00:00What I did as a teenager was I screamed and yelled at him that I hated him and I wanted
00:06him to leave
00:07until finally my mom got sick of me doing that and she went to the bank and she got a
00:12loan for
00:13$5,000 and gave him $5,000 to leave. I was so relieved and I thought everything's going to be
00:20better after this. After that, my mom became me. She was incredibly verbally to my sister and I.
00:29I was in all AP and honors classes. I was the captain of the track team. I was the president
00:34of international clubs. I would drive to the local community college to take a higher level
00:40Spanish class and my mom would repeatedly scream at me that she didn't understand like how are you
00:48such a bad person when in reality I was having normal and valid reactions to the trauma that
00:55was happening to me. We grew up very poor. I remember always worrying about money and I would
01:03have panic attacks. My first semester of college is also when I started to develop
01:10and it got to the point where I was kicked out of school for this behavior. Every single bit of
01:19help
01:19that was accessible to me, I took it. They put me in the psych ward. I knew I wanted help.
01:26I knew I needed help.
01:27I needed help. I wanted help. I needed help. If you had a severeócratra ctt身, I tried to make a
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