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00:14I'm going to buy something.
00:15Ah, cheers, mate.
00:20Did you bring that off yourself, did you?
00:22Sounded like Lauren.
00:23She's convinced I stayed the old thing just so I could sell more motors.
00:26Oh. Has it worked yet?
00:28Hardly.
00:29Made up all weekend, making painkillers.
00:32How have you been?
00:34Well, my thighs look like Caribbean sunsets, but you know me, I don't complain.
00:40You know the one memory that keeps coming back to me?
00:43You and me, back at the ambulance.
00:47Really? Not the eight flips and the car explosion?
00:50No, well, we never set a date, did we?
00:53What do we do lunch at George's later?
00:56I don't know, Max.
00:58We haven't exactly got the best track record, have we?
01:01Maybe it's just best left in the moment.
01:04That sounds like you only like me when it's dangerous.
01:07To be honest of you, it's the only way I like anything.
01:15Right, well, I'm going to book it for half twelve then.
01:19Be under Mr. and Mrs. Claus.
01:24Hey, well done, Max.
01:26Brilliant.
01:30See you, you idiot.
01:31Hey!
01:34What's the matter with you?
01:35Mate!
01:36I've just been in one smash.
01:37I don't want to be in another one.
01:38Do you know what I mean?
01:40Proper idiot.
01:41I don't believe this.
01:43Where have you been?
01:44What, your fingers broke?
01:45You couldn't even call us back?
01:49It was a surprise to get you cool.
01:52In a good way.
01:53And, um, looking well.
01:55So, you've got to give me a hug.
01:58No, I'm not going to give you a hug.
02:01Right, well then, I'm off to the cafe for a cup of tea and a fryer.
02:29Any news on Robbie?
02:31Yeah, um, he's been assessed and admitted.
02:34So, I mean, so if you're going to go see him later.
02:37What are you watching?
02:38Nothing.
02:40Why are you watching it for?
02:42Um, excuse me, unless you want me to confiscate it.
02:45He's a laughingstock now.
02:48You do understand your dad's not well.
02:50Well, he weren't ill when he was lying to me for months.
02:53Making out he was my protector when you...
02:54Listen, this is all because of his issues.
02:56Right?
02:57He's been fixated on safety because he never felt safe himself.
03:02Okay, Mum.
03:04Did he say so?
03:13I don't know.
03:17I don't know.
03:21I don't know.
03:24I don't know.
03:26I don't know.
03:27There's a lot of things to be here.
03:28It is urgent.
03:30It's Phil and Nigel.
03:31They need your help.
03:33If they want me, they know how to get hold of me.
03:35Nigel's not good, Grant.
03:38Actually, it's much worse than...
03:43All right, what's up?
03:45You've missed a lot, Grant.
03:48Nigel's not really Nigel anymore.
03:51What do you mean?
03:52Well, he barely speaks.
03:53He can't take his meds without help.
03:57I could love him, but I think he's on his way out.
04:01There you go.
04:02Hope you choke on it.
04:04Is there a problem?
04:06Because you have been giving me attitude ever since I walked in.
04:10You don't recognise me, do you?
04:12His mum is my mum.
04:17Vicky.
04:18The sauces are over there.
04:20Thank you for ruining my life.
04:26All right.
04:29Look, is Nigel up yet?
04:30Because it would be nice to see someone who's actually pleased to see me.
04:34Grant, he's not of Phil's.
04:36He's been in a care home for the last couple of months.
04:38Are you telling me Phil has dumped Nigel in a care home?
04:45Oh, Jerry!
04:47You've got a dirty laugh, you're right.
04:50Yeah, what's up?
04:51How can you tell a joke like that in front of your kids?
04:53He's all right.
04:54He lives in a pub.
04:55You all right, Jasmine?
04:56Yeah.
04:56Listen, can he go in front of you?
04:58I've got to sort his barruca out.
04:59He's got to swim in later.
05:00Yeah, I'm going to bum everyone.
05:01No, you're not.
05:01You're going to swim nicely.
05:03Yeah.
05:03So, cheers.
05:05All your horses, everybody.
05:06Being as I'm king of the castle, I get to sit on the throne first.
05:09Funny this morning, aren't you?
05:11Okay, you know, I've got to meet at the brewery with Doreen then, you know.
05:13She fancies me.
05:15I've been a bit jealous, so I've got to sort out my manscape, you know, because she loves
05:17me with my curly chest hair.
05:20Fee, what year are you living it in?
05:22Oh, you can pipe down as well.
05:23The year is 1983 when things were much easier.
05:26We didn't have mobile phones.
05:27We had breakfast telly.
05:28The pound coin was introduced.
05:30Our music was much better.
05:31Yeah, we had Wham.
05:32We had Culture Club.
05:33Oh, who's our favorite?
05:34Kajibooka.
05:35Oh, yeah.
05:36Oh, yeah.
05:36Tushasha, hush hush.
05:38Ay, what?
05:40Tushasha, hush, hush, oi, what?
05:42Hurry up, hurry up.
05:43I need to have a number two.
05:45I'm trying to keep my breakfast down in here now.
05:47Don't even live here.
05:49Oi, Sasquatch, what are you doing in my kimono?
05:51Funny story.
05:52I'll tell you later when I made it out.
05:54Ooh.
05:57Aw.
05:59Hey, hey!
06:04We don't get to 90 without having a move or two.
06:07You hold on a second. He promised he'd look after him.
06:11To the end, he said. Unbelievable.
06:13Hang on, listen. It wasn't like that, right?
06:15He just didn't have a choice.
06:21What are you doing here?
06:22Came to see Nigel. I didn't know you were here too.
06:25Yeah, I've been here for quite a while, actually.
06:27Look, I can't stand around talking. You've got to get to the hospital.
06:30Why? What's happened?
06:31It's Nigel. He fell in the middle of the night,
06:33and my phone was undead, and I just picked up the message.
06:36Have you told Phil?
06:37Of course I've not told Phil. I mean, he's not going to do anything, is he?
06:39I'm going to get the bus. I'll see you later.
06:40I'll drive you. Get him.
06:42What? No!
06:43I called you to talk to Phil. He stopped seeing Nigel, right?
06:46And you've got to have a word with him.
06:48He abandoned our best mate.
06:50He's been keeping me in the dark. Why should I do anything for him?
06:53Because he's your brother!
06:57Take him.
07:14I want you to leave him alone.
07:16Yes, I'll just wait really well.
07:19He wasn't 내일 until he pergunted yet.
07:19It's very, very powerful.
07:21Anybody confessed is he waiting for you?
07:21He looked for you.
07:24He looked for you.
07:25He was the loser.
07:28following the assessments we believe you have complex post-traumatic stress disorder
07:34or cptsd throughout your life you've experienced significant trauma
07:43and it's now got to the point where it's difficult to control things
07:48so i'm weak
07:51is that what you hear i'm saying
07:52no control no use equals weak
08:00those terms weak no use they feel familiar
08:08did you perhaps hear them growing up
08:15my dad didn't love me
08:23oh well you have a harsh tone towards yourself
08:33are you looking forward to seeing your partner later
08:36priya i understand you have children
08:42i am
08:45i need to keep a distance
08:48i need to uh protect them from me because
08:53because i'm i'm i'm poisoned
08:57and uh and they deserve to be happy
09:00they deserve to be happy
09:03you're aware of gristijivan
09:06the life of the householder
09:11this has nothing to do with god
09:14much of what's been preoccupying you
09:18doing good
09:21being selfless
09:22protecting others
09:24it's central to the faith
09:27now most is shown those values by compassion and love within the family unit
09:33others aren't
09:36why do you uh why do you keep going there
09:40i blame myself no one else
09:44but you do acknowledge
09:45a problematic relationship
09:47with the paternal figures in your life
09:50no
09:51no
09:52not anymore
09:54because
09:54they are dead
10:00they're dead
10:03death
10:04death
10:05often emphasizes the shadow
10:07i can help build an understanding of who you are ravi
10:10and how you got here
10:14i understand it feels like a lot has been taken away
10:19but my aim
10:20is to give you back control
10:24so how about we both work together with that in mind
10:47have you been looking for a midnight snack in the dark again
10:52i've got someone here
10:53who's going to tell you off about that
10:59well sit with him grunt
11:05i'm sorry
11:18i trust councillor to be field
11:21will get your vote next week
11:23you must be joking
11:24i ain't going on no database
11:26no
11:27rest assured
11:27he is going to change the face of local politics
11:31well he couldn't change a traffic light
11:33here b
11:34i reckon
11:35he should have his picture taken with him
11:36yeah maybe
11:37max's magic
11:38might rub off on that little
11:39i think you'll find that ian
11:41rubs off on his own magic
11:43thank you very much
11:50sorry you got booted to the back of the queue this morning
11:53that's all right last one in i suppose
11:54there's no pecking order in this family
11:57okay three rules give it take it and have a good laugh that's it
12:23it's tough to see isn't it
12:26i can't believe it's him
12:28i had this image in my head
12:31bumbling
12:32forgetful
12:33but still
12:34nice
12:35not that
12:38the whole thing's just been brutal
12:41so why is filming keeping me in the dark
12:44no
12:44no you don't get to play that card grunt
12:47you've ignored all my calls
12:51all right
12:52i was worried
12:55worried what i was gonna hear
13:04what i was gonna hear
13:09when i got back to portugal
13:11it really hit me hard
13:14what phil went through
13:17sam
13:18a brother
13:19wanted to end his life
13:21and there was nothing i could do
13:26i just think as a family we're just not good at sharing things
13:31don't tell me something's happened to you
13:34no
13:37oh josey oh darling come here
13:39oh
13:42you know
13:44when i got that message this morning
13:46the first thing i thought of was i opted dine
13:49no no no no you don't mean that
13:51you love him
13:52these things
13:54smothering our love you know him me all of it
13:58i just
13:59oh i just can't do this anymore
14:00i'm gonna just
14:02look you're not on your own anymore
14:03look you're not on your own anymore i'm gonna take care of things then you take a break with sam
14:09i'll go and sit with night
14:34i'll go and sit with night
14:38do we have some
14:39yes it's totally non-negotiable
14:41now if you could just stand together stand together
14:42yeah hold them up hold them up
14:44yes that's it closer closer smile
14:47like think bosom buddies okay
14:53look at this
14:55walford's john mclean
14:56have to break out the cape that you framed for ollie get you to wear it at breakfast
15:00oh you've got a cape well that would be brilliant go and get it
15:04it was a joke thing it's disappointing
15:09oh it's good it's good it's good
15:13now you're finding my suffering a mutant
15:15hey well i haven't held back in criticizing you so it's only fair that i say well done
15:20you're finally making progress on the whole being a decent person thing
15:24well i'll get a badge
15:27hi max sorry i'm late
15:30stand me up yeah well you know me
15:32i should be late as always
15:54who did this to you night
16:07should i get him for you
16:11huh yeah
16:14get him phil
16:41you uh you seen julie
16:43there's a chicken pie on today as well
16:45yeah do you want chips veg
16:47hey oi cloff here as i'm talking to you
16:49would you care where julie is phil
16:51hmm
16:57and i was wondering
16:59have you been keeping my old man up to date with developments on nigel
17:02it's got nothing to do with it
17:06you got something to tell me or something
17:11julie's at the hospital
17:12nigel took a tumble in the night
17:23what are you waiting for go
17:26who's with him
17:27who's with him julie yeah
17:30and sam
17:34i'll just get in the way i'll leave him to hell
17:37i'll be at the archers
17:58right then ready to go clubbing
18:05kids send their love
18:09are they here
18:12no no they're they're at college
18:15you know trying to keep things normal
18:21but um i could bring him next time
18:30look you're gonna be all right
18:31these people here they know what they're doing
18:34and they're gonna help you to see how everything fits
18:38they're gonna help you and so am i
18:41you shouldn't have come
18:44well tough
18:46i'm serious
18:49look i know you ravi
18:51okay you're someone that holds yourself with pride
18:54pride so
18:56i can understand why
18:59why this might
19:01i don't know it might feel a bit humiliating
19:04and look i i get that and i get the need to hide away but not from me
19:09you're setting me off
19:11so how am i setting you off
19:12we've done bria
19:14what
19:15can someone come in please
19:17ravi come on ravi
19:19look i know what you're doing and this is self-sabotage
19:21and i ain't gonna let you do it okay i ain't gonna let you do it
19:25because i love you
19:26i don't love you
19:28i don't love you
19:34i need to work alone
19:37just me
19:40it's it's it's it's the only way it's uh
19:43i don't know
20:12it's the only way
20:12talking belated in fact you're talking very belated
20:15yeah no it is mad
20:16do you know what forget it don't worry about it it's fine
20:18no no no no no no just um
20:22thinking about it i mean
20:24how many more she can grab
20:25i don't mean it
20:27i think it's a great idea
20:28big slate of knees up is well overdue
20:31oh okay i can see it you know well you know i've shaved my chest
20:34get a new dress we'll sort out guests let's get some grub
20:37actually can you leave it with me
21:07i want to organize it
21:10i saw an okay person
21:12wow
21:14that is the highest compliment you've ever paid me i think
21:16yeah well don't get used to it
21:18well i want to get used to it
21:20i like spring natalie it's fun it's naughty
21:24we stick two fingers up to the world
21:29well um what about the kids
21:33what about him what about everyone
21:35it's duffin who says it have to know
21:39so what do you reckon
21:42it's a danger
21:45it's a chaos
21:49and it's a fun
21:58yeah
22:05oi
22:07did you not hear me earlier i phoned you to help with phil
22:11so if you're too scared to talk to your brother why don't you sort off back to portugal
22:14that way you've turned into a right leery little kid you must be in the jeans mustn't it
22:19can talk to him or what
22:21i ain't in
22:26you and me need to chat
22:41i mean the state of him phil
22:44i mean you promised you'd be there for him and julie as well
22:49i mean what's wrong with you
22:51how can you ignore their suffering it's embarrassing
22:58i thought he was acting weird earlier
23:02you phoned him didn't you
23:06did you know
23:08i think you're just avoiding something painful phil
23:10yeah well that's my mate dying and not yours so how i deal with it that's my business
23:17and you
23:18you bring the ultimate cop out man to try and strong army you really don't know your old man do
23:23you
23:23shutting people out though oh why don't you shut up he's right you're just scared
23:28all right you you don't want to look at it but you've got to oh this this coming from the
23:33woman
23:33who hadn't even told her her own brother that you had cancer
23:38what
23:43ah where'd you get to
23:46so how'd it go yeah good
23:50kid dad sends his love
23:53oh god that smells amazing thanks for doing that sookie
23:57i'll set the table so how was your day
24:02all right
24:04what happened
24:06uh
24:08well he's dumped me what yeah
24:13said he wants to go it alone like i trigger him or something
24:18everything is in pieces and i've got no idea how to fix it you can't fix it priya that's his
24:23job
24:24the kids they need a dad and a well one so i guess i just have to stomach it
24:34is there anything i can do
24:38go and see him see if we'll keep in contact with you if you can
24:49get into the door
24:54so sorry sam so so what's the situation now are you all right yeah yeah no look i'm good i
25:00got it seen too quickly you know apart from checkups i'm all clear
25:06What are you gawping at?
25:07Eh?
25:09No.
25:09I gave you a home.
25:10I put a roof over you.
25:11I thought you was family, but nah.
25:14You're just a little snake.
25:15Oh, don't pick on him, Phil.
25:16It's all right.
25:17Just last night.
25:17You know, why am I even bothering talking to you, eh?
25:19What are you even doing in my ass?
25:21Eh?
25:21Get out!
25:21Get out!
25:22You ain't the only one that's suffering.
25:24Oh, here we go.
25:25Fishing for sympathy.
25:27You used to do that when we were kids and all, didn't you?
25:29You know?
25:29No one ever helps me.
25:30Yeah, well, they don't.
25:32I bet you've been slagging me off while I've been here.
25:34But when did you ever come and see me?
25:35Well, why has everything got to be down to me?
25:37Eh?
25:37Why is it all down to me?
25:38Why have I got to be the magician who fixes everything?
25:40You and everyone else.
25:42Well, I'll tell you what.
25:42I've had enough.
25:43All right?
25:43I've had enough.
25:44So you can go and sort yourselves out.
25:46Just a bit you're scared, Phil.
25:48Scared of what?
25:49I ain't scared.
25:50Because when Nigel dies, you're going to have nothing to focus on.
25:53Okay?
25:54I get it.
25:55And there's feelings that might come.
25:56They could take you somewhere you don't want to go.
25:59To rock bottom.
26:00You can get out.
26:01You can get out and all go and go.
26:02I need my little baby sister analyze me.
26:05Go on.
26:06Go.
26:06I reckon you're having a go at everyone because you feel guilty.
26:09You ain't done enough for now.
26:11Done.
26:11Done what I've done.
26:12I've done everything, Grant.
26:13All right?
26:14Everything.
26:15And I would swap places with Nigel in a heartbeat.
26:18But I can't.
26:19Can I?
26:19I can't.
26:20And it don't matter.
26:20It don't matter how much I want something.
26:22All right?
26:22Because it ain't going to happen.
26:23It ain't going to happen for me.
26:24It ain't going to happen for you.
26:25It ain't going to happen for anyone.
26:26All right?
26:27Because it's over.
26:29It's over, Grant.
26:30All right?
26:30Nigel.
26:31Nigel.
26:32It's gone.
26:33It's gone.
26:35He spoke to me.
26:37What?
26:40You lie in here.
26:41He ain't spoke to me, thanks.
26:42He spoke to me.
26:44He opened his eyes.
26:45Gave him your twinkly little grin.
26:47And he spoke to me.
26:49Yeah?
26:52What did he say?
26:53What did Nigel say?
26:54Yeah, well, that's between me and him, isn't it?
26:56And if you'd been there, you'd have heard.
27:00What's the matter?
27:03You jealous I'm a better mate than you are?
27:07Bye, mate!
27:10No, no, no, no, no.
27:12You don't want to get between them.
27:15Get out!
27:16Get out!
27:16Get out!
27:17You're a mate to Nigel!
27:18Yeah, you're no brother to me!
27:28Now, do you see why Mark called you?
27:30He's on the edge again, Grant.
27:32You're not the only one who can pull him back.
27:34You're not the only one who can pull him back.
27:37You're not the only one who can pull him back.
27:41It's definitely a good girl.
27:41What?
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