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00:50You still throwing duds?
00:52How the hell did you know, dear?
00:54I guessed.
00:55Billy was worried you were going to do something stupid.
00:58Billy sent you.
01:00After last time.
01:01Not a joke.
01:02Nobody sent me and nobody knows that you're here.
01:04And you can lay into me as much as you like later on.
01:07But right now, we need to get back for night.
01:12He's dying, Phil.
01:14Don't you think I know that?
01:15Why the hell do you think I'm here?
01:17One last stone, that's what he told you, right?
01:19Yeah.
01:20I gave him one and it fell through his fingers.
01:22Yeah, because it weren't the right one.
01:23Julie told me about that one that he kept all them years.
01:26It was flat and smooth and round.
01:28And it fell perfectly in the palm of your hand.
01:31How could he even tell the difference?
01:33There's nothing left.
01:34He's as good as gone.
01:35He ain't gone yet.
01:36We need to go, Phil.
01:37I'll go.
01:38When I've found the right stone.
01:39Until the end.
01:40Well, you can either stay and help and sling your hook.
01:53I've got some lip balm if he needs it.
01:55I think you'll like that.
02:11He used to say he was too much off a lip balm.
02:22Do you think he's comfortable?
02:25I think so.
02:27Yeah.
02:29Do you think he's comfortable?
02:37Do you think so?
02:42And if I'm honest with you, it's more for me than it is for him.
02:45It's his breathing.
02:49It's this...
02:50sort of a rattle.
02:53And I don't like you in it.
02:55I know.
02:57It's nothing to be scared of.
03:00It's not been any pain.
03:07Here you go.
03:08Take your pick.
03:09Let's get out of here.
03:12That ain't right.
03:13No, bro.
03:14It's you that ain't right.
03:16There ain't no perfect stone because you don't want to go back.
03:18I mean, what was I doing dragging myself out here?
03:21I didn't ask you to come out here, did I?
03:22I came for nights.
03:24Oh, here we go.
03:25Flying in again to save the day.
03:26Just like you do every time.
03:28Like you did with Mum.
03:28Like you did with me, yeah?
03:31You ever going to change the record?
03:33That you want me to apologise?
03:35Alright.
03:36I apologise for leaving you in the arches that night.
03:39I let you down.
03:41That's it.
03:42If I stayed in the arches, I probably wouldn't be able to have saved Sharon's life, would I?
03:47Probably thought he was going to get another boat up.
03:49Yeah, that worked out for you well, didn't it?
03:52Well, you didn't think I'd find out, eh?
03:55Wasn't into it.
03:56Oh, so what?
03:57It's always a mistake.
03:58An accident.
03:59You really want to talk about this when our best mate is dying?
04:02Oh, yeah, because that would be inappropriate, wouldn't it?
04:04A bit like jumping on my ex a minute.
04:06I was out of the picture, yeah?
04:07She was my ex too, remember?
04:08And you weren't together.
04:09You knew how I felt about it, and you knew how I'd feel when I found out, but that didn't
04:13stop you.
04:14Just like always.
04:16Look.
04:17If you want to stay here and play with pebbles, fine.
04:21I'm going to see our dying mate.
04:25You know what?
04:26You've had a year to see him.
04:28You've had a year.
04:29Where were you?
04:30Where were you?
04:31I was doing what you told me to do.
04:33Staying the hell out of it.
04:34Since when have you ever done what I've told you to do?
04:39If you'd have really cared, you'd have been there.
04:42But you weren't, were you?
04:43Because it's the same old story with you.
04:45When a gun gets tough, you ain't got the balls for it.
04:47You ain't got the balls for it.
04:48You didn't have the balls with Mum.
04:49You didn't have it with me.
04:50You didn't have Nigel.
04:51You didn't even have it with your own boy.
04:53Don't talk about my son.
04:54Your son don't make me laugh.
04:56You don't even know him.
04:58Oh, well, you want to hit me?
04:58You want to hit me?
04:59Well, go on then.
05:00Hit me.
05:00Go on.
05:01Do your worst.
05:02Do your worst.
05:03I want you to hit me.
05:24It's all right, Ralph.
05:27I'm gonna miss him too.
05:36Stay with me.
05:39Stay with me.
05:47Oh.
05:49Is it okay for us to come here?
05:50Yeah.
05:52Oh, I don't...
05:54I don't really think it's a good idea for you to be here, love.
05:56She, er...
05:57She really wanted to come.
06:01It's his breathing.
06:03Erm...
06:04Sometimes he stops and then he makes a strange thing to them.
06:06I just don't want you to get upset.
06:08I won't.
06:10Same thing happened to my mum.
06:13She wanna say goodbye.
06:16Why, erm...
06:17Why don't we just go and have a cup of tea, Julie,
06:19and let them say what they need to say?
06:21It's fine, it's fine.
06:23Erm...
06:23I'm fine.
06:24Er...
06:24I'll just leave you all...
06:26to it.
06:32You did your best by it.
06:36You were the friend you needed now.
06:39No.
06:41No, he was...
06:44He was the friend I needed, and that...
06:47That...
06:47That's the truth.
06:49You know, and soon today, tomorrow, he's...
06:52He's gonna be gone, and all that's gonna be left is me sitting in that chair...
06:57Wondering what the hell I'm gonna do with my life now.
07:00Now that he's gone.
07:03Well...
07:03You still got me?
07:05He's...
07:05Yeah.
07:07Yeah.
07:08Yeah, I still got you, man.
07:08There's no shaking you, is there?
07:11Coming back here...
07:14Makes you think about the choices you've made.
07:18People you've...
07:19You've chosen to spend your time with.
07:22Would they stick around if I got sick like Nig?
07:26Probably not.
07:29And I wouldn't blame them if they didn't.
07:31You're not family, are you?
07:34You've got family.
07:36Yeah, no disrespect, bruv, but after the abuse you put your body through...
07:41I'm expecting to outlive you by a stretch.
07:44Oh, you've got Courtney.
07:46You've got Mark, you know.
07:49You...
07:50You want a relationship with him?
07:52He's...
07:52He's right there, isn't he?
07:54No.
07:56I...
07:56He ain't interested.
07:59He's...
08:00He's just saying that, isn't he?
08:02Trying to protect himself.
08:03He's...
08:03He's right there, you just...
08:04You just gotta get through to him, that's all.
08:13Maybe.
08:17Right.
08:20Whether it's too late or not, we should get back.
08:24Not until I've found the right stone.
08:25What is it with you and the stone?
08:28Well, he asked for it, so it's important.
08:31One last stone.
08:32You hurt yourself.
08:33I mean, what does it even mean?
08:34I don't know, I don't know.
08:36But he said it.
08:43Well, I'm...
08:43I'm gonna go.
09:14Phil, Nigel's just to hang it on. We've got to go.
09:28Looks like I'm driving.
09:36Julie, we came as quickly as we could. Are we too late?
09:40Er, no, um, Yolande and, um, Callum and Lexi, they're all in with him.
09:46Lexi's in there?
09:46Yeah. She wanted to say goodbye.
09:50I mean, cos that's what we're supposed to do, isn't it? We're supposed to say goodbye.
09:56But it just doesn't feel right for me. It feels like we're writing him off.
10:00I mean, what if you can hear everyone waving him off and it's like he's setting off on some train
10:05journey
10:05and he can hear and he doesn't want to go and, oh, God, I can't bet for him not wanting
10:09to go.
10:21What the? Are you serious? Don't tell me the battery's gone.
10:26It ain't gone. It's drained.
10:29So all them range warnings you said was fine to ignore, turns out they were bang on.
10:33What can I say? You normally get a few more miles than it says.
10:36Where'd you get this towster on wheels anyway?
10:39Bored it, I think.
10:40Yeah. Well, that explains it. He probably built it himself, didn't he?
10:42Where'd you go?
10:43To the Clare-Rome. Where'd you think?
10:45It's miles away. Yeah, and so's near his carriage.
10:47So unless you've got a better idea, I'm walking.
10:51King and Louisa will soon come home
11:01Into this beautiful garden
11:13What was that song?
11:15A tune my mother used to sing to me when I was a little girl.
11:19And I couldn't sleep.
11:21It would soothe me.
11:25And you can remember it from all that time ago?
11:28Mm-hmm.
11:30And the older I get, the more I reach back to it.
11:35Twin times were simple.
11:39And I felt safe and loved.
11:50Hi.
11:50Hi.
11:53Lex, I think it's time to go now, darling.
11:58Why?
12:00Bye.
12:00Bye.
12:04Bye.
12:14Bye.
12:27the nurse says he's close
12:33but I feel
12:36he's holding on for something
12:41Phil
12:43Phil hold up
12:46what's the plan
12:47you can't walk it
12:49well I'm going to have to thanks to you
12:50yeah well I didn't take myself off to the seaside did I
12:54and what's Nigel going to do with a stone anyway
12:56he's unconscious and on the brink of death
12:58just shut up for one second
12:59why is there never any taxis or cabs or anything
13:01when you need one
13:02you heard what they said
13:05they're all out
13:05I've got to walk
13:09here mate
13:10do you fancy making a special delivery
13:12my brother needs to get to Wolford now
13:14Phil hold up
13:16pizza boy says he'll give you a lift
13:20what about you
13:22well we struggle to get freedom or something
13:24and I've got issues back on the square
13:27go on
13:29best get going
13:31alright thanks
13:34hey mate you got an helmet
13:35he's very close
13:40you should be with him
13:44I know it's hard to say goodbye
13:50my mother
13:54died suddenly
13:58there was no death
13:59I don't want to say goodbye
14:06and if you can't do it for yourself
14:12do it for Nigel
14:14he is holding on for you
14:19you need to tell him that it's okay
14:23to let go
14:35see you on the other side
14:36which
14:54sweet drink
15:01oh yeah
15:28I don't know what I'm supposed to
15:31say
15:35but I
15:37don't want to
15:39and I don't
15:40I don't want to
15:43sit here
15:45and
15:46go through everything we've done together
15:48because
15:50because you know all that
15:54so
15:56what is there
15:57what is there to say
16:03I can't imagine my life
16:05without you
16:21I need you to know that
16:22I'm going to be okay
16:26and
16:28it's alright to
16:33to let go
16:36you can
16:38you can let go now
16:41lovely
16:45everything's going to be okay
16:52it's okay
16:53it's okay you can let go
16:56you can let go
17:09you can let go
17:11please go
17:11please go
17:12please go
17:26you made it
17:28yeah yeah just about
17:30oh I'm so good to see you
17:34it's
17:36it's always natural
17:39yeah
17:40yeah
17:42it's
17:43got a screen to the left
17:44swithers has blockers here
17:45over 30
17:4635
17:47nice play
17:47oh great effort
17:49by the linebacker to stop that
17:50from going for more
17:51game at 12
17:53perfect play call
17:54that's probably on brown
18:23I brought in this.
18:26Grant said he was... he was asking for it.
18:31I tried to find the right one.
18:35Oh, that's just like the one that was on the side of his bath all those years.
18:43It's funny where your mind goes, isn't it, eh?
18:49At the end.
19:00I'll give it to him.
19:02I don't think he'll be able to take it, but you can try.
19:12Nigel.
19:14Nigel.
19:17I'll go with this.
19:19Go with this.
19:49I'll go with this.
19:51One.
19:53A lost stone, eh?
19:57A lost stone.
20:02A lost stone.
20:04A lost stone.
20:11A lost stone.
20:20A lost stone.
20:27Is that the one you wanted?
20:29Yeah, that's my stone.
20:33So, are you going to tell me what this is all about, then?
20:38I don't know.
20:39Come on, Nights.
20:41The stone.
20:42This place.
20:44Do you know that scene on the beach in Chariots of Fire?
20:47You know, all the young bucks running along in slow motion.
20:53Vangelious.
20:54Vangelious.
20:55Vangelious.
20:56Vangelious.
20:56Vangelious.
20:57Vangelious.
20:59Well, they were meant to be on a beach in Broadstairs, which is not too far from here, but do
21:03you know where they actually filmed it?
21:05Not been there, mate.
21:07Scotland.
21:08St Andrews.
21:10Oh.
21:11Have you ever dipped your time in the North Sea in April?
21:13They must have been freezing!
21:17Brass monkeys.
21:17Alice.
21:26Always knew I'd come here at the end.
21:31I just didn't know I'd come here with you
21:36It shouldn't be me though
21:37It should be Julie and the kids
21:40You and me
21:42To the end, that's what you said
21:43That's what I agreed to
21:45So here we are
21:50I'm sorry Nigel
21:59You don't need to be sorry
22:04I'm the reason he's sick
22:05I'm the reason he's dying
22:07He was already dying
22:11This moment was always going to come
22:15I need to say sorry to you as well
22:18You know the way I've been
22:20You were grieving
22:23I see that now
22:28Are you okay?
22:29Don't need to talk about me
22:31He needs to hear that
22:33He needs to know that you're going to be okay
22:38Because you know he likes you
22:55Is there something wrong with it?
22:58No
22:58No, it's perfect
23:00Close my eyes and I'll back there
23:02Where?
23:04Here
23:05Here on this beach
23:07My dad
23:09Looking for skimming stones
23:13Smooth and flat and round
23:14Nigel
23:15Smooth and flat and round
23:16I bet you found loads
23:17But I found one
23:18And it was perfect
23:20And I
23:23Showed it to dad
23:27And he smiled
23:30And said
23:33Son
23:35That is the best skimming stone
23:37I have ever seen
23:40And he looked proud
23:41I didn't get much of that
23:42You and me both, mate
23:45Maybe that's why we click
23:46We both understand what it is
23:48To be a disappointment to our fathers
23:50But not that day
23:52That day
23:54I basked in the warm glow
23:56Of his approval
24:00How you like that, did you?
24:02I might do
24:03If I knew what it meant
24:07Means I was happy
24:12I kept that stone over
24:14Half a lifetime
24:15A connection
24:15A memory
24:17How I felt in that moment
24:19Whilst he was still with me
24:22Happy
24:22Safe
24:25Loved
24:27You feel that
24:28Even if it's just once
24:30Even for one moment
24:33You spend a lifetime
24:35Trying to chase it down again
24:38What a waste
24:42I could have been somebody
24:44I could have been a contender
24:49Brander
24:50On the waterfront
24:53We really don't have that much in common, do we?
24:55I don't know
24:57Cheese and ham toasties
25:07Are you going to be okay?
25:14I don't know he's doing that
25:18Holding onto it like that
25:24You know
25:27Yolandi said
25:28She thought that he was
25:30Holding on from me
25:34But
25:36I said my goodbyes
25:39And I told him
25:40He didn't need to
25:44So
25:46I've never been any good
25:47To say goodbye
25:48You don't have to be good at it
25:49You just have to
25:50Do it
25:52He needs to know
25:53You're going to be on me
26:05Phil
26:06Wait
26:07Wait
26:08Wait
26:11What is it?
26:11What did I say?
26:12Nothing
26:13I just
26:14I just don't like talking about myself
26:15That's all
26:17It's embarrassing
26:17I only asked if you were going to be okay
26:19That's all
26:21Okay
26:22Without me
26:26Look
26:28I know we don't like talking about our feelings
26:31Blokes like you and me
26:32But
26:34I care about you
26:36Yeah
26:36I said it
26:37I care about you
26:39And I won't know you're going to be alright
26:42Well I ain't gonna
26:44I ain't gonna do anything stupid
26:45If that's what you're worried about
26:46It's not
26:50I just
26:50Don't want to think
26:51That you're going to sink back in that chair
26:53With the curtains closed
26:54And wait to die
26:58I want you to live
27:01Like you wanted me to live
27:04Remember?
27:05The deal we made?
27:09I need to know
27:11You're going to be okay
27:32Is he gone?
27:34I don't know
27:35I'll get her later
27:50You need to get over yourself
27:52You need to let him know that it's okay
27:56To go
28:06Night
28:06You know
28:09You know I was never any good at
28:12Saying how I feel
28:15I suppose I said I ended up in the archers that night
28:17You know
28:18I suppose it all builds up inside
28:23You know
28:23I don't know how I feel
28:25I just said
28:27I can't let it out
28:32You
28:37You
28:39Showed me
28:40How to be
28:41A different kind of man
28:43You know
28:44You showed me
28:46You showed me
28:47How to be
28:48Strong
28:50Without you to be first
28:51You
28:54You
28:54You showed me
28:55A laugh
28:56When there weren't
28:59There weren't much to laugh about
29:04You
29:08You're the best mate I've ever had
29:10Watch
29:11The best mate I've ever had
29:19All right
29:22I love you
29:25I love you
29:28And I'm gonna be okay
29:37Before you wanted it
29:39I did
29:42Not for me
29:55I'm gonna be okay
29:58I'm gonna be okay
29:59I'm gonna be okay
30:00We're all
30:02We're all gonna be okay
30:05It's okay
30:08It's okay
30:09It's okay for you
30:10It's okay for you
30:13You can go
30:14Go, go
30:26Go, go, go
30:51Nigel
30:52Come on
30:53It's time to go
30:54Just one last though
31:13Do you see that dad
31:15It was perfect
31:16It went on forever
31:17And ever
31:18And ever
31:19It's wrong
31:19But it's okay for you
31:35Yeah
31:46It's okay for you
31:48To Anton
32:07Oh, my God.
32:19Oh, my God.
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