
04:29Now, I have to go home and make dinner.
04:32Yeah.
04:34You know, it gets to the point where you go, can I do all this?
04:38You know, you're like, can I, should I be acting, pursuing another career, and taking care of him,
04:43and I'm exhausted, and this, but then you book something.
04:46while you're exhausted, and you're like, oh, it doesn't matter.
04:50No, you can.
04:55Hello.
04:56We're here to watch my Criminal Minds episode.
05:01I'm very close to that.
05:02Oh, yeah?
05:02Very nervous.
05:03Very nervous.
05:04Okay.
05:05Woo!
05:06Woo!
05:07I'm back and...
05:08Oh!
05:09Oh!
05:10Oh!
05:10Oh!
05:10I'm back and...
05:11Oh!
05:15Oh!
05:16Oh!
05:18I'm back and...
05:23What's happening?
05:39It wasn't so bad.
05:42You're gonna be alright.
05:45It happened like this.
05:48Pattycake, pattycake, bake.
05:54Feel me to sing a song.
05:58I love this one, you love me.
06:02We are a...
06:05Mommy's voice is the same without the box.
06:08Yeah!
06:10It's been a journey.
06:13I don't know what to expect.
06:15I am a little worried and I'm hopeful on both.
06:19I think that's my existence as an actor.
06:21I'm worried and I'm hopeful all the time.
06:24You have to take control.
06:26You're the one that got ready and drove all the way across town
06:29and you're the one that's been studying for days
06:30and, you know, missing time with your son.
06:32You only get a few seconds sometimes or a few minutes.
06:36People aren't gonna stop to watch you.
06:39You have to create a stage for yourself.
06:43You have to take control.
06:46Hey everybody!
06:47Thank you so much for watching.
06:48My name is Nina Letty and I'm the director of LA Land.
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