- 5 hours ago
Category
πΊ
TVTranscript
00:11Before operating, a surgeon scrubs.
00:20We meticulously wash our hands and forearms for several minutes, and then dry with sterile towels.
00:30There's nobody who wants to believe that we're not worth it.
00:36Technically, we do this to prevent infection, but it's also a ritual.
00:43Feeling like we have to lose our right to feel love.
00:53Trying to hide away from the madness, it's a way to shut out the rest of the world,
00:58and mentally prepare.
01:26Because no matter how experienced you are,
01:32it's never easy holding someone's life in your hands.
01:56How's she doing?
01:57Well, Ndugu says the heart pump is doing its job, but I won't feel better until she's awake.
02:05And how are things going with you?
02:07I'm fine.
02:07Have you told Catherine?
02:08She's flying home tonight.
02:10Did you speak with your urologist?
02:11He wants me to get new blood work, and then we'll discuss a plan.
02:14Oh, you have time to do that today?
02:16You know, you should do that as soon as possible.
02:17I got my biopsy results 90 from 24 hours ago.
02:21Can I have a minute to wrap my head around it?
02:23I just want to make sure that you are taking care of yourself.
02:27You should take the day.
02:29I can cover your patients.
02:31It's not a terrible idea.
02:34If that's your way of thanking me, it needs work.
02:37Oh.
02:38Okay, I have to check on a patient.
02:41Hey, would you sit with her until Link comes back?
02:43I just don't want her to be alone.
02:45Oh, of course.
02:47Dr. Higgins to the ER.
02:49Dr. Higgins to the ER.
03:00They are beautiful.
03:03They're so small.
03:04But mighty.
03:05Do they have names?
03:07We hadn't decided yet.
03:09And if I name him without Joe, I'll have a very short marriage.
03:13Smart man.
03:14Do you know when they're going to be extubated?
03:17Baby A is having a CPAP trial later today.
03:19We don't know about her sister.
03:21They haven't been able to decrease the vent settings.
03:23It hasn't even been 12 hours.
03:25She'll get there.
03:26Dr. Lincoln, can I have a word?
03:28Dr. Costlywall, this is Ben Warren.
03:31He's one of the doctors that helped deliver the girls.
03:33You all did a great job.
03:34They came out just in time.
03:36So I examined them again.
03:38No news on baby A, which is good.
03:40But I am picking up a heart murmur on baby B.
03:42It can be normal, but since she needs more oxygen,
03:45I'd like to do an echo.
03:46Of course.
03:46Whatever you need to do.
03:47If you want to check on Joe, I will find you when we get the results.
03:57My day old baby's having an echo.
03:59NICU is a different world.
04:01Minute to minute and a marathon at the same time.
04:04Just pace yourself.
04:12My usual and whatever she wants.
04:14Just a coffee.
04:16You sure?
04:17We burned a lot of calories last night.
04:23Hi.
04:24Uh, large coffee please.
04:25Wait, wait, wait.
04:25Make that two.
04:26You got it.
04:27Max hosts karaoke again?
04:28Oh, I was just a plate at Joe's.
04:31I wasn't breaking the pact.
04:33I was just having a drink.
04:35Here you go.
04:35That'll be $5.50 please.
04:37I thought she hated him.
04:39They hooked up last night.
04:40Gross.
04:41And she made him waffles.
04:46You think they changed their mind?
04:48Wouldn't be the first person.
04:51Millen, hey, I'm sorry I didn't make you last night.
04:55Um, no problem.
04:56Rain check?
04:58I don't think that's a good idea.
05:00Okay.
05:02Uh, well, if you change your mind, I will definitely need a drink tonight.
05:05Yep.
05:07You were trying to break the pact.
05:09But I didn't.
05:10The pact is intact.
05:12Why, are you trying to break the pact?
05:14Absolutely not.
05:20How's my favorite patient?
05:22Yeah.
05:22I bet you say that about all your patients.
05:24Uh, but you are the only one that I am visiting on her first day of her clinical trial.
05:30Honey, you ready to kick cancer?
05:32I've already vomited twice today.
05:35But you are here.
05:38Look, and you're young.
05:39You're strong.
05:41You can do this.
05:43And the results for this immunotherapy continue to be very promising.
05:48Oh, it's time to go?
05:49Uh, almost.
05:50Uh, can I talk to you?
05:52Sure.
05:53Hmm.
05:53Hmm.
05:55Yes.
05:55Her medication's expired.
05:57Well, that's impossible.
05:59It just got here.
06:00I don't know.
06:01Maybe it's mislabeled.
06:03Well...
06:04No, it's not worth the risk.
06:05Hey, better move on to plan B.
06:12Which is...
06:13You tell me.
06:16Uh...
06:16I could have them to ship a new bag.
06:18He'll be here by the end of the week.
06:20Absolutely not.
06:21No, I want her treatment to start today.
06:25You want it on the team?
06:26Figure it out.
06:28Today.
06:30Hey, looks like I'm on Tedji or Fratcher.
06:32We need to page your author to get him admitted.
06:34Mm-hmm.
06:35We, as in, you.
06:39Hey!
06:40Hey, could this wait?
06:41We're slammed.
06:42Link's obviously out, and Webber gave Bailey all his cases for some reason.
06:45Well, I'll make it quick.
06:46Sound Science Magazine wants to do an interview.
06:48Oh.
06:49Congratulations.
06:49Well, it's about the ventral aorta, so it would be a joint interview with Nora.
06:54Oh.
06:54Well, you don't need my permission to do an interview.
06:57I wasn't asking.
06:58I just wanted to be transparent.
07:00Yeah.
07:01Incoming trauma!
07:02I...
07:02I need to go.
07:07Okay, what have we got?
07:08Graham Clayton, 26-year-old male in small aircraft crash.
07:12GCS 15, tachycardic, systolic's in the 90s.
07:15It's got a right leg fracture and burns involving left-sided lower and upper extremities, chest and back.
07:20Damn, that does not look good.
07:21Uh, I'll page the burns team.
07:22Okay, tell 911.
07:23Let's get him to trauma three.
07:24Okay.
07:25Let's go.
07:26Hey!
07:26What the...
07:27Hey, you can't park here!
07:29Graham, that's my friend.
07:30Is he okay?
07:30You gotta be okay, man.
07:32He borrowed my uncle Doug's plane to propose to his girlfriend.
07:35She have a plane too?
07:36No, she's at work.
07:37So, Graham, was this guy ready?
07:38He has a pilot's license, but it was his first time doing loop.
07:41Sir, you need to move your car.
07:43Take it!
07:43I don't care!
07:45Unfortunately, her echo doesn't show an increase in her EF.
07:48I thought you said the pump was working.
07:50It is working.
07:51It's keeping her alive, and it's allowing her heart a chance to recover after the cardiomyopathy.
07:56But all we can do is monitor her, and keep watching her EF, look at the contractility.
08:01So sit and wait.
08:03What happens if it doesn't recover?
08:05Okay, let's not go there yet.
08:06What happens?
08:09We would need to consider a more permanent solution.
08:12Possibly a heart transplant.
08:16Can I have a minute?
08:18Of course, but like Warren said, let's not go to the worst case scenario.
08:21It's only been hours.
08:22I need a minute alone with my wife.
08:41Dr. Bailey?
08:42I'm late for my next consult, so talk fast.
08:45Okay, Harbor General in Tacoma.
08:46It's a site for the same clinical trial that Katie's enrolled in.
08:48Liking the sound of this.
08:50Yeah, they have the medication, but the drugs are...
08:52There's always a but.
08:53Yeah, the drugs are already mixed, so it's too unstable to transport.
08:57Katie will have to go there to get it.
08:59Doesn't sound like an issue to me.
09:01Drive safe now.
09:03Wait, you want me to take her?
09:06Well, she's in no shape to drive.
09:07And if you think you're going to stuff her into a rideshare and call it a day, you clearly
09:12don't understand the assignment.
09:14Why not send her with medical transport?
09:17I have other patients.
09:18Your interns can cover you.
09:20That is what they're here for.
09:22Katie is precious cargo.
09:23I expect you to treat her as such.
09:25Dr. Brasington to oncology.
09:27Dr. Harvey Brasington to oncology.
09:31Ooh, got anything good?
09:32Plain crash, survivor, extensive burns, possible internal bleeding.
09:41Shut up.
09:43He's an intern.
09:45There's nothing going on.
09:47Are you trying to convince me or you?
09:49I have learned my lesson about dating co-workers, unlike some people.
09:52Why aren't you answering my page?
09:54Uh, you paged two minutes ago.
09:57Precisely.
09:57And I heard you were late for rounds.
09:59Ah, so was Melon.
10:01Oh, trying a co-resident under the bus and late.
10:04Congratulations.
10:05You're both on ureteral stent removals.
10:07All day?
10:09Six kidney transplants at an hour each, less documentation.
10:12So unless you do it in a time portal, yes.
10:17There's nothing you need help with.
10:18That's more surgical.
10:20Or less boring.
10:22Uh, could we get in on that plane crash guy?
10:24What color are my scrubs?
10:25Navy.
10:26Correct.
10:27I'm an attending doing a favor for your chief resident who is with his friend in a coma.
10:31You don't like your assignment?
10:32Take it up with him.
10:34Or Bailey.
10:36Would you like to talk to Dr. Bailey?
10:37Oh, we're good.
10:38Love stents.
10:39I suggest you be on time tomorrow.
10:45Excuse me.
10:46What have we got?
10:47Full thickness burns to the left upper and lower extremities.
10:49Some are circumferential.
10:50Partial thickness burns to the chest and the abdomen.
10:52Hang another alarm and calculate the modified Parkland formula.
10:55Okay, I'm not here, buddy.
10:56God.
10:58Cost me all night.
10:58I need to interview him right now, okay?
11:00I need you to move back, sir, please.
11:01Did someone get him out of here?
11:01I'm not meeting him.
11:02We will update you when we know more.
11:04Let's go.
11:08Yeah, I'm in.
11:10There's free fluid in the abdominal cavity.
11:12Okay, let's keep a close eye on it.
11:13Let's get him ready to move to the burn ICU to resuscitate.
11:16Mel, I need you to prep a subclavian line as soon as we get there.
11:18I'll be placing the line.
11:20Oh, with all due respect.
11:21You're a second year resident.
11:22I'm a fellow specifically trained in burns.
11:24It needs to be done right.
11:25It needs to be done ASAP.
11:26Well, Hanti will place the line, okay?
11:28Let's get ready to move him, okay?
11:29Let's move.
11:37Hey.
11:41Who sent you?
11:42Warren or Ndugu?
11:43Myself.
11:44Wanted to see how you're doing.
11:46Hmm.
11:47How are the babies?
11:49Uh, I guess they're adjusting to the NICU.
11:54I'm filling out their birth certificate applications.
11:58That's the NICU.
12:00They have the results of one of the girls' echoes.
12:02Why'd she need an echo?
12:03They found a murmur.
12:04Is it harsh systolic?
12:06Holosystolic?
12:06I didn't ask.
12:07Well, do you know where it is?
12:08Do you know where it's radiating?
12:09They didn't say.
12:10Do you want me to go with you?
12:11I'm not a neonatologist, but I do know all the right questions.
12:15Yeah.
12:16That'd be helpful.
12:17Great.
12:18I'll be back.
12:21Dr. Manuel, to the step-down unit.
12:23Dr. Denise Manuel, to the step-down unit.
12:25Oh, they are so tiny and precious.
12:29Hello, Lincoln and well-seen girls.
12:33We got here quick.
12:34Dr. Altman.
12:35Good to see you.
12:36Did you find anything on baby B's echo?
12:39She has a shunting patent ductus arteriosus.
12:43Sorry, it's been a long 24 hours.
12:45That's a aortic defect.
12:46The opening between the pulmonary artery and the aorta hasn't closed.
12:50It puts strain on the heart.
12:52All premias have PDA to some degree.
12:54It's just a question of how symptomatic they are.
12:56And will she need surgery?
12:57She may.
12:58But we'll start with multiple rounds of endomethacin and see how she responds.
13:01And what are the risks?
13:02The most common side effect is urinary retention, which makes it even harder to breathe.
13:08But if that happens, we know what to do.
13:12Okay, let's start her on the meds.
13:14Okay.
13:16She's in good hands.
13:18What if she needs surgery?
13:20Let's focus on one thing at a time.
13:22Right now, we just need this little lady to pee.
13:24I can't focus on one thing.
13:26I have to check on Joe and Luna and Scout.
13:29I haven't even called out of work today.
13:31Don't worry.
13:31We know.
13:32Why don't you go, call the kids, and I'll stay here.
13:35I can't leave.
13:36They're gonna do a CPAP trial on baby A soon.
13:38You need to take care of the rest of your family, too.
13:44Okay.
13:45All right.
13:46If anything happens...
13:48I will call you immediately.
14:00Are we lost?
14:02Well, the app says that the highway is backed up, so...
14:06How does the hospital have my immunotherapy?
14:08I thought it was tailored to me.
14:11It's tailored to your tumor.
14:12Someone with the same biomarkers as you must have decided not to do it.
14:16That or they died before they got the chance.
14:19It could be a lot of things.
14:22You really think somebody might decide not to do it?
14:25It can cause autoimmune-like inflammation leading to pneumonitis or colitis.
14:30It normally doesn't lead to hair loss.
14:32I'm too late for that.
14:33Also, nephritis, rashes...
14:37Is that it?
14:39Those are the big ones.
14:41I'm joking.
14:43Oh.
14:44Were you actually hearing yourself?
14:45It sounded like you were reciting a recipe.
14:47How would you like me to say it?
14:49I don't know.
14:50Maybe, like, I'm a human who's actually experiencing this stuff?
15:00Okay.
15:03Sorry.
15:04How do you eat when I'm stressed?
15:06How's Graham?
15:06We can't give you too much information because you are not family, but his injuries are severe.
15:11He's headed upstairs now.
15:13Is there anyone else that we can call?
15:14I think his dad lives in Arizona.
15:17I knew this was a bad idea.
15:19He's only had his pilot's license for four months.
15:21You can't blame yourself.
15:22I know.
15:23It's just, Graham, he always does everything fast.
15:25You know, he's only known Fiona for eight weeks.
15:26And he proposed?
15:27Wow.
15:28In his defense, we work at a ropes course for minimum wage, and she's a lawyer.
15:31Like, she went to law school, so needed to lock that down.
15:34Have you been able to reach her?
15:36I haven't heard back from her.
15:37She might be in court, or she hates me.
15:39I'm sure it's not that.
15:41She always cancels when we're supposed to hang out together.
15:43When it's just the two of them, though, she drops everything for him.
15:46You have to fix him.
15:47Please let us know when you hear from her, okay?
15:55Dr. Warren.
16:01Still no increase in EF.
16:03Where's Link?
16:04Upstairs in the NICU.
16:05I think collectively this family's had five echoes in the last 24 hours.
16:08Okay.
16:08Well, I'm not worried yet.
16:11How's her C-section site looking?
16:13Everything looks good.
16:15Well, let's hope I never have to do another one.
16:16Really?
16:17I thought you might want to get double board certified after that.
16:20No, I do not need that kind of pressure in my life.
16:22Well, that's a shame.
16:24I thought we made a good team.
16:30Pays me when Link gets back.
16:31So, um, you and Nurse Iris, uh, coming up?
16:35It's just a saying.
16:37Is it?
16:38It is.
16:39Are you trying to wingman me outside of our intubated colleague's hospital room?
16:42Oh, please.
16:43Wilson would love this.
16:50Got it.
16:52Thanks.
16:56The roadside assistance is on their way.
17:00Who doesn't keep a spare tire?
17:03Well, it's my aunt's car, so...
17:05I guess my aunt...
17:11You okay?
17:12I have cancer.
17:14And the car broke down.
17:17Not okay.
17:18Got it.
17:21Uh...
17:21Dude, look, I know having cancer must suck.
17:24You wouldn't know the first thing about what I'm going through.
17:27I mean, I just meant that I have patients who have cancer and...
17:31You know, between all the treatment and the cancer itself...
17:33So you know that there have been entire days where I haven't gotten off the bathroom floor?
17:37Or that I can't have ice cream, my favorite food, because my mouth hurts so bad.
17:42Because of the sores and the nerve pain.
17:44No, no, no, I just...
17:45Or that my best friend of ten years dumped me after my diagnosis.
17:48Or that my other friend disappeared after I told her I had stage four.
17:53They think that they are giving me space, but their absence sometimes hurts worse than the cancer itself.
18:02You may be a doctor, but there is a lot you do not know.
18:21Uh, can I ask you advice?
18:23Um, Mrs. Arrington's mesh looks infected.
18:25So would you remove it and do a component separation or wait until after we've controlled the infection?
18:32I'd remove it and place a synthetic mesh.
18:37Wait, really?
18:38No.
18:38And you'd fail your boards with that answer.
18:41Okay, that...
18:42Word me for a second.
18:45Are you...
18:46checking up on me?
18:47Nope.
18:48I'm fine.
18:49Okay, I just wanted to see if you've gotten your labs yet.
18:53Well, that's what you're telling me and my doctor.
18:54Where's...
18:55Don't you have some patients to see?
18:56Don't you have my patients to see?
19:00Okay, you are right.
19:01I am sorry.
19:12Hey, you're only on your third one?
19:14Griffith has the first three and I'll make up time in the last three.
19:17Griffith will believe that when she sees it.
19:19Could you just don't forget to include urology when you send in your notes?
19:22It's the point of a promotion when you're asked to do the same damn job.
19:25You have about five millimeters?
19:26I see that.
19:27A little to the left.
19:28Do you want to do this one?
19:29I don't want to do any of them.
19:29Neither of us would be doing this if your girlfriend didn't make us late by making waffles this morning.
19:34A, you ate some of those waffles and B, not my girlfriend.
19:36Whatever.
19:37Woman, you're dating.
19:38Not dating, just fun.
19:40You can't just have fun with a co-worker.
19:42When you work with someone, you see them every day.
19:44That in itself is a relationship.
19:46You sleep with them, you're taking it to the next level.
19:49We think differently.
19:50Well, Mahonte is a grown-up.
19:51So, you want to keep seeing her, you need to show her you're serious.
19:55Am I serious?
19:56You don't have to buy her jewelry.
19:58Just some kind of nice gesture.
20:00Buy her a drink after work.
20:02Send flowers from the gift shop.
20:04Those are sick people flowers.
20:05I'm done.
20:06Is the standard of this conversation?
20:08Both.
20:14Stay superficial.
20:16The goal is to release the burn skin so the tissue underneath can expand.
20:20Good.
20:21How do we graft over all of this?
20:22We'll have to do in stages over several months if he makes it that long.
20:26All of this for a two-month relationship.
20:28So many times when you know, you know.
20:29She's not even here.
20:31Maybe she was too busy to check her messages.
20:33That'd be so cool.
20:34Or maybe he's delusional.
20:35I'm betting on a happy ending.
20:37What do you think, Dr. Hunt?
20:39I think Graham is a devoted friend and he's obviously lovable as someone,
20:43but short courtship, mismatched skills and interests.
20:46If I had to put money on this, I'm going with Miller.
20:49So yourselves, we're almost done with this leg.
20:54Hold on a second.
20:56Yeah, compartment syndrome.
20:57We're going to need to switch to a fasciotomy.
20:59Should we confirm with the needle?
21:01No need.
21:01Dr. Hunt's right.
21:02The limb's tense and he's got weak pulses.
21:04But we're going to need more burn dressings.
21:06On my way.
21:11All right, little lady, let's see what you can do.
21:17Ninety-five, she's got this.
21:19Well, we'll keep an eye on her, but she looks great.
21:21How long do you expect to keep her on the CPAP?
21:22Not until she can maintain breathing on her own, then we'll be able to...
21:27Oh, her oxygen requirements are outpacing the ventilator.
21:34We need to put her on high-frequency oscillatory ventilation.
21:37Do we need an ABG?
21:38I need you to call Dad.
21:48Dr. Reimann from the site unit.
21:50Dr. Reimann from the site unit.
21:51Dr. Reimann from the site unit.
21:51Dr. Reimann from the site unit.
22:00Permission to come aboard?
22:09Thought you were on the plane crash guy.
22:11Thought they needed more burn dressing, so headed back up now.
22:14How about you?
22:16On my way to OR3 to remove my fourth ureteral stent.
22:20Yikes.
22:21Sounds like fun.
22:26God, I love live music.
22:27You know there's this bar on Union Street?
22:29No.
22:30I didn't ask you anything.
22:32It was implied.
22:34I'm kinda sure of yourself.
22:36What if I just wanted to talk about music?
22:41Cool.
22:42You don't have to talk at all.
22:53That's not the OR floor.
22:54Yeah, I'm gonna walk.
23:00Oh, hey, how's she doing?
23:03No change.
23:04But I really need your help with something.
23:08With a case?
23:10With hanging here while I go to the bathroom.
23:13I just wanna leave her alone.
23:15No, no, go.
23:16I could use a break.
23:20You are the last person I should say this to, but I am beat.
23:34So I'm not supposed to tell anyone, but I need to talk.
23:39And you seem like a safe bet, so...
23:48Richard has prostate cancer.
23:57He doesn't know what stage yet, but it's never news that you wanna get.
24:06So, between him and you and my cancer patient whose meds were expired, I just...
24:17Yeah, I don't mean to make it all about me, but it's, you know, a lot to...
24:24Joe?
24:25You...
24:25No.
24:26Stop it.
24:27Uh, hey, hey!
24:28Uh, Paige and Dugu and bring me an ultrasound.
24:31Joe.
24:32What happened?
24:33Uh, she's in VTAC.
24:36Ah, thank you.
24:38Thank you, thank you, thank you.
24:40Okay.
24:42Yes.
24:43Is she okay?
24:45Dr. Koslowal just set her up.
24:47You should prepare yourself.
24:49No, you said she was just putting her on another vent.
24:51This is it.
24:53It looks rough, but she can handle it.
24:56Dr. Koslowal put her on sedation to keep her comfortable.
25:01It's normal to be upset. This is scary.
25:03You didn't say she'd be sedated.
25:04She was desetting. There wasn't time to tell you.
25:06I never should have left you in charge.
25:09You know what? You can't be here all the time. You did nothing wrong.
25:12I didn't ask your opinion.
25:25Bastiotomy is finished.
25:26Your leg looks softer. Okay, let's dress and wrap it.
25:28Okay.
25:30How's the arm?
25:30You can see coagulated veins through the fat.
25:33Is that the muscle?
25:33Yep, third, maybe fourth degree.
25:35The patient's girlfriend is here.
25:37Ha! You two were wrong.
25:40Sorry.
25:41It's Fiona.
25:42Yeah, she's asking for an update.
25:45I can go talk to her.
25:47Always bet on love.
25:54Still runs a VTAC.
25:55Have you found anything?
25:58The pump is working and it's in the correct place,
26:00but the swan catheter is coiled in the right ventricle.
26:04So I'm gonna need to inflate and advance it into the pulmonary artery.
26:08Why don't you grab that?
26:19Got it. There we go.
26:21Uh, I can redress the catheter and secure it in place.
26:31Okay, yeah. Um, yeah. Just let me know if there's any issues, alright?
26:35Absolutely.
26:46I was trying, I was trying to make it go down.
26:49Shh, shh, shh.
26:49But it's, it wouldn't go down.
26:50It's okay. It's okay. You're okay?
26:52Listen to my voice.
26:52Yeah.
26:53Name five things that you hear.
26:54Your voice.
26:55Right.
26:55My voice.
26:56Okay.
26:57The monitor, the monitor is going.
27:00What else do you hear?
27:00What else do you hear?
27:01It's going.
27:01Don't focus on the monitor. Focus on my voice.
27:03Focus on my voice.
27:05I am so strong.
27:07It's okay. It's okay.
27:09It's okay.
27:10It's okay.
27:10Okay.
27:11Okay.
27:22Okay.
27:26Oh, thank you.
27:28I mean, you don't have to sit with me if you don't want to.
27:30Yes.
27:31But if I don't, Bailey's going to put me on rectal exams for entire months, so...
27:37Yeah, sorry about dumping my issues on you. I just...
27:41Don't want to worry, my mom.
27:43Yeah, listen, you were right.
27:46I...
27:47I do have a lot to learn.
27:49Well, luckily, you seem pretty smart.
27:53Are you ready for lesson number two?
27:56The only way to get through an infusion is by watching a romantic comedy.
28:03I like rom-coms.
28:05Well, Die Hard is not a rom-com.
28:07Wait, is that the one with Meg Ryan?
28:11Last chance to save yourself.
28:22Dr. Mahonte?
28:23Oh.
28:24Here you go.
28:25Thanks.
28:31Oh, nice flowers.
28:34They're from your roommate.
28:36Thoughtful.
28:37Yeah.
28:39He's got the wrong idea.
28:42I mean, he's a nice guy, but I'm not looking for a relationship.
28:46I thought he'd understand being a surgeon, too.
28:49Guess I was wrong.
28:51Can I leave these until I finish my shift?
28:54Thanks.
29:01Uh, Fiona?
29:03I'm Dr. Jules Millen.
29:04Is Graham okay?
29:05I'm really not supposed to say much other than we're treating him.
29:10He was in a plane crash?
29:11He suffered significant burns and injuries.
29:15I don't...
29:15I don't understand.
29:16How did this happen?
29:20You, what did you do?
29:21It was all Graham's idea.
29:22I swear he thought you'd see it from your office.
29:24See what?
29:25What are you talking about?
29:35How did he get a plane?
29:37It's my uncle's.
29:39You let him fly your uncle's plane and he crashed.
29:42Get out.
29:44Get out!
29:57He told me to look out the window when I was in a meeting.
30:01I don't know what he was thinking.
30:02He always gets these ideas in his head.
30:04You know, you don't have to say yes, even with the crash.
30:08What?
30:09What?
30:10No, no, I meant...
30:12He could've just taken me to a nice restaurant,
30:14or asked me to go for a walk, but this...
30:16This is so him.
30:19You would've said yes.
30:20Of course I would.
30:23I love him.
30:26Everyone thinks I could do better,
30:28but I don't care what they think.
30:29I don't need our relationship to make sense to them or anyone else.
30:32It makes sense to me.
30:34To us.
30:35I need to see him.
30:36Where is he?
30:37He's in the burn.
30:38I see you.
30:39You wait here, and I will come and get you when he's ready.
30:42Okay?
30:58Oh, I'm sorry to interrupt.
31:02Yeah.
31:02It's okay.
31:05I don't even know what I'm doing here.
31:07Well, you look like you were praying.
31:09No, I'm not religious.
31:10No, no.
31:11That's not a requirement.
31:14Sometimes I stop in just to get away from things.
31:16We don't see you coming.
31:19We know how it's going.
31:21My...
31:22daughter was sedated and put on a medieval-looking vent,
31:27and I wasn't there, so...
31:29She had to go through that alone,
31:31so I guess I'm just looking for some...
31:34forgiveness.
31:36You feeling any?
31:38No.
31:39That's a big ask.
31:42Give it time.
31:43Give it time.
31:48Joe said she prayed for me after the explosion.
31:52She said it made her feel better,
31:53but it just makes me angry.
31:57You know, I grew up in church,
31:59and I still struggle to understand
32:01how God allows certain things to happen.
32:04But that's what having faith is about.
32:08It's how prayer gives me peace.
32:14Even in times of doubt.
32:17Well, I don't think it works for me.
32:20There's a thing we say in recovery.
32:23If you can bring yourself to believe in a higher power,
32:28believe in the people in this room.
32:32I'm biased, but...
32:34you and Joe have some great people around you.
32:37In this time of doubt,
32:39let them give you peace.
32:47Come on.
32:48Come on.
32:51Come on.
32:53What happened?
32:54Charge 200.
32:55Clear.
32:56We went on a V-fib.
32:58What about his potassium?
32:59I already corrected it.
33:02Time of death.
33:03No.
33:04No, no, no, no, no.
33:05She's here.
33:05She's here, and she's going to say yes!
33:07Mellon, we pushed six rounds of Epi.
33:08His kidneys are shutting down.
33:10He's too acidotic to survive.
33:14Time of death, 1923.
33:17I don't like the cold.
33:20We don't see it calling.
33:23We know how this goes.
33:32Okay, hot take.
33:33Sleepous in Seattle is the worst rom-com ever.
33:36I mean, they don't even meet until the last scene.
33:39Yeah, but a house on the water?
33:43Yes, please.
33:45There.
33:46I mean, could you imagine waking up to that view every morning?
33:50I mean, I live, like, five minutes from the water,
33:51but I haven't been in months.
33:55Neither have I.
34:02What are you doing right now?
34:04I think you're taking me home.
34:06Let's go see the houseboats.
34:07I hope to keep...
34:10Don't you have to go back to work?
34:11Yeah, I told Bailey that the infusion took a little longer than I expected.
34:14You feeling okay?
34:17Yeah.
34:18Take the next left.
34:24Hey.
34:24I've already started the notes for Patty Torres.
34:27Great, not why I'm here.
34:28Yeah, then talk.
34:29I may have steered you in the wrong direction with Mahanti.
34:33What does that mean?
34:34You and I may think differently, but you and her think alike.
34:37You're not dating.
34:40I knew it. I knew it. I knew...
34:43You owe me 50 bucks for those stupid dumb flowers.
34:45Flowers cost 50 bucks?
34:46What do I do now?
34:47I'm not gonna get involved.
34:49But...
34:51But there's no such thing as a stapler for Nayorta.
34:54So we had to use a gastrointestinal one.
34:58That doesn't sound like Goldilocks.
35:00I'm sorry. I'll leave. I just wanted to say goodnight before I left for the evening.
35:05I have nothing to apologize for.
35:07I'm the one who's sorry.
35:08You were just trying to help.
35:11I get it.
35:13Truly.
35:15I'm grateful.
35:17To have people that understand.
35:21Because I don't even know how to hold it together right now.
35:26I'm here.
35:29Whenever you need.
35:31Try to get some sleep.
35:45And I told your brother and sister that you're here.
35:48And they can't wait to meet you.
35:52Of course I can't guarantee they won't try to hit you when they visit their toddlers.
35:57That's how they show their love.
35:59But you'll understand soon enough.
36:10She peed.
36:11My daughter.
36:13My daughter peed.
36:14She peed.
36:14My daughter.
36:16My daughter.
36:16Yes.
36:17But you can't see me through the sorrow.
36:26Hey.
36:27I'm sorry.
36:28But these flowers were delivered to the wrong person.
36:32They're addressed to Dr. Mohanty.
36:35Yeah.
36:36For the other Dr. Mohanty.
36:39Dr. Sunil Mohanty?
36:41The dermatologist who's retiring next month?
36:44Yeah.
36:47Thanks for a great night.
36:50Let's do it again sometime.
36:52He took a look at a rash for me.
36:54On a patient.
36:59You know what?
37:00I'll send him chocolates tomorrow.
37:02You keep these.
37:11You coming?
37:21Oh, uh, Bailey.
37:23I just wanted to add...
37:24I know you think I am overstepping.
37:26But I don't give a damn.
37:29You are a mentor.
37:31A friend.
37:33And I care about you.
37:35I know you think you have it all covered
37:37because you're a doctor.
37:39A smart man.
37:41But you are all so stubborn.
37:43And I refuse to let you get in the way of your own care
37:48because what are you doing?
37:49I wanted to ask if you would draw some blood
37:52for my new lab test.
37:53If you would let me get a word in edgewise.
37:58Of course.
38:02Sorry.
38:03I snapped at you earlier.
38:06I have cancer.
38:07How long do you want to milk that?
38:09Until the cows come home.
38:13Okay.
38:13Up here.
38:21Hey.
38:25Fiona called me and told me.
38:28She says it's my fault he died.
38:31That's not true.
38:35My best friend is dead.
38:37And he's the only person I want to talk to about it.
38:42I'm sorry.
38:44Yeah.
38:46Me too.
38:55Hey.
38:56Hey.
38:57How's Jill?
38:59Oh.
39:00Same.
39:01Twins are hanging in and Link.
39:03Yeah.
39:05He'll get there.
39:06Yeah.
39:07Oh, uh, don't forget about Allison's, um...
39:08Yeah, Dennis Weimer tomorrow.
39:10Yeah, I saw it on the calendar.
39:13Good luck.
39:14With the interview.
39:15What you did was amazing.
39:17And the world should know about it.
39:19Mm-hmm.
39:21I talked to Nora.
39:23She told me that you guys broke up.
39:25I mean, you could have told me.
39:27I could have, but...
39:30That would have been us falling into our old patterns,
39:32and I'm trying my hardest to move forward, so...
39:37Doesn't mean I'm not proud of you.
39:43Good night.
39:44Good night.
39:50Good night.
39:51When a surgeon steps into the O.R.,
39:55There's no room for self-doubt.
40:04You have to silence that small voice that says you aren't ready.
40:15You gotta be kidding me
40:18Why are you everywhere all the time?
40:27I work here
40:30Is that gonna be a problem for you?
40:41Because if you wait to make a move until you're ready
40:59You might never leave the starting gate
41:18You simply have to trust that you'll be able to weather the storm
41:21Contractility has improved
41:23Her EF has gone up 5%
41:27My heart's recovering
41:28It's recovering
41:32I'll give you two some space
41:33Hey, if you don't mind
41:35Checking on your girls
41:36It's already headed there
41:46I know it doesn't make any sense
41:52Baby B looks just like Luna
41:55You'll see when you meet her
41:57Baby A, she's got this way of scrunching up her nose
42:00Like you do
42:01When you think of talking too much
42:08Jill
42:11Whatever that storm may be
42:14Show me what it's all about
42:18It's here and now
42:30Let's get started
42:31To be tested
42:43That he probably noticed
42:43And he can't wait...
42:43I don't know
42:43That is XVII
42:43Hey, what's that?
42:44Go to me
42:45Is that mom
42:45It's not arrivkey
42:47At least
42:49It's still
42:49Π·Π°ΡΠ΅ΠΌ
42:50It's still
43:01I'll see you next time.
Comments