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Temptation Island - Season 6 - Episode 07: Mixed Messages EngSub
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00:12Shantae, you haven't breathed since we got here.
00:16Whatever it is we can handle together.
00:19Let's go.
00:27Is there a cellar?
00:28No.
00:30I'm putting this right back on.
00:44Oh, my God.
00:46What happened?
00:46You talking to me?
00:47No.
00:50How far are you next to be willing to go?
00:54I guess you just start slow, huh?
00:57That's really up to y'all.
00:59I like to watch before I indulge.
01:25I swear to God, the burgers are turquing.
01:34Last night was a good night, but no, I didn't think I'd wake up with any regret or anything,
01:38and I don't.
01:39I think I'm still respecting Shantae at the end of the day.
01:42I think women respect honesty and being true to yourself, and I think a lot of women would
01:48rather, you know, have someone just be real and talk to them, and if they're going to step
01:54out or whatever, let them know.
02:08I don't know really what I even want to say, Mark.
02:16I don't know really what I even want to say, Mark.
02:25It's sad, it's hurtful, it's disrespectful, I don't know.
02:33It's just he's basically saying that I should be okay with it because I know that he likes
02:37that type of stuff.
02:37Does it make a difference if it is completely disconnected from emotion and love?
02:44So I'm a little confused on how that is not emotionally tied because he knows that I'm
02:49going to see this, and I get that this experience is to pull that out, but I genuinely don't
02:54think that in the real world he would have ever did this to me.
03:03I want to check in with your heart, not your head right now.
03:08Yeah, my heart is hurt, obviously, but that doesn't deserve my tears right now, if I'm
03:16being fully honest.
03:18I'll have time to mourn it and be sad about it, but those girls and him right now, that's
03:24not deserving of it.
03:25I'm going to respect that.
03:26It's foreign to me.
03:29You process emotion differently.
03:31I do hear you.
03:35Again, this is your head talking less than your heart.
03:39Okay.
03:40We made it through another one together and you're all in one piece.
03:43When you get back, there will be a change.
03:48The haven's gone.
03:52As you think about everything you've seen so far, I'd like you to consider
03:56what you would say to your partner if you could say something, because each of you will
04:01soon have a chance to record a 30-second video message.
04:05You can ask questions, you can reassure, you can vent, you think about all the possibilities
04:12there and use it for your best good.
04:14If you don't want to send a message, you don't have to.
04:16The choice is yours.
04:18I also want to let you know that I'm giving them the same option, so there's a possibility
04:22that you're going to receive a message, and you may not receive a message.
04:29I wish you the best.
04:29I'll see you soon.
04:31Thanks.
04:32Thank you, Mark.
04:32Good night.
04:32There is a world I've been looking for Oh, it's been a while since I'm almost home
04:45Oh, I'm hiding in this town
04:48I just am hurt, so I'm going to have to process all of that.
04:53I don't know how I'm supposed to continue to just wonder every friend that he has if he's
04:59having threesomes with him.
05:04Since I'm almost home
05:11Oh, I'm hiding in this town
05:18In the water and stone
05:27Hi!
05:34Ladies!
05:35Hello, hello!
05:37Hello!
05:38Phil!
05:42Hi, Jan.
05:43It's okay.
05:44Oh, I'm doing it.
05:44It's okay.
05:44Oh, well, it was okay for a minute.
05:46Mm-hmm.
05:47Hello, sheeples.
05:49Hi.
05:50Hello.
05:50My angel.
05:51Not the best.
05:52Not a great night.
05:54Hi.
05:56Oh, no.
05:57He showed his ass.
05:57That's fine.
05:59Yeah.
06:00Yeah.
06:01Yeah, we can not talk.
06:03How about to hear?
06:04We're talking?
06:05Okay, yeah, so I'll just jump right in because I think this is a little expected.
06:08Mine was not expected.
06:10Shantae's was bad.
06:11Mm-hmm.
06:12Like, where were on the scale?
06:14Um, Brion was in the bathroom with two girls, and I'm pretty sure they had a threesome.
06:20And then they come out, and they're, like, looking around.
06:22He's in a towel, and he's like, oh, the birds are chirping.
06:25Like, it's morning.
06:26Like, I didn't think we all were up till the morning.
06:29I think she's in denial.
06:31When he opened the door, he had a towel on and no shirt, and she was naked.
06:35The whole backside.
06:37Oh, my God.
06:38If it was me, I would be in tears.
06:41But she held herself so well, so you're like, Shantae, why aren't you reacting?
06:45She's like, well, he wouldn't normally do this if we weren't here.
06:49But we are here.
06:50And he did it.
06:52Having a naked girl in your bathroom is cheating.
06:54If he can do this in front of cameras, what's he gonna do behind closed doors?
06:58He had no regret for it.
07:00Like, as if that shit's supposed to just, like, slide off my shoulder, and I'm supposed to be okay with
07:03it.
07:04Like, you didn't just, like, do that in front of the world.
07:08I guess I'm curious to see if he still has, like, the idea of us being together forever.
07:14Like, you know, like, I don't know what his thought process was with any of this, or if there was
07:19a thought process.
07:20It makes no sense to me at all.
07:22Like, why would you do that?
07:24Multiple guys over the past few days have said, you know, if we had girlfriends, we would hope that they'd
07:28talk about us the way that you talk about your boyfriend.
07:30And then for me to have to come back home and say, oh, just kidding, he did this.
07:35Yeah.
07:35Yeah.
07:36So.
07:38Yeah.
07:38It should just be point blank period.
07:40Like, this man disrespected you, throw him out the window.
07:43And it's like, when I genuinely say I don't recognize the guy in that video, I just don't.
07:48And I think that's kind of what I have to, like, simmer on for a little bit.
07:55The loving, nurturing side of me is, like, I hate that for him.
08:01Mm.
08:02That's real love.
08:03And that's why you hate it for him, you know?
08:04Yeah.
08:05Yeah.
08:05All that I want.
08:09Yeah.
08:11All that I want.
08:13All that I want.
08:13Yeah.
08:14This is just a feeling.
08:17Welcome back!
08:20Hi.
08:22Hi.
08:23Hi.
08:23Hi.
08:23Good to see you.
08:26It's shot o'clock!
08:30You look so good.
08:32You're welcome.
08:36Ashley was the one in there.
08:38Do you think she has sex in there?
08:40Yeah.
08:40She was, like, all smiley, lovey-dovey with him,
08:43and I think I'm going to just cut it off for good.
08:48I think that's what I need.
08:50So.
08:51I support you.
08:53I appreciate you.
08:54However you need.
08:56The rest of my time here, I just want to focus on getting
08:59what I think I need in a relationship
09:01and the love that I deserve,
09:03and I need to completely disconnect from Ashley
09:06without worrying about what she's thinking.
09:08I already decided what I'm doing.
09:10Really?
09:11I'm sending Ashley a video tomorrow.
09:13Oh, wait.
09:14Are you sending a video?
09:15Oh, I'm sending a video.
09:17I've got to explain it to me.
09:18Did you hear me?
09:18Oh, man.
09:19Did you hear me?
09:20Yes.
09:21I'd love to hear that.
09:22Okay.
09:22Stand on that.
09:23I am.
09:24And have fun tonight.
09:25Okay.
09:36It was a clip of Grant going into the tent
09:38with the same girl that he went into the shower with.
09:41And then the next clip is him in a confessional
09:44saying how he wants things to work between us
09:46and he could see himself marrying me one day.
09:48No way.
09:50Oh, wait.
09:51I forgot to tell you guys.
09:53We have the option to send the video.
09:55Oh, damn.
09:56Are you going to do it?
09:57I just, like, I don't have anything to say.
10:01I want to see what he's saying.
10:02I think he'll send you one now.
10:04Actually, I don't know.
10:05I don't know.
10:05That's what I'm saying.
10:06Like, after the clip, I don't know.
10:08It sounds like he will if he's saying,
10:10like, I can see myself marrying you.
10:11Like, all that.
10:11But he's going to see me with Danny.
10:15Well, he still might send you one.
10:18He's going to say,
10:19I can fuck a girl in the shower,
10:21but if Ashley kisses someone,
10:23that's where I draw the line.
10:27Oh.
10:29So do you think anyone's going to send a message?
10:32I'm curious if Shontay will send a video.
10:37I want to make sure you're okay.
10:39Because you held yourself so well,
10:41but I know deep down it hurts.
10:43Yeah.
10:44Obviously, it's totally up to you,
10:46but I don't even know how to go about your video.
10:48Like, do you question it?
10:49I don't think it's good to act like everything's fine.
10:53I guess, like,
10:55I could sit here and think,
10:56oh, he didn't do what he just watched.
10:59I don't want that light on him.
11:01That looks so bad.
11:04He is not a bad person.
11:06I know.
11:06I love him so much,
11:08and I just, like,
11:10wanted him to be, like,
11:12my husband,
11:12the father of my children,
11:13all the things, so...
11:16It just sucks,
11:17because
11:18I don't want to, like,
11:19sit here and just wait for him
11:21to just do more stupid shit
11:22if there's no remorse.
11:24I don't even want to fucking write
11:25in my journal anymore.
11:27Because I was right to him.
11:32I don't care if his fucking necklace on,
11:34if his fucking earrings on,
11:35looking stupid.
11:36It's valid to feel stupid,
11:38but I promise you,
11:40from the outside,
11:42you look like a strong girl
11:44that was loyal to your man.
11:47Yeah.
11:48We literally talked about how, like,
11:49proud the kids were going to be
11:50because of us.
11:52How could we show the children that?
11:57We'll see.
11:58I don't know.
12:03Hurts.
12:05Definitely hurts.
12:06Um,
12:08hurts for a lot of reasons.
12:09It hurts because, like,
12:10I didn't want to be disrespected like this.
12:12It hurts because
12:14at the end of the day,
12:15I do love him.
12:15I'm not going to sit here
12:16and talk shit about him
12:17because that's not who I am,
12:19and
12:19I think I'm a good woman.
12:20I don't think I deserve
12:21to be disrespected
12:22in any type of way.
12:26Burns in my chest.
12:29I hope you cry.
12:38I guess I'm going to journal.
12:40Oh, I'll journal with you.
12:43Do you have an extra pen for me?
12:45Here.
12:48I'm thinking of...
12:50Of what?
12:54What?
12:55I'm thinking of a love letter.
12:57A love letter?
12:58Yeah.
12:59Say,
13:01although I got my chest
13:03licked all over...
13:05No, although I had a threesome.
13:09You're kidding, right?
13:11What day is it today?
13:13No, I swear I did.
13:15Here?
13:16In the shower.
13:17With who?
13:18Uh, Courtney and Alex.
13:20So you think your girlfriend
13:22is going to allow that?
13:24It's up to her.
13:24I can't control what she does.
13:26I know in my heart of hearts
13:28I'm glad it happened.
13:30I just thought
13:31since I was so used to that
13:32and Shantae wasn't bringing that,
13:34I thought that's why
13:35we weren't getting along.
13:36I thought that's why
13:36we have problems.
13:41Nope.
13:42I'm just using it as an excuse
13:45because I don't want to
13:46take blame myself
13:47for just being a bad boyfriend.
13:49Yeah.
13:50So I'm just saying
13:50she's not enough
13:52sexually
13:52when she really is.
13:55But what I did realize today
13:57is here's a problem.
13:59Here's a problem.
14:00So,
14:02Shantae,
14:03like,
14:04if I really try to, like,
14:05go hard,
14:05it hurts her.
14:06Right?
14:07I feel like,
14:08for me,
14:09this conversation
14:10is way above my pay grade.
14:11No, it's not just listen, bro.
14:13No, I feel like it is.
14:14Listen.
14:15You're a woman.
14:16Just listen.
14:16Okay, I just...
14:17You can't be like,
14:19I'm here
14:20and then not
14:21let people just
14:22talk to you, right?
14:23That's what you're here for.
14:24Okay, I hear you,
14:25but I feel like
14:26maybe we should have
14:27this conversation
14:27in a different setting.
14:30Why?
14:31Just the way
14:31that it can be perceived,
14:32I guess.
14:34You're too worried
14:34about all this shit for me
14:35because I can't be rude
14:37with you.
14:37I'm not here
14:38to hide details.
14:40I'm trying to be open
14:40and honest with you
14:41so you can help me
14:42work through some shit.
14:45Just go to bed.
14:46I mean,
14:47I'm willing to listen.
14:48No, Amaya.
14:48No, no, no.
14:49But I just don't want to,
14:50like, I feel uncomfy.
14:52Don't take all this,
14:53like, I'm here to be...
14:54I just feel like...
14:55You're like,
14:55I'm here to be this
14:56and I'm here to be that.
14:57I know, I just feel like...
14:58And then someone
14:58just tries to,
14:59and you're, like,
15:00worried about perception.
15:01I stand on what I believe in.
15:03I stand on my boundaries.
15:05I'm not going to let
15:06someone come in
15:07and tell me
15:08that I have to sit through
15:10a very uncomfortable situation
15:11because he wants
15:13to say that to me.
15:14And I would not consider
15:15that to be a friend
15:16because he did not care
15:18about my comfortability.
15:20And that's not cute.
15:21And it's not something
15:22I want to be a part of.
15:24Okay, then go to bed.
15:25Okay, good night.
15:26All right, bro.
15:27Jesus.
15:29People are so fucking weird.
15:31Sorry?
15:33I was like,
15:33people are weird.
15:35Whatever, Brion.
15:38Oh, my God.
15:40I'm doing five-year-olds.
15:41Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
15:45Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
15:50Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
15:53In the heat of the battle, yeah, you know I'm not giving up.
15:59Everything's kind of up in the air right now with me and Shantae,
16:01and it's tough.
16:03I wish I could tell her that, you know, I'm not going anywhere,
16:06and I'm more committed to her now than I was before we came here.
16:10And I guess Mark last night gave us the opportunity to do that,
16:14if I want to extend a 30-second clip to Shantae.
16:17But I don't know if me doing that is going to be beneficial
16:20based on what she saw last night.
16:22Am I too far gone?
16:25Who knows?
16:28It's too late to love me, it's too late to love me,
16:33it's too late to love me now.
16:37Is Shantae, like, open to exploring romantic?
16:41No.
16:41She's just going to spend the rest of the time, like, grieving.
16:44Which, like, that's what I was saying.
16:45I was like, thank God Grant did this in the beginning.
16:47Yeah.
16:47Because I would have been distressing the entire time.
16:49The whole trip, now you can just do whatever your heart wants.
16:54I want, yeah.
16:54But then it, like, feels so sad for him.
16:58Yeah, no, you can't.
16:59Not in, like, the I would ever be with him way,
17:02but just, like, jeez.
17:04Yeah, you've invested years of your life for this guy.
17:10It sucks.
17:11I'm not sure what I would say in a video message to Grant.
17:15I don't want to sit here and, like, roast him anymore.
17:17I've gone through the anger stage.
17:19It's just weird to think we came here in high hopes
17:22that he would prove himself, and he didn't.
17:25So it just, like, has me thinking...
17:29I'm just in a weird spot.
17:37What was going on?
17:38I feel like, A, I don't exist, like, in Tyler's mind at all.
17:43It just makes me feel like the relationship
17:44that we've worked so hard to build,
17:47even if it's, like, shit.
17:49Like, it's just not real.
17:51Like, nothing was real.
17:53Yeah.
17:53And I think it'll be fine if I don't get a video,
17:56but still, it just doesn't make me feel good.
17:58Yeah.
17:59And then it'll probably make me emotional
18:00if I do get a video.
18:02So it's like...
18:02Either way.
18:04I'm taking L's either way.
18:06Well, I mean, you can speak up to me.
18:08I'm here. I'll listen.
18:09No, I know, but, like, the last thing I want to do
18:10is build our relationship on the basis of, like,
18:13me complaining about a stupid-ass situation.
18:16True.
18:17You know, I am your friend at the base of it, you know?
18:20At the bottom line.
18:21And then, you know, if things come about after that,
18:25all right, you know, but...
18:26Yeah.
18:28I definitely feel like the video messaging
18:31situation that we have here
18:33is the reason why I'm kind of having a hard time.
18:36What is he gonna say?
18:37Yeah, I chose Kay over you.
18:39Have a good life.
18:41Like, it just makes me feel like all of this work
18:43that we've been doing over the past few years
18:45is just all for nothing,
18:47and he's able to just pick up and move to the next person.
18:50Ooh.
18:52There we go.
18:54Ooh, you are hot.
18:56I know.
18:59The sun is really hot today, though.
19:02So it seems like we're feeling better now.
19:04Yeah, a little bit?
19:05Yeah, much.
19:06A little bit.
19:09I'm feeling good.
19:10You didn't sleep that much either, so how are you feeling?
19:13Honestly, I feel more awake than I did yesterday.
19:15Remember how tired I was yesterday?
19:17You were questionable yesterday afternoon.
19:19Yeah.
19:20At the bonfire last night,
19:21you know, for the first time,
19:23I saw Tay happy and kind of being herself,
19:27which was refreshing but also kind of scary.
19:30I'm just kind of ruminating on how I can be honest with myself
19:33and honest with Tay,
19:34thinking if I should send a clip
19:37or if I should not send a clip
19:38and what I would say or wouldn't say.
19:40I'm expecting a huge, huge gesture for a final date.
19:45Will you talk about a final gesture when I ask you out?
19:48Yeah.
19:49Oh, I better get working on that then.
19:59What's up, family?
20:01What's up, Mark?
20:02How's it going?
20:03Yay, everything good?
20:04Yes, sir, as always.
20:05What's cracking, Mark?
20:06It's like my anxiety level immediately raises.
20:08Hey, I'm gonna grab the ladies for a few minutes,
20:11if that's okay.
20:12Join me.
20:13We're gonna go this way.
20:14Here we go.
20:15Oh, God.
20:18Shit.
20:23Today we have some business to take care of.
20:26Oh, boy.
20:27As we get deeper into this journey, your connections matter more.
20:32And for you to focus means that you need to narrow down who you're connecting with.
20:36Oh, boy.
20:37So I'm gonna ask you guys to think about not who you want to send home, but who you really
20:43want to keep.
20:46Each of you, think of two guys that matter to you.
20:50And then the four that have kind of completed their use for you, we're gonna let them go home.
20:56Make sense?
20:57Mm-hmm.
20:57Yeah.
20:57So let's get the guys, bring them down here.
21:00Gentlemen, thank you.
21:02I'm gonna have you come right over here.
21:04Why do they look so much more attractive now?
21:09Okay.
21:10Thanks, guys.
21:11As we go further into this experience here on the island, connections matter.
21:16Ultimately, we're gonna end up with eight of you gentlemen being asked to stay.
21:20And four of you, we're gonna say goodbye.
21:23And that's their choice.
21:26Okay?
21:27We'll start with Alexa.
21:30My first pick is Max.
21:32He is my bestie.
21:34Okay.
21:35Congratulations, sir.
21:36I feel like Max is a good person to help me.
21:40He has kept my mind stable.
21:42When I want it to keep running, he says, Alexa, let's take a few steps back and remember
21:47why you're here.
21:48Taylor?
21:49I would like to keep Mr. Ye.
21:51Hey.
21:52I think he has a really charismatic attitude.
21:55He is just a bright light in this house and super fun to be around.
21:59Okay.
22:00Shante?
22:01I'm gonna pick Hashim.
22:03What is it about Hashim that makes you want to keep him?
22:06Um, Hashim and I have become pretty good friends so far.
22:09He brings a really good energy to our house.
22:11All right.
22:12Miss Ashley?
22:13This one's a little obvious, but we're gonna keep Danny.
22:16Okay.
22:17He's just so kind.
22:19Everything's light, and I'm just really comfortable with him.
22:23We're gonna go back to you, Alexa.
22:25My second pick is Gio.
22:29Happy.
22:30At first Gio scared me because he reminded me so much of Lino, but I found comfort and
22:35safety in our friendship, and I love him to death.
22:39Love you too.
22:40Let's get another pick.
22:41Who do you want to keep, Tay?
22:44I think I'm going to pick Case.
22:47The conversations that we've had are super intellectual and about the bigger picture, the journey of life, and I think
22:52that that's really special.
22:54It's not surface level, and I just appreciate him.
22:57Great.
22:58Shante?
22:59Going with Dan.
23:00Logan.
23:00He's just been a gem to all of us.
23:03Love you.
23:03We love you.
23:04All right, Ashley.
23:05Your pick.
23:06Logan.
23:08Okay.
23:11Thanks for the last pick.
23:13I like the last pick.
23:14I could just put Logan and Danny together and just make one.
23:18I think that would work perfectly for me.
23:21Gentlemen, let me take a moment to thank you for all that you've contributed while you've been here.
23:26You've come to the end of your journey.
23:27Travel home safely, and all the best.
23:30Done with our eight.
23:31All right, ladies.
23:33Two more big decisions to make.
23:36Today is date selection time.
23:38Once again, take the person you're feeling the strongest connection with or the person who's helping you through this journey
23:44the most.
23:45And then tomorrow, you'll have the opportunity to send a video message to the person you came to this island
23:51with.
23:52Now, let's talk about tonight.
23:54I kind of think y'all should get out of the house.
23:57We outside?
23:59Outside, the whole group heading somewhere to have a little fun.
24:03Finally!
24:04Oh, yeah.
24:05Thanks.
24:05All right.
24:06I'm out.
24:07Have a great time, and I'll see you guys soon.
24:09Thank you, Mark.
24:09Thank you, Mark.
24:10Take care.
24:11We outside, ladies.
24:12Woo!
24:14Group hug.
24:15Group hug.
24:17Can we have a group hug?
24:31Oh, shoot!
24:33Mark!
24:34Hi, guys.
24:35I need to talk to my guys for just a few minutes, and then I'll call you back out.
24:40Good luck.
24:45So we got some business to do today it's time to narrow the focus I'm gonna ask you guys each
24:51to
24:52think of two names two of the women that you'd like to keep in the house and then we'll invite
24:56those to stay and the ones who aren't invited we'll we'll send them home got it all right let's
25:07bring them in right now I've asked the guys to continue to focus their attention on the people
25:13they're really connecting with so at this point we're gonna find out which ones of you have
25:18completed your journey and are gonna get to go home so Tyler tell us who the first person is
25:23you'd like to keep here in the house it might be a surprise to hear this but Kay honestly it's
25:34just the strongest connection I made here and Kay inspires me and you know she's just a lovely girl
25:41to keep it short all right um Rian who would you like to keep here in the house uh Angel
25:46what's
25:48it about Angel why did you want her here on the date she asked some challenging questions which
25:52I liked all right Grant I have to pick Natalie can you tell me briefly why Natalie the most bubbliest
26:03adorable girl that I've met in a really long time I mean incredible your pleasure all right Lino who
26:11would you like to ask to stay here in the house a little longer so I'm gonna go with Nikki
26:16Nikki has
26:18a great spirit she's always bright smiled and she's never said anything that's not positive so we'll go
26:25back to Tyler I would like to keep Mel all right Brian my arch nemesis Amaya their hips don't lie
26:43okay no me and Maya have a great healthy loving hating relationship um but you know she challenges
26:53me keep the good vibes so all right well congratulations thank you all right Grant I'm gonna choose Alex
27:02tell me why Grant I think uh she has a lot of fun we always have a good banter she
27:08brings a lot of
27:09good energy to the house okay one more name Lino Olivia S okay and why Olivia S all of the
27:19guys and myself
27:19included believe that she's always here for a good time and she's a great sport she beats us at all
27:25our
27:25games so all right gentlemen thank you the eight of you thank you for being the support they need
27:32that's why you're still here and to the four of you your contribution to the house to their experience
27:39is not insignificant it's important travel safe all right thank you bye you guys I did not see this
27:49elimination coming whatsoever I'm genuinely shocked I really thought that me and Breon had something
27:55going but it's I mean it's clear now that I guess we did it yeah Courtney's cool I love court
28:02but
28:04I'm good and I'm glad I can go back now and be like Shantae you don't gotta worry about that
28:10coming up
28:11soon gentlemen another date you need to think about who you'd like to invite on those dates make sure you
28:16ask her out if she says yes and you got a date okay and tomorrow before your dates are video
28:22messages
28:23so I think about what if anything you'd like to say to your girlfriends and let's talk about tonight I
28:30think now might be a good time for you to have a little break get out of the villa okay
28:34you guys can
28:36let down your hair a little bit and enjoy the night take a little pressure off have fun I'll see
28:41y'all
28:55later this way to the bar sadly we had to let four ladies go tonight and out of solidarity yeah
29:01and respect we're wearing black out of memory no final 12 yes let's go cheers so we're gonna take
29:11the best of the best all that remain and have some fun tonight and celebrate um pretty much the final
29:17stretch yeah we're gonna get lit you're honestly are my favorite in the house really like for my
29:24journey you're a big part of it you know like I feel like you really do have a purpose here
29:28yeah and
29:29you're needed here for me I feel like you still haven't understood the fact that I don't feel like
29:34you respect me I cannot even try to be friends with you if I don't feel like you respect me
29:38I do respect
29:39you but I don't see it how do I show you by being respectful and not calling me weird so
29:47you're not
29:48weird so we're cool are we okay yes so would you go on a date with me tomorrow yeah I'd
29:56love to you love to
30:06you I'm so excited to hang out I am so I've learned so much through you and your confidence in
30:16your
30:16relationship with me now I think the world of you I really do you guys gotta stop doubting yourself with
30:26things because you have no reason to yeah I mean your relationship how you handle things you're just an
30:34overall great person thank you because you're my best friend here I wanted to ask if you'd go on a
30:40date with me are you serious serious yeah okay we're gonna go we're gonna go we're gonna go cheers
30:49cheers I love you I love this I love you I am grateful for this friendship love you my bestie
31:09so obviously after today some decisions were made do you want to go on the next day with
31:15me day number two number two yeah I think both Alex and I are flirty people this whole journey is
31:25about
31:26exploring connections and I feel the most comfortable with her release amount of expectations there's just
31:32an attraction there for me I gotta adjust myself again always stop dipping the strong I mean I like it
31:44but
31:56I don't know if this is intentional or if this is just who you already were but my love language
32:07is acts of service and I feel like that is the number one way I feel like you show me
32:11like affection I hate that word no it is I mean it is affection that is like means so much
32:18to me you
32:19don't even understand from what I'm used to over the past two years you know I do want to be
32:24honest
32:24with you and I do feel like you personally to me are a risk worth taking you know and you
32:32know that does
32:33make me feel vulnerable you know and I want to be honest with you about that I'm hoping that you'll
32:38take
32:38another risk with me and go on a date with me tomorrow just say yes of course I can't wait
32:51it's gonna be fun I feel like I'm leaning more into a potential relationship and I am considering
32:59asking Kay to leave the island with me which is wild to say out loud but life is about being
33:05vulnerable
33:06and you know and taking risks I mean cheers to risks worth taking I woke up oh good trouble oh
33:17give me one more
33:25you seem like you're a lot more relieved now I'm intrigued obviously but also I'm a little nervous nervous I
33:35know you make me nervous hey I haven't dated in forever so I feel like building a romantic
33:40connection is scary in general the physical affection scares me too because I'm like I'm not gonna sit
33:48here being a hypocrite like Tyler's over there doing whatever he's doing and I am not that type of person
33:53but it's like I'm showing so much restraint too and I know I don't have to being around you it's
34:00hard for me
34:00not to want to not to want to what you can be as affectionate as you are no no no
34:08no I can't huh
34:10I can't why can't you no no I just don't want any more like hurt I don't want to like
34:16open myself up and
34:17be vulnerable I guess in that way and I think that's what I'm working through in real time with me
34:21just
34:22getting out of a relationship I'm not gonna just dive right in head first I don't think that that
34:27would be fair to Yemen but there's definitely some romantic vibes and I just want to continue deepening
34:34our connection I really do enjoy spending time like you being here really does amplify my experience
34:43100% I just love your energy I love being around you I feel like you're teaching me so much
34:48about
34:48myself and I want to continue moving forward and I wanted to know if you wanted to go on another
34:55date with me of course good it's nice to uh to get some um reassurance you know I'm like okay
35:06what's
35:06going on here I'm not tripping it's really some cooking here you know 100% that makes me happy
35:12gonna fly if we're gonna fly if we're gonna fly we gotta learn to fall so we have another date
35:21coming
35:21up I would love to take you on a date really would you like to go on a date with
35:27me I would love to
35:38let's talk about your boyfriend I don't have a boyfriend like I traded one piece of shit for like
35:45200 pounds of gold gold like it was a joke at first like oh my two boyfriends like like they're
35:53my
35:53but they're besties but you know like you actually are and now it's like what have I done you're gonna
36:00have to I mean like you're gonna have to pick somebody at the end of it you know like I
36:06love
36:06both of you not in like that way but like okay thank you so much for getting me through this
36:13I
36:13don't know you guys have both done so much for me to get to the point I'm at like I've
36:19been through some
36:19shit here and I'm just like very happy that I have two good men to show me like what I
36:27deserve
36:28thank you that means a lot the real reason you know like this is all okay is because we're here
36:39to make you feel better and that's all we want end game is just for you to be happy I'm
36:44like I
36:45appreciate that but that's also like concerning like is that like what do you want oh yeah Danny
36:52what do you want I want you that's what I want okay Danny
37:19last night was a lot of fun but this morning
37:26I'm feeling I'm feeling anxious um I think the message that I'll receive will answer a lot of
37:33questions on how she's feeling I know I fucked up but you know how will she take it um is
37:39it too
37:39little too late we'll see about this video and uh see where it goes from here
38:00if Grant was smart he wouldn't send me a video because there's nothing to say our typical pattern
38:06hearing would be that I watch him fuck up time and time again but he always tries to come back
38:12what's
38:13different this time is like obviously I'm trying to move on so I don't know
38:27Ashley I feel heartbroken by the way that you've talked about me and the way that you treated me
38:36I've only focused on your feelings and have neglected my own because I felt responsible for breaking you
38:47and as a man I felt like it was my responsibility to fix it I'm a good man I'm a
38:55good father and I
38:56deserve to be loved the way that I need but I forgive you and finally I forgive myself whether or
39:05not we
39:05make it out of here together we're not I just want us to be happy I love you Ashley I
39:15do
39:21I don't want to get lost one more time I do feel bad for the way I've been talking about
39:28him that was
39:29my stage of anger I'm not saying it was the best way to do it but it's not a comparable
39:34thing to say
39:36that I talked some shit but you can cheat on me I love him too but I'm not in love
39:42with him and I
39:43can't keep tolerating this behavior in my life so like going forward I'm just gonna enjoy my time here
39:49and figure out what I want
40:08I am feeling scared and anxious because I don't know what I'm gonna see I've been trying to grow
40:14here this isn't easy I have this girl I've been fighting for for a year and a half and I'm
40:21learning that she might not be the one so what are we fighting for I don't know
41:03they hurt this sucks but I think Ashley's hurt and she doesn't really know how to navigate those
41:11feelings and I can't give her anything more she's choosing to not let go of the resentment she's
41:16choosing not to move forward so the silence speaks louder than words here there it is
41:30I can't say I really know what to do but I can't put myself through the fights the tears the
41:44pain
42:05it's been a long journey it's been up and down but I miss Alexis so much and I think seeing
42:11Alexa
42:11it's definitely gonna help me get past these last lingering doubts I have
42:24Lino first off I love you and miss you so much amid all of the other boys being disloyal you
42:29have
42:30been the trustworthy man that I've been preaching about and I'm grateful to call you mine in front
42:33of the entire world I hope that you're gaining the clarity that you need over there but selfishly
42:37I hope that clarity does lead back to me I trust you and you've always been my first choice but
42:42still don't know if you can fully trust me I hope to see some growth from both of us at
42:46the end of
42:47this journey and I love you so so much I'm always looking to challenge myself whether it be my mind
43:08my
43:08body my relationship but when temptation is actually in front of you the thought of sacrificing my
43:15relationship or sacrificing my love for Alexa be the worst decision I ever make I truly love Alexa I
43:27just don't know why I haven't been secure and feeling committed to her and willing to propose to her
43:41I think Lino sent me a message because despite all of whatever's going on over there I know Lino loves
43:47me before any of this I just want to see his voice and hear him like talk to me not
43:51to another girl
43:57Alexa I love you and miss you more and more every day this journey has been an emotional rollercoaster
44:04I hope that you can see the growth that I've taken and I hope that you're making meaningful
44:09connections but please remember there's only one me and I've come to realize there's only one Alexa
44:16Alexa I love you so much
44:27I love you Lino I love you so much
44:42just seeing him and hearing his voice and him reassuring me was everything that I needed
44:49I feel like a weight lifted off my shoulders to be honest I love you too Lino
45:01I just love you these are happy tears these are sad tears these are very very happy tears
45:08What the crossroads when it does what beats the grave
45:22I'm searching for a sign trying to find a place in my mind every step I take
45:31Oh, yeah.
45:45Mm.
45:50Mm.
45:59Silence speaks.
46:06I feel like I just got clowned and you know I think she said a lot by not sending the
46:12video
46:12is this some sick joke the last thing I wanted is to watch a video and get even more confused
46:19but
46:19I mean I can't get confused by that message or the lack of the message it was empty no video
46:26video I mean silence speaks loud I did not send Tyler a video because I have nothing nice to say
46:50Tyler made a choice he keeps making choices and those choices do not involve me and so I am just
46:58kind of left to go through this however I can
47:18hey Tay um I'm sure you already know this but I love you and I miss you honestly this process
47:28has
47:28been a lot different than I thought it was going to be um and I do really need you to
47:34know that
47:35no matter what I want the best for you and I do love you
47:50I mean just seeing him is just hard you know
47:56in that video message there was no acknowledgement or respect that the line was crossed
48:03I feel like if he took responsibility and was able to look in the mirror and acknowledge that
48:08it would have felt differently because at least I would have seen growth in the maturity aspect of
48:14things but I don't see that I just wish he wouldn't have sent a video
48:27all right yeah I don't want to talk about it
48:29mm-hmm we'll have to
48:32I'm dreaming even together so much
48:34mm-hmm
48:38so where does that leave us
48:49I definitely want a message from Breon
48:56I think I need some clarity to fully like assess how I feel with the situation
49:23hey babe I love you and I miss you and I can't wait to be the man that you dream
49:29of having
49:31I've learned to find myself and open myself I am ready to love you deeply emotionally and passionately
49:40the boundary I crossed is not what I needed in my life and I'll never let you feel insufficient
49:49I love you
49:51I love you
49:59I guess it's like good to hear that he has remorse for what he did
50:04sounded very like apologetic
50:07I just wish everything he said was how he acted this entire time
50:11yes now I'm curious how he's handling the rest of this experience so I guess time will tell of how
50:20he's going to act
50:26I'm feeling anxious
50:28I hope she's receptive to everything that I got to say and she understands it
50:34but it'll just be nice to hear her voice hear her head's at
50:47Breon coming into this experience you provided me with so much assurance that we were going to come out of
50:53this unscathed
50:54and every chance that I've gotten I have lifted you up
50:57but hearing you speak doesn't sound like
51:02the Breon that I know
51:03and not only have your actions hurt me
51:07you expressing that you don't have any regret
51:12genuinely crushed me
51:15watching you blatantly disrespect our boundaries
51:19leaves me wondering if you really were considering how I was going to feel at the end of it
51:25so
51:26I'm hoping that when we get a chance to speak again
51:29that will bring more clarity to both of us
51:45how do we get here my love
51:50what path do we take
52:01I feel humbled
52:05in a sense of
52:25this is like my first time crying here
52:27is it something I did or I said
52:33then may your heart break
52:36so I say
52:40maybe I'll turn back
52:43and run
52:44maybe I'll turn around
52:50is it too late to come back
52:55have we wandered too far now
52:59cuest
53:00that I cannot
53:01I
53:09you
53:12you
53:13you
53:14you
53:17you
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