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مسلسل Before مترجم - Episode 1

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02:51Oh, jeez.
02:58What's with the farmhouse?
03:07Just a picture I found.
03:10Really?
03:12Where?
03:16I can't, I don't remember, I don't remember, it's just...
03:37You know, you know, your roses are really...
03:42Thriving.
03:44Thriving.
03:56You know, you're in the middle of the room.
04:02I can't see you.
04:03I can't see you.
04:05I can't see you.
04:06I can't see you.
04:08I can't see you.
04:30Hey.
04:52What's your name?
04:55Do you live around here?
05:00Are you with anybody?
05:11Hey, hey, hey, come back here.
05:14Hey, kid.
05:16Watch it!
05:28So, what's new?
05:31Uh, nothing much.
05:33I, uh, woke up, brushed my teeth, made coffee.
05:38Oh.
05:39Well, then I found a small boy scratching his fingers bloody on my front door.
05:43When I went to help him, he ran out into the street and almost got hit by a car.
05:46Former patient, or...?
05:47No, total stranger.
05:49It's weird, right?
05:52My life has turned into a dolly painting.
05:57Why are you here, Eli?
06:00Is that an existential question?
06:02No, it's a practical one.
06:05Every week you show up voluntarily, only to spend the whole 50 minutes talking about,
06:11well, pretty much anything other than how you really feel.
06:15Or...
06:17Maybe there's just nothing to say.
06:19Or maybe you're in denial.
06:21Of course I'm in denial.
06:23I'm supposed to be in denial, but it won't last, so can't I just enjoy it for now?
06:28Are you enjoying it?
06:29Not especially.
06:34Look.
06:36Under the circumstances, it's perfectly normal to feel...
06:40What?
06:40Angry?
06:41Sad?
06:41Confused?
06:42Sure.
06:43All of the above.
06:44Yeah, well, how about inconvenienced?
06:46Like, this whole situation she created is very inconvenient.
06:49I mean, I can't even use the whole bathroom anymore.
06:52And by she, you mean your wife, Lynn?
06:54I don't want to talk about my wife.
06:55Okay.
06:56Let's talk about how you don't want to talk about that.
07:00How does not talking about it make you feel?
07:04Fantastic.
07:04It makes me feel fucking fantastic.
07:11So how's work?
07:15It's...
07:15It's fine.
07:17Why are you downplaying what you do?
07:20I mean, you've had an incredibly long and successful career helping troubled kids.
07:28I don't think I can do it anymore.
07:48Lynn?
07:58Hello?
07:59Jesus.
07:59I can't believe I finally got you.
08:01It left like five messages.
08:03Are you there?
08:03It's Gail.
08:05Yeah, yeah.
08:06Hi, Gail.
08:06I'm here.
08:07Look, look.
08:08I'm sorry to be stalking you but I've got this kid.
08:10The court is making a decision.
08:11Gail?
08:12I don't think I can take on anything new right now.
08:14Just hear me out.
08:15This is a unique situation.
08:16It's different.
08:17Uh...
08:18I gotta go.
08:19I emailed the file.
08:20At least just take a look.
08:24Goodbye.
08:27What?
08:34History of aggressive behavior.
08:38Oppositional, defiant.
08:41Repeated expulsions from schools.
08:43Fourth placement, particularly troublesome.
08:49Hmm.
09:15Only you can make the swell seem bright.
09:27Only you can make the darkness rise.
09:39Only you and you alone can bring me like you do.
09:52And fill my heart with love for only you.
10:02I don't believe you can make the blessings, honey.
10:14Better bend me again, that's gonna fall.
10:19More� sembla.
10:21You job for many years.
10:25Good.
10:25Qur'an.
10:27poop.
10:27Light NA emotions.
10:48I don't know.
11:18You do this often?
11:20Sneaking through people's dog doors.
11:30Do you know your phone number?
11:33Or do you think you can tell me where you live?
12:02Do you think you can tell me where you live?
12:07Okay.
12:10We've really got to figure out where you live.
12:13Because your parents must be really worried about you, okay?
12:16So I'm going to make a phone call.
12:269-1-1, what is your emergency?
12:28Well, I would...
12:31I made a mistake.
12:33I'm going to make a phone call.
12:42I don't know.
13:31Is this where you live?
13:51Hello?
14:06Hello?
14:08Hello?
14:10Oh, my God.
14:12Don't you dare move or I swear to God.
14:14No.
14:15What are you doing in my apartment?
14:16He brought me here.
14:18Is that your son?
14:19What?
14:21Noah?
14:21Come here.
14:24What happened?
14:24What are you doing?
14:25He was in my house.
14:31Did you leave the house while I was sleeping?
14:39I mean, you gotta understand, a strange man comes into my house late at night and...
14:43I know.
14:44I know.
14:44I know.
14:45I've never even used mace before.
14:48I didn't know if it would work.
14:49Oh, it works.
14:50Yeah, believe me, it works.
14:52My eyes feel like I rolled them in a bowl of broken glass.
14:55Sorry.
14:57Oh, God.
14:58That kid is gonna be the death of me.
15:00I mean, don't get me wrong.
15:01I'm crazy about him.
15:02You should see him when he's not freaking out.
15:04He is the sweetest kid in the entire world.
15:09Does he talk?
15:12Not lately.
15:14He used to.
15:15But I don't know what's going on with him.
15:18And he's had tons of diagnosis, but nothing seems to help.
15:22And I'm...
15:23You don't want to hear all this.
15:24I'm sure it sounds crazy to you.
15:26I've heard worse.
15:29Noah?
15:29Come say sorry, please.
15:35Noah?
15:44Hey.
15:49Come say sorry to Mr.
15:52Uh, Eli.
15:53Eli.
16:04That's my house.
16:05Really?
16:11It's kinda his thing.
16:14Drawing.
16:14Pretty impressive, huh?
16:30Oi he?
16:40For sure.
16:41Anh's driving?
16:411.
16:411 &.
16:52Aные thugs?
16:522.
16:563.
16:57Whether or not opening your ass.
16:585 to 2.
16:59Hey buddy, I'm feeling a little lonely. Can I sleep with you tonight?
17:05Alright.
17:09Let's get Teddy. Here you go.
17:13Okay. Yeah.
17:17You know what? You can't leave the house at night. Okay?
17:23You can't do any other time without me. You understand?
17:26Yeah.
17:28Yeah.
17:32Love you.
18:01Yeah.
18:11Yeah.
18:33Look, you know me. Has this ever happened to you?
18:38Feeling like you're in somebody else's dream?
18:41Constantly.
18:42Like right now, I feel like I'm a butterfly, dreaming I'm a man.
18:47They let you smoke that in here?
18:49What? It's medicinal.
18:51Oh.
18:52Are you gonna eat that?
18:53No, no. Go ahead.
18:56So, who is this kid anyway? Client?
18:58No. He just showed up on his own out of nowhere.
19:01Maybe you're connected. You know, spiritually, you say you never met before.
19:04Oh, don't start with that shit.
19:05What shit?
19:06You know what I'm talking about.
19:07Half the cultures on this planet believe in some kind of spiritual world.
19:11Some kind of continuity of existence.
19:13Right. Because people will cling to any half-ass theory about a spiritual world in order to avoid facing the
19:19truth.
19:19There's never been a shred of scientific evidence that there's life after death.
19:23Once people are gone, they're gone.
19:26Gee. Eli, tell me how you really feel.
19:31I don't feel anything.
19:34I'm in denial, haven't you heard?
19:37Maybe you need something more than therapy.
19:42Like what?
19:45Ayahuasca.
19:46I gotta go.
19:48Nice talking to you.
19:49No, no, no. My shaman...
19:51Yeah, say hi, dear shaman. Wish him a happy 1969 for me.
19:56Thank you so much for agreeing to do this.
19:59How else was I gonna get you to stop hounding me?
20:01Did you check the file?
20:02A little, but you know, I like to go in fresh.
20:05Okay.
20:06Okay, here he is. Eli, this is Noah.
20:28He showed up at my house, Gail, twice.
20:31Well, maybe it's a sign.
20:33Are you kidding me right now?
20:34Look, Eli, I can't explain how he showed up at your house, okay?
20:37But this child has been through five foster families in two years.
20:42He is out of options.
20:44The county eval is gonna get him sent straight to state hospital.
20:48But what if he can still be helped?
20:52What if it's not too late for him?
20:57So, you'll do it?
21:01Your foster mom said I could talk to you.
21:05So, is it okay if we talk?
21:10Hey, you wanna see something cool?
21:13It's in this end.
21:15Now it's in this end.
21:16Now, where did it go?
21:22I see it.
21:23There it is.
21:24Where is it?
21:24There it is!
21:32You like trains?
21:35Yeah, me too.
21:36Do you have any trains where you live?
21:44Noah, you keep coming to my house.
21:47Do you have any idea why?
21:50Do you know this place somehow?
21:53Does it remind you of something?
21:59Oh, you know, my wife wrote that book.
22:03She's an artist.
22:05She was an artist just like you.
22:16What's wrong?
22:19What's wrong?
22:20Noah, what's wrong?
22:25Noah, what is it?
22:29Noah.
22:36Noah, what's happening?
22:43No, man.
23:00That's me, Kenneth.
23:03I want you!
23:04No!
23:04Pleasure.
23:05I kept closure.
23:07Pleasure.
23:08I kept hold her.
23:10Pleasure.
23:11Come.
23:12Subisicu.
23:13I'm Lesbe.
23:15Come on.
23:16Subisicu.
23:17No, no, no.
23:17What is it?
23:18What is it?
23:19Okay, I'm here.
23:20What's happening?
23:21What's going on?
23:22What did you do to him?
23:23Something triggered him.
23:24Subisicu!
23:24It's okay, I got it.
23:25I got it.
23:26Baby, baby, come here.
23:27Come here.
23:28Come here.
23:28Deep breaths.
23:30Okay?
23:34You're okay.
23:34No!
23:35I have große, Carlo, on your hands.
23:38I have große, buddy,oko.
23:41I've got register.
23:44No, no!
23:46No, no, no, no, nobody let's seek me!
24:05Get it together, Eli.
24:10Lynn.
24:19I can't take much more of this.
24:27Colorless green ideas sleep furiously.
24:31There are two distinct levels of language processing at play here.
24:43Hi.
24:44Eli, what are you doing here?
24:46Yeah. Are you okay?
24:47Yeah. Drake, I want you to listen to this.
24:53What am I listening to?
24:55This is me in session with an eight-year-old boy.
24:58All right? I want to find out what he's saying.
25:01Um, but it's not in any language that I recognize it. That's what you mean.
25:05But it could be a language, yes?
25:07Yes, I guess.
25:07All right, how would I find that out?
25:09Well, what you need is a link to a special translator.
25:13Great. Could you get that for me?
25:14I'll try.
25:18That's an eight-year-old boy.
25:20Yeah. It sounds like he's trying to tell me something, don't you think?
25:23Maybe the kid knows Swahili or something. I'm not a linguistics expert.
25:26He doesn't know Swahili. He's eight years old.
25:29I don't get it. You should be excited.
25:32You used to love shit like this.
25:35Yeah, well, it's...
25:38What?
25:40Remember in grad school, I wrote that paper on Capgras Syndrome?
25:44It's this disorder where the people you're closest to all seem to have been replaced by impostors.
25:49But it's really you. You're the imposter.
25:54It's a kind of dissociation.
25:57You suffer a shock to your reality, and suddenly you're on the outside looking in.
26:03And that's me.
26:05I'm the imposter.
26:08And I don't get it.
26:11How am I supposed to help anybody when I couldn't even help my own wife?
26:18Eli.
26:20You're still in there.
26:23You just gotta find a way to bust back out.
26:26Yep.
26:55Why?
27:19who who what who shoved you I don't know I didn't I didn't see your face but you know
27:24it was right forget about it was just a dream I don't think it was just a dream at all
27:29I think
27:30it's one of the most revealing things you've said to me in this room really how so in this dream
27:37you
27:38keep having you don't die you just break every bone in your body so you can't move you're stuck
27:47you're a broken shattered man and I think it's because you're unwilling to admit how you feel
27:57really about Lynn's suicide I think you're afraid to even look at it
28:22oh god damn it Larry fucking damn it
28:28don't know before you piece of shit
28:31god damn it
28:38so
28:50I don't know.
29:10I don't know.
29:40I don't know.
30:16I don't know.
30:24I don't know.
30:37I don't know.
30:39I don't know.
30:45I don't know.
30:58I don't know.
31:10I don't know.
31:32I don't know.
32:03I don't know.
32:05I don't know.
32:36I don't know.
32:42I don't know.
32:43I don't know.
33:17I don't know.
33:40I don't know.
33:49Noah, what are you so afraid of, do you know?
33:53I don't know.
34:29I don't know.
35:00I don't know.
35:29I don't know.
35:54I don't know.
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