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90 Day Diaries Season 8 Episode 1
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00:00Hey, it's old bae.
00:01What?
00:01It's not bae.
00:02We have a really big secret that we have
00:05been keeping from everyone, and that is we are pregnant
00:08with baby number four.
00:10Chloe and I are going to tell the kids the big news.
00:13What big news, mom?
00:15It's all right.
00:17How are things we taught?
00:18Could be better.
00:19Me and my partner, Dallas, we've been together
00:22for almost three years, but I can't shake the feeling
00:26that something else is up.
00:27It's like 3.15 in the morning, and Dallas is parked
00:30down the street again.
00:31Is he cheating?
00:32This just feels like torture.
00:36These are the options.
00:37Let's see what Ashley thinks.
00:39Ashley, I need your help.
00:41Man, she has no idea what's coming.
00:43Look at that.
00:44I'm about to propose for Chantel this weekend.
00:46I am so nervous.
00:48I just hope she says yes.
00:50Chantel, I really, really gotta say this.
00:55We're on our way to our gate to go to Juarez.
00:58We started the visa process for Armando and Hannah to move
01:01to the United States, and they finally have their interview dates.
01:05How to go.
01:06Something that we weren't expecting just happened.
01:13No, because there's a mosquito center.
01:17Okay.
01:19Mom's mom and I don't have the best relationship.
01:22This woman is very detrimental.
01:25So I really want to prove that this is a new version of Jasmine.
01:28But whatever I do, she finds something wrong about it.
01:33Why do you keep leaving me along with your mom?
01:36This was your mother.
01:37I'm gonna lose it.
01:39It's been a long day, long night, fighting through.
01:42I'm saying, hey.
01:43Uh-oh.
01:44It's getting serious here.
01:46Megan's got a baby coming.
01:47And I have doubts about being a father,
01:49so I'm getting the fraternity test.
01:51So I'm getting sure I'm 100%.
01:54You're a sadistic person.
02:03Because it's all in your heart.
02:06Give me your love.
02:07Give me your love.
02:09Kelly, we're giving your mom a face.
02:13Leave it like this.
02:15And I will look so good.
02:17Yeah.
02:18My name is Jasmine.
02:19I'm 39 years old, and I'm from Panama City, Panama.
02:23This is our daughter, Matilda.
02:25She's eight months old.
02:27And I am Matthew.
02:29I am 37.
02:30And I'm from Michigan, but I live in Florida.
02:37I like how it feels, baby.
02:40Almost my whole life,
02:41I have a struggle with alopecia areada,
02:43which is an autoimmune condition,
02:46and it causes bald patches on my hair.
02:49After I have Matilda,
02:51they were multiplying by the day.
02:53So I made a very drastic decision,
02:57which was to shave my head.
03:00Mat even shaved his head as well.
03:03He has more hair than I do.
03:05Just to prove to me that he desires me,
03:07and he loves me regardless.
03:10Oh, no, sure.
03:11He's the freaking best.
03:12But once, after being excited about it
03:16and feeling so loved,
03:17my second reaction was like,
03:19dude, he's ugly without hair.
03:23But I'm loving it.
03:26Every four to five days,
03:28I must shave my head,
03:30and it includes every time I massage,
03:34so I wake up happy when it is shaving head.
03:38Day.
03:40Okay, you know.
03:42Massage.
03:44No, I don't know.
03:45Seriously.
03:46No.
03:47The hair goes,
03:48but the attitude is not.
03:51No.
03:52Constructuring hair, no?
03:53Yeah.
03:55My 90 day begin with Gino.
03:59We met on a sugar baby site.
04:02He was very handsome,
04:03and it was instant love,
04:05so I moved to the United States.
04:07Baby!
04:08Me more!
04:09Woo-hoo-hoo!
04:11Oh, my God!
04:1290 days later,
04:14I married him.
04:16Te amo-
04:16Te amo-
04:18Te amo-
04:18Muchi-
04:18Te amo-
04:21Then things started to go down the drain.
04:25He denied me of intimacy.
04:28I'm so desperate, Gino,
04:30to have some sort of validation from you
04:32like you're actually attracted to me,
04:34like my husband doesn't make love to me.
04:36We received therapy,
04:38and we both agree on having an open marriage.
04:42I decided that I want to go forward with it.
04:45Is it a yes?
04:46I need to take action.
04:48Yes.
04:48Matt was the person that we selected
04:51to be part of our open marriage.
04:53He was just supposed to be a
04:56*** buddy, just to have sex with me.
05:00But my husband got super jealous
05:03and accused me of cheating on him,
05:05which is not true.
05:07The phone records are showing you
05:08having this relationship with Matt
05:10four months before I agreed to open marriage.
05:12Because you didn't want to drive me to the gym,
05:15Matt offered himself to drive me back and forth,
05:18and I have to call him like,
05:19Hey, are you going to the gym?
05:21Come pick me up.
05:21I don't want to hear your explanation.
05:28We agree that getting divorced was the best for both of us.
05:32And then this dude is super fertile.
05:35He got me pregnant and we moved to Florida.
05:39We had our baby Matilda.
05:43I love you.
05:46Matilda is eight months now.
05:48And I was not planning to fall in love with Matt
05:51because honestly, he was just used for sex.
05:54But that was before, baby.
05:56I still use him for that.
05:57But now I also love him.
06:00We have another big change coming here soon, too.
06:03and stuff.
06:04Are you pregnant?
06:13Yes, we're on our way to our first house.
06:17Officially homeowners.
06:19I'm so happy.
06:20I can't believe it.
06:22Please pinch me.
06:22Pinch me.
06:23This is not true.
06:24Oh, you're driving.
06:24Don't worry.
06:25I pinch my car.
06:27I fell in love with this house.
06:29Unfortunately for Matt, it went, you know,
06:33above the vouchers that he proposed.
06:36But I told him, is this or nothing?
06:39Try my love.
06:41Dino taught her well.
06:45We are here.
06:49This is like the most beautiful house.
06:53These are happy tears.
06:56A kiss.
07:02Okay, Matilda.
07:04Are you ready?
07:06It's happening.
07:08You ready?
07:09I love this right here, too.
07:10I love this tile.
07:11Everything is perfect.
07:13Beautiful.
07:17This is our house.
07:19This is our house.
07:19Come on, Coco.
07:20Go, run.
07:21See you, mommy?
07:23This is your castle, my princess.
07:26This house is perfect.
07:28This house is perfect, and it is exactly what I wanted.
07:30It feels like the home where I want to grow up our family.
07:35Open the door, baby.
07:37This is one of my favorite parts of the house.
07:41The pool.
07:42And it's beautiful.
07:44And I have a fence.
07:46So I can do a skinny dipping in the pool,
07:48and my neighbors are not going to see me.
07:51Matilda.
07:52Matilda.
07:53Matilda, she's happy.
07:55She loves the pool.
07:58You have to drink those glasses.
07:59Yes.
08:00Okay.
08:00I'm going to show you the kitchen.
08:03It's so beautiful.
08:05Look at it.
08:07I want to live in the kitchen.
08:10I want to let you know that this is my hosting era,
08:16and I want to host our family for Thanksgiving.
08:22Have you ever hosted a Thanksgiving dinner?
08:24Like, have you made a turkey?
08:26Have you carved a turkey?
08:28I have seen turkeys.
08:31Matt is a very traditional father,
08:33and he is very fixated into me being the traditional housewife.
08:39And I have had to change the way I dress.
08:42I cannot show up like clever.
08:45All the sexy, sloppy clothes from Daddy Jasmine are gone.
08:50And I'm just baking, cooking, and cleaning every freaking day.
08:55I feel like I went back in time.
08:58Instead of turkey, could it be chicken?
09:01No.
09:02It has to be a turkey.
09:03What do you mean?
09:04It's Thanksgiving.
09:05They are not going to notice.
09:06There is a difference between turkeys.
09:08No.
09:08It's just a sign.
09:10No.
09:12I was vegan for 12 years, but when I got pregnant,
09:16mom didn't want me to follow my vegan lifestyle and diet.
09:20He's like, you have to eat meat for the baby.
09:22So I was like, you know what?
09:24Whatever.
09:24I eat meat.
09:25And I'm eating meat now.
09:27I'm a carnivore.
09:29My mom's going to want turkey.
09:31Because it's Thanksgiving.
09:33I'm going to make the turkey.
09:38Mom's mom and I don't have the best relationship.
09:41This woman is extremely religious, very detrimental.
09:46Mom, I lied about us being engaged.
09:50I wish you guys did the right thing to be saved in God's eyes
09:55and not to go to hell.
09:57I know, mom.
09:57I know.
09:58It's OK.
09:58It's OK.
09:59Relax, mama.
10:00Relax.
10:02She looked at me like I'm Jezebel, the woman that is responsible
10:06for dragging his innocent baby, Matt, to hell.
10:10And I really want to prove to his family that this is the new me.
10:14This is a new version of Jasmine.
10:15So if I have to cook a turkey a whole Thanksgiving
10:20and have his family for a few days, which is a lot,
10:25**** it.
10:26I'll do it.
10:27I suck it up and put on a happy face.
10:31I'll have to be pretty sexy when you know who you are.
10:34I don't know.
10:35I don't know.
10:36Stop me like a turkey.
10:37Stop me like a turkey.
10:38Stop me like a turkey.
10:39Stop me.
10:40Stop me.
10:41Stop me.
10:42Stop me.
10:44Stop me.
10:45Stop me.
10:46Stop me.
10:51Well, I'm dressing very pretty to make dinner and bake bread
10:55before Matt arrives.
10:57But all I do is to talk to baby and my dog.
11:01So I need some human interaction.
11:02I'm going to call my sister while I do some baking.
11:06My sisters are my best friend and I talk to them every single day
11:10with no exceptions.
11:13Hola, niña.
11:14Hola, niña.
11:16ÂżCĂłmo estĂĄs?
11:16ÂżCĂłmo estĂĄs?
11:18Hola, tĂa.
11:20Hola, tĂa.
11:20Muchas gracias.
11:21Voy a poner a la niña para que camine.
11:23Fue un poco, Matilda.
11:25Ay, qué linda.
11:27I have two sisters, but Suelen is the closest to me.
11:30She's literally my soulmate.
11:33She knows me better than I know myself.
11:36Tengo que ponerme a cocinar para mĂĄs.
11:40TĂș sabes que a Ă©l no le gusta comprar comida de la calle.
11:43Cuando viene del trabajo, tengo que tener la comida lista para Ă©l.
11:47ÂżTĂș estĂĄs feliz?
11:49ÂżEres feliz asĂ?
11:51A veces.
11:55Ăl no quiere que me estĂ© poniendo ropa muy provocadora.
11:59Y ahora que nos mudamos, va a estar revisando mi closet y va a ponerse a ver quĂ© ropa sĂ,
12:04qué ropa no puedo usar ahorita.
12:06Bueno, como tu hermana, seré sincera, no me agrada.
12:09O sea, exceso de controlar tu ropa.
12:14Mi madre no va a aceptar tener como una mujer, madre de su hija, una mujer que no es sumisa.
12:24YasmĂn, y la palabra sumisa juntas no van. Ăl te controla.
12:30Ay, niña, pero lo que pasa es que él es de Romania, entonces ellos tienen esas ideas conservativas.
12:38Siento que si no me comporto asĂ, su mamĂĄ va a ir y le va a buscar una mujer romanĂ
12:45que le va a dar lo que yo no le puedo dar.
12:48Y no quiero que eso pase.
12:51AquĂ no es que no quieras perder, es que tĂș no pierdas tu esencia.
12:57Esto no es nada que yo estaba en el pasado.
13:00Dressing diferente, hablando diferente, hostia, cocina, baking, cleaning, servirle a Ă©l, lo que sea, es algo que nunca he hecho
13:08para nadie.
13:09Pero Ă©l es mi persona.
13:11Y quiero decirle a Ă©l y a su familia que esto es el nuevo mĂo.
13:15Es una nueva versiĂłn de Justine.
13:17Pero, por otro lado, siento que no estoy siendo verdadera a mĂ mismo.
13:22Y estoy, como, con grandes ganas y grandes ganas dentro de mĂ.
13:28Y es, es, es, es, es becoming harder y harder for me to, to have her, you know,
13:36uh, contained inside of me, and, and it scares me.
13:39Te amo mucho y te quiero ver feliz, de verdad.
13:44SĂ, te quiero mucho. Saludame a los niños, te amo.
13:47Te amo, niños.
13:48Te chido.
13:49Chao.
13:51Ay, ay.
14:03Normally, I pick the kids clothes out the night before, but it was a crazy night last night,
14:08so we're running behind, very, very running behind, so.
14:13I'm Lauren, I'm 37 years old, and I'm from Hollywood, Florida.
14:18And I'm Alex, and I'm also 37 years old, and I am originally from Nofa Galil, Israel.
14:24Oh, my goodness.
14:25Whoa, whoa, whoa.
14:26Look at this.
14:27This is what I walked down to.
14:30Chico.
14:31They have all the fun, and I'm the one that has to go do all the work.
14:35So nice.
14:36Our 90-day journey begins on a birthright trip in Israel.
14:42I was the staff leader.
14:44I was the medic.
14:45And he didn't do anything.
14:46After a year and a half of dating, we went through the K-1 visa process,
14:50and we got married here and in Israel.
14:55We waited a few years and then popped out a few kids back to back to back,
15:00and here we are 10 years later.
15:05Come here, what is that you're doing?
15:07And why are you eating cheese?
15:08No cheese right now.
15:09What?
15:10No after brushing.
15:11You know the rules.
15:12Our three kids are five, four, and three years old.
15:16Jay is the firstborn.
15:18He's five.
15:19Asher is the middle kid, and he's four.
15:22And Ariel is three years old.
15:24And Alex still to this day never gets their name right on the first try.
15:28I get confused.
15:30We gotta go.
15:31I'm leaving.
15:32Dima's leaving.
15:35No, I'm gonna go to action.
15:37Close this question.
15:37Okay.
15:38Life right now is pure chaos.
15:41Close the door, please.
15:42One, two, three, quickly.
15:43Being a mom is amazing, but I also want to feel productive and have a career outside of being just
15:49a mom.
15:49So, with the kids getting older, I've started to slowly kind of go back to, like, my roots and marketing,
15:55advertising.
15:56I have a few clients, but I'm always trying to expand and get more.
16:00But it is challenging building this career again.
16:04Let's go.
16:05Let's go.
16:05Oh, my God.
16:06Go to the coffee.
16:07Come, just get closer.
16:13You guys are crazy this morning, huh?
16:15Do you think you were a good, great accent for Ema?
16:18No.
16:19Okay.
16:19Well, at least you're honest.
16:23Oh, okay, guys.
16:24We're gonna be quiet, okay?
16:26Hello?
16:28Hi, honey.
16:29Hi, Auntie Rona.
16:31Hi.
16:31Are you with the kids?
16:32I sure am with the kids.
16:34Okay.
16:34I have some really exciting news.
16:37Are you ready?
16:37The beauty brand that you've been working with for the past couple months.
16:41Uh-huh.
16:42They are planning a really big Mother's Day campaign.
16:46Really?
16:46And they want you to be the face of it.
16:50No.
16:51Really?
16:51Yes.
16:53Availability.
16:53Hold on one second.
16:55Let me pull over for a second.
16:57I'm gonna talk to Auntie Rona now, okay?
17:00Okay, tell me.
17:01So, here's the deal.
17:02They want you to be the face of the Mother's Day campaign.
17:06And they want the kids involved.
17:10Interesting.
17:12This is the vision.
17:13You are a busy mom.
17:14Get ready with me in the morning to leave the house.
17:17I don't have more than 30 seconds to look like a human being before I run out of the house
17:22and we see the kids.
17:23And, um, you grab the kids and go.
17:26I love that.
17:27Yeah, yeah.
17:28That's the realness, though.
17:29That's, like, the reality, right?
17:31I would really love to film a little sizzle wheel that we have in our back pocket.
17:37Okay.
17:39You know, I've worked with Rona a lot in the past.
17:41She's also one of my best friends.
17:43So, when she comes to me with this amazing opportunity with a client that I know and I've had an
17:50ongoing relationship with.
17:51Like, they know my family.
17:52They know my kids.
17:53So, it really does make it appropriate to do a Mother's Day campaign around me with the kids.
17:59Because I'm just a mom when they go.
18:02Listen, I'm for it.
18:04I just have to get Alex on board with it.
18:07Okay, perfect.
18:07Let me know when and I'll make myself available.
18:10This is so perfect.
18:12But Alex has always been against the kids participating in stuff on social media.
18:17He thinks that they're too young.
18:18They don't understand it.
18:20But the reality is, if they don't want to do it, they're not going to do it.
18:23So, I definitely think that I can get him on board with them being a part of the campaign.
18:28All right.
18:29I will talk to you later.
18:30Bye honey.
18:30Love you.
18:31Love you.
18:32Bye, guys.
18:41Hello.
18:42Hi guys.
18:44Hi.
18:45Hello, hello.
18:47Hi.
18:47Auntie Verona is here.
18:48We're going to film some stuff while Alex is not here.
18:53So, after thinking about it for a little bit.
18:55I've decided that I'm just going to go ahead and shoot the sizzle reel behind Alex's back.
19:01Alex is at work right now.
19:02And I know if I ask him first, it's going to be an immediate no.
19:06Hi.
19:08This is a big opportunity for the kids if they want to explore this kind of job in the future.
19:12And it can also help with their college fund too.
19:15So, I'm just going to ask for forgiveness before permission.
19:19Um, so explain to me, like, what is a sizzle?
19:23I mean, essentially I'm just going to take a few videos just getting a feel of a kid's
19:28personality.
19:29So, I can take this over to my clients and give them something that they can get a feel
19:34for each one of them.
19:35Thanks.
19:35Okay.
19:35Like, their energy, their personality.
19:37Exactly.
19:38All right.
19:39You want to give it a try, ma'am?
19:40Are you ready?
19:42Here's the thing.
19:43I know my husband with the back of my hand.
19:45And I know that if he sees the sizzle and he sees how happy the kids are and how much
19:50fun they're having, like, he's definitely going to be on board with them being a part
19:54of this campaign.
19:55I have to get this video done first.
19:58Oh, you're on your bench.
20:00Move over.
20:01How many people can we fit in here?
20:02Oh, there goes my mirror.
20:04What we're going to do is we're going to get mommy ready.
20:07Okay?
20:08So, wait, when I'm going to step out, you're going to brush her here.
20:10Okay?
20:11And you're going to say, mommy, let's use this beautiful purple serum.
20:15Can you say serum?
20:16Serum.
20:17There you go.
20:18She's in.
20:19Okay.
20:22Rona walks in and the kids are going crazy.
20:25Like, they're so excited, but you can see that they're so tired.
20:29And I'm a little nervous to see how it's going to go today.
20:31Ashley, you can give me the headband.
20:33Can you give me the serum?
20:34Okay.
20:35Can I have the serum?
20:36I'll open it.
20:36No, you can't open it.
20:37I can open it.
20:39And who's going to put a headband on my hair?
20:40Okay.
20:41Because I have it.
20:42Okay.
20:43He's taking the brush that you just broke.
20:46Oh, there goes my phone.
20:48Dear God.
20:49This video, so far, it's not going well.
20:53What are you doing in there?
20:55I'm directing you.
20:56I'm telling you what to do.
20:56Oh, you're putting me in jail?
20:57You're getting ready with me.
20:58Why are you putting me in jail?
21:00Well, I've got to put you down.
21:01You're in jail.
21:02I think next time we film, we'll film after nap time and they'll be a little bit more focused.
21:07Oh, do I need one more thing?
21:09Go ahead.
21:09Go ahead.
21:10Put it on.
21:10Go get ready with me.
21:12Now you're super beautiful.
21:13Now I'm super beautiful.
21:16The kids were a little slap happy, but you could see that they were having fun.
21:20It wasn't forced.
21:21Like they were genuinely enjoying themselves.
21:23So I will take this as a win.
21:25Did you like it?
21:26Yeah.
21:27Who do you think did the best?
21:28Thanks.
21:29And now the reality is I have to tell Alex about this and I don't know how he's going
21:33to take it.
21:34I don't know if he's going to be more angry that I did it behind his back.
21:38I don't know if he's going to be more angry that there's this video now.
21:40Like, I don't know.
21:43All right.
21:43We did it.
21:44It's a wrap.
21:59I know I need to come clean to Alex about doing this sizzle with the kids.
22:03I'm hoping that he'll be open to the idea of them potentially doing campaigns.
22:07But I'm nervous to tell him.
22:10I don't know how he's going to react.
22:12It's always been a hard note from him.
22:14And I'm hoping that changes and I can use these clips and this video to show Alex that
22:19the kids love it and that that can kind of move us into the next phase of my job and
22:26even work for the kids.
22:28I had a crazy day with the kids and they're all nothing.
22:33So I figured let me just take a minute for myself.
22:37That's amazing.
22:38What do you do?
22:41Basically, a company that I've worked with in the past reached out because they want me
22:48to be the face of a Mother's Day campaign.
22:51But they want the kids involved.
22:56Look, I don't know.
22:58I'm not for it right now.
22:59They're on TV from their birth.
23:02I'm not sure I want to have them involved.
23:05They're in it already enough.
23:09Well, Rona came over today and we filmed content with the kids.
23:18I'm really glad that you're doing it while I'm at work.
23:20You understand?
23:22It's behind my back you're doing this stuff.
23:25Lauren has a pattern on when she feels like I might say no to something, then she just
23:30does it and it's just sneaky to do it that way.
23:33It's, you know, it pisses me off.
23:35Hear me out.
23:36It's not I give you out.
23:38There's nothing to hear out.
23:39Listen, if they don't want to do it, I'm not going to be...
23:42No, that's for sure.
23:43You're not going to force them.
23:44That's for sure.
23:46But...
23:46Lauren, when I try to say a sentence, you need to shut up.
24:07You gave me the chance, so now I'm over you.
24:12I am on my way to get my hair and makeup done for my celebratory single AF boudoir photo shoot.
24:18I decided to do something that is totally out of character for me because it's a new
24:22me, a new life, a new everything, so I just wanted to test my boundaries.
24:30My name is Ariella.
24:31I am 34 years old.
24:33I'm from Princeton, New Jersey, but I currently live in Las Vegas, Nevada.
24:36I'm a little bit introverted, so for me to do a boudoir photo shoot is a little out of my
24:41comfort zone, but it's just going to be like hanging out with friends with a camera.
24:44And a little less close.
24:46Yes.
24:46Ooh.
24:48My 90 day journey began seven years ago when I met Binnie in Addis Ababa, Ethiopia.
24:54When I first saw Binnie, I thought, wow, he's really good looking, but I can't necessarily
25:00always trust my own judgment because I have terrible eyesight.
25:05But we quickly fell in love.
25:07I got pregnant, and we decided to do the K-1 visa so we could move together to the United
25:12States.
25:14Arie.
25:15Arie.
25:16Arie.
25:16That's for you.
25:17Welcome to the U.S.
25:18And then 90 days later, we got married.
25:21The fine.
25:22Yes, your wife.
25:23It all happened so quickly.
25:26It was a whirlwind, but there was some infidelity on his part.
25:30multiple infidelities.
25:33We thought that trying couples therapy at a resort would help.
25:36You betrayed me.
25:38You lied to me.
25:40You lied to me.
25:40I can't keep it inside anymore.
25:41You came to fix this relationship?
25:43I came to tell the truth.
25:44Are you came to fix this a lot?
25:45I thought we would come and you would tell the truth.
25:47So we're out of his life.
25:48So we're out of his life.
25:49I don't swear on my son's life, not like you.
25:52you.
25:54I was committed to doing everything possible to fix our marriage, but unfortunately,
25:58Vinnie wasn't.
26:00Well, my hair already looks amazing.
26:04I mean, really.
26:06Currently, Vinnie and I are separated.
26:07We are living in different apartments, living different lives, but we are still married
26:13because Vinnie refused to sign the divorce papers and he refuses to talk to me about
26:19it at all.
26:21You're done.
26:23Wow, wow, wow.
26:24This is some of your best work yet.
26:26I feel like it's a cross between like a Swedish swimsuit model, a mermaid.
26:32What do you think?
26:33I don't know.
26:33All of it.
26:34Yeah.
26:34I don't know.
26:35But as soon as Vinnie signs these divorce papers, we will be exes.
26:39And I am so ready to start my life as a single person.
26:45In celebration of my single AF-ness, I'm wearing white as I'm getting unmarried.
26:50Exactly.
26:51After years of being Qijun, myself seemed to take a major hit.
26:55I didn't feel worthy of love and I just don't want to feel that way anymore.
26:58Okay, let's get it.
27:00Back.
27:00I am ready to strike.
27:03Back.
27:04You better go higher.
27:06I am ready to feel confident and to be better and stronger.
27:12God damn, girl.
27:13You look hella good.
27:15I cannot twerk, but I can move it like this.
27:19I am determined to move on and I am ready to start diving back into the dating world.
27:27Honestly, I'm single and ready to mingle.
27:33Who needs a divorce paper when you have a smashed cake, right?
27:41I am getting ready to go on my date, which sounds so weird and feels so weird.
27:48I literally could not decide what to wear and this is what happened.
27:53So tonight I'm going on a blind date, which was set up by my rabbi of all people.
27:57I have somebody in mind that you might like.
28:00He's here in Las Vegas.
28:01Okay.
28:02Yes.
28:04And I don't really know what to expect.
28:06What do people do on first dates?
28:08Like, are people kissing on first dates?
28:10Like, what is expected on a first date?
28:12I'm just like second guessing my clothes, my hair, my shoes, everything.
28:17My anxiety is just through the roof.
28:19I just want to be me, right?
28:22Because if someone's going to like me, they're going to have to like me for me.
28:26So here goes nothing.
28:33I'm a nervous wreck right now.
28:35What if me and this guy have nothing in common?
28:37What if I say the wrong thing?
28:39Oh!
28:43Hi.
28:44Thanks to me.
28:48Ezra, he's good looking.
28:50He's cute.
28:51He is, um, very tall.
28:52I mean, everybody's very tall to me, but he seems pretty tall.
28:58So, first...
29:00I should probably open this door, right?
29:03It would be impressive if you could read it upside down.
29:06It would be impressive if I could read it upside down.
29:08How are you?
29:09Good, how are you?
29:09Wonderful, thank you.
29:12We're in a tourist place.
29:14I mean, I feel like you have to go with a birthday.
29:17Perfect.
29:17Thank you so much.
29:19It was really nice.
29:21Um, I changed so many times.
29:24I wasn't thrilled the way I would view it myself.
29:26Why are you?
29:27It's the first date.
29:29First date.
29:30Yeah.
29:30I haven't been on a date since...
29:32I don't even remember.
29:34So, now I'm realizing, like, oh, no.
29:38I don't know what to do.
29:39Is this your first, first date since you've been divorced?
29:43Uh, yeah, this is my first date.
29:47I haven't even kissed anybody.
29:49I haven't kissed anybody.
29:51Since when?
29:52I haven't kissed anybody.
30:00Since I broke up with my husband.
30:04So, a year plus.
30:07I was just very open about his life, his past, his everything.
30:11It's not often that you meet somebody like that.
30:14And it puts me at ease.
30:16But I am worried that once he finds out that I'm not officially divorced,
30:20he's going to see that as a red flag.
30:24Actually, I do have to mention something.
30:27Oh, got it.
30:27Pass out the bag.
30:28Let's hear it.
30:29Well, I...
30:30I'm not actually divorced yet.
30:34Okay.
30:35In the process?
30:36I mean, I haven't submitted the paperwork yet.
30:39But I have a lawyer.
30:40Okay.
30:41And apparently it's very quick to get into both of you.
30:50I was divorced, and when I first started dating, my marriage wasn't finalized yet, either.
30:59I was a bit nervous when you were there.
31:01I really had a good time.
31:03Me too.
31:04It was fun.
31:05You're very easy to jump.
31:08So am I allowed to ask if you would go on a second date with me if you have the
31:13option?
31:17Yes, it was definitely very good.
31:19I would do it again.
31:21To have a guy interested in me and interested in hearing what I have to say, I feel hopeful,
31:28happy.
31:29I'm so glad I put myself out there.
31:34I had such a good time.
31:38I didn't realize how much I missed this.
31:41I'm happy.
31:42And I can't wait to see what happens next.
31:59I heard this girl and let her know what time it is.
32:00Sora is theć« Damit I see to my mother.
32:07Okay?
32:10They're running on the phone.
32:12No, no, no.
32:13So now, to be all my grateful, she took you three weeks.
32:14told me that they were going to come at a fair, around 4 today, so I had the full day
32:21to organize everything.
32:25It's so frustrating.
32:27Matt's family just arrived.
32:29It's Thanksgiving Day.
32:30They are drugging their suitcases, yelling, arguing among each other.
32:35They woke up the baby, they woke me up.
32:38It was like actually the horror Thanksgiving version, you know, like literally, I was
32:43invaded my house.
33:15I feel like a lot of people were having it, and I feel like, it wasn't so cute.
33:21It was like, look, it looks, and everything.
33:23It's a sale.
33:25Looks like what's the hat.
33:28It's a hat.
33:31Happy Thanksgiving.
33:33Happy Thanksgiving.
33:34Happy Thanksgiving.
33:34Happy Thanksgiving.
33:35Can I make myself a coffee?
33:36Yeah.
33:37I'm getting skippy.
33:38If you want, I can make it for you.
33:40Do you want it?
33:41No, I don't want it.
33:42Okay.
33:43Okay.
33:43I really hope that things go smoother during the day, because my anxiety is already over
33:50the rules, and I just don't want to have a first thing given.
34:13My mom and I don't have the best relationship.
34:16This woman is extremely religious, very judgmental, and she disagrees with everything I do, the
34:24way I dress, the fact that we're not married, that we're having sex, that we have Matilda.
34:29Whatever I do, she finds something wrong about it.
34:49I have so much pressure to make this work, and I'm not feeling well after Mat's family
34:58invention.
35:00All I need is for her to get the heck out of my way and let me do my thing.
35:06Is that too much to us?
35:08No.
35:10Close the door, please.
35:11Yeah, what's up?
35:13And lock it.
35:14Okay.
35:15Your mom is going to come.
35:16Okay.
35:17Why do you keep leaving me alone with your mom?
35:21What do you want me to do?
35:22You've complained about this in the past, too.
35:23I don't know what you want me to do.
35:24You have to take care of your mom.
35:26This is way too much for me.
35:27You know how she is now.
35:29Don't pretend.
35:31She's only seen my mom a couple of times, right?
35:33And you're already annoyed with her.
35:35It's just annoying.
35:36You know what she's asking this morning?
35:39If I have sex with you.
35:40If I'm taking her contact.
35:42I know.
35:43She likes to ask those things.
35:43Like, how is she asking if we have sex?
35:46Like, what do you...
35:48I mean, we live together.
35:49We have a daughter.
35:50I mean, we just go out of house.
35:52This is a holiday.
35:53And I'm trying to keep it together.
35:56So to avoid arguments, because I'm going to lose it.
35:59I am asking not to leave me alone with her.
36:01That's all I'm asking.
36:03Like, I know my mom can be sexual and annoying.
36:08I know my mom can be difficult, but I love my mom.
36:11And I don't know how to explain it to Jasmine that she's just an old person.
36:16Like, have some patience.
36:18I don't know why everything has to make your blood boil.
36:21You know?
36:22I'm sorry, Werner.
36:23I'm not perfect.
36:24My family's not perfect.
36:25I don't know what to tell you.
36:27So...
36:27But you want me to be perfect, though.
36:30Okay.
36:30Do you want me to wash her while you start cooking?
36:32What are we doing?
36:33Just as a matter of fact, I didn't buy the judging.
36:37You're joking.
36:41Honestly, I'm not surprised.
36:44What do you mean?
36:44I'm not surprised.
36:46I knew it.
36:47I knew you were going to say something.
36:48Like, oh, I'm a happy turkey or something.
36:50I don't know why.
36:51I didn't know anything.
36:54So I want to thank you.
36:57No.
36:57But at least be in a nice mood.
36:59Like, can we at least be in a nice mood?
37:04Dude.
37:05Jesus Christ.
37:06We could live in a mansion, and I have everything.
37:08And you said, like, eh, my mom.
37:10Yay.
37:11Yay.
37:12There's no reason to be crabby.
37:14It's Thanksgiving.
37:27It's Thanksgiving.
37:28Listen, if they don't want to do it, I'm not going to be...
37:31No, that's for sure.
37:32You're not going to force them.
37:33That's for sure.
37:34But then, Lauren, when I try to say a sentence, you need to shut up.
37:39I just told Alex that I shot some content of me and the kids for a potential Mother's
37:44Day campaign.
37:45This is a big opportunity for me.
37:48And to have the kids involved with it, like, I think this is the perfect fit.
37:51And I was really hoping that he would be more open to it, but it is not going well.
37:58I have clearly taken on the role of momager, and if I am able to fully pursue being this
38:05momager and this agent for our family...
38:07You and your momager.
38:09Be momager.
38:10The kids.
38:11It's a different story.
38:12Well, I filmed some stuff with them.
38:15I know you filmed some stuff with them, and you told me you filmed the drone.
38:18I know you did already do something.
38:20It's a pleasure, yeah.
38:21You can show me, but it doesn't mean that we're going to use it and take this campaign
38:24or whatever.
38:25Okay.
38:26You understand?
38:27I understand.
38:28All right, so show me.
38:30Put on the TV for you.
38:41So, wait.
38:42When I'm going to step out...
38:42We're going to brush her hair.
38:44Okay.
38:45Here we go.
38:47Look at how much fun you're having.
38:50You can see all of them in here.
38:54They're having fun.
38:55I'm not begging them to do it.
39:00That's what we do.
39:02You make your video, cut it together or whatever.
39:05We'll show it to the kids.
39:07And we'll tell them, hey kids, do you want to get in more videos?
39:12But if they say no, that is it.
39:16Fuck.
39:16It's not a problem.
39:19This whole social media thing is going to be an ongoing thing, I'm sure.
39:22But what body does mean more is that we're not on the same page.
39:25So, moving forward, we've got to be a team in this.
39:28You're right.
39:29Moving forward, I will be better at that.
39:31It's just that this could be huge for my career.
39:37But for what it's worth, I will never force our kids to do something they don't want to do.
39:41I promise.
39:42All right.
39:45Yeah.
39:47All right, Bella, I'm going to change you.
39:50Love you.
39:52Well, I think that went well.
39:55Here's the thing.
39:57Emma gets what Emma wants.
39:59Good morning.
40:00How you doing?
40:01Guardo.
40:02Glad to be back in San Diego.
40:04Bring your AK.
40:06Gino style.
40:12Oh, my God.
40:19Here we go.
40:21Time to get ready.
40:22Today, I'm going on a date with Stephanie.
40:25Yeah.
40:26I hope I don't blow it.
40:28I would love to worship you.
40:30And on that note.
40:32I have a gigantic man-child bitching at me.
40:37I'm sick of being belittled and taking advantage of.
40:40So, I'm going to have to decide if I want to stay in this marriage or not.
40:44I think you take me for granted.
40:45I've spoiled you.
40:47No.
40:47Oh, Gracie, oh no.
40:49I hate him, I hate him.
40:50I want to get married in Florida so my friends and family can go.
40:54He's like, oh, I want to go to Aruba.
40:56I want to go to Turks and Caicos.
40:58Not only does my fiancé, Phillip, want a destination wedding.
41:02He also wants it to be a dry wedding.
41:03I'm not allowed to have fun or drink with my friends.
41:06I don't want to see you embarrassing yourself.
41:09You always go out and stuff.
41:11You go meet with your friends.
41:13You go for a great day.
41:14I don't want you to boss me around every day and tell me what to do.
41:17I don't like the way that you are at something you selected me.
41:19I feel like a prisoner in my own home.
41:21So, I don't know how much longer I can do this.
41:24I'm over it.
41:28Before Matt's mom left, she handed me this envelope.
41:33Dear Jasmine, I cannot give you a map.
41:36My blessing.
41:37All of this could have been avoided if Matt had chosen a remaining girl.
41:42Matt's mom is still my last f***er.
41:46And these words, they cut like knives into my heart.
41:51They cut like knives that are a little windows that are closed up.
41:53They hurt them.
41:53The CO2.
41:53The CO2.
41:54The C2.
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