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00:00Previously on my big fat fabulous life. I'm going to pursue artificial insemination three two one
00:12Not there are so many different ways to go about it and you have
00:16Some feel like I have more time and I don't feel like I have any other ways
00:21Unfortunately, I'm still single still not pregnant. Yeah, it's just back to the drawing board
00:26So this is how I feel we take a girl's trip we go to Boston first should go up to see Boston ballet
00:33Okay, and we drive over to say okay, we do some witch
00:37Hail, yeah, Salem is known as like which city. I mean it has all of the stuff that I'm into
00:43We are right next to Salem. We could also be your tour guide
00:47I started listening to this podcast called two girls one ghost. It's hosted by Sabrina and Corinne take me to hell
00:56Ha ha ha
01:14Got all my stuff Goosey girl
01:18Keys
01:19Goosey girl can't come. It's girls trip
01:22Jessica and Ashley and I are flying up to Massachusetts, Boston and Salem specifically
01:28Come on. I'm gonna put you upstairs with your daddy. Angie will be meeting us a little bit later
01:33And I am so excited like this girl's trip could not have come soon enough
01:39Todd
01:41Call oh take this dog. You see
01:44Okay, go see daddy. Oh my god. She wants to go
01:48As soon as Debbie and Ruth from Pineapple Studios in London encouraged me to visit the Boston ballet
01:54I started like my wheels turning planning this trip not to break your heart
02:00Bye girl. Oh my god. I can't take it
02:04I've actually never attended a ballet in my life if you can believe it
02:08But I think I'm even more excited for my trip to Salem and spooky witchy
02:13paranormal stuff
02:15We're about to be witches bitches
02:22Well, Jessica and I have changed our seats like 42 times
02:27We are right behind each other though. Yes, we are and nicely right behind everyone
02:31I'm gonna kick the back of her seat the whole time. I probably won't notice because we visited the bar on the way in we did Boston
02:38Here we come
02:45This is our first night out in Boston and we are just sophisticated ladies
03:15I love this
03:17It's a lot of hustle and bustle a lot more bustle than Greensboro. That's for sure and the temperature is just
03:24Freezing cool enough
03:26I'm excited to meet Angie. I feel like I'll recognize her immediately because from the pictures
03:31She looks exactly like my god. I know she's gonna meet us at the restaurant
03:35I'm so excited to meet Angie. I've heard so much about her and it sounds like she is a good time and like house
03:43Whitney gonna have a sister that I've never even met
03:46Let's go get inside somewhere. It's pretty windy
03:48Oh my coochie let it come out
03:54Now this is your really good restaurant
03:56Oh careful step up. She's got on her heels. I only wear heels in Boston
04:02Being at home there was such a weight on my shoulders like thinking about getting pregnant and whether I'm just genuinely happy in Greensboro or not
04:10So it feels really good to be out of town. It's just the feeling of new things excitement
04:16Possibilities ahead and nothing but a whole lot of fun. Thank you
04:34This is my sister, I know right so weird to hear
04:39Exactly like I'm so excited for this girls
04:46To you know spend time with Whitney and her friends and party with them
04:50If there's one thing Alabama girls so how to do is have a good time
04:55Does she not look just like Glendor look at her?
04:57She is Glendor. I do look more like him and I honestly act more like him than you
05:02Oh, you look I don't look anything like her. I look like my mom
05:06You know what when I was sick the other week I had a breakdown
05:09I started thinking about my mommy because I didn't have nobody take care of me and I was just like oh my god
05:13Like I just felt so yeah, yeah, I can imagine that. I still call my mom when I get
05:17You really died?
05:19I'm good. I don't want to talk about it
05:21Yeah
05:23Today's been good though like peaceful good. Yeah, that's the first time I felt like that since he died so
05:29No, you know the death of my dad is still very raw and I got back to work three days after his funeral
05:37So I feel like I haven't done a whole lot of processing
05:40You know I get upset and emotional at the drop of a dime
05:45So the best part of being in boston is just the one time that I've got out of the house to try to think about something other than my dad
05:52You want to tell them about our double date?
05:58Was it that bad? Isaiah put us on a double date
06:02So what sports did you play for like the past seven or eight years? I've really been into badminton
06:07I actually love badminton
06:09Do you really? I do
06:10You come to our badminton club
06:14He was very polite. He was very nice
06:16Were you attracted to him?
06:17No, and there was nothing wrong with him and I don't want to give that impression
06:20But the worst part is that we have to go out with him again. Why because isaiah told him that we'd go out with him again and play badminton
06:26Whitney, I think you should at least you know
06:28Give him a chance. I just have a very like I don't know a very specific thing that I need in life. Well, that's good
06:34You know, and I know
06:36Well, I know it when I see it, you know, the problem is that they don't know it when they see it
06:40What I need is a man that's confident. It's like this is even like with friends if I walk into a room
06:48And I'm the smartest person in the room. I don't want to be there
06:50They say you shouldn't ever want to be the smartest
06:52But if you're the smartest person in the room you're in the wrong room and lord knows
06:56I have been the smartest person in every relationship. I've ever been with
06:59I think here's the problem. Oh god, I don't lay it on me
07:03I feel like you need a very strong man like someone that you can kind of like
07:07Respect and and even like look up to a little bit like challenges me. Yes, who's smarter than me
07:14But the thing is you hate to be challenged
07:17Well, like everything I'm under the things you're need in a man are like things that you don't tend to take to so well
07:28What
07:32I never meet a man that's got those qualities that I like
07:36Think about this you my every man I've ever been with and they all treated me like and I stayed but that because that's all I had available to me
07:43Whitney does not want anyone who is going to try to tell her how to live her life
07:49but what she desires is a strong
07:52Opinionated person who likes to be in control of the situation and like whitney's either gonna have to compromise or
08:01Just find a needle in a haystack
08:03And I see you with like an executive of some sort
08:08Are you okay with someone dominant be it you're pretty dominant because I have to be I would love a man to be dominant
08:15That's exactly because I've dated men who can't call the peeps a man
08:18Okay, I can't I mean what else am I to do?
08:20No, I like
08:21I like a dog
08:22You need a confident man if I could have if I didn't have to be glenn thor
08:28Do you know what I mean?
08:29Like if I had a man who could make a vacation binder if I had a man who knew how to book a flight if I
08:32If I had a man if I had a man who had the money to book a flight
08:36Yeah, but are you gonna sit back and let them do because you
08:40Angie they don't know how but if they do
08:43God, I just want a man a real man
08:46I'm never gonna like not be who I am
08:48I'm always going to be a confident dominant direct person who can fend for myself
08:53But my god if I had a man that I knew I could depend on
08:59I don't even I can't even imagine what it's like
09:02I just think that the older you get
09:04With dating the harder it gets and I'm in a very small little bubble with not a lot of single men in greensboro
09:12And it's gotten me a little bit down about dating, but I don't want it to let me get down about myself
09:18Cheers to boston and cheers to finding a man who can call the pizza guy
09:23Cheers cheers cheers to that honestly, I don't think I'd say I could order a pizza either
09:29Well, I'm happy to get out of greensboro. I'll tell you that
09:31I'm just like a different person when I travel kind of excitement something to live for you know yeah
09:36I'm excited about the ballet like I've never been to a ballet, but me neither
09:39I've seen lots of dance performances and I've been in lots of course, but I've never actually seen a ballet
09:44What I am most excited about is salem that is right up my I'm trying to talk to some dead people trying to talk
09:50I'm trying to go all the way down to hell and back
09:52Well, I need a contract signed sealed and delivered that we will be sent back. We'll be back farthest I'll go is purgatory
10:00I'm not coming to salem to not be possessed
10:04Okay, y'all are going off the deep end of y'all
10:07I don't know about y'all good spirits are coming to me
10:11I'm just telling you we're channeling demons angie. We're not calling demons
10:19Y'all can do the demons. I'm doing good spirits and okay. We'll pretend like you have a choice
10:27And you get what goes you get
10:29I'm
10:31Angie is like deep-fried Whitney like she's just like ultra southern Whitney. I'm seeing similarities already
10:45I can't wait to meet Damon. Yeah, you go
10:59You're so funny. I didn't know who Damon was. I'll just eat my stay
11:15Wait
11:17Are we close? It's right there. Oh, Austin ballet. I see it. Oh, I gotta take a picture so I can prove to Ruth
11:24that I came
11:26I am so glad that Ruth basically tasked me with going to the boston ballet. Look at how beautiful
11:33Boston is wonderful. You can walk to dinner. You can walk to the ballet like you just can't get that in greensboro
11:41Swan lake is amazing. I was absolutely entranced. I loved watching it
11:46Dance is something that always gets me excited
11:48And this is exactly what I need at the beginning of what I hope is going to be a really life-affirming trip
11:56Okay spirits, we're gonna take a tour of the house
12:01This is not really fat friendly. I'm gonna be honest with you. This is a very creepy room. Oh my god. This is my room. Oh, no, ma'am
12:09I'm so excited. Okay ladies. Oh, we're ready
12:24Salem here we come
12:26Here we here we come
12:28I love that
12:34Oh my god. What if a black cat crosses our path in Salem? Do I have to take it home?
12:38Yeah, you get out the car turn around three times and get back in the car
12:42I'm trying to be hated. Oh, I can't wait to meet Damon. Gotta be some demons
12:47Corinne and sabrina
12:50They're really nice. They're so cute. They're so pretty and they're already there. What is their podcast about like?
12:57It's called two girls one ghost. They do like all spooky
13:00I mean they go like to different places to know
13:03Well, I mean occasionally they do like an investigation or something, but mostly they just talk about things
13:08Boston is a vibe, but honestly, I think Salem is going to be a bigger vibe. It is known as which city usa
13:15It's spooky. It's coastal. It's cool
13:19But perhaps the best thing about Salem is that Corinne and sabrina are there. They live in the area
13:24I've never met them in real life
13:26I've just become friends with them online and I could not ask for better tour guides than a couple of self-proclaimed baby witches
13:34Do you know if um sabrina and Corinne have ever experienced any? Oh, yeah
13:40Corinne grew up in haunted house. Oh
13:42They've had lots of hunts. Oh, I can't wait to me to hate
13:46Every time you say that I think you're saying taint
13:51Don't be bringing that up in that house. We're only doing good dark magic and demons only
13:58They're just gonna keep talking about these
14:01Demons and stuff and they're gonna learn the hard way. That's not something we joke around about
14:07Okay, thank you you too
14:10That's for your ivf
14:12No
14:13What I had my annual like beginning of february so you know as a and I said we would try on our own until
14:20End of the year and then we would start talking about ivf
14:23But honestly the closer it gets to it like I just I don't know it just scares the out of me
14:29I just really don't want to do it
14:31Why it's gonna be a last resort for me there have been claims about higher
14:35Risk of cancer after doing ivf treatments
14:39With all the cancer that's been in my family. I'm like my chances are already high
14:44I don't want to increase them any further
14:47I'm telling you when I did all those drugs just to you know
14:51Get the eggs for them to harvest. That's what gave me my melasma
14:55Melasma is hormonal like I would not want to do it again
14:57It was really hard on on my body just the first part
15:00I'm like why I already have my eggs in on in the freezer
15:03Maybe I'll just you know do ivf and then I'm like it's so expensive surrogacy is so expensive
15:08I just threw my hands up. I said well, I'm gonna just inseminate see what happens
15:12I've been feeling so disappointed that my insemination didn't take
15:18And it's really hard to listen to jessica and her challenges. I mean, she's been trying to get pregnant for like two years and it's like
15:28I'm almost 41 years old. I gave myself three chances to try to get pregnant if this second try doesn't work. I don't want to run out of time
15:36Look at the ocean. Do y'all want to stop? Well, yeah, let's go look at the osh
15:42Let's get out
15:44You ready? Are we going? Yeah
15:46I do feel like Whitney has like sort of a lightness about her when she's traveling
15:54All of her cares can stay at home and she's really gonna live it up
15:58So I think this trip was a great idea for her to get her mind off of getting pregnant having a baby
16:04Here I'm a frolic, but don't run too fast because then I you make me look bad
16:07You want me to frolic in these temperatures? Let's just jog. Let's just jog. Here we go
16:12Okay, what are y'all doing? Just like
16:15Whitney's not doing any of that
16:18Wait, don't go too fast, okay
16:25You're about to feel myself
16:27I'm gonna do that
16:42Wow we're going to try to get
16:43We've arrived
16:45We have arrived
16:46Witchers
16:47That is just New England enough
16:49I know, right?
16:49Cute, look at that little house
16:51Look at that little house.
16:53Witch Dungeon Museum.
16:57This is so cute.
16:59I feel like I would want to live here.
17:00Exactly.
17:01Oh, for sure.
17:02Y'all, is that it?
17:03I think that's it.
17:05There it is.
17:07It's a daemon.
17:10I only know the little bit that I've read
17:12about the Henry Derby house,
17:13but apparently it is famously haunted.
17:15People have had lots of spooky experiences here.
17:18Built for Henry Derby.
17:20Taylor, 1838 Historic Sailor.
17:24Corinne and Sabrina actually stayed here
17:25and covered it on their podcast,
17:27but I cannot wait to see this for myself.
17:29All right, witches.
17:31Are you ready?
17:32No, I'm scared.
17:33I'm so ready.
17:34Get me in there.
17:34Do you have to ring the doorbell?
17:35Are you just going in?
17:36I don't know why.
17:38Well, oh, I'm dead.
17:41Oh, I'm dead about it.
17:42Oh, my gosh.
17:44What?
17:45Let's go.
17:46Oh, my gosh.
17:51His hair is hilarious.
17:53Oh, look at this.
17:54Oh, you bitch.
17:57Oh, my God.
18:01My first impression of Corinne and Sabrina
18:03is that they scared the out of me.
18:05So that's on brand for them.
18:07Like, they're beautiful.
18:08They're wonderful.
18:09And I am so excited to meet them in all of the flesh.
18:13Welcome to Salem.
18:14Yeah, welcome.
18:15Welcome to the haunted house.
18:16I'm so excited.
18:17Let's bring that energy into finding some ghosts in here.
18:20Yeah, how do you guys feel?
18:22Angie's face, I'm dying.
18:24Where's my rosary?
18:26Because I need it with me right now.
18:28Now, Angie, this is my half-sister.
18:30She wants to conjure a daemon.
18:32No.
18:33What?
18:34She does.
18:34We're doing good spirits.
18:35I didn't say I do, too.
18:36No, I want good spirits.
18:39See, you're like Corinne.
18:40She doesn't like the black magic.
18:41No, I want good spirits.
18:42But I want to go all the way down to hell and back.
18:44OK, well, then you go with her, and I'm going with you.
18:48You never know when you're meeting someone
18:50who you've talked to online.
18:51You don't know what it's going to be like in person.
18:53But Whitney is so nice.
18:54She's just so warm.
18:56She feels like sister witch energy.
18:57Yeah, sister witch.
18:58Whitney's a good witch.
19:01And a bad bitch.
19:05This is the room where we were sitting right here
19:08on this couch.
19:09We were all talking, and we heard a girl singing in the house.
19:13I heard that.
19:14The third floor, though, is very creepy.
19:17Don't sleep up there.
19:19And if you want to see the devil, I don't know, maybe.
19:22That was so cute.
19:24Also, this house is on the judge's line, which is in Salem.
19:27The judge's line is the, OK, sorry.
19:29This might freak you out.
19:29Hold your rosary.
19:30Oh, my god.
19:31Absolutely.
19:32The judge's line is, it's like this really weird, freaky thing,
19:36where there's basically a straight line from where
19:39the witch trials began to where they ended.
19:42So it's all witch trial related.
19:43So it'll be like the high sheriff's house, who was basically,
19:47like, condemning all of these people to death.
19:49His house is on the line.
19:51This house is on the line.
19:52And it goes all the way until it ends at Proctor's Ledge,
19:55which is where all of the accused witches were hanged.
19:59Oh, OK, then.
20:01I'm not really a believer in ghosts or spirits or things like that.
20:09But I'm open to it.
20:10Like, I'm open to seeing something that could make me a believer.
20:15And I almost kind of hope to.
20:18So when y'all are doing the podcast,
20:19I hear, like, when you're doing investigations,
20:21you'll just hear somebody be like, unacceptable.
20:24It's an app on my phone.
20:25It's the one app that no matter where we are,
20:28like, the voices change.
20:30Do you have it right now?
20:31Yeah.
20:31OK.
20:33This is exciting.
20:35So all of the paranormal investigators use it.
20:38It's basically a conduit for spirits and entities
20:43and whatever to communicate with you.
20:46I cannot wait to see what comes through or who comes through.
20:53Hello, thank you for having us here.
20:55We are here not to elicit any sort of negative reaction from you,
21:00not to make you perform in any way.
21:01We are just curious about you, curious about the house.
21:04If there are any spirits here
21:05and you would like to introduce yourselves,
21:07you can form words and let us know.
21:20Are you looking for me?
21:22Nope.
21:23I don't know.
21:28Holy , y'all.
21:29There is actually a spirit trying to communicate
21:32with us in this house.
21:33I just got chills.
21:34If there are any spirits here, you can form words and let us know.
21:50Are you looking for me?
21:52Maybe.
21:53Maybe.
21:54We were on the date now.
21:55OK.
21:56OK.
21:57Don't leave.
21:58We won't.
21:59What did you say?
22:00Don't leave?
22:01Don't leave.
22:02Aw.
22:03I just got chills now, too.
22:04OK.
22:05I have really some chills.
22:06We will come.
22:07We will come.
22:08Yay!
22:09Will you come?
22:10Please do.
22:11We're gonna party.
22:12We're gonna party.
22:13This is awesome.
22:14You're welcome.
22:15Anytime.
22:16We can just leave this running.
22:17I really don't know if somebody is messing with me, but apparently ghosts are communicating
22:24with Whitney on the phone.
22:27That's not real.
22:29The skepticism lives on.
22:32It's funny that I'm like, oh my God, we could say anything in my mind.
22:34I was about to be like, what's your favorite color?
22:36Do you guys want to see the third floor?
22:40Yes.
22:41Absolutely.
22:42So we've actually been to the Henry Derby house before, and it is probably the most haunted
22:46house in Salem that you can actually stay at.
22:49OK, spirits, we're gonna take a tour of the house, and as we go into the bedroom, sleeping
22:54in a particular bedroom.
22:55I'm outside.
22:56I'm outside.
22:57I'm outside.
22:58There are a bunch of different ghosts, all associated with the history of the Salem
23:03witch trials, and the third floor is the most haunted.
23:08So right over here is the pink room, and that is where you can sleep if you are most scared.
23:15Most afraid.
23:16OK, pink room is most afraid.
23:18OK.
23:19The house used to operate as a bed and breakfast, too, so there has been a lot of people who stayed
23:24the night.
23:25Cool.
23:26Also, the original family, the Derbys who lived here, all seven of their children
23:30were born in this house.
23:32Oh, wow.
23:33Do we know what the energies in this room are like?
23:36Because I'm liking it, I love the moon, I feel like the pillow's calling me.
23:40I do not know what the vibes are, but if you're picking up on good energy, then maybe
23:43this is where you should sleep.
23:45Yeah.
23:46All right, should we go to the third floor?
23:47Yeah, let's go to the third floor.
23:49Get it over with.
23:51This is not really fat-friendly, I'm gonna be honest with you.
23:54Oh, Lord.
23:55Oh, this is...
23:56Go on, honey.
23:57I'm gonna come up in the back.
23:58Go ahead.
23:59This is a very creepy room.
24:00Oh, my God.
24:01This is my room.
24:02Oh.
24:03I would love this for you.
24:04And look, you're just like, just the right height.
24:06I know.
24:07Oh, my God.
24:08I feel like we're on a train.
24:10That room, I actually don't mind this room back here.
24:13Oh, oh, no, ma'am.
24:15Oh, the doll?
24:17No, ma'am, no, sir.
24:18No, ma'am.
24:19Why is she looking at me like that?
24:22We mean, this is where you can sleep.
24:24No.
24:25You said you want a physical touch.
24:26You can cuddle.
24:28This is not right.
24:30Great.
24:31I just do not like her.
24:33If I, you know, if I was staying the night, I...
24:35Glasses.
24:36Okay.
24:37Glasses.
24:38What?
24:39Glasses.
24:40Is that what that just said?
24:41This isn't glasses.
24:42She's making note of you.
24:44What's your name, sweet girl?
24:46That is my girl, Courtney.
24:48So you said no one should sleep up here?
24:52Depends on what you want.
24:53Oh.
24:54I want that room.
24:55What room?
24:56That one over there.
24:57Why is she here?
24:58What?
25:01Are you sure you want that room?
25:05We definitely made the right choice by staying here, as creepy as it is.
25:10Like, this house ties into all of the history about Salem, and it just feels like it's teeming
25:17with an energy.
25:18I really want to have an experience.
25:20Like, I don't want to be...
25:21Well, yeah, I do.
25:22I think I want to be freaked out.
25:25Well, when in Salem, you have to do witchy things.
25:27So we called upon an actual witchy person, a psychic medium from Pentagram, Leigh Ann.
25:33Uh-huh.
25:34She's going to come over tonight, and we're going to do a seance in the background.
25:36Oh, my God.
25:37Love that.
25:38Yeah.
25:39I'm so excited.
25:40We've never done a seance, either.
25:41We've done so many investigations.
25:42Never.
25:43Never have done a seance.
25:44Also, this is a good time for you now, if there's anyone that you've recently lost,
25:48or someone that you want to be in communication with, to kind of put out that invitation for
25:52them to come through tonight during the seance.
25:54Your cat.
25:55And my mom and Jess' dad.
25:57Failure.
25:58Honestly, right now in this moment, it feels too soon for me to try to call for my dad.
26:11Um, my dad grew up very religious and remained very religious until the day he died.
26:17And I think that the idea of, like, a seance and bringing spirits forward would all just
26:23be kind of, like, a silly, this isn't real joke to him.
26:29But I'm just here to see what happens.
26:31And I don't know.
26:32If dad comes through, he comes through.
26:34But I'm not going to go looking for him.
26:36But yeah, you could just put that out there now.
26:38I would love to talk to Hedge.
26:39And as you're unpacking, invite them into the space.
26:42And then maybe Leigh Ann will pick up on their energy.
26:44Mm-hmm.
26:45I've never felt my mom or anything.
26:47I always wanted to.
26:48And when she was dying, I would always lay in the bed with her.
26:51And I said to her, like, you know, are you going to always be with me?
26:55And she said, I'll try.
26:56I'll try.
26:57Connecting with my mom during the seance would be incredible.
27:03I don't know what I would want her to say or what message she would give me.
27:09But just knowing that we were connected in any way would be enough for me.
27:14The fact that Corinne and Sabrina were so invested in arranging all of this for us.
27:19Like, where have these witches been for the last 30 damn years?
27:24I told everybody to bring, like, a black witchy outfit because I thought that would be fun.
27:28Should we dress for the occasion?
27:30Absolutely.
27:31Okay.
27:32Because this is a coven now.
27:33Yeah.
27:34Stop!
27:35We're all bonded.
27:36Oh my God!
27:37Sister!
27:38I just got us a coven!
27:39We're so happy you're here.
27:40All right.
27:41All right, witches.
27:42All right, bitches.
27:43Wrap it up.
27:44Witches.
27:46Have you ever experienced a romantic thing with a paranormal entity?
27:50Oh.
27:51Yes!
27:52Did you have sex?
27:53What?
27:54See, now, Sabrina is my kind of witch.
27:56Just skip the small talk, straight to go sex.
27:58I would take that, honestly.
28:00I've had enough human men.
28:01If I could be in a relationship with a spirit, I would take it.
28:18To the seance.
28:19Everyone looks so spooky.
28:21This is real.
28:22I wish I could dress like this every day.
28:23It's such a vibe.
28:24You have to get out of bed to do that.
28:25Just liberate.
28:26All right, Jess.
28:28Oh, wow.
28:29We're all ready.
28:30Damn!
28:31Leanne is going to come and help us.
28:34How excite.
28:36Oh my gosh.
28:38This is our first seance, too, so we have no idea what's going to happen.
28:41Right.
28:42All right, I'm going to set by intentions.
28:44We are ready for the seance.
28:47I have no idea what's about to happen.
28:49Like, I've only seen this in movies.
28:51Like, I want to hear something from my mom, and I'm so nervous.
28:56So I'm trying to just keep an open mind and receive.
29:05Oh, hi.
29:06Oh, hi.
29:07Oh, my goodness.
29:08Hi.
29:09This is Leanne Marama.
29:10She's a psychic medium.
29:11Hello.
29:12Nice to meet you.
29:13Nice to meet you.
29:14We have no idea how to do a seance.
29:15And so I asked Leanne, who is an amazing psychic medium, to come guide us through.
29:21I feel like we're all just thinking of a seance as being the thing that you see in the movies,
29:25where it's, like, dark and spooky, and you're holding hands, and you're like,
29:27come, we summon you.
29:28And, like, someone's eyes roll back and get possessed.
29:30Right.
29:31Yeah.
29:32What we're hoping to do is to raise energy and to communicate with spirits of this place.
29:38What we're looking to do is hopefully give you the truth about life and death, that there is no death.
29:45It is kind of hard for me to keep a straight face, but mainly it's because I don't know how I feel about the whole seance thing.
29:56Again, I'm not sure how much of a believer I am, but I just want to have fun and chill.
30:01I'm not trying to take this too seriously.
30:03We continue to live on, and our spirits are continuously trying to communicate with us the whole time.
30:10So there are no demons?
30:11Well.
30:12What about demons?
30:13Yeah, what about demons?
30:14There may be some demons.
30:18Y'all never gonna let it go, are you?
30:20No.
30:21Before I begin, does anyone have any questions?
30:25How do you feel, slash, have you ever experienced a romantic thing with a paranormal entity?
30:31Oh.
30:32I just love this.
30:33Did you just have sex?
30:35What?
30:36They talk about this.
30:37I got this from Sabrina and Corinne.
30:39They talk about it on their podcast.
30:41Do you not?
30:42I know people.
30:43See?
30:44They talk about ghost sex.
30:45I am friends with people who have had spirit sex.
30:50Intimacy, but...
30:51Because I would take that, honestly.
30:52I've had enough human men.
30:53If I could just be in a relationship with a spirit, I would take it.
30:59See, now, Sabrina is my kind of witch.
31:01Just skip the small talk, straight to ghost sex.
31:04So we're gonna start with one thing.
31:06When we're tuning into the energy of the house, let's close our eyes for a moment.
31:11As we summon the energy and the spirits of this home to us.
31:17I don't really know about this.
31:19I mean, on the one hand, I am nervous that my dad is gonna come through.
31:25You can open your eyes.
31:27But on the other hand, I think I would be really disappointed if he didn't come through.
31:32I have a question.
31:34So my mom's been sick for the last probably year.
31:38We've just had some issues, but I had bought her a new rosary.
31:42So the rosary, I put it on the lampshade that hangs down.
31:49It didn't matter which way I put it.
31:51The cross always faces her.
31:53Did you have a grandmother?
31:55Very, very Catholic.
31:57Well, very Christian.
31:59Very belief-based.
32:01I don't remember.
32:02It's my mom's mom.
32:03But I was three when she died.
32:05So I don't remember her.
32:07But my mother was very close to her.
32:09One of your messages that I can feel so deep in my heart to tell you is that your grandma,
32:14she's with you.
32:16Your grandmother's symbol.
32:18I see butterflies around you.
32:20Oh.
32:21Okay.
32:22And purple flowers.
32:24That's where she is.
32:25Purple is my favorite color.
32:27It really is.
32:29And everybody knows that.
32:30I've already said that.
32:31It's true.
32:32Oh, my goodness.
32:33Turning the rosary to her, I know she's saying something not just to you,
32:38your mother, but to you, because you have been helping her child.
32:43And she says, thank you.
32:45Mm-hmm.
32:46And that's your message, is thank you, love.
32:49There's no way Leanne could have known my favorite color is purple.
32:54I already believed in the spirits, but it made me a bigger believer.
33:01Like, it's really nice to know that my grandmother's still around.
33:06I'm gonna think of her every time I see a butterfly.
33:09I have a question, because I'm just feeling an energy very strongly over here.
33:14Did somebody lose somebody younger, or that died before their time?
33:18My mother died when she was 33.
33:21I was 14.
33:22I want you to know that even though you were 14, and that feels like a thousand years ago, doesn't it?
33:28It was yesterday to her.
33:30She wanted you to know you put up with a lot.
33:35And she sees you as a caretaker for the family and for people who love you.
33:40You absorb it all, and she's trying to protect your heart.
33:48Do you have a child?
33:49Two.
33:50She's gonna help you wrap them up in the love that she never got to finish the line.
33:56She wasn't there, and her biggest joy was the day you became a mother.
34:00Oh.
34:01Oh.
34:02Okay.
34:07I think Leanne is super intuitive, and there's a lot of magic in that.
34:12My mother's been dead for over 20 years.
34:14It's been a long time since I let her be, like, in the forefront of my brain.
34:19And I think her memory deserves that.
34:21I can't say that the things that Leanne said about my mom
34:24has made me any more or less of a believer,
34:28but it's still very real to me, and I'm grateful for it.
34:33The other energy that I have to say is somebody lose a man.
34:38Like, there's a man here.
34:40Yes.
34:43I'm kind of freaking out right now.
34:45Part of me feels like she might be talking about my dad.
34:48But honestly, I feel like I'm not emotionally ready to take part in this.
34:53There's a man here.
34:55Somebody have a death in their family.
34:59He is, like, huggy.
35:00And he is trying to be serious, because this is definitely, he thinks this is weird.
35:31a lovely man. He thinks we're ridiculous. Yeah, he does. He does. He thinks this whole thing. He is crazy about you. I kind of didn't expect him to be here because of that. Oh, he's always, he's always going to be here driving us crazy. He's trying to connect with you. Yes, he doesn't believe in it, but he's really in your head all the time. And I don't know if you need to repair something in your house or like around you. And he's like, I know she's got to fix it. She's got to go get that fixed. And he's right there with you. And when your heart broke, he was
36:01right there. He's going to. This whole time I've been like, well, if you don't come through. No, he's very, very Christian. I was afraid that he would ask because I was like, if I ask and he's not here, I feel like I'll be disappointed. No, no, no, he's totally here. He has a strong faith. He loves the angels and it's all real. He's really, he's like, it's beautiful. Okay. But there's no darkness. That's what he's saying. There's no darkness. You know, he wasn't afraid. He's not afraid. Oh, no. Okay. Thank you.
36:31You're very welcome.
36:36I feel so reassured knowing that my dad came through. I'm so thankful for Leanne for sharing everything with me. I feel so much less alone knowing that he can come to me and that he's around me all the time. I'm very thankful.
36:53Okay. So we're going to do something weird.
36:59Oh, just now? This is the first thing that's weird?
37:01No, no, no. We're going to do something really weird.
37:02We're just not getting to the weird.
37:05All right. So we're going to work with the pendulum.
37:09Who here has ever worked with the pendulum before?
37:11Yes.
37:12I, I, B-Y-O-P. I brought my own pendulum.
37:15Beautiful.
37:17Here, pass us down.
37:20And I saw you had prayer beads. You can use those as well to communicate with spirit.
37:24Okay.
37:25Now, I'd like you to hold your pendulum.
37:28Okay. If it goes this way, it means yes.
37:32If it goes this way, it means no.
37:34Sort of like nodding or shaking your head.
37:36So let's all ask, spirit, are you here?
37:42Oh, you already have something happening.
37:45Spirit, are you here?
37:47That's, did you move that?
37:50No, I didn't move that.
37:50Now it's moving. Now it's going.
37:52Now, now, now we have a thing happening.
37:56Is my mom here?
38:00What would your mother be holding in her arms?
38:03Patting.
38:03A cat?
38:04Hmm.
38:06Mommy, do you have, do you have a cat with you?
38:12Yes.
38:13Is it Henshi?
38:16Aw.
38:17Aw.
38:18Aw.
38:21Are you happy?
38:26And he just died, and he was her favorite cat.
38:29That is, they are, like, very much so together.
38:32It's really just all I needed to hear.
38:37My mom and Henshi are together.
38:40I can just picture him purring on her lap and them being so happy together, and that's just all I need to know in life.
38:48When she died, this is going to sound weird, but it was peaceful, and it was the way she asked, and in the end, you did everything she asked, and she wanted to say thank you.
39:01Because it hurt you, because it hurt you, and it was hard to do some of the things she wanted.
39:07My dad didn't want to take her off life support, and he felt like he would be killing her.
39:13It's the right thing.
39:14You were the strength.
39:15My dad still felt totally responsible.
39:18No guilt.
39:19She's saying no guilt.
39:22And if anyone, anyone here looking for love, are you looking for love?
39:27Boy, is she.
39:28Like, I don't know, in my, like, heart chakra or something, like, am I even open, or am I just dead inside?
39:36I feel like my flame is just so small.
39:42And I feel like, and I'm scared, because I'm, I just turned 40, I'm almost 41, and I feel like I've literally, like, it's a waste of my life, and I know that there's, like, stuff in me, right?
39:51And I just feel like you have so many beautiful things in you, honey.
39:55Society tells you if you're not in love by the time you're 30, you're done.
39:59You're done.
40:00I'm going to tell you, people, women are having babies at 45 now.
40:04You spent your life discovering you.
40:06Do not think you're done.
40:08That's the first thing.
40:09This is when we rely on Mom.
40:12She's going to help find you someone special that won't break your heart, because she doesn't want to see you cry no more.
40:19When I would have problems in life, I would say, like, Mom, I need you to work on it.
40:25And she's like, I'm working on it, Whitney.
40:27I just hope that Leanne is right.
40:30I need to believe that if I want to have a baby, I can.
40:34If I want to fall in love, I can.
40:36If I want to start my life somewhere outside of Greensboro, I can.
40:40Sometimes you just need a little affirmation and a little push.
40:45You know, Corinne and I just met you in person for the first time, but, like, you give so much love.
40:49And I feel the love that comes off of you and radiates off of you.
40:52Maybe your lesson in this life right now is to learn to give to yourself before you can accept a love.
40:59Right.
41:00Also, I have no idea what I'm doing right now, but my hands just buzzed, like, so intensely.
41:06So I'm just going to touch you.
41:07Please.
41:07Maybe I just, like, gathered, like, all of the energy.
41:11Where are you going to touch me?
41:15I'm so stripping over.
41:17This seance was definitely a success.
41:20Everyone got really powerful affirmations and messages.
41:23And I just feel surrounded by, like, love and light and sisterhood.
41:28It just gives me hope that there is so much more in store for me.
41:32Ashley, come on!
41:35Man, you have to do it too.
41:36Yeah!
41:36I'm going to be a cuddly cuddly cuddly.
41:38This is a cuddle, cuddle.
41:40A cuddle coming.
41:41I love a cuddle coming.
41:43I love cuddle coming.
41:44Yes!
41:47Next time on My Big Fat Fabulous Life.
41:51So we're going to start with our plies, as we always do, right?
41:54I have not taken ballet in 22 years.
41:57I'm incredibly intimidated.
41:59Oh, uh-oh.
41:59Can you get back up?
42:00Not nicely.
42:01Okay, well.
42:03Oh, it's right spooky.
42:06I love a change.
42:07I love a new vibe.
42:09I just really feel that there's something here.
42:11And there is.
42:11And there is.
42:12I love Salem, and I feel immediately at home with Corinne and Sabrina.
42:17I've met two kindreds.
42:18Perhaps you need a change, and it could be here.
42:20I feel like it could be really good for you.
42:22You think she would really move up here, then?
42:24I don't know.
42:25Whitney has vacation goggles on, and that makes me a little nervous.
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