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00:07There she goes again.
00:10There she goes again.
00:14There she goes again.
00:14There's some love going,
00:16there she is.
00:17Here does get with me.
00:20There's people dancing in.
00:23There's people dancing in.
00:29She's gone again, she's gone again, she's gone again.
01:04She's gone again, she's gone again.
01:37Claire, you're drooping.
01:41Meyer.
01:42Really?
01:42I want to make them feel like the crow is going to beck their eyes out.
01:51Good.
02:05$75, it's so low.
02:06I've never sold a piece in my life.
02:08I want someone to buy it.
02:09Yeah, but it's not just a print.
02:13You've got a really good spot.
02:15Do you think?
02:16Yeah, you see mine?
02:18Where?
02:18Is it that white?
02:23Follow me into the attics.
02:26Cool pyramid.
02:33This is weird.
02:34Does Olivier know they put you back here?
02:36Olivier said there were only four first years even in this show and some people would be grateful.
02:39Nice.
02:41Whoa, $500?
02:44Isn't that disgusting?
02:45I mean, the copper spray was so expensive, I think I won't have to pay for the fucking thing.
02:51Sucks.
02:52I'll buy dinner.
02:54Hey, you people.
02:55I'm needing workers here.
02:57Can you untangle this mobile?
02:59It's by some big alumni idiot.
03:01I got it all fucked up.
03:05Olivier, do you think I should have priced my photograph higher?
03:09You two with a price tag and a placement.
03:11It's disgusting.
03:1220 years old, you should want to give your work away.
03:15Nobody in this country is born with a soul.
03:16It has to be beaten into you.
03:22There's another part over here that I ruined too.
03:25Lord only knows where it goes.
03:30Have you seen this?
03:32Oh, ain't that guy still bainy?
03:35Sarge was bainy.
03:38Let's get the new Mad Summers.
03:43I just don't know why we wouldn't tell Frank.
03:45Because there's nothing to say about it.
03:47It was just a fun thing we did.
03:49I know, but it was a fun thing we never did before.
03:51So was the gospel brunch.
03:53We didn't talk about that one, Frank.
03:54Do you want to talk about that?
03:56No.
03:56You want to talk about Sarge?
03:58Not really.
03:59I just thought it seemed like a therapy topic.
04:02I'd rather talk about the dishes thing.
04:04You're still angry about that.
04:05David?
04:07Father Jack.
04:08Please call me Jack.
04:10How are you?
04:11Great.
04:12You?
04:13Fine, just fine.
04:14All right, this is due on Wednesday.
04:15Where'd you rent?
04:16Just something, Keith.
04:17I'll be over here.
04:20Sister Act.
04:21Okay.
04:22Jack, have you met my boyfriend, Keith?
04:24No, I don't think so.
04:26Keith, this is Father Jack from St. Bartholomew.
04:29Nice to meet you.
04:30Likewise.
04:31You know, you still have Back to the Crack Butt Munch 2.
04:34It was due last Friday.
04:38Okay, thank you.
04:43Sorry, I can't.
04:46I cannot have this conversation one more time.
04:51I just don't think I can give you what you want.
04:52Love, you mean?
04:53Oh, God.
04:53I give you love, Lisa.
04:55I fucking give you love every day.
04:57There's just always some fucking thing with you.
04:59I'm introducing Maya to some friend from high school before I introduced you.
05:01Who the fuck cares?
05:02It happens all the time.
05:03It's like I'm an afterthought.
05:05And people notice.
05:06That guy was embarrassed for me.
05:06Well, I can't do any better than this, Lisa.
05:08I can't.
05:09You know, some women might be very happy with a faithful, committed, totally fucking devoted
05:13father and husband, but you're not.
05:14Father and husband.
05:15God, I just don't have anything else for you.
05:17I just don't.
05:18What am I supposed to do with that?
05:20Nothing.
05:21I don't know.
05:21Nothing.
05:34Maybe this just isn't right.
05:38What isn't right?
05:42This.
05:43Us.
05:44But I thought you loved me.
05:46I do.
05:47But not enough.
05:48No, it's enough for me.
05:49It's not, though.
05:50No, it's not enough for you.
05:52All right?
05:52I'm fine.
05:53I'm totally fucking fine with what we have.
05:55You're the one who's not happy, but you have to make everything about me, and that's
05:58what I can't live with anymore.
05:59So what are you saying?
06:00You want to leave?
06:01Leave?
06:02Oh, no, I would have to leave, because I moved my whole fucking life to this shit
06:05old city!
06:06Not for me, you didn't!
06:09So you want to split up?
06:12Maybe, yeah.
06:14I don't know.
06:15I don't know.
06:15Maybe.
06:15I don't know.
06:17I don't know.
06:35I don't know.
06:35I don't know.
06:46Just a moment.
06:52Ruth.
06:54Why, hello.
06:55I hope I'm not interrupting.
06:57Not at all.
06:58Please come in.
07:03That last song was so beautiful.
07:05Did you write it yourself?
07:07I did.
07:08It was just wonderful.
07:12I'm so pleased that you liked it.
07:16I thought I would call it semi-precious.
07:21Are you Aunt Pearl?
07:23In part.
07:24Yes?
07:27I don't know how you can get such a beautiful sound from the computer.
07:31Yes.
07:32It's unexpected.
07:34As a child, I played the violin.
07:36But when I went to college, I...
07:39I had a very cruel roommate who threw the violin from our dormitory window.
07:44It was hand-carved by my Uncle Gunther before he died of polio.
07:51I gave up playing the violin altogether and left college to go to mortuary school.
07:57And it was there, in that computer room, that I discovered another way to make music.
08:03Oh, my.
08:09I wonder if you're available tomorrow night to come with me to this art opening.
08:16It's a benefit show for Claire's school.
08:19Apparently, some of these alumni are quite well-known artists.
08:23I'm afraid I don't know any of their names.
08:26Claire's really very excited because she's one of the few students whose work has been selected.
08:30I think it's important for her that we all be there.
08:34I would be honored to go.
08:36Well, if you feel it would be appropriate.
08:40Well, of course.
08:41You're a member of our little family here.
08:45That means so much to me.
08:48The secret to the firm is the new three-in-one invention called the Fanny Lifter.
08:52Part one is a six-inch segment used in the cardio sculpting.
08:56Part two, an eight-inch segment...
08:58What are you doing?
09:00Huh?
09:01What's going on with dinner?
09:03Couldn't decide.
09:03Why not?
09:05Who cares?
09:05Meatloaf is fine.
09:07Then I have to go out for a meat.
09:10So, we'll make some rice and beans.
09:12Kids had rice already for lunch.
09:14That's okay.
09:15It's one day.
09:17I couldn't remember what we had last night.
09:20We had burgers last night.
09:23Huh.
09:25That's where the meat went.
09:33Are you taking the medication?
09:35Yes.
09:36It's only been two weeks.
09:37He said it takes up to a month sometimes for it to work.
09:39It takes a month for anything to happen at all?
09:41Well, I gained five pounds already, so something's happening.
09:43What do you think?
10:08Her mom's pretty much crazy.
10:10She couldn't deal with arranging the funeral.
10:14I don't think Melinda ever even told her we broke up.
10:16Did Melinda leave any instructions for what she wanted in terms of service?
10:21No.
10:22She did leave me...
10:25She did leave me a note.
10:28But it wasn't about her funeral.
10:33I tried to end the relationship before.
10:36But she always said she was going.
10:41I never thought she was really going to do it.
10:45But maybe in some way, I did.
10:50Because I stayed for years after I wanted to leave.
10:54I finally moved out about two weeks ago.
10:59And I thought she was okay.
11:02I mean, she seemed really...
11:05calm about it.
11:08And then...
11:11It's like I keep waiting to find out it's all this mistake.
11:13It's not your fault.
11:15It's not.
11:18It's so horrible.
11:20You can't blame yourself.
11:21You had to live your own life.
11:22Was she depressed?
11:24For years, yeah.
11:25What was she like?
11:26Rico.
11:27It was like...
11:28You know those tribes or whatever?
11:30I think if you take their picture, they'll lose their spirit.
11:36It was like her spirit got stolen.
11:39And all that was left was this...
11:41body that she didn't even want anymore.
11:43Was she on medication at all?
11:45Everything, all of them.
11:47Mostly, it just made things worse.
11:49But then she was on something that was really working.
11:53I thought.
11:54What was it?
11:55Paxil?
11:56Paxil made her really jittery.
11:57This was a combination of Zoloft, I think, and something else.
12:04She did seem better.
12:08I'd have never left if I didn't think she'd be all right.
12:12It's okay.
12:16It's okay.
12:18Mommy's okay.
12:22Mommy's okay.
12:24I hear that when I re-wash the dishes after you've washed them,
12:30it makes you feel like...
12:32I don't think you're good enough.
12:36Keith, did David hear you correctly?
12:39Yes.
12:41So I'm sorry, and...
12:44I'll try not to do it anymore.
12:52Has anything else come up since our last session?
12:56Not really.
12:58David?
12:59Well, we did have three-way sex with a stranger.
13:02What?
13:03I just want to make sure Frank thinks that's a healthy couple activity.
13:06How did it feel to you?
13:10Fine.
13:11It was a lot more enjoyable than the paintball.
13:15What do you think, though?
13:17Were you safe?
13:18Of course.
13:19Okay.
13:19Well, there are certainly a variety of ways that couples can enjoy their sexuality.
13:24Then it's totally okay to just have sex with whoever?
13:27Well, generally, it's best when there's an open negotiation between partners as to what the rules are in these situations,
13:34so that both people are equally comfortable.
13:37Hmm.
13:39Were you both comfortable with what happened?
13:42Yes.
13:44Yeah, we didn't exactly negotiate the rules, though.
13:46It just sort of happened.
13:48Is it something you feel you might want to do again?
13:50It was very liberating to be spontaneous and kind of wild together, instead of always being so careful about everything.
14:04It was fun.
14:06To be wild.
14:08Well, if this is something that you think you might like to do again,
14:13then I suggest you take some time to lay down some ground rules.
14:30Do you need to borrow some blush, honey?
14:32Those peach tones you're wearing just don't pop.
14:37That's okay.
14:38I don't need to pop tonight.
14:41Want some of these for your bag?
14:42I quit, remember?
14:44Oh, I didn't know.
14:45You were still in that mode.
14:46Yeah, that's the goal, to stay in the mode.
14:49Hmm.
14:50I'm just curious, honey, what makes you think that was such a problem for you?
14:54Being stoned all day and night?
14:56Come on, it was never like that.
14:57How would you know?
14:58I work with addicts all the time, and trust me, you're not an addict.
15:01You went through a difficult breakup, and maybe you needed to act out a little bit, but that was just
15:06stress.
15:07I'm not interested in discussing this with you.
15:10You just seemed very defensive when I offered you a joint.
15:13Well, I would appreciate it if you respected my choices.
15:16Well, Brenda, if I thought that they were your choices and not some 12-step Christian dogma, I'd feel much
15:22better about them.
15:23Oh, whenever in my whole life have I ever wanted to take on someone else's dogma?
15:27I mean, that is not a big problem of mine.
15:28No, but you do tend to over-dramatize yourself, sweetheart.
15:32And I'm sorry, but I've known you for a long time.
15:36Thanks for your support, Mom.
15:39But I am sorry if you feel I've been insensitive.
15:45Hey.
15:47You guys ready?
15:48The car's double parked.
15:49I just have to do one final coat.
15:53Hey.
15:57How you doing?
15:58Okay.
16:00Yeah?
16:02I'm sick of being so fucking conscious all the time.
16:06It's like I'm this incredibly boring, watered-down version of myself.
16:12I know what you mean.
16:16What piece have you got in this thing tonight?
16:18Ah, it's a new one.
16:19Might suck.
16:20Oh, that's all right, sweetie.
16:22It's for charity.
16:23Sure, it doesn't suck.
16:25You know, that blouse might actually work if you got rid of the bra.
16:28Yeah?
16:28That skirt might actually work if you got rid of that ass.
16:347.15.
16:35Where's the babysitter?
16:36I'm sure she just hit traffic.
16:41Oh, God.
16:57You know, you don't have to come if you don't want to.
16:59I'm not going for you.
17:00I'm going for Claire.
17:02I have a relationship with her, you know?
17:04I know.
17:06I just thought maybe we should talk some more.
17:07Yeah, well, obviously.
17:11Well, it's Kayla.
17:14Oh, fuck it.
17:15Just be cold.
17:19Come here, baby.
17:26I'm pretty sure that's Jan Van Hoosan.
17:28Look, he's going straight to his own piece.
17:30Narcissist?
17:32Who would ever buy that?
17:34MoMA.
17:37Let's go see if anyone's looking at my piece.
17:40Narcissist.
17:45I just feel bad for it.
17:46Back here all by itself.
17:48Don't come to see it.
17:51Oh, my God.
17:52Someone bought it already?
17:54Wow.
17:55Do you think it's a mistake?
17:57Russell, I mean, it's a really beautiful piece.
18:03Maybe that's why I got such a good spot.
18:09Do you think somebody actually thought I was somebody?
18:13You are somebody.
18:18It's pretty good, don't you think, for a 19-year-old?
18:22Yeah, I guess.
18:24Looks like art.
18:26It's dark.
18:27Really?
18:28I think it's kind of funny.
18:30Funny?
18:34So, what's the point?
18:35Oh, come on.
18:36It's like life goes on.
18:38God, I so totally don't get that.
18:40But I know Claire a lot better than you do.
18:42What, she has no sense of humor?
18:43She has a very dark vision.
18:45I think you just have this one really old idea about who she is.
18:49Maybe, but it happens to be accurate.
18:51Hey.
18:52It's magnificent.
18:53It's really great.
18:54Thanks, Claire.
18:57It's so incredible.
18:59Awesome.
19:00God, you guys didn't all have to come.
19:02What are you talking about?
19:03This is a big deal.
19:03It's not.
19:05Is that Viggo Mortensen?
19:06How did you get the blasted out one?
19:07Who's Viggo Mortensen for a film?
19:08What do you mean?
19:09No, it's just Duratron's.
19:11Yeah, it's like this process that they use for, like, ads in airports.
19:14It's really boring.
19:16No, it's not.
19:16Oh, my God, I love that movie.
19:17I wept.
19:19I remember.
19:20Wow, Fiona Kleinschmidt.
19:21Oh, yeah.
19:22She's got some pots in the next room.
19:24Nate was deflowered by a mildly tannous serenesis.
19:30I don't think she's coming, though.
19:31I heard she's in Japan.
19:34Where'd you guys get the drinks?
19:39I pumped, so I could drink tonight, because I want a drink tonight.
19:42The bar's over there.
19:43You need anything?
19:49So, what happened to you?
19:51I mean, you were showing everywhere, and then nothing.
19:54What, did you get married or something?
19:56No, I went crazy.
19:58What a drag.
19:59Where'd they put you?
20:00Clarendon.
20:01Oh, that place isn't too bad.
20:03I had another student who used to go there.
20:04Maybe you met him.
20:05Mickey Herschel.
20:06No, but I think they had some of his feeling art hanging in the cafeteria.
20:09Huh.
20:10How was it?
20:11Not bad.
20:11He had a breakthrough with me.
20:12Come on, who doesn't?
20:14They're oppressed people.
20:15Right.
20:15Them.
20:18Billy.
20:19Hey.
20:21How are you?
20:22Great.
20:22How are you?
20:23I'm good.
20:26You guys know each other?
20:27Uh, yeah.
20:28Olivier visited for a time while I was here.
20:30He was my best student, after I cracked him open.
20:33Before I was all too pretentious, right?
20:36It was the first class I ever taught.
20:38Wait, wait, wait.
20:38You said you taught in Argentina.
20:40I lied.
20:41There's Yanni.
20:42I have to go pretend I like his piece of shit.
20:46Hey, Yanni.
20:47I didn't see you.
20:49His best student, huh?
20:51Uh, I don't know about that.
20:54I'm pretty sure I was the only one who was sleeping with him.
20:57Really?
20:58Yeah.
20:59Yeah.
20:59It was a pretty amazing experience for me.
21:02You know, I had a lot of static around my sexuality.
21:05Totally suffocating at work.
21:10It was a sex thing, not a gay thing.
21:15Wasn't that sort of a fucked up power dynamic, though?
21:18It's always a fucked up power dynamic in sex.
21:21Isn't it?
21:22Not always.
21:30What are you doing?
21:34Fine.
21:36Dip tastes like vomit.
21:39Well, cheese is okay.
21:43It's all right.
21:44Thanks.
21:46I don't want that.
21:46Thanks.
21:48You eat it.
21:49I don't want it either.
21:50I just had some.
21:50So throw it out.
21:56You don't want that.
21:59I don't?
22:01I'm told it tastes like vomit.
22:04Hi.
22:05Hi.
22:07Uh, Brenda.
22:07This is my wife, Lisa.
22:09Lisa Brenda.
22:10Oh.
22:11Nice to meet you.
22:13Yeah.
22:16You too.
22:21So, what can I eat here?
22:23I don't know.
22:49Disturbing work always takes longer to sell.
22:52Most people want something that's just pretty.
22:55Like the cleaning supply installation?
22:57Yeah, but he was on the cover of Art Forum.
23:01Olivia's right. You can't give a fuck by what sells.
23:04It's easy for you to say.
23:07Yeah, but that was just a fluke.
23:09I mean, my mom probably called from Florida to put a hold on it.
23:13That's sweet.
23:16If my mother buys me, I don't kill myself.
23:19Any asshole can take a camera to a cemetery.
23:22It's better than the lame self-purchets I did when I was a first year.
23:25That's true.
23:41Baby, it's so nice in here.
23:54Angie and her boyfriend took the boys to Shakey's and then to play Goofy Golf.
24:03Oh, baby, I can't drink out of these pills.
24:06Oh, I forgot.
24:09Even if they're not working yet?
24:11Yeah, you're not supposed to.
24:12Oh.
24:13Sorry.
24:14It's okay.
24:17It's okay.
24:17It's okay.
24:19I don't know if I'm just so nice.
24:26My kids will get the wind going along the way.
24:40It's okay.
24:43It's okay.
24:44It's okay.
24:46It's okay.
24:46It's okay.
24:47you know this medication isn't working you can try a different one I know I'm
24:54a nurse I'm just saying sometimes it takes a while for you to find the right
25:00one baby I know I'm a nurse
25:24Billy's huh mm-hmm it's really different for him isn't it yeah I like it I think
25:35it's very cool and sort of painless you haven't seen it before no
25:44he doesn't use me that way anymore that sounds like an improvement yeah it's my
25:52new thing I don't take care of anyone else so I'll be forced to take care of
25:59myself erratically how's that going for you well I'm still living with my mother
26:05yeah who is him oh god that's right you too temporarily we're really involved
26:24excuse me sorry oh no come on in here we're smoking some of my husband's cancer pot
26:32I don't I gotta talk about it went a lot faster than anybody expected
26:39you know he was just talking about that pyramid you've been in it yet it's much of a line oh
26:45it's fantastic century it's nasty you know I thought I heard your voice oh I look for you hi hi
26:57are you ready to go out and get that drink yeah in a minute
27:04you're smoking pot you want some it's California pharmaceutical grade
27:12no thanks oh god burn oh god it's lovely Claire lovely the way it looks
27:24did you make the frame as well no mom I bought the frame well it was the perfect choice well
27:31done
27:33this must be your mother oh yes mom this is Olivier Castro style my foreman space teacher
27:38oh it's so nice to meet you and you
27:44this is my friend Arthur Martin it is a pleasure and an honor
27:49I know you've had quite an effect on Claire not as much as you have
27:52oh thank you what do you think of her piece oh well
28:02I think it's very sweet really it's supposed to be disturbing it is great art often provokes
28:08controversy and if I may I also feel the image is quite tender it suggests the quiet dignity of
28:17eternal love would anyone else care for a refreshment or an hors d'oeuvre no thanks
28:34you think they're fucking oh you sorry if that was weird before was a little confusing
28:56I didn't tell Nate we'd met but you didn't know who I was when you came into the spa no
29:01I just
29:02figured it out just now yeah
29:07then why are we pretending we've never met I don't know I just didn't want to get into it with
29:13him
29:15I think you didn't know who I was when you came in
29:22I'm sorry I just wanted to know what you were like
29:27well that's weird and dishonest and kind of stalkerish
29:35you know getting a massage isn't really the best way of finding out what happened between Nate and me
29:40he hasn't been very clear about it
29:41why does it matter
29:45I don't know
29:49I'm such a wreck right now
29:58he's pretty good at making people feel crazy not that I wasn't
30:01I am too I think
30:03I feel like I've totally lost my mind
30:05what was I doing sneaking around like that
30:09it's so desperate
30:12it's not desperate
30:14it's just
30:16trying to get something you don't have
30:18oh you mean Nate
30:19you have Nate
30:21I think you'll have him forever if you want him
30:25he doesn't love me the way he loved you
30:28he didn't love me
30:31not really
30:36he was just trying to get something he didn't have
31:00he's such a fucking idiot
31:03oh he's living life
31:26doesn't feel like plastic
31:28feels like those shells
31:30I don't know
31:36kind of makes me want to build a pyramid to live in
31:43I understand
31:44why you want to leave
31:45I don't want to leave
31:46I mean
31:47I'm not happy either
31:48and
31:49I want to blame you
31:50but it's not your fault
31:52I've known you for so long
31:53I don't know why I thought
31:55getting married would transform you
31:57it has transformed me
31:59I know
31:59I know
31:59I didn't mean it to sound like that
32:01I know how committed you are
32:02I just mean
32:05it didn't change the way you feel about me
32:07God it did though
32:09not the way I wanted it to
32:14it's not fair to you
32:15and I guess it's
32:17not fair to me either
32:18really
32:25it's good we tried
32:28I think we had to try
32:38don't you think we could maybe now
32:39you know just
32:43start from a different place
32:46neither one of us
32:46is ever going to be
32:47what the other person really wants
32:49I mean this is bullshit
32:50there's this idea
32:51of what we want
32:51maybe it's enough now
32:52to just stop pretending
32:55we'll be like friends
32:56you mean
32:56well yeah
32:57but not just that
32:59and you want to be loved for still
33:00yeah
33:02without all the pressure
33:03to be something we're not
33:04but
33:06what if it's never any good
33:08well then we'll know
33:09we really tried
33:11really tried
33:15okay
33:16okay
33:22I feel really relieved
33:23you do?
33:24I think I do too
33:33you see these fucking pyramids
33:34really do work
33:40oh
33:42sorry
33:45it's okay
33:45come in
33:51oh
33:53it's really nice in here
33:57it's supposed to have
33:57the same proportions
33:58as the pyramids in Egypt
34:01I thought it was supposed
34:02to be this horrible
34:03plastic version
34:04of a sacred space
34:05I don't know
34:06it's kind of a reverse message
34:08oh
34:08like modern life
34:09isn't always so bad
34:12yeah
34:13or like
34:15even though we feel like
34:16we've lost touch
34:17with this
34:19this more authentic history
34:20there's a
34:22continuity
34:23that we don't even realize
34:26wow
34:29that's really comforting
34:31I wish we never had to leave
34:47excuse me
34:48do you know who bought it?
34:51Fifi Rochdale
34:56is that you?
34:57no
34:58it isn't
35:01your old cat's name was
35:03Fifi
35:03and I don't know
35:04where you got Rochdale
35:06oh
35:06it's the street
35:07oh
35:07it's your porn name
35:08nice
35:09out here fast
35:11Russell
35:11it's not like it makes it okay
35:12that no one wanted it
35:13I wanted it
35:15I love it
35:16you're in debt
35:17yeah well
35:18it's a good investment
35:20the thing's gonna be worth
35:21like
35:22so much more
35:22in five years
35:38it's so weird
35:39you checked on the cell?
35:39yeah on upstairs
35:42what should we do?
35:44fuck it
35:45she's got a cell phone
35:46she can call a cab
35:47I don't care
35:48no
35:48no
36:07no
36:19I don't know.
36:44Might I remove my glasses?
36:46Please do.
37:01How weird was it that Grenda was there tonight?
37:03I don't know. How weird was it?
37:05Well, she dropped off the face of the planet as far as I knew.
37:10What do you think about her?
37:13Hey, thanks.
37:14I got it.
37:16It's pretty sexy.
37:18So?
37:19So what?
37:20So do you want to go for it?
37:22Oh.
37:24Really?
37:24Unless you like someone better.
37:26No, I just thought we were supposed to be negotiating that if we did it again.
37:30We are negotiating. I'm saying you can pick somebody else.
37:33But Frank made it sound like there are rules or something.
37:36Like what?
37:37I don't know.
37:38Maybe there are certain things we only do with each other.
37:41Okay, like what?
37:42I don't know, like kissing maybe?
37:45That sounds okay.
37:46Unless you think that would be rude to the other person?
37:49I'm sure he won't care.
37:51Okay, well, let's start with that.
37:54I think that's Patrick.
37:57Patrick!
37:58Hey!
38:00Hey, what about him?
38:02For us?
38:04No way.
38:05Why not? He's so nice.
38:07I don't know what somebody we know. It's just creepy.
38:10I'm going to talk to the tall guy.
38:14Hey!
38:15Hey!
38:16I thought you were going to your sister's art thing tonight.
38:18Yeah, we just came from there.
38:21How is this place?
38:24I don't know.
38:25Seems pretty much like a free-for-all.
38:27I think I'm not so much a gay bar person.
38:30Is that really sad for me?
38:31No, I think that's really happy for you.
38:33Can I get over here?
38:35Is that a battle?
38:36I think that's really hard for you.
38:51I'm sorry.
38:53I'm sorry.
38:54It was too late to stop.
38:56Brenda?
38:57Honey, I bought a painting.
39:10all right then
39:15thank you for a lovely evening
39:18i should be getting back now oh you can stay if you'd like oh no i couldn't
39:27i really should be getting back
39:29well all right
39:41thank you so very much
39:44thank you
39:59so
40:00I love you.
40:51Let us know if there's anything else we can do.
41:06It's hard to live with.
41:09Someone kills herself over you?
41:10No, she was depressed.
41:12But he said she was doing fine.
41:13She was on the right medication.
41:15She did it because he left her.
41:17Yeah.
41:18It's depressing how deluded people are about what love is.
41:22Yeah.
41:25Wait.
41:26What do you mean?
41:29Like it's going to make their lives better.
41:32Well, it does a little.
41:33Right?
41:34Yeah.
41:35It's just not like someone else can change who you are.
41:38Like this one, Melinda?
41:40That guy who's the only good thing in our life?
41:43He didn't even seem that great to me.
41:46I wouldn't want to be him right now.
41:51Yeah, me neither.
41:55You know, it takes all the goodness in my heart to keep from giving that asshole and five a triple
41:58dose of his stool softener.
42:00It hurt us more than it would hurt him.
42:03How are you doing on the Paxil?
42:05Not great.
42:06All I can feel are the side effects.
42:08So we need to go see Roger's.
42:10I don't know.
42:11I guess I should try and stop in this week, but I always feel like he has no idea who
42:14I am.
42:15I go in there for five minutes and he goes down some list.
42:18Yeah, well, they don't really give a fuck.
42:20I mean, they just give you whatever samples came with the best gifts.
42:22You know, when I was depressed, the only thing that worked for me was Celexa with a low dosage of
42:27Ativan.
42:33I should probably ask Roger's.
42:35Just try it and see if it works for you.
42:36I mean, you can tell Roger's that you saw another doctor while you were on vacation.
42:40You know?
42:41Here.
42:46I gave you a generic.
42:52Stole the machine.
42:56Well, I already left a message saying I was coming over, so if she wants me to walk in on
43:00more fucking, it's her choice.
43:02You know, I can do it for you if you feel like you've seen enough of Mom's pussy for a
43:05few days.
43:06Who could ever see too much of Mom's pussy?
43:08It's like a trip down memory lane.
43:12Really, though?
43:13I know.
43:13Thanks.
43:15I don't even know where everything is.
43:17I can come with you, then.
43:22Okay.
43:24Okay.
43:25Yeah.
43:26I think that would help.
43:29Okay.
43:31Good.
43:32I really appreciate you letting me stay here.
43:35Well, I have the space.
43:36It's just until I get my client list back together.
43:39You can stay as long as you can stand hanging out with my friends.
43:41Is Kenny still over here all the time?
43:44You know what?
43:46He's not that bad.
43:47He used to come into my room and fart on my pillow.
43:50He was ten.
44:03I can't believe how much money I've spent fucking up my life.
44:10Did you ever find out who bought your piece?
44:12Yep.
44:13Was it your mom?
44:14I wish.
44:15You wish?
44:16Who could be worse than your mom?
44:18It wasn't my mom, was it?
44:20No.
44:23It was Olivier.
44:28Wow.
44:30That's flattering.
44:31I'm sure it's just some kind of head trip, you know?
44:35Why?
44:38You know, to teach me some kind of weird lesson or something.
44:43What kind of lesson?
44:44Like, uh, like he owns me.
44:47You know, just, uh, this whole power thing.
44:53Well, maybe he just really liked your piece.
44:56Kind of doubt it.
45:03Sickles.
45:04Mm-hmm.
45:42Oh, I fell asleep.
45:44It's okay.
45:45Is it late?
45:46No, it's nine and five.
45:47Is Maya?
45:48She's fine.
45:49She's sleeping.
45:54How long have you been here?
45:56I just got here.
46:01What?
46:03Nothing.
46:06I'm just happy to see you.
46:10You are?
46:11Yeah.
46:15I'm happy to see you, too.
46:16I'm happy to see you, too.