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00:08Man, I don't know what's wrong with me.
00:10I got, like, no fucking appetite lately.
00:13That's a sign of depression.
00:15Really?
00:16Oh, yeah.
00:16I've been reading up on her ever since my wife's sister actually.
00:19She's been real down on the docks.
00:21Loss of appetite, loss of sex drive, feelings of hopelessness and despair, no energy, all
00:26of which she has.
00:28I only got the loss of appetite there.
00:38You know what is depressing?
00:41My wife's cooking.
00:44What the fuck is that?
00:45It looks like cat shit.
00:47I think it is cat shit.
00:49She's fucking useless in the kitchen.
00:51She always has been.
00:52At least your wife still fucks you.
00:54Thank God.
00:56If she didn't do that, I'd have to kill her.
00:57Oh, shit.
01:02Oh, fuck.
01:04Fuck me.
01:05Oh, this is fucked.
01:08Fucking fuck.
01:26It's kind of beautiful, isn't it?
01:28Yeah, it's way beautiful.
01:29You add the sunset factor, you'd be perfect.
01:32There's like horse shit everywhere.
01:35So?
01:37Well, so anything that'll mess up your white dress?
01:39Yeah, like I'm going to wear a white dress.
01:43Besides, if we exchange vows surrounded by horse shit, it'd be kind of fitting.
01:49Meaning you think us getting married is a shitty idea?
01:51Meaning we're going into this open-eyed shit and all.
01:55And hopefully my mother will step in some of it.
01:57Or even better, fall face first into it.
01:59And then it really will be the happiest day of my life.
02:02You sure you want to marry me?
02:04We can still call it off?
02:05Of course I want to marry you.
02:07But I could die, bro.
02:09I mean, I could die at any day.
02:11I could die at any moment.
02:12Yeah, and I couldn't?
02:14Yeah, we're all going to die, I know.
02:16But the chances of it actually happening are significantly higher for me.
02:19It's just a fucking fact.
02:20The last thing I want is for you to marry me because you feel sorry for me.
02:23You really think I'd do that?
02:26Wow.
02:28No, I just feel like you've made enough sacrifices in your life without having to go through something.
02:32I'm marrying you because I love you.
02:34Because you're the first man that I thought I could actually stand to spend the rest of my life with.
02:38Or the rest of your life, if it's tragically cut short or whatever.
02:42You're not some car I want to trade in because it has faulty transmission.
02:46Jesus, do you really think I'm that shallow?
02:49Of course not.
02:50All we have is this moment.
02:53Right here, right now.
02:55The future is just a fucking concept that we use to avoid being alive today.
03:04So, be here now.
03:14So, why do we need to get married at all then?
03:17Huh?
03:17So we can rack up all that free shit from all my mother's wealthy friends, so that's why.
03:23Hey, I know this really cool rabbi to possibly do our wedding.
03:27A rabbi?
03:28Yeah.
03:29Why would you even go there?
03:30You are half Jewish.
03:31Yeah, I'm also half Catholic, so you want to invite the Pope?
03:35It's a marriage.
03:36It's a sacred occasion.
03:38You'd rather have just some fucking civil servant there?
03:40Well, personally, I think the two of us should be enough to make it sacred.
03:52Hey, did you sleep okay?
03:55No.
03:57I finally dozed off.
03:59Well, I'm five.
04:02Keith, go back to bed.
04:04I'm not going to sleep anymore, believe me.
04:11Maybe you should talk to your doctor about medication.
04:13Yeah, drugs.
04:14That's the answer.
04:15You're right.
04:15Choosing to suffer when you don't have to, that's much more constructive.
04:18Idiot.
04:19Fuck you.
04:21Is there any more coffee?
04:23I really don't think you should be drinking caffeine when your sleep is so erotic.
04:29Suit yourself.
04:32Bitch.
04:40The microscope has gotten even more precise, too.
04:43Former chairman and CEO of Enron was supposed to appear before Congress today.
04:47He has canceled the move comes of a criminal...
04:50Taylor left their gummy vitamins.
04:51Big surprise.
04:52She hated those.
04:54Yeah.
04:54I should run these over to Carla.
04:56Okay.
04:57No.
04:57Carla can get her more vitamins.
04:59I could probably use a little space right now.
05:01Yeah.
05:01Well, I need to make sure Carla's staying clean.
05:04You need to take care of yourself right now, okay?
05:10That's what you're for.
05:13Oh, I see.
05:14So, basically, I just exist to serve you.
05:17Well, yeah.
05:20You're going to make me late for work.
05:22That's your problem.
05:34There are two chip and salad sandwiches in here.
05:36They're for your lunch.
05:38And don't eat them before noon, because you'll have to wait until I get home from work to eat again.
05:43What are these things supposed to be?
05:47Have a nice day.
05:52Are we really supposed to believe Britney Spears is a virgin?
05:56Why exactly are we supposed to care?
05:59I'd like for you to do me a favor and check on Nikolai when you get home.
06:02Um, I won't be home till late.
06:04Parker and I have plans.
06:05I thought you and Parker had a falling out.
06:07Oh, we made up.
06:09I figured it was better to have a total loser for a friend than to have no friends at all.
06:13Well, what are you doing with her?
06:16Um, we're going to the Getty.
06:18Do you think I'm an idiot?
06:20No, of course not.
06:23It's not like I'm lying to, like, cover up my drug habit.
06:27Lying to get out of having to empty the bedpan of some man you're sleeping with.
06:30I don't feel like I should have to do that.
06:32Oh, for God's sake, that's not what I'm asking you to do.
06:35Good.
06:36You have absolutely no idea how easy you have it.
06:40Please tell me you're not going to start talking about your legless grandmother again.
06:44I pity you, Claire.
06:45You are under the mistaken impression that life owes you something.
06:49Well, you are in for some very harsh surprises.
06:59Sorry, I'm late.
07:00Out of traffic.
07:01It's unbelievable.
07:02Are they here yet?
07:03Yeah, they're waiting in the mysterious room.
07:04Dave, I've got something I need to ask you.
07:06What?
07:09What's with the red face?
07:11Oh, um, Keith and I were fooling around while he hadn't shaved.
07:17You big whore.
07:18Is it really bad?
07:19No, no, no.
07:20But yeah, actually, it's bright red.
07:22It's red as a baboon's ass.
07:23Oh, my God.
07:24I look like a burn victim.
07:26Hey.
07:29What I wanted to ask was if you'd be best man at my wedding.
07:34Of course I will.
07:36Excellent.
07:38All right.
07:38You ready to roll?
07:40Yeah.
07:44Good Lord.
07:48So, Dad already took care of everything?
07:52It's all specified in the pre-need contract.
07:55For the viewing, he's chosen a Parliament casket,
07:57followed by cremation and internment at Cedar Grove
08:00in the remaining chamber of a prayer-level double crypt.
08:03With Mom?
08:04Harriet Mitchell-Guerrison.
08:06That's her.
08:10Wow.
08:11So, um, there's nothing for us to do?
08:16All you have to do is show up.
08:19Okay.
08:21Oh, my God.
08:23I feel so awful.
08:26I can't remember the last time that I saw you.
08:29Oh, honey, it's okay.
08:31He knew we loved him.
08:36I can give you the number of a great dermatologist.
08:50What up, Uncle Keith?
08:51Hey, you got these at my house.
08:53I hate these nasty old things.
08:56They're good for you.
08:57I like the Flintstones.
08:59Shouldn't you be in school?
09:01Mama's sick.
09:02I'm staying home today to take care of her.
09:04Hey, don't come too close to me.
09:05I got the flu.
09:06Oh, you got the flu?
09:08Have you been to see the doctor?
09:09I ain't paying nobody's doctor $100 just to tell me to stay in bed.
09:12Fuck that shit.
09:13Keith.
09:16You don't have a temperature.
09:18You sure?
09:19Maybe you should stick a thermometer up my ass.
09:24Go to play in your room.
09:25No, no, honey, Taylor.
09:26You stay here.
09:26Mama needs you.
09:27Go.
09:30Go!
09:30Go!
09:34Okay, you got a choice to make.
09:36You can either let me check you into a drug rehab.
09:38I already told you.
09:39I already went to rehab in Oakland.
09:40I am clean.
09:41Mother fuck, Keith.
09:42I'll call down that station.
09:43We'll search this house.
09:44And if we find anything, you face charges.
09:46You got that?
09:46It's your choice.
09:47You sound just like Daddy.
09:48You know that.
09:49You know that.
09:50You done gone and fucking turned into Daddy.
09:53What you gonna do next, Keith?
09:54Slap me so hard I can't hear out of one ear for the next day and a half?
09:57You remember that?
10:00It's your choice, Carla.
10:07Goddamned.
10:08Goddamned.
10:09You need help.
10:10I can get you help.
10:12I'll find you the best help there is.
10:14I swear to you, I will.
10:23I said okay.
10:27Okay.
10:28But it has to be outpatient.
10:29I'm not leaving Taylor again.
10:31So.
10:42No major facial damage.
10:44That's a plus.
10:46I'm gonna have to do some major plug-ins off the top of the head here, though.
10:50It's a good thing he's not bold.
10:53Why's that?
10:56It'd be a little hard to wig him.
10:58Since everybody remembered him with his head all nice and shiny.
11:01You know?
11:02Huh.
11:04Hello?
11:06Hello?
11:09Hello?
11:09Hello?
11:09For Christ's sake.
11:10Look, I gotta swing by Applebee to pick up the Parliament.
11:13You probably need some help with that.
11:15Oh, really?
11:15Yes.
11:16Really.
11:19Really.
11:38hello anyone please I'm so bored it's not my problem pal
11:46he's got to be driving you crazy
11:48not at all actually our relationship has
11:51reached a whole new level how so well it's
11:57not just about the sex anymore there's
11:59more intimacy he's letting his guard down
12:03he's allowing me to see him at his most
12:04vulnerable well that's great cupcake
12:10clarify one thing for me he is bedridden
12:13right
12:25hello who's there
12:30hello
12:37can you help me
12:40uh that depends on what you want
12:41I ate already my lunch and I am starving
12:44I cannot walk
12:52she's my favorite this one
12:54such a bitch
12:57she would be a wild cat in love I think
13:01she's the kind that leaves scratch marks all over your body
13:05yeah but she's like 60
13:09doesn't matter besides
13:11I think she's latin
13:12they're always hot-blooded
13:17what kind of sandwich this is
13:19pork
13:21pork
13:22it's not so good
13:23it needs salt
13:23now if you don't like it I'll eat it
13:25no I
13:26I eat
13:30it's supposed to be mine anyway
13:33what happened to your face
13:35it's none of your fucking business pal
13:38okay
13:41it's loaded
13:46I don't understand I'm his wife
13:49he should be buried with me
13:50well unfortunately he stipulated in his pre-need contract that he was to be buried with his former wife
13:56that's got to be a mistake he must have made those arrangements before he married me
13:59this is dated October of 98
14:09I
14:10I
14:10never even knew he had done this
14:13and neither did his daughters
14:14oh
14:15god I'm sure they just love it though
14:19they've always hated me
14:20they thought their daddy was too good for me
14:25and apparently so did he
14:28I'm sure that's not true
14:30oh
14:34so this thing's all signed sealed and paid for huh
14:39there's no recourse for me
14:42well actually
14:44it hasn't been painful
14:48really
14:49really
14:51well
14:53you know he did leave everything to me
14:56and I hope you don't think I'm going to be paying for such a blatant slap in my face
15:04what the hell is mom doing in Belize
15:09she's on some sort of cruise for the recently separated
15:14maybe it's for people who want to quit smoking
15:16what a freak
15:19I'm fine with water
15:22oh
15:24have you spoken to dad?
15:28yeah right
15:31so what's with you living with her?
15:34it sure beats the hospital
15:40you know Brent I still go in three times a week to see Dr. Hanover
15:44she's great
15:44yeah?
15:45yeah she's a total genius
15:48she's helped me look at a lot of my shit
15:52that's good
15:54yeah
16:01so how's Nate?
16:02he's um
16:05he's not so great
16:08he's recently diagnosed with his brain condition
16:11and he's um
16:14he's had a
16:15couple of seizures actually
16:17could have a stroke
16:22shit
16:24that sucks
16:25yeah
16:27well now I know why you're marrying him
16:29fuck you
16:31wow
16:31that hit a nerve
16:32must be true
16:33no
16:33I'm just a little surprised
16:35at how randomly cruel you can be
16:37I guess I'd forgotten
16:38what a kick you get out of that
16:39see this is what you do
16:40you invalidate anything I say that might challenge your authority
16:44you learned it from mom
16:45the same way that you learned how to explain everything to me like I'm an idiot from dad I guess
16:49no I learned that from you
16:50apparently you're still angry at me for committing you
16:54no
16:55that was the best thing that could have happened to me
17:00then why wouldn't you see me
17:03or take my calls or email
17:05because Dr. Hanover suggested that I might be able to do more constructive work
17:08if I cut things off with you for a while
17:12because you
17:15you have contributed a lot to my
17:18pathology
17:19you have a medical condition
17:20it's not just about pharmaceuticals
17:22I never developed
17:23any functional way to deal with the world
17:26because you kept me from it
17:27oh
17:30wow
17:33I've done a real number on you
17:34you were always there
17:36looking out for me
17:36protecting me
17:37being strong for me
17:38I never learned how to take care of myself
17:40I mean shit Brenda
17:41I've never even had a real girlfriend
17:43I never let you have a girlfriend
17:45oh that's good
17:46that's really
17:46you fucking asshole
17:48okay I thought we could have a rational discussion
17:50how dare you blame me for that
17:51I'm not saying
17:52that you did it on purpose
17:55but I do think we need to disengage from each other
17:57because our relationship is really toxic
18:12okay
18:14I don't know how long it needs to last
18:16probably a very long time
18:21maybe
18:26anyway
18:28I have somewhere I have to be
18:30but thank you for the grub
18:32okay
18:51hey
18:52you look nice
18:53thanks
18:54where are you going?
18:56um
18:57to meet a friend
18:58Billy Chenoweth?
19:01um
19:01yeah
19:04Claire
19:04I really don't think you should be seeing him
19:05okay
19:06I'll just file that under
19:07couldn't possibly matter less
19:08he can be dangerous
19:10I can take care of myself Nate
19:12oh
19:13okay
19:14well you armed?
19:15in case he pulls a knife on you?
19:17how much time have you spent with him?
19:18how much time have you spent with him?
19:20enough to know he isn't a drooling psychopath
19:22okay
19:23he's got a disease
19:24he went through a period
19:25where he went off his medication
19:26because he was like
19:27fucked up and in denial about it
19:29it's under control now
19:31sound familiar?
19:38it was very slow at work today
19:41it is because I wasn't there
19:44you and Robbie are lazy
19:46that is not true
19:48why just today I reorganized the ribbons
19:50I cleaned the inside of the cash register
19:52and I spent a couple of hours looking at the books
19:56that is not your job
19:57no
19:57and it's apparently not yours either
19:59I've never seen a messier
20:00more incoherent bookkeeping system
20:02I thought my husband was bad
20:03I don't want you messing with my books
20:06this is my personal finances
20:07none of your business
20:08may I remind you
20:09that I've been taking care of all your medical bills?
20:11I will pay back
20:12you're going to be in big trouble
20:13if you get audited
20:14bullshit
20:15language
20:24so listen
20:25I really wanted to
20:26thank you
20:28for what?
20:30for being the only person
20:32who kept in touch with me
20:33while I was in the home
20:33for the tragically inappropriate
20:35are you kidding me?
20:37your emails were like
20:38totally brilliant
20:39I saved them all
20:42it's like the only thing
20:42that kept me going
20:43well
20:44you know I know
20:45I would never
20:46have given me a second chance
20:47after the way I treated you
20:48the first time we met
20:52so no word from Gabe at all?
20:54nada
20:55which is fine
20:57like seriously good riddance
21:00I mean it was so obvious
21:01he was never going to
21:01take charge of his life
21:03you know?
21:04it's hard
21:05few people ever do
21:06yeah
21:06most people are able to avoid
21:08becoming drug addict criminals
21:09you know?
21:11most people
21:15hey
21:16what are you doing tomorrow?
21:19not sure why
21:22well
21:22I need some help
21:23with this project
21:24and uh
21:26there's not really
21:26anybody else I can ask
21:30okay
21:31yeah
21:33cool
21:56and we're back with our
21:57exclusive visit with one of
21:58the year's happiest and
21:59sexiest couples
22:00David and Keith Fisher-Charles
22:02so guys tell me
22:03how do you do it?
22:04well Lisa
22:05it takes a lot of work
22:06it's not that much work
22:08he's right
22:08we've done all the work
22:09I think people don't
22:10appreciate how important
22:11that really is
22:11no they really don't
22:12now you've got kids
22:13how many?
22:14two
22:14and we're talking about a third
22:17yeah we're talking
22:18about a third
22:19I think the key
22:20I think the key is to do
22:21everything together
22:21from PTA meetings
22:23to the white party
22:24in Palm Springs
22:25togetherness is the key
22:26we're a partnership
22:27we're a team
22:31how long have I been asleep?
22:34about an hour
22:35I think
22:35oh shit
22:37I'm never going to get
22:38back to sleep tonight
22:40why didn't you wake me up?
22:41because you're totally
22:42sleep deprived
22:43you should take it
22:44where you can get it
22:48are you staying here tonight?
22:49I was planning on it
22:53would you rather I didn't?
22:54maybe I don't know
22:55maybe we're
22:56moving a little too fast
22:59okay
23:00I can go home
23:01I mean it's just that
23:02we've spent the last
23:04six nights together
23:04yeah sure
23:06no problem
23:08call me tomorrow
23:18what?
23:29it's what our father wanted
23:31no it's what you want
23:32because you've never liked me
23:34well you got that right
23:35you hated that you
23:36couldn't control your father
23:37when he was alive
23:37and now you're trying
23:38to do it when he's dead
23:39it was his decision
23:41there is a significant
23:42unpaid balance
23:43on the account
23:44we'll pay for it
23:45if you take one cent
23:45from them
23:46you'll be hearing
23:46from my attorney
23:47I really don't think
23:47that's necessary
23:48oh no
23:49I gave the last
23:49six years of my life
23:50to that man
23:51and contrary to
23:52what these stupid
23:52bitches think
23:53I really did love him
23:54and I will not be
23:55humiliated like this
23:56yeah well
23:57if you do not follow
23:58our father's instructions
23:59exactly
23:59you'll be hearing
24:00from our attorney
24:01who used to work
24:01for Disney
24:02oh bring it on
24:03ferret face
24:03oh fuck you
24:04you gold digging slut
24:05how dare you
24:06there are naked pictures
24:07of you on the internet
24:08my son showed them to me
24:09shut up
24:10all of you
24:10shut the fuck up
24:14Jesus Christ
24:15a man died
24:18your husband
24:19your father
24:21lived a life
24:22and now he's dead
24:24show some respect
24:28and if you really loved him
24:29and I believe you did
24:31give him what he wanted
24:33if you don't
24:33then you never really loved him
24:34it's as simple as that
24:39thank you
24:41and if I so much as
24:42get a phone call
24:43from anybody's lawyer
24:44we'll give the body back
24:46and the three of you
24:47can tear him to pieces
24:47like fucking jackals
24:48if you want to
24:50it's not your decision
25:06God
25:07oh my God
25:12hey
25:12I'm right here
25:13okay
25:23what happened to me
25:24Kate
25:28I used to be okay
25:36I used to be able to live
25:38without all this sadness
25:41without all this
25:44never having any hope
25:45you're here aren't you
25:49and my baby
25:51she's so fresh
25:53she's
25:53I am such a bad mother
25:56hey hey
25:56look at me
25:57no you're not
25:58I've seen worse
26:00believe me I have
26:01none of it's her fault
26:02none of it her fault
26:05she doesn't deserve
26:07hey look
26:08let's just put it all
26:09behind you okay
26:11just put it all
26:12behind you
26:17please
26:18just turn over
27:22Hi.
27:23How are you doing here?
27:24I'm just, uh...
27:28Remember when I told you about that movie producer who was looking for a vegan chef?
27:31Well, I finally caved in and took the job.
27:34Cool.
27:34Yep.
27:35Finally sold out.
27:37So you live here now?
27:38Well, the Palisades.
27:41Since when?
27:42Since, um...
27:43Right after Christmas.
27:45Oh.
27:46I, uh...
27:48I didn't want to bother you.
27:49You have a whole new life and all.
27:51Hey, Lisa, come on.
27:52We're friends.
27:53All right?
27:56Look, you know what?
27:56There's a great juice right here.
27:57Let's get caught up, okay?
28:02Of all the lies we're fed on which we gorge in our comfort-addicted world, none is more
28:09insidious than the lie of romance.
28:12The seductive but infantile notion that somewhere there exists someone to complement us in every
28:19way.
28:20Someone who will make us complete.
28:22Of course, this illusion keeps us from ever being complete in and of ourselves.
28:29And eventually encourages us to despise our shortcomings, our flaws, everything in which
28:37our humanity lies.
28:40Our humanity without which, of course, we're nothing.
28:51It's strange.
28:52I mean, she's a strict vegan, but she drinks like a fish and she does a lot of love.
28:56But she's nice to me, and I needed to make some real money for a change.
29:00Yeah.
29:01So, what's new with you?
29:04Not much.
29:05Same old, same old, you know.
29:07How's Brenda?
29:08Uh, she's great.
29:09We're, uh, we're, uh, we're engaged.
29:16You're kidding.
29:17Yeah, I know.
29:20What about you?
29:21You seeing any money?
29:22No, not really.
29:23Oh, by the way, I'm pregnant.
29:27Wow, that's great.
29:29Yep.
29:29Five months.
29:32She's a kicker.
29:35Don't worry.
29:36I don't expect anything from you.
29:38I don't expect anything at all.
29:39Lisa, I don't...
29:40Uh, don't you remember when you came to Seattle last August?
29:43And you fucked me?
29:44And then you left the next day like it didn't mean a goddamn thing?
29:47Well, it obviously meant something to you because you were crying like a fucking baby that night.
29:49That's not the reason I was crying, okay?
29:51You were crying because you knew you were home.
29:53Because you missed me.
29:54Because you knew that you and I should be together.
29:56And then you fucked me.
29:58Lisa, that's not really...
29:59And then you chickened out the next day and I saw you for exactly who you are.
30:01A fucking coward who was never gonna own up to the way you really felt about me.
30:05Listen, Lisa, how could you not tell me about this?
30:07Because we already went through this once before.
30:10But this time I'm gonna do it.
30:11I'm gonna have it without you.
30:12Lisa, I don't know...
30:13Congratulations, you know, on the whole getting married thing.
30:16Just be out of her fucking mind.
30:18Lisa, just give me...
30:19Don't!
30:52Hey, come on in.
31:08Alright, let me show you.
31:11You can put your purse down if you like.
31:13Okay.
31:15Alright, here it is.
31:16Now this is your focus and this is your zoom.
31:21That's pretty much it.
31:24So here you go.
31:26You're gonna feel for it.
31:28Okay.
31:29Well, what do you want me to do?
31:31Just, uh, you know, follow your instincts.
31:33Relax, don't think about yourself at all.
31:35I know that's like impossible for a 17-year-old.
31:3818.
31:39Alright.
31:40What you don't know is you're going to be 18 for the rest of your life.
31:56I've tried to do self portraits before, but they always turn out so contrived like I'm trying to be some
32:00version of myself.
32:03So fucking juvenile.
32:06And I really want to see it.
32:08You know?
32:09I want to.
32:11I need to see what I've done.
32:14And I think it really is impossible for somebody to see themselves.
32:18I need someone else's eyes.
32:23I need somebody else to see me.
32:25Somebody who isn't Brenda.
32:27You know, she sees things a little too darkly.
32:30I mean, I don't need any help going there.
32:34Besides, I've looked through her eyes enough for one lifetime, you know?
32:41What are you seeing?
32:43I'm on your scar really close up.
32:47What's it look like?
32:49Like the surface of the moon.
32:54It's good.
32:59That's the thing about Narcissus.
33:03It's not that he's so fucking in love with himself.
33:07Because he isn't at all.
33:08He fucking hates himself.
33:12It's that without that reflection looking back at him,
33:18he doesn't exist.
33:28Billy, are you okay?
33:33Yeah.
33:36Yeah, don't be freaked out.
33:37This is good.
33:38This is exactly what I needed to happen.
33:41I'm fucking crying.
33:43Oh God, I'm sorry.
33:44This is intense.
33:45I'm sorry.
33:46You can go.
33:46It's okay.
33:47I'll be alright, I swear.
33:53Because, I don't know what happened to me.
33:57No, I didn't know what happened.
34:01Do you feel like you, oh, I will have to be.
34:03No.
34:06No oh no.
34:17It's easy.
34:18It's in agreement to unlock another year.
34:37Nikolai, we told you he's not here.
34:40Where is Nikolai?
34:41He's not in today.
34:42Can I help you?
34:43Where is he?
34:44He's at home.
34:46No.
34:46No, there is no one at his house.
34:51Who are you?
34:52I'm a friend of his.
34:54I have something for him.
34:58I need to know where he is.
35:00He's in the hospital.
35:01He was robbed and beaten up, and the police are investigating.
35:09You tell...
35:16You tell Nikolai that Yuri says he's sorry, and hopes he will be better very soon.
35:30I take this for my mother.
35:43Way to go, buddy boy.
35:45Nice to know you're not shooting blanks, right?
35:48Oh, God.
35:49What the fuck am I going to do?
35:50You don't have to do anything.
35:52That's the beauty part.
35:53I have to tell Brenda.
35:55No, you don't.
35:58I can't keep something like this from her.
36:00We're getting married.
36:01Not if you tell her you're not.
36:03You really think she'd stay with you?
36:04Hmm?
36:05My guess is she's just looking for a way out anyway.
36:07You know, ever since she found out about the...
36:11What?
36:13You think she meant everything she said about sticking with you?
36:16Yeah.
36:16Oh, yeah.
36:18Nothing turns the women on more than a potentially fatal brain condition.
36:22Try coughing up blood.
36:23I bet you'll be getting laid left and right.
36:26You know, buddy boy, sometimes you can be a fucking moron.
36:32I can't.
36:33Sure you can.
36:34You can get away with anything.
36:35There's shit about me you still don't know.
36:37Things you'll never know.
36:38And let me tell you, you're better off for it.
36:40No, I should tell her.
36:41She deserves that.
36:42You want to die alone?
36:43Go right ahead.
36:51Oh, my God.
36:52It was, like, hallucinatory.
36:53And I'm sorry, but it was so...
36:55You know, like, I could just...
36:56I could feel every inch of my skin.
36:59Like, I could just feel that I was so goddamn alive.
37:03You know how guys who've been to war talk about it?
37:05Yeah, like that.
37:06Like, I was right in the fucking center of life.
37:09Wow.
37:10A random fuck sounds pretty great.
37:11God, it wasn't him.
37:12I don't even remember him.
37:14God, what was it?
37:15I've had spontaneous, synonymous sex before.
37:19Maybe it's just the thrill of breaking the rules.
37:22You are engaged.
37:24You keep harping on about that.
37:26It's not it.
37:27It's not about me and Nate.
37:28It's not it at all.
37:29It's about...
37:30It's about me not being outside myself for once.
37:35Not watching, not analyzing every goddamn moment as it happens.
37:38You know, not holding back.
37:39Just becoming...
37:41Becoming pure sensation.
37:44Becoming energy.
37:46Just becoming nature.
37:48Sounds pretty great.
37:49Yeah.
37:50Oh, my God.
37:51It was such a fucking rush.
37:55And I came home and I wrote, like, a whole 12 pages without stopping.
38:00Wow.
38:05What if I'm losing my shit?
38:07What if this is the beginning of some serious mental illness?
38:11You know, chances are I am genetically predisposed.
38:16Oh, fuck it.
38:16That's just me being paranoid.
38:18That's just me being afraid to be out of control.
38:21As if anybody's ever in control.
38:23You know, I can give you the name of my therapist.
38:25You want to talk to somebody.
38:27Oh, no thanks.
38:30I will never talk to a therapist.
38:33Therapist fucked up my life.
38:34I don't need a fucking therapist.
38:39Want another beer?
38:40Sure.
38:44I come to this country with nothing.
38:48My wife is already dead for many years.
38:52And my son.
38:55My son is dead, too.
38:58And so, I come to America.
39:01Why not?
39:04I work in cleaning toilets at the studio.
39:09Riding bus.
39:15Growing potato in the box in the roof.
39:24I think they don't want to give me money to start my business.
39:28So I have to go somewhere else.
39:30What choice do I have?
39:31How much money do you owe them?
39:38I don't know.
39:40It keeps changing.
39:43Interest.
39:44Nikolai, you should call the police.
39:46Oh, yeah.
39:47Police.
39:50This is no different than Moscow.
39:56No difference at all.
40:11Keith, are you okay?
40:16No.
40:19What's wrong?
40:24Is it because of the shooting?
40:25No, it is not because of the shooting.
40:28Damn, Davey.
40:29You're like a fucking broken record about that.
40:31What is it, then?
40:32What difference does it make?
40:34Am I not allowed to feel shitty every now and then?
40:37I just want to help.
40:46Is it because Taylor isn't living here anymore?
40:48No.
40:49You know what?
40:49I'm glad Taylor's not living here anymore.
40:51I didn't ask for the responsibility of taking care of a child.
40:53I don't want it.
40:54I'm glad.
40:55I have my life back.
40:57I'm sick and tired of taking care of everybody.
40:59This is fucking problems.
41:01Okay.
41:07Oh, God.
41:08I'm sorry.
41:09I don't mean to take it out on you.
41:12You can.
41:14I mean, we all need to vent.
41:15That's just part of it, right?
41:19No, you can tell me to shut the fuck up.
41:24I don't mind, really.
41:31I do miss her.
41:34Me, too.
41:39You want to have sex?
41:42Sure.
41:43I want to do it on the floor.
41:46Okay.
41:46Let me just put these groceries away.
41:48I want to do it on the floor.
42:02Hey.
42:02Hey.
42:03How was your day?
42:06It was okay.
42:07It was long.
42:09You?
42:10Okay.
42:11I got a lot of writing done.
42:13That's good.
42:16Should we eat?
42:20Uh, no.
42:22No, I didn't.
42:24You want me to fix you something?
42:28No, no, I'm not hungry.
42:39What's this?
42:41Oh, some book everyone's raving about.
42:45You met him?
42:46No, it belongs to my mom.
42:53Oh, God.
43:01Dear friends, it was our Lord Jesus himself who said,
43:05Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened,
43:07and I will give you rest.
43:10Let us pray then for our brother Dwight Garrison,
43:12that he may rest from his labors and enter...
43:14Nate, are you okay?
43:15You don't look well.
43:17Yeah, yeah, I just, uh...
43:20I didn't sleep a lot last night.
43:25You're taking care of yourself, right?
43:28Taking your medication,
43:29not letting yourself get too stressed out.
43:32I'm doing my best.
43:36Mrs. Garrison, is there anything we can do?
43:39I just wanted to thank you.
43:43The service is lovely.
43:44I'm pleased you'll approve.
43:47And I, uh...
43:48I also want to apologize for the way I behaved yesterday.
43:51I was...
43:53I was just...
43:59I'm just so fucking angry.
44:02He shouldn't have died.
44:04He was still young.
44:06He really had six years together.
44:11It's only six years.
44:16It's more than some people have.
44:19It's not enough.
44:20I know.
44:21I know.
44:23I know.
44:24It's never enough.
44:26I know.
44:30Oh.
44:31I, um...
44:32I went to Cedar Grove.
44:35The crib next to Dwight and his wives was empty,
44:37so I bought it.
44:38Really?
44:39Yeah.
44:40I still want to be buried with him.
44:42Or...
44:43next to him, if that's all I can get.
44:46That's lovely.
44:49I don't want those bitches anywhere near him,
44:51so I bought the one on the other side.
44:54I'd like to come in on Monday
44:55and make all the arrangements in advance, you know.
44:58Like he did.
44:59Of course.
45:00Any time after nine.
45:08Yes, I do have telemarketing experience.
45:10Can you tell me where you're located?
45:13Okay, um...
45:14I can't come this morning.
45:15I have a previous appointment.
45:16How about if I come around 2.30?
45:19Oh, okay, okay.
45:20Thank you so much.
45:21What's your name?
45:22Thank you, Martha.
45:23Okay.
45:25Hey, honey.
45:26You done?
45:27Thanks, baby.
45:28You did real good.
45:29I'll take this to the doctor's office
45:30on my way to my job interview,
45:32and we'll need to do this about twice a week, okay?
45:34Okay.
45:35Am I sick?
45:37No, no, no.
45:38Of course not.
45:39You're not sick.
45:40I just want to make sure you don't get sick.
45:43Okay?
45:44Okay.
45:46You're such a good girl.
45:47You know that?
45:49Mama loves you very, very much.
45:52Love you too, Mom.
45:59Hey.
46:00I thought you were working till midnight.
46:02Yeah, well, they switched my schedule around.
46:04Again?
46:05What do you got in the bag?
46:07Oh, these are just some things I thought I'd keep over here, if that's okay.
46:13Uh, Prevacid.
46:14I have acid reflux, and I'm supposed to take it every night,
46:16so I got an extra prescription filled,
46:18just so I don't miss it when I stay over.
46:20Uh, that's my night guard.
46:22So I don't grind my teeth.
46:25Buckwheat pillow.
46:27It's hypoallergenic.
46:32Earplugs for when you snore.
46:35Are you moving in?
46:36Of course not.
46:37Because I don't remember discussing you moving in.
46:40I'm not moving in.
46:41Jesus, are you paranoid or what?
46:42Because living together, I'm not sure we're ready for that.
46:45Okay, it's just stuff, Keith.
46:48I still have my own place.
46:52Would you like me to go there now?
46:54No.
46:55I made dinner.
46:57Eyes is on.
46:59Okay, does the term mixed messages mean anything to you?
47:02Oh, come on.
47:03I'm just fucking with you, fool.
47:05I think you should move in.
47:08Really?
47:09Yeah.
47:10What are we waiting for?
47:12Just as long as you don't think you're bringing any of that ugly-ass furniture with you.
47:41You're right about Billy.
47:43What happened?
47:44Nothing.
47:44Nothing happened.
47:45It just...
47:46He's just on this completely different wavelength, and it's not a wavelength I want to be anywhere near.
47:54Well, I'm glad to hear that.
47:58Well, good night.
48:02Well, good night.
48:16You've got mail.
48:18You've got mail.
48:31You've got mail.
48:32I'm glad you're here.
48:34You're right.
48:37Well, I'm glad you're here.
48:38I'm glad you're here.