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Twisted Yoga - Season 1 - Episode 02: Chapter Two: Initiation
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08:40La Iglesia de Jesucristo
08:42en la posición de autoridad.
08:45Estos son los que recibieron nosotros,
08:47y todos los romanos,
08:49así que alguien en la posición de autoridad
08:51mientras yo estaba en París es romanos.
08:54Y hay esta sensación
08:55de que estás dentro de esta mal-oiled máquina.
09:01La primera cosa que hicieron es
09:02que estaban en todas nuestras bolsas
09:03y lookeden por ciertas cosas,
09:05quizás un teléfono o algún otro papel,
09:08y tomó nada,
09:09que no se había visto nada,
09:09ni identificar detalles,
09:10ni electrónicos,
09:14y luego se introduzieron el programa
09:16y le dieron que se le dieron
09:19a la vez que se le dieron a la vida
09:20pero antes de eso se había hecho
09:22todo esto,
09:22hay otras cosas que necesitan hacer.
09:26Yo tenía que hacer las vallas,
09:28también,
09:29poner mi mano en la biblia
09:31y tomar esas vallas
09:32en mi vida y mi vida
09:33y mi vida,
09:33que no me hacía nada de hablar
09:34de nada.
09:35y lo hablo en la vida
09:36y lo hablo en la ley
09:39y lo hablo en la ley
09:39y lo hablo en la ley
09:50secret teachings from the house
09:55and knowing that in Tantra
09:57sexual initiation was a thing
09:59I had gathered this impression that
10:03it was likely that
10:04sexual initiations were happening
10:06and that the spiritual guide was probably
10:08engaging in them
10:15I knew
10:17I knew that it would be a sexual initiation
10:20and here
10:22was this opportunity
10:24for beyond
10:26satisfaction
10:28a kind of ultimate happiness
10:30and enlightenment
10:31it was a promise
10:33you will
10:35experience these things and
10:38everything will change
10:45I grew up in Oxford
10:49I had a privileged upbringing
10:51we were
10:53we were very lucky
10:55I went to a private school
10:57we went on great holidays
11:01I was a very sensitive
11:02child
11:04very shy
11:06I changed quite a lot as a teenager
11:09you know we started to
11:11go out drinking
11:13and you know smoking
11:15and having fun
11:23I reached a point in my late 20s
11:26when I was partying a lot
11:28I was in quite a difficult relationship
11:31I noticed that there was a pattern
11:33in terms of the relationships
11:35I was in and the type of people
11:36I was being attracted to
11:37and my answer would be
11:39to go out and get wasted
11:42it numbed
11:43the feelings temporarily
11:46when I was 29
11:47I started going to 12 step groups
11:50I really cut down
11:52on the partying
11:54I started to look into
11:56yoga and meditation
12:00so when I found Tara Yoga Center
12:08there was a sense of like a click
12:10an aha moment
12:12I was completely intrigued
12:15by the possibility
12:17that I could have a deeply spiritual experience
12:20in lovemaking
12:29for the first week in Paris
12:32I was just focused on
12:34getting those tasks done
12:35watching the films
12:36we had to watch a series of porn films
12:38write about
12:40how we felt about them
12:41and what kind of states
12:42we perceived that the women were having
12:44it was like everything
12:46that had ever happened
12:48in the school
12:50had been leading up to this
12:55yeah there was a woman there
12:56who'd been there for like
12:57two or three months
12:58and I said
12:59when are you leaving
13:00and she's like
13:00soon I hope
13:01but like he had to wait
13:02for his permission to leave
13:04like she couldn't
13:04she didn't know when she was going
13:06I remember walking out once
13:08and seeing the girl
13:09that won Miss Shakti
13:11back in August
13:12she was there
13:14and her head had been shaved
13:16and there was this note
13:17about her
13:18how her ego
13:19had gotten so big
13:20and she needed to kind of
13:21be put back in her place
13:22kind of thing
13:22but she was
13:24sort of like cut off
13:25from everyone
13:26it's like
13:26that's what happens to Miss Shakti
13:28that's what happens to the winner
13:30her head gets shaved
13:35it was becoming clear
13:37that every single woman
13:38who was there
13:39had been initiated
13:41they did say
13:42no sometimes he doesn't
13:43but I didn't see anyone there
13:45who hadn't been initiated
13:50so they kind of feed you
13:52through this thing
13:53for quite a few days
13:54and it was about day five or six
13:57where they said
13:59okay now that you've done
14:00all these things
14:00we can tell you that
14:02the reason that you're here
14:04when you meet with him
14:05there will be an opportunity
14:07to receive sexual initiation
14:09from him
14:10and they framed it
14:13as if it was an option
14:23as it happened
14:24he decided that I should arrive
14:25to him on the day
14:27of my 30th birthday
14:31I was taken by a driver again
14:36with the hat
14:37and the sunglasses
14:39and this time
14:40I was to an apartment
14:41and I believe
14:42that he parked
14:43in a kind of underground
14:44parking garage
14:48most of our friends
14:49had been there already
14:53I found it quite incredible
14:55that after so many years
14:56none of the
14:57none of the neighbors
14:59sensed that these guys
15:00were coming in
15:01and out of that house
15:04every day
15:05all the time
15:06at least three or four girls
15:09a day for sure
15:11some girls would go every month
15:14his favorites
15:18and he knocked at the door
15:20and we had to wait for a minute
15:21before it was opened
15:24and then it was Grig
15:25who opened the door
15:26and he welcomed me
15:28and gave a hug
15:30and said happy birthday
15:31and then he kind of sent me
15:35down the hall
15:35and went back into his room
15:37oh well okay
15:39it's the real person
15:40that everyone's so obsessed with
15:42it's this guy
15:43and he's really old
15:45looking into his eyes
15:48it was almost like a
15:51like an empty space
15:55that pulls you in
15:57at the same time
15:58as being empty
16:00I couldn't sense any emotions
16:02from him
16:03nothing
16:13I'm in this weird
16:14really tiny apartment
16:16there's just books everywhere
16:21there's bookshelves on
16:22each side of the hallway
16:24and his room
16:26and the other room
16:30if you go down the hallway
16:32there's the toilet
16:34and the bathroom
16:40a tiny little corner
16:41where they have like a bar fridge
16:43a really small fridge
16:46and then there's the actual bedroom
16:48which is just an average sized bedroom
16:52and that is where the girls are kept
16:54who are taken to him
16:55for sex
17:00at any point
17:01there's always a few girls there
17:06everyone's sweaty
17:07they take your clothes
17:08so you don't really have
17:09like sometimes people are naked
17:11or you're just wearing something
17:12very minimal
17:13so you don't really have
17:14your own clothes
17:16the place is locked
17:18from the outside
17:19so you can't open the door
17:21from the inside
17:24and you're sleeping there
17:25you're eating there
17:26you're doing everything
17:27in that space
17:30he had a team of girls
17:32who were cooking for him
17:33so they would send it to him
17:34he would eat a little bit
17:35and then he would give
17:36all the rest to the girls
17:37they would store it in the fridge
17:40but the whole was like
17:42you couldn't throw anything
17:43on the garbage
17:43so you would have to eat
17:44everything which was there
17:45before you could open
17:46a new one
17:47a new batch of food
17:48and it would be like
17:49just like girls
17:49just like eating
17:50this moldy food
17:51like because they had to
17:52like that was the rule
17:53otherwise you would get
17:54like in trouble and stuff
17:58every so often
17:59someone gets called in
18:00to meet with him
18:02you hear them having sex
18:03for hours
18:04you hear really loud music
18:08she eventually comes out
18:09and really soon after that
18:10she's picked up
18:11and taken away
18:12to the third house
18:13and then often
18:15not long after that
18:16someone else turns up
18:17and takes her place
18:18and there's people there
18:20saying I've been here
18:21six times
18:22I love it
18:23it's the most amazing
18:24experience
18:25it gives me so much
18:27and they believe that
18:29do you believe that?
18:32maybe in some way
18:35I still felt really uncertain
18:37but I felt like I was open
18:39to see
18:47I had a fantastic experience
18:51we started the ritual
18:55going deeply into
18:58the transfiguration
19:01just as we were taught
19:03in the tantra classes
19:07of seeing ourselves
19:09and seeing each other
19:10as these deeply
19:12spiritual beings
19:17it's the perfect union
19:20of the inner masculine
19:21the inner feminine
19:23the yin and the yang
19:25Shiva and Shakti
19:31I almost ceased to exist
19:38somehow I traveled
19:39outside of my body
19:44he guided me through
19:46every single little step
19:53for me it was a
19:55spectacular
19:56really beautiful meeting
19:58and after that
19:59I was complete
20:06like I wanted
20:07to believe that
20:09that it was going to
20:10you know be
20:11like a milestone
20:13for me
20:13my spiritual path
20:15I wanted it to be
20:16of course
20:20it was always difficult
20:22for me
20:23I never felt
20:24that I was
20:24you know voluptuous
20:25full of vitality
20:29I never felt
20:30that I fell
20:31into the category
20:32of you know
20:32this kind of
20:33awakened Shakti woman
20:38I am from
20:39the south of Argentina
20:40a city called
20:42Bariloche
20:44it's in the mountains
20:45in the limit
20:46with Chile
20:47when I turned 18
20:49I decided to move
20:50to Buenos Aires
20:51on my own
20:54back then I was
20:55taking drugs
20:56on the weekends
20:59and then when I
21:00found Atman at the
21:02time
21:02of course it came
21:03with all of these
21:04nice people
21:04that cared for me
21:06they were much more
21:07focused on
21:08spiritual things
21:11it was just like
21:12such an upgrade
21:15and I could see
21:17how much trauma
21:18and how much
21:19pain I had
21:20inside of me
21:21from my childhood
21:22that I had never
21:23really addressed
21:27I wanted to
21:29be more involved
21:30in the school
21:32so I moved
21:33to Denmark
21:34I lived in the ashram
21:36I ate there
21:36I did everything there
21:37I barely
21:38went outside
21:41I really thought
21:42that to have
21:43an initiation
21:43with him
21:45that it would
21:45help me
21:46I thought it was
21:47like the next step
21:48I had to take
21:49in order to
21:50evolve
21:58before you go there
22:00basically
22:00you will drink
22:01water
22:02like two liters
22:04of water
22:04or like a lot
22:05of water
22:07you also need
22:08to bless the water
22:09with a special
22:10formula
22:10that you are
22:11given by
22:12by Greek
22:15and then you
22:16need to shower
22:17before
22:17and shave
22:19you have to
22:20shave completely
22:22they say that
22:23if you do
22:24enough yoga
22:25and meditation
22:25so that you're
22:26in a really good
22:27spiritual state
22:28to prepare yourself
22:30sexually in some way
22:31to be
22:32centered
22:33and grounded
22:34and focused
22:34and ready
22:35to meet him
22:43he came in
22:44the middle
22:44of the night
22:44I was sleeping
22:46he touched
22:47with his finger
22:48the sole
22:49of my feet
22:49while I was sleeping
22:50and I woke up
22:51like that
22:52and like
22:53it's your turn
22:57everything
22:58had been
22:58leading up
22:59to this
23:00is this
23:02monumental event
23:05but this
23:07repeated thought
23:08just kept
23:09coming into my
23:10head
23:10you're going
23:10up a mountain
23:11and Shiva's
23:12at the top
23:13you're going
23:14up a mountain
23:15and Shiva's
23:16at the top
23:19I don't remember
23:21much about
23:21the sex
23:22I was very
23:23out of my body
23:24very disorientated
23:26and frozen
23:28and even
23:29in the memory
23:30I blocked
23:30a lot of it
23:31out
23:31which is convenient
23:33but
23:34yeah
23:35it was a
23:36long process
23:38could have been
23:39two hours
23:40in total
23:43you start doing
23:44one of the positions
23:46which I think
23:46they come from
23:47Kamasutra
23:47so besides
23:48learning the postures
23:49you also learn
23:50how to move
23:50from one
23:51to another
23:52in a graceful
23:53way
23:53so that
23:54you will
23:54still remain
23:55you know
23:56in penetration
23:57somehow
24:05I felt
24:06it just came in
24:07I don't want
24:08to do this
24:11and then
24:12almost immediately
24:14another voice
24:15came in
24:16you're being
24:17superficial
24:18you're being
24:19shallow
24:20you need to
24:20transfigure him
24:24transfiguration
24:25the doctrine
24:26of the school
24:28they say
24:28with the tantric
24:29cause
24:31don't focus
24:32on the physical
24:33don't be
24:34superficial
24:34it's not
24:35a spiritual
24:36attitude
24:38and did you
24:39transfigure him
24:42yes
24:42the idea is
25:01that
25:01you could
25:02look at
25:02a person
25:03and really
25:04genuinely
25:05the shape
25:07of their body
25:07would start
25:08to change
25:09and would
25:10look
25:11different
25:21when you're
25:22transfiguring
25:23your lover
25:25into the
25:26Shiva
25:27and the
25:27great man
25:27that he
25:28can be
25:28he will
25:29become that
25:34so you have
25:35to have
25:36a lot
25:36of
25:37transfiguration
25:37be able
25:38to see
25:38beyond
25:39what's there
25:41because otherwise
25:42yes
25:43an old man
25:43like why would
25:44you want
25:44to be
25:45with him
25:45you know
25:49but if you
25:50can see
25:50it as
25:51Shiva
25:52the spiritual
25:53master
25:53that's
25:53gonna
25:54help
25:54you
25:54evolve
25:55spiritually
25:56then
25:57okay
25:57that's
25:58a
25:58different
25:58thing
26:00I just
26:01knew I
26:01really
26:02really
26:02really
26:02didn't
26:03want to
26:03go through
26:03with the
26:04initiation
26:05and then
26:06they said
26:06you need
26:06to write
26:07to him
26:07and tell
26:07him
26:09and I
26:09said that
26:10I needed
26:11to work
26:11through my
26:11own demons
26:12but I
26:13really hoped
26:13that he
26:14could support
26:14me if he
26:15was my
26:15master
26:16through the
26:17yoga
26:17practices
26:18and the
26:20meditations
26:21and he
26:21wrote back
26:22to me
26:22full of
26:24it was
26:24like he
26:25was yelling
26:25on the
26:26page
26:26you could
26:26feel the
26:27anger
26:27and the
26:28heat
26:28and the
26:28rage
26:29through the
26:29pen
26:29it was
26:30just
26:30capital
26:31letters
26:31in this
26:32like red
26:32fountain
26:33pen
26:33and he
26:34said
26:34you lie
26:36and then
26:37I was like
26:37but how am
26:38I lying
26:38like that's
26:39my feeling
26:40you lie
26:41because you
26:41have a
26:42big ego
26:42and a
26:43great bad
26:43will
26:45and he
26:45said
26:46on this
26:47note
26:47that
26:49only you
26:50have
26:50this
26:50response
26:50because
26:51you
26:51are
26:51manipulated
26:52by
26:52demons
26:52who
26:53don't
26:53want
26:53you
26:53to
26:53receive
26:54divine
26:54power
26:55and for
26:56all the
26:56love
26:56that I
26:57manifest
26:58towards
26:58you
26:58your
26:59reaction
27:00is
27:00bizarre
27:01morbid
27:02sickly
27:03perverted
27:04completely
27:05lacking
27:05any
27:06goodwill
27:06or any
27:07aspiration
27:07to know
27:08God
27:08do you
27:09feel
27:09empathy
27:10now
27:10answer
27:11me
27:11like
27:12it
27:12was
27:12like
27:12he
27:12was
27:13like
27:13yelling
27:13at
27:13me
27:14he
27:15said
27:16the
27:16initiation
27:17will
27:20exercise
27:20your
27:20demons
27:22as in
27:22like
27:23exorcism
27:24and they
27:24said
27:25you've
27:25been
27:25summoned
27:25to see
27:26him
27:26tonight
27:26when they
27:27gave me
27:27this
27:27letter
27:28like
27:28he
27:28wants
27:28to
27:28see
27:29you
27:29tonight
27:29you've
27:30been
27:30summoned
27:30to
27:30him
27:31and I
27:31went
27:32down
27:32to
27:32the
27:32meditation
27:32room
27:33there's
27:33a
27:33meditation
27:33room
27:34in the
27:34basement
27:34where
27:34it's
27:35silent
27:35and I
27:36went
27:36sat
27:36in
27:36there
27:36because
27:36I
27:37knew
27:37that
27:37no
27:37one
27:37could
27:37talk
27:37to
27:37me
27:38in
27:38there
27:38and
27:39I
27:39prayed
27:42I
27:42prayed
27:42to
27:43my
27:43nana
27:44I
27:44said
27:44nana
27:45just
27:45please
27:45just
27:45give
27:45me
27:46a
27:46sign
27:48what
27:48I
27:49should
27:49do
27:49just
27:50give
27:50me
27:50a
27:50sign
27:52and that
27:52was
27:52when I
27:53first
27:53had
27:53the
27:53thought
27:54like
27:55maybe
27:55I
27:55could
27:55leave
27:57but
27:57before
27:58that
27:58like
27:58that
27:58thought
27:59was
27:59too
27:59crazy
27:59like
28:00I
28:00wouldn't
28:01have
28:01thought
28:01to
28:02do
28:02that
28:04I
28:04mean
28:04there
28:04was
28:04big
28:05fence
28:05with
28:05a
28:05locked
28:06gate
28:07they
28:07had
28:07all
28:08of
28:08my
28:08belongings
28:08they
28:08had
28:08my
28:09phone
28:10they
28:11had
28:11my
28:11wallet
28:12I
28:13had
28:13no
28:14way
28:14of
28:14speaking
28:14the
28:14language
28:15I
28:15didn't
28:15know
28:15where
28:15I
28:15was
28:20nothing
28:20felt
28:21real
28:21anymore
28:21and I
28:21actually
28:22thought
28:22I
28:22was
28:22going
28:22crazy
28:23I
28:23thought
28:23maybe
28:24I
28:24was
28:24in
28:24a
28:24state
28:24of
28:24psychosis
28:28I
28:29didn't
28:29know
28:29what
28:29world
28:30I
28:30lived
28:30in
28:30I
28:31couldn't
28:31trust
28:31myself
28:33but
28:33I
28:33also
28:34couldn't
28:34trust
28:34them
28:36no
28:37this
28:37is
28:37wrong
28:37this
28:38is
28:38wrong
28:39that
28:40in
28:40that
28:40moment
28:40something
28:41snapped
28:42I
28:43need
28:43to
28:43go
28:43I
28:44need
28:44to
28:44get
28:44out
28:44of
28:44here
28:44right
28:45now
28:50before
28:50I
28:51was
28:51allowed
28:51to
28:51leave
28:52they
28:53made
28:53me
28:53write
28:53this
28:55multi
28:55page
28:56statement
28:57that
28:58you
28:58have
28:58to
28:58copy
28:58out
28:59in
28:59your
28:59own
28:59handwriting
29:00word
29:01for
29:01word
29:02and
29:02then
29:03you
29:03have
29:03to
29:03submit
29:03it
29:03to
29:03them
29:04to
29:04cross
29:04check
29:05it
29:05to
29:05make
29:05sure
29:05that
29:05you've
29:06included
29:06everything
29:06in
29:07it
29:07and
29:07that
29:07it's
29:07correct
29:09and
29:09then
29:09they
29:10said
29:10oh
29:10yeah
29:10we
29:10need
29:11to
29:11get
29:11a
29:11video
29:12of
29:12you
29:13reading
29:13out
29:13this
29:14statement
29:14and
29:14I
29:14wasn't
29:14about
29:15to
29:15resist
29:15or
29:15object
29:16to
29:16any
29:16instructions
29:17at
29:17this
29:17point
29:17I
29:17just
29:17wanted
29:18to
29:18get
29:18out
29:20it
29:30it
29:30it
29:33it
29:34like
29:34a
29:34legal
29:34document
29:35I
29:35had to
29:37read it
29:37on
29:37camera
29:37and
29:38I
29:38remember
29:38just
29:38thinking
29:39in
29:39my
29:39head
29:40they're
29:40going
29:40to
29:40try
29:40and
29:41use
29:41this
29:41against
29:41me
29:41one
29:42day
30:03something really legal sounding to say that nothing happened to me here and if I say anything to the contrary
30:09this proves that I'm lying
30:12this final declaration of mine has been signed by me personally in the presence of two witnesses that guarantee that
30:19I was in a normal state of mind when I finalized and signed it
30:35And the driver said where do you want to be taken to and I said just take me to the
30:38cheapest hotel you can find in the city
30:42This can't be real it has to be a nightmare how do I wake up from this
30:54In France
30:54On a dispositif
30:56On a un dispositif
30:56On a un dispositif spécialisé pour lutter contre les infractions qui sont commises dans les dérives sectaires
31:03Et en fait cette notion d'emprise mentale qu'on a développé dans le cadre des dérives sectaires
31:09Donc je sais que ce dispositif est très particulier à la France
31:14Un abus de faiblesse donc on va abuser de la faiblesse de quelqu'un
31:18Et c'est pas une personne qui est en tête faiblesse parce qu'elle est âgée ou malade
31:22Mais parce qu'elle a été placée en état de suggestion psychologique
31:28Progressivement par des techniques
31:30L'emprise mentale va être mise en place et va permettre d'annuler le libre arbitre des victimes
31:39Une personne perd son libre arbitre et acceptée de subir des choses qu'elle n'aurait jamais accepté autrement
31:45C'est l'incorработif
31:56After the initiation with the spiritual guide
31:58I was exhausted, disoriented
32:02I felt really shaky
32:04And I think I was even physically shaking
32:07But then one of the coordinator women
32:11y me dijo que es parte de una integración especial especial.
32:18Es todas las mujeres, pero en un lugar diferente.
32:22Tenemos un pool de agua, es cerca de una ciudad muy agradable,
32:26y la gente se llama la Guardia de Miracles.
32:32Y ella dijo que ahora que conoces las cosas que la gente no sabe,
32:38tienes una responsabilidad.
32:41Es tu responsabilidad de no bajar tu consciencia
32:45y volver a hacer cosas como las que hicieron,
32:50cuando no sabía.
32:53Ella me preguntó si estaba interesado, y yo dije sí.
33:00Y así, vamos juntos a la bus stop en París.
34:05Vamos a amplificar nuestro poder y nuestro magnetismo en karma yoga y en el sitio.
34:13Y nosotros íbamos poder transmitir esa energía
34:17a la gente que nosotra y a los clientes,
34:21así que estos hombres podían,
34:24podían conectar a una energía beyond la base sexual energía.
34:30La idea de karma yoga es que es selfless service,
34:34la idea de karma yoga es que es selfless service
35:29y nosotra.
35:31Y nosotra.
35:32Y nosotra.
35:36Y nosotra.
35:37Y nosotra.
35:51Y nosotra.
35:53Y nosotra.
35:55Y nosotra.
35:59Y nosotra.
36:01Y nosotra.
36:01Y nosotra.
36:02La idea de profeta.
36:10Elいたro se quedó mucho más que yo.
36:15Y le Kingsley ha llevado en tiempos.
36:26Tanca
36:27¿Qué es lo que es muy importante?
36:29Si la respuesta a la pregunta,
36:31siempre ha sido,
36:31¿y? ¿y? ¿y? ¿y? ¿y? ¿y? ¿y? ¿y? ¿y?
36:34Y luego llegas a un punto
36:35donde es un me voy o un no.
36:38Hay...
36:40...todo mucho
36:42de tu vida,
36:43tu interna de la creación,
36:44tu relaciones,
36:47todo.
36:48Todo lo que está perdiendo
36:50lo que puedes ver,
36:52todo lo que está perdiendo,
36:53incluyendo tu propio
36:56espiritual futuro
36:57o salvación.
37:15I booked the next flight
37:16that I could get back to Australia.
37:20I just wanted to be at home with my dad,
37:21I just wanted to catch my breath.
37:25I didn't work for about a month
37:27and I just tried to figure out what happened,
37:29just try to unpack it.
37:30I just was so confused.
37:35Maybe a few months after I got home,
37:38I got really drunk at a party,
37:42like really drunk,
37:43and I think I just word vomited to a friend.
37:45I ended up just telling him.
37:47When I was telling him about what had happened,
37:50I just saw the look on his face of just shock.
37:53And just, he's like,
37:55this is really bad.
37:57Like, this is really, really bad.
37:59That was when I sort of started, I think,
38:01to talk more about it.
38:03I get a call from Ashley,
38:07basically explaining why she left.
38:10I felt such shame and guilt.
38:18Because immediately,
38:20I'm thinking to myself,
38:21here's Ashley,
38:22barely involved with the school.
38:24If a woman with that level of commitment to the school
38:27is getting brought in to meet the spiritual guide,
38:32then obviously, you know, my partners,
38:35practically all the women of the school
38:37have probably gone and had this experience too.
38:41This is so sick, these poor women.
38:47Who on earth is this guy?
39:19I was a student in university
39:21when the scandal broke back in 2004.
39:26I remember seeing all those images on TV
39:30about Gregorian Bivolaro.
39:34More recently,
39:36I became an investigative reporter.
39:41I started looking more into this group.
39:50These newspapers cover a very large period of time,
39:54starting from the early 90s
39:57until 2004,
39:59when the scandal really broke.
40:04I really was surprised that this was still going on.
40:09Because this is an old story in Romania.
40:13It has been a story for 30 years now.
40:29Everybody in Romania knows Gregorian Bivolaro.
40:33He was basically a household name.
40:38Billy ricord and a cathedral.
40:40He was about to share!
40:56It homfigural, the variety of things are happening.
40:59They were both the most ар traductor groups and creditors.
40:59I think it was pretty dishonest with someone.
41:01It was the only thing that looked exciting,
41:01I thought it was floating to them on Twitter.
41:02I only said,
41:31Gracias por ver el video.
42:03Gracias por ver el video.
42:11Gracias por ver el video.
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