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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 06
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00:16To be continued...
00:42To be continued...
01:00You know, if she wanted other stuff, like, it's hard to act like there's not something there.
01:08It's like our bodies want to make some waves.
01:13Oh, I got that sexy song to switch and crave.
01:19You're a giant.
01:21Oh, my God.
01:37Oh, my God.
01:39Good job.
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04:08Yesenia I think he needs to really find himself here first, but it was so
04:14Refreshing and like a breath of fresh air to hear him actually be emotional
04:20Yeah, I want to I just want a hug. I feel like you need a hug really bad
04:38It's good. I finally know my word
04:45Are you talking about me? I'll tell you that
04:50I know you're talking about you. I know you're talking about me. I was talking about you. I know I
04:53was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I like Sydney
04:56a lot and I'm just looking forward to seeing more of a romantic or potential like physical situation
05:04I don't know
05:06Am I in trouble?
05:20You just needed a hug?
05:41I was wondering when it was gonna happen. Yeah. It was great
05:52Real. Real
05:57Oh
06:02Are you crying about?
06:07Did you just kiss me? I did I did
06:13I could see myself leaving temptation island with Xavier
06:19I'm crying
06:20I'm crying
06:21Jesus
06:21You make me nervous
06:24You make me nervous
06:26This could be forever
06:30Hit me
06:31That water looks so good
06:33Hit me
06:38Hi everybody
06:43Mar
06:43Mar
06:44There he is. What's up? How are you?
06:46What up?
06:51Hi. Hi.
06:52Hi. Hello.
06:53I snuck up on you.
06:55Hi everybody. How are you?
06:57Hi. How are you?
06:59So the reason I dropped by is to let you know
07:02Tonight I'm gonna see you at a bonfire
07:06Should we say it together?
07:08Yeah. Tonight?
07:09You have another bonfire
07:11Tonight's another bonfire
07:15We're getting down to it
07:17And now, well the stakes are higher
07:21Right?
07:23So, you got the rest of the day to kind of get your head around that
07:26It's not something you should dread
07:28It's actually, there's a point where you start leaning into it
07:32Because it's less comfortable to not know than it is to get the answers that you need
07:37Right? Even if it's painful to see it
07:39The only way out is through it
07:43I look forward to talking to you guys
07:45All right, see you. Thank you, Mark.
07:47You're right.
07:48Thank you, Mark.
07:49Take it easy on us, Mark.
07:51I'll take it as it comes
07:54I don't know why I'm like so anxious for this one
07:56I know.
07:57Like I have like a pit in my stomach that I haven't had
08:00I can just see where what I've seen could escalate
08:03And that's what's freaking me out
08:04Yeah.
08:06Yeah, it gives you like a sick feeling for sure
08:08Yeah
08:14I know, dude
08:15I can't keep doing shit
08:16I know
08:17We're ready for this
08:18Yeah, we've got this
08:20And we got each other
08:21Yeah
08:22Most importantly
08:22Yeah
08:25One, two, three
08:26Bonfire
08:27Oh, God
08:28It's the worst cheer I've ever been a part of
08:30It sucks
08:31Ah
08:36Burning the oil dry
08:40Trying to survive
08:43I'm not worried about what Jack's gonna see
08:46He's gonna see me making out with Preston
08:49He's gonna see me going into the Haven with Preston
08:51He's gonna see me and Preston having a sleepover
08:53And I can't wait
08:56Holding on for hope
08:59But it's a slippery, slippery slope
09:03The first two bonfires
09:05They haven't been comparable to some of the other guys
09:07But I think going into every bonfire
09:09You're still kind of shit in your pants
09:11Since the last bonfire
09:13Our light has gone off twice
09:15It's going to be a very difficult bonfire
09:20For everyone
09:21And especially
09:23I think one or two individuals
09:28I feel like it just gets worse and worse every time
09:30I'm obviously super stressed to what I'm gonna see
09:33But we're both here to figure out our relationship as a whole
09:36And I'm just gonna take everything with a grain of salt
09:39And keep my head hot
09:45Time's tables turning
09:49Hearts are braced and burning
09:53Hold out the home
09:55I definitely feel as if
09:58What I'm about to see is gonna bring emotions of jealousy
10:03I feel like the worst case scenario
10:05Is seeing Sydney do some sexual shit
10:07Is like, how you moving that fast?
10:10I mean, no sense
10:11Yeah, it's up, it's up, it's up, it's up, it's up
10:20Don't you let it go
10:25Welcome back to the bonfire
10:27By now you know what this is
10:30You're gonna see clips of your girlfriend's experience tonight
10:33And then we'll talk about it
10:37But tonight we're gonna do things a little different
10:44Normally, you'd watch a single clip of your girlfriend
10:47But tonight, I'm gonna give you a choice
10:51After your first clip
10:53You'll have the option to go deeper
10:55A second clip
11:00You can choose to watch it
11:01If you think that'll help you
11:04You can choose not to watch it
11:05If you think that's something you'd like to avoid
11:08It's entirely up to you
11:14Jack, we'll start with you tonight
11:16Perfect
11:17You good?
11:18I'm good
11:19Okay, let's take a look
11:24All right, let me walk
11:25All right, let me get you there
11:27All right, let me get you there
11:27All right, let me get you there
11:36Straight to it, okay?
11:44Okay?
11:48You good?
11:51You didn't know what to do
12:02What comes up for you?
12:07Finally, honestly
12:13I'm not gonna even sit here and act like that doesn't hurt me because it does, but
12:17I'm glad she did it
12:18I mean
12:21This is kind of what we both needed to get out of the toxic cycle we were in
12:26I find it interesting that your reaction to a pretty heavy clip is relief
12:33I mean it sucks, it hurts, like I don't
12:37Like the thought of that is just mind-boggling, but
12:44And you can understand that she's probably had her mind boggled as well
12:48Correct
12:50That says a lot too
12:52Yeah
12:57Let's run the second one
12:59Okay
13:03Did you think coming into this experience you'd be sleeping in a bed with some
13:07Nope
13:07Some girl
13:14It's a hard watch
13:17Like giant
13:28Fuck this chick, dude
13:31It's all good
13:32Honestly
13:34I'm not gonna even sit here
13:35Like it's so hard to watch
13:36But I feel like this is like, this is just what we needed
13:40Okay?
13:41Like truthfully, like I feel like I can just finally just be me
13:44And just focus on myself
13:45And really just do my own thing
13:47And I think I'll get a lot farther in life that way
13:50Do you think there's any part of you that when you guys are at a final bonfire
13:54You'd be able to look across from one another and maybe as a couple
13:58Find each other again?
14:00I think
14:02In a perfect world
14:04Yeah, I mean, I'm a very forgiving person
14:07If she could be
14:09Forgiving of what I've done and we could move on and talk about it
14:13Um
14:15I mean, I love her to death
14:17I mean, I would love to be with her but I just don't know if that's gonna end up happening
14:25I get it
14:26I get it and thanks for sharing
14:28And I'm sorry this was painful to watch
14:29No, it's okay
14:33Okay, let's move on
14:35Cole, you ready?
14:37Yep
14:38Okay, let's take a look
14:42I just think like energy is just such a big thing
14:45It is
14:46When I first started dating Cole, he was like, I've never heard the term energy
14:50I was like, that's my life
14:52Yeah, you can only
14:54Meet someone to the depth like they've met themselves
14:57That's literally it
14:59Bradley, I dare you to kiss Scarlett's toe
15:04You're doing that
15:05I'm down for that
15:07I'm down for that
15:20I mean, yeah, what she brought up, I've heard that story from her before
15:25She's all about energy, the universe, things like that
15:29I mean, what she's kind of describing to him, I mean, it's not
15:32Does it come off to me as like special though?
15:34She said she wants to, you know, be with me long term
15:37But she doesn't have that fiery connection, you know, that she's searching for
15:43And it hurts because she expressed it, she had it in a prior relationship
15:47That was not good by any means
15:50And so it hurts
15:51I crossed every box for her except
15:54At times that like, just fiery feeling
15:56Well, the fiery feeling is a big deal
15:58For sure
15:59And that it hurts that she had it with somebody else is a good sign
16:03Yeah
16:03That it hurts you to think that somebody else lit the fire
16:10Let's me know that there's an emotional part of you
16:14You've yet to really examine
16:18Yeah
16:19Do you want to see the second clip?
16:25Yeah, let's rip it
16:27Rip it
16:33Just make me live
16:34Sick
16:35Yeah
16:35Yeah, duh
16:42Your paint's gonna get all over my bikini
16:47He's like, I see you
16:50He gets me
16:51I see what you're going through
16:52And I'm like, holy fuck, like I don't have to settle
16:56Exactly
17:04I don't like the term, the words she used settle, obviously
17:08You know, I know the kind of man I am
17:10And what I, you know, bring to the table in the relationship
17:13And how good I do treat her
17:14And it sucks to be kind of hurt as, you know, something she'd be settling for
17:18What is the definition of the man you think you need to be?
17:22I mean, Scarlett a lot of times in our relationship uses this term masculine energy
17:26And she says
17:27In a good way or a bad way?
17:29In a bad way
17:29She expresses that I don't have it
17:33I think masculinity is the wrong name for it and it's not fair to you
17:37Mm-hmm
17:38Cause that's gonna send you down, I'm alpha
17:40I climb mountains and slay dragons, you know, I'm that dude
17:43Which you are
17:45Yeah
17:46I suggest true masculine energy is the courage to be completely vulnerable
17:52Yeah
17:56I'm not really sure what else I can do at this point
17:58Like, I'm just being, I'm just being cold
18:01A lot of cold is fantastic
18:04I appreciate it
18:05I just want to access another level to save your relationship
18:09Because I believe you love her
18:11A lot, yeah
18:14Okay, uh, Summit
18:16Yeah, let's, let's get into it, my, my stomachs
18:19All right, let's take a look
18:20In knots
18:26So, remember how you said you wanted me to write you those affirmations?
18:28Mm-hmm
18:29So, I wrote you a couple
18:32I don't need to change a thing to be amazing
18:35You're so sweet
18:36You're literally, like, the sweetest man ever
18:39These are things that you should believe within yourself
18:41I'm made to think that I'm, like, too much or not enough of this and too much of that
18:48Was that Summit that made you feel the way?
18:50Yeah
18:51It's just like a mind to fuck
18:54Like, there was a night where I was, like, in his room
18:57Beside myself
18:59And his friends were outside
19:00With some random girls
19:02And he was like, I'm gonna go hang out with them
19:05Left me crying in his room
19:08Went outside, I watched him through the window
19:10Where he was, like, dancing
19:13Having so much fun
19:14While your girlfriend's sitting upstairs, sobbing
19:17How can you do that to someone you love?
19:20It's like, sociopathic
19:30Uh, yeah, I mean, it's right on theme with my last two bonfires
19:36I'm here to, like, make sure Kaylee's the one
19:38And it sounds like she's here because she's...
19:41I'm not fulfilling her
19:43And so it's like we're both just super unsure in the relationship
19:47And that sucks, and that's scary
19:49Feels like pressure, doesn't it?
19:51Yeah, it does
19:53Do you think you're ready for forever?
19:56Well, that's why I'm here, you know, is to decide if I am ready for forever
20:00I just don't want to, like, blink and it's all over
20:04And I wanna squeeze the juice out of life as much as humanly possible
20:08And it's scary thinking that, you know, I'm just, like, not tied down
20:12Tied down is the wrong word
20:15There's no wrong words, as a matter of fact, whatever comes out of your mouth first
20:18Is what we work with, so just don't edit
20:21Okay, tied down
20:23It's just, I like Kaylee every second
20:26I love Kaylee every second
20:28That I need is what I'm trying to figure out
20:30You can't will commitment
20:36Do you wanna see more?
20:41I don't probably wanna see it, but...
20:43No
20:45Okay
20:46Mikey
20:47What's up?
20:49What's up?
20:50How are you?
20:51I'm great, thanks for asking
20:52Let's, let's work on you
20:54Let's take a look
21:02Goddamn
21:03I know
21:07Very intimate
21:11You're buying trouble?
21:16You just needed a hug?
21:23What the fuck?
21:24No
21:33Oh
21:43Um
21:50Wow
21:53Wow
21:58Wow
22:01Wow
22:01Wow, my life is, my life is gonna be different
22:04And that's okay
22:05It's okay for my life to be different
22:11It's okay
22:12I love her so much
22:24I thought she, I thought this was, I thought this was it for me
22:28I thought it was, I thought it was gonna be me and Sydney running into the sunset
22:33And sometimes you have to go through certain things to know if she's the one
22:39I don't wanna offer false hope
22:41Right
22:42Because I don't know how things go
22:45But I can tell you the only chance you have
22:47In life
22:49Is to keep doing what you're doing to discover more about you
22:52And at the end when you get to talk to one another
22:55We'll see if that makes a difference
22:57Yes, sir
22:58You wanna see the other clip?
23:01Let's do it
23:02You sure?
23:03Positive
23:05Okay, let's take a look
23:13I put a big-ass heart on your back
23:15I put a big-ass heart on your back
23:15Hey, that's all I need, come on now
23:16I don't even know what to say about Xavier anymore
23:19Like, everything with him feels so natural
23:21Everything feels so genuine
23:23He just makes me feel like, seen and heard
23:27And I feel like that's all a girl wants
23:29And then
23:29There she is
23:30Yeah
23:34Oh, oh, oh, shit
23:38Okay, chill, hey, chill, chill, chill, chill, chill, chill, chill
23:49Yeah, it's sexual
23:52Um...
23:52It's a very sexual connection there
23:55and it's just kind of, it hurts.
23:57Like she's, she's, she's, like two weeks ago
24:01she sat front row at my sister's wedding
24:04and she sat right next to my mom
24:06and she looked my mom in her eyes and said,
24:08I love your son.
24:09And that's not a woman that would do that
24:11to somebody that she loves.
24:16I just want you to just be honest with me.
24:18Do you think it, do you think it's time
24:22for me to shut that door?
24:22I just don't think it's that simple.
24:26Okay.
24:27Do I think she's experiencing a real connection
24:29with somebody?
24:30Mikey, I think she is.
24:33But do I think you shut a door?
24:37Hell no.
24:40When we show up at these final bonfires,
24:43if you've done the work, you're a different person.
24:48Yeah.
24:49That conversation doesn't resemble
24:51the conversations you've had in the past.
24:53They're at another level.
24:55Yeah.
24:55I'm just finally happy to, to know what it is.
24:58Like, she's not thinking about the gaining of the trust
25:02within the relationship.
25:03She's gaining, she's gaining something deeper
25:05from what I see with somebody else.
25:07The thing about this place, you come here saying, these are the problems in my relationship.
25:15I hate to tell you.
25:16I hate to tell you, it's never what brings you here that's the actual problem.
25:19Yeah.
25:20At least I can say I'm growing and learning.
25:22And I wish there was a softer, easier path for you.
25:25Yeah, me too.
25:26This is painful.
25:28But it's okay.
25:29Well, it's...
25:30It's gonna be okay.
25:32There you go.
25:34All right, gentlemen, you've made it through another bonfire, and it's a lot to process.
25:40Goddamn.
25:40I'm gonna let you go, but there are some changes I need to let you know about.
25:44When you come back to the villa tonight, the temptation haven will be gone.
25:49So, what's next?
25:52Tomorrow, you'll have the chance to record a 30-second video message for your girlfriend.
25:57Now, you can choose to do it, or you can choose not to do it.
26:00It's entirely up to you, okay?
26:04And so you know, I'm giving the women the exact same choice,
26:07which means some of you could receive a message from your girlfriends,
26:11and some of you may not.
26:13The decision will be theirs.
26:16All right, that's it, guys.
26:18Good night.
26:18Good night.
26:19I didn't see, I didn't see this coming.
26:26Came here in love, but that's not how we're leaving.
26:32Ah, damn it.
26:33What's wrong?
26:34I'm hurt.
26:36I came in here, I set my boundaries, and I stuck with them.
26:40And it looks like Sydney fell for temptation.
26:43I'm kind of past the tears point of this, because I'm like, I got the answers I needed.
26:47Like, it's black and white.
26:49You can't fake that.
26:50Words, you can, you feel me, get a little misconstrued.
26:52But action?
26:54She stood on business.
26:56If we leave, then there's no turning.
27:00Dark or we're really done with what we have.
27:04Yeah, I'm feeling hurt, annoyed, sad, angry.
27:08She was telling me not to hurt her little heart and crying.
27:11And she's obviously doing things to hurt my heart, and I don't even know if I'm on her fucking mind
27:15when she's going through this process with one of her Bradley.
27:19So it's for sure, it's tough.
27:21My girlfriend called me a sociopath.
27:23Did she say that word?
27:24Yeah.
27:25How is that sociopath?
27:26I wish I had your problems.
27:28How am I a sociopath?
27:29Like, I'm like, very endearing and caring, and I treat her like a princess.
27:33And I do so much to try and make that woman happy, and it doesn't work.
27:40I don't know what to do.
27:43I can't believe she's calling me a sociopath.
27:49What hit hardest for me was just the fact that when I cheated, she knows how I felt.
27:57And I don't really see that in her.
28:01I feel like she just took everything we've ever done together for granted and doesn't care.
28:05Go back to the Cree.
28:07I just want to go home.
28:09If it's goodbye for me and you, then it's goodbye for good.
28:23Every bonfire so far, I feel like, has been the exact same.
28:27I have gotten no clarity and no answer.
28:29So I just still really feel like I'm in the dark.
28:32What I've wanted from this is the accountability.
28:37But so far, I haven't seen anything along those lines.
28:40So it's really hard.
28:45It's crazy how, like, your perspective changes as...
28:48That's what scares me.
28:50Yeah.
28:50At least I'm not going into this one blindsided.
28:53Yeah.
28:53Mm-hmm.
28:54At least I'm not going into it like he's gonna cheat.
28:57Mm-hmm.
28:58I know he's gonna cheat.
29:00Like, I know what I'm gonna see.
29:01Yeah.
29:01I'm going into this bonfire prepared.
29:03I know Jack was the one who set those red lights off.
29:06I can't tell y'all what this man's capable of.
29:08He's capable of it all.
29:21Obviously, there's a fear that I'm gonna see something from Summit that I don't wanna see.
29:26I think I've been just, like, working on myself to improve our relationship.
29:32And if I'm not seeing that from him, I'm gonna be really frustrated.
29:41Honestly, I feel like after the first bonfire, you know, I stated that I was done with Mikey.
29:46And I was...
29:46I said that because I wanted to be able to stand on that.
29:49But it's always hard going back to these bonfires.
29:52You know, hearing him talk, hearing him laugh, seeing him smile.
29:55Like, all those things that would usually bring me joy don't anymore.
30:02Enjoy!
30:09Good to see you all.
30:10Good to see you.
30:11Good to see you, too.
30:13Welcome back to the bonfire.
30:15You guys have done some amazing work in the bonfires we've had coming up to today.
30:21Tonight's gonna be a little different.
30:25Here's how it's gonna work.
30:26You're gonna see a clip, just like we've done before.
30:29And we'll talk about it just like we've done before.
30:32And then after that, you're gonna have an option.
30:35You can choose to see more.
30:40A second clip.
30:45Got it?
30:46Got it.
30:48We'll start with Kaylee.
30:53It feels like I'm sacrificing a lot.
30:56Yeah.
30:57To like be in the relationship with Kaylee.
31:00Like I just don't really know what I can do differently to be like...
31:03Yeah.
31:05...appreciated.
31:06It's like go out there and find this like perfect boyfriend that you keep talking about.
31:11Clearly it's not me.
31:13Right.
31:13Instead of putting me through this and trying to change me and morph me into that.
31:15Like why are you dating me if I'm such a shitty boyfriend?
31:18Yeah.
31:19It's exhausting.
31:24Okay.
31:25Okay.
31:26He's said that to me many times.
31:29It shows me that he is still in denial of where the relationship is lacking.
31:36And he's not learning anything.
31:38What have you defined you want your relationship to be?
31:43Are you ready for that next level of forever?
31:46Is that why you're...
31:47That's what you want?
31:48Yes.
31:48Of course.
31:50I want someone that wants to be with me and wants to put in the effort to make that work.
31:55Not someone that just takes the back seat and wants it to be easy.
32:00It looks like he doesn't want to put in that hard work to make it work.
32:04And it makes me wonder like, do you love me enough?
32:08If that's so hard for you to do the bare minimum.
32:14It's not a lot to ask.
32:15No.
32:17Okay.
32:19Have you seen enough?
32:25I'll see another one.
32:27Okay.
32:29Let's watch the next clip.
32:37Go Coby.
32:39Go, Coby!
32:41Go, Coby!
32:42Hey!
32:57She's good.
32:59She's good.
32:59Oh, my God.
33:05Disrespectful.
33:06That is not showing me him
33:08making any effort at all
33:10towards the relationship.
33:12And that makes you feel how?
33:15Makes me feel worthless.
33:18Hmm.
33:19You're not worthless.
33:20You're not worthless.
33:23You're not worthless.
33:25You are a prize.
33:27You are somebody's forever.
33:30And you've started the process
33:33of defining it, recognizing it,
33:35making space for it,
33:37and demanding it.
33:38Yes.
33:39I will demand that.
33:42I'm going to have a lot of questions
33:43for that boy when I see him.
33:46And I did call him a boy for a reason.
33:52Okay.
33:53Cheyenne?
33:55Yeah.
33:56You ready?
33:57I'm ready.
33:59Let's take a look.
34:00Yeah.
34:03Would you go in there with me?
34:06Oh, my God.
34:08Is anyone going to see us?
34:11That's so messy.
34:13Let's go.
34:14Let's hurry up.
34:19Oh, my God.
34:23This is so bad, Jack.
34:26You're crazy.
34:28No.
34:30Are you trying to be crazy?
34:34I'm a bra.
34:36Jack.
34:37You're crazy.
34:47That's Jack.
34:48I mean, he showed me that
34:50since the first bonfire,
34:51so I'm not surprised
34:53that I'm continuing
34:54to get the same shit from him.
34:56This is what I get with him,
34:58and I'm glad that he's showing
34:59the whole world who he is,
35:01because this is Jack.
35:03So who's Cheyenne?
35:06I don't know.
35:08Well, what have you learned
35:09so far about you?
35:13I've learned...
35:16You're the coolest person
35:17in the book.
35:18She's a fucking mess.
35:19Like, what?
35:20Well, the girls make me feel
35:21like I'm, like,
35:22the best person ever.
35:23Because you are.
35:24They made it, yeah.
35:25I don't know.
35:26I'm realizing that I am fun,
35:29and I can have fun
35:30without Jack,
35:32and there's way more out there.
35:34Besides these three women
35:36supporting you,
35:37anybody else in the house
35:38helping you through this?
35:41Oh, Mark.
35:45Um, yeah,
35:46so I have a BFF of the house.
35:49His name's Preston,
35:49and, yeah,
35:50he's been helping me
35:51get through it.
35:51I'm maybe 20 feet from you,
35:53but I can feel you
35:54blushing from here.
35:55I'm not.
35:58Okay.
35:58I'm not.
35:59No, yeah,
35:59he's just a great guy.
36:00He's your BFF.
36:01He's my BFF.
36:02Yeah.
36:03So I know
36:04you've thought about
36:06not,
36:07I think I'm falling in love
36:08with Preston.
36:08I want to be with him.
36:09I think you've thought about
36:10what would it be like
36:11with a guy like that?
36:12Mm-hmm.
36:12So what do you want
36:13in a partner?
36:15What have you discovered
36:16that you want
36:17that you're not getting?
36:19I want respect.
36:20I want my partner
36:21to respect me
36:23and love me
36:24and provide for me
36:26and just make me feel
36:27like I'm the most beautiful
36:28person in the world.
36:29I want him to scream my name
36:31from the mountaintops
36:31and make me feel
36:32like I'm worth
36:35more than what Jack does.
36:38And I think I'm already
36:40starting to know
36:41that there's other people
36:41out there
36:42that are better than him.
36:43So, are you done
36:45or do you want to see more?
36:52I'm good.
36:52I've seen everything
36:53that I need to see.
36:54Jack has hurt me enough.
36:56These clips stick with me
36:57for, like,
36:57the next days after
37:00and I don't want
37:01to see any more.
37:01I don't want to see him,
37:02period.
37:03Like, I don't ever.
37:05I don't want to see him
37:06ever again.
37:07I've seen enough.
37:09Your decision.
37:10I honor your decision.
37:12That's my decision.
37:14Sidney.
37:15You ready?
37:16I'm ready.
37:18Let's take a look.
37:23Yes!
37:24Yes!
37:25What did they know?
37:26Oh.
37:28I'm scared of India.
37:31Bad news.
37:32Bad news.
37:33You got to resist temptation.
37:36And you got to see
37:37the temptation
37:38in order to resist.
37:39You have to see
37:40the temptation
37:40in order to resist it.
37:41That's real.
37:42That's true.
37:43That's real.
37:43And I feel like
37:44I saw the temptation
37:45and I resisted it.
37:48That's good.
37:49I'm glad that
37:50he has, you know,
37:52respect
37:52in what our values
37:53were in terms
37:54of not touching.
37:55But at the end
37:57of the day,
37:57it doesn't change anything.
37:59Could it be
38:00that subconsciously
38:02you were looking
38:02for a reason
38:03to say,
38:05I'm done?
38:07Honestly, Mark,
38:08not at all
38:08because
38:10he's not being
38:11who I need him
38:11to be.
38:12The first thing
38:13he said
38:14in the first two days
38:15was,
38:16I'm,
38:16my biggest fear
38:17is falling for one of you.
38:18I'm going to shoot
38:19my shot with India.
38:20And I'm like,
38:20whoa,
38:21that's not what we came here for
38:22and that's not what you told me.
38:23How much of your ability
38:24to say that
38:25has to do
38:26with what you found?
38:30So much.
38:31Let's just start there.
38:32The night after,
38:34I believe it was
38:34the first bonfire,
38:35the guys made us
38:36some cards
38:37and my card
38:39from Xavier,
38:40like you could tell
38:41he had took his time
38:42designing it
38:43and everything
38:43and it was a little prize.
38:45And I had told him,
38:46like, I always,
38:47I want to be the prize.
38:48And it was like,
38:49peel here.
38:49I peeled it back
38:50and it said,
38:51you're the prize, Sydney.
38:53Oh.
38:55So like seeing that,
38:56it's like,
38:57thank you
38:58for seeing me.
38:59Like,
38:59Jesus,
39:00it's amazing.
39:01So now,
39:02no pressure on you,
39:04but
39:06could this be
39:07a real thing?
39:09Yeah.
39:10It definitely
39:11could be a real thing.
39:12It could.
39:13I would love that.
39:14He's a great guy.
39:15Just exploring our connection,
39:17I feel more comfortable
39:18and it definitely
39:20could turn
39:21into something real.
39:22All right,
39:22let's see where that goes.
39:24Want to see more?
39:32I've seen what I needed to see,
39:34what I came to the island to see
39:35and
39:37I'm good where I'm at.
39:39Promise,
39:39I'm good where I'm at.
39:41All right,
39:42that leaves Scarlett.
39:44Let's see where Cole's at.
39:48I feel like she just
39:49doesn't got me,
39:50you know?
39:51And she always prides herself
39:52on my team
39:53and like
39:53getting each other's backs
39:55and I'm just like,
39:56I don't feel like
39:56she has my back right now.
39:58I have hers.
39:59Yeah.
40:01It hurts, bro.
40:03I just feel like
40:04she doesn't care.
40:05It just fucking rubs me
40:06the wrong way, man.
40:10I'm solid with that chick.
40:12I have so much to give,
40:13so much to offer.
40:16My girlfriend's like,
40:17I don't even know
40:17if they fucking even see that.
40:19Yeah.
40:20I'm sick of just every night
40:22going to bed,
40:22just staring at the fucking ceiling
40:23and can't fall asleep
40:24for like hours
40:25and then
40:26waking up in the morning,
40:27food doesn't even look good.
40:28Like anything,
40:29I'm just like,
40:29yeah, what are we doing
40:30so I can just take my,
40:31hopefully take my mind off it
40:32and I just hope
40:33the sun goes down
40:33and I can fall asleep
40:34and wake up next to you
40:35and just keep ticking off days now?
40:36Yeah.
40:47I mean,
40:48kind of what I've been saying
40:49all along.
40:51Since being here,
40:52like one of the things
40:52that has become so clear
40:53when I talk about
40:54the missing piece,
40:55like that's it.
40:56Like I just want to see
40:57if he can go deeper
40:59and like express to him
41:00that like I have pinpointed,
41:01I think this is the root
41:03of everything
41:05and like can you meet me there?
41:07And then,
41:08you know,
41:08if he can't,
41:09then that's the answer
41:09I don't think
41:10will ever align on it.
41:11Where does that leave you?
41:13I'm confused
41:15because he has
41:16so many amazing qualities
41:17that I do love.
41:19What do you do?
41:20Do you give up
41:22lack of depth
41:23for someone
41:24that truly just
41:25loves you
41:27with their entire being?
41:29Or do you have someone
41:30that half-assed loves you
41:32but goes deeper?
41:33Are those our only choices?
41:35No.
41:36So what you're saying is
41:37there's no one else
41:38who's going to love you
41:39as deeply as that?
41:40I mean,
41:41there probably is,
41:42but
41:44I don't want to go looking.
41:47Then one might argue
41:49that you're playing it
41:50as surface
41:51as he appears to be.
41:55I think it's just scary.
41:57So before I go any further,
41:58do you want to see more?
42:07Okay.
42:08I have some thoughts.
42:10The thing I get most worried about
42:12in any relationship
42:13is acquiescence.
42:15He's
42:16pretty great.
42:17Yeah.
42:18He leaves me feeling
42:21worried every time
42:21he leaves the house
42:22and I can't have
42:23a deep conversation with him
42:24and I'm never sure
42:25if I can trust him,
42:27but he's pretty great
42:28and he really,
42:29really loves me.
42:32Yeah.
42:32Not what I want.
42:34So what do you want?
42:36I want my soul
42:37to be set on fire.
42:40Okay.
42:42I'm down for that.
42:43Yeah.
42:44Is Cole the guy
42:45who can set your soul on fire?
42:51It says a lot
42:52that you don't have
42:52an answer for that yet.
42:54I don't have the answer.
42:57Well, you've got
42:58some choices to make.
43:02Okay, you guys,
43:02we made it through
43:03another one together.
43:04Good for you.
43:05When you return
43:06to the villa tonight,
43:07there's gonna be
43:07a little change, okay?
43:11The temptation haven
43:12will be gone.
43:14Thank the Lord.
43:16For some of you,
43:17it served its purpose
43:19and for others of you,
43:20it hasn't served at all,
43:21but nonetheless,
43:22it's done.
43:23So,
43:24what's next?
43:27It's time to decide
43:28if there's something
43:29on your heart
43:32something you want
43:33to share
43:33with your boyfriend
43:35because tomorrow
43:37you'll have the chance
43:38to record
43:38a 30-second video message
43:40for your boyfriend.
43:42Now, you can choose
43:43to do it
43:45or you can choose
43:46not to do it.
43:47That decision
43:48is entirely yours.
43:50And just so you know,
43:51I'll be giving
43:52the same choice
43:52to the men.
43:54So, you may receive
43:55a video clip
43:56or you may not.
43:58that decision
43:58will be theirs.
44:00I appreciate
44:01all four of you.
44:02That's it.
44:04Thank you, Mark.
44:05Good night, you guys.
44:06Good night.
44:13I'm just, like,
44:14really struggling
44:14with the thought
44:15right now
44:16that Cole and I
44:16might not be meant
44:17for one another.
44:18I feel like Bradley
44:20and I communicate
44:21without even speaking
44:22and Cole and I,
44:25I mean,
44:25we can't even
44:26communicate
44:27with words.
44:28I know Cole
44:30means well,
44:32but some things
44:34you can,
44:34you just can't force
44:35and that is
44:38a soulful connection.
44:47Like, it's just like
44:48you're sitting there
44:49enjoying yourself,
44:50like, running around
44:51naked,
44:51having so much fun.
44:53Like,
44:55I'm just glad.
44:56It made me feel
44:56like I didn't exist.
44:59Whenever I ask
45:00for an ounce
45:02of more effort,
45:03that's what I'm
45:04met with,
45:04is go find someone
45:06else that can
45:06give you that.
45:07And to hear him
45:09still saying that
45:10is just like
45:11a slap in the face.
45:12It's like,
45:12when are you
45:13gonna step up?
45:17you can keep
45:18your excuses.
45:22Mikey's a good person.
45:23You know what I'm
45:23saying?
45:24Yeah.
45:24In the sense of,
45:25like, him,
45:25like, resisting that,
45:27but it's like,
45:28choose me every
45:28fucking time.
45:29seeing the clips
45:30is like
45:32showing me
45:32that I'm moving on
45:33and that
45:34I don't feel
45:35the same way.
45:36I accepted
45:37the bare minimum
45:38for a very long time
45:40from Mikey
45:40and I want
45:42more for myself.
45:44Wait,
45:45do you guys think
45:45he's gonna send me
45:46a video?
45:47Oh, yeah.
45:48I think he will.
45:50I am
45:51realizing
45:52with this experience
45:52that Jack
45:53was never worth
45:54my time.
45:54I've been
45:55looking
45:56for someone
45:57in Jack
45:58that he just,
45:59he can't get.
46:18I really hope
46:20that I can see,
46:20like,
46:21some sort of
46:23proof
46:24that he has
46:25been putting
46:25in the work
46:26and digging
46:28a little deeper.
46:29I'm tired
46:29of feeling
46:30like I'm
46:30fighting for
46:31this relationship
46:32so much more
46:32than he is.
46:34I still
46:35am holding
46:35on to so much
46:36hope
46:37and I still
46:38think
46:38that there
46:40is a chance
46:41for this
46:41to work.
46:43I'm just
46:43at my point
46:44of, like,
46:45knowing what
46:45my line is
46:46for when I'm
46:47not gonna
46:47go forward.
46:49But that
46:50doesn't stop
46:51me from still
46:51loving him.
46:53And
46:54hoping for
46:55the best.
46:56Okay.
47:07Baby girl,
47:08I love and miss
47:10you beyond words.
47:12Not a moment
47:12passes by
47:13where I don't
47:14think of your
47:14big, beautiful
47:15blue eyes
47:15and your little
47:16head nestled
47:16up on my chest.
47:18This experience
47:19is more emotional
47:20than I ever
47:20could have
47:21imagined.
47:22The clips
47:22I've seen
47:23during the
47:23bonfire
47:24make it
47:24nearly unbearable.
47:26I'm proud
47:27that I've never
47:27put you down.
47:28That's why
47:29it makes it
47:29all the much
47:30harder to see
47:31the way you
47:31speak of me
47:32so poorly.
47:34I'm worried
47:34that you're not
47:35proud of the
47:36man I am.
47:37I don't care
47:38about our past.
47:39I just care
47:39about us
47:40and our future.
47:41I just want
47:42us to be happy.
47:59I love
48:00Summit so
48:01much, but
48:02if he's saying
48:03the past is the
48:04past, then I
48:04don't know if
48:05he has
48:06fully, you
48:07know, realized
48:09like the
48:11things that you
48:11have said and
48:12done to me
48:13will leave a
48:14scar on me
48:15for the rest
48:16of my life.
48:17I want him
48:17to just admit
48:18like what I
48:21did was in
48:22the past was
48:24not right and
48:25I'm going to be
48:26a better man
48:26now.
48:29That's all I
48:29want.
48:31Like, tell me
48:32you're just
48:32going to be
48:34better.
48:35Things might not
48:36work out the way
48:37that I had hoped
48:39she is
48:41beautiful
48:42someone tells
48:43her that
48:44if I were
48:46beautiful
48:48the weight of
48:49this video message
48:50today, it could
48:51make or break our
48:52relationship.
48:53I just want to be
48:54enough for somebody
48:55but from what I've
48:56been seeing from
48:57the bonfires, I
48:58don't love the
48:59things she's saying
49:00about me.
49:00I just don't get
49:01how it's
49:02constructive.
49:03I don't get what
49:04we're working on
49:05here.
49:06Sometimes it feels
49:07like as hard as it
49:09is, the only way
49:10out is out.
49:18Hi, Summit.
49:21I have been
49:23seriously taking
49:24this opportunity
49:25to reflect on
49:26myself and learn
49:27so much and I
49:29have such a new
49:30outlook on life
49:31and I'm so excited
49:33for you to see
49:33that side of me
49:34but I also want
49:37you to remember
49:37what we came
49:38here for.
49:39This isn't just
49:40about resisting
49:41temptation.
49:43We came here
49:44together to dig
49:45a little deeper
49:46and realize why
49:48things aren't
49:49working and figure
49:50out how to make
49:51them work.
49:52And so far, I
49:53just feel like I
49:54haven't seen that
49:55from you.
49:56I'm so tired of
49:58feeling like I am
49:59fighting so much
50:01harder than you
50:01are for this
50:02relationship to work
50:04and I'm tired of
50:05feeling like I have
50:06to prove myself
50:07over and over
50:09again.
50:11I need to see
50:12more from you.
50:14I want us to come
50:16out of this as the
50:18amazing alien summit
50:19that I know we can
50:20be.
50:22And that's not
50:23going to happen if
50:23we don't start to
50:24make some changes.
50:25changes and I do
50:26not want this to
50:28all be for
50:29nothing.
50:49This is just kind of,
50:51you know, some of
50:52the best I felt.
50:54I have gotten
50:55clarity on what I
50:57need to do the rest
50:58of this process.
50:59I need to better
51:01myself for her and
51:03for me.
51:03And if at the end
51:05we like the people
51:06we've become, then
51:09we're going to be
51:10perfect and happy and
51:11live together forever
51:12and get a wiener dog
51:13and move in together.
51:14If we don't like how
51:17we've changed and who
51:18we've become, we cut
51:21ties right there and
51:22then we move on.
51:30I mean, I'm pretty
51:30anxious.
51:31Obviously, there's a
51:31lot on the line.
51:32Like, I love this
51:32girl.
51:33And so I hope in the
51:34video it's nothing
51:35like wishy-washy.
51:36It's like definitely
51:37get some insight into
51:38where her head's at.
51:39I mean, I've never
51:39felt this far from her,
51:41you know, ever.
51:42I think if she really
51:43loves me and she wants
51:44to be with me, yeah,
51:47this video message from
51:48her needs to really
51:50portray that.
51:58Cole, I want to start
52:01this by saying
52:02everything I say, I say
52:04with love.
52:05I truly wish coming
52:07into this that we had
52:09not set such strict
52:11boundaries.
52:12I feel that you've been
52:15so hyper-fixated on the
52:17no cheating that you're
52:19actually missing the big
52:20picture.
52:21This is a huge
52:22opportunity for growth.
52:24You know, I have been
52:26expressing for months
52:27that I feel that we are
52:28lacking in trust and
52:30transparency and
52:31communication and in
52:33depth.
52:33I just feel let down to
52:36see that there has been
52:37no inner work.
52:38There's been no
52:39accountability.
52:40There's been no depth
52:42in your journey here.
52:44I am diving in over
52:45here.
52:46I am getting to know
52:47people and through
52:48getting to know these
52:49people, I'm getting to
52:51know myself.
52:52We can't leave here as a
52:54couple if we leave the
52:56same way that we
52:56arrived.
52:57So please put in the
52:59effort, know why I'm
53:00doing the same, and I
53:02love you.
53:06I don't want to look
53:08back and wonder why
53:12And it hurts like hell
53:13to know how hard we
53:15tried
53:16I was hoping her
53:16message would be a
53:17little more heartfelt,
53:18more like, I miss you.
53:20At the end of the day,
53:21it's like, I'm a good
53:21guy, I treat you well,
53:23I love you.
53:24Like, what else am I
53:25supposed to do, you
53:26know?
53:26Like, I bring a lot to
53:27the table.
53:28Let's not stay here
53:31Let's just stay here
53:32And make believe that
53:36We're okay here
53:41Cole and I both deserve
53:43to feel fully fulfilled.
53:46The last few days I have
53:48had a lot more clarity.
53:51I would love if we came
53:54back together and, like,
53:55there was all of this
53:57depth and growth, but I
53:59just don't know how much
54:02could have actually
54:04changed.
54:13Hi, my most precious
54:14angel.
54:15This process has been one
54:17of the hardest things I've
54:18ever gone through
54:18emotionally, and I just
54:19want you to know there's
54:20been so much depth and
54:21growth in this experience,
54:22and I can't wait to show
54:23you.
54:23I miss you so much.
54:26I want you to know that my
54:27loyalty lies with you, and
54:28your most precious heart has
54:29always been top of mind in
54:31all the decisions that I've
54:32made.
54:33I've seen some things in the
54:34bonfire that have definitely
54:35caused some pain and
54:36suffering and confusion to me,
54:39but just know how much I love
54:40you and how much I want us.
54:42I just miss your scent.
54:43I miss your smell.
54:44I miss your touch.
54:46I just see us in our kitchen
54:47right now listening to our
54:48favorite Shania Twain song,
54:49dancing around, going for a
54:51walk, snuggling in bed with
54:52our little ankle wrap.
54:53I love you so much, and I
54:55can't wait to see you soon.
54:57Always, Cole.
54:58I'm losing control.
55:00You played your role, didn't
55:02take it, you stole this part
55:06of me.
55:07We never fit the mold.
55:09This love won't grow old,
55:11cause we laid it to rest.
55:14We're hard to hold.
55:15Seeing Cole and just hearing
55:19his voice, it actually broke
55:21my heart.
55:24He obviously still really
55:27wants this.
55:29Meanwhile, like, I've realized
55:30what is truly missing.
55:32Oh, God.
55:35Are you okay?
55:37Oh, my God.
55:39I don't know.
55:40I think, like, the reality of
55:42everything is setting in, and
55:46like, I truly don't know.
55:47I don't know what's next, and
55:48I think that that just, like,
55:50hurts my heart.
55:52I'm scared I'm not getting
55:55things right.
55:56Of who I really am on the
56:00inside.
56:02What if hell would I deny myself?
56:04I feel sick.
56:06I'm denying myself.
56:09Vicky looked sad.
56:17Just makes me feel like
56:19love is back and forth.
56:22There's too many doors.
56:24Has anyone found what they're
56:27looking for?
56:28Oh, God.
56:29I don't know.
56:29And I, I want to feel free.
56:37But the more that I try, a part of
56:42me does.
56:43Cause being alive always feels like
56:46it's killing me.
56:48Oh, oh.
56:53Cause being alive always feels like
56:57it's killing me.
56:59I don't know, oh.
56:59Baby, hey hey.
57:00Okay.
57:01What if I talk to you guys about
57:04How high does leadership
57:05What do you want?
57:05ŃŠøŠ½Š°Š½Ń Yldis is
57:06up? Am I
57:07on a Democr. I don't
57:07You can give me
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