00:20BIRDS CHIRP
00:35So
02:46Oh, it's terribly stuffy in here. I don't know how you can stand it without a window.
03:02Oh, perhaps you don't want to stop just yet. Never mind.
03:12Shall you be coming down for dinner?
03:16There's a lovely concert on the wireless you might like. I looked it up specially. We could
03:20have dinner and listen to the concert at the same time. Would you like that?
03:31If you tell me what you'd like for dinner, I could start cooking it. At least I could get
03:36it out of the deep freeze. Only I don't want to pick the wrong thing. We've got lots of
03:41steak and chops and a leg of lamb. There's some beef, I think. Yes, I'm sure there is. Oh,
03:48would you rather have fish? We've got some lovely fish. Would you like that for a change?
03:52I could make it with that sauce you're so fond of. Oh, no, please tell me. If you could
04:00just tell me what you can say. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to disturb you. It's just that I...
04:26I'm glad it's going so well.
04:36You don't touch it.
04:41You don't touch it.
04:41You don't touch it.
05:01You don't touch it.
05:04You don't touch it.
05:09You don't touch it.
06:16Sarah?
06:18Sarah, are you there?
06:20Yes.
06:22What's the matter with this door?
06:24There's nothing the matter with the door.
06:29You're on the other side of it, that's all.
06:31Sarah, what the hell's going on?
06:33Nothing.
06:34I didn't mean any harm.
06:35Oh, please don't be angry.
06:37You know, I can't think when you're angry.
06:38What have you done to this door?
06:41Answer me, can you?
06:44I've locked it.
06:46Then you'd better unlock it.
06:49And you!
06:51Well, I don't know.
06:54Not if you're going to hit me.
06:56Oh, I've never made you so angry before.
06:59What the bloody hell do you think you're playing at?
07:01Well, that's just it.
07:02It was a game, I think.
07:03And you didn't notice at first.
07:05I mean, you didn't notice for ages.
07:07Well, if it took you all that time to notice,
07:09it can't be so very terrible, can it?
07:10And I couldn't have done it if I hadn't had a key, could I?
07:15I don't know why you want to lock your things up.
07:17I wouldn't touch them, really.
07:19I wouldn't.
07:20You must be out of my mind.
07:24Please don't say that.
07:25You know how it frightens me.
07:27Gentlemen, for Christ's sake, open this door!
07:30But you're so angry!
07:32I should bloody well think I am.
07:33What the hell do you expect?
07:34God don't mind of all the greatest things to do!
07:37You're mad!
07:40Share that!
07:41Open this door before I break it down!
07:47But you can't.
07:49You've always boasted how solid it was.
07:53Good solid craftsmanship.
07:56And I've got the key.
08:04Get out!
08:26And now,
08:26I'll let you handle it.
08:27Get out!
08:27Ferran!
08:27And now,
08:27I'll let you in here.
08:27I'll let you in here.
08:28Come back!
08:30I'm going home!
08:31Come back to me!
08:31Mom!
08:31There's a person who holds me.
08:32Farrah!
08:32Get out!
08:42Let's go.
09:30So, let's go.
13:06I went right down to the lower meadow.
13:09I hadn't been there for years.
13:39I felt funny.
15:16I had.
15:17I had.
15:19I had.
15:21I don't like to look at myself in the bath anymore.
15:25It's ever so off-putting.
15:28No wonder you never want to look at me.
15:30I don't blame you.
15:32I don't blame you.
15:32I don't blame you.
15:32I don't blame you.
15:33I don't blame you.
15:33I don't blame you.
15:34I don't blame you.
15:35I don't blame you.
15:37I don't blame you.
15:43I don't blame you.
16:00And I lost my baby because you didn't want it.
16:04And you never came to see me.
16:05Now, now, you're overwrought.
16:08If you open the door, you'll feel better.
16:15Then we can have a nice, long talk.
16:19It's the only sensible thing to do.
16:21You never wanted a baby.
16:25But I wouldn't let it disturb you when you were working.
16:28I'd have picked it up when it cried.
16:30Honestly, I would.
16:31Sarah, open the door and we'll talk, I promise.
16:35Your friends never talk to me either.
16:38I know I'm not clever, but I tried to be nice to them
16:41and I could see they weren't listening.
16:42They used to look through me.
16:44When I poured their drinks, they didn't even see me.
16:47One of them trod on me once.
16:50And one who got the prize.
16:53He laddered my stockings and he didn't even notice.
16:56Sarah, listen to me.
16:57Just open the door and we'll sort it all out.
16:59It's not too late, I promise.
17:01It can be all different.
17:03Come on, now.
17:07There's a good girl.
17:11Sarah?
17:12Are you listening?
17:14Look, I can finish the book in town.
17:16Really, I can.
17:17It's nearly finished anyway.
17:19We can leave tomorrow if you like.
17:20How about that, Sarah?
17:22Sarah, I'm talking to you.
17:24Please listen.
17:26We can have a holiday.
17:27Oh, you'd like that, wouldn't you?
17:28We can go anywhere you like.
17:30I won't do any work.
17:31We'll just sit in the sun.
17:32We'll eat huge meals and drink lots of wine and get brown.
17:35You won't have to do any cooking.
17:37We'll have a long rest and we'll talk.
17:40You'd like that.
17:41You know you would.
17:42We'll have a second honeymoon.
17:46Sarah, believe me, it's not too late.
17:48We can start again.
17:52I'm sorry about the baby, really, I am.
17:54I should have realised how important it was.
17:57But there's still time.
17:58We're not too old to adopt.
18:00Plenty of middle-aged people do.
18:02Dr. Anderson could arrange it, I expect.
18:04Pull a few strings, if need be.
18:06Maybe a bit tricky, but money still talks, you know.
18:09These chaps in the house, you see, they can fix anything.
18:13We'll go and see them, shall we?
18:14Get it all arranged.
18:15We can buy a new house in town, if you like,
18:17with a garden for the baby.
18:18Sarah, you can have anything you want, I promise.
18:25Sarah!
18:28Sarah!
18:31Sarah!
19:02Sarah!
19:02Sarah!
19:02I don't know.
19:32I don't know.
20:10I don't know.
20:33All very well banging and crashing like that half the night.
20:36My heart is left to wink and I need my rest.
20:39Dr. Anderson said I did.
20:40You know that.
20:42But you're all the selfish.
20:43You know I don't like noise and yet still you go on making.
20:47You've given me a headache.
20:50Anyway, it isn't dignified carrying on like that.
20:53Not a bit like you.
20:55Well, imagine if we had neighbours.
20:57I'd have to apologise to them.
20:59It would be most embarrassing.
21:02Sarah, for God's sake.
21:04Oh, can't I have a mini-spece?
21:07Sarah, I need help.
21:09I've always needed help.
21:11Sarah, for pity's sake.
21:14Pity.
21:16Sarah, are you there?
21:18Yes, of course I'm here.
21:20Where else would I be?
21:21I need help, Sarah.
21:22I need a doctor.
21:23Sarah, I'm ill.
21:25You must realise in common humanity you've got to let me out.
21:29Oh, you'd say I'd need to get out of that room, wouldn't you?
21:32You just want me to unlock the door and then you'd leave me.
21:36Why, you might even kill me.
21:38I don't know what you'd do.
21:39But I know you won't love me because you never did.
21:43I don't blame you.
21:44I don't think I'm lovable.
21:47But I want it to be.
21:49It was all I ever wanted.
21:51Sarah, I think I'm going.
21:53Well, you can't be.
21:54Not so soon.
21:56What?
21:58Do you mean you're different?
22:00You're thinner.
22:03You've got cracked lips.
22:04All swollen and black.
22:06Like in those films where they run out of water in the desert.
22:10I mustn't be silly.
22:13I'm imagining things that couldn't happen here.
22:16You always said I took films too seriously.
22:19And Dr. Anderson said I mustn't think about things that upset me.
22:24Sarah, I've got to have food and water.
22:27You can't leave me like this.
22:29I'm ill.
22:30Sarah, but God's sake let me out.
22:36I thought I loved you.
22:37I really did.
22:39All those years.
22:41I don't know why I locked you in.
22:43You just seemed like such a good idea at the time.
22:47I was meant to let you out, honestly.
22:49Do you believe that?
22:52I didn't mean any harm.
22:53I just wanted to do something positive.
22:58Do you think it could all have been different if you'd married someone clever?
23:03Do you think you could have loved her?
23:06If I'd married an ordinary man.
23:08Someone dull and kind.
23:10Didn't know I was stupid.
23:13He wouldn't have been ashamed of me, would he?
23:15We might have been happy.
23:19I...
23:19Lots of people manage it.
23:22Unless they're all pretending.
23:25I don't know.
23:25I can't tell anymore.
23:27I only ever wanted you.
23:34I'm sorry I bored you.
23:38Sorry I was ill.
23:39Sorry I didn't understand your work.
23:43I should have gone away and had my baby and left you in peace.
23:50Isn't it funny?
23:52You don't seem real anymore.
23:56I wouldn't have left you.
23:58Where would I have gone?
24:02Anyway...
24:04You know very well I couldn't have done anything so positive.
24:09You always said I was feeble.
24:11Do you think I'm feeble now?
24:14Would Dr Anderson think I was making progress now I've done something positive?
24:18Or would he be cross?
24:21I can't tell him because I don't like people being cross with me.
24:27But this way it's as if you'd left me.
24:32You always threatened you would when you were angry.
24:36You always said you didn't know why you put up with me.
24:40And so, one day, you went into your room.
24:49And you never came out.
24:55You never came out.
25:38You never came out.
25:39I didn't know why you were at all.
25:39Try George.
25:39You never came out.
25:40You never came out.
25:41You never came out.
25:42I talked to Janice Dogs nobody cares about us, and you're angry.
25:43No, I'm sorry.
25:45You never came out.
25:48You never came out.
25:49I know you were worried about you.
25:50Thank you very much.
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