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Is This The End Of Ste and James Hollyoaks Full Episode Friday 10th November 2023
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00:02I messed up.
00:03I gave in to temptation.
00:05Scott kissed me and I reciprocated.
00:07John Paul, I'm really sorry.
00:09I think we should pray again.
00:11What are we praying for?
00:13Lucas needed a short, sharp shock
00:15and I'm not sorry that I was the one to give it to him.
00:16When did it happen, eh?
00:18When did what happen?
00:18When did you turn into your dad?
00:22Is that what all this is about?
00:24The meetings? The teachings?
00:26Are you practicing gay conversion therapy?
00:30Live!
01:21Tell me.
01:23Tell me what this is.
01:28Are you trying to convert me?
01:34Has all this been to try and make me straight?
01:39Answer the question, Carter.
01:41Is this gay conversion therapy?
01:43What it is, is salvation.
01:46The word of the Lord.
01:48The word of the Lord?
01:50All the pomp, the ceremony, the show.
01:55And the whole time, you've been practicing gay conversion therapy.
01:59I don't recognize that term.
02:02What I offer is prayer ministry.
02:04I have helped countless people find their righteous way in life.
02:09And in doing so, they have stepped away from sin.
02:14Are you calling homosexuality a sin?
02:17It is there in the Bible for all to see.
02:19I was brought up in faith.
02:23My whole family are believers and not one, not one of them has ever condemned homosexuality as a sin.
02:30Is this the same family who are all thieves and liars and adulterers?
02:35Be very careful.
02:37Okay?
02:38It's one thing to demonize me, but not my family.
02:41Demonize.
02:42It's a very interesting choice of word.
02:45Now, I'm going to need you to take a beat and realize that everything I have been doing has been
02:51to help you.
02:57You might not believe it, but I'm trying to help.
03:05Help us.
03:07Yeah, you're right.
03:08I don't do it.
03:10I don't want any more of your help, your truth, or your tantrums.
03:17What I want is for you to go to my house and pack up Lucas' stuff.
03:21Please.
03:22We need to talk.
03:24Because we are falling apart here.
03:26Yeah.
03:26And why is that?
03:30Because you said I was like Mac.
03:33Mac, that man was a bully, a bigot, and he made my life a living hell.
03:41I know.
03:43It's only because you're treating Lucas like this.
03:45The boy is out of control.
03:47He's a teenager.
03:48What do you expect?
03:53Come here.
03:54Sit.
03:58You told me once that Mac should never have been a dad, and you were right.
04:03Now, look at me.
04:06Because he did a horrible job at it.
04:11You're a dad.
04:14Not just to Romeo, but to Leah and Lucas as well.
04:17We come as a package deal, and you knew that when you married me.
04:21And I know deep down, neither one of us want to just throw this marriage away.
04:26And yeah, your behaviour.
04:28Your behaviour's been terrible.
04:31But the bottom line is, I love you.
04:36All the bad stuff as well, because I know that there is so much good in there.
04:42That's very nice, Stephen.
04:46But you can't take back what you said.
04:48Please, come on.
04:53We can get past this, can't we?
04:56Yeah, come on.
05:12You're unbelievable.
05:23Hey.
05:25You OK?
05:26Is Romeo home?
05:28No.
05:29What's going on?
05:33I just came today.
05:35It's a concert to raise money for cancer patients.
05:39I guess you just hit hard.
05:41I was just looking for a friend.
05:45I guess I wanted to talk to someone who understands.
05:48You are.
05:51I love Juliet too.
05:55To let me be a dear friend.
05:58You were supposed to be my friend.
06:03How could I be so blind?
06:05You've only been blind to your own wrongdoing.
06:08By making the assumption that you might be gay.
06:10It's not an assumption.
06:13Nobody's led me to believe that I'm gay.
06:15I am gay.
06:18OK.
06:19Let me ask you this one question.
06:22Has your chosen lifestyle made you happy?
06:27Of course, yeah.
06:29I've fallen in love.
06:30I've been married.
06:31Fathered a beautiful child.
06:33And these great loves you speak of, where are they now?
06:37You're alone.
06:38You're an alcoholic.
06:41Whose own son moved countries in order to get away from him.
06:47Everything leads back to one thing.
06:49And that is your chosen way of life with other men.
06:57You came here tonight upset about Scott.
07:00You've broken hearts and you've been broken by your choices in companionship.
07:05You caused an innocent victim to never be able to walk properly again.
07:09You were a victim of domestic violence and other unspeakable atrocities.
07:19What are you trying to do to me?
07:20You were also recently beaten and left for dead in the street.
07:24Have you ever considered that the choices that you have been making are the trigger for everything that has gone
07:33wrong?
07:39How can you possibly say that somebody's sexuality, who they choose to love, who they choose to sleep with, will
07:48determine their life's path?
07:49It's crazy.
07:53Are you trying to punish me?
07:55No, John Paul, I am trying to save you.
08:01Do you know, I've always tried to save myself from hurt by changing the way I am or the way
08:06I behave.
08:07Well, thanks.
08:07Without much success, I might add.
08:11Why would you want to do that?
08:13You've got no reason to change anything.
08:14Well, clearly I do, because otherwise your son wouldn't have ran off on us minutes after we'd kissed.
08:20Right.
08:20Come on.
08:22Tell me what happened.
08:25All right, well, John Paul was helping us out with me fairy costume.
08:30Which, by the way, he ripped with his big clumsy fingers.
08:34Yeah, hands like shovels, that one.
08:36Yeah.
08:38Well, anyway, one thing led to another, and we kissed.
08:44But then he just backed off and bolted.
08:48It was like he was horrified, Sal.
08:51I mean, me and John Paul, you know, we've been here before, but there was just something in the way
08:55he reacted.
08:56It was weird.
08:59Why on earth would he behave like that?
09:01There must be an explanation for it.
09:03It's so out of character.
09:05I'll have a word with him.
09:06Oh, no, no.
09:08Look, I'm sorry.
09:09I feel like I've massively overstepped.
09:12Best get off, anyway.
09:13Oh, no, no, no.
09:13Scott's got you.
09:15You said you're working on a costume.
09:17Yeah.
09:18Well, if you're so handy with a needle and thread, then I've got something that I could use your help
09:24with.
09:25And when we're working, we can continue to chat, yeah?
09:30I am here to listen.
09:33Oh, thank you.
09:37I am begging you to listen to me.
09:42Okay.
09:44But I need you to be honest.
09:46There are many things denounced by God.
09:49Pride, anger, gluttony.
09:51You are guilty of all of these sins.
09:53Here we go.
09:54The truth is homosexuality is a violation of divine law.
09:59No, it is not.
10:00It's a sin.
10:02And just like any other sin, it causes hurt and pain, not just to you, but to those around you.
10:37I've heard enough.
10:37I've heard enough people who have been thrown away from the path of righteousness.
10:41Well, just because somebody thinks they're gay, it doesn't mean that they actually are gay.
10:48Are you talking about yourself?
10:53I was like you once.
10:57I had feelings for men too.
11:11I was young.
11:15I was confused, I was searching for something, and there was a boy in my year at school.
11:30And I just thought, he's beautiful.
11:38It's the only way I can describe him.
11:40Looking at him was like looking at a piece of art, if that makes any sense.
11:48And I thought I was in love.
11:55And then I remembered that the Bible forbade a man to lay with another man.
12:00And I felt just so confused.
12:08So I went to church.
12:10And I prayed.
12:11And I asked for help.
12:16And I got nothing.
12:20So I confessed everything to my father.
12:28And he told me I wasn't in love and that it was the devil's work.
12:34Oh God.
12:35No, but he was right.
12:36He was right to lead me away from that way of life, to show me that if I were to
12:41repent, if I were to turn away from my sinful thoughts, that I could be free.
12:51Free from what?
12:54From happiness?
12:55From love?
12:57From being who you really are?
13:04You said before that you've been trying to help me.
13:10I'd like to help you.
13:13You've never really opened up about everything that happened with Juliet.
13:17You know I'm sorry, right?
13:20I know.
13:21You've already apologised.
13:23Anyway, it takes two people to have an affair.
13:27You can't blame Juliet.
13:29Why?
13:30Because she's not here anymore.
13:32Just because she went and died on us doesn't make her a saint.
13:36You sound angry.
13:39I am, and heartbroken, and shocked, still, but mainly I just feel guilty.
13:50What would she say about me and Romeo?
13:54She was not angel.
13:56I mean, she also cheated on me with you, so I'm...
13:59True.
14:01Saying that, she did change my life.
14:08She outed me on my wedding day in front of my family and friends, and I was furious at
14:15her for that.
14:18She had no right to do that.
14:21That was my journey to take, not Juliet's.
14:28But I chose to forgive and move on.
14:33Better than living with that burning anger, right?
14:38And over time, Juliet had told me that there is no shame in my sexuality, and I never should
14:48have felt the guilt I used to.
14:52She came good in the end then, hey?
14:55So, let's have a toast.
14:57To Juliet.
14:59To Juliet.
15:00To Juliet.
15:07Everybody deserves happiness.
15:10I am happy.
15:14How long have you been keeping it a secret?
15:15True.
15:17No.
15:18Don't do that.
15:19Don't turn this into something that it isn't.
15:21It was one moment of incertitude.
15:24One time.
15:25I don't believe you.
15:27The way that you spoke about that boy was to show you that you could also be saved,
15:33like I was.
15:34Why are you doing this to yourself?
15:35I lead a good and decent life, John Paul.
15:39I'm the man that God wants me to be.
15:41You're the man that your father wants you to be.
15:46God doesn't condemn homosexuality.
15:50Twisted, hateful people do.
15:53And they do it in the name of religion.
15:56Carter, God loves all his creations.
15:59He doesn't make mistakes.
16:01We are who we are.
16:05Without shame.
16:07Without sin.
16:22What's that mean?
16:25You might not feel ready to move past our problems, but I do.
16:30So I've decided I'm just going to wait.
16:32Now.
16:34I am starving.
16:36These crisps aren't such a side.
16:38Do you want pizza or curry?
16:41I do want to.
16:45I want everything to be okay.
16:48I don't know how to do that.
16:53How do I change the things that I've done?
16:57You can't.
17:00Neither can I.
17:05I'm not my father, Steve.
17:07I'm not.
17:10Look, I have my demons.
17:11I know I do.
17:14But being with you helps me fight them.
17:19Mac didn't have a loving bone in his body.
17:23But I do.
17:25And I love deeply.
17:29And I know I'm not very good at showing it.
17:32But I love you.
17:34I do.
17:42I do.
17:45I get it.
17:48Get what?
17:52I mean, your reaction is extreme.
17:58But I get it. I do.
18:00But I've struggled too.
18:03It took a long time for me and my first boyfriend, Craig, to get together.
18:08And even longer for him to admit that he was gay.
18:12Isn't it time that you put all this nonsense behind you?
18:17And just started living?
18:19Living.
18:23Nonsense.
18:25May I suggest you reread your Bible before you start referring to my life as nonsense?
18:32Okay?
18:34Do what you want.
18:37But you leave me and every other gay person the hell alone.
18:49Hey, look at us out here making our mark on the world.
18:52Yeah.
18:53Looks fab, doesn't it?
18:54It really does.
18:56You know, this flag was created by a trans woman called Monica Helms back in 1999.
19:02And then the first time that it was displayed was at a pride event the year after.
19:08We have come a long way.
19:10Hmm.
19:11There's still a long way to go though.
19:14Yes.
19:16You know, for many years I never felt any real attachment to the flag.
19:24I just thought it was a political gesture for those who needed it.
19:29But, as time goes by, I find myself embracing this flag more and more.
19:35Especially as the temperature rises.
19:38Politics and the media.
19:43But, now, I'm proud to fly the flag.
19:49And you know what?
19:50I'm proud of who I am.
19:52Hmm.
19:52And I'm still here after all these years, you know.
19:56And you know what?
19:58I'm not going anywhere.
20:00That's the spirit, Sal.
20:02Aww.
20:06Go on, Sal.
20:08What are you doing out so late?
20:10I'm just doing my bit for the community.
20:13Aww, that's wonderful.
20:15Oh.
20:16What's that on your face?
20:18Not seeing one of them in a while.
20:20What?
20:21Smile, I've seen that. She's smiling.
20:23Shut up.
20:25Perry, I owe you an apology.
20:28I should never have said what I said.
20:31It was vile.
20:32I'm sorry.
20:36I don't believe it!
20:37All right, thanks. Thank you, bye.
20:40What is it?
20:41You know the Christmas fairy parade?
20:43Yeah.
20:43I auditioned for one of the lead roles.
20:45Well, guess what?
20:46Only went and got it.
20:47Yay!
20:48Come on.
20:48Congratulations!
20:51Now, this calls for a celebration.
20:53Yeah, well, everywhere's shut.
20:54It's true.
20:55We only came out for a dance, but no luck.
20:58But the McQueen's is always open.
21:00Oh.
21:01What do you say?
21:02Count us in.
21:04Come on!
21:04Come on, Nick!
21:05Come on!
21:06Come on!
21:12Why me?
21:13I was trying to help you.
21:14I don't need help.
21:16I know who I am.
21:17You were wandering down a very dangerous path.
21:19Not true.
21:20Is this about Freya?
21:22I mean, she led me to you, but...
21:24So you do hate me?
21:25No!
21:26Then what?
21:27I needed to stop you from just going after random men.
21:31What are you talking about?
21:32You need the right person.
21:34A woman?
21:35Someone who will love and respect you.
21:37Someone who will do right by you.
21:39That is what you need.
21:40You don't know what I need.
21:43You barely know me.
21:44I do know you, and I know that you are a good man.
21:47You are a beautiful man.
21:56What did you say?
22:00You heard me.
22:18I don't want your body, but I need to think about you.
22:23Somebody else.
22:57I see your true colors, and that's why I love you.
23:05So don't be afraid to let them show you.
23:10Your true colors, true colors, are beautiful like a red.