00:00he would be physical with hitting me because I didn't want to have I was so so so stressed out
00:09I was losing hair I wouldn't eat one night I had called him and it was three o'clock in
00:15the morning
00:15and his best friend picks up and it's like hey we can't find him he robbed a house and in
00:22that
00:22mind I was like if he goes to jail this is my freedom it was maybe 7 a.m. I
00:29get like a phone
00:30call from an unknown number so I answer the call and he's like I'm in jail they caught me I'm
00:36gonna
00:36do a couple months but I need you to hold me down I remember telling him like I'm done my
00:41relationships after him I only use my body to keep the men in my life I had not learned that
00:48I can say
00:49no I was extremely mean so I had a who I thought was my best friend I had told him
00:55everything he had
00:55a crush on me one day I was sensing that I was going to have my panic attack I had
01:01then fallen asleep my
01:02eyes opened up a little bit and he's on top of me with a camera out and he's recording I'm
01:10extremely
01:11like loopy so I finally wake up and I'm in the shower and he was like oh don't worry you're
01:19okay
01:19that was the best we've had I get out the shower and my brother actually had come home from school
01:25and he's like oh why is he here and I'm like I don't remember
01:29you
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