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00:00I have a recollection of you calling me your girlfriend.
00:03Do you want to take it back?
00:04Do you know that Blake hasn't left the house since your girlfriend arrested him?
00:07And now he's terrified that this may happen again.
00:09All I'm saying is that you really have to make a complaint.
00:12Teddy, you were raised by a white family.
00:13So I don't know if you do really fully get it.
00:15I had a bad day.
00:17Well, there's a bad day, Ken.
00:18Then there's the day a patient is left paralyzed and we have litigation.
00:22I've seen you be absolutely brilliant, so what's happened?
00:25It's him.
00:27He's taunting me.
00:28In the eyes of the law, he's an innocent man.
00:30He assaulted me.
00:32So you're telling me that he's just a free man?
00:34He's just back out there, free to do whatever he wants?
00:38I want you to find Chris Bunfield.
00:41I want you to hurt him.
01:24He's a famous man.
01:27He's a famous man.
01:27He's a famous man.
01:28He did a big man.
01:28installed we're gonna do is hook it up to your Wi-Fi and you should be good to go
01:33the CCTV didn't stop him security didn't stop him the police won't stop him so
01:40you tell me now what's epoxy video doorbell gonna do okay okay I know it's
01:45not much but it should provide some peace of mind we've been over this Flynn
01:51take this one thing that's gonna make me feel safe you just haven't bothered to
01:58do anything about it yet come on that's not fair Shiv you think I don't want to
02:01do it you think I don't want to track him down make him suffer for what he did of
02:05course I do I've thought about little else so what's stopping you hmm you know the
02:10thing with violence is it will live with you forever you don't get to take it
02:17back and you can't wash it off I'll do it but only if you're sure it's what you
02:55really want
02:56I won't bathe your fingers or get away!
03:00You get away from me!
03:30Siobhan, sorry, I didn't even start with you.
03:32Then don't creep up on people, Dan, right?
03:34I'm busy, what is it you want?
03:36Well, it's Ben.
03:38He said you're not picking up your phone, so he called here.
03:42Thanks for letting me know now.
03:44Sorry.
04:00OK, Kim, you're going to leave this one.
04:02We want to convince the CQC to let us run a full major trauma unit.
04:05We need residents who can step up and show leadership under pressure.
04:09That's here, that's now. Hi, guys.
04:11OK, this is Riley Fletcher, 77.
04:13He took a fall and landed on a bamboo fence.
04:15He has a single-penetrating wound to his left anterior chest wall.
04:20Any change in meds or obs?
04:22Nope, all the same.
04:24And down.
04:24Ready, steady, slide.
04:25Mm-hmm.
04:32Kim, you're up.
04:34Right.
04:35Dr Keogh, if you could be on airway and breathing.
04:39Dr Nash, please take circulation.
04:41I guess.
04:42Nurse White, if you could do monitoring, please.
04:45I don't think I've ever heard Reese are so polite.
04:48No.
04:48Yeah, we can drop the pleasantries, Kim.
04:51All right, the guy's got a bit of bamboo sticking under his chest.
04:53How do we proceed?
04:57Prep RSI drugs and grab a safety checklist.
04:59We'll need TXA infusion, full set of bloods, cross-match and coagulation.
05:03Prep for a chest strain, Dr Keogh, and get on fast scan, Dr Nash.
05:11That should stem the bleeding for the time being.
05:15Just another day on the front line, huh?
05:20He's vomited a couple of times, so let's book a head CT just to be on the safe side, but
05:23all good.
05:25Okay.
05:28Dr Byron.
05:29It's Trevor Wong.
05:31Look, she's not herself.
05:32I think she has reason, Ken.
05:34You think I don't know that?
05:36You know what?
05:37I don't think you or I could begin to understand what she is going through right now, but I do
05:41know that she doesn't need people flapping about her, okay?
05:43Mind your bum.
05:45Are you taking me tonight?
05:47Huh?
05:48We're supposed to have a date.
05:50It was your idea.
05:53Indeed.
05:54Are we going tomorrow?
05:54Yeah, we can cancel.
05:55No, no, no, no, we're not going to cancel.
05:57Yes, no, absolutely.
05:58Meet me outside after the shift, okay?
06:00Yeah?
06:00Yeah.
06:00All right.
06:04You must be knackered.
06:05Why?
06:06I've done 12-hour outshifts that were easier than whatever that was.
06:09Sure.
06:113006 to Control.
06:14Which hall of residence are we going to exactly?
06:17Control 3006 is Bertraman on Scarman Road.
06:20Caller's name is Nathan.
06:22Thanks, Control.
06:243006 out.
06:24They'll look a bloody same.
06:28How was your shift with Jacob yesterday?
06:31Fine.
06:32Why?
06:33Because Gary's off sick again and I need to put you two together next week and I was hoping that
06:39you'd buried the hatchet by now.
06:41It's been weeks.
06:43So Jacob, he's the one who said I'm more palatable.
06:46What does that even mean?
06:47My mum's white so I don't know what racism looks like.
06:50I'm sure he didn't mean it like that.
06:52He meant it exactly like that.
06:54Do you think he has a point?
06:55I think the sooner you two clear the air the better.
06:59The last thing this team needs is more distraction.
07:02I'm not distracted.
07:03I'm angry.
07:04There's a difference.
07:05Teddy!
07:06Are you trying to get yourself killed?
07:08Please, it's Lucy.
07:09She won't wake up.
07:14The oxygen sats are improving with the chest strain.
07:17Thanks, Dr Keogh.
07:18Can we keep an eye on the loss through the chest strain, please?
07:21Okay.
07:23Patient stabilised.
07:24Well done, everybody.
07:26Jodie, if we could give...
07:33Sorry.
07:35If we could give 1.2 grams of co-amoxiclave a CT and get him to theatre.
07:40Dr Chang, I don't think we can...
07:42Is there a problem?
07:49Oh my God.
07:51The pre-alert note said he's allergic.
07:54I'm so sorry.
07:56Yeah, it's okay.
07:57Dr Chang, I'm gonna take over for now.
08:00Okay?
08:02It's fine.
08:02I'll come and find you when I'm done.
08:04Sir, just through here.
08:08We had a party last night.
08:10Lucy's usually last to bed.
08:12First one up.
08:13I hadn't seen her all morning, so...
08:15I don't know.
08:16Something felt off, right?
08:17So, I thought I'd check.
08:21Okay.
08:21Thank you, my darling.
08:22We'll take it from here.
08:24Lucy!
08:25Lucy, can you hear us?
08:26We're paramedics.
08:27We're here to help you.
08:28Breathing shallow.
08:28She's gonna be okay, right?
08:30Did she take anything last night?
08:32Drugs?
08:33No.
08:34No, she's not into that stuff.
08:36All right.
08:37Okay.
08:37All right.
08:38Pupils dilated and deviated to the left with nystagmus.
08:42And she's tacky.
08:44Whatever this is, it definitely isn't just alcohol.
08:47Ted?
08:50Those are her meds.
08:52Has she ever had a reaction to them before?
08:54No.
08:55Why would she the helper?
09:00Another box.
09:01Empty.
09:02Really?
09:04Erm...
09:05Let's get a line in.
09:06Do an ECG en route.
09:07Are you all right to pre-alert the ED?
09:08Critical OD.
09:10You think she did this deliberately?
09:11She wouldn't do that.
09:13Three zero zero six to control.
09:18Ah, John's head CT's come back clear, so he's free to go once a wound sword.
09:23Er, Siobhan, sorry.
09:24What about the patient he hit?
09:26The police have been called, but don't hold your breath on that one!
09:33I've never seen her like this.
09:34Ever.
09:35Yeah, I know what you mean.
09:36I don't know how she can bear coming in after what happened the other night.
09:40Yes.
09:41What happened the other night?
09:47Er, no, sorry.
09:49It's just, erm, something that the Byron said.
09:50Don't worry about it.
09:51Rita.
09:53If it's about Siobhan, I have to know.
09:55Yeah, come in.
09:57Hey.
09:59I've got something for you.
10:02What's this?
10:04That.
10:06Chris Banfield's face.
10:08And his home address.
10:10Thought you might need it.
10:11I want you to do it.
10:13Er, how did you get his home address?
10:15Siobhan, did you access his records?
10:17You could be struck off at...
10:18I don't care.
10:19I'm past caring.
10:20Because everywhere I go, I can see him.
10:24Everywhere I go.
10:24Every room I go into.
10:26Every curtain I pull back.
10:27Flynn, I...
10:28I just can't live like this anymore.
10:30You won't have to forever.
10:32I promise.
10:33So you'll do it?
10:35Yeah, I'll do whatever it takes to help you.
10:38Today.
10:39Today.
10:40But, but, I need you to stay here, okay?
10:43I need Siobhan the nurse on her A game.
10:46Can you do that for me?
10:47Yes, come in.
10:49And there's a pre-alert on her teenage OD.
10:52I'm sorry, but he came back here, to the hospital.
10:54Why haven't you told me?
10:55And why aren't you doing something about this?
10:57Cam.
10:57Erm, I will see you in Reesos,
11:00and I will leave this in my office for when you need it.
11:04Siobhan, I really think...
11:05Cam, Cam!
11:05What?
11:06Whatever you want to say to her right now,
11:07she does not need to hear it, okay?
11:09Are you kidding me?
11:10You have to trust me.
11:11I am taking care of this.
11:12Just back off, Cam.
11:19Oh!
11:20Here she is.
11:21Everyone's favourite doctor.
11:24These were left for you.
11:27I admire impatient.
11:29Oh, wow.
11:31These look sensational.
11:33Have one?
11:35No, thanks.
11:37Not really hungry.
11:38Oh, come on.
11:40Treat yourself.
11:41You deserve it.
11:44Just don't.
11:46I don't deserve anything.
11:49Okay.
11:58What's going on, Kim?
12:00I just messed up big time in front of Stevie.
12:05No mood for celebration.
12:07Okay, well, don't beat yourself up.
12:09Right?
12:10Everyone makes mistakes.
12:11Yeah.
12:12Yeah, they sure do.
12:13But some mistakes cost more than others.
12:15Uh, Kim, can I have a word with you, please?
12:17Matty, in private.
12:29Kim, you're a good doctor.
12:31But you could be a great doctor.
12:33And in a different set of circumstances,
12:35I would have no hesitation
12:37nominating you for a clinical fellowship.
12:39None.
12:42Different circumstances.
12:44You have a problem.
12:46You look underslept.
12:47You're stressed.
12:48And it's leading to sloppy mistakes.
12:51And you're way too competent for it to be the work.
12:53So what is it?
12:59It's nothing.
13:01I'm okay.
13:03I've been working nights.
13:06No sleep routine.
13:09Okay.
13:11Fine.
13:13If you're not going to talk to me, then I suggest you, you sort it out.
13:17Because you can't afford to make any more mistakes.
13:25You're so good, by the way.
13:39Excuse me.
13:40Okay.
13:41Seizure started seven minutes ago, which has just had 10 milligrams of deazepam.
13:46Okay.
13:46I'm going to light a bit of charcoal.
13:48The GCS was too low when we arrived, and we think we were outside of the window anyway.
13:51We managed to do an ECG before the fitting started.
13:55How long since you asked you?
13:57Best guess, two to five hours, according to Nathan.
14:01It's my fault.
14:02This is my fault.
14:03How do you know Lucy, Nathan?
14:07She's just a mate, I suppose.
14:10Please, you have to save her.
14:11Yeah, we'll do our very best.
14:13On the ECG, there's a widening there in the QRS complexes and QT colonization.
14:21I'll get the items stamped with magnesium.
14:24Sheer, could you take Nathan, Nathan, to get a cup of tea?
14:28Nathan.
14:30And I'll call next again.
14:41It puts things into perspective, doesn't it?
14:43Yeah.
14:44It makes you value the important things in life.
14:48Friends.
14:49Family.
14:52Teammates.
14:56Subtle.
14:57As a brick.
15:01Go and give Jacob a hand.
15:12So, I take it you heard them.
15:17Heard what?
15:18My complaints in front.
15:22No case to answer.
15:26Didn't expect anything to come out of it anyway.
15:30But let's always look off the door.
15:32No.
15:34And the NHS are no different.
15:38I'm sorry, Jacob.
15:43Are you?
15:46Yeah.
15:47I understand that this is important to you.
15:50No, you don't.
15:51Not really.
15:53Here we go.
15:54I can't possibly understand because I'm mixed race.
15:56Oh, yeah.
15:56You may get why it is important to me.
16:00But ask yourself, why isn't it important to you?
16:08You should answer that.
16:11No doubt she'll want to celebrate her good news.
16:22There you go.
16:23Do you know anyone we can contact for her?
16:25Er, yeah.
16:27Her mum.
16:28Dawn.
16:30I've got her number in my phone.
16:31Somewhere.
16:34She's gonna hate me.
16:35Why's that?
16:39Well, it was a party, right?
16:42Everyone was drinking.
16:45And...
16:45Lucy...
16:47She started kissing me.
16:50Saying that she loved me.
16:54I thought she was just messing about.
16:56You know, she was so drunk and...
16:57What did you do, Nathan?
17:00Did you take advantage of her?
17:04What?
17:05No.
17:07I love Lucy.
17:08How could you even think of something like that?
17:10Why would she hate you then?
17:13Don't you get it?
17:15I rejected her.
17:17I'd wanted this for so long.
17:20And when it happened, I didn't want it to be this, like, drunk, messy mistake.
17:22But I didn't say that.
17:23Did I?
17:25No, I just laughed it off.
17:26Said we'd talk in the morning.
17:29I was gonna speak to her, but when I got there...
17:34She was just lying there.
17:39Nathan, look at me.
17:40Look at me.
17:42This is not your fault.
17:45Hm?
17:54You should call her, shouldn't I?
17:59We'll do it together.
18:00Hm?
18:02Yeah?
18:02Hm.
18:13Kim.
18:14Kim, I need Jim Bay for a woman, 37.
18:16She's drawn through a bollard.
18:17Possible shoulder dislocation.
18:18Do you mind?
18:19Hi, Ania.
18:20Sorry for the wait.
18:21This is...
18:22Dr. Johnson.
18:24Oh.
18:24You know each other?
18:26Yeah.
18:27Not really.
18:29Sort of.
18:30Kim took my psych module at uni.
18:32So, yeah, not really sort of accurately sums up our relationship.
18:37Let's take a look at the shoulder, shall we?
18:39I'm just going to check the neurovascular supply and auxiliary nerve.
18:42Can you feel it when I touch you here?
18:47RTC, was it?
18:48Car went backwards when it was supposed to go forwards.
18:52You're looking well.
18:55Thanks.
18:56I'm just going to feel your shoulder now.
18:57Might hurt a bit.
19:02Always knew you'd make a great doctor.
19:05But emergency medicine...
19:06Yep, definite dislocation.
19:08Can we get a x-ray to confirm and check for any fractures?
19:12If not, I'll relocate.
19:13Okay.
19:18Need more pain relief?
19:19I'll cope.
19:21How about you?
19:23How are you finding this work environment?
19:27Let's just keep the focus on you, shall we?
19:29I'm not your patient anymore after all.
19:31Of course.
19:32Just asking how you are.
19:37That's stopped the bleeding for now.
19:39But we'll need a doctor to stitch it.
19:43Nonsense.
19:44It's just a scratch.
19:45Surely you can deal with it here.
19:47That's more than a scratch, Joyce.
19:50Do you want to tell us what happened?
19:52Fell.
19:54This is spell.
19:54Nothing serious.
20:01And that cough?
20:03Is that not serious either?
20:04C-O-P-D.
20:06I cough.
20:07But I'm fine.
20:08My sats haven't dropped below 94% all day.
20:12Look.
20:18Good looking lad, isn't he?
20:20Runs in the family.
20:22His mother is my sister.
20:24That's when he gets his beautiful dimples.
20:26And my modest, humble character.
20:28But not your eyes.
20:30Get those from your father, did you?
20:33Maybe.
20:33I guess.
20:35I wouldn't know.
20:37Okay, BP is a little low, but it is within range.
20:40Ha!
20:41Told you.
20:42But your temperature is high, so I'm going to have a listen to your chest.
20:48Oh, boy.
20:49If I were ten years younger.
20:53What would your husband say for her flirting with me like this?
20:57Nothing.
20:58He's been gone almost six years now.
21:02Went into the hospital.
21:03Never came back.
21:04Oh, I'm sorry, love.
21:06They were terrible times.
21:08Married to palsy now.
21:10The sex isn't great, but it's kept me out of hospital all these years.
21:14So it's good enough for me.
21:17Have another listen.
21:19Try and take some deep breaths for me.
21:23Oh, yeah, there's some nasty crackles on your lungs.
21:27It sounds like a possible chest infection.
21:29Joyce, I am afraid we are going to have to take you in.
21:32But my sets are fine.
21:34I'm not sure they are.
21:35Can I take yours?
21:37I'm going to swap them for mine, just to double check.
21:40There we go.
21:42Right, pop that on.
21:51That's not possible.
21:53Er, let's get a neb.
21:54IV access for paracetamol hydrocortisone.
21:56Joyce, we are going to have to take you into the ED ASAP.
21:59I'll take my chances here, thank you very much.
22:05Yeah, she's burning up.
22:07We've got 40.3.
22:09Malignant hyperpirexia.
22:10All right, let's get ice packs on her armpits and her groin.
22:13Let's get some IV fluid in.
22:14Eventually.
22:15Yeah, 150th?
22:15Yep.
22:17OK, so hopefully this will buy us some time.
22:19Let's prep for an RSI as well, please.
22:21Do we get any work from the next of kin?
22:23Er, yeah.
22:23The mother, Dawn.
22:25She's about an hour out.
22:27What?
22:27Is that bad?
22:29Well, our PVC exec topics are all over the place, really.
22:31She could arrest that any more.
22:32The RSI might buy us some time, but I don't think we're going to win this one.
22:36OK.
22:36I'll, er, try the mother again.
22:45Sats are not going above 85%, even with the Neb.
22:48I feel much better now.
22:50I promise.
22:51Your readings are dangerously low, love.
22:55My policy tells me otherwise.
22:58It's faulty.
22:59Faulty?
23:00What do you mean, faulty?
23:02Some aren't properly calibrated for darker-skinned people.
23:07Nonsense.
23:08I've been using this for years.
23:09It's never let me down.
23:11It's let you down now, Joyce.
23:13Please.
23:14You're very poorly.
23:15We want to help you, but the best place for all that is the ED.
23:25Covid was a terrible, terrible time.
23:29You don't trust hospitals, and I get why.
23:30But today, will you trust me?
23:34Please.
23:39Mrs Turner?
23:40Yeah, yeah, it's Siobhan Mackenzie.
23:42Can you hear me?
23:44Come on!
23:45Move it!
23:46Is it Lucy?
23:48Is she OK?
23:49Yes, yes, it's about Lucy.
23:52I'm afraid...
23:53Please tell me she's still alive.
23:56Yes, she's alive.
23:59The thing is, we've got some concerns about her prognosis.
24:04Siobhan, do you have children?
24:07Yes, I have three.
24:09Then talk to me like a mother.
24:12Tell me what I need to know.
24:19Get here as quickly as possible.
24:22Please.
24:23Don't let her go.
24:26I'm coming.
24:27Yeah, we'll do everything we can.
24:37No!
24:41No!
24:45No!
24:47No!
24:49No!
24:52Oh no!
24:57Kim. Kim.
25:00Nia Johnson's x-ray's come back. Confirmed his location.
25:03She needs it relocating. Do you want me to get the penthrox?
25:06Right. Yeah. I'll get on it.
25:08OK. Right. Kim, pre-alert on its way. You're with me.
25:19You should call Ben.
25:21I think he should be with you. You shouldn't be alone. Not right now.
25:23I mean, does he even know? No, Cam. No. Ben doesn't know. None of the kids do.
25:28Well, why not?
25:30Because it's not happening to them, is it? It's happening to me.
25:34OK, well, I think they would want to help.
25:36I know you mean well, but, you know, I've just had to tell her poor mother that her daughter is...
25:42I'm not going to let you push me away. OK? Don't forget, I know what you're going through, too.
25:46You've absolutely no idea what I'm going through, what I'm experiencing.
25:50Yes, I do. The anger. The helplessness. No, no, no, no.
25:51The shame. Stop! Stop! I'm not ashamed.
25:53I know, and I just want to help you, Siobhan, OK? The way you help me.
26:01It's not really the same thing, is it, Cam?
26:04Why?
26:04Well, er, I did everything right, didn't I? Hmm? I did everything right, and it counted for absolutely zero. Nothing.
26:15That man, the man who raped me.
26:23He walked right into this hospital, and he smiled up at that camera.
26:31Because he knows that nothing can be done to catch him, so you tell me, please, tell me how you
26:38are going to help with that, because you can't.
26:40So don't stand there and tell me that you know what I'm going through, because you bloody well don't!
26:47I'm sorry.
26:48Why?
26:49You're right.
26:50Cam!
26:51Sorry, no, Cam!
26:52Please!
26:57No LOC, nausea or vomiting, and we cleared her neck at scene.
27:02She had a gram of IV paracetamol, five milligrams of salbutamol, NEB, and 100 milligrams of hydrocortisone.
27:08OK, thanks, Teddy.
27:09Joy seems to have a little look at this, see what we're dealing with here.
27:14Right, OK, yeah, that's a nasty laceration there.
27:17No, no, no, no, try not to speak.
27:19Nice short breaths, OK?
27:21I'm going to make sure we take care of you.
27:25You OK?
27:26OK, so if her stats were 80, it's no wonder she fell, but how did that go unchecked?
27:29She had her personal pull socks, it was showing 94, obviously wasn't calibrated properly.
27:34Yeah, to her skin pigmentation, I bet.
27:35I mean, what idea gives a black woman COPD as kind of tech is ridiculous.
27:38Doesn't matter now, does it?
27:39It's too late.
27:40Erm, Joyce has anxiety about hospitals.
27:43Lost her husband in the pandemic.
27:46Joyce, I'm going to have to go now, right?
27:49I'm going to look after you.
27:50They're going to take care of you.
27:51You've got to trust them.
27:52All right, see you later.
27:54Joyce, I'm just going to give you a bit more oxygen, all right?
27:57Get you nice and comfortable.
27:59Right, OK, let's get another nebuliser, please.
28:01Really, when you're ready, can we do a piercing chest, x-ray, Kim?
28:04I want you to irrigate, do a neurological review, and...
28:07Yeah, that's called plastic, so they don't, like, look back up.
28:21Hey!
28:23What are you doing here?
28:24Drunk's getting handsy with security again.
28:27What?
28:28I've been calling you.
28:29Yeah.
28:30Sorry, it's been one of those shifts.
28:32Sounds like you could use a drink.
28:34I know I'm dying.
28:36I've had some good news.
28:37The complaint's been dropped.
28:40Jacob told me.
28:43How'd he take it?
28:45That's how you'd expect.
28:48You do know that I wish none of this happened, right?
28:51Of course.
28:52I'm really pleased with it.
28:55Tell Jacob I'm sorry.
28:58And if it helps, it wasn't for nothing.
29:00Lessons have been learned.
29:02We'll do better.
29:03Be better.
29:07Hi.
29:08Hi.
29:09What do you news?
29:10Yeah, we're gonna celebrate down the anchor later.
29:12You coming?
29:14Sorry, love, I'm busy tonight.
29:17Your loss.
29:24More on that later.
29:26She's fine.
29:38How are we looking with that cut?
29:40Clear of foreign bodies.
29:42Neurological examination.
29:44Indicated no damage to the facial nerve.
29:46No droop.
29:46No asymmetry.
29:48No abnormalities.
29:49Right, okay.
29:50Rita, where are we with plastics?
29:52So they do want to see her,
29:54but they're in theatre with a severe burns case,
29:58saying it's gonna be eight hours,
30:00but they're not promising anything.
30:01We can't leave her with an open laceration.
30:02No.
30:03I don't want to wait.
30:04Yeah, okay, okay, Joyce,
30:05just lie back for me, okay?
30:07This is gonna take some very fine suturing,
30:09so I'd be more comfortable
30:10if we just wait for plastics team.
30:11Oh, please.
30:13Don't make me stay.
30:16We can do it here.
30:18We can't risk her walking out, Stevie.
30:23Right, okay.
30:24Okay.
30:24Okay, fine.
30:24Let's get you comfortable.
30:25You're gonna need lidocaine and a fine suture set.
30:28Okay.
30:30Yeah.
30:30Yeah.
30:31You.
30:31You've got the skill set,
30:32so time to put it into action, okay?
30:34Is that okay with you,
30:34that Dr. Chang does it here and now?
30:37Do you trust her?
30:38Yeah.
30:39Yeah, I do.
30:40Absolutely.
30:41And so do I.
30:43Right then.
30:49There's two minutes rhythm check.
30:53Still in the air.
30:54Right, there's, er,
30:55Charles 150, please.
30:57Okay.
30:58The chest.
30:59Okay.
30:59Shocking.
31:03Go again.
31:06Go again.
31:10A mother's coming.
31:15I'll just.
31:23Re-enter the needle on the near side of the wound, push the needle whilst rotating the
31:30wrist until the needle comes out of the skin on the far side of the wound.
31:37Wrap the suture around the shaft of the needle holder, pick up the distal end of the suture
31:44and pull the non-dominant hand away to create a knot.
31:49Is she reciting the textbook from memory?
31:52Yep, it's her thing.
31:53Repeat until the wound is closed.
32:00Good. Checking if any nerves were damaged.
32:04Joyce, are you able to give us a little smile?
32:12Superb work, Dr Chang. And well done, you.
32:15Right. Yep. It's a thing of beauty.
32:17Rita, can you finish up here? Dr Chang, you're with me. Now.
32:27Where are we going?
32:28To see Flynn.
32:30I don't understand. I thought he did well.
32:32No, he did brilliantly.
32:33Then why are we going to see the clinical lead?
32:35To tell him the truth about the lumbar puncture?
32:39Yeah, because there's no way that the same doctor who carried out that procedure in there
32:42would have misread instructions on a mobile phone.
32:44Okay, so it's...
32:48Hold on a second.
32:49I am. Just hold on.
33:04You know, I'm not okay, actually.
33:07I, uh, I had ovarian cancer and, uh, recently I've been experiencing pain.
33:13And...
33:15I don't know where it's come from.
33:18I'm so sorry.
33:19No, don't be sorry.
33:21Look, the thing that got me through recovery, as much as I kicked against it,
33:26was support.
33:28Friends. Colleagues.
33:30So...
33:31Let me help you.
33:33Talk to me.
33:35Kim, come on.
33:36Like, I...
33:36I know the instinct is there to protect Mattie, but...
33:39Not at all costs.
33:42Talk to me.
33:46But I really did just read it wrong.
33:48It was a terrible...
33:50Terrible mistake.
33:55Right. Okay.
33:58Okay.
34:00But it was a mistake that was made when I wasn't there.
34:03So...
34:04From now on, I'll be there 24-7.
34:17Dawn. Dawn. Dawn. Yes.
34:18Just leave the car.
34:19Just go straight down to the end of the car.
34:21Go, go.
34:40Let me see.
34:48It's okay. Look at me.
34:52It's okay. I've got you.
34:56It's okay.
34:59It's okay.
35:04Yeah, come in.
35:08Hey, Kim. What's up?
35:09I'm busy.
35:11I want to change mentals.
35:13I can't work with Dr. Nash anymore.
35:17Can we talk about this when I'm back?
35:18I've got somewhere I need to be.
35:30Is it my fault?
35:32It's never as simple as that.
35:35I'm her mother.
35:39I knew she suffered from depression, even from a young age.
35:42I tried to help.
35:43I sent it to every psychiatrist I could find.
35:48A mother shouldn't have to rely on doctors to know what her child needs.
35:52You know, nobody can ever really know what's going on inside somebody's head.
35:58Not if they don't want you to.
36:01A permanent solution to a temporary problem.
36:06Just something I heard once about suicide.
36:09Didn't mean much at the time.
36:12But now I get it.
36:14You feel things too big.
36:17You feel overwhelmed.
36:18You make a choice.
36:21Certain that there are no other options.
36:23Then you can't take it back.
36:27The consequences are forever.
36:34She didn't want this.
36:37How could she?
36:40She was so loved.
36:41You are so loved.
36:48Nathan, where is he?
36:51He's waiting in the family room.
36:53Why?
36:55He told me that he loves her.
36:58He blames himself.
37:00This isn't his fault.
37:02Of course it's not.
37:03But he doesn't believe that I couldn't live with myself
37:06if I allowed him to carry the burden of this guilt.
37:10He doesn't deserve that.
37:13No one does.
37:25Rita.
37:26Have you seen Flynn?
37:27Er, I think he stepped out a while ago.
37:29Did he say where he was going?
37:30No, sorry.
37:31Flynn, listen.
37:33Listen, it's me.
37:34Please don't do it.
37:34Don't do it.
37:36I've changed my mind.
37:38Right, thank you.
37:39Did you get a hold of him?
37:40We could use him right now.
37:42Pre-alert assault victim.
37:44Male.
37:45Twenties.
37:46Sounds really bad.
37:50I was getting a bit of traction.
37:52Oh, there she is.
37:53Your ears must have been burning.
37:53We were just talking about you.
37:54I'm so sorry.
37:55It's okay.
37:56I was telling Nia how busy it is.
37:58Right, you ready?
37:58Do a nice deep breath.
38:00Okay.
38:04Right.
38:06It certainly is a high-pressure environment.
38:08I do wonder how you cope.
38:10Yeah, well, Kim here seems to thrive under pressure.
38:13She feeds off it.
38:14Like the cakes and the cookies she brings around, constantly.
38:17Uh, okay.
38:17We will get you a collar and cuff.
38:20And Kim, we need to order an x-ray just to check the position.
38:23So, uh, this one must have made quite an impact on you,
38:26for you to remember her from one uni placement.
38:29She did incredibly well.
38:31Top of the class.
38:33Yeah.
38:35Okay.
38:36Nia, very nice to meet you.
38:42I know what you're thinking.
38:44It doesn't matter.
38:45Like you said,
38:46I'm not your therapist anymore.
38:52Okay.
38:55It was not exactly bowling on a burger, but I'll make do.
38:59Oh, I'm so sorry, I completely forgot.
39:01Yeah, I noticed.
39:03I know you've, um, you've got a lot on your mind.
39:08You know you can talk to me, right?
39:09About what?
39:11About whatever's made you sad recently.
39:14I've been sad?
39:16Cam, if you were a cat, you'd be off your food.
39:18But you're not a cat.
39:20You're my boyfriend, so...
39:22Talk.
39:28Don't.
39:28What was that?
39:29Sorry, no, that, that, I didn't, um, mean that.
39:31I think you absolutely meant that.
39:35Do I gross you out?
39:36No, of course not.
39:37It's not you.
39:38No, I know it's not me.
39:39Where are you going?
39:39No, I just think I've been humiliated enough today.
39:43Indy, it's not you, I swear.
39:45Cam, you've got three seconds to explain why you can't even talk to me,
39:50let alone kiss me.
39:55Okay, um, I guess we're done.
40:00By the way, it absolutely is you.
40:06X-ray requested a portable...
40:08Emergency medicine.
40:10Of all the environments.
40:12And you didn't disclose.
40:14You never even gave yourself a chance.
40:17I can handle it.
40:19No, Kim, you can't.
40:21You aren't.
40:27I've never been as happy anywhere than right here.
40:33It's my calling.
40:36Where are you in the cycle?
40:39I haven't relapsed.
40:46How bad is it?
40:49Food noise ever present?
40:50Obsessive exercise?
40:52Are you on the forums again?
40:55I can see you've been binging.
40:57How often are you purging?
41:02You know there's only one way this ends.
41:10Your breath smelled oddly sweet when I examined you.
41:13Mints to cover the alcohol.
41:15Or maybe it's alcoholic ketoacidosis, depends how bad it is.
41:20Will you notice the small things in here?
41:23Bruises on the arms from stumbles, bumping into things.
41:26And for your high pain threshold.
41:27Helped by being smashed the entire time.
41:29How many miniatures have you been there?
41:35How many miniatures have you been there?
41:35Looks like we both have things we haven't fully disclosed.
41:41I won't let you take this from me.
41:44We both have our demons, Kim.
41:47But I don't want to take anything from you.
41:49I want you to ask for help.
41:52Before it's too late.
41:56Look, I get it.
41:58It's awful.
41:58What this Joyce went through today, it was horrific.
42:03It should have never happened.
42:06But?
42:08I just don't get institutional bias.
42:12Mistake, yeah.
42:13But what's that got to do with race?
42:15They didn't calibrate medical equipment,
42:18taking darkest getting into account.
42:20Maybe they didn't realise they had to.
42:21Well, they didn't realise because they only trial the tech on white people.
42:24Well, it is a majority white country, Teddy.
42:27Quite a diverse country.
42:29All right.
42:30Once the problem was identified, it was fixed, I guess.
42:34Things like this happening with tech is much rarer these days.
42:36There we are.
42:37Lessons were learned.
42:53I need to speak to you in private.
42:57No, you don't. Because I already know.
43:00When you think Flynn wouldn't tell me that you wanted a new mentor.
43:03Do you think he was just going to sign off on that?
43:04No, you don't understand.
43:06Yeah.
43:06You're right.
43:07And that's something we can definitely agree on.
43:09Because I don't understand.
43:10Because all I've been trying to do is help.
43:12I'm not interested in you being a good doctor.
43:14I'm interested in you being the best doctor you can be.
43:18I've got a patient whose wound needs to brighten.
43:21It's a two-man job, so go find the liquor.
43:31What lessons were learned?
43:34Sorry?
43:35You said lessons were learned about the pulse oximeters.
43:37I'm just wondering what lessons.
43:40You just said it's much rarer these days that these things don't work properly.
43:44Tell that to Joyce.
43:47I thought we were changing the subject.
43:49You were changing the subject.
43:50It's just getting boring now, Teddy.
43:56Sorry.
43:57I didn't mean that.
43:59I know this is important to you.
44:03Why is it not important to you?
44:06What's that supposed to mean?
44:09No case to answer is what the police saw, Jacob.
44:12You're saying that you wish it had never happened
44:13and that lessons would be learned.
44:17And?
44:18Well, if there was no case to answer, why would any lessons need to be learned?
44:21If you did nothing wrong, why did you wish it never happened?
44:23I did my job.
44:28Are you calling me a racist?
44:30No, obviously not.
44:32But say if it is what Jacob said and it's unconscious bias.
44:35Whatever, Teddy.
44:38I have been struggling for weeks with this and I'm trying to tell you and I feel like you don't
44:42care.
44:43And if that is the case, then I'm not sure.
44:47What?
44:50What?
45:04Can I take a minute, please?
45:05I just need to...
45:07Er, let's finish this first, yeah?
45:09Especially with Stevie on the walk path.
45:11Come on.
45:18What is her problem, anyway?
45:23I told Byron I want to change mentals.
45:26What?
45:27Why?
45:29I thought you idolised Stevie.
45:32She blames you for Tara.
45:34Doesn't believe I misread instructions.
45:37But you did.
45:39Yes.
45:41She just doesn't believe it.
45:42Yes.
45:42Well, make her believe it.
45:43That's the truth.
45:44Why do you think I went to Byron?
45:46Please.
45:48Can we stop?
45:49We really have to...
45:53What are you...
45:54Kim!
45:54Kim!
45:55Kim!
46:01Kim!
46:04Kim!
46:05Kim!
46:06What are you doing?
46:07You can't just leave a patient like that.
46:09Don't come in here!
46:12Okay.
46:13Why?
46:16Are you okay?
46:19May I have some privacy, please?
46:23Yeah.
46:24Yeah, of course.
46:26Sorry.
46:28Can I get you anything?
46:31Scrubs.
46:32Please, Matty.
46:35Scrubs.
46:40Unidentified male found in a skip.
46:42He sustained severe max-fast injuries from the assault.
46:44No witnesses are sure of when it happened.
46:46Here where he was, he's lost teeth, but no obvious obstruction at this time.
46:49He's unable to fully open his mouth due to a potential jaw fracture.
46:51Has he got any idea in there?
46:53Just this.
46:55Obstable GCS-12 is a block number of IV paracetamol.
46:58I said nobody brought some coffee.
47:07Hey, you okay?
47:10Flit!
47:33I knew you'd come back to yourself.
47:37Eventually.
47:40Look, I am just...
47:42I am so sorry that I asked that of you.
47:45You don't need to say sorry.
47:48To me, or anyone.
47:52You're the heart of this place, Shiv.
47:56Without you, it...
48:00When I saw that man...
48:02Out there, just...
48:04Lying there, beaten to a pulp.
48:06And...
48:07And I realised that...
48:11It wasn't him.
48:12It wasn't because of me.
48:14That you hadn't done it, and...
48:17Oh, my God.
48:18Oh, my God, I was just so relieved.
48:22Look, I think...
48:23I just think I was just so full of...
48:26Rage.
48:27That's what it was.
48:29Yeah, if I'm honest, I still am.
48:33I need to...
48:34Speak to Cam.
48:36God, I was absolutely vile to him.
48:45It's Cam.
48:46He'll forgive you, it's fine.
48:48Don't worry about it.
48:56It's Cam.
49:02He'll forgive you, it's fine.
49:04Don't worry about it.
49:04Yeah.
49:11Details of organisations offering help and support with eating disorders or feelings of despair are available at the BBC Action
49:20Line website.
49:32You could be doing it.
49:33Just now...
49:36Just now...
49:36Bye.
49:37Bye.
49:37Bye.
49:37Bye.
49:38Bye.
49:38Bye.
49:38Bye.
49:39Bye.
49:40Bye.
49:41Bye.
49:42Bye.
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