00:01hey guys so sorry i was awol these last two days um i'll explain in a little bit um but
00:08i wanted
00:09to come to you today with a little bit of a different video today so the last five days i
00:14started a basically a 45 day journey where i'm going to share with you guys i don't know a lot
00:23of wisdom and knowledge that i learned while i'm doing this crazy journey of visiting every country
00:28in the world which i'm sure everybody knows about by now um i'm on a mission to visit all the
00:33countries in the world i have a really interesting way of doing this my time i'm not trying to bulldoze
00:39it but i do think that i can finish uh within this year i really do i still think that
00:45i can finish
00:45this challenge this year because i don't have that much but it requires a lot of strategy so anyways
00:52um yeah so i said for the next 45 days i was going to campaign and also simultaneously give you
01:01guys
01:01little nuggets little wisdom nuggets and so i missed the last two days and the reason being is because
01:09there's been a lot of stuff going on with my mother so i just wanted to give you guys an
01:14update about that
01:15um and instead of talking about me in this video uh i would rather talk about my mom really quickly
01:23and um yeah tell you guys an update because i know some of you guys are invested i know some
01:29of you guys
01:30feel like family um and would appreciate or i know some of you guys care and um so i'm just
01:40sharing
01:40an update about my mother um basically she was uh she was diagnosed with breast cancer in september of
01:502024 i think and so she got a double mastectomy where she got both of her breasts removed she was
02:00stage
02:01four cancer uh and so they removed a bunch of lymph nodes as well in the left side of her
02:08breast and so
02:09she has been fighting that ever since uh september 2024 so the good thing is um she was holding up
02:18pretty well and doing pretty well um getting through everything great but recently in the last couple of
02:27months she was just in excruciating pain just like unbelievable pain so she went back to the doctors
02:36and um they found that okay so when they removed her breasts or when they removed her breast tissue
02:46they put in implants um i guess just for cosmetic reasons and they figured out that the left implant
02:55uh was having a lot of issues so they just were like let's go in and clean your implant that's
03:02probably why you're in a lot of pain it's there's some kind of infection so they put her on antibiotics
03:11they went and opened up her breasts again they cleaned everything out this was um like a week and
03:17a half ago it was like an emergency surgery they went cleaned her out and they were like yeah there
03:23was
03:23like there was infection in your breast so they cleaned her out sent her home three days later she is
03:32going
03:33through it she's in so much pain this was uh just three days ago and she's in an unbelievable amount
03:42of pain and she's feeling dizzy and she's feeling cold she said her body was freezing and she was shaking
03:49so she calls the hospital again and they basically long story short there's some kind of fungal growth
04:02infection inside of her breast where the implant was so they totally remove the implant on the left side
04:12and they have her on some kind of they're like it's like some kind of growth
04:20fungal thing so anyways it's not cancer related this is infection related now and this is the breast
04:30where the cancer was so i mean she's just been going through it she's admitted into the hospital
04:39and i woke up the other day so obviously my mom's in the u.s i'm in asia and so
04:46every time we talk
04:48it's either really early for me or really late for her so i woke up and i didn't think anything
04:54of it
04:55i'm going through my day i'm brushing my teeth i'm like let me check my text messages i look at
04:59my text
04:59messages and it was like hey i'm going back into the hospital emergency surgery and i'm just like what
05:07i was so confused i'm calling everybody i'm calling my brother i'm calling my sister i'm calling
05:14everybody i'm nobody's answering the phone i'm trying to figure out what's going on with my mom
05:18i'm calling my mom she's not answering i'm like what because i knew she just had surgery like a couple
05:24days ago so i'm like what is she saying she's going back into surgery for it like i was so
05:28confused
05:30she calls me two three four hours later and she's like yeah they found some nasty growth
05:40inside of my breast so she's admitted into the hospital now um she's in a lot of pain so they
05:48have a lot of painkillers and they're keeping her and um immediately i was just like you know what this
05:55is too much information like i've been so overstimulated and just like i don't know so i feel
06:02like i asked god um i feel like i needed to go on a fast so i started or i'm
06:10starting today
06:11a fast i'm going to do seven days no food
06:17um every time i did a fast before it's worked really well when i need god for something
06:25um so i've done two other seven day fast before like a year and a half ago i did a
06:31seven day fast
06:32because i needed god for something and i'm gonna go on another one i very much would love god's help
06:40in this situation so i'm doing seven day fast for healing for my mother um i'm not going to be
06:48doing
06:48any food for the next seven days and i'm also asking you guys for prayers i know the power of
06:54prayer i know it works and i know that there's people who genuinely care about me and my family
07:00and i know there's people that have been with me for years and you guys feel like family and i
07:07know
07:07there's people who would be willing to pray for my mother so i'm just asking if you could
07:12pray for my mother her name is tracy uh t-r-a-c-y if you want to pray for
07:18her i would love it so much
07:20total healing um that my mom gets to live to see grandkids and that she gets to live um a
07:27life where
07:27she's not just like in pain and agony with surgery after surgery and treatment after treatment
07:34um that she gets to live a very full whole life um yeah so yeah if you could pray for
07:44her
07:44also another huge issue is she hasn't been able to work so when she was diagnosed with cancer she was
07:54going through chemotherapy and working at the same time and she just like couldn't do it anymore
08:01she said it was so hard to go from work to the hospital from work to the hospital from work
08:07to
08:07the hospital so she is not working which actually is a problem um so she had been helping me with
08:18angel hair but like she can't um she can't do that right now she's in and out of the hospital
08:25so um yeah if anyone wanted to support my mother i'll put her cash app on the screen and in
08:34the
08:34description box usually i plug my you know gofundme to help me finish my mission of visiting every
08:42country in the world but i'm not going to plug that today um it's hard to talk about that when
08:49my mom
08:49is like fighting for her life in the hospital you know what i'm saying so i'm gonna plug my mom's
08:55cash
08:55app if anyone wants to bless my mother um no pressure at all at all prayers would be totally appreciated
09:05and just like amazing you know but if there's anyone out there that would like to bless my mom
09:10um i'll put her cash app on the screen and in the description box she is quite literally fighting
09:20and uh i know she wants to live and i know she she's got a very strong internal strength and
09:28so
09:28that has been um i believe keeping her so anyways that's where i was these last few days i've just
09:35been
09:36like overstimulated like there's too much like you know um but i refuse to quit you know a lot of
09:43people would say your mom going through all this you really feel like you should still just be traveling
09:48and it's like yes because yes because like i'm not traveling the world for my own bliss and for my
09:59own
09:59fun i'm traveling the world because i believe in this mission i believe it's so much deeper and
10:05bigger than me i really do um it's so much bigger than me just saying i've been to every country
10:13it's
10:13so much bigger like it is way bigger than me and i'm not quitting but um you know nothing is
10:24simple or easy right now it's all like um you know i gotta use everything that god's put in me
10:31the
10:31courage the bravery the tenacity the hope everything so yeah i just wanted to put that out there i'm
10:39not gonna plug my own go fund me we'll be back to regular schedule programming tomorrow i'm starting
10:45a fast today seven days only water i just went out and bought like 10 cases of water um because
10:53i would
10:53love for god to turn his face toward me and uh help my mother and yeah so if there's anybody
11:05who would
11:05like to pray oh my gosh it would be so appreciated if you have a prayer request you need something
11:12about
11:12prayer too you can put it in the comments and uh i love you guys so much and i will
11:16see you
11:17tomorrow god bless and uh i love you guys so much bye
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