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مسلسل Apple Cider Vinegar مترجم - Episode 1
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00:13It's like a stabbing pain in my temples, but also in the back of my scalp, it's like fire
00:20ants.
00:21And now my vision's starting to blur, but my mum has MS, but this pain feels more like
00:32structural than neurological, like there's something in there.
00:41My doctors say, we don't know how to categorise you anymore, we keep defying our predictions.
00:51I was given six weeks to live, four months tops.
00:57That was four years ago.
01:00Human beings are capable of anything.
01:06Belle Gibson, she's a mother, she's a cancer survivor, she's an entrepreneur, and now she's an author.
01:21Belle.
01:22Belle.
01:23How do you do it?
01:24I don't know, I guess once you choose hope, anything is possible.
01:35This young mum just conquered Silicon Valley from her kitchen table.
01:39Belle Gibson's The Whole Pantry signs major deal with Apple.
01:42What a triumph.
01:43And how's your health, Belle?
01:44It's a good day.
01:45It's a good day.
01:46Let's just say that.
01:47Baby, can't you see?
01:48I'm calling.
01:50A guy like you should wear a warning.
01:53It's dangerous.
01:55She defied medical advice and healed herself naturally, amassing millions of followers.
02:00Belle Gibson, it's a truly remarkable story.
02:03It's love that powers me, sustains me.
02:07I want to thank my besties and my fans.
02:09I'm your fan.
02:11And we've built a beautiful community together.
02:18Belle's fans describe feeling let down by the medical profession and follow every step of her journey,
02:23As thousands of young women flock to alternative medicine.
02:27I wanted to live.
02:28And I wanted to live well.
02:29Do you taste like your lips?
02:31I'm on the brain.
02:33You're toxic.
02:35I'm slipping my head.
02:36I taste no abuse of paradise.
02:39I'm addicted to you.
02:41Did you know that you're toxic?
02:43Questions raised over healing Belle.
02:44Was none of it real?
02:46Did she ever have cancer?
02:47Her life in ruins.
02:48Has Belle lost everything?
02:49Desperate and gone to brown.
02:50Her vulnerable followers outraged and abandoned.
02:52She begs the question, what sort of person pretends to have brain cancer?
03:06This is a true story based on a lie.
03:09Some names have been changed to protect the innocent.
03:13Belle Gibson has not been paid for the recreation of her story.
03:18Fuckers.
03:31Filtered?
03:32Yeah.
03:34Good.
03:34I delivered.
03:35Is it Belle or Annabelle?
03:37Belle's fine.
03:39I hear you're like a real-life Olivia Pope.
03:42She's got better suits.
03:44Do you love it?
03:45Saving people?
03:47People in crisis?
03:50Do you want to tell me how this all started?
03:53How much do you think you know about me?
03:55Not enough.
03:56Correct.
03:57You're a complicated person.
04:00We all are.
04:01I'm not special.
04:03Two million followers.
04:04Come on.
04:05Two point three.
04:07Nah.
04:08They know.
04:10My followers know that I don't judge.
04:13People like that.
04:15So they like me.
04:17Instinctively.
04:17You've been getting some death threats.
04:21I hope she dies from cancer.
04:25People have gotten confused.
04:28That's why I'm here to clean up those misconceptions.
04:34Confused.
04:35Right.
04:36So you didn't lie or invent anything?
04:38No, no.
04:39I...
04:40I wouldn't want a label.
04:41But you'd have to be an actual sociopath to do that.
04:44And I am not.
04:45I mean, I could do like 50 personality quizzes right now.
04:50And I am an empath every time.
04:54I feel everything.
04:59Wow.
05:00That must be exhausting.
05:03Sometimes...
05:05You save people for a living.
05:08I've tried to help them as best I can.
05:13Bottom line...
05:16I helped.
05:22Hi, guys.
05:23Yes, I'm so excited.
05:25I couldn't wait to tell you.
05:26You know when I was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer,
05:28I didn't know where to turn or who to trust.
05:31I felt unsupported, unmotivated, and uninspired.
05:36You may not have cancer, but maybe you feel that way too.
05:39And you know what?
05:39It's not okay.
05:41Download my brand new app, The Whole Pantry, today.
05:45And change your life.
05:47One meal at a time.
05:54Now, did she change my life?
05:58Yes.
05:59Did she help?
06:02I look back on the time before Belle, before everything that happened, and I was so lucky.
06:11It's me.
06:12Justin.
06:15Lucy.
06:17This.
06:18Him.
06:20My own proper love story.
06:24And all the plans.
06:26Silly plans and grand plans.
06:29I couldn't stop making plans.
06:32Until one day.
06:34Yeah.
06:36That all turned into a big stinking pile of shit.
06:41What's that?
06:44What?
06:46A lump.
06:48It's always been lumpy.
06:51It's Marvin.
06:52Marvin.
06:53Oh.
06:53I'm sorry.
06:54Marvin Frank.
06:56Marvin Frank.
06:57Sorry, guys.
07:08You're going to want to go on the forums.
07:10Do some Dr. Google.
07:13Resist the impulse.
07:17You can email me any time with questions.
07:18I'll get back to you within 48 hours.
07:28Jumping up and down the floor.
07:32My hand is an animal.
07:36And once there was an animal.
07:40It had a sound that mowed the lawn.
07:44The sun was an okay guy.
07:48They had a pad.
07:51Dragonfly.
07:53The dragonfly ran away.
07:57But it came back with a story to say.
08:19Hmm.
08:19I was too late.
08:25I was too late.
08:26I don't want to go in.
08:27It's too late.
08:28Justi...
08:30What do you think?
08:33Well, I'm too late.
08:36Oh, boy.
08:36Oh, no!
08:37Don't!
08:38Going to go anywhere!
08:39Sorry, go anywhere.
08:39Good grief.
08:40Good grief.
08:41Good grief.
08:42Good grief.
08:51I know her, but she comes into the cafe.
08:55Says she has a brain tube.
08:57Stage four, glioblastoma.
09:00Except she was glowing, just full of life.
09:04Positive and shining.
09:06She'd obviously done the chemo thing, but had found another way.
09:10Two butter bowls?
09:11Oh, you have the glass shiitake.
09:13Is it foraged?
09:14I wish.
09:15She'd created this incredible app that actually helped people
09:19and was out there telling the truth about what she'd been through
09:22and was going through.
09:24I mean, you couldn't not be inspired.
09:28You're so good at that.
09:30Aw.
09:32Look, she's a fan.
09:35Hi.
09:37Is this from you?
09:40Yeah, I follow you on Instagram.
09:45You too?
09:47Rest.
09:48Stage three.
09:51I used to do that.
09:53Merge my identity with my diagnosis.
09:57I hate it when my partner does it to me.
10:00So what are you...
10:02Any big plans for today?
10:03I'm just...
10:04Just writing my book.
10:06A book?
10:07Yeah.
10:08Wow, that's amazing.
10:09I know, I'm a bit excited.
10:11It's mostly just recipes, what I've learned along my, um...
10:15Oh, I was about to say journey.
10:16You know, I asked my oncologist about diet.
10:19Her eyes glazed over.
10:20I mean, how can they have so little education when it comes to nutrition, right?
10:24And the arrogance is...
10:26It's criminal when you think about it.
10:29Well, I can't wait to read your book.
10:32Hey, you should come to the launch.
10:34Really?
10:35Yeah.
10:36I love that.
10:38That's...
10:38Thanks.
10:41I love you.
10:47Oh.
10:52It's going to be okay.
10:59This is so cool.
11:00Oh, thanks.
11:02Yeah, it's a week.
11:03I know.
11:04Okay, bye.
11:05Bye.
11:08Bell.
11:09Never dropped in an invite.
11:10But I pre-ordered a copy of her book anyway, and started to follow her recipes.
11:18I said publicly, you know, right from the start, that I was a brain cancer patient on
11:23a quest to heal myself naturally.
11:25I was totally overwhelmed by the response.
11:28Didn't expect all of this.
11:30Never.
11:31It amazes me that my story resonated.
11:33Bell, what do you think it is that attracted such a following?
11:37Oh.
11:38I would say my commitment to authenticity.
11:42Too many people overrated themselves.
11:45I bet we're all guilty of that.
11:47I definitely was.
11:49I wasn't always confident in my own skin.
11:52I was the shy kid.
11:54I...
11:54I didn't think I fit.
11:57But going through what I have, I've learnt to seek out and value what's raw and what's
12:03honest.
12:05One of the worst things that could happen to a person happened to me.
12:09And do you know what?
12:12I'm so grateful for it.
12:15Well, let's get...
12:17On that note, I couldn't let this moment pass without paying respect to my friend and mentor,
12:27Miller.
12:30Unfortunately, she couldn't be here tonight for reasons I'm sure you all understand.
12:34But I know this has brought her comfort, so...
12:38Hey, did you get it?
12:39Yep.
12:40I see a shout-out.
12:42Super thoughtful, right?
12:44Fucking sweet as.
12:46What about the book?
12:50The recipes...
12:51Are they any good?
12:57Yeah, they're pretty good.
13:00Hey, Mills.
13:02What do you want me to do?
13:05Just...
13:05Just tell me whatever you want me to do, I will do it.
13:08I want to destroy her.
13:12I'm only hypothesizing that it must have affected her that my book was reviewed as better than
13:17hers.
13:18It's not her fault, but my advance is so much bigger.
13:21I'm sorry.
13:22I'm lost.
13:23Who's her?
13:25Whose book?
13:26I mean, I have to think that's why, ultimately, she did what she did.
13:35You know The Devil Wears Prada post-makeover, where Andy's living her best life ever?
13:40That's what mine felt like.
13:49I got top marks at university and have just moved to Sydney, away from home for the first
13:53time.
13:54But, Mom and I speak three times a day.
13:56I'm not even kidding.
13:58I've landed my dream job in journalism.
14:00Not for a magazine.
14:00Please do you mind holding me?
14:02I had a gang of incredible friends.
14:05Enough romance to keep things interesting.
14:08And while I definitely could have been, should have been, really wish I'd been looking after
14:14myself better, I was 22.
14:17I mean, what were you doing at 22?
14:20I'm sorry, I don't know how to pronounce.
14:23It's Pliomorphic Sarcoma Undifferentiated.
14:30I'll write it down for you.
14:34Joe has the basal cell sarcomas.
14:36It's just that Queensland sun.
14:39Yeah.
14:40This is different.
14:42The lumps on Mila's arm are aggressive tumours.
14:45It's a rare soft tissue sarcoma.
14:47Okay, so...
14:49What does that mean?
14:50Does that mean chemotherapy?
14:52No.
14:53Sweetheart.
14:54No.
14:55No, I saw with Nana.
14:58My mum went through chemotherapy for bowel cancers.
15:02Actually, chemotherapy is not my first port of call.
15:05Later, certainly.
15:06But right now, surgery is our best option.
15:12So you can just cut out the lumps?
15:14Yes, and would that be under a general anaesthetic?
15:19You can see there are a lot of sarcomas, which means it's metastasised in the arm, which
15:26means there's no point in taking out the tumours individually.
15:29A wide resection would increase the chance it doesn't spread beyond the arm.
15:34Sorry, it hasn't spread.
15:36Well, that's good news, yes?
15:42So, how wide would that resection be?
16:38Choose positivity
16:39Because I tried negativity
16:41And it didn't work out too well for me
16:43We have a voice inside us
16:45It gets drowned out by all the noise
16:48But if we just stop
16:50Listen
16:51That voice will guide us
16:54Into the sublime
16:57Girlfriend magazine
16:58How may I direct you?
17:02I think it would be helpful
17:04To go around the table and introduce ourselves
17:06I am Dr. Hsu
17:08I am Camilla's oncologist
17:09Dr. Rowland, radiology
17:11Simon Smith-Jones
17:13I'll be performing the surgery
17:14I'm Mike
17:16I'll be your prosthetist
17:17Sally, psychology
17:18Emma, occupational therapy
17:21I'm Miller
17:23And I'm not convinced this is the right course of action
17:28We discussed on Wednesday the risk of further metastasis
17:31I found a case study
17:34A girl from Manchester
17:36She had an osteosarcoma of the tibia
17:38Her team advised amputation
17:40But her psych said it would cause an identity crisis beyond the patient's emotional resources
17:45She elected to go to Berlin and began mistletoe therapy
17:48That was three years ago
17:49I can make more copies for everyone
17:51Did you say mistletoe therapy?
17:54Rudolf Steiner
17:56High doses of mistletoe extract have cytotoxic power
17:59No, they don't
18:02My name is Rudolf Steiner
18:03And my intuition is based on the observation that
18:07Like cancer
18:08Mistletoe is a parasitic growth
18:11Which eventually kills its hosts
18:14In following Hahnemann's theory
18:16That like kills like
18:18Total quackery
18:20It's used clinically in Sweden, the Netherlands and Germany
18:22Over 1,000 in vitro studies have shown it promotes anti-cancer activity
18:26With adverse reactions recorded such as anaphylaxis, fever, joint pain, kidney failure
18:31Please look at me when you're talking about me
18:39It's my arm
18:47You say there are cancers inside of it
18:50There are cancers inside it
18:53Dr. Rowland
18:54I have your scans
18:55Which I'm afraid do show multiple aggressive tumors
18:58I want another option
18:59Miller
19:00I'd like to tell you about some of the advances being made in prosthetics
19:03I want another option
19:04Death
19:06That's another option
19:07Okay, everyone just hang on a sec
19:09Do you want to die?
19:10All right, we should reconvene
19:12Because that is the reality that we are facing
19:15Do you understand what I am trying to say to you?
19:18It is very important that you understand what I am saying, young lady
19:26I am sorry
19:27I am sorry
19:29I am sorry
19:30I am sorry
19:32I am sorry
19:33Come on, come on
19:34It's okay
19:42It's okay
19:42Look, if you think I should hack it off
19:44I will
19:46I will
19:49It's wrong
19:50I know it's wrong
19:51I can feel it
19:53It's all right
19:59I just don't see why we can't
20:03Just explore some different options
20:06It's just that
20:12It's just so extreme
20:14What are the other options?
20:16I mean, you tell us
20:18Amputation would be my strong recommendation
20:22I am going to be at the experimental
20:25Like drug trials
20:26Please
20:29After considerable pressure from the family
20:32And with notable misgivings
20:33I performed an isolated limb infusion
20:36It's an experimental procedure
20:37Which delivers one dose of chemotherapy
20:39At ten times the usual potency
20:42Directly into the tumor site
20:45We found the overall three-month response rate to ILI was 58%
20:49Which dropped to 37% for those with upper extremity disease like Mila
20:56For context, if we had amputated
20:58Her survival rate would be 89.9%
21:02But I'm not an attractive young woman
21:04And it's not my arm
21:11To think they were going to cut off her arm
21:16Thank God we pushed
21:18No
21:22Next time, listen to the doctors
21:25And we do exactly what they tell us
21:27Oh, no
21:30There won't be a next time, Jo
21:45So
21:47You were saying something about
21:52The patriarchy, right?
21:53That's right
21:55Pizza's against each other
21:56There should have been enough room for both of us in the market
21:59Except this Camilla
22:00Miller
22:01Everyone calls her Miller
22:02Miller, she was diagnosed with cancer
22:04So she's consistently maintained
22:06I have no reason to doubt her
22:08Because in her case, it's true
22:13Heck
22:14Yeah?
22:15I can call you Heck
22:16Sure
22:17I was diagnosed with a stage 4 brain tumor
22:22Really?
22:23Yes
22:24Really?
22:27Really?
22:28Yes
22:29You have medical records that prove that you have terminal brain cancer
22:33I'll have them sent to you
22:35Okay, good
22:38If you were lying, if you'd gotten confused along the way
22:42You're here
22:44Asking for my professional advice and guidance
22:47This is a no judgment space
22:49Hmm
22:51Go on then
22:52Guide me
22:53Best case
22:54On what I gotta go on
22:56You go dark
22:57You change your name
22:58You get a good lawyer
22:59You should have one already
23:00I can't abandon my company, Heck
23:02You know what it's like?
23:04I have staff
23:05And backers
23:06Not to mention momentum
23:08That is
23:09Unquantifiable
23:10It's gone
23:11Forget about it
23:12Okay, look
23:13I'm not here for your legal advice
23:15Or your business help
23:17Then why are you here?
23:18I've come to you
23:20Specifically
23:22Because I want my reputation back
23:26And to do that
23:27I need interviews
23:28Where I tell my side of the story
23:31Print
23:32TV
23:33Maybe a reality show
23:35I'm worth seven figures
23:38It's a good commission
23:40All you have to do
23:41Is make a couple of phone calls
23:44I throw a shoe
23:45Out that window
23:46I hit ten liars
23:48Twenty
23:53I'm not lying
23:54Okay?
23:55I told you
24:04All right
24:08You want me to soften up the ground
24:10I'm gonna need stuff to work with
24:13Troubled childhood
24:15That's off limits
24:16You've already spoken interviews
24:18About your mother's MS
24:19She's to be given a wide birth
24:21Okay
24:22What about mental health?
24:25Multiple sclerosis
24:26Is physically degenerative
24:27Not mental
24:28No
24:28I mean you
24:30It's nothing to be ashamed of
24:32I know I get anxiety sometimes
24:35Have you heard of
24:36Munchausen disease?
24:38It's when a person
24:39Fakes an illness
24:41To gain sympathy
24:42Or even attention
24:43I know what it is
24:45And it's Munchausen syndrome
24:47It's not a disease
24:48It's on the DSM-5
24:49Factitious disorder
24:50You've read up on it
24:54I'm not medically illiterate
24:56I've spent a lot of time
24:58In a lot of hospitals
24:59Because I was diagnosed
25:00With a malignant brain tumour
25:02I was given six weeks to live
25:04Four months tops
25:05By who?
25:07What doctors?
25:08What hospital?
25:09I said I'm getting you that information
25:10Okay, then when?
25:10When?
25:12I can't speak to the international post system
25:14No, no, no, no, no, no
25:15When were you diagnosed?
25:17Belle
25:17I'm trying real hard here
25:20Can you at least answer that?
25:34Was it glioblastoma?
25:37Ah, oligodendroglioma
25:38How long was she in hospital?
25:39I bet you couldn't work at all during that time
25:41Listen, I'm not supposed to do this
25:43But I'm gonna fast track your claim
25:44Uh-huh, yeah
25:46I'll just have to fix up the paperwork
25:47No, no, no, no, no, of course
25:49Your family's been through so much
25:51It's genuinely my pleasure
25:52Yeah
25:56Oh, did you all go in?
25:59Oh, I love it
26:02Wow
26:02Thank you
26:04You know
26:05It's not easy moving to a new city
26:08We've all welcomed me with such generosity
26:14Anyway, um, I'm pumped for this next adventure
26:20I'm a bit scared
26:23We're both gonna be back to visit as soon as we can
26:27Hey, do you think I'll be driving tomorrow to my baby shop?
26:29Uh, actually, I'm...
26:31There's only a few that's going
26:32I just wanted to keep two really close friends
26:34So if you can try not to post anything about it
26:37Yeah, of course
26:38Great
26:39And do you think you'll be drinking?
26:40Because if you want to, you can pick me up
26:41And I can drive your car
26:42It's no problem
27:11Eh
27:21I was gifted this
27:23So I don't have a receipt
27:24I love it, but
27:26I'm allergic to synthetic violence
27:28We can't offer a refund without a receipt, unfortunately
27:31Ah, it has its tag on
27:33See?
27:34You could just put it back on the shelf
27:35Ah, what about an exchange?
27:37Do you want to take a peek around?
27:43Um, well, it's just that, um
27:45I don't know if I'll still need, um
27:52There's a chance that
27:55They're not sure she's gonna make it
27:59Oh, sweetheart
28:01I'm so sorry
28:02Oh, yeah
28:04Oh, really?
28:06Yeah
28:07I don't want you to get in trouble
28:08Ugh
28:08Stupid rule, anyway
28:19$25?
28:20$24.95
28:21It was on sale
28:27Cheap fucking bitches
28:41I'm getting you from the sky bus
28:43It's all in my email, Mum
28:44I don't remember seeing any email
28:47I'll resend
28:48I'm worried about Moscow
28:52He's not been eating his food
28:53Really?
28:55That's not good
28:56I'm thinking
28:58It might be his kidneys
29:00You know, totally missed the kitty letter
29:04Piss all over the bathroom floor
29:06And I'm coming, regardless
29:08Okay, great
29:09I paid for the luggage
29:10But it has to be under 15 kilos
29:12Maybe you put your bag on the scale
29:13Before you leave for the airport
29:15I do have to come, don't I?
29:17I mean
29:18I have to meet your baby's father
29:21He will be there, won't he?
29:23No, I told you already
29:25Nathan's working
29:27No, I'd see why he can't just work from Melbourne
29:30Because he's FIFO
29:32Fear of missing out
29:33No
29:35FIFO, fly in, fly out
29:37Oh, fly out
29:38Yes
29:39Better him than me
29:42Oh, push
29:44I don't know if something happens while I'm away
29:47I can't bear to think about it
29:50We're a pair of push
29:54My kidney pain's no good either
29:56Dr. Patrick wants me to get another scan
30:00Oh God, I'm going to have to cancel that appointment
30:03He won't be happy with me
30:07Maybe you shouldn't come, Mum
30:09No, we have to come
30:12Right, I'll see you tomorrow
30:1410.15
30:16Skybus
30:16It's the red one
30:19If you don't want me to come
30:21You just
30:22Let me know
30:23It's your big party
30:25Huh?
30:27You just
30:28You just tell me what you want
30:33She's not coming
30:54She's not coming
30:57I just don't want to keep her
31:50I want you to meet Darcy, told her all about you. Darcy, darling.
31:56Hey, how's it going? Darcy.
31:58Good, yeah. Good place.
32:00Yeah. I'm going to get the oils going.
32:03Sure.
32:08Chondrosarcoma, 23 months ago.
32:10You?
32:11Undifferentiated pleomorphic.
32:13And it's pretty recent, I guess?
32:17Yeah, they tried limbs-bearing for me first, but it spread.
32:22So sorry.
32:23It's okay.
32:26Well, Amy told me that you did the ILI trial.
32:30Are you going to do limbs-bearing this time?
32:34No. I'm in remission, actually.
32:37Well, good for you.
32:40But if you ever do want to talk to anyone, I can add you on Facebook.
32:50Now lying down on your back, relaxing through your shoulders, and softening through your eyes, relaxing through your jaw, relax
33:03through your fingers, and through your toes.
33:05Take a deep breath in through your nose, take a deep breath in through your nose, and with your final
33:11breath in Shavasana, let everything go.
33:23Namaste.
33:24Thank you so much for coming to class today.
33:27Please take your time to come up.
33:36Nilla, hi.
33:38Arlo.
33:39Corumban primary, Miss Histead.
33:40I...
33:41Arlo!
33:42Hi!
33:43Hi!
33:43How are you?
33:45So, hey, also, didn't we... didn't we patch once at schoolies?
33:55I don't think so.
33:57Hey, so what course are you doing here?
34:00Uh, I'm...
34:01Yeah.
34:02Yeah, I'm... I just...
34:05I'm so... I... yeah.
34:07I heard.
34:09It wasn't gossip or anything like that. People were worried.
34:12I know.
34:14I heard you kicked ugly butt.
34:16Mm-hmm.
34:18Yeah, just doing the Outsmart Cancer Weekend to make sure it's fully kicked.
34:20It's amazing.
34:22And you?
34:24I... a meditation teacher training.
34:26It sounded fun.
34:26I...
34:29Hey, do you want... grab breakfast? I'd love to...
34:31Oh, I have to go to my next workshop, but I'll see you later.
34:35Yeah. Okay.
34:52I don't know.
35:30Hey, what a day.
35:33Oh, don't even worry, babe.
35:34I just got here.
35:39Oh, no.
35:40Oh, I used to get the worst periods.
35:43It's a good thing about being pregnant, hey?
35:45Um, yeah, maybe try magnesium supplement.
35:52If you want to just come for an hour, I can still drive you back.
35:58Right.
35:58Yeah, right, right.
36:00No, babe, I get it.
36:03Um, yeah, I've actually got a shocking headache.
36:06Um, but listen, I'm going to do you up a care package.
36:11Primrose and turmeric.
36:13No, I will.
36:18Okay, um...
36:19Yeah, all right, bye.
36:21I don't know.
37:05I know my vision's starting to blur, but my mum has MS, but this pain feels more like structural
37:16than neurological, like there's something in it.
37:21So just to keep you nice, to keep you nice and still.
37:25I don't know.
37:34I don't know.
37:43I don't know.
37:47I don't know.
37:55I don't know.
37:58My sister.
37:59Sweet Valley, stunned by the news, beautiful young Elizabeth Wakewood lies in a coma on the
38:03brink of death.
38:04It's just comfort food.
38:07So what happens in the end?
38:08Does she make it?
38:10There's like 150 books in the series.
38:15Hey, I've got something for you.
38:17I found this in the river.
38:20I don't usually take them.
38:21But this one, I wanted you to see.
38:23The other's black and grey, but this one, it's all by itself.
38:35Pretty.
38:37Keep it.
38:38Oh, I don't need to keep it.
38:39No, no, no, it's okay.
38:40I've got it for you.
38:42Do you know, I remember in primary school, green was your favourite colour.
38:46And you used to pick four leaf clovers every little lunch.
38:50It's a weird thing to remember.
38:55Hey, Mila.
38:57Hey.
39:00Must be inspiring.
39:02The energy in the group.
39:04You think.
39:06Yeah, the survivor's energy, it's nothing more powerful.
39:08It's toxic.
39:10Sick energy.
39:17You know they did it to themselves, right?
39:21I did it.
39:21I knew, I knew I was putting all the shit in my body.
39:25Yeah, chemo.
39:26No, not the chemo before.
39:29School, uni, I just worked so hard and I thought, I don't know,
39:32it was my right to get fucked up on a Wednesday if I felt like it.
39:38But I knew.
39:43I'm so sick of being good, you know?
39:47But I knew.
39:52You beat it, not like you did it.
39:54No, I didn't beat it.
40:01No, I'm getting my arm cut off next week.
40:12The doctor's there in charge now because it's back and it's worse.
40:16A lot worse.
40:20It's like you live inside me, I hate it.
40:25And I have no choice.
40:27Hey, you have heaps of choices.
40:29Oh, I have no choices.
40:38What are you doing?
40:39No, wait, wait, wait.
40:40Stay with me.
40:41Stay with me.
40:42No, no.
40:44No.
40:46No.
40:46I don't know what it is.
40:49No, no.
40:54No.
40:59No.
41:03No.
41:03No.
41:04No.
41:06No.
41:12Lumen deum de Deo, lumen de luminae, deum de Deo, deum de Deo.
41:42Lumen deumine, deumine, deumine, deumine, deumine, deumine.
41:47angry good girl it's how I conditioned and so I didn't know the words to
41:54describe the rage I felt when the doctors looked at my body and only saw
41:58disease but then this beautiful man who wasn't yet my man gave me a stone and
42:07reminded me that the world is more magical than we give it credit
42:26so no more lying and pretending and pleasing everyone from now on I'm going
42:34to stop thinking with my head and start feeling with my body because I know
42:40they're cutting off my arm is wrong like I know that chemotherapy is wrong
42:48I have to find the right way for me
42:55Selamat Parki good morning from a wooden valley oh gosh it's been such an amazing
43:02few days talking and sharing with so many inspirational women from all over
43:08the world
43:12can you try that so sweet
43:26okay so I am
43:30seeing you on Thursday
43:34sorry just quickly I wanted to ask about there's this treatment place in Mexico
43:41that a friend recommended
43:42who which friend it's called the Hirsch Institute
43:46Belle Gibson
43:47a friend of hers
43:48you're 3C we don't mess around with 3C
43:52there is no 3D there's stage 4
43:55and you know what happens in stage 4
43:59yes thank you
44:03thank you for your time doctor
44:09just make sure she's here on Thursday
44:13she is so fucking arrogant
44:15I want that
44:16I want to hear it straight from her
44:18why can't she just admit that it's not working
44:20I don't know Luz
44:21the idea that one size fits all is insane
44:22you and I are not qualified to make those kinds
44:25what's wrong you're restless
44:26I'm fine
44:28you're not my carer
44:33you're meant to be
44:34come here
44:35hey
44:35hey
44:37oh this is not sexy
44:41I disagree
44:43gross
44:44gross
44:46I'm gross
44:47I don't want to keep feeling like this
44:50okay
44:52what's your alternative Luz
44:53this Mexico thing
44:55because I'm not letting some influencer with a fucking nose ring
44:58undercut years of actual medical research
45:00you're not letting
45:01that's great
45:05I can do it myself
45:12I'm sorry
45:16I'm sorry
45:19I'm sorry
45:20wait for it
45:21babe
45:28okay
45:29wait for it
45:31I don't know.
46:01Everyone is busy with their own lives, and I try not to complain, but with all the scary medical dramas
46:06I've been facing, it feels pretty tough right now.
46:08And damn it, I was looking forward to my baby shower so much.
46:14Oh, honey.
46:15Hugs.
46:16What medical dramas?
46:33I think I've mentioned I've been battling migraines.
46:36What I haven't shared is that I had an episode at work recently where I collapsed.
46:42I just got home from the hospital.
46:44My doctor said,
46:47You have brain cancer.
46:56Belle.
46:59You have a malignant brain cancer.
47:02You have a malignant brain cancer.
47:03You're dying.
47:04You have six weeks to live.
47:07Four months tops.
47:09But I'm going to prove him wrong.
47:12For myself, and for my baba, I'm going to live.
47:20Oh my gosh, sweetheart.
47:22That is so unfair.
47:23Oh, you poor darling.
47:25You are so bravely, so frightening to me if you need anything, let me know if I can't believe in
47:33my heart.
47:33That just made me cry.
47:34I can't even imagine how many of you are in my heart that's reading this.
47:37I think all my love I'm here is.
47:40She is strong and I look like you've got this.
47:44Here's a bloggy my life.
47:45She's just like you.
47:54Every day on this, I really hate the word journey, I do feel like my voice is becoming stronger and
48:01louder than it's ever been.
48:03I'm not alone and I'm not broken.
48:06I'm allowed to be loud.
48:08I'm allowed to take up space.
48:10I'm stronger than I know.
48:12So look out, world, and hear me roar.
48:19Hey, Millie.
48:21What do you want me to do?
48:24Whatever you want, I'll do it.
48:30I want to destroy her.
48:38Change your body.
48:39Find your soul.
48:42Oh, fuck, I love good marketing.
48:44We haven't met yet.
48:45I'm Bell's former manager, Miller's oldest friend, and pretty much the hero of this story.
48:49A little about me.
48:51I graduated high school at 16 and became a banking analyst before I turned 20.
48:55Soul destroying.
48:57Quit that sector four months later and moved to Berlin to set up an incubator in the social impact space,
49:02which basically became too much fun for my little body to handle.
49:06And so, time to come home.
49:07Look, someone is going to meet with me today.
49:09In person.
49:10Great.
49:12Yes, that's fantastic.
49:13I can be there in 30 minutes.
49:18So, you're in the investigations team?
49:20Ah, yeah, yeah, what's left of it?
49:22Hey, can I get a soy flat white?
49:23And are you sure you're...
49:24Oh, no, I have my water.
49:25Thanks.
49:26Cheers.
49:27Are you vegan, Sean?
49:29No.
49:30So, you just...
49:31The soy, you just like the taste?
49:33I'm just trying to be healthier.
49:35No, it's not necessarily healthier.
49:39It's the soy, the isoflavones, impersonate estrogen, extra cell growth.
49:43You should probably do some research.
49:45Okay, I will.
49:46Yeah.
49:46So, Chanel.
49:48Mm-hmm.
49:48Two L's and an E at the end.
49:49And you have something for me on Mel Gibson.
49:52My colleague passed me and said you had an urgent tip-off on...
49:58Belle.
50:00It's Belle Gibson.
50:01Okay, who's that?
50:03It's a good question.
50:04How much time do you have?
50:06Just.
50:06Just.
50:07You're off to the hearing now.
50:08For my sins, yeah.
50:10Right, I wouldn't mind catching up with you.
50:12Hello.
50:13Sorry.
50:14Chanel, this is Justin, also on investigations.
50:18Have you heard of Belle Gibson?
50:19Not Mel Gibson.
50:22Belle, why?
50:23You have?
50:25Lucy follows her.
50:26Why?
50:27What do you think of her?
50:30I haven't met her.
50:32Do you have an instinct?
50:36I think maybe a leech.
50:39Possibly a viper.
50:40You.
50:45I think...
50:50Can I talk to him as well?
50:52What's she done?
51:08Sugar returning.
51:10Hmm.
51:12I'm sorry.
51:13I...
51:15I...
51:16I think I lied before.
51:18To you.
51:23That's okay.
51:26Yeah.
51:27Let's take a breath.
51:30Let's start from when you first lied about having brain cancer.
51:37No, I...
51:38I did never lie about that.
51:53When I said people like me, instinctively,
52:02that's not totally, factually correct.
52:12I try really hard.
52:16Like...
52:17Really, really hard for them to like me.
52:23And in the end...
52:27They never, ever do.
52:30Walk all my...
52:35Walk all my...
52:36Walk all my...
52:36Yeah, bitch, I said what I said.
52:39I'd rather be famous instead.
52:42I let all that get to my head.
52:44I don't care, I paint the town red.
52:46Bitch, I said what I said.
52:49I'd rather be famous instead.
52:51I let all that get to my head.
52:54I don't care, I paint the town red.
52:56Mmm, she the devil.
52:58She bad.
52:59Bitch, she the devil.
53:00Yeah.
53:03Yeah.
53:08Yeah.
53:14Yeah.
53:15Yeah.
53:15Yeah.
53:16Yeah.
53:20Yeah.
53:24Yeah.
53:28Yeah.
53:33Yeah.
53:41Yeah.
53:42Yeah.
53:42Yeah.
53:43Yeah.
53:43Yeah.
53:43Yeah.
53:43Yeah.
53:43Yeah.
53:47Yeah.
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