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00:16Oh, she really looks like Nate.
00:20Let me take it.
00:24Claire, they're in order.
00:26Do vegans breastfeed?
00:27You've got butter on it.
00:29Sorry, Mom, I know you only have 2,000 other ones just like it.
00:32But this one was the first time she ever smiled at me.
00:35I'm sure it wasn't gas?
00:36Oh, no, I know gas. Nate.
00:38It was an extremely gassy baby, we know.
00:40But David never made a peep.
00:42No one remembers anything about Claire.
00:45So I'm going to think I just walked in off the street when I was nine.
00:48Oh, that's not true, dear.
00:49Oh, David, Claire's graduation is this Saturday at 3.
00:52Did you hear that, Nate, Saturday at 3?
00:54For what?
00:56Idiotic graduation. You don't have to come.
00:58Of course he does.
00:59What's that?
01:00Just a few pictures of Maya.
01:06I don't know.
01:09She's, uh...
01:10Wait, you haven't even seen her?
01:13You know, it's a little weird that I'm not even allowed to have anything to do with this kid and
01:16you're over there taking pictures.
01:17Signing away your custodial rights doesn't mean you can't visit.
01:19Yeah, is this coming from Lisa?
01:20I'm not getting in the middle of this.
01:22Yeah, well, then don't. Stay out of it.
01:25Whatever problems you and Lisa have, I don't care.
01:27But Maya is my granddaughter and I intend to be part of her life.
01:56I'm not getting in the middle of this house.
01:59I'm not getting in the middle of this house.
02:00Help me.
02:06You're good, you're good, you're good.
02:12Okay.
02:14Okay.
02:16I don't want you to see me.
02:17It's okay.
02:19It's okay.
02:20You can't wait for this to be over.
02:23I'm right here for you.
02:25So what?
02:27I don't even know you.
02:30Oh, fuck.
02:32Okay.
02:33I can't breathe.
02:35Shh.
02:36I can't.
02:36Shh.
02:37I'm not ready.
02:38Shh.
02:39Help me.
02:41It's gonna be okay.
02:45If you could just...
02:48Just try to let go.
02:51I'm going to the light.
02:53There's no fucking light.
02:55Please.
02:56Please, just...
02:58No.
02:58Just try to let go.
02:59I don't want to...
03:00Let go.
03:01Let go.
03:01Just let it go.
03:02Just let it go.
03:05It's gonna be okay.
03:06It's okay.
03:07It's okay.
03:08It's okay.
03:11It's okay.
03:14It's okay.
03:17it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay
03:32yes i need to see dr. de paulo as soon as possible
03:36well i can't wait two weeks this is an emergency i have to schedule an embolization
03:44no well i think i waited too long already all right i have to fucking do this
03:48nate this is john gerson thank you tomorrow at 11. yes thank you bitch from the dca i'd like to
03:57take
03:57a look around your premises if you don't mind well we don't have an inspection scheduled till
04:00february we received a complaint from who i'm not at liberty to say if i could just use your
04:06little boy's room then we'll get started with your billing records yeah it's that door directly across
04:14i thought kroner folded this must be the final mindfuck of mitzi dalton huntley
04:22claire fisher
04:27so
04:45Oh, my God.
05:13Can I start again?
05:14Can I start again?
05:27Fuck.
05:31Claire?
05:33Claire?
05:45So, I had this idea.
05:47We should put a pool in the backyard.
05:48Oh, good for the puddle.
05:49That's nasty.
05:51Little kidney-shaped pool we can dip in the summer.
05:53It's not even that expensive.
05:54We're paying back your sister.
05:58She doesn't need to be paid back, and she doesn't even want it.
06:01You know, the only time you don't want to be paid back is if you want to have something over
06:04to someone.
06:05Do you know how much she's getting paid to play that slutty neighbor on the WB?
06:09Where's my hot sauce?
06:10It's already on there.
06:11I don't see why we can't get one thing nice for our sisters.
06:15Don't talk about the money in front of them.
06:17Get rid of the food!
06:22Geez.
06:23Hope I didn't interrupt your lunch.
06:25I'm sure they weren't eating.
06:27This is our embalmer's wife.
06:29She was just stopping by.
06:30She has a license to be down there?
06:45Shouldn't Mr. Buckbinder be in the refrigerator?
06:48I'm just about to take him to the crematorium.
06:52Really?
06:53Because it looks to me like you got yourself a no-vacancy situation at the fridge motel.
06:57He's not even staying here.
06:59I'd love to let you slide on this, but seeing as Mr. Buckbinder paid for two days' refrigeration
07:02in his pre-need contract, I'm going to have to write you up for a consumer disclosure citation.
07:14And we are knee-deep in human waste.
07:26Why did your grades take such a plunge in the spring?
07:29Oh, I don't know.
07:30I guess I sort of stopped relating to high school.
07:33Did something happen last year?
07:35Uh, well, bad boyfriend.
07:39Oh, okay.
07:42Well, that's it.
07:43Unless you have any questions or anything else you'd like us to know.
07:52Well, good luck, Claire.
07:53It was nice to meet you.
07:55Also, um, not that this is whatever, but, um, my father died last year.
08:02I'm sorry.
08:04I mean, I don't think it had anything to do with getting bad grades, but, I mean, maybe
08:08it did a little.
08:09It would if it were me.
08:10Thank you for letting me know.
08:12You know, I'm not like, oh, poor me or anything.
08:15Hmm.
08:44You know, I just thought of this.
08:46way now of, like, dealing.
08:52And it's so much better.
08:56I'm sorry.
08:56Excuse me.
09:00Excuse me.
09:01I'm sorry.
09:02This is so queer.
09:04It's fine.
09:05I constantly cry at inappropriate moments.
09:07Yeah, but I really don't.
09:11Here, sweetie.
09:33I love your ashes on Saturday.
09:41Oh, uh, he actually asked that I'd be here for it to start the machine.
09:44Can't do it today.
09:45Pacemaker exploded in the retort, so they're fixing the burners.
09:48Come back tomorrow afternoon.
09:50We'll torch him then.
10:08Hey, is Taylor in her room?
10:10I got her an air purifier that's also a humidifier.
10:19Taylor?
10:26Where's all her stuff?
10:28My parents came up today to take her down to San Diego.
10:30For how long?
10:31For good.
10:32Why?
10:34There's no way we could have kept it.
10:35Not after what I did.
10:38You could have tried.
10:44You could have told me.
10:44You got suspended today.
10:47Oh, my God.
10:48Until when?
10:48It doesn't matter.
10:49I'm not going back there.
10:53You don't know how you'll feel.
10:54Don't tell me what I know.
11:09You know, it's summer.
11:11Maybe it's because when I was growing up, there were seasons.
11:13But it still gives me this charge.
11:16And it's not just the nipples.
11:19It's that the whole world's out there feeling sexy in their skin.
11:25I can't sit with a beer in my hand and watch the ass parade anymore.
11:28Because it takes me out of my ass in reality.
11:32Yeah, it's a drug.
11:33I hear you.
11:36That little shine of sweat.
11:40Some chicken traffic.
11:42I just want to jump in that car and lick it right off her.
11:49And my wife makes me sick.
11:53I can see the stains under her arms, the red bumps where she shaves.
11:57All the effing details.
12:00But thanks to my higher power and this program, I haven't crossed my bottom line in three years.
12:07And for me, that means no sex outside my marriage.
12:11No prostitutes, no strip clubs, no masturbation.
12:17It also seems to me no sex in my marriage.
12:20He's good.
12:20You know, I stopped doing all the other stuff because I wanted to learn how to be more intimate with
12:24my wife.
12:26And I have.
12:28I love her.
12:31I love her more than anything.
12:36I just can't touch her.
12:40I couldn't even kiss her any more than I could kiss my own mother.
12:44The fact is, I have this effing disease and this is how it's showing up today.
12:47So, thanks.
12:49Three years, right?
12:50Yeah.
12:51Thank God.
12:52You got it, Tom.
13:02You really have to be in love with someone to have their face burned into your flesh.
13:06Just be really drunk.
13:10The lowest I could get was $38.
13:13$1,000?
13:13The lowest?
13:15I only have to dig up the whole foundation of the house to replace those pipes, David.
13:18I'm going to try out a contractor.
13:20Fuck.
13:21Fuck, fuck, fuck.
13:23What is this?
13:27Rico, we're going to have to shut down the home for a while.
13:29What?
13:29This fucking inspection just totally fucked us.
13:31But they can't fine you for more than $2,500 at a time.
13:34The guy gave us two weeks to replace our drainage system.
13:35We just don't have the money for that.
13:36The Kroner can't even buy us out anymore.
13:40So what does this mean?
13:44We're hoping you'll consider taking something temporary so that when we work things out,
13:47you could come back.
13:48You mean if you work things out?
13:51We know it's a lot to ask.
13:59Scott?
14:01Yeah?
14:02Candice Bavard.
14:07I'm so sorry, Candice.
14:09I had sex with like 200 women last year and all the faces are a blur.
14:14Why are you only taking 50 milligrams of the Dilantin?
14:17Let's see, you're prescribed.
14:18But you're still having seizures.
14:19You were supposed to let me know if that happened so I could adjust the dosage.
14:22Well, you didn't tell me that.
14:24I'm sure I did.
14:30Now there's a bleed.
14:31This was so unnecessary.
14:33What's a bleed?
14:34That's blood.
14:36The AVM ruptured.
14:38Probably during your last seizure.
14:39But wouldn't I have felt that?
14:40Apparently not.
14:42If I'd done the embolization I wanted last summer, we wouldn't be in this situation.
14:45AVM is very treatable if you treat it.
14:48Wait a minute.
14:48You...
14:51Okay, I want to do it now.
14:52Yeah, well, so would I if I were you.
14:54But at this point, my only option is immediate cranial surgery.
14:57Well, what does that mean?
14:59It means it looks like this sucker is bordering an eloquinaria in the brain.
15:03Well, you said it wasn't last time.
15:05Well, you must have misheard me.
15:07It's a lot of information.
15:12What does that mean?
15:13I'm not going to lie to you.
15:14There's a high risk of paralysis, loss of speech, vegetation, or death.
15:19But I have a very strong record with this kind of surgery.
15:23How many deaths?
15:24Not many.
15:26I can't fit this in tomorrow.
15:28I guess I'm going to have to come in Saturday for this.
15:29But I need your blood work done today.
15:31All right?
15:31Connie will tell you where to go for that when you check out.
15:39I really don't like the idea that I'm sick.
15:41Oy, nobody does.
15:43But come on, it's a little self-indulgent, don't you think?
15:45When there are people dying of leukemia or whatever.
15:48These guys are like, it's not my fault I blew 25 guys last night.
15:51I have a disease.
15:52I mean, deal with it.
15:52Yeah, well, when I tried to deal with it, I ended up with a sexual harassment lawsuit filed against me
15:57by half the female associates in my firm.
15:59Fuck.
16:01Yeah.
16:02I'm really glad we didn't.
16:04You and I.
16:06I was spreading gonorrhea all over L.A. last summer.
16:19So when did you admit you were powerless?
16:21I haven't yet, by the way.
16:22I can tell.
16:25Five months, two weeks, and three days ago.
16:28And now your life is just one long hot fuck with God?
16:31I'm an atheist, actually.
16:33Yeah?
16:35And who do you turn over your will and your life to?
16:39I just pray to nothing.
16:40Say, um, dear God, who I don't believe in, help me with whatever it is.
16:50To stop thinking about undressing this incredibly sexy woman who I am trying to have a real moment with right
16:56now.
16:57Or something like that.
17:00Does it work?
17:02Unfortunately, yeah, it does.
17:08Well, I'm not going to stop drinking or smoking pot.
17:12All you can do is just take it one day at a time.
17:14And all those fucking slogans, they make me want to tear off my clothes and run screaming out of the
17:18room.
17:20You know, I'm curious.
17:21How does having compulsive sex with strangers, no close relationship with friends or family, a job that you hate, and
17:29a broken engagement, feel manageable to you?
17:32I didn't say that my life wasn't unmanageable.
17:36I just said that I hadn't admitted that I was powerless.
17:46I don't want to hate my parents any more than I already do.
17:48You'll probably end up forgiving them.
17:50Yeah, well, I don't want to do that either.
17:55I don't want to be one of those horrible people that walks around in pain all the time.
17:58What about when you are in pain?
18:01I choose not to be.
18:03What's so bad about a little pain?
18:06I feel like it'll kill me.
18:10It won't.
18:17I can't believe that guy blew up in the retort.
18:22Usually check for the pacemaker.
18:24But this guy was like 20.
18:26Go ahead.
18:33And built.
18:35He looked like he worked out five hours a day.
18:38Vanity.
18:38These guys are out there taking pills, getting implants.
18:41Men are the new women.
18:43No kidding.
18:44I hate gyms.
18:46All those people on machines staring at the TVs, they look like pod people training to live among the humans.
18:54Shit.
18:56Hang on.
18:57I got to reposition him.
19:10You got to make sure the chest is right under the main burner.
19:14That's where most of your mass and fluids are.
19:16All that stuff that really fuels the burn.
19:31We used to leave it chunky.
19:33Some people would know it's real cremains, not just wood chips like that place in Georgia.
19:41Then we did this baby, and the dad saw a little tooth, and he freaked, like this isn't my baby.
19:48We had to get a doctor to explain to him that they have teeth embedded in their jaws.
19:52Man, he was upset.
19:54But, you know, when a baby goes, it's a lot of dead hope.
20:10You're going to lease this?
20:11I have every right to go see my granddaughter.
20:13I'm coming with you.
20:14Oh.
20:16Did you talk to her?
20:18You've got a key?
20:19Sometimes I stay with a baby when Lisa has to work.
20:23It should be here soon.
20:24It should be here soon.
20:54I thought Granny was going to be here.
20:56Hi, Granny.
20:57Hello, sweetie.
20:59Carol made me come with her to this intuitive nutritionist who told her she was allergic to, like, everything.
21:04She squeezed Carol's fingertips for ten minutes, and I had to spend two hours looking for burdock root.
21:10I think heroin has burdock.
21:14Thanks.
21:17I'm sorry to show up like this.
21:18I just, I won't stay long.
21:20I'm really happy you're here.
21:28You know who this is?
21:31This is your daddy.
21:35This is where you get your little mouth from.
21:44Hi.
21:46Hi.
21:50Hi, Maya.
21:51I know you're thinking Maya is illusion in Buddhism, but it's also another name for Durga, the mother in Sanskrit.
21:59And in Greek, it's messenger of the gods, and my mother was half Greek, so, you know.
22:04Oh, my gosh, she's so small.
22:09Mom, come on.
22:11You'll thank me when you're old.
22:13Okay.
22:15Hello?
22:16Hi, Barbara.
22:17How are you?
22:18Oh, I'm fine.
22:19Did you get the tape?
22:22She's just as precious as precious can be.
22:26Hold on.
22:26Lisa, it's Barb.
22:27Tell her I'll call her back.
22:30Who's Barb?
22:32My sister.
22:33Oh, Carol's movie?
22:35No, I just don't enjoy films about retarded people.
22:38But Lisa went to the premiere.
22:40She said it was great.
22:43Oh, yeah.
22:45You were?
22:45Sorry about my mom.
22:46I guess she's spent a lot of time on that.
22:47Oh, she's a godsend.
22:49She's been such a help to me.
22:51Oh, she looked wonderful.
22:52We altered a purple chiffon caftan I had in the closet from the 70s.
22:56She's just so loving and fun.
22:59I just hope I can be half as good a mother as she is.
23:02I'm sure you can.
23:03Okay, bye now.
23:06Ruth, is this the blanket?
23:08That's the one I made for Nate.
23:10Love it.
23:16You know, in certain ways, Lisa really reminds me of myself.
23:21Something about the way the two of you are together reminds me of what it was like for me with
23:24your father.
23:25Mom.
23:25I was raised with a very small town mentality, and getting married was really the only way you could have
23:30sex at all.
23:31So, I never tried to find the perfect someone, you know.
23:33Mom.
23:34But really, that doesn't matter when they're children, you see.
23:36It becomes its own very real kind of love.
23:39Mom, I'm not marrying Lisa.
23:40What did I say you should?
23:43I just think you should consider the profound effect a child can have on your life.
23:49Mom, I think you should find some place and pull over for a minute.
23:51Why?
23:52Are you all right, dear?
23:52No, I'm not.
23:58Saturday?
23:59I kind of need to do it as soon as possible.
24:04But have you told David?
24:08Yeah.
24:11Oh, would you like me to tell Claire?
24:16She knows.
24:20She saw me have a seizure, so I had to tell her.
24:27I'm sorry, Mom.
24:38So, I'll go to the hospital with Nate, and David will take Robbie's video camera to Claire's graduation so we
24:43can all watch it later.
24:45Mom.
24:45It's fine.
24:46I already asked him, and he's bringing it over later to show you how it works.
24:49Mom.
24:50We're not going to my lame-ass graduation when Nate is having a major surgery.
24:54Claire, Nate is going to be just fine.
24:56There's no reason for this procedure to ruin your special day.
24:59But it's not even special.
25:00I'm just going for you.
25:01It is special.
25:02It's a rite of passage.
25:03And I'm not going to let you get overshadowed by your brothers like you always do.
25:07Mom, if Claire doesn't care about this, I'd like to be with Nate, too.
25:10David, goddammit!
25:11I am the mother here!
25:12And I happen to be a damn good mother, no matter what you think from your limited point of view.
25:16Mom.
25:16This is what we are doing!
25:23Now who wants milk?
25:26So?
25:27Now you can get them to make you a partner.
25:29It's Fisher & Sons, remember?
25:31It's not Fisher & Sons and Diaz.
25:33That was before you had $100,000 they need.
25:36I want to, like, put it in a mutual fund or something.
25:38Eh, so I'm okay, but nothing's worth as much as being your own boss.
25:42Julio, check the bath isn't running over.
25:45I don't know.
25:46You know, the business isn't even going so great.
25:48So, you go in there, you make it go great.
25:51He didn't do it.
25:53Julio, turn off the bath!
25:57I'll do it.
25:57No.
25:58He needs to learn to do something when I tell him.
26:01You're going to let the whole house get flooded so you can teach him something?
26:06Thank you!
26:11I want to be cremated.
26:12I don't want to be embalmed.
26:14No viewing.
26:17This is very difficult for me.
26:20You want me to fill it up by myself?
26:22Yes.
26:23All right.
26:25I don't think we should do this now.
26:26We have to, all right?
26:30I don't want you to have to deal with the funeral.
26:32You're not going to die.
26:35David.
26:39I have to get ready for it.
26:41I think you should, too.
26:49What about a service?
26:50Yeah.
26:51I want Ari.
26:54The rabbi who did Jeffrey Shapiro.
26:57A rabbi?
26:58Why not Father Jack?
27:00Well, is Father Jack doing your service?
27:02No, but that's just because I don't want to give him the wrong idea.
27:06What kind of ideas are you going to get when you're dead?
27:09I don't know.
27:10I just don't want him cruising me in the afterlife.
27:18Oh, God.
27:19I'm sorry.
27:20What do you think the afterlife is?
27:21Some sex club that never closes?
27:24Yeah, no one ever tells you if it's heaven or hell.
27:31Fuck, I'm really scared.
27:34Me, too.
27:36Wish you could come with me.
27:38Okay, I'm not going to Claire's graduation.
27:40Mom's insane.
27:41No, let's go to the graduation.
27:43That's not what I meant.
27:55Oh, God.
27:59Oh, God.
28:05Keith?
28:34Hey.
28:37Hey.
28:39You home early?
28:41Yeah.
28:46Where were you?
28:48Just getting something to eat.
28:52I was going to make dinner.
28:55You can still make dinner.
28:57You mean for myself?
28:59Whatever.
29:00I might be kind of hungry later.
29:06Are you sure you want to eat that?
29:07I was going to make a poached Chilean sea bass and polenta.
29:12The wild mushroom cassoulet.
29:17Green sea turtles are one of the few species so ancient
29:20they watch the dinosaurs evolve and become extinct.
29:24They are called green, not because of the color of the algae.
29:26Could have gotten me something.
29:28Didn't know you'd be home.
29:35Did you do anything today?
29:37What's that supposed to mean?
29:39Did you call that guy?
29:41I don't need to pay someone to tell me I can get a job in security.
29:44I'm sure there are options you don't know about.
29:46I know a lot of ex-cops.
29:47They all work in security.
29:48No, it's wrong with security.
29:49It's a national obsession.
29:51It's the new freedom.
29:52You know what?
29:53My career isn't your problem.
29:55My career isn't your problem.
29:57Many of those who make it to the water are eaten by sharks and hundreds of creatures as well as
30:02seen.
30:03Only a handful of big turtles from each nest of more than 100 leathery-skinned eggs will survive into adulthood.
30:09The greatest cause of decline in green turtle populations, however, is...
30:17Oh, I have new pictures of Maya.
30:19Yes, I have seen.
30:20The new ones?
30:21I don't think so.
30:27It's very cute.
30:28I have seen.
30:29What?
30:29You haven't seen these, the smiling ones?
30:31I just got these yesterday.
30:33Ruth, it's not my grandbaby.
30:35I don't need every day to see.
30:46I quit.
30:48Consider this my two-week notice.
30:50Because I don't look and get your photos?
30:52No, I'm just not growing in this environment.
30:54And I want to be available to help watch my granddaughter.
30:56And since I no longer have the money to help pay for a sitter, it's really the least I can
30:59do.
31:01You take a dear job?
31:02Eventually, I suppose I'll have to, under the circumstances.
31:07Okay, then, Ruth.
31:08It's also better for me.
31:10This way, I only have to pay a robin.
31:12Well, yes.
31:13And also, you should know, you may be losing Fisher & Sons as a client.
31:16It looks like we'll have to close the business because no one has the money we need to replace the
31:20septic system.
31:21Oh, and this is my fault? Is that what you're saying?
31:22No, I just thought you should know you might be losing the account.
31:29I will pay you back this money.
31:30I said it was a gift.
31:31Even though you said it was a gift, I will pay back.
31:34Well, that's very sweet, but I think we both know that's not possible.
31:41Here.
31:42Every week, I pay some part of it here.
31:45This is the first payment.
31:50$62.
31:52It was a very slow week.
32:03Heartless now, heartless now.
32:07It's hard to love your fellow man.
32:09However, can I hurt myself from heart and brain?
32:14Such evil.
32:19I did knock.
32:20I'm sorry, was it too loud?
32:22No.
32:24So I'd stop by and say hi.
32:27Okay.
32:30I thought you were going to art school.
32:33I so blew the interview.
32:36There's no way.
32:39Until I started bawling.
32:43What do you mean?
32:44Why?
32:46I started talking about dad for some, like, insane reason.
32:50I just fucking lost it.
32:59So is this operation, like, really serious?
33:03Nah.
33:04Nah, I just gotta, you know, screw this thing.
33:07So not a big deal.
33:09Well, good.
33:12Because...
33:16Just good.
33:20Okay, that was before you talked to me, so...
33:23Fuck.
33:24Did you take these?
33:26These are amazing.
33:29And they're okay.
33:32I mean, these guys are total fucking freak, but...
33:35Pictures are awesome.
33:37Thanks.
33:40I thought you were going to yell at me.
33:44I didn't yell.
33:45I was just looking out for you.
33:48Okay, don't take this the wrong way.
33:50And I know...
33:52I...
33:53Have a tendency to fall for kind of insane boys,
33:55but...
33:55You have a tendency to...
33:57Like, dole out the wisdom like you're the Dalai Lama or whatever, and...
34:03It's not like you're so incredibly together that I'm just dying for your advice.
34:07Well, I never said I was incredibly together.
34:08I'm just a lot older.
34:10Yeah, and I don't think you're that much better than I am at the relationship thing, like...
34:15At all.
34:16Well, I disagree.
34:18No one I did had ever attacked anybody with a knife or a gun.
34:23Okay.
34:25And I don't know what goes on between, like, you and Lisa or Brenda or any of the other million
34:29missing girlfriends, but...
34:30There have not been a million.
34:33I just get the sense that you're not, like, fully dealing.
34:44All right.
34:47Fine, I'll never give you advice again.
34:49No, give me advice.
34:51Just...
34:51Don't try and act like you really know anything.
34:58Wait, is he nude?
35:00No.
35:01God.
35:0450,000.
35:05Do you have any idea how much this business is worth?
35:08Not much when it's shut down.
35:10And I want to be equal partner.
35:12Rico, you...
35:12Wait, wait.
35:13Wait.
35:21I'm sorry to have to say this now, but I think you might really want another partner, David.
35:28Not equal.
35:29No way.
35:4375 for 25%.
35:46Done.
35:50Yeah.
35:52All right.
35:53Okay.
35:54Yeah.
35:56Okay.
35:57Okay.
36:00So, I just wanted to tell you that I think a lot of what you had to say...
36:03I'm so sorry.
36:04Just let me finish.
36:07A lot of what you said was true.
36:11I didn't have the right to say anything to you.
36:13I'm the one that's fucked up.
36:15I am so fucked up.
36:18Okay.
36:20Maybe.
36:25But, you were right.
36:26When you said that being with you made it easier for me to feel so together.
36:33That I was ready for something real and you weren't.
36:35And that is just not really true.
36:38Nate, I have a serious problem.
36:42I think I'm...
36:44God, I so don't want to say this.
36:50Here.
36:54I've been going to these meetings.
36:57I went to one of these meetings once up in Seattle.
37:00Freaked me out.
37:01Why?
37:02I asked the people.
37:03It seemed like a cult.
37:04No, what made you go?
37:09Thought it might apply.
37:15Well, it says in the book that once you realize what it is, and you work really hard, you can...
37:22People have this whole new experience of love.
37:26Some people, I mean.
37:31So, what?
37:38I really love you.
37:42And I don't think I would have done what I did if I didn't really love you.
37:48Well, that's a very strange thing to say.
37:53But I think it's true.
37:56It was the fear of feeling something real.
38:06Okay.
38:11I love you, too.
38:18Well, yes, I just wanted you to know that even though you really pissed me off.
38:25I mean, I still get so angry about myself thinking about it.
38:29Of course you do.
38:29Of course.
38:30But I felt like this was something.
38:35You know, being with you made me feel more...
38:38Just feel more, I guess.
38:41Well, I used to feel more than I felt anyone.
38:45You know, everything I was running away from, I didn't even know what it is.
38:48Fear.
38:49I guess.
38:52I felt all of that with you.
38:56I'm good at making people feel fear.
39:03But I can't, you know.
39:05Nate, I'm not saying now.
39:06I can't even think about the future.
39:08I'm just saying maybe.
39:10I'm having surgery tomorrow.
39:13Uh, it's, uh, an embolization.
39:16Totally routine.
39:19Can I be with you?
39:21No.
39:26My mom's coming with me.
39:28It's really nothing.
39:29I mean, I'm going to be fine.
39:30Oh, Nate.
39:31Look, I'm sorry.
39:32Nate.
39:33I got to go.
39:33Nate, please.
39:44I'm sorry.
39:45I've been thinking.
39:53It really could be good for you guys to, uh, have a Latino point of view at the home.
39:57Too bad it comes in the form of a controlling homophobe.
40:01When we met, you are controlling homophobe.
40:05Apparently, that was very attractive to you.
40:09Will you come with me to Claire's graduation tomorrow?
40:15I'd really rather not.
40:17Why not?
40:18It's just not a good time for me to be dealing with your family.
40:20Well, it's not my family.
40:22It's just me and Claire.
40:23My mother's going to be with Nate.
40:24I really can't.
40:25Why?
40:25Because you might miss the young and the restless?
40:27God, Keith, I ask you for one thing.
40:30What do you think we are?
40:32Roommates?
40:32Like, I don't even exist.
40:34You know, in case you haven't noticed, I have a lot to deal with right now.
40:37Not noticed?
40:38It defines my entire life.
40:40Everything is about taking care of you.
40:41For once.
40:42What you can't deal with because you're the one who always needs to be taken care of.
40:46That is such bullshit.
40:47Who were you taking care of when you sent Taylor away without even telling me?
40:50I mean, what am I, the dog?
40:51I made a decision and it was my decision to make.
40:54Your decision? Why was it your decision?
40:55It's my family.
40:56I thought I was your family.
40:58Well, you're not.
41:00Yet.
41:01David, you're not.
41:02I mean, you just moved in here and all of a sudden there's this pressure to be, I don't
41:05know, whatever family unit fantasy you had in your head when you got engaged to Jennifer.
41:09I care about Taylor.
41:10I think she feels at least as close to me as she...
41:12That's not the point.
41:12It's not always about what you want.
41:14You are such an asshole.
41:17I have been tiptoeing around...
41:18Tiptoeing?
41:19Get off me.
41:20Flying on a couch, crying about this, and then pretending everything's fine?
41:23I was crying about my brother, you selfish fuck!
41:27My brother could die tomorrow.
41:29Do you fucking even think about how I might be feeling?
41:31No, if you don't tell me!
41:32You could notice!
41:33You could give a fuck for once in your life about somebody besides yourself!
41:49Oh, I'm really going to miss high school.
41:52So why does Monty Pappas think getting into Williams has made him into someone anyone would
41:56ever fuck?
41:58The name of the college you go to matters at all.
42:00I don't even know where Williams is.
42:01Like, Virginia?
42:02Vermont.
42:03It has that summer theater program where movie stars go to have sex and do check-off.
42:09Oh, my God.
42:09How'd your interview go?
42:11I'm severely soaked.
42:15Are you suicidal?
42:17No.
42:18East Valley will be fine.
42:20They've got a dark room.
42:22They've got paint.
42:24Everyone says you get out of college what you put into it anyway, so I'm just...
42:28Like...
42:29Whatever.
42:31I'm glad you're so delirious about it, because it looks like I'm going there, too.
42:36What do you mean?
42:38Yale found out about my SATs.
42:39That little Indian bitch turned herself in.
42:42Now hundreds of people are screwed just so she won't come back as a rodent.
42:49Okay, it isn't that funny.
42:52Cunt.
42:53Oh, God.
43:02Oh, God.
43:30Oh, God.
43:34Oh, God.
43:46Oh, God.
43:48Oh, God.
43:51Oh, God.
43:51Oh, God.
43:52Oh, God.
43:53Oh, God.
43:57Oh, God.
45:33Were there something wrong with me that made you keep something like this from me while
45:37your brother and sister knew for months?
45:38Mom, I'm sorry.
45:39But why?
45:40Why does this keep happening?
45:41I just didn't want to worry you.
45:43You're not supposed to protect me.
45:45I'm supposed to protect you.
45:47But you can't.
45:49You can't protect me from this.
45:51I know, but I can try.
45:52That's what a mother does.
45:54She tries to protect you.
45:55And most of the time she fails.
45:57But it's the trying that makes you feel loved.
45:59How are you going to feel loved if you don't ever let me try?
46:01I do.
46:05I do feel loved.
46:08It was just so many months I could have loved you better.
46:12You love me fine.
46:17You're everything.
46:19You don't even know.
46:22You're everything to me.
46:24I don't want to go.
46:25I don't want to go.
46:26I can't.
46:27I can't do this.
46:27I can't.
46:29I don't want to go.
46:29I won't let you go.
46:32I'll never let you go.
46:47Almost ready?
46:49Mm-hmm.
46:51We caught up with L.A.'s hottest high school graduate in a quiet moment at home.
46:57So, Claire, how does it feel to be leaving your childhood behind?
47:01All right.
47:01You can really stop that now.
47:03For many young people, graduation brings up feelings of anxiety and pissiness.
47:07No, really.
47:09Cut.
47:14Are you smoking pot?
47:16You want some?
47:17Yeah.
47:22God, these dust balls are like tumbleweeds.
47:25When was the last time anyone's swept under here?
47:27I don't know.
47:29When did Mom start working for Nikolai?
47:32Your mother is a very good woman.
47:36God have mercy.
47:37God have mercy.
47:39God have mercy.
47:45Oh, how psyched are we that we never have to call him Daddy?
47:48Thank God she snapped out of it.
47:49I think he's the one who pulled the plug, actually.
47:52Really?
47:53What a pig.
47:55He thinks he can do better than Mom.
47:57I'm guessing she was a little clingy.
48:01Oh, did Nate ever tell you what happened with Brenda?
48:04No, he was strangely non-verbal about it.
48:06He's usually so eager to regale us with the details of his personal life.
48:10Not always.
48:14I guess not.
48:20So, when did they go?
48:23Really early.
48:24I guess it's like a two-part thing.
48:26Yeah, first they tried to stop the bleeding with this glue.
48:29They put a catheter in through his groin and thread it all the way up to his...
48:31It's okay.
48:33I don't need the details.
48:35Sorry.
48:37Anyway, that part must have happened already.
48:38My cranial surgery's a few hours later.
48:42So, like, now?
48:44Soon, I guess.
48:51There's no way we're going to stupid graduation.
48:54I know.
48:55Fuck it.
48:56Seriously.
48:57You're driving, though.
48:58Fine.
48:59I know.
49:00I know.
49:45Another thing is that when you're doing this, you want to keep some plastic holes in the icebox and sprinkle
49:49some sugar.
49:50Just to get this, like, nasty crust thing on top, you leave it out.
49:54Actually, this is oxygen. Once this is our fuse, what I'm going to do is show you how to temper
49:59this.
50:00I want to perfume my doge and cream just by letting that, just kind of get some flavor in there.
50:11A little sugar, you've got to have sweet ice cream, and then I'm going to show you now, we've got
50:17the egg yolk, which is really going to give us the richness, but we can't add.
50:29You're just going to feel a slight sting, okay?
50:34Count back from ten, please.
50:40Ten, nine, eight, seven, six.
50:47Never seen it.
50:49Seven, eight, six.
50:53Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
51:32Oh, oh, oh.
51:51Oh, oh, oh.