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Temptation Island - Season 1 - Episode 11: Final Bonfire - Part 2 EngSub
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00:07Previously on Temptation Island.
00:10Going through this whole experience,
00:12I feel like it only brought me closer to my girlfriend.
00:13I'm just ready to give her all of me.
00:15Like, it's time.
00:17Look at that. That's huge.
00:19I definitely feel like I was meant to be here.
00:21Otherwise, my life would have just been, like, in a stagnant place.
00:24I love Javen, but I could maybe see myself with Justin.
00:29It's like I almost feel like he never loved me.
00:32You never really feel that way?
00:33How could you be in love with someone and do this to them?
00:36I don't like this.
00:38Maybe. You got faith in me?
00:40Why don't you check it out?
00:45I felt like I was going to be judged,
00:47and it creates this weight on my shoulders.
00:49As you should have a weight on your shoulder.
00:51I feel like any woman should know,
00:52hey, you know, my guy's in the room.
00:54I want respect.
00:56Nicole, you've come to the decision
00:57that you'd like to leave the island alone?
01:00Yes.
01:03Everything's going to be okay.
01:04I just didn't think it would be hard
01:07to break someone's heart that said they still love me.
01:11My mission was to show you that I was a little guy,
01:14and I was up until I saw you get in bed
01:16with, I think, his name's Johnny,
01:18and that destroyed me.
01:20It was embarrassing to see that.
01:26God, let me know.
01:29You'll never forget me
01:32You're not gonna tell me
01:38You're not gonna tell me
01:43You'll never forget me
01:45You're not gonna tell me
01:59I think that you're an amazing, amazing man
02:02You're so sweet
02:03And you're so kind
02:04And you're so funny
02:06But, you know, sometimes I feel like
02:11I have to, like, kind of baby you a little
02:12I kind of have to mother you a little
02:14I feel like I have to kind of maybe pull ambition out of you a little
02:19You make me not want to have kids
02:27Okay
02:29So you both had a chance to speak
02:31And I can see how difficult that is
02:33But you were both being very honest with one another
02:35And that's important
02:36So now comes the question that you arrived with
02:39The one question we're trying to find the answer for
02:42So I'm gonna ask you each
02:44What your decision is
02:45And it can be one of three different decisions
02:47It can be, let's work this out
02:49Let's leave together
02:50Or you may want to leave alone
02:53Or you may want to leave with someone else
02:55Okay
02:56John, I'm gonna let you tell Katie what you've decided first
03:05Um, I feel like I made a connection with Catherine
03:09But, you know, I can't just let my heart leap
03:11From loving one person to another
03:13Um, so I just need this time to kind of heal
03:17And, you know, I do love you
03:19And I want the best for you
03:20I want you to be happy
03:21Same
03:21And if I can't provide that
03:23Then we do need to go on our separate ways
03:31So, to be clear
03:32You'll be leaving the island alone?
03:34Yes
03:35Okay, thank you, John
03:37Katie, your chance to tell what you've decided
03:40Yeah, I mean, I think, you know, with the clarity that I've received here
03:45I think it's best that, you know, we leave single
03:50I still respect you
03:51I still love you
03:52I still want us to have dignity for one another
03:55And, you know, handle things like mature adults
03:58Um, and so yes, I'm leaving single
04:02So both of you will be leaving the island alone?
04:05Yes
04:10Do you have regrets for having come here, Katie?
04:12Not at all
04:14John?
04:15I think that we both learned a lot about each other
04:17And the things we struggle with
04:18And that this is going to be one hell of a lesson learned, for sure
04:22Yeah
04:23I think you've both gotten answers
04:26You've spoken to each other with dignity
04:29Breakups are never easy
04:30And my only hope is that by choosing to go separately home now
04:34That you save yourself pain that could come down the line
04:37And maybe other people involved in that process
04:38Right
04:40Katie, I thank you for being open and embracing this experience
04:44Thank you
04:45And now I'm happy to tell you that your journey is over
04:48You can head home
04:49Okay
04:55Bye, Katie
04:56Bye
05:14It was hard
05:16I wanted to just
05:17I wanted to hug him and hold him and squeeze him
05:19But, uh
05:23Hearing him
05:25And just say, like
05:27That he wants a woman that builds him up
05:29And not tears him down
05:30And he's all right
05:31He's all right
05:31And, you know, it's hard to say goodbye
05:34But I know that it's for the best
05:44You okay?
05:46I'm good, man
05:48Good to hear just her speaking her truth
05:50And, you know, I'm gonna come out of this a stronger man
05:53This is definitely gonna be something that I'm never gonna forget
05:56It's been one hell of a trip
05:58John, thank you for being here
06:00Thank you for being so open
06:02And I'm happy to tell you that your journey here is over
06:04You're free to leave
06:06All right, man
06:06Thank you, buddy
06:08Thank you so much
06:08My pleasure
06:09Nice meeting you
06:10The best to you
06:10Travel safe
06:11All right, thank you
06:19This experience made me open my eyes to all the issues that have been going on with me and Katie
06:24And a big weight was lifted off my shoulders to hear Katie basically say that I'm just not the guy
06:29for her
06:30I wish she had found that out sooner
06:35But, uh, you know what?
06:36I hope the best for her
06:37I hope that she finds what she's looking for
06:39And I'm just gonna keep moving on
06:42I know I'll get over it
06:46But tonight
06:47I'm in
06:50Too deep
07:00We're crazy
07:02Crazy
07:04Love, love, I love you
07:07We're crazy
07:09I came here with a mission, a purpose
07:11I wanted to show Shari that I'm different from my past
07:13And I came and did that
07:14And I can't wait to share that experience with her
07:17You've only been with one man since you were 16
07:19I know
07:21At 16 years old, me and Ashari
07:22I didn't know who I was, what I was doing
07:25Ready to take this on?
07:26Yeah, I'm ready
07:27Especially with, like, your past and, like, everything
07:29Yeah, my past
07:30I'm trying to prove that I'm different from my past
07:32Coming to the island
07:33I assumed I knew everything about women
07:35And, you know, I give people a chance
07:37Oh, I can't hold hands, though
07:38I can't do that
07:39With no power
07:39Arm, I'll grab you
07:41I just had to, like, factory reset myself
07:43And open up and just get to know a lot of these women
07:46See, that wasn't so bad
07:48No, it wasn't so bad
07:49I'm not gonna, like, jump your bones
07:50I mean, you're cute, but, like, come on now
07:53I put myself out there today
07:55And get to know these women
07:56But no one came close to Shari
07:58Shari has a good man
07:59She is lucky
08:01I held it down
08:02Yeah, you showed me that there are good men out there
08:08Don't be afraid
08:11It's our job to trust each other at the end of the day
08:13And I've learned from myself and my experience
08:15That I can be trustworthy
08:17And I can meet other women on a platonic level
08:19And open up and express myself to them
08:21And the same thing goes for her
08:22I can't wait to see her
08:23Period
08:24Jamie, look at this woman in her face
08:26And tell her how you feel from the hot
08:28Okay
08:29I'm gonna let her know for my soul
08:41I definitely feel like I'm leaving this island
08:43With what I came here for
08:44I've had a wild road
08:45But I feel like I was supposed to be here
08:48And I was supposed to have this experience
08:50This whole lineup is horrible for you guys
08:52Oh, so you think it's good for you?
08:54Are you serious?
08:56Me and Javen arguing
08:57I didn't want the first impression to go this way
09:00It threw me off
09:01It really did
09:03Story of my life
09:03Same with me
09:05Initially, I was really closed off
09:07You've been very, uh, reserved
09:09Yeah, but once I just embraced the process
09:12Woo!
09:13You can't bring me down
09:17I realized how much I can learn from these amazing people
09:19I don't want to follow nobody
09:21Who's not gonna make my dream come true
09:23And that's why I'm here
09:24It forced me to open up in different ways
09:26That I never thought were possible
09:28I feel like now I'm just, like, learning that
09:30I have to choose my own path
09:32No matter what
09:33Absolutely
09:33Justin reminds me about how real temptation is here
09:37No matter what, you gotta listen to yourself
09:39And don't hold yourself back
09:41Yeah
09:42I definitely made emotional connections
09:44But I'm about to see Javen for the first time in 30 days
09:49And I don't know what I'm gonna do
09:51So you think you're prepared for the worst?
09:53Obviously, it's not something you want
09:55But if it happens, it happens
09:57Stars
10:01Stars
10:02Stars
10:08I am not afraid to take chances
10:11Oh, oh, oh, oh
10:15So Casey and I came here to strengthen our relationship together
10:18To put that stamp of approval that I could resist temptation
10:22Hey guys, my name's Morgan
10:24I'm a real estate agent
10:25And when I find something I like
10:26I know how to close the deal
10:27She's cute
10:28She's very cute
10:30I came here looking for answers
10:31But these were not the answers I was expecting
10:34The chemistry between Morgan and I
10:36Is to the point of, like, scaring the shit out of me
10:41I knew you were trouble
10:42I knew it
10:44Golly
10:47Never in my wildest dreams
10:48Did I thought that I would be resisting falling in love
10:51I thought I was gonna come here and be tempted
10:52And maybe realize that I just wasn't supposed to be with Casey
10:55Not actually meet the person that I might want to be with forever
11:05Girl, I'm talking about
11:06I can't imagine life without Morgan now
11:09But I don't want to hurt Casey
11:10I don't want to do anything like that
11:11You've got to literally move someone out of your life
11:15That's been there for nine years
11:17No matter what I decide to do
11:19It's going to be heartbreaking
11:21It just, it just hurts, man
11:32Evan and I have been together almost ten years
11:35And we're just kind of stuck in one spot
11:39Take advantage of it
11:40Do what you gotta do
11:41Figure it out
11:42Do what you gotta do
11:42I love you
11:44I love you
11:45I mean, Evan came in on such a good note
11:48I didn't think we could start this journey any stronger
11:54Once I got here, it really hit me hard
11:57How in love with Evan I am
11:59I just, like, had an epiphany
12:01The few things that are, like, issues with me
12:03And Evan are so small
12:06Like, they're so small
12:08It's so stupid
12:11This is someone that I've lived my entire youth with
12:14Like, I don't want to cry
12:16But since I was, like, 19 years old
12:18This is someone I watched play basketball in high school
12:20Like, we have a life
12:22If I don't get my shit together and let it go
12:25I'm gonna lose
12:26It's, like, the hardest lesson I think I've ever learned
12:29Yeah, but everything that's really hard is worth it in the end
12:32Exactly
12:32I learned that you can't put pressure on someone
12:35You just gotta be ready when they're ready
12:37And, like, love is enough
12:38And he didn't wait for me to tell him all those things
12:42And it's really sad
12:43Like, I only have eyes for you right now
12:45Like, it's bottom line
12:46So you're in it?
12:58I'm literally being tortured
13:03He's let this experience just send him in a whirlwind
13:07But I know exactly what I need to say
13:09And I know what I want
13:11Even though he's kind of breaking my heart
13:40I've opened my heart up to someone else other than Casey
13:42I have no regrets in this entire experience
13:46But I've loved this girl
13:48For so long
13:50It's going to be a very, very difficult night
14:05Read a lot
14:07I'm gonna do a little silent prayer right now
14:11I am nervous to see Evan
14:12I'm hoping that he's strong
14:14And he keeps his promises
14:15And he's loyal
14:16And he realized, like, that what we have
14:19Is, like, way more special than a random girl
14:22And we go home and, like, clean slate
14:24And just, like, really do this the right way
14:40I'm gonna be really vulnerable
14:42And I'm gonna lay it all out on the line
14:44He's gonna know he hurt me
14:46And he's gonna know that he's throwing away
14:48Something really special
14:49And I really think if I do that
14:51There's no way he's gonna be able to walk away from me
14:55How you doing, my friend?
14:57We'll see
14:58I'm gonna get in there
14:59Okay, have a seat
15:00Okay
15:03Oh, Jesus
15:06How you feeling?
15:07Scared
15:08Scared?
15:09You've had time to reflect and get yourself prepared
15:12Yeah
15:12Are you feeling prepared?
15:13I mean, I'm as ready as I'll ever be
15:16All right, well, let's get to it
15:18Oh, God
15:19I'm gonna bring Evan in right now
15:20You haven't seen him in a while
15:21Oh, God
15:23Okay
15:24Here we go
15:28Oh, my God
15:37Hey, Mark
15:38Hi, Evan
15:39How are you, buddy?
15:40All right
15:47Hello, Brad
15:48Hi
15:51This is your final bonfire
15:52This is what this whole experience has led up to
15:55And this is the chance for one of you to speak
15:57And have the other listen
16:00Casey, I'm gonna start with you
16:01And this is your chance to talk to Evan
16:03Tell him all about your experience
16:07What you've learned
16:08And how you're feeling
16:10Okay?
16:10Okay
16:12Um, we, like, came into this, like, so strong
16:16And, like, so connected
16:18If someone were to tell me how this was gonna go
16:21Like, I honestly feel
16:22I would have told them they were insane
16:25Watching your bonfires
16:26I literally couldn't even walk some of them
16:30You were in bed with another girl
16:31I don't understand how you could just do that to me
16:37Feels like you threw her whole life away from this random girl
16:44You're a piece of shit
16:45Just go back
16:48And you really broke my heart
16:50And I've literally been crying this entire time
16:54But even though I've been crying
16:56I've been praying for you
16:57And I've been praying for us
16:59I wish I could really go back in time
17:01And take back all the ultimatums
17:03And all the pressure I put on you
17:07And I really regret, like, not giving my full heart to you
17:10And I'm, like, really in love with you
17:12And I'm really sorry for showing you
17:16That's all I have to say
17:19All right
17:21Thank you, Casey
17:23Evan, now it's your turn to tell Casey your thoughts
17:26And how you're feeling
17:28First, hey, little bird
17:30Hi
17:31Missed you like crazy
17:33Okay
17:36It's been such a crazy, crazy ride here
17:42We both came into this with questions about our relationship
17:48I needed to prove not only to you
17:51But to myself
17:52That I had the fortitude to resist temptation
17:59But never in my wildest dreams did I think that I would come here to resist falling for someone else
18:07And in the distance that I've had with you
18:12I've found clarity
18:16And no matter how much I love you
18:20I've opened my heart up to someone else
18:27Our trials and tribulations that we've gone through
18:31Have weighed so heavy on me
18:34My little bird
18:36Don't call me that
18:38I know it's hard, but you have to just listen
18:40I understand, but you have to listen right now
18:42We'll have a chance
18:46I'm done, Mark
18:49You came here with a question, you guys
18:51The ultimate question
18:52Am I with the one I need to be with for the rest of my life
18:56And now's the time where each of you make your decision and tell the other
18:59Do you wish to leave together
19:01Do you wish to leave alone
19:03Or do you want to leave with someone else?
19:09Casey
19:10What's your decision?
19:12What do you want to do?
19:13I'm committed to him
19:15This is someone that is the love of my life
19:17That I have a life with
19:20And I want to go home and fix what we can fix
19:23Okay
19:24This is our life
19:26You want to leave with Evan?
19:27You're committed to him
19:28Yes, I'm committed to him
19:29Okay, Evan
19:30Now it's time for you to tell us your decision
19:33Do you want to leave with Casey
19:35As she has expressed wanting to do with you
19:38Will you be leaving alone
19:39Or you'll be leaving with someone else?
19:44Mark, I'm leaving with someone else
19:46Okay
19:47Oh my god
19:55How?
19:57How could you do this?
19:59This is what you do
20:00You're impulsive
20:01I finally have clarity
20:03I can see
20:05Knowing full well
20:06All my demons
20:07Everything I have in me
20:08And you pushed me into the corner
20:11For years
20:12Years and years
20:13I came here and I got clarity
20:16Because I don't want to do that anymore
20:17I can't handle that anymore
20:19But how can you just give up on us?
20:21You think I'm just giving up?
20:23Give me a chance to, like, prove to you
20:25That I've learned these things
20:27Casey
20:28It is late
20:29I've needed that for so many years
20:32Are you kidding me?
20:33Why can't you just
20:34I've needed that
20:35You couldn't give it to me
20:37I know, but I'm telling you
20:38I'm going to do it
20:40It's no
20:41No
20:42So you're going to break all your promises
20:45Tell your family you left me here
20:46Everything that you promised me
20:48That my heart and my soul is safe with you
20:50That you'll never leave me
20:51I'm your forever
20:55How can you do this to me?
20:57Casey
20:58Casey
21:01It's not doing this to you
21:03You're never going to see me again
21:05It's not doing this to you
21:07I'm not going to rob you of another second
21:10You're not robbing me
21:12I want to go home and fix this
21:13No, you have given me so many ultimatums
21:16So much time
21:17It's a timetable
21:18You took them all
21:18You took them back
21:20The night before we got here
21:22This is you
21:23Being impulsive
21:25And not thinking straight, Ev
21:26Mark spoke of lightning in a bottle
21:28When we got here
21:28Do you remember?
21:31Through this process
21:32I understand what he meant by that
21:34You don't know when
21:36Or where it's going to strike
21:40But it struck me here
21:41On the island
21:47Now, I don't want you to think
21:50That Morgan is some temptress
21:53That stole me away from you
21:55Okay
21:57I'm a man
21:59Exercising free will
22:01And I stand by
22:03All of the actions I've committed
22:05And everything that I've said
22:08And I know that in turn
22:09It hurts
22:11A girl that I've
22:13Nutried, cared, and loved
22:15For what feels like my entire life
22:18I don't know who you are
22:21I loved you with all my heart and soul
22:23And I loved you
22:24I was going to do what I needed to do
22:27I needed you to do it years ago
22:29I'm telling you, I'm going to do it
22:34Please
22:37Please, please, please
22:39I needed this so long ago
22:41Evan, I'm begging you
22:44Evan, please
22:46Casey, you know, you know
22:48Please don't give up on us
22:49You, you know more than anyone else
22:52What I've, what I've gone through
22:54You know what's going on with me
22:56And you just let it go
22:58And you still, and you still didn't
23:00You didn't care
23:01You didn't care for years
23:03No
23:03Please
23:04Mark
23:05Okay
23:05God, Evan, why are you doing this?
23:08Hold on
23:08I'm sorry
23:09Hold on
23:09Jesus, Evan
23:11Please, please
23:13Casey
23:14Casey, I know this is your worst nightmare
23:16I know what you've shared
23:18But I need to tell you something
23:21I need you to know that I know
23:23That you're going to be okay on the other end of this
23:25Please, stop trying to say
23:27And that your future
23:30Is something you don't even know
23:31Could be far greater than what you're fighting for now
23:34I know, but he doesn't understand that I've had a serious change, Evan
23:38Casey, unfortunately, sometimes when we make changes
23:40It's for the next relationship
23:42I don't want anything else
23:43I know
23:46And I'm feeling for you
23:47And I wish there was something I could do to make this better
23:49I don't want anybody else
23:50But Casey, your time on the island is done
23:52Your journey is over
23:58Evan, this is wrong
24:00This is wrong
24:04No, I don't want anyone touching me
24:05Okay
24:12Evan, this is wrong
24:17It's too little, too late
24:28Oh my god
24:36No, this is crazy
24:41He says it isn't going to be with her
24:46How is this real?
24:49No, like, this is a joke
24:50This has to be a joke
24:51This honestly, it really has to be a joke
24:55I'm like, am I ever going to see him again?
25:07How is this happening?
25:19Like, he's my best friend
25:21Like, I'm losing my best friend in the whole world
25:28Like, he was my home
25:31I lost my home, my best friend
25:34But I don't understand how he could do this to me
25:39Like, he promised
25:41He looked me in my eyes
25:43And he told me there's no way that you could do this to me
25:47That you would never blindside me again, ever
25:51And I came here to fix us
25:55He just gave up on me
25:56He threw our whole life away
26:01He, like, he threw our whole life away
26:03For someone he doesn't even know
26:19Love is gravity
26:21To hearts in order
26:26There is one room
26:28Where they want to steal
26:35It's not for me, it's for us
26:38So that she can have a life
26:39I'm not going to take any more time from that girl
26:42No matter how much we love each other
26:44I'm not the one for her
26:47Are you feeling regret, relief?
26:49What do you feel?
26:52I've had zero regrets this entire experience
26:56Except for maybe sending her a video
27:01But I just couldn't fathom saying
27:04What I needed to say in 30 seconds
27:05So I couldn't send it
27:07But I stand by every single statement I have uttered
27:10And every single action
27:14That I committed
27:16We decided to come here
27:17And truly give this 100%
27:19And I don't know how to go 80
27:21I don't know how to go 90
27:24I gave it 100
27:25I can't just sit back
27:27And let things happen anymore
27:29I'm not going to do that
27:30And I'm going to be proactive
27:31And I'm going to
27:32You know, she's
27:35She's amazing
27:36She's my best friend
27:37I just lost my best friend
27:42Let's turn the page a second
27:43Past this pain
27:44Past this moment
27:46And what's now in front of you
27:49You found someone who
27:51Seems to support you
27:52In all the ways that you've been dying
27:53To be supported
27:54How do you feel about Morgan
27:56And going on from this point
27:58I've been torn
27:59Because I know
28:00I'm so happy and excited
28:02For the future for me
28:03But I understand in turn
28:05That's ripping her heart out
28:08And, uh
28:09Listen
28:11You're going to have feelings
28:12About that responsibility, guilt
28:14Whatever those are
28:15That you're going to have to process
28:18I want to acknowledge something
28:19You came to the island
28:21Many girls found you attractive
28:23You were the first one
28:24To find a connection
28:25And never wavered
28:28That's falling in love
28:30So your journey here
28:31Is almost over, Evan
28:34But not entirely
28:35There's someone
28:36Who's dying to talk to you
28:37Oh, please
28:40And that's Morgan
28:41And if you would like to talk to her
28:43She's right down that path
28:45And you can head there
28:46And have a conversation with her
28:48All right, Tom
28:49Be well
29:12Oh, look at you
29:14Thank God you're still here
29:15Come here
29:16Bye
29:16Oh, my God
29:17I am so happy
29:23I had a billion doubts tonight
29:40That Evan was not going to be with me tonight
29:43Until I saw him
29:45I literally was so excited
29:47He's actually sticking to this
29:49And he knows what he wants
29:51And I love that
29:52Are you taken?
29:53Mm-hmm
29:58Oh, my God
30:01I missed you, girl
30:02I missed you so much
30:05It's okay
30:08Were you still worried?
30:09I told you I wouldn't leave
30:11Like, literally
30:11I've just been like
30:13Like, freaking out
30:14Yeah
30:14That's so hard
30:16But like
30:19You can't help
30:20Like, who you fall in love with
30:22Morgan
30:23I love you
30:25And I know it's crazy
30:27Because it's so fast
30:28But when you're in it
30:29You just know
30:32I need you to know
30:33That I love you, okay?
30:35I love you, too
30:41Let's get on
30:43Let's do it
30:46I never thought
30:47In my wildest dreams
30:48That I would be leaving with
30:50I mean
30:51I mean, look at this girl
30:53You know
30:54It's so much more than
30:56So much more than I ever wanted
30:58I'm so happy right now
31:00I can't even
31:00I can't even deal right now
31:03I'm so happy
31:03Thanks
31:08Unbelievable
31:15Oh my god
31:16I'm so happy
31:24Morgan just makes me feel things
31:26That I wanted to feel
31:27With Casey
31:28But never had
31:29And I know it's so fast
31:31But you don't get to choose
31:32Who's who you
31:33You fall for
31:33Where's my hotel?
31:36Not close enough
31:37Morgan's awakened
31:38Something inside me
31:39And she will make me the man
31:41That I've always wanted to be
31:42I'm so happy
31:44I am so pumped
31:45This is all we ever wanted
31:48Now we got it
31:49Now we got it
31:51Oh, oh, oh, oh
32:14I'm so excited
32:15I'm going to have the chance
32:16To see my baby girl Shari
32:17I have a lot of things on my mind
32:19Not things I want to say to her
32:20I want to hear her out
32:20Hear her experiences
32:21But most importantly
32:22I want to see her
32:23Hold her and feel her touch
32:24Dang, this is what happened
32:25I'm going to see her
32:26It's been so long
32:27I feel like I'm a way different person
32:29As an individual
32:30I know what I want
32:32Hopefully she'll set me for who I am
32:33And how much I've grown
32:34I can't wait to share that with her
32:41I came to the island
32:43Because I wanted to
32:45Ultimately test Javen
32:47But I feel like
32:48I found a lot more about myself
32:56I've changed as a person
32:58Time apart from Javen
32:59Just showing me that
33:00Like I don't have to rely
33:01Or be codependent on anybody
33:03But when I see Javen
33:04I don't know what I'm going to do
33:05I'm just
33:06I'm really confused right now
33:08Hi, Mark
33:09How are you?
33:10Good, how are you?
33:11I'm good
33:16Here we are
33:17I know
33:17How are you feeling right now?
33:19Um, I feel like
33:20I'm in such a different place
33:22Than I was when I started
33:24And I'm just ready to
33:27See Javen
33:27And just see where his head is at
33:29Nervous?
33:30Um, naturally, yes
33:32But, um
33:33I'm just so ready
33:34To just figure things out
33:37And just move forward
33:38So should we do this?
33:39Yes
33:40Okay
33:40Let me bring Javen out right now
33:42Okay
33:43Okay
33:44Javen
33:53My baby girl
33:54Oh my God
33:55You look so good
33:57Yeah, you're golden
33:59You look like a great goddess
34:01Can I just get some love?
34:04I was sweating about
34:05Back of my knees
34:06My ankles
34:07Yeah
34:07Oh, look at you
34:08You look refined
34:09Yeah
34:09Shot
34:09God damn, girl
34:12Javen, how are you?
34:13I'm doing great
34:14I feel good
34:14Here we are
34:15Final bonfire
34:18Here's a chance
34:18For one of you to speak
34:20And have the other one listen
34:22Shari, I'm gonna start with you
34:25Tell Javen
34:26All about your experience
34:27Here on the island
34:28Okay
34:28All right
34:29Do I face that?
34:30Yeah, if you'd like
34:31I would if I were you
34:32There's my girlfriend
34:35I mean, to start off
34:37My experience has been
34:38So up and down
34:40At first
34:41I, like, wanted to go home
34:42After the first bonfire
34:43Like, I was going through
34:45A lot emotionally
34:46And I just learned a lot
34:48About myself
34:48I feel a lot stronger
34:50Just as an individual
34:52And, um
34:54I feel like I'm in, like,
34:55Such a different place now
34:57And I've just grown so much
34:58I feel a lot more grounded
34:59I do put up a wall
35:01And, like, I am
35:02I could be really cold
35:04And those are certain things
35:06That I want to change
35:08I definitely feel like, um
35:10I just want
35:12Our lives to be different
35:15All right
35:16Javen, now it's your turn
35:17Tell her about your experience
35:19What you've learned
35:19About yourself
35:21And what's in your heart
35:23Coming to this experience
35:25Was a true test
35:26For me to show you
35:27My loyalty
35:28My love
35:28And devotion towards you
35:30You know
35:31Before we got here
35:32All we knew
35:33Was each other
35:33We didn't focus on us
35:34As individuals
35:35We didn't know
35:35Who we are
35:36Who we was
35:37And it was a struggle
35:38You know
35:38I kind of reached a point
35:39Where we just
35:40We got very passionate
35:42And we just argued
35:42Because we struggled
35:43To figure out who we were
35:44Yeah
35:45Coming to this experience
35:46I got the chance
35:47To get to know myself
35:48And figure myself out
35:50I was struggling at first
35:51It was rough
35:52Me too
35:53I was like
35:53Don't touch me
35:54Get away from me
35:56It was a lot
35:57You know
35:58You were always on my mind
35:59Like not a second
36:00Minute or hour
36:02Our day went by
36:03I didn't think about you
36:05I just
36:06Can't
36:06I just told myself
36:07I can't wait to see this girl
36:08And give her all I have
36:08And show her how new
36:09And better I am
36:11I love you baby girl
36:12You are something special
36:13Well we've got some business
36:15To take care of
36:16Jaben we'll start with you
36:18You can tell Shari
36:19What you've decided
36:20Do you want to leave together
36:21Do you want to leave alone
36:23Or have you found somebody
36:24You'd like to leave the island with
36:26Whenever you're ready
36:28Coming here
36:29I put myself out there
36:30I get to know people
36:31In a tonic way
36:32I've made a lot of friendships
36:33And developed some connections
36:34But nothing came nowhere near close to you
36:37I can't even think about
36:39Giving myself to anyone else
36:40On this island
36:40Or anyone pure but you
36:42I'm living with you
36:43Period
36:43Okay
36:44But we've got to hear
36:45What she decided
36:46I do
36:46Shari
36:47Do you want to leave alone
36:49Do you want to leave together
36:50Or is there someone else
36:52You'd like to leave with
36:54Um
36:55I've made a lot of
36:57Friendships here
36:58And I feel like I've connected
37:00And seen things
37:01From other life perspectives
37:03I feel like I'm in like
37:04Such a different place now
37:06And um
37:10I definitely feel like
37:11I've grown a lot on my own
37:13And I want to
37:17Um
37:20I want us to both
37:21Have our own lives
37:39Um
37:44I feel a lot stronger
37:52Just as an individual
37:53And I feel like it's okay
37:55For you to have female friends
37:56It's okay for me to have male friends
37:57I definitely feel like
37:59I want to leave together
38:01And like
38:02I don't know
38:02I just feel like
38:03I almost want to like
38:03Redate each other
38:04And like
38:05Just be better
38:07Stronger together
38:07And um
38:08I've kind of been
38:10Pressuring you
38:10To be this person
38:11And I feel like
38:12I want you to be
38:13Who you want to be
38:17Shari and Javen
38:17I'm sure you have
38:18A lot to talk about
38:19If you head up the path
38:20You can take a moment
38:22To do that
38:22All right baby girl
38:25Thank you Mark
38:25All right you guys
38:26Have a nice conversation
38:27And I'll check with you
38:28In a few minutes
38:28Okay
38:28Yeah Mark
38:29All right
38:30Oh my god
38:31I'm with you
38:32I know
38:33I'm with you
38:33Whoa what the
38:35This shit was crazy
38:37I love Shari to the moon
38:38And back
38:39Our love's Ben's time
38:40And space
38:41We are
38:42I don't know
38:43I love the heck
38:43Out that woman
38:44That's my baby girl
38:45She is something special
38:46To me
38:47Hold her hand
38:48Right next to my
38:50Baby come sit right here
38:52I just want to have
38:52A little talk with you
38:54Look at you
38:55You look great
38:58You know coming here
39:00I had a question
39:00What?
39:02You know I wanted to see
39:03If you're the woman
39:03I want to be with
39:04The rest of my life
39:04And I found that answer
39:07All right
39:16I want to spend
39:17The rest of my life
39:17With you
39:18Me too
39:18Like forever
39:19Baby girl
39:20Stop
39:22For real
39:23I want you to be my wife
39:34Oh my god
39:35Will you marry me?
39:37Yes
39:38Of course
39:44Oh my god
39:45Oh my god
39:47Oh my god
39:55You're amazing
39:56I want to give you my last name
39:58I want to be a different person for you
40:00I want to be lighthearted and open
40:03I feel like you deserve that
40:04Come on
40:05Come on
40:05Come on
40:05Yeah
40:06This has been one of the longest
40:08Toughest experiences I've ever gone through
40:11And the fact that everything is coming together
40:13In such a beautiful way
40:15I'm just forever grateful for this opportunity
40:18I will never forget this moment
40:20Is this really happening?
40:22Yes
40:23You're so amazing
40:26I love you
40:30I'm so happy
40:32How are you guys?
40:35I just happen to have a bottle of freshernet and three glasses
40:37And I think it's time for a toast
40:38You agree?
40:39Yes
40:40Congratulations
40:41Thank you
40:43Oh buddy
40:44Congratulations
40:45Here
40:45Take a glass
40:47Oh my god
40:49You're my
40:50Beyonce
40:51We're engaged
40:52Engaged
40:57I'm happy to be alive
40:58I'm happy to be Renata my baby girl
41:00Me too
41:01You are everything I asked for
41:03And more
41:04God damn girl
41:06Watching this transformation has been unbelievable
41:09So I want to offer your first toast as an engaged couple
41:13Oh my god
41:15How's that sound?
41:15You are my Beyonce
41:17You're my person
41:18He's just my person
41:20I love you to the moon and back
41:21Same
41:24Show me to my chamber
41:26So on behalf of myself and everybody at Temptation Island
41:31We wish you years and years of happiness
41:34We look forward to seeing what the future has for you two
41:36Thank you
41:37Cheers
41:54Cheers
41:54Excited?
41:55Yeah
41:55Since leaving the island life has kind of gone back to normal-ish
42:01Now we have a wedding to plan and I feel like it's going to be fun
42:05So you're okay with a $300,000 wedding?
42:09They cost me, they're in my pockets already
42:11Planning this wedding is going to be a battle
42:13I know Shari, she's very picky
42:15It feels weird
42:16Yeah
42:17She's like a perfectionist
42:18I actually really love this
42:20I want to marry Shari within the next six months, honestly
42:22Yeah, that's how I feel too
42:24Yeah
42:24Beautiful, you guys look amazing
42:27Temptation Island taught me how to develop platonic relationships with other women
42:30For both of us, we kind of needed to see how we are without each other around
42:36And I think that it made us stronger as individuals so that we can be stronger together
42:41Temptation Island was a blessing in disguise
42:44But like I literally don't ever want to date anyone else, I'm good
42:47Yeah, that was more than enough for me right there
42:49Yes
42:49We got the answers that we needed
42:51And we feel confident in continuing our relationship as a couple
43:03After Temptation Island, when we came back to the house, I was willing to work on things with Katie
43:08Just because I'm forgiving
43:09And she was still trying to act like lovey-dovey, like she cared for me
43:13And then she's like, hey, so you're going to be really mad at me
43:16And I'm like, what?
43:17Johnny bought me a flight to New York
43:19I'm just thinking I'm such a dumbass for not putting my foot down and ending it earlier
43:24She's going to go to New York, expect me to take care of her cat and dog
43:28While she's up there having a good old time
43:30She's delusional
43:31And I'm like, you got to get the f*** out
43:34Ezra did so good at the dog park today
43:36Awesome
43:37I've had a lot of support from my friends, my family
43:40My roommate Jennifer has been a huge help
43:43I am never going to date a girl that brings me down like that
43:47Woohoo
43:48If any people are out there and they have a significant other
43:51That just brings them down like that, you need to run
43:53I mean, your person is out there somewhere, you know
43:56Me and Catherine have been kind of keeping in contact
43:59Just kind of touching base
44:00But she lives in Nashville, I live in Texas
44:03I'm not very good with long distance relationships
44:05I'm just taking it one day at a time
44:07I'm trying to lean on my friends
44:09And as hard as this experience was on Temptation Island
44:12And breaking up with Katie
44:13I feel that I have great plans ahead
44:16Cheers for John
44:17To health, wealth, and happiness
44:20And to John's package
44:30I went into Temptation Island
44:32Hoping that this experience would give me the answers
44:35On if John was the one for me or not
44:38Your apartment looks good
44:40It's coming together, baby
44:41Since John and I live together
44:43It made breaking up a lot harder
44:45Because I was still talking to Johnny
44:47Kind of pursuing things there
44:49And he felt like, okay, that's disrespectful
44:51You need to get out of my house
44:54Johnny and I continued our relationship
44:57After the island
44:58I flew to New York and saw him
45:01You know, I think that the distance
45:03Was our biggest factor
45:04Our romantic relationship fizzled out
45:07And now we're just friends
45:08I'm literally all alone
45:11You know, I'm 30
45:12I'll be 31 in a few months
45:14We were just talking about that last night
45:15I know
45:16And so, you know, that's really scary for me
45:19To be starting all over at this age
45:21I never in a million years
45:22Thought that I would be here
45:25I'm getting a lot of backlash
45:26Over things that I said about John
45:30I stand by what I said
45:31And I stand by how I felt
45:32Because it's true
45:33I don't have any regrets
45:35I don't want to settle
45:36And I'm glad that I chose
45:37The path that I've taken
45:38Even though it was hard
45:39And it was painful
45:41It was the right one
45:57Being back in Chicago
45:59I'm just really focused on
46:00Doing my music again
46:01Music has always been my true love
46:03I'm going to be working on some solo stuff
46:05So, like, I'm super excited about that
46:06Let me just hear it all together
46:07After the last bonfire
46:09I was super shocked with the outcome
46:10Nicole felt our relationship
46:12Was surface level
46:13Um, that was kind of a slap in the face to me
46:17So, we both decided to separate
46:19And I ended up moving out
46:23It was kind of frustrating
46:24But I just kept telling myself
46:25I just need to get back to doing my thing
46:27So, I have my clients
46:29I'm training
46:30Building my business
46:31I'm trying to get out here and explore
46:33Maybe date
46:35Good
46:37Brittany and I's connection was super real
46:40But I think, you know, something's still missing
46:42And for me, dropping everything
46:44And going to L.A. is just not
46:46It's not in my plans right now
46:48Bring your chest out a little further
46:49I truly do just wish the best for Nicole
46:52At first, I think we kind of try to avoid each other
46:55But, um, it's not an issue anymore
46:57There's no bad blood between us
46:58So, we're cool
47:04This view
47:05I love it
47:07Oh, this is what you've been looking for
47:09Being back in Chicago
47:11Being a single woman
47:12There's a lot of things that I'm just focusing on for me
47:15I think it's a smart choice, honey
47:17I mean
47:18Yeah
47:18I'm proud of you
47:19You're doing great things
47:20I'm currently moving out of my apartment
47:22And being able to buy my first home
47:24Is just something that I want to have
47:26Marked off my bucket list
47:27And I can live independently without having to rely on somebody else
47:32I was so sad when I heard you talk about the butterfly in the tummy feeling
47:36I cried
47:37I was so sad
47:38Because, you know, your dad and I dated in high school
47:40I think that's the guard and wall that I had up
47:43At the bonfire when I told Carl I do want to go separate ways
47:46It truly felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders
47:49And I could just be free
47:51The whole entire Temptation Island experience opened my eyes
47:54And I learned way too much to just revert back
47:58Into something I was comfortable with
48:00Tyler and I are still in touch
48:02You know, we're just friends at this point
48:04Tyler really opened my eyes to a level of self-worth
48:08That I was kind of lacking in my relationship with Carl
48:11But now at this point
48:14I wish the best for him
48:15And I'm hoping that he wishes the best for me
48:24I am having a girls' night
48:26I just wanted to check in
48:28I'm single
48:29And going through a breakup
48:31You want a new look
48:32And I just felt like the long, dark hair
48:34It's just a new me
48:35Oh my god
48:36You're awesome
48:37Oh my god
48:37You look so good
48:39Love it?
48:39Yes
48:39I know, I love it
48:41At first it was really hard
48:42Like I was devastated
48:43But it's such a blessing
48:45And I'm very glad he's gone
48:48Let's go hiking
48:49Come on, baby
48:50I got Nova to replace him
48:52And Nova's so much better
48:53I'm hanging in there
48:54Life is different
48:56I'm just sad that you had to go through that
48:57But that's what you had to go through to figure it out
49:00He stole 10 years of my life
49:02Like all my 20s
49:04And he doesn't even feel bad about it
49:06So I'm more upset about that
49:07Like I haven't received one sorry
49:10Actually I lied
49:10I received a DM
49:11And it said
49:12I'm sorry for the way things have shaken out
49:15That's what I received
49:16After 10 years
49:17Never, ever
49:19Did we ever
49:21Ever
49:22Want you to marry him
49:25Temptation Ellen woke you up
49:27And your eyes are wide open
49:28And not blind anymore
49:29Yeah
49:29When I think about Evan and Morgan together
49:31I think they're in fantasy land
49:33I think they're really caught up in the moment
49:36I think once all of this kind of settles down
49:38I definitely think it's going to fizzle out for sure
49:44So you want an actual omelet
49:46That sounds so good
49:47I love that you always know what I want in my eggs
49:51Ghosty, you're a happy buddy
49:52He smells food
49:53After the last bonfire with Casey
49:55I, you know, got Ghost and got my things from LA
49:58And now I'm out here on the East Coast in DC
50:01And it's been amazing
50:08It's so nice to be welcomed into a family like hers
50:11You know, Morgan's parents just want Morgan to be happy
50:14And to be with someone that loves her
50:16And will love her forever
50:17And care for her
50:19You know, both of my daughters
50:20I think have wonderful men in their lives right now
50:23That, that we're happy to have all of you
50:29You know that means the world
50:34I know where I want to be in 80 years
50:43I know exactly who I want to spend
50:45Every single moment of my life with
50:47And it's Morgan
50:48I know that you're my forever love
50:51I know that I'm going to spend
50:53The rest of my days with her baby
50:54Every single day
50:56Wherever and ever
50:58Please make me the luckiest man alive
51:08And be my, be my wife
51:10Yeah, of course, yeah
51:12Oh my god, stop
51:25He's just such an amazing person
51:27He's my everything
51:29Look at it, it's so pretty, mom
51:31So pretty
51:31Beautiful
51:32How are you?
51:33I know, I just wanted the ladies to
51:34Come on
51:35Come on
51:37It's so nice to be welcomed into a family like hers
51:40It's just, it's all I've ever wanted
51:43I got you baby
51:49I got you baby
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