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Temptation Island - Season 3 - Episode 11: The Final Bonfire, Part 2 EngSub
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00:07You're not gonna tell me
00:10You'll never forget me
00:13You're not gonna tell me
00:16You're not gonna tell me
00:24You'll never forget me
00:28You're not gonna tell me
00:36All right, you guys.
00:38There are three options.
00:40You may decide that you are meant to be together
00:44and that you want to leave the island together.
00:48Shut up.
00:49Then again, you may have come to the realization
00:51that this isn't the thing
00:53and that you want to leave the island alone.
00:55And then the third option
00:56is that you found a connection
00:57with somebody that you've met here
00:59and leave the island with that person.
01:02Erica, I'm gonna let you tell Kendall
01:03what you want your future to look like.
01:10I love you so much.
01:12Never loved anyone the way that I love you.
01:14But this process has taught me
01:16that it's important that I love myself beyond that
01:20and that I put myself first.
01:22So for that reason, I'll be leaving by myself.
01:26Oh, I figured.
01:29Interesting.
01:32So you're sure you don't want to try to make it work ever?
01:34I mean, right now, I stand firm in my decision.
01:38You stand firm in that decision?
01:39I'll be leaving by myself.
01:42I'm positive.
01:44Like I said, you don't...
01:45Oh.
01:47The Erica that came into this,
01:49it's not the same Erica right now.
01:51And I stand firm in that decision
01:52so you don't have to keep asking.
01:54I gotta love myself more.
01:56I gotta put myself first.
02:00I got it.
02:01I got it.
02:02Well,
02:04might as well try something new
02:07and see what's up.
02:08I guess I'll
02:10just leave the island with Alexis
02:11and see what's good.
02:14Well, Erica,
02:16your journey is finished.
02:19You can now leave the island.
02:24There's no...
02:28No.
02:29That's...
02:29That's what we're doing.
02:31I love you.
02:32No kisses, though.
02:33I'm not...
02:34I'm not...
02:35I'm not doing it.
02:36I'm not going.
02:37Come on.
02:38You gotta go.
02:38You gotta go.
02:40I know.
02:42I gotta go.
02:43I don't know.
02:44Where do you go?
02:46You're soon.
02:48Come on.
02:49Travel safe.
02:50Thank you for everything.
02:53And I have
02:53every bit of faith
02:54that's going to work out for you.
02:56Thanks, Roy.
02:58You and I
03:00were so close
03:02We had it all
03:05together
03:08I won't be lied to
03:11And you can't be trusted
03:14Every time you try to
03:17You always get busted
03:20I did, but I didn't surprise myself.
03:23I think I was just
03:24so worried and so scared
03:26about folding
03:27because I know
03:27how he is with his words
03:28but for me to sit next to him
03:30and look him in his face
03:32look him dead in his eyes
03:33and tell him
03:34all the things
03:34that I've felt
03:37that made me feel so good
03:38I feel like I was finally
03:40lifting the weights
03:40off of my shoulders
03:41and busting out of my shackles
03:43Don't text and don't call
03:46We're nothing at all
03:49Too many times
03:51Showed up for you
03:52I was there
03:54But where were you?
03:55I feel so accomplished
03:56right now
03:57I'm really proud of myself
03:58Just couldn't stay
03:59for your silly games of love
04:02Silly games of love
04:05Silly games of love
04:08Silly games of love
04:12Silly games of love
04:16How you feeling right now?
04:17It's a lot to take in
04:19It was expected
04:23Great conversation
04:24I'm glad Erica's grown
04:26and just interested to see
04:28how everything pans out
04:29Well, you said you want
04:31to leave with Alexis
04:32so I'm going to bring her out
04:33and see if in fact
04:33she wants to leave with you
04:34Okay
04:36Right?
04:36Yeah
04:37So let's bring her out right now
04:41Oh, snap
04:43Hi, Alexis
04:44Hi, Mark
04:45Kendall wants to talk to you
04:47Okay
04:52Man, oh, man
04:53How are you?
04:55You look good
04:56Thank you
04:57You do too
04:57Thank you
05:00Ah, so
05:03I had a pretty
05:05in-depth conversation
05:06with Erica
05:08We discussed a lot
05:09We went through a lot
05:11And
05:15Yeah, we decided
05:16to basically part ways
05:18So
05:19I wanted to see you
05:20and I was wondering
05:21if you would
05:22like to leave the island
05:23with me
05:23Of course I would
05:25Yeah?
05:25Yeah
05:26I appreciate you
05:33I'm scared
05:34Are you worried?
05:34Yeah
05:36So this is an outcome
05:37you were hoping for, Alexis?
05:38Of course
05:38Okay
05:40Yeah
05:40Um, how would you
05:41characterize this relationship?
05:43Uh
05:45Yeah
05:46I'm speechless
05:47like right now
05:47Um
05:49I don't know
05:50Um
05:51You know
05:52I
05:52I'm really excited
05:53for this next journey
05:54with Kendall
05:56And
05:56I'm excited to see
05:58where things go
05:58with him
06:01So happy
06:02you found each other
06:02here
06:02and I am
06:03also happy
06:04to tell you
06:04that
06:05this journey
06:06is complete
06:07and you two
06:08you can leave
06:09the island
06:11Thank you
06:14Alright, Mark
06:15We appreciate you
06:16Alright, I'm right here
06:16if you need me
06:18We don't need nobody else
06:21I just want you to myself
06:23You got me feeling high tonight
06:27Coming into this bonfire
06:28it was rough
06:29I had no idea
06:29what to expect
06:31but I built a great relationship
06:33and I felt like
06:34I made the right decision
06:35leaving this island
06:36with Alexis
06:36You know
06:37I helped him open up
06:38along the way
06:39and finally expressing
06:41his feelings more
06:41I'm ready to do this
07:00This is actually really exciting
07:01It's scary
07:03I'm going to keep going
07:03that's scary
07:04because I know
07:04I'm going to get scared
07:05but this is like
07:06whoa
07:06this is really
07:09Cobbled a curveball
07:11because I like where we're going
07:15I like where we're going
07:17You got me glowing
07:19and I'm looking forward
07:21I'll say you're holding me tight
07:25I'm the one you don't know
07:48I feel like he did not think
07:51coming into this
07:52that I would like anyone
07:53but I want to leave
07:55like knowing that
07:56my decision
07:57is the best one for me
07:59At first
08:00I was so worried about
08:02what Tom was going to do
08:03I literally didn't think
08:04about myself at all
08:05I just was thinking about him
08:06and our relationship
08:07I just want you to look
08:09at why you're so flirty
08:10and if it's necessary
08:11I know what you want from me, babe
08:12I'm going to look at myself
08:14and I want you to look at yourself
08:15My two favorite things to do
08:18snowboard
08:19scuba dive
08:21I scuba dive
08:23From the minute I spoke to Blake
08:26I knew that he and I
08:28would have a connection
08:29It's just I was running away from it
08:30because I was scared
08:33You showed your true colors
08:34and don't play with me right now
08:35I'm not playing, Blake
08:37I found out for myself
08:38what you're doing
08:39And that is?
08:41You're fake
08:44After I saw that Tom
08:46was just focused on
08:47experimenting with his flirty side
08:48I was like, this isn't fair to me
08:50I need to figure out
08:50who's going to take me seriously
08:52I had to open up
08:54and really give Blake a chance
08:56because I was pushing him away
08:58I can't
08:59Make you nervous?
09:01Yes
09:01I feel like we do have
09:03a connection too
09:04and I want to spend
09:05more time with you
09:09What I've learned
09:10by being on the island
09:11is that sometimes
09:13it's okay to be selfish
09:14it's okay to figure out
09:15what you want in life
09:16what you want in a relationship
09:17Going into this bonfire
09:19it could be the last time
09:20I see Tom
09:21I want him to be with someone
09:23who will accept him
09:24for who he is
09:24because if he can't change
09:26then I feel like
09:28it doesn't really make sense
09:28for us to be together
09:41Chelsea and I came to
09:42Temptation Island
09:43to work on our relationship
09:44and take a look at
09:46one of the problems
09:46that we've had
09:47which is
09:49my flirtatious personality
09:52He's a little flirty
09:53and friendly
09:54and so this is an opportunity
09:56for me to see him
09:57in a social setting
09:58and see that
09:59he can handle himself
10:00and not go any further
10:02than that
10:02My goal to avoid temptation
10:04was to just stay away
10:05from women
10:05I was most attracted to
10:06but I realized
10:08that by playing it safe
10:09I was doing myself
10:10a disservice
10:10as well as my relationship
10:11with Chelsea
10:12so I started dating Sophia
10:13I'll give you a look
10:15because I'm going to cheat them
10:17You need to be with someone
10:20that understands you
10:21Date after date after date
10:23There we go
10:24I was able to keep it
10:26playful and flirty
10:27without ever cheating
10:28and without ever crossing
10:29the line that Chelsea
10:30and I agreed upon
10:34Now that she was cheating
10:36the agreement we had
10:37she broke it
10:42Coming here
10:43I wanted to prove
10:44to Chelsea
10:44that she could trust me
10:45but going to this
10:46final blind fire
10:47I have no clue
10:49what's going to happen
10:49or what I'm going to do
11:04I came to Temptation Island
11:06because I was hesitant
11:07in moving forward
11:08with Julian in our relationship
11:09and I didn't have the answers
11:11as to why
11:13My worries aren't even
11:14about you
11:16and trusting you
11:17my worries about
11:18like
11:19having to open up
11:20You're totally like
11:22standoffish
11:23why you got so much
11:24sass with me
11:24you don't like me
11:25Because I don't like
11:26that you disrespect me
11:27My fear is like
11:28he's going to pass this test
11:29and I'm still going to be
11:31the same exact spot
11:32that I was in before
11:33At first I felt like
11:34I was wasting my time
11:35being here
11:36I thought Julian
11:37had everything to prove
11:38but then I realized
11:39that I've been very
11:40emotionally unavailable
11:41and I needed to do
11:43my own work
11:44Like I said
11:45you talk when you're ready
11:46but if you want me
11:47to listen to you
11:48breathe and talk to yourself
11:49on the low
11:50I'll do it
11:51Like I know
11:52it's really easy
11:53to feel like you're alone
11:55I lost my brother
11:57he had an addiction problem
12:00I had no idea
12:01because he was struggling
12:02behind closed doors
12:03and I see myself
12:04going in the same cycle
12:05as him
12:07trying to struggle
12:08behind closed doors
12:09I can't
12:12It doesn't end good
12:14Being able to finally
12:16let my guard down
12:17was one of the most
12:19difficult things
12:20that I've had to do
12:20in life
12:21and after doing so
12:26I felt so foolish
12:27for being afraid
12:28for so long
12:29It's hard because
12:30I'm still in love
12:31but Julian
12:31but now I know
12:32that we are
12:33either leaving together
12:35or not leaving together
12:36I just don't know
12:38what I'm going to do
12:48What brought me and Kristen
12:49to Temptation Island
12:50we realized that
12:51we were at a
12:53stagnant place
12:54in our relationship
12:56Kristen, Julian
12:57why did you come here?
12:59Well, we've been together
13:00since we were 15 years old
13:01and we haven't been able
13:03to take that next step
13:04in our relationship
13:05Coming here
13:06this was an opportunity
13:06for me to prove
13:08that I could remain true
13:09to our relationship
13:10There were, you know
13:11some trust issues
13:12you know
13:13the infidelity
13:14in my past
13:14Why do you think
13:15you cheated?
13:16I didn't value
13:17what I had
13:17It was me being
13:18an ignorant
13:20arrogant
13:21asshole
13:25I knew that this experience
13:27would put me around
13:2812 single women
13:29but I needed to be able
13:30to challenge myself
13:32Party's here
13:37Being here
13:38in Temptation Island
13:39it was the ultimate test
13:40for me
13:40I realized that
13:42it wasn't just about
13:42cheating
13:43or physically having
13:44an attraction
13:45for somebody else
13:46but there was ways
13:46that you could
13:47open up emotionally
13:48I have to ask
13:50the scary question
13:52what if she's not able
13:54to let go
13:55of that resentment
13:56Because I love her
13:57you know
13:57I would have to
13:58you know
13:59let her go
14:02Being here
14:02I've learned
14:03that it's okay
14:04to be emotional
14:05I think sometimes
14:06as men
14:07we
14:08you know
14:09think that
14:10that's not okay
14:11Being here
14:12allowed me
14:13to be present
14:14be in the moment
14:15and explore
14:16you know
14:16my true emotions
14:17you know
14:18I really feel
14:19that
14:19I'm ready
14:20to
14:21you know
14:21pop the question
14:22and propose
14:24to Kristen
14:25I am ready
14:26to be
14:27with Kristen
14:28for the rest
14:29of my life
14:29and
14:30I needed
14:31to know
14:31that for sure
14:37Tonight's the most
14:38important night
14:38of my entire life
14:39you know
14:39marriage is something
14:40that's been shut
14:41down in the past
14:42so
14:42going into this
14:43final bonfire
14:44I don't know
14:45where Kristen's head
14:45is
14:46you know
14:46there's always a risk
14:47that I could
14:47leave this island
14:48alone tonight
14:48and that would
14:49be devastating
14:50alone my love
14:52it's nice to see you
14:55you again
15:16the most important thing
15:17I want to convey
15:18to Chelsea
15:18is how I feel
15:20betrayed
15:20and how I no longer
15:22trust her
15:22I want to see
15:24where she's at
15:24because her reaction
15:27is what's going to
15:27dictate whether or not
15:29I even want
15:30a future with Chelsea
15:41I thought that it would
15:43be an easy decision
15:45and it's not going
15:46to be for me
15:47I came to the island
15:48because I wanted to see
15:50if I could trust Tom
15:51in this environment
15:52from what I saw
15:53at the bonfires
15:54he's more flirty
15:55than ever
16:11I honestly
16:12can't say
16:13what I'm going to do
16:14right now
16:14at this point
16:15I feel like
16:16I have to see him
16:16before I make a decision
16:21hi Chels
16:22hey
16:22you ready
16:23I think so
16:25you look ready
16:26you'll be great
16:27thank you
16:28my mind honestly
16:30is not made up yet
16:31I feel like
16:32I need to hear Tom out
16:34and listen to what he has to say
16:35before I make my final decision
16:39well here we are
16:42final bonfire
16:44what's going through
16:45your head right now
16:46I honestly have had
16:49a really hard week
16:50trying to
16:52figure out my emotions
16:54based on
16:55the fact that
16:55I have
16:56this connection
16:57that I've made here
16:59and
16:59it's just been a lot
17:01going on in my mind
17:01the past couple days
17:03I will make sure
17:04you get the answers
17:05you need
17:05and Tom gets the answers
17:06he needs
17:07okay I'm going to bring
17:08Tom in right now
17:09okay
17:21hey Tom
17:21how you doing
17:23hey Mark
17:24hi
17:25hi
17:30this is how final bonfire works
17:32each one of you
17:34is going to get a chance
17:35to speak
17:36while the other one listens
17:37and then
17:38I'll give you a chance
17:39to really talk it out
17:41Tom I'm going to let you
17:42speak first
17:43okay
17:51when we first came here
17:54I wanted to prove to you
17:55that you could trust me
17:57that I could be a committed
17:58boyfriend to you
17:59and that
18:00the flirtatious
18:02outgoing
18:03social side
18:04of my personality
18:05was not something
18:07that you needed
18:07to worry about
18:09and my hope
18:09was that
18:10being here
18:11you would see that
18:12and I tried to be
18:15myself
18:15I was completely
18:16free
18:17while still
18:19maintaining my word
18:20as a man to you
18:21and keeping my commitment
18:23and not breaking
18:25any of the rules
18:26and agreements
18:27that we agreed upon
18:28when we came here
18:31you didn't do that
18:36you cheated on me
18:38you broke the rules
18:39I literally trusted you
18:42more than I trusted myself
18:43I was more worried about me
18:45than I was you
18:46that's how much trust
18:47I had in you
18:49and you broke that trust
18:52and now I no longer
18:54have that
18:57when I got your video
18:58message
19:00that was completely
19:01devoid of any love
19:02or emotion for me
19:04it came across to me
19:06as a justification
19:07for actions
19:08you had taken
19:09which at that time
19:10I did not know
19:10what they were
19:11and then the following
19:12bonfire
19:13I saw
19:14with my own eyes
19:15you being unfaithful
19:19and that then changed
19:21my intention
19:22for why I was here
19:30I didn't want to come here
19:32I did not want to come here
19:36coming into this situation
19:37all I could worry about
19:39was what you were going to do
19:40if you were going to cheat on me
19:41that's I didn't even think
19:43about myself
19:44I never in my wildest dreams
19:46thought that I would come in here
19:48and have a connection
19:49with someone
19:49no way
19:50I wasn't even really like
19:51trying to get to know the guys
19:53because I just didn't want to
19:54but I wanted to have a good time
19:56and I didn't want to waste it
19:57being here
19:58just being by myself
19:59or sitting in the corner
20:01and crying
20:01which is literally
20:02what I thought
20:02I would be doing
20:04I saw one of your bonfires
20:06it's like you rubbing
20:07this girl's butt
20:08and like smacking it
20:09and then in my mind
20:10I'm like
20:11I don't want to be with someone
20:12who has to act like this
20:13to have fun
20:14and then that's when
20:15I had to start
20:17living this journey for me
20:19because I don't want to be
20:21with someone
20:21who's going to act like that
20:24that's why we came here
20:25I didn't want to hurt you
20:27like it was so hard for me
20:29and I was like
20:29if he's over there
20:30embracing his flirty side
20:32I understand that
20:33but I'm going to do me
20:35I'm going to do me
20:38I had to see
20:39if I had this feeling there
20:41and I kissed him
20:41and I kissed him
20:43a couple times
20:45and I don't regret it
20:47for me
20:48I felt like
20:49you
20:51wanted to be single
20:52that's what I felt
20:53I felt you wanted to be single
20:59I really
21:02I just can't
21:03I can't believe that we're here
21:03honestly
21:04because I didn't want to come here
21:08and I feel bad
21:10because I
21:12when I did that
21:14I felt guilty right away
21:16and I was so worried
21:17about you cheating on me
21:18and then
21:21you know
21:22I don't feel guilty
21:23about it anymore
21:24because I feel like
21:25it was going to happen
21:26because the connection
21:27I had with him
21:28was very strong
21:30and now I'm more confused than ever
21:32I feel like
21:36is love enough
21:51now I'm more confused than ever
21:52I feel like
21:53now we both have trust issues
21:56I feel like
21:58is love enough
22:00for us
22:02I don't know
22:04well
22:04my biggest question was
22:06where is your heart at
22:07the clips look like
22:08you were
22:08falling in love
22:09with someone else
22:10you know
22:10I was being
22:12playful and flirty
22:13but that is so much
22:14different like
22:15I'm telling you
22:16that I feel
22:17like
22:18he was someone
22:19that I could be with
22:21and
22:21that's why I had to
22:23explore it
22:23because I didn't want
22:24to shut it down
22:25because I
22:25did have our
22:27like doubts
22:28in our relationship
22:29so I wanted to
22:30fully submerge myself
22:32into
22:32this experience
22:34with him
22:34and that's what I did
22:38did I fall in love
22:39no
22:42it's so funny
22:43that a lot of what
22:45you were feeling
22:45was actually
22:46very similar
22:47to what I was feeling
22:48I actually avoided
22:49the girl that I was
22:50most attracted to
22:51because I wanted
22:52to avoid temptation
22:53it was very difficult
22:54but I always maintained
22:56that line
22:57and I knew
22:57I was like
22:58I know she's gonna see me
22:59smacking someone's butt
22:59and like
23:00I think it's
23:03I get it
23:04that side of me
23:06I was dialing up
23:07while we were here
23:08so that I can
23:10fully explore it
23:11just as
23:11the same way
23:12you never touched
23:12a butt before
23:13what do you mean
23:13fully explore a butt
23:15no
23:15Thomas
23:16fully explore
23:17the same way
23:18you
23:20fully explored
23:21making out
23:22with another guy
23:22right
23:23you wouldn't
23:23normally do that
23:24that's true
23:25right
23:25okay so I
23:26wouldn't normally
23:27be putting my arms
23:28around girls
23:28slapping their butts
23:29I was doing it
23:30because I was
23:30trying to
23:31put that side
23:32of my flirty side
23:34to the limit
23:35essentially
23:36okay
23:37to explore it
23:38to find out
23:39why am I like this
23:39let's see what
23:40we can do
23:41to make Chelsea
23:41go nuts
23:42well obviously
23:43I don't want you
23:43to go nuts
23:44I thought
23:44when you were
23:45coming in here
23:46you were going
23:46to be a little
23:47more respectful
23:49so you knew
23:50I was gonna see that
23:50and was I gonna be like
23:51oh I love this guy
23:52look at him
23:52he totally respects me
23:54no
23:54I didn't know
23:55what to do
23:57I came in here
23:58with trust issues
23:59and now they're worse
24:01they're worse
24:01for me
24:02same
24:03alright guys
24:04so now we get
24:05to the decision
24:06and there are
24:07three ways this goes
24:09one
24:10you can realize
24:11possibly
24:12that this love
24:13that you have
24:14is worth fighting for
24:15and you two
24:17want to leave
24:18the island together
24:18or
24:20you may decide
24:21that you want
24:22to just leave
24:22the island alone
24:24the third is
24:25you both
24:26made connections
24:28you may decide
24:29that you'd like
24:31to leave the island
24:32with one of them
24:33okay
24:34so Chelsea
24:34I'll start with you
24:35okay
24:41I'm not gonna lie
24:42coming into this bonfire
24:44I thought
24:45I had my decision
24:49and I didn't want
24:51to jump to conclusions
24:52so I was losing it
24:53open ended
24:54I understand
24:55that we both
24:56made these connections
24:57and
24:59I just love you
25:01and I want to leave
25:02with you
25:04you've heard
25:05what Chelsea
25:05has to say
25:07now
25:07what have you decided
25:13what we came here
25:14with
25:14you and I
25:15our relationship
25:18I thought
25:19it was awesome
25:20I loved
25:21what we had built
25:23becoming this
25:25unbeatable team
25:25and building
25:26and building this life
25:27that I
25:28thought was a really
25:29solid foundation
25:30that I didn't think
25:31you would allow
25:33such a short amount
25:34of time
25:34to just completely
25:38disregard
25:39and
25:40seem to not
25:41care
25:41as much as I
25:42thought you cared
25:43about it
25:46but I tried to remember
25:47all that
25:47that we have built
25:48and I do feel
25:49that
25:50there is
25:51a lot there
25:53there is a no-brainer
25:54like I want
25:54to go home
25:55with you
25:56you're coming back
25:56to the villa
25:57with me tonight
26:01so yes
26:01that is my decision
26:20I wish you both
26:22the best of luck
26:23I hope you find love
26:25for years and years
26:26to come
26:26you may now
26:27leave the island
26:37bye you guys
26:38thank you
26:40thank you
26:41all right
26:42you guys are going to be great
26:43and we're friends now
26:45I know
26:45I love it
26:46I love it
26:52we do have a lot
26:53to work on
26:54but that's
26:54any relationship
26:55nothing is perfect
26:56and no one is perfect
26:57and I feel like
26:58it's crucial
26:58that I went through
27:00this experience
27:00because I do have confidence
27:02and I want to bring that
27:03into the relationship
27:05thank you
27:05it doesn't really make sense
27:07to let go of this feeling
27:08and this love
27:09that I have for Tom
27:25I wasn't sure
27:26how it was going to play out
27:27I'm just happy
27:28that we're back together
27:29all right
27:30take us home
27:50where do we go
27:53from here
27:57is it still a chance
28:04coming into this bonfire
28:05is scary
28:05because you never know
28:06if this is the last time
28:07you're going to see
28:07the person that you love
28:11my relationship
28:12with Kristen
28:12is absolutely worth
28:13fighting for
28:14we've been through
28:15hell and back together
28:15and I know
28:16if we can get through
28:17some of the stuff
28:17that we've gotten through
28:18in the past
28:19we can get through anything
28:20are we too far gone
28:23is there old bad
28:26with the damage done
28:28anything could happen
28:29tonight
28:30I could lose the love
28:31of my life
28:31we came here
28:32to either walk away
28:34or stay together
28:35and I just think
28:36it's going to be
28:37very emotional
28:38but very necessary
28:40for both of us
28:49this is a tough thing
28:50for me to do
28:51I've been shut down
28:52in the past
28:52and I've never proposed
28:53to Kristen before
28:54but I feel confident
28:56in myself
28:56and where my heart
28:57and head is
28:58and I'm hoping
28:59that she can finally
29:00forgive me
29:01and realize that
29:02you know
29:02I can be the man
29:03that she needs me to be
29:04for the rest of her life
29:05it's been quite a ride
29:11how you feeling
29:11I feel good
29:14I'm ready to see her
29:15and to see that smile
29:17and be able to talk to her
29:18and hear about her journey
29:20no matter what the outcome is
29:22now let's do it
29:25here she comes
29:28when the weight of the world
29:31is on your shoulders
29:34and it feels like you can't go on
29:42oh just know
29:57you look beautiful
29:58welcome Kristen
30:01so this is how the final bonfire works
30:03you'll both get a chance to speak
30:05while the other person listens
30:07then you'll get the opportunity
30:09to have an open conversation
30:11after that
30:12you'll both make your final decisions
30:15sound good?
30:16Julian I'm going to let you start first
30:29well
30:30I'll start by saying this
30:35this experience
30:37has humbled me
30:38in ways
30:39that I could have never imagined
30:43being here
30:45has made me realize
30:48what's truly important
30:50not just our relationship
30:52but our lives
30:54I did see this as a way
30:55for me to prove myself to you
30:58show you that I could be
31:00in this crazy
31:01exotic setting
31:06while still
31:08remaining loyal to you
31:09respecting you
31:11and continuing to value
31:13our relationship
31:16it didn't take much time
31:17for me to realize
31:18that I was so much deeper than that
31:21being here
31:24made me aware
31:25that there's more issues
31:28than just me being unfaithful
31:30to you in the past
31:55being here on the island
31:58I was able to open up emotionally
32:02in ways that I never
32:05thought were possible
32:06for me to ever do
32:10I was around some amazing women
32:13that challenged me
32:14every single day
32:17to be uncomfortable
32:19and talk about
32:20the mistakes that I made
32:22in my past
32:23also helped me
32:24realize and understand
32:29the true pain
32:37that I've caused you
32:38so I'm gonna ask you
32:40how were you feeling
32:43during those moments
32:45that you were so
32:50able to forget about me
32:53and just
32:56do what you did
32:58I need you to know
33:00that me being unfaithful
33:04in the past
33:05had nothing
33:05to do with you
33:08it was all me
33:11it was my self-worth
33:12that I was lacking
33:13at that time in my life
33:18I was battling
33:19my own insecurities
33:22for some reason
33:23I decided to take
33:24all my frustrations out
33:29on a woman
33:32that cared for me
33:33the most
33:34you
33:40I know how hard
33:42that was for you
33:58I know how much pain
34:00I caused you
34:03there was a time
34:03in our lives
34:04where
34:08you gave me
34:09all of you
34:12you gave me
34:13all of you
34:15and I took it for granted
34:16and I took you for granted
34:21and I realized how painful
34:22that is for you
34:24still to this day
34:29but I just want you to know
34:31that in my time
34:32that in my time here on the island
34:34I've grown
34:35so much
34:37not just for you
34:38but for me
34:42and I can leave here
34:43knowing that I'm better
34:45than the way that I came
34:49with all that being said
34:54I still need to know
34:55that you changed
34:58I still need to know
34:59that
35:02you can open up to me
35:06and I can open up to you
35:07without having the fear
35:09of making you hurt
35:11or uncomfortable
35:13and I hope
35:14that during your journey here
35:17you were able to heal
35:18a little bit
35:21not for me
35:22not for our families
35:24for you
35:28I love you too
35:32you have no idea
35:35how good it feels
35:36to hear you say those things
35:42so thank you
35:46thank you
35:47for taking this seriously
35:55when I look back
35:57on everything
36:02I felt like
36:03I gave all my love
36:06and all my effort
36:07and chance after chance
36:09to not only you
36:12but to Kenny too
36:17and it was like
36:18around the same time
36:19that I was just
36:20giving all of myself
36:21you both just kept
36:22hurting me behind my back
36:24and I didn't understand
36:27it was like
36:29I associated love with pain
36:31because I knew
36:32you guys loved me
36:33but you guys just
36:34kept on hurting me
36:39I just shut down
36:40I shut down
36:43I was emotionally unavailable
36:45I pushed you away
36:47I was distant from everybody
36:50because I felt like
36:52if I didn't
36:54talk about it
36:55I could just ignore it
36:57put my head down
36:58and just get through life
37:00I know that
37:01me hiding my pain
37:03doesn't lessen the hurt
37:04on you
37:05it doesn't lessen the hurt
37:07on my mom
37:08my sister
37:09it leaves everybody
37:11confused
37:11and no one really
37:13understands me
37:15I don't want to talk
37:18I'm done avoiding
37:20I'm not afraid anymore
37:27no I just
37:29I just need to say
37:31that
37:34I can look you
37:34in your eyes
37:35and tell you
37:36that
37:38I feel good
37:39about where we are
37:40moving forward
37:42as long as we have
37:44each other
37:44and we can be open
37:46without the fear
37:47of us hurting
37:48one another
37:48or
37:50feeling upset
37:52we can get through
37:53anything
37:55I mean that
37:57all right
37:58the time has come
37:59to make a decision
38:01I'm going to give you
38:01three options
38:04the first one is
38:05you can leave the island
38:06the way you came here
38:07together as a couple
38:09you could leave it alone
38:12or you could leave
38:13with someone else
38:16Julian I'll start with you
38:28there's nobody else
38:30the entire world
38:33that I would want to leave
38:34this island with
38:34than you
38:36I absolutely
38:37want to leave this island
38:38with you
38:41and get back home
38:42and start our lives
38:43together
38:45for real
38:48I'm going to leave with you
38:58I feel like
38:59this is just the beginning
39:01for both of us
39:02and I absolutely
39:03want to leave this island
39:04with you
39:06my love for you
39:07has never changed
39:11you are one in a million
39:19we met 11 years ago
39:21for a reason
39:23and we've pushed through
39:24for these 11 years
39:25for a reason
39:29and we're going to keep
39:30on pushing each other
39:31and growing
39:33because I feel like
39:34our relationship
39:34is one that's going to last
39:39I wish you absolute best
39:41and I am happy
39:43to tell you both
39:45that you may now
39:46leave the island
39:48I hope this girl
39:50I do not care
39:57as long as you're with me
40:02what does the future hold
40:06it's in the control
40:09of the one
40:10I'm changing
40:14I've gained
40:15such a new perspective
40:17on so many things
40:18that I thought
40:19was the right way
40:20of living
40:22realizing that I can be open
40:23I can be vulnerable
40:24I just feel like
40:27there's so much
40:29in store for us
40:30I found the only one
40:34I'll give my heart
40:35my soul
40:36my mind
40:37and when the world
40:39is gone
40:40your love will be
40:41ever strong
40:43and you'll go on
40:45and you'll go on
40:49so here I go
40:52with me
40:53I do not care
40:56as long as you're with me
41:00baby girl
41:03I realized a lot of things
41:06on this island
41:07while I was here
41:10but the most important thing
41:11that I realized
41:13is that I never want to go
41:14another day in my life
41:17without having you
41:18by my side
41:22I never shared this
41:23with you before
41:25but I want to tell you now
41:27the last time I saw Kenny
41:31I held his hand
41:35and I made him a promise
41:37that I was going to take care
41:38of his little sister
41:42for the rest of my life
41:45because he's not physically here
41:46to be able to do that
41:50Chris I'm willing to spend
41:52the rest of my entire life
41:55making you feel valued
41:57appreciated
41:59and loved
42:01like you've always deserved
42:07Kristen Yvette Ramos
42:13will you make me
42:14the luckiest man
42:16in the entire world
42:19and grant me the privilege
42:23of being a devoted husband
42:26to you
42:30for the rest of our lives
42:33a thousand times yes
42:34Julian
42:35I love you baby girl
42:36I just want to be
42:40oh my god
42:45oh my god
42:48oh my god
42:49oh my god
42:49oh my god
42:51oh my god
42:52oh my god
42:56oh my god
42:56oh my god
42:57oh my god
42:58thank you so much
43:01I love you with all my heart
43:03and I can't wait
43:04to take this next step
43:05in our journey together
43:08the sky's the limit
43:10I love you
43:11oh my god
43:14oh my god
43:16oh my god
43:23we're gonna be lost
43:25I just want to be
43:27lost with you
43:32lost
43:33with you
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