00:04Okay, I'm going to feel some pressure now.
00:26Oh, it's okay.
00:27It's just Hal.
00:29He says that he loves us.
00:31He also says if the kid has Downs,
00:34they're going to crush the Special Olympics.
00:48Feeling really strong and good.
00:54Okay, ready?
00:56Hi.
00:57Are you guys together?
00:59We are.
01:01Yes.
01:03It's the best possible news.
01:04It's the best possible news.
01:06It's the best possible news.
01:07It's the best possible news.
01:09It's a normal result.
01:10You're on speaker.
01:11You're on speaker.
01:12We have no sign of chromosomal abnormalities.
01:14Okay.
01:16I know it's a lot to take in and maybe it's too much, but I can also tell you the
01:20sex.
01:20Oh, my gosh.
01:21Oh, my gosh.
01:23Oh, my gosh.
01:24Oh, my gosh.
01:24Um, the...
01:26What do you want?
01:27Okay.
01:27You're going to kill me.
01:28Okay.
01:29Okay.
01:30Uh, yes, we want to know.
01:37I did have a feeling, but I couldn't tell if it was a wish.
01:41Oh, yeah.
01:42I had a feeling, too.
01:43Oh, gosh.
01:44He's going to give me such a hard time.
01:46Where's your baby, Daddy?
01:48He's right next to me and he's holding my hand.
01:51He's going to be such a girl, Dad.
02:31Uh, one of us should get candy, because we're going to have a lot of kids knocking.
02:40Should we wear costumes?
02:42Mm-hmm.
02:46Should I be Jeffrey Epstein?
02:47Mm-hmm.
02:49Maybe you could be Black Panther?
02:51Sure.
02:55Do you think you've been feeling really low?
02:59You think I am?
03:01Yeah.
03:05I've been worried about you.
03:13Do you worry about me?
03:18I'm sorry.
03:26You're on my shoulder every day.
03:31I don't know if you knew that, but I, you're with me wherever I go.
03:37I know.
03:38All the time.
03:40At work, in the shower, when I'm eating lunch.
03:44All the time.
04:00All the time.
06:13I trust you.
06:38Sorry.
06:41I thought I had this reserve.
06:42I'm sure you do.
06:43I was just, I was, um, standing by myself in a dark room for a second.
06:49I do that all the time.
06:52You okay?
06:53Yes.
06:57Does it look like I'm showing?
07:00Oh, the baby.
07:01Uh, uh, no.
07:03No, you're not showing at all.
07:04Yes, I am.
07:04You just can't tell because of my shirt.
07:06Look.
07:09Your little belly.
07:10Look at that.
07:12Wow.
07:13It looks like it's, like, hard.
07:15Is it?
07:16Yeah, feel.
07:17Oh, yeah?
07:18Yeah, yeah.
07:41I had a weird moment at work today with Adam.
07:49He touched my stomach.
07:51He touched my stomach.
07:51He's your age, right?
07:55He touched my stomach.
08:01He touched my stomach.
08:07He's your age, right?
08:07Will you look at me?
08:11Look at me.
08:15I can't do this.
08:16I can't have you doing this and not know how to get you out.
08:23Where are you?
08:27Where are you?
08:28I don't know.
08:40What are you doing?
08:58Come sit and talk to me.
09:00All the leaves are dead.
09:02I'm not quiet.
09:03You've been quiet.
09:04Just receiving what you said.
09:06Feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feel about everything you've faced.
09:10Stop.
09:11I can't keep doing this.
09:12Stop.
09:13I can't.
09:14It's not good for you.
09:16It's not good for the baby.
09:17It's fucked.
09:18You can't.
09:19What are you doing?
09:21It's not good for you and the baby.
09:23This isn't good for me and the baby.
09:25We are nothing with the pills.
09:27I'm empty till she feels alive until she kills.
09:31In her vampire and power on the fish and she's my kiss.
09:36Falling in, falling in, falling in.
09:43I see you there rejecting all your earthly power.
09:48Protecting and dissecting till you've emptied every hour.
09:52We jump into the pond and we come under the shower.
09:56You lay upon my pillow and you...
10:27...úsica...
10:28I want to be your man, I want to be the one that you, I couldn't understand, you give me
10:36choose, I've had it with the juice, I'm a fool, you are nothing, we are nothing with the pills, I'm
10:43empty till she feels, alive until she kills, and I'm a vampire, vampire, I'm the fish and she's my gills,
10:51falling, yeah, falling, yeah.
11:16I walked into your dagger for the last time in a row, it's like trying to start a fire with
11:22matches in the snow, you can't seem to hold me, you can't seem to let me go.
11:28So I can't find surrender, can't seem to keep control, you turn me inside out and then you want the
11:35outside in, you spin me all around and then you ask me not to spin, you say you want to
11:42be alone and then you want children, you want to be with me but then you want to be with
11:48him.
11:49You give me choose, I've had it with the juice, I'm nothing, you are nothing, we are nothing with the
11:56pills, I'm empty till she feels, alive until she kills, and I'm a vampire, vampire, I'm the fish and she's
12:05my gills, falling, yeah, falling, yeah.
12:29Mr. Williams, another day, another tardy, you continue to impress.
12:43There's a lot of really, really good guesses, hey there Harper, you're just in time for the announcement of the
12:49Estimation Station winner.
12:50Awesome.
12:57So, for example, Nick, you would write N-I-C-K and next to each letter you will write a
13:06word you know that describes you and it has to start with a letter in your name.
13:10So, for example, N, you might write N-I-C-E or N-I-F-T-Y.
13:16N-I-C-E or N-I-F-T-Y?
13:18How about, everybody, let's try it and I'll come around and help you if you get stuck.
13:24This is a pretty cool assignment.
13:30I think Ms. Havens has us do pretty cool assignments, don't you think?
13:35What's that?
13:37Lazy.
13:40Why'd you pull it lazy?
13:41I just feel like I'm lazy sometimes.
13:44Like, um...
13:50Are you Jewish?
13:51Yeah, what are you?
13:54I'm Jewish, too.
13:55Really?
13:56You don't look Jewish.
13:57I'm half.
13:59Chris, love the enthusiasm, come here.
14:03Did you get invited to Sophie's birthday party?
14:07I did.
14:09Oh, nice.
14:10Where is it?
14:10Adventure landing.
14:12There's an arcade, laser tag, and go-karts.
14:16That'll be fun.
14:17Yeah.
14:21Did you get invited, Mitali?
14:24Yes, but I probably won't go.
14:27It was really neat of her not to invite you.
14:29No, it's okay.
14:30Sophie and I really aren't that close.
14:34Hey, girls.
14:35Did any of you get invited to Sophie's adventure landing party?
14:38I didn't, but they did.
14:40Ooh.
14:41That must sting.
14:42No, I think I'm taking it pretty well, for the most part.
14:44What's that?
14:46What?
14:46Oh, artist?
14:48You're not an artist.
14:50Well, I like to draw.
14:53I don't know.
14:53I feel like artist is a pretty loose term.
14:57Yeah, you're right.
14:57I probably could think of a better word.
15:04Oh, I see you did happy, too, for your age.
15:06I didn't copy you.
15:08No, I didn't think you did.
15:09I'm finished.
15:10I'm finished, Mrs. Havens.
15:14Cool.
15:15Let's see.
15:16Nice work, Josh.
15:18Do you have anything written?
15:20No.
15:21At this point, I'm just trying to help you out.
15:22I feel like you could really use an advance right now.
15:24Yeah, an advance would be good.
15:26An idea would be good.
15:28I know.
15:30And I've been thinking...
15:31Not that idea.
15:32No.
15:33Have you ever thought about writing a children's book?
15:38Like Nancy Drew?
15:39No, like a full-blown children's book.
15:41Something your kids would want to read.
15:53All right.
15:55That's it for quiet reading time.
15:57Everybody finish up the page you're on,
15:58and then go play on that playground.
16:30And I'm not the kind who likes to tell you just what I want to do. I'm not the kind
16:37who needs to tell you just what you want to do.
16:47I saw you this morning and thought that you might like to know. I received your message for a few
16:56days ago.
16:57I understood every word that it said. And now that I've actually heard it, you're going to regret it.
17:11And I'm not the kind who likes to tell you just what you want me to do. You're not the
17:18kind who needs to tell me about the birds and the bees.
17:26And I'm not the kind who likes to tell you just what you want me to do.
18:21I'm not the kind who likes to tell you just what you want me to do.
18:28So you have to follow me. And it's like we're on a mission together. But I'm going to go like
18:32really fast. You probably won't be able to catch me because I'm really fast.
18:35I'm going to catch you. Well, maybe Eli can catch me. Three, two, one.
18:47No cheating.
18:48No cheating.
18:49Woah!
19:07Miss Havens?
19:07Mhm. Oh my gosh. I sit in here for a few and then I'll walk you over to the nurse,
19:13okay?
19:14Oh, I think the Advil was enough, and this ice.
19:19Are you sure you don't feel dizzy or nauseous or anything like that?
19:23Yeah.
19:24Okay.
19:25Make sure and tell me if you do, all right?
19:29Is it cold?
19:31No, it's okay.
19:33Cold is good, though.
19:35It'll help.
19:43I'll write you a note to take home to your dad.
19:45Okay, yeah, I can hold the ice.
19:46No, no, I gotta, sweetie.
19:48It's okay.
19:50I'll write the note after school.
22:34Why are you limping?
22:34Uh, my Achilles heels started acting up again.
22:39Wanna run?
22:40Yep.
22:42Are you gonna stop running?
22:43I don't want to.
22:44Well, you should.
22:57My head hurts.
22:59Yeah, that's a massive bump, dude.
23:12Harper?
23:13Yeah?
23:15I'm having trouble making friends.
23:18Yeah, first grade is very isolating.
23:30Remember, Hal, you're more mature than the other kids.
23:35We're both old for our grades because we have early birthdays.
23:38Most first graders are only six, not seven.
23:42Is third grade easier?
23:45It is and it isn't.
24:11I can't believe I failed that math test.
24:13Don't worry.
24:14I heard they're changing the grading scale. F is the new A.
24:17If only. But seriously, I need to ace the next one or I'm toast.
24:22Attention all students.
24:24Please report to the gymnasium for a school-wide meeting on the change in the grading system.
24:31Help!
24:35What'd you get? What'd you get?
24:36I can't look at it. I'll just look.
24:38Ooh!
24:45Now, let's walk to bed.
24:50Let's walk to bed.
24:57Thanks for walking me.
25:07I'm thinking about what you said about having trouble making friends.
25:12I really think it's going to be okay.
25:16Your classmates will realize that they want a nice friend.
25:19Are we friends?
25:21We're brother and sister.
25:24Not friends.
25:28I guess we can be friends, too.
25:38Ah, fuck.
25:44Did you finish that book?
25:46A Hundred Years of...
25:47Solitude.
25:48Not yet.
25:49You like it?
25:50I don't know.
25:51It's about this family where everyone's super lonely.
25:55But then it gets even worse because they withdraw and they just become selfish and so miserable.
26:04But maybe it gets better.
26:06But maybe it gets better.
26:11Fuck!
26:17Fuck!
26:25Oh, my God.
26:54Oh, my God.
27:30Oh, my God.
27:57Oh, my God.
28:13Oh, my God.
28:16Oh, my God.
29:02Oh, my God.
29:05Oh, my God.
29:35Oh, my God.
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