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Married at First Sight UK (2015) Season 10 Episode 2
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00:00:01Today is the biggest day of my life.
00:00:04I've never been so nervous in my entire life.
00:00:06Everything is riding on today.
00:00:08Previously.
00:00:09The whole purpose of life is to be loved.
00:00:12I believe in the fairy tale.
00:00:14Four brave singles met and married at first sight.
00:00:17You look beautiful, by the way.
00:00:20For Daveed and Kia.
00:00:21You look amazing.
00:00:22The attraction was instant.
00:00:24I'm like a schoolgirl with a crush.
00:00:27I'm taken.
00:00:27But for Sarah and Dean.
00:00:29No, I don't fancy Dean.
00:00:31This is a little song.
00:00:33A grand musical gesture.
00:00:35We'll build a life together, you and me.
00:00:40Mark the end of a difficult day for the bride.
00:00:42Too much, too soon.
00:00:46I can't believe we're here.
00:00:48Tonight.
00:00:49This is like dreams.
00:00:50As the first set of newlyweds head on honeymoon.
00:00:54For Daveed and Kia.
00:00:55Do you want to see a rhino's horn?
00:00:57Is it the horn you're excited about?
00:00:58An innuendo too far.
00:00:59Everything has to be an innuendo or a joke.
00:01:02I need the part.
00:01:03Calls their match into question.
00:01:05Whoa, dude!
00:01:06And Dean's urge to perform.
00:01:08Say hallelujah.
00:01:09No!
00:01:10Irk's new wife, Sarah.
00:01:11The outbursts of song and rapping really beginning to grate on me.
00:01:16Ahead of a frank confession.
00:01:19Have you ever been with anyone big or anything like that?
00:01:20No.
00:01:21It's hard to hear.
00:01:23That has left me feeling empty.
00:01:25And as two new couples say I do.
00:01:28I'm at a point in my life where I am looking for that real thing.
00:01:32One bride's show-stopping arrival.
00:01:34More on entrance.
00:01:35Spells a hopeful start to married life.
00:01:38I do fancy him.
00:01:40Tick, tick, tick.
00:01:41Hey.
00:01:43In stark contrast.
00:01:44I wouldn't say he's my type.
00:01:47To the other's wedding day meltdown.
00:01:50I don't, sorry.
00:01:51It's the first morning of married life for our newlyweds.
00:02:06Our first night together was fabulous.
00:02:09We fell off in bed together.
00:02:12Kissed a lot.
00:02:14A lot.
00:02:17Nothing happened.
00:02:18I promise you nothing happened.
00:02:19Yes.
00:02:22Come on, open it, open it.
00:02:24I'm so excited.
00:02:25Wow, come on.
00:02:26South Africa.
00:02:27Oh my God, that's sick.
00:02:29We're going to South Africa.
00:02:32I'm so excited.
00:02:34We're going to the f***.
00:02:35Come on.
00:02:36I'm so excited.
00:02:38I'm so excited.
00:02:40That's wild.
00:02:42He has a lot of energy.
00:02:44And he's 110 at all times.
00:02:47And I love it.
00:02:48But I'm at an 80.
00:02:48And he's at the 110.
00:02:50Oh my God, we're going to South Africa.
00:03:02I can't believe we're here.
00:03:04Look at this.
00:03:04This is like dream situation.
00:03:07Absolutely beautiful.
00:03:09And here we are.
00:03:10This is us.
00:03:11Let's head in.
00:03:12Oh my God.
00:03:15Look at the boom.
00:03:19Look, you can see.
00:03:20See the fish.
00:03:21I'm mad.
00:03:23Oh my goodness.
00:03:24It's absolutely stunning.
00:03:26My biggest hope for this honeymoon
00:03:27is to get to know the real Sarah
00:03:29and Sarah to get to know the real Dean.
00:03:31Just absolutely beautiful, isn't it?
00:03:34Oh my.
00:03:34Step in, step in.
00:03:35Oh, it's going to be a lot of energy.
00:03:36Oh no, we're in, we're in.
00:03:37You're in, you're in, you're in, you're in.
00:03:38I'd hope to leave it possibly with a kiss
00:03:40and then we'll see where we go from now.
00:03:44This is crazy.
00:03:45It is amazing.
00:03:46It's a big.
00:03:47We were in our wedding
00:03:48literally 24 hours ago.
00:03:50No.
00:03:50You didn't know where we were going.
00:03:51I know.
00:03:51And here we are.
00:03:52Here we are with a space mark.
00:03:54We didn't even know each other
00:03:56like two days ago
00:03:57and now we're here.
00:03:59Sarah entered the experiment
00:04:01aware she had a type.
00:04:03My usual type of guy
00:04:04would be referred to by my friends
00:04:06as a walking red flag.
00:04:09What's your type, sis?
00:04:10Girl, I like a bad boy.
00:04:11They look like they've probably
00:04:12just come out of jail.
00:04:14Fantastic.
00:04:14But she was determined
00:04:15to break this cycle
00:04:17in her search for love.
00:04:18I am now ready for the nice guy.
00:04:21I want to settle down
00:04:22with the nicest guy in the world.
00:04:24Dean has got so many
00:04:27of the qualities
00:04:28that I am looking for
00:04:29in a partner.
00:04:30However, I usually go
00:04:31for the tattooed bad boy.
00:04:33I just need to look beyond
00:04:35that attraction side
00:04:36and see if it's something
00:04:37that I can work on.
00:04:40Paradise, isn't it?
00:04:41Absolutely paradise.
00:04:44I mean,
00:04:45could it get more better than this?
00:04:52Whilst the newlyweds
00:04:53settle into their honeymoons.
00:04:55This is crazy.
00:04:56This is absolutely beautiful.
00:04:58Back in the UK,
00:05:00another single is preparing
00:05:01to enter the experiment.
00:05:04Lights, camera action.
00:05:06Are we good?
00:05:06Is this all right?
00:05:07This looks like you're so awkward.
00:05:08This is insane.
00:05:09What is happening?
00:05:10Are you good?
00:05:10I feel weird.
00:05:12Okay.
00:05:12So I guess this is it.
00:05:14This is Marrying a Stranger 101.
00:05:16Holy shit.
00:05:19I would describe myself
00:05:21as extroverted.
00:05:22I have no filter.
00:05:24I'm tightly strung,
00:05:25perhaps you could say.
00:05:27I'm nervous for her,
00:05:28but I'm also nervous for him.
00:05:29She's a whirlwind.
00:05:30My friends would describe me
00:05:36as hectic,
00:05:37wild,
00:05:38nuts.
00:05:40Next!
00:05:41Huge feminist,
00:05:42big into equality.
00:05:45We haven't achieved it yet.
00:05:46I am a midwife
00:05:48and I chose to go into midwifery
00:05:50because I am a caring person.
00:05:53I also want to empower women.
00:05:55People often ask you
00:05:56when you're a midwife,
00:05:57do you have kids?
00:05:58And it's like 2am on a Saturday night
00:06:00and I'm there with them
00:06:01delivering their child.
00:06:03And I'm like,
00:06:03when would I be meeting someone
00:06:05to have a child with?
00:06:07Oh, she's a princess!
00:06:09I am surrounded by strong women.
00:06:12They just know me so well
00:06:13and they accept me for who I am.
00:06:15Who knew you could be so glamorous?
00:06:19Actually, talk about glamorous.
00:06:22Six inches, baby.
00:06:24Grace is a very loud,
00:06:26playful, fun character
00:06:28and I think it takes
00:06:30a certain type of person
00:06:31to be able to take it
00:06:33for what it is.
00:06:34I'm always trying to find
00:06:35the funny side in everything.
00:06:37My life sometimes is quite funny.
00:06:39Definitely my dating life
00:06:40is hilarious.
00:06:42Ha, ha, ha.
00:06:43How many boyfriends
00:06:44have you had?
00:06:45Or situationships?
00:06:46Oh, situationships.
00:06:47Oh, countless.
00:06:48Limitless.
00:06:49The limit does not exist.
00:06:50Do you actually want me to quantify it?
00:06:51I definitely can't.
00:06:55Sometimes it's easier
00:06:56to find the funny side
00:06:57and laugh it off
00:06:58than actually, like,
00:06:59sit in the feelings
00:07:00of discomfort
00:07:01and, like, rejection.
00:07:02I put myself out there so much.
00:07:04I went on dates
00:07:06that were set up by friends.
00:07:08I went on dates
00:07:09that were friends of friends.
00:07:10I went on dates.
00:07:11I went with an old flame.
00:07:12I started a new thing
00:07:14with someone that I met on an app.
00:07:15Like, I put myself out there
00:07:16and I was let down.
00:07:17I was let down
00:07:18in so many different ways
00:07:19so consistently.
00:07:21It's hard
00:07:23and it's hurtful
00:07:24and it's frustrating
00:07:25but every one of these experiences
00:07:27tells you
00:07:28a little something more
00:07:30about what you do want.
00:07:31It is hard.
00:07:33I know.
00:07:33Because I feel like
00:07:34I'm so respectful.
00:07:36Yeah.
00:07:37Yeah, I never really seem to.
00:07:39You're not getting it back.
00:07:41Yeah.
00:07:42Yeah.
00:07:49Every time I go through
00:07:50a breakup,
00:07:52I end up developing
00:07:52a new skill or hobby.
00:07:55I actually came to
00:07:56adult gymnastics
00:07:57after a breakup
00:07:58and spinning around
00:08:01a gymnasium
00:08:01launching here,
00:08:03jumping there
00:08:03was my idea
00:08:05of just pure heaven.
00:08:07I had a little pop
00:08:08at stand-up comedy last year.
00:08:10That was the most nerve-wracking thing.
00:08:13I'm like,
00:08:13to the audience,
00:08:14anyone want to get your hoax?
00:08:15Anyone?
00:08:16You know,
00:08:17some people use humour
00:08:18as a way of protecting.
00:08:19Deflection.
00:08:20Uh-huh.
00:08:20Protecting yourself from something.
00:08:22Have you thought about that
00:08:23for yourself?
00:08:24Yes.
00:08:25I'd say that's maybe
00:08:27how I came
00:08:29to develop a sense of humour.
00:08:31Mm-hmm.
00:08:31But certainly,
00:08:32it has come in handy before
00:08:33when I have felt
00:08:34I was in hot water
00:08:34to just crack a joke.
00:08:37I don't know if I've ever
00:08:37actually felt
00:08:38reciprocated,
00:08:39full, whole,
00:08:40warm love.
00:08:41I do feel I want, like,
00:08:42extraordinary love.
00:08:44I'm not willing to compromise.
00:08:46That is what I will have,
00:08:47or I will have nothing at all.
00:08:49I'm marrying a stranger.
00:08:51I feel like I've exhausted
00:08:52all of the other options.
00:08:53I've put myself out there.
00:08:55I've done what you're supposed to do,
00:08:57and it hasn't worked.
00:08:59My family will always be like,
00:09:01oh, he's out there.
00:09:02He's looking for you.
00:09:03What am I supposed to do?
00:09:04Just wait in.
00:09:05He'll come knocking at the door.
00:09:07He'll be here any minute,
00:09:07Prince Charming,
00:09:08on his horse.
00:09:13I would love to be matched
00:09:14with someone so fun,
00:09:16so easygoing,
00:09:17so sociable,
00:09:18someone charismatic,
00:09:20someone hardworking,
00:09:21motivated,
00:09:23very family-orientated.
00:09:25Someone sporty,
00:09:27active, athletic,
00:09:28quite masculine.
00:09:29I like a broad shoulder.
00:09:32You know,
00:09:32just a few descriptives.
00:09:35I'll take anything.
00:09:37Anyone willing.
00:09:37I'm joking.
00:09:42I'm a bit of a cheeky chappy.
00:09:44I'm, like, very positive.
00:09:46I'm that annoying guy
00:09:46that's always smiling.
00:09:48I'm not a city boy.
00:09:49I'm a country bumpkin.
00:09:50I've always been
00:09:51an outdoorsy person.
00:09:52My parents live on a farm
00:09:53with 36 acres,
00:09:55horses,
00:09:56and being up there
00:09:57is amazing.
00:09:58It's a really good lifestyle.
00:09:59I think that's quite important
00:10:01with my partner
00:10:03that she is the type of girl
00:10:04that can just
00:10:05chuck on a pair of wellies
00:10:06and put her hair up
00:10:07and just go up
00:10:08and get dirty on the quad
00:10:09and then other times
00:10:11put a pair of stilettos on
00:10:13and come out with me
00:10:13with a cocktail dress.
00:10:17Morning.
00:10:18Morning.
00:10:19I work for my father.
00:10:20I work for the family company
00:10:22and it's an offshore marine
00:10:23construction company.
00:10:24So basically anything
00:10:25to do with steel,
00:10:27the ships and rigs.
00:10:28I do enjoy it.
00:10:29Being from South Wales,
00:10:31rugby is basically religion here.
00:10:34But girls don't like rugby boys.
00:10:36I think they've got
00:10:37this stereotype about us.
00:10:39Like,
00:10:39lager lout,
00:10:40a bit crazy.
00:10:41But the majority of the lads
00:10:42that I know
00:10:43that I play rugby with,
00:10:43they're all gentlemen.
00:10:45I feel like I'm a gentleman
00:10:48and I think I was,
00:10:49well, I was made to be
00:10:50by my mother.
00:10:51I think she raised me right.
00:10:53How are you starting
00:10:54to feel about it all?
00:10:55I'm starting to get
00:10:55really excited about it now.
00:10:57You deserve somebody nice.
00:10:59I grew up around strong women.
00:11:01I've got two sisters,
00:11:02one older, one younger.
00:11:03So I got a bit of feminine energy.
00:11:06I want the best for Ashley.
00:11:08He's kind, thoughtful.
00:11:10He's got loads of love to give
00:11:12and he just needs somebody
00:11:14there special
00:11:15that feels the same.
00:11:18I would say I have
00:11:19high standards in women.
00:11:21I used to date a Miss Universe.
00:11:22I'm quite proud of that one.
00:11:26But I haven't really had
00:11:27that many girlfriends.
00:11:29I've been engaged twice.
00:11:30The second time we got engaged
00:11:32because we were having a son.
00:11:34You're so clever.
00:11:36It was a hard decision
00:11:38to break up with my son's mother.
00:11:40But ultimately it was
00:11:42definitely the right decision
00:11:43to make.
00:11:44And we're still friends.
00:11:46I think I've done my life right.
00:11:48I did all the travelling
00:11:49and parties and things.
00:11:51And then I come home,
00:11:51I've got my house,
00:11:52I've got my son.
00:11:53I'm at the stage in my life
00:11:55where the only thing
00:11:56I don't really have
00:11:56is someone to share it with.
00:11:58I think I'm ready
00:11:59to be a husband.
00:12:01For me,
00:12:02I like being the protector.
00:12:03Like I was brought up
00:12:04old school.
00:12:06Like I'm the type of guy
00:12:07that will hold the door.
00:12:08I'm the type of guy
00:12:09that will lift you
00:12:09through the puddle.
00:12:12I'm looking for someone
00:12:13with a personality.
00:12:15That's just up for a laugh.
00:12:16And it's true what they say.
00:12:18If you marry your best friend,
00:12:19it'll work.
00:12:19So I'm looking for a best friend.
00:12:23Somebody that's also going to be
00:12:25loving and caring,
00:12:26to have that deep connection.
00:12:28And it feels more important now.
00:12:30I still think I'm a catch.
00:12:32Somebody wants me, surely.
00:12:41Grace is possibly one of the
00:12:43quirkiest brides we've met.
00:12:45Her offbeat humour and quick wit
00:12:46are qualities which Ashley will enjoy.
00:12:48As a fun personality,
00:12:50it's top of his wish list.
00:12:52I love Grace's humour too,
00:12:53but I feel sometimes she can use it
00:12:55as a way of masking her emotions.
00:12:57It feels to me like a self-protection mode,
00:13:00which could prove challenging
00:13:01to break through for a new partner.
00:13:03Yeah, I think Ashley has the patience
00:13:05and determination to push past that.
00:13:08Raised in a home of strong women,
00:13:10he wants a confident, outgoing partner.
00:13:12He takes pride in his upbringing
00:13:14and says he's been raised
00:13:15to be a gentleman,
00:13:16respectful and caring.
00:13:18Yeah, I mean, Grace told us
00:13:19she's sick of the relentless
00:13:21unreliability of modern dating.
00:13:23As someone loyal and dependable,
00:13:25Ashley is the perfect antidote to that.
00:13:28Yeah, they're both intelligent
00:13:29and driven in their careers,
00:13:31but also hugely sociable
00:13:33and enjoying active lifestyle
00:13:35and a strong family bond.
00:13:37I think you're right.
00:13:38If they can start their marriage
00:13:39on a foundation of mutual trust
00:13:41and friendship,
00:13:42Grace and Ashley have real potential.
00:13:44Absolutely.
00:13:45Our next match,
00:13:46Grace and Ashley.
00:13:50I'm so excited about this next match.
00:13:54I really hope we see
00:13:55a lasting connection.
00:13:56A guy that I went on a date with
00:13:58literally said, like,
00:13:59you're hard work
00:13:59and I was like,
00:14:00define fucking hard work.
00:14:01I think it's called standardshood.
00:14:02And I was like,
00:14:02I don't know who the hell
00:14:03you've been dating,
00:14:04but it ain't people like me then.
00:14:05Go and get me some champagne.
00:14:06And he did.
00:14:08When I first meet a guy,
00:14:10obviously I want him
00:14:11to be completely obsessed with me.
00:14:13I just think,
00:14:13well, why is it taking you
00:14:14three hours to reply to a text
00:14:15like, what are you doing?
00:14:17It's not bad.
00:14:18I'm Nalima,
00:14:21but everyone calls me Nelly
00:14:22just because it's easier.
00:14:23Pop your head back for me.
00:14:25I'm just going to pop this in.
00:14:26I am really career driven,
00:14:28mainly because I just want
00:14:30to make my parents proud.
00:14:31I'm so lucky.
00:14:32I love you guys.
00:14:34So my mum and dad met
00:14:35through a gorgeous arranged marriage.
00:14:37Not only am I doing what they did,
00:14:39I've got one up on them.
00:14:40You had the privilege
00:14:41of actually meeting each other once
00:14:43before you married each other.
00:14:44Once, once, just once.
00:14:46And was she a perfect lady?
00:14:48She is a perfect lady for me.
00:14:50And if it worked for my parents,
00:14:51hopefully it worked for me too.
00:14:53I'm probably one of the luckiest
00:14:54people in the entire world
00:14:55with the family
00:14:56that I've been blessed with.
00:14:57Wasn't it two years
00:14:59that you lived here?
00:15:00Three years?
00:15:00The two best years of your life
00:15:01when it fell like a millennium.
00:15:04My sister is the ideal,
00:15:06perfect Indian daughter.
00:15:09Met a lovely Indian man.
00:15:10They got married.
00:15:11They had the twins
00:15:13when they were 30.
00:15:14And that is what
00:15:15my parents wanted for me.
00:15:16And obviously, it's not the case.
00:15:18Hands up if you like
00:15:20Massey's cooking.
00:15:22Double hands!
00:15:23My sister and brother-in-law
00:15:25have got the most beautiful twins.
00:15:27I just love them so much.
00:15:28Did you guys have
00:15:29a good day at school?
00:15:30Yeah.
00:15:31What did you do?
00:15:32Reminds the leg.
00:15:33Right, yeah.
00:15:35What did my Luna get?
00:15:3610 out of 10.
00:15:37Yeah, of course she did!
00:15:39I do really want
00:15:40to have kids in the future,
00:15:41but I don't want
00:15:42to compromise that
00:15:44and have them
00:15:45with the wrong person.
00:15:47I've been in three relationships
00:15:49in total
00:15:49and sadly,
00:15:51each one ended up
00:15:51the same way
00:15:52and they were all unfaithful.
00:15:53I do feel a little bit insecure.
00:15:57Of course I do.
00:15:59It can change your confidence.
00:16:01I just kept thinking,
00:16:03well, what did I do wrong?
00:16:04What didn't I do?
00:16:05Why did he have to,
00:16:07you know,
00:16:07find whatever he needed
00:16:09to find in somebody else?
00:16:12I think the way
00:16:13that all my relationships ended
00:16:14sort of gave me
00:16:16a really negative view
00:16:18on relationships in general.
00:16:20I just feel that
00:16:22whoever I end up with,
00:16:23I won't be with them forever
00:16:24because at some point
00:16:25they will be unfaithful
00:16:26and I really hate that
00:16:28I think that's how
00:16:30it will always end.
00:16:32I don't,
00:16:33and I just hope it doesn't,
00:16:34obviously.
00:16:35I don't want my teeth.
00:16:39Sorry, guys.
00:16:42When you look at
00:16:43the breakdown
00:16:44of each relationship,
00:16:46did it make you
00:16:46question yourself?
00:16:48Yeah, massively.
00:16:49It's always,
00:16:50how can I protect myself?
00:16:51Yeah.
00:16:53Yeah.
00:16:53Yeah.
00:16:54Self-protection's
00:16:54always important
00:16:55but it can coexist
00:16:57with hope.
00:16:58Yeah.
00:16:58And I think
00:16:59in order to get into
00:17:01a good, positive,
00:17:02healthy relationship,
00:17:03you've got to allow that
00:17:04and that means opening up
00:17:05a little bit,
00:17:06letting some hope in
00:17:07and being a little bit
00:17:09vulnerable.
00:17:10Yeah.
00:17:11I'm excited to work on it.
00:17:14Right, shall I pop open?
00:17:15Absolutely.
00:17:17I've had people
00:17:18mention that before
00:17:19that they think
00:17:19I do self-sabotage.
00:17:21And I can be
00:17:22extremely needy.
00:17:23I think a lot of it
00:17:24comes down to
00:17:25a fear of rejection.
00:17:26I want to change
00:17:26that about me.
00:17:28I just need to
00:17:29just take a chill pill.
00:17:30You do get yourself
00:17:31in a bit of a flap.
00:17:32I know.
00:17:33And I try not to show it
00:17:34but obviously
00:17:35you guys can see it.
00:17:36Nelly is a very bubbly
00:17:37person but I think
00:17:39underneath she's
00:17:40so terrified
00:17:40of rejection.
00:17:42I think you just need
00:17:44to have more confidence
00:17:45in yourself.
00:17:46You look amazing.
00:17:48She has so much
00:17:49to offer.
00:17:49She's an incredible person
00:17:50and she just needs
00:17:51to meet an incredible person.
00:17:53She does.
00:17:53Yeah.
00:17:53My perfect husband
00:17:56is open
00:17:59is honest
00:18:00is fun
00:18:01pretty chilled out
00:18:03someone who is just
00:18:04going to make me
00:18:05feel really secure.
00:18:07My type is a tall man.
00:18:08I just love a man
00:18:10that can tower over me.
00:18:12The taller the better.
00:18:13Let me climb that man
00:18:14like a tree.
00:18:16Obviously I want him
00:18:17to be completely
00:18:18obsessed with me.
00:18:19He's a missing piece
00:18:20of the puzzle.
00:18:20Like I'm just ready for it
00:18:22now.
00:18:22I'm ready to meet
00:18:22Mr. Right.
00:18:23What are you doing?
00:18:24Get here already.
00:18:29Despite the accent
00:18:30I'm not actually
00:18:31an Essex boy.
00:18:33I'm a Geordie
00:18:33so I'm from Newcastle.
00:18:36I'll always be a Geordie
00:18:37at heart.
00:18:38I'm Newcastle
00:18:39through and through.
00:18:39I'm a Newcastle United
00:18:40fan.
00:18:41I bleed black and white
00:18:42and how we are the lads.
00:18:47I'm an investment
00:18:48banking manager
00:18:48currently
00:18:49but I've been working
00:18:50in finance
00:18:51for the last
00:18:5213 years.
00:18:53I suppose the general
00:18:54misconceptions of people
00:18:56working in finance is
00:18:57they're slightly obnoxious,
00:18:58they're know-it-alls,
00:19:00they're up themselves.
00:19:02It's not the case.
00:19:04Before I started my career
00:19:04in finance
00:19:05I was a professional
00:19:06footballer.
00:19:07I loved every minute of it.
00:19:08Travelling up and down the
00:19:09country every other weekend,
00:19:11being with a group of lads
00:19:12all working towards the same goal.
00:19:14Football was everything.
00:19:16I definitely wanted to
00:19:16get to the highest level.
00:19:19But my football career
00:19:20came to an end
00:19:21when I was attacked
00:19:22outside of a nightclub
00:19:24by nine guys.
00:19:25I had a shattered nose
00:19:26which was reconstructed.
00:19:28I'd fractured my right
00:19:28cheekbone,
00:19:30my teeth come out of place
00:19:31so I needed to get
00:19:32my teeth sorted
00:19:33and I got a scar on my chin
00:19:34which went down to my bone
00:19:35which required 17 stitches
00:19:37inside and 14 outside
00:19:38so it destroyed my confidence.
00:19:41It made me step away
00:19:42from the professional game.
00:19:44I wasn't in the best headspace.
00:19:47I'd say I was in a rut
00:19:48for about three years.
00:19:50It took my family
00:19:51to get out of that rut.
00:19:53Family mean everything to me.
00:19:55Without them
00:19:55I wouldn't be who I am.
00:19:57I'm the youngest of five
00:19:58so I have my sister
00:19:59and three other brothers.
00:20:02It's good having
00:20:03a close-knit family.
00:20:05I couldn't imagine a world
00:20:06where I'm not talking
00:20:06to my brothers
00:20:07and my sister on a daily basis.
00:20:09Do you remember
00:20:09when you were two
00:20:10and you used to strip off naked
00:20:11and run round the estate?
00:20:12I mean I just wanted
00:20:13to be a free spirit
00:20:14after all, do you know what I mean?
00:20:15I'm confident in myself
00:20:16even at two years of age.
00:20:20I'm a father of two kids.
00:20:22My daughter Piper is nine
00:20:24and my boy Reggie is five
00:20:26and he does have
00:20:28autism and sensory disorder.
00:20:29He doesn't speak,
00:20:30he can't tell us
00:20:31what it actually is.
00:20:32He's thinking.
00:20:33What's that?
00:20:35He's never been able
00:20:36to tell us what he wants
00:20:37from an early age.
00:20:39High five.
00:20:41Yeah!
00:20:41You know obviously
00:20:42you're a package deal,
00:20:43you've got two kiddos.
00:20:45How important is it
00:20:46that this new woman
00:20:47can fit within there
00:20:49and have great relationships
00:20:51with your kids?
00:20:52If I link it to
00:20:53some of my dating in the past,
00:20:55a lot of people have told me
00:20:56that they've actually understood
00:20:57that I've got kids
00:20:57but further down the line
00:20:59they actually realise that.
00:21:01I don't understand
00:21:02that you've got kids
00:21:02and if they have to understand
00:21:05that look,
00:21:06not only have kids
00:21:06but one of them has
00:21:08his own challenges
00:21:09that he deals with
00:21:10and I'm not expecting
00:21:11anyone to just waltz in
00:21:13and play step mum
00:21:14or be that kind of figure.
00:21:16I'd say I am where I want to be
00:21:20at 34
00:21:20but I think the biggest thing
00:21:22that's missing for me
00:21:22is a wife.
00:21:24I need someone to do life with.
00:21:27I'm looking for someone
00:21:28strong-willed,
00:21:30very independent
00:21:30and with a massive personality.
00:21:33Very family-orientated
00:21:35with a nice beam and smile.
00:21:37I want to meet my person,
00:21:39I'm ready to find the one.
00:21:41Hopefully,
00:21:41I can give my best to someone
00:21:43and they can actually embrace it.
00:21:48As a dad of two,
00:21:50Stephen needs a partner
00:21:51who will embrace
00:21:52and happily take on
00:21:54his ready-made family.
00:21:56Nellie's maternal instincts
00:21:58and love for her own family
00:21:59suggest that this won't be a problem.
00:22:01What's clear is
00:22:02Nellie's been cheated on
00:22:03in lots of past relationships.
00:22:06Yeah.
00:22:06So reassurance is key for her
00:22:08to feel safe and secure.
00:22:09Yeah.
00:22:10You know, also,
00:22:11Stephen told us
00:22:12that he's never been unfaithful
00:22:14and his calm and stable nature
00:22:15should provide the security
00:22:17that Nellie needs.
00:22:19They're both high achievers
00:22:20and have all aspects
00:22:22of their lives sorted
00:22:23apart from love.
00:22:25Yeah.
00:22:25I mean,
00:22:26Stephen is hoping
00:22:27for a strong woman
00:22:28with a big personality
00:22:30and Vivacious Nellie
00:22:32is a perfect example of this.
00:22:34Well, that's right.
00:22:35This is a match
00:22:36where the personalities
00:22:37really complement each other.
00:22:38Nellie's high energy
00:22:40and the first to admit
00:22:41that she likes
00:22:42the princess treatment.
00:22:43There's a calmness to Stephen
00:22:44that I think
00:22:45could be really grounding for her.
00:22:47Exactly.
00:22:48Her maturity
00:22:48and emotional depths
00:22:49will encourage him
00:22:50to open up.
00:22:52I cannot wait
00:22:52to see their relationship
00:22:54grow in this process.
00:22:56Nellie
00:22:56and Stephen.
00:22:57It's all got very, very real.
00:23:17My stomach keeps dropping
00:23:18every time I think about it.
00:23:20It's not affecting your eye
00:23:20and clearly.
00:23:21Mate,
00:23:22my eye's name's never been good
00:23:23to be fair.
00:23:25I'm cheating it.
00:23:27I cannot believe
00:23:28I'm getting married
00:23:29to a complete stranger today.
00:23:32Are you nervous, you?
00:23:33I am, mate.
00:23:34And you know me,
00:23:35like I don't get nervous,
00:23:36but I'm,
00:23:37yeah, I'm bad.
00:23:39This is fun,
00:23:40but there's that background noise
00:23:41of like,
00:23:42wait a minute,
00:23:43who is he?
00:23:44I am feeling
00:23:45a little overwhelmed.
00:23:47A dry mouth,
00:23:48there's a racing heart.
00:23:49All of these things.
00:23:51Oh, I'm so excited
00:23:52to see what he's like.
00:23:54Yeah, I would obviously
00:23:55like to be with someone
00:23:55attractive.
00:23:58Probably make things
00:23:58a bit easier,
00:23:59maybe if I was just
00:24:00fancy the pants off them
00:24:01from the way I go.
00:24:03Husband, husband, husband.
00:24:04Doesn't really roll off
00:24:05the tongue.
00:24:07I just hope he's got
00:24:07a cracking personality.
00:24:09Yeah.
00:24:10Because you need someone
00:24:11that you can like,
00:24:11bounce off,
00:24:12but...
00:24:13Yeah.
00:24:13And that he's not
00:24:14threatened by the fact
00:24:15that you're funny
00:24:16and you're this
00:24:16super independent,
00:24:18strong woman.
00:24:18Yeah.
00:24:19There's only room
00:24:19for one sheriff
00:24:20in this time.
00:24:20We're not getting competition.
00:24:21Who's the silliest Billy?
00:24:22What are you?
00:24:23Although that would be
00:24:23the silliest Billy.
00:24:24Why if he's hilarious?
00:24:26What are you going to do?
00:24:26Oh, cancel the wedding
00:24:28if he's hilarious.
00:24:29How dare he presume
00:24:30to be funny?
00:24:31No, it would obviously
00:24:32be great.
00:24:32If he's funny,
00:24:33I'll take it back soon.
00:24:34Over to you.
00:24:34Take the mic.
00:24:35I feel like I have
00:24:35a nervous energy about me today
00:24:37and I would not be surprised
00:24:38if I walked down the aisle
00:24:38and went mute
00:24:39and was like,
00:24:40hello, nice to meet you
00:24:42because that's just
00:24:43going to be as I am.
00:24:43I'm all,
00:24:44I'm all or nothing.
00:24:54As if we're seeing the day
00:24:55nearly as getting married.
00:24:56I didn't think that would
00:24:57ever, ever happen.
00:24:58I know who'd have thought.
00:24:59Who would have thought?
00:25:01I've always dreamt of this day
00:25:02and I can't believe
00:25:03it's here.
00:25:04Not only am I getting married,
00:25:06which I didn't think
00:25:07would happen,
00:25:07I'm literally marrying
00:25:08a stranger.
00:25:09How are you feeling, Nils?
00:25:11I think one thing
00:25:12I am nervous about,
00:25:13me liking him
00:25:14and him not being into me.
00:25:16I mean,
00:25:17it is obviously
00:25:18a bit terrifying
00:25:19because being treated on
00:25:20by all three
00:25:21of my past partners
00:25:22makes you think
00:25:25that there's something
00:25:26wrong with you.
00:25:27I know what I deserve,
00:25:29I know how I should be treated.
00:25:30I don't think I'm asking
00:25:32for anything extra
00:25:32than just being treated
00:25:33with kindness
00:25:34and like a nice human being.
00:25:36That's how you would
00:25:36treat someone,
00:25:37so you just want it back.
00:25:38No one likes the feeling
00:25:39of getting rejected,
00:25:41but I've just got to
00:25:42trust the process
00:25:43and be open
00:25:44and be vulnerable,
00:25:45be open, be vulnerable,
00:25:46be open, be vulnerable,
00:25:47be open, be vulnerable.
00:25:49It could be amazing.
00:25:50We could really, really
00:25:51just click
00:25:52and really fancy each other.
00:25:55I'm probably the most nervous
00:25:56about a future brother-in-law
00:25:57not finding her
00:25:59as attractive as she'd want.
00:26:01She wants somebody
00:26:01to be really obsessed
00:26:02with her,
00:26:03just be infatuated with her
00:26:04and that would maybe
00:26:06break my heart a little bit
00:26:07if he just wasn't
00:26:07that interested.
00:26:08She's got so much love
00:26:09to give,
00:26:10so to get it back
00:26:11would just be
00:26:11really incredible.
00:26:15I actually can't believe
00:26:16I'm getting married today.
00:26:18I'm going to FaceTime
00:26:18the kids this morning.
00:26:19If I can see their face,
00:26:21it will just calm me down
00:26:21entirely.
00:26:23Hello.
00:26:24Hello, yeah.
00:26:26One of the biggest things
00:26:27I've asked was someone
00:26:27being understanding of that.
00:26:28Kids will always be number one.
00:26:30It is so important to me
00:26:31that they spend
00:26:32a wedding day with me
00:26:34even if they're not here
00:26:34in person.
00:26:35Have you got any advice
00:26:36for Daddy for the wedding?
00:26:38Don't say anything stupid.
00:26:39Don't say anything stupid.
00:26:42All right, well,
00:26:43I'll see you soon.
00:26:44Bye.
00:26:45See you later.
00:26:54I'm in.
00:26:55Hello.
00:26:57Hello.
00:26:57Hi.
00:26:58Oh, my God.
00:26:59Oh, you're handsome.
00:27:02My parents have been married
00:27:03for nearly 40 years,
00:27:05so they're doing something right.
00:27:06I mean, something like that,
00:27:08to me,
00:27:08is what I'm striving for.
00:27:10When I have thought about it,
00:27:11I've thought,
00:27:11like, oh, I hope I like her,
00:27:13I hope she's this,
00:27:13I hope she's that.
00:27:14But the other side,
00:27:14I hope she likes me.
00:27:15Yeah, absolutely.
00:27:16And I hope she's,
00:27:18I hope she's the type of person
00:27:19to show that.
00:27:20Soon find out.
00:27:21Not long.
00:27:22I know.
00:27:28Oh, jeez!
00:27:29Oh, my gosh!
00:27:30What's up?
00:27:32No one deserves to find love
00:27:33more than Grace.
00:27:34She is the kindest,
00:27:36most intelligent woman.
00:27:38But Grace can have
00:27:39quite high walls,
00:27:41and I think it depends
00:27:42how the first meet goes.
00:27:44And, you know,
00:27:45Grace is the kind of person
00:27:46who might bolt
00:27:46at the first smell
00:27:47that something might be
00:27:48a bit fishy.
00:27:49I keep thinking, like,
00:27:50when has it gone too far?
00:27:51Is it now?
00:27:53He's a lucky guy.
00:27:54He's a lucky guy.
00:28:06He's gorgeous.
00:28:07Beautiful, isn't it?
00:28:09Hi.
00:28:10Hello.
00:28:11Hello.
00:28:11Hi.
00:28:14I think he's kind of this.
00:28:18They're gorgeous.
00:28:19I'm at a point in my life
00:28:30where I am looking
00:28:31for that real thing.
00:28:34I'm really nervous.
00:28:35I would be gutted
00:28:36if it didn't work out.
00:28:38There's so much
00:28:39that's gone into it,
00:28:40so I'll give it
00:28:41everything I got.
00:28:42I do hope that this
00:28:44is the first day
00:28:45of something beautiful.
00:28:46Good night.
00:29:00Good night.
00:29:01Good night.
00:29:01Good night.
00:29:03Good night.
00:29:11How's everyone?
00:29:12I can see it.
00:29:28Hello.
00:29:30Hi.
00:29:30Hi.
00:29:32Oh, you're so cute.
00:29:35I love the world.
00:29:42I am worried that, like, I've maybe taken this too far.
00:29:47Like, even for me, I'm starting to think this is a bit too much.
00:29:50Is it?
00:29:51Do you think?
00:29:53Grace, you are going to nail this.
00:29:56Every time I take another step towards, like, the actual wedding,
00:29:59I'm like, oh, God, I'm taking it too far.
00:30:00Too far.
00:30:06I've got tissue.
00:30:12I'm breaking it, really nervous.
00:30:17Sweaty hands.
00:30:18It's like a deer in headlights.
00:30:23Worst case scenario is that she just doesn't like me.
00:30:42I love you now.
00:30:51Oh, Geez.
00:31:05Hi.
00:31:05Are you all right?
00:31:07Hey.
00:31:09How are you?
00:31:10You look amazing.
00:31:11thank you so do you nice to meet you how are you feeling oh you know it's all in a day
00:31:22yeah pretty much the same nice to meet you guys i'm grace by the way ashley
00:31:26actually yeah you're wow i am well give it away the one word that you said
00:31:34all right all right all right anyone ever done this before
00:31:39are you going to get any prompts i'm normally more talkative i'll be honest
00:31:43here you run for your money now get your own out when she's nervous she
00:31:49is like joke after joke after joke after joke i don't necessarily think that's a good thing
00:31:54hopefully it's not too awkward yeah who's everyone dad mum sister that's a great million bucks showing
00:32:02up my life nice to meet you like she's got personality and that's everything i've kind
00:32:14of asked for the attraction is there i'm a happy man 100 i fancy her wow you look amazing thank you so do you
00:32:22i wouldn't say he's my type
00:32:35i'm feeling no instant spark
00:32:39we're gathered here on this beautiful day to witness the union of grace and ashley who have
00:32:54decided to take a chance on love grace your flowers there once were two strangers at the altar they'd tried
00:33:06normal dating their souls simply weren't mating so they married and their fates they did alter
00:33:13they vowed to have a great experience they hoped love would make an appearance they had great respect
00:33:21for what the experiment expects and in hard times they promised perseverance
00:33:27to hell with convention rules were made to be bent let's make time together time well spent
00:33:33you're fast actually today i stand here not just to make a promise but to begin a journey
00:33:42with someone who is in so many ways still a mystery to me yeah in this moment i'm certain of one thing
00:33:49i choose you and i choose us wherever this past may take us i vow to be loyal to you to honor you and to
00:33:54show up every day for this commitment we're making together i promise to be a wrong one like i don't
00:33:59know your biggest fan when life feels light maybe i did hope that would be more of an initial spark
00:34:05maybe i just hoped it would be there and more you can show me that you are truly all in
00:34:10and take this leap with me i promise to try and give you the world and more
00:34:14to dream with you to build with you and to never stop enjoying the memories we'll create
00:34:17one day at a time with this ring i join my life with yours
00:34:31so grace and ashley would you now like to celebrate your union with your very first kiss
00:34:47i can offer a cheek
00:35:02well done experts is all i can say i think they've done amazing
00:35:07grinning like a cheshire cat
00:35:10it gives me great pleasure to present to you our wonderful happy couple grace and ashley
00:35:17i'm just i like the fact that she didn't want to kiss straight away that shows she's got morals
00:35:27i respect that quite a lot now it's just to find out if i'm what she's asked for
00:35:32i'm not really sure why i've i'm being quite as wobbly as i am right now i can't
00:35:50put my finger on it honestly i just don't know how i feel
00:35:54i don't want to do this sorry what's that was upsetting you
00:36:10it's absolutely fine it's just like a man i don't know what to say it's a lot yeah
00:36:18i'm sorry i think i'm just in like a negative headspace about it
00:36:28sorry
00:36:31i don't want to do it sorry just i can't
00:36:45i don't want to do it
00:36:59this is amazing
00:37:00We have hearts! We have hearts!
00:37:06This is adorable!
00:37:08Come on! Stop it!
00:37:10We are Indiana Jones!
00:37:13The fact that I'm on honeymoon right now with my husband is insane.
00:37:17In the car, we look great, you know.
00:37:19But I'm finding Keir's energy a lot.
00:37:22He's very loud.
00:37:25He's 110 at all times.
00:37:27This is amazing! Come on!
00:37:29Do you treat it like this every day?
00:37:31I'm not going back to normal life. This is how we live.
00:37:33Yeah, that's it!
00:37:34This is it!
00:37:35So I just want to get to know him.
00:37:38I want us to have that deep, meaningful conversation about everything.
00:37:44We're going to have the best time!
00:37:46We are!
00:37:47Running to swing and to singing! Work it. Work it. Work it. Work it. Work it. Work it. Work it!
00:38:03Me and Dean are big energy. You know, there's no denying that.
00:38:05There's no denying that.
00:38:07The thing that's grating on me at the minute
00:38:08is Dean does keep randomly outbursting into raps or songs.
00:38:19When I saw you in that dress today,
00:38:21you did more than take my breath away.
00:38:23On their wedding day, an impromptu rap from Dean...
00:38:26When I say wed, you say Dean.
00:38:28Wed!
00:38:29Dean!
00:38:29Wed!
00:38:30He is just over the top.
00:38:32That's put me right off.
00:38:35Followed by a self-penned serenade at the top table...
00:38:38We'll build a life together, you and me.
00:38:43...sowed serious seeds of doubt in his new wife's mind.
00:38:47I'm not an over-romantic person at all,
00:38:50and anything over the top does put me off.
00:38:56Got girl Sarah right next to me in Maldives, living life.
00:38:59Spice Marguerite all the time.
00:39:01Zumba, maybe we'll find out.
00:39:02Read her book, it's gonna be so likely.
00:39:04So damn good.
00:39:05Gonna get some wood.
00:39:06It's still quite a lot for me.
00:39:08Swiss it, Swiss it, Swiss it.
00:39:10Oh, dear!
00:39:18Ready for some Pilates.
00:39:19Ready for some Pilates.
00:39:21Here we go.
00:39:23Right, get your legs up.
00:39:23Legs akimbo.
00:39:24Oh my God.
00:39:26Oh, I like it.
00:39:27I feel very vulnerable.
00:39:29I guess this is like, is this a girl's view quite a lot of the time?
00:39:34Okay, well, we do the next move.
00:39:35Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:39:36I was coming out with the innuendos, you know.
00:39:39Nice one, Dean.
00:39:40Yeah.
00:39:41It's all about the heaps.
00:39:49And then you just pull back, and then thrust in.
00:39:53That's literally what it is, though, isn't it?
00:40:00My sexual chakra, no, it's not been opened up just yet.
00:40:02It's still there.
00:40:03It's still ready.
00:40:04It's burning away, but it's not opened up just yet.
00:40:06Take a seat.
00:40:10Let's take a seat.
00:40:11Take some heat off these feet.
00:40:13You love turning things into wraps.
00:40:14Oh, I love wrapping.
00:40:17I'm looking forward to getting to know Sarah on a deeper level,
00:40:19because at the moment we're laughing all the time,
00:40:20and the energy's amazing.
00:40:24She will fall for me.
00:40:26Don't worry, trust me, it will happen.
00:40:27I've been here before.
00:40:28We're good.
00:40:31So how long have you been single for, then?
00:40:33About 18 months, coming up to two years.
00:40:35Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:40:35What about yourself?
00:40:35Yeah, but I'm over two years now.
00:40:38My typical type is a bit of an asshole,
00:40:40which I've always usually gone for.
00:40:43Very toxic and manipulative.
00:40:45Nice guys, trust me, nice guys are the way to go.
00:40:49I know she wants a nice guy,
00:40:50but I still don't know if I'm the nice guy she wants.
00:40:52Hopefully she can see there's, like, more to me
00:40:55than just probably what met the eye to begin with.
00:40:58I didn't actually start dating until I was, like, 22.
00:41:00Oh, really?
00:41:00So I didn't, like, do anything until I was 22.
00:41:02I was like, oh, I need to kind of jump into this.
00:41:04Like, I need to get a girlfriend.
00:41:05I don't want to diverge in.
00:41:07You know, like, you know, those type of things, though.
00:41:08You're like, I don't want that to be me.
00:41:10I did go through a phase where I lost about, like, 10 stones.
00:41:12Did you?
00:41:13Like, yeah, I lost, like, loads of weight.
00:41:14I'd wear, like, fake tan.
00:41:16I'd have guyliner on.
00:41:16Did you wear fake tan?
00:41:17Yeah, fake tan.
00:41:18You were a guyliner?
00:41:19I was a completely different person.
00:41:20Did you?
00:41:21I wasn't the nicest to girls.
00:41:22I would, like, not reply sometimes.
00:41:24And I just wasn't someone my nan would be proud of, innit?
00:41:26I was like, I'm not myself.
00:41:27I was like, I just want to be myself.
00:41:28I've always been bigger.
00:41:29And when you're confident and fat, it's cute, you know?
00:41:31It's funny, it's nice.
00:41:32But then when you're confident and, like...
00:41:34A good-looking guy, yeah, yeah.
00:41:36I'm still good-looking.
00:41:37No, no, no, no, no.
00:41:38I didn't mean that, I didn't mean that.
00:41:40I know you don't mean that.
00:41:42Sorry.
00:41:45It was really nice of Dean to open up about him losing the weight
00:41:49and also how that changed him as a person,
00:41:51which I was quite surprised at.
00:41:53Turned into basically a bit of an asshole.
00:41:55I was shocked, you know?
00:41:57I did not expect that at all.
00:41:58It would be really weird to see Dean as a bad boy.
00:42:04Yeah, definitely.
00:42:05I just can't imagine it at all.
00:42:07Oh, wow.
00:42:30Oh, my God.
00:42:31Oh, looking real.
00:42:33Look at you.
00:42:34Oh, mom, come here.
00:42:36Oh, dad, you're going to make me cry.
00:42:38She cried.
00:42:41I've always wanted to see her in a wedding dress.
00:42:45She looks absolutely stunning.
00:42:48She's so gorgeous, my little baby.
00:42:52You're absolutely beautiful.
00:42:55Thanks, dad.
00:42:56You make me proud.
00:42:57Yes, it does.
00:42:57Yeah, we are very proud.
00:42:58Yeah.
00:42:59I'm going to be coming down the aisle in the dolly.
00:43:03When they put it down, can you get me out of it and take me to my husband?
00:43:07That would be the proudest moment of my life, dad.
00:43:09Oh!
00:43:12I mean, it's like giving away my heart.
00:43:14It means the world to me that my dad's going to be able to, like, give me away.
00:43:20I'm such a lucky girl to have family like that.
00:43:22I'm sure he's going to love it.
00:43:24Nice.
00:43:24I know.
00:43:24I hope so.
00:43:25I just don't know how he's going to react.
00:43:27It's not the normal.
00:43:28That's okay.
00:43:28How do you want him to react?
00:43:30I want him to be obsessed with me.
00:43:33He might be a little bit shocked because it's very different.
00:43:36Yeah, which is fine because it's so probably not what he's expecting and not what he's been
00:43:39envisioning for however long.
00:43:41Yeah, like, I just hope he doesn't think I'm some sort of diva coming down.
00:43:46I'm so terrified of him being like, yeah, I'm not really that into her.
00:43:51No one wants to face rejection.
00:43:53And if he isn't completely showing that he's obsessed with me, you'll be thinking, but
00:43:56why?
00:43:57I've been up since five o'clock getting ready for you, babe.
00:44:01Yeah, Steve, I think you're struggling without a tie.
00:44:03You might need a bit of help.
00:44:04I'm going back to old school ways, aren't I?
00:44:07With everything that he's gone through in life to where we are now, Stephen's ready for
00:44:11this.
00:44:11He fully deserves it.
00:44:13Having watched us get married, have children, have a settled life, Stephen wants that the
00:44:18same as we've had it.
00:44:19So how do you feel about the kid scenario?
00:44:21Do you feel you're going to let another out straight away or sort of delay it a little bit?
00:44:25It's a tough one.
00:44:26That's been rattling through my mind.
00:44:28I don't think I'll say it at the altar straight away going, oh, by the way, I've got kids.
00:44:31Because I think that will just scare her at first.
00:44:35Kids are the kids.
00:44:35They're always going to be there.
00:44:37You know, without saying in mood, she's got to respect that.
00:44:40I think it'll be tough to tell her that I've got kids today.
00:44:42I think if it comes up, then absolutely I will.
00:44:47When there's a right moment in time.
00:44:59We're the brothers, two brothers.
00:45:00Is your brother good looking as you guys?
00:45:04Nearly at my level, just a little bit below us.
00:45:06It's important that my future wife can accept my children.
00:45:16Because my children are my entire world.
00:45:19They're my be all and end all.
00:45:22So it's massively important to me.
00:45:30Remember Sevilla?
00:45:31I need my specs to see you properly.
00:45:48Sorry, it's to tease him out blind, y'all.
00:45:52He's tall, very confident.
00:45:55I think he is Nelly's, like, cup of tea.
00:45:57I think he probably is, yeah, definitely, 100%.
00:45:59Today is the biggest day of my life.
00:46:08I've given up a lot to be here,
00:46:10and I'm just really, really hoping that this is it.
00:46:13And this is the one.
00:46:24If he doesn't react well to my entrance, I'd be devastated.
00:46:29It would ruin the magic of it all.
00:46:33This whole shebang, me in the red.
00:46:36Is he going to think I'm some diva and some princess?
00:46:41I'm putting my heart on the line,
00:46:42and I just really, really hope it doesn't get squished to little pieces,
00:46:47because I don't know how I'm going to come back from it if it does.
00:46:49And I'll see you next time.
00:47:03Oh, wow.
00:47:33Amazing.
00:47:34Hi.
00:47:35You all right?
00:47:36Nervous?
00:47:37Nice to meet you.
00:47:38Nice to meet you.
00:47:39Don't be nervous at all.
00:47:40Thank you, sir.
00:47:42What an entrance.
00:47:44What an entrance that is.
00:47:46I'm glad you liked it.
00:47:48I think from first initial attraction and the little cheeky smile she gave, it was definitely
00:47:53something I'm like, yeah, I'm feeling this.
00:47:55She accepts what you're standing in the red dress.
00:47:57Yeah, definitely.
00:47:58Ticks a lot of boxes.
00:48:00My neck has to go back to look at him.
00:48:04Tick, tick, tick.
00:48:07It's very traditional.
00:48:11Yeah, I'm not very, I'm not normally very traditional but, oh, fuck it.
00:48:17He just doesn't seem intimidated by anything in the slightest.
00:48:20He's just taken it all in his stride and I think that's really admirable.
00:48:23I feel like I need to keep my call because I don't want him to think I'm a giddy schoolgirl
00:48:26girl because I'm not.
00:48:31With our friends and family both here witnessing us meet for the very first time, I couldn't
00:48:35be more excited to meet a beautiful stranger and share an adventure that we'll only need
00:48:38to do once in our lifetimes.
00:48:40Today, we have taken a risk, but sometimes without risk, there is no reward.
00:48:46And standing here today in front of me, all I see is a reward.
00:48:51Let's embrace this journey fully.
00:48:53Let's be a team and conquer anything that comes our way.
00:48:56Here's to us.
00:49:01I stand here today hoping to find someone who will see and love me for who I truly am.
00:49:06Strong, independent, but also deeply ready to share my life with the right person.
00:49:10I'm far from perfect, but I'm willing to be vulnerable, to put my heart on the line
00:49:15and give my all to this process.
00:49:17Now, before we go any further, let's address the fact that I'm wearing red today.
00:49:22And no, it's not because I'm a walking red flag.
00:49:25Although, a red dress does come with a little extra sass, doesn't it?
00:49:28Love it.
00:49:29And if you're the one, I promise to bring all my love and commitment to our journey.
00:49:33I can't wait to see what this process brings to us both.
00:49:35It's absolutely blowing mine out of water there, isn't it?
00:49:38It's good, isn't it?
00:49:39That's unbelievable.
00:49:41Unbelievable.
00:49:42I'm going to pop this round to you.
00:49:43Sorry, I'm tall.
00:49:44No, that's okay.
00:49:45I'm not complaining.
00:49:46No.
00:49:47That's not a complaint for me.
00:49:48Are you sure?
00:49:49Yeah.
00:49:51Don't mess the hell with you.
00:49:54With this ring, I promise to stand beside you, to grow with you, and to see where this
00:50:00adventure takes us.
00:50:05With this ring, I promise to stand beside you, to grow with you, and see where this adventure
00:50:11takes us.
00:50:12You may seal this moment with a kiss, if you wish.
00:50:17Go for it.
00:50:18Sorry, Dad.
00:50:19100% thanks, yeah.
00:50:32Absolutely stunning.
00:50:33His confidence is really, really sexy.
00:50:36He's just kind of gone with the flow and just doesn't seem intimidated at all.
00:50:40And, yes, I do fancy him.
00:50:43Let's move on.
00:50:45Sorry.
00:50:46Sorry.
00:50:47Sorry.
00:50:48I just don't want to get upset.
00:50:49I just don't want to get upset.
00:50:50I just don't want to get upset.
00:50:51I just don't want to get upset.
00:50:52I just don't want to get upset.
00:50:53I just don't want to get upset.
00:50:54I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:00I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:01I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:02I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:07I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:08I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:14I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:21I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:22I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:23I just don't want to get upset.
00:51:28this waiting round bit is intense there it is a bit awkward but i'm just i'm really looking forward
00:51:36to just getting to know her if you um come a little bit close maybe just hold hands
00:51:56anything you want to know what do you do um i'm a manager of an offshore marine construction
00:52:07company so i build ships and rigs oh nice it's not as exciting as it sounds it was um it was a ship
00:52:14in scotland that the royal battalion owned and i turned it into i'm feeling overwhelmed
00:52:18and trying not to focus on any negatives what is it you do um i'm a midwife okay
00:52:26smile i thought i was smiling that already has got my back up and if you're comfortable would
00:52:40you like to have a little kiss maybe i was literally just about to say i wouldn't be the
00:52:44most pda person i wouldn't be one for her what about a cheek we can do a cheek if you're okay
00:52:50with that yeah it's so awkward there it's fine maybe like that's not is that fine okay
00:52:57so you're not you're not pda kind of in life i'm like the opposite okay
00:53:04not being pda that's a little bit disappointing it feels a little bit of a knockback because
00:53:10i like someone who is kind of affectionate standing a bit closer together
00:53:16i'm feeling so awkward so uncomfortable so much pressure and finding flaws just panicking like
00:53:26a reason to bolt just frustrated that i feel negative when i really wanted to force like to feel
00:53:35positive i don't i honestly i don't know
00:53:41it's probably in a while i feel like david attenborough it's day two of honeymoons and whilst david and
00:54:10kia head off on safari what's the collective noun for zebras it's called a dazzle of zebras
00:54:17gay yeah in the maldives sarah and dean are having pre-dinner drinks
00:54:25i think it's been such a good day today like i've really enjoyed it and you know because it's been
00:54:29an intense few days and like yeah 100 i was like there's no one i'd rather have like been married
00:54:33to you know like it's genuinely been so nice like just like straight off the bat like we're in the most
00:54:38romantic place in the world yeah yeah
00:54:45so is there anything about me that is annoying you
00:54:49at the moment there's genuinely nothing majorly and you do look nice so yeah
00:54:57being in the maldives right now with dean we are getting along really well i just can't get past that
00:55:02attraction that i don't have towards him
00:55:05shake shake shake
00:55:07and the outbursts of song and rapping really beginning to grate on me so i just want to address
00:55:14that but i don't know how he's going to take it
00:55:16so is there anything that's kind of annoying you
00:55:21um
00:55:24yeah
00:55:30i think it probably would be
00:55:33the occasional outbursts of like songs and raps
00:55:40i do do that
00:55:45do you think it's a nervous thing or no
00:55:47how i'm probably i guess i'm never i'm always a happy person in general usually
00:55:52and whenever i've got sadness out i write songs in it that's how i get my sadness out
00:55:56and like if i'm feeling a certain way if you listen to the song i'm singing
00:55:59it will usually tell you how i'm feeling but without saying it
00:56:02sarah bringing up the rapping and the singing being a bit annoying
00:56:06it's not the first person to bring it up
00:56:08and i wouldn't have been the last so she's
00:56:10not trying to change me she's just trying to
00:56:12not make me irritate her
00:56:14so if you were sad you would just start
00:56:16i'd be like yeah like well i'd sing all by myself or something
00:56:18you know but you wouldn't realise and no one would realise but that
00:56:20kind of gets the emotion like out of me
00:56:22the biggest thing i'm taking away from tonight is learning
00:56:26to be open and honest and talk about whatever's bothering us
00:56:29and hopefully that should move us along as a couple
00:56:31maybe now that we're married you could tell me your emotion rather than singing it
00:56:37i've never done it
00:56:40so i don't know like i genuinely don't know because i've never done it
00:56:44you could try
00:56:46right dean let's practice right now okay okay ready right so tell me how you're feeling right now
00:56:53yeah happy
00:56:54see
00:56:55see hallelujah
00:56:58no no i don't do that no i think maybe you are right and i'll take it on board and i'll
00:57:04compromise because yeah that's the whole reason we're here all i can do is try
00:57:07i was really nervous telling dean how i felt about outbursting into raps or songs and that it was
00:57:17beginning to irritate me i think i've made it quite clear now so yeah fingers crossed
00:57:24yeah
00:57:30yeah
00:57:32yeah
00:57:34yeah
00:57:38a lot of these animals they rely heavily on their sense of hearing so it's very important to
00:57:51restrain ourselves from shouting and screaming too loud
00:57:53yeah
00:57:54wait no
00:57:55i swear i'm gonna die
00:57:59this is amazing the bush is absolutely wild
00:58:05there's a lion there's a lion there's a lion
00:58:14that's amazing
00:58:16i just want to stir them
00:58:18all i want to do is scream and point and touch everything and i can do none of those things
00:58:26hello
00:58:28there is an elephant also walking right towards us there is a lion there in life
00:58:35there is an elephant there consciences
00:58:39i've met my husband he's a lot he's only 110 and 90 percent of the time
00:58:44back
00:58:46shhhh
00:58:47i'm far enough away and i'm whispering
00:58:49i keep having to like cover his mouth while telling him
00:58:52kia
00:58:53and be quiet
00:58:55cheers
00:58:56this is so lovely
00:58:58mmm
00:59:01mmm
00:59:02feeling like i'm like i'm on honeymoon it's fabulous no it's great isn't it
00:59:06mm-hmm it's great day out honestly not screaming has been the most difficult thing
00:59:15we know we have that like really cute connection that we do have we have no problems like kissing
00:59:21like being physical with each other but we are trying kind of waiting for intimacy how do you
00:59:27feel about it i think waiting for that step i i'm completely on board with and i think
00:59:33it's just it's just building the tension it's just gonna be better when we get there
00:59:37what do you want do you want to see a rhino's horn is it the horn you're excited about
00:59:46he uses comedy just to deflect out of a very deep conversation i want to get to know him a bit more
00:59:52i want to i want to know how he's feeling on their wedding day he will open up to you yeah i'm not
00:59:58gonna hurt him but it will take time kia's mum gave david an insight into his new husband's character
01:00:04he spent his whole life thinking that he has to perform for everyone because that's what they
01:00:09expect oh kia's a good laugh you know kia's the life of the party do you find talking about
01:00:17this type of stuff hard that's why you defect to like comedy yeah i think talking about no sure
01:00:23i don't find talking about sex hard um it's just is it the first mechanism you do that yeah 100
01:00:31if i feel slightly uncomfortable or things are getting a little bit too serious i make a light
01:00:36hard joke yeah you deflect yeah don't know how i feel about that i think we're gonna have to work on
01:00:44that a little bit we'll work on that yeah if i am like being vulnerable and like talking and stuff
01:00:49like that i want you to like be on the same level that's all yeah not everything has to be an
01:00:56invent or a joke i just don't need it to be all the time i need deeper i just need deeper
01:01:14how are you uh what's you know how are you doing um yeah yeah yeah i mean obviously not much to go
01:01:30off but right how did it all go on your side i think i mean i'm really happy
01:01:37were you kind of was i what you asked for or yeah yeah yeah i think so well it's what did you ask for
01:01:43days i asked for someone like charismatic i'm respectful actually yeah i was quite big on myself
01:01:50yeah my father's very old school old school in what way i was raised like
01:01:57men are the breadwinners so i was kind of raised that way
01:02:00why is it that you feel the man has to be the breadwinner out of interest
01:02:12like old school morals basically yeah
01:02:19here we go it's 2025 ashley men don't have to be a money maker and the woman stays home
01:02:30and the woman stays home
01:02:40steven do you want to put your hand around your wife
01:02:43don't be scared i'm never scared there you go lovely and just look this way
01:02:48how old are you 34. are you yeah you look younger i'll stop it now you're just playing with me
01:02:53in your dreams well hopefully yeah i mean yeah i know sorry if you didn't i know your teeth are nice
01:03:00yes they uh they got done composites yeah i'm a dentist which is why i clocked the teeth
01:03:07yeah they look good thank you so you're yours
01:03:10thanks and i've got to say the red dress thank you great
01:03:14do you like a sassy sister that's a girl yeah that's a girl i like someone who's going to give
01:03:19me a little bit to get it back okay perfect so yeah you're all for that absolutely i didn't really
01:03:25get to see your family i think i was just really nervous so my brother my sister was there all three
01:03:29older brothers oh wow are you yeah i've got one sister just above me so there's five of you
01:03:35i love a big busy house it's crazy yeah all the niece and nephews and stuff as well it's amazing
01:03:41though isn't it are you close to them your niece and nephews are they like your world yeah
01:03:51it is nerve-wracking telling anyone especially who i've just met now i've got kids it doesn't feel
01:03:57like the right time to be telling nellie just yet i've just met the girl
01:03:59yeah i feel like just nothing really phases him which is great i'm excited let's get the party
01:04:09started i can't wait
01:04:19so grace this is my dad nice to meet you ashley nice to meet you yeah yeah sorry have a seat
01:04:26i'll pull up we've got so many questions yeah fire away fire away is she is she everything that
01:04:32you were hoping yeah yeah yeah i think other than like the affection bit but then something like that
01:04:38i wouldn't expect are you not really like making out straight away if anything uh at the ceremony
01:04:45her not letting me kiss her yeah um gained massive respect for her as well like she's a lady
01:04:51like i was brought up with old school morals so i kind of feel like it's the man's job to turn the
01:04:56woman around if that makes sense yeah it's a nice job to turn the woman around like to make the effort
01:05:02yeah i was like yeah i say grace is big on kind of partnership and equal power dynamics and everyone
01:05:08pulling their weight yeah i think that's really important to her right yeah 100 percent
01:05:15hannah's a bit of a gorilla though isn't she not a gorilla a gorilla as in like she grilled me
01:05:21it's nice though that she feels that passionate about her friend and and who i am and who what's
01:05:28been picked for her would you describe yourself as a feminist 100 no
01:05:41grace is all about women's rights and empowering women i wouldn't say not 100 no that's the wrong thing
01:05:46to say i would say i would say i do have old school and i i was raised that the man was the breadwinner
01:05:51and things like that a man that isn't a feminist probably isn't a person for grace
01:05:58i do have old school and i i was raised that the man was the breadwinner and things like that
01:06:18a man that isn't a feminist probably isn't a person for grace
01:06:29i'm not looking for like a washer woman i am an old school gent so i will always treat her
01:06:34with the utmost respect i don't think being an old school gent goes head to head with being
01:06:39a person that believes in equal partnership and equal power but i would never see myself as
01:06:45anything other than equal to her i think it is a partnership in which case i will describe
01:06:51you as a feminist so that's good everyone's learning today and that's amazing yes i'm a feminist
01:07:00like i'm i'm not going to go around burning my bra and i do you know what i mean and that's what i
01:07:03thought a feminist was
01:07:07my advice would be she wants to know you respect her and she wants to like you as a person
01:07:13when i explained to him what a feminist is he came right around to it it turns out that he
01:07:18just didn't understand the question and he said he's just quite respectful of women
01:07:22and he wants someone to feel cared for and i think grace can really warm to that
01:07:25my husband oh god it feels so weird saying that is being really actually really attentive just
01:07:43like i wanted like he's making sure he pulls out the chair for me like it's great
01:07:48when he turned around and you saw his face his smile gave it away instantly he's honestly like
01:07:55her ideal person he's also one who's going to have a good time and like take a sense of humour and
01:07:59like the teeth yeah okay all the gossip fantastic thank you detectives
01:08:08um does stephen have any children
01:08:10so i had a man sorry oh sorry
01:08:17hot steven has two children
01:08:24kind of hoping it wouldn't come up
01:08:26not for anything we just we'd rather him yeah no i get that
01:08:35so have you all got kids then
01:08:38um um
01:08:41i've got two boys oh lovely peter's got two boys and a girl yeah paul's got two boys uh jordan hasn't
01:08:49so yeah we are a big extended family as well as well as the five of us already yeah
01:08:57his family remind me of my family and i think that's what makes me feel
01:09:01a lot more comfortable and more safe see you in a bit bye and i think well you've got such a great
01:09:06family so surely you must be such like a great guy
01:09:08you've got like nieces and nephews i've not asked if he's got any kids yet actually but he's not
01:09:36mentioned it
01:09:43i think it's difficult because you can't just be like oh we know that he's got like children
01:09:49i think it's something he should say to her it's going to be kind of awkward but you know you just
01:09:53need to tell her i think i think you might have to just drop it yeah it's just like you're trying
01:09:59to work out to a natural conversation
01:10:12desperate to speak to you as soon as she kind of entered and she was like pop it was like that's
01:10:19what i asked for my personality wise that's what i asked for she is a lady yeah lovely yeah you take
01:10:24them up and represent okay so
01:10:30full disclosure i had like a huge wobble oh god yeah i think maybe i was more reliant on like an
01:10:38initials look i think i just was a bit like yeah just such a massive build up yeah and like a
01:10:44photography i was trying not to cry it was like a smile and i was like oh you know like a man just
01:10:53you to smile it's just that a fundamental thing that like women oh don't want i get that and like
01:10:58the breadwinner thing when he's like i am traditional i like to be the breadwinner and i'm like
01:11:05he did say when we were sitting over there i said would you describe yourself as a feminist
01:11:10because i know that's super important yeah yeah full start and he said no
01:11:17but then when i said why don't you believe you bring about equality and that you're going to have
01:11:23like an equal partnership with someone and he said yeah and so we and so we said yeah okay so you said
01:11:28yeah so you learned okay i said you've learned something today you're a feminist and he said okay
01:11:32yeah okay but then it's that like teaching thing isn't it it's like oh god i'm gonna have to bring
01:11:36you up to speed with like really basic issues the thing is though great yeah when he said i'm gonna
01:11:41be the breadwinner and all that stuff yeah although it made us all go a bit like this can be nuanced
01:11:48a little bit and although yeah and i initially recoil he is really lovely
01:11:53yeah this is really over yeah can i tuck you into my arms i just thought i wanted it to be
01:12:03really easy i just thought it's really easy it's not it's not easy today has been so much i'm
01:12:09gonna give you a big hug no you don't like to i'm sorry
01:12:12this is a hard thing to do you've had a really emotional big day oh god
01:12:42it's just like you see not hot you can't make me blush no stop during the safari david mentioned
01:13:00that i deflect and use humor cheers cheers i haven't been open and vulnerable with david
01:13:09to explain to him why i do that i want to share with him that side to give him context as to why
01:13:14i sometimes use humor to deflect
01:13:23so um let me just sorry let me just uh preface with this with i will probably make uh i'm gonna try
01:13:31not to make inappropriate jokes um or to deflect but um i my mom comes from a military background
01:13:38we're a military family and that's kind of just how we deal with our trauma we make jokes and like
01:13:44and make light-hearted because it's better to make people laugh um and to just kind of get through it
01:13:50but yeah so my my brother was um very disabled he had a cerebral palsy um so when he was born he was
01:14:02only meant to live until he was one um thankfully he lived until he was nine just turning ten um
01:14:10obviously it was a there was a lot to deal with and it was the same time as my parents were getting
01:14:14divorced as well so we were losing our family home and having to move um so i guess the reason why
01:14:21is there many situations i deflect because it was a coping mechanism that i always had to
01:14:26get me through a really difficult period where we obviously lost my brother and uh well the family as we
01:14:38know um yeah it sorry um and it's really hard for me to open up and be vulnerable because my natural
01:14:56instinct is to make light and make a joke to make people smile and to make people laugh because sometimes
01:15:03that is easier now i understand i understand but i'm trying i'm trying i know you are and i'm really
01:15:15proud of you i knew there was something more that he just needed time to feel comfortable to open up to me
01:15:34this definitely uh deepen our emotional connection together and i already like that i definitely like
01:15:41him more now this is what i want to see i want to see that because you have a beautiful heart
01:15:48you have a beautiful heart and i wanted to see that
01:16:03have you enjoyed today hmm yeah it was really fun right i like yeah yeah sarah's mentioned the rap
01:16:13singing being a bit annoying and it's um something that i'll definitely take on board tonight hoping to
01:16:17just continue to get to know each other more and more hopefully progress in our relationship and
01:16:22uh step by step get to that marriage that i think we've both dreamed of so how are you finding
01:16:27everything how are you finding married life still a bit surreal to be honest do you think the same
01:16:34it's such a whirlwind isn't it but i feel like we're getting to know each other like loads and loads
01:16:38but it just yeah it does feel yeah it feels good it feels comfortable i think i'm still
01:16:43like i'm obviously wanting to work on it and try and see what happens but yeah i'm very much like
01:16:47i don't want to put pressure on it i don't want to start a rush anything i just want to
01:16:52take each day as it comes and just yeah just see what happens i myself i'm a little bit of a slow
01:16:57burner i like to kind of get to know a person and like kind of see how it goes then what are you
01:17:01like usually um i think it just depends because i usually would move quite quickly
01:17:10usually when i have gone with like previous partners it's probably that been that attraction that
01:17:15i've then been drawn to them and then it's moved quickly that's the only sort of thing that i would
01:17:20say you know it maybe would be usually quicker quicker but it's just because it's not got that initial spark
01:17:30just for me at the moment it's still friend zone
01:17:37if i feel that spark i'm all in
01:17:39i was kind of thinking that i would like you know marrying someone and being like okay like this
01:17:53is it i've got my person he's going to be here with me 24 7 and i'm like no that's not what i want
01:17:57so you know i think it's yeah so what was your like first initial reaction what you thought when
01:18:04like obviously i turned around and you was walking down um you know you weren't sort of looks wise what
01:18:14i was expecting so i think initially i was a bit like okay um have you ever been with anyone big
01:18:22or anything i push your usual type and stuff like that have i been with anyone who's like bigger like
01:18:26that yeah no i have to admit that no no if you hear that you're not someone's type that has left
01:18:35me feeling deflated all of a sudden you're not going to put yourself out there as much because
01:18:39you don't want to get hurt like you don't want to be rejected have you ever been friends with somebody
01:18:44that's turned into a romantic relationship
01:18:46no it's hard to hear and i'm starting to feel rejected like no one wants to be rejected and it
01:18:57does feel like like you're just friends
01:19:01i genuinely don't know how i'm going to get past the fact that there isn't the attraction there isn't
01:19:07the spark you know it's not friend at first sight i want to meet the love of my life
01:19:16i have to be honest i just envisioned something completely different
01:19:31it's lovely yes honestly i met you and i thought why has he put me straight at ease it's freaking me
01:19:50yeah you've made me just feel really really comfortable and i just want you to know that
01:19:56you can always be honest with me so obviously we're both family orientated yeah what i need
01:20:03to tell you i wanted to bring it up sooner i need to find the right moment be alone time
01:20:11away from sort of families me and you so i'm a dad
01:20:21got two kids i'm glad that you could share that with me
01:20:28obviously they are sort of my world kind of thing
01:20:31so how are you feeling now
01:20:39i'm chill about it that that's a weight of my shoulders yeah you go into the process you know
01:20:46how's she going to take that i've got kids like yeah you know having the conversation of being open and
01:20:51honest
01:20:52i don't know why but if i find myself like liking someone i have the tendency to
01:21:01i'm so afraid of getting hurt again that i'll put my walls straight up and i'll start self-sabotaging
01:21:06although i'm really really trying to be aware of it because i don't want to put my walls up and i
01:21:12want to be able to explore a connection because that's literally why we're here right yeah we've
01:21:17all got past relationship trauma yeah that's what makes us who we are today right so yes so maybe
01:21:22we just actually just really need to be honest with each other and just have each other's back
01:21:25and yeah just pick each other up that's the thing i think you promise i think you promised
01:21:34this is the first time that i've opened up to somebody this even makes me feel really comfortable
01:21:40and safe so i think so far i'm much made in heaven
01:21:47i cannot believe we got married today something i've always dreamed of i think the days exceeded
01:21:55expectations i feel very excited about nilly and i's journey ahead
01:22:02i've always drunk to this day and i just feel like i might have been matched with someone who
01:22:07actually will just like me for me and i don't have to pretend to be who i'm not like it takes a lot to
01:22:17open up to somebody and i really just want to i want to give it my all god this is i said i wouldn't
01:22:33do this and it's day one oh god
01:22:39i think i'm ready to receive and give love if that's on the cards
01:22:54next time right now he's not putting a foot wrong nelly and stephen go from strength to strength
01:23:00exactly what i wanted from a honeymoon while ashley's comments continue to trouble grace
01:23:04because i don't want a tomboy barbie like what oh every now and then he just says something and i
01:23:10think like do you know how that sounds sarah's forthright take on how to ignite a spark with dean
01:23:16get some tattoos and lose some weight combined with demands for honesty would it be any different if
01:23:22i wasn't as big um further test the couple's marriage probably
01:23:27and as two more brave singles i'm scared but i'm definitely ready and to the experiment
01:23:38one of the brides has serious second thoughts should we do a cheek i don't know if she fancies me you
01:23:43know fuck i might end the psych shit
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