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00:12And though we are sad to lose her, we can be joyful in the knowledge that her soul is
00:19at peace. Now, I'd like to read an excerpt from the benediction. Our help is in the name of the
00:27Lord,
00:29who be in heaven and ever.
00:36Hey, Liz. Hey, babe. How are you doing? Shit, I don't know. I'm okay. I'm at Maya's funeral,
00:43paying my respects, but trying to give everybody some space and just, you know, staying conspicuous.
00:49Well, that's impossible. You're a gorgeous six-foot-tall woman who dresses like human
00:53funfetti. Well, I am in all black today, but my underwear's neon green and there's a snake eating
00:58a tiger across my ass because I gotta do me. Of course you do. And you're perfect. Any more news?
01:03Yeah, a toxicology report tested positive for alcohol and Xanax in her system with Oxycontin to boot.
01:09We still don't know if it was an accident or not. We may never. Oh, shit. Hey, Liz, someone saw
01:16me.
01:16They're waving me over. Just pretend you're there seeing someone else. What? Okay.
01:25You're being real quiet. You doing something weird? I sure am. All right. I love you.
01:35How's she doing? You know, Gabby, she's stronger than all of us. Oh, I don't know. I'm pretty strong. Oh,
01:41please. Your heart barely works. I had to help you off the toilet this morning. Well, that's true.
01:46I got winded wiping. Brian? Yeah. Why did you bring something here today? It's my nanny day. I was
01:52going to your house. No reason. Trying to make your life easier. Just, you know, me being a good person.
01:57None of that tracks. He's the worst. But who cares? I just wouldn't eat you up.
02:03Oh, yeah. Well, I wish you'd do that to me. Lately, there's been no skin-to-skin contact,
02:07if you know what I mean. Yes. Yes. Sadly, I do know what you mean. The doctor said you can't
02:12have
02:12sex for eight weeks. Six to eight. Okay. Now, I've done the math. You either owe me 16 you on
02:19the
02:19bottoms or four of you on the tops? I am never getting married. Look at your little Jordans.
02:25I love them. Everyone's been so supportive of Matthew's sneaker hustle. Thank you guys so much.
02:31Yes, absolutely. Are you kidding? I love my new sneakers. I've been getting hit on so much. This
02:36woman at the coffee shop would not stop staring at me. I think that's because you stole her coffee.
02:41Uh, no. Angela is my coffee shop name. That's not true. It's true. I was tired of people calling me
02:47brain. You know what? Angela does suit you better. Let's call him Angela from now on.
02:50How you like that, brain? When I was a kid working at Bellevue, whenever we lost someone,
02:59my supervisor would gather us together so that we could process it emotionally. And then he'd have
03:07each of us say how lucky we were to have each other. Wow. You'd actually do that? No. I pretended
03:14I
03:14had to go take a pee, but I do remember feeling like having that community helped me get through it.
03:22Look, I went over all of your notes. There's nothing that you should have done differently.
03:28I know. I'm sorry. I know you really cared about her. Yeah, thanks for that. You encouraged me to get
03:34closer to my patients, but you didn't warn me how much more would hurt if things went south.
03:37I thought that was sort of implied. Just know that we're aware how hard this must be and that we're
03:45here for you. Well, I'm here for you. Paul apparently has a pickup game to get to. Liz's big weird
03:52son
03:53hooked me up. You're just jealous. Yes. I've always regretted throwing away my slime shoes. All right,
03:58gentlemen. Feels like this meeting is over. Hey, if you need some time, I'm happy to cover your patients.
04:04Thanks, but I got it. Good. Back on the horse. That's the way we honor the people we lose.
04:14You guys are the best. Love you. What? I thought of something funny, but now's not the time.
04:23Go for it. No. Come on. I need a laugh. Say it to me. Okay. You have dead patient face.
04:29Jesus. What the
04:33is trying to be funny? I thought that it might lighten the mood. Oh my God. It has a dead
04:36wife face.
04:36Oh. I'm going to hell, aren't I? Yeah. See you there.
04:43Help me carry this weight. That's dragging me down. Pull me out of a drink. Before I start to drown.
04:54Let the wreckage all sink. To when the fishes are frightening. I want to hear myself think again.
05:03I want to hear myself think again.
05:15God, it is so crazy. It feels like yesterday I was dropping you off for preschool and now you're
05:19getting ready to graduate. Hey, why didn't you tell me you were voted most resilient? Because I hate it.
05:25It was me and some kid who lost his finger to a firework. I got voted white Michael Jordan.
05:32I was really good at basketball. But it was a different time.
05:38Hey, you're back. Hey, yeah. Hi. Hey. Oh, thank you. Yeah. Hey.
05:45Oh, I left my jacket, wallet, and keys here the other night after your dead mom's birthday party.
05:52You could just say mom. Really? It's not too soon to be that familiar. Okay. Mom. Cool. Nice.
06:01I would have brought you your stuff. Well, yeah, I didn't want to seem thirsty.
06:06Anyway, that was fun the other night. It was a pretty weird first date, huh?
06:10It was such a weird first date. Yeah. That wasn't a date. There were too many people there. An actual
06:15date needs to be just the two of you. Alone. Maybe at a restaurant. I mean, there'd be people there
06:21too,
06:21right? Yes. Patrons. Uh-huh. Waiters. Maybe a restaurant critic. In disguise. Scribbling
06:28madly in a notebook. Oh, but we are on to him. So on to him. Can this be over now?
06:34Sure. For now.
06:35But, you know, she's right. We haven't had an official first date. So, um, how about dinner
06:41tomorrow night at my house? It's a date. Finally. Uh, well, thank you for finding my stuff. I just
06:49feel like I keep losing things. It's really good to see you. Yeah, you too. Okay. Bye.
06:54See you tomorrow. Oh, yeah. See you tomorrow. Bye. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. She's pretty cool, right? Yeah, I do
07:01really like her. I kind of think mom's making her shit disappear. What the fuck? Hey. Hey. Hey, uh,
07:13it might cheer you up to take a culinary trip through your old neighborhood in Long Beach.
07:17I got, uh, a little cheese fries from that very dirty place across the street from your high school.
07:22Nice. And a peppermint stick and a pickle from the gas station near your mom's house. Hell yeah.
07:28Which, um, I can't believe I'm saying this is actually pretty bomb. The best part is when you burp
07:32a few days later, you can still taste it. Look, babe, this is really sweet, but I don't really feel
07:38like eating. So, I think I'm on that depression diet. Right. In a few days. Yeah. Well, how about this?
07:45How about, um, you and I cuddle up on the couch and watch some Lord of the Rings? Pronounce it
07:50right.
07:50My bad. Lord of the Rings. That's right. Yeah. Um, not tonight, babe.
08:04She said no to Lord of the Rings? That's her happy place. I know. Anyway, she's struggling,
08:10so can you guys keep an eye on her? Absolutely. I'll deal with this. I've handled the death of a
08:15patient before, and surprisingly, you have not. I know. It really is amazing, isn't it?
08:21Don't jinx me. Thanks for coming by, Derek. Absolutely. It really is sweet how much you
08:29care about her. Actually, um, before all this went down, I was planning to propose.
08:37Nice. And when were you planning on asking for my approval?
08:41Asking you for your approval? Uh, are you serious right now?
08:45I believe he is, yes. Oh. Okay. Well, Paul, if it's okay with you, I'd love permission to
08:55marry your co-worker. That would make me very happy.
09:01Ah, hell yeah. Wow. Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow. Sorry, I think I'm just in an emotional place.
09:10I have a first date tonight. Made this about himself real quick. He always does.
09:16It was so nice of you to tidy up, Ava. And you did laundry too? Wow. How fun that my
09:23perfectly
09:24fitting blended fabric t-shirts got to tumble with your cotton separates. Just my way of saying thank
09:30you for letting me crash here for the last few weeks. Oh, come on. We are happy to help. And
09:34I know
09:35it's been taking me a while to find a new job and a new place. So until then, I will
09:39do all the
09:40housework around here. And stay as long as you want. Hello? You need to leave right now.
09:45Hey, Angela, are you decent? Nope. We just had sex. Here, go. Stall her. Come on, come on, come on.
09:52Let me go. Why do I have to go? Liz likes me. Yeah, no, she does. She really likes you.
09:56But she also has a lot
09:57of opinions, so she's going to have thoughts about you living here. You know, like, but for how long? And
10:01what
10:02does this mean? And isn't it an unhealthy dynamic for the birth mother to be living with the adoptive
10:05parents? You know, stupid shit like that. This door. Okay, damn it. I don't want to hear your life
10:11story, Charlie. Nobody cares. I just want to see my baby. Liz. Hey, Liz. What's up, girl? I have noticed
10:19that you weren't keeping up with Sutton's moisturizing routine, so I brought a cream from Europe that's
10:26banned here, but we'll keep her smooth forever. Ooh, may I try? I think it's a little late for you.
10:35Okay. What do you think? Someone came to play. Come on, give us a spin.
10:43Yeah. Nice. I'm good. You look like a princess. I sort of feel like one. You're glowing. I think
10:51that might be panic sweat. Oh, you're skited. Scared and excited. I learned it in kindergarten.
10:57It really stuck with me. It's just there's been a lot of buildup, you know? A lot of a lot
11:01of
11:01missed chances. I just really want it to go well. I know it's been a while, so you just have
11:07to remember
11:08first stop on her train. It's got to be downtown. I hate horny Derek. I black it out. I mean,
11:16he ain't wrong. He ain't wrong. All right, well, wish me luck. I'm going to give you the same advice
11:23that you gave me on my first date. Be yourself, have fun, and you can't put the toothpaste back in
11:29the tube. I think the toothpaste was my virginity. Yeah, we got it. Well, I had no idea. Here goes
11:35nothing. Hey, you've got this. Thanks, kiddo.
11:46I gave my toothpaste to my math tutor.
11:51Yeah, I think it went really well. Even though nobody at the restaurant told me I'd be interviewing
11:57with Dre Thibodeau. The Dre Thibodeau? Stop doing that. Never. Anyway, there's a lot of people
12:06out for this job, and it's just real cool to be in the mix. Fuck the mix. Sky's the limit
12:11for you,
12:11kid. You just got to believe it. Oh, shit. Almost time for group. I got to get going. Uh, hey,
12:18uh,
12:19Gabby helps run the veterans group, right? Yeah. Do me a favor. Ask me to come. Wouldn't it be kind
12:26of
12:26weird since you're not a vet? I'd love to. All right, everybody. Time to circle up. Let's go.
12:35Paul, what are you doing here? That would be, uh, me. I, uh, I asked him to come. Why?
12:43Because he told me to. Smooth. I think what you're doing is great, so I thought I'd drop by and
12:51check
12:51it out. Really? Yeah. Then why haven't you said anything, not even once? I'm shy. Oh. All right,
12:58sit your ass down and stay shy. Hey, hi. How you doing? Fellow vet, huh? Guess I'm Revolutionary
13:07War. Did you know Paul Revere? No. But I knew your mama. This is gonna be fun.
13:18Guys, am I crazy or is that Ava's purse? Oh, uh, she must have forgotten it. Yeah,
13:24Liz, relax. It's not like she lives here. I got you to say that. Oh, so she does live here.
13:29No.
13:29So whose thong is this? Mine. It's yours? Yeah, I love a thong. Because they're so comfy? That's right.
13:39Okay, put it on. Why wouldn't I? I'm just gonna sit here and enjoy the show. Can't wait. Don't do
13:49this
13:49while I'm doing it. Ooh. You realize this isn't gonna cover everything? I feel like there's a chance
13:58at night. Well, here we go. Ava is staying here. Charlie, what was your plan? To put on this thong
14:06and if we're being real, probably enjoy wearing it. Ava is living with you? She lost her waitressing job
14:12and she couldn't afford to pay rent. And her parents have practically disowned her, so she couldn't move
14:17back home. I told you that letting Ava into your lives was a slippery slope. And you open the door
14:24a crack and now there's a thong up in it. What if something bad had happened to her, Liz? What
14:29if
14:29she'd been forced out onto the street and had to get a sugar daddy or marry some old rich man
14:36that she
14:37didn't really love? Oh my god, what am I saying? It's like I'm describing my perfect life. I get it.
14:42Letting Ava move in was a compassionate thing to do. Yes. Thank you. I know you'd understand.
14:51It's just temporary. She's really trying to find a job. Wait, wait. You guys think that someone as
15:00pretty as Ava can't find a job? She couldn't just ditch her bra and be selling tequila shots somewhere?
15:08Wow, Liz. Uh, I hope for Sutton's sake that our society is not as shallow as you seem to think
15:14it is.
15:20Is this yours?
15:26Welp, I don't see her. And?
15:31I hate it when you're right. I'm getting bored of it myself.
15:38Hi. You look great. Oh, thanks. Oh, cheers. Uh, but right up front, you're not getting to
15:45second base. I, um, I'm wearing my house bra. Oh yeah, I was married. I know the one. No underwire.
15:52Yeah, you get it. Sort of like a sack you throw your boobs in. Yeah, that's the one. Um, so
15:56heads up,
15:57my ex-husband came to pick up my son for the night, but they haven't left yet. I was actually
16:02sort
16:03hoping I would meet your ex tonight. Really? No, not at all. Right. That's insane. Okay.
16:12Uh, Jimmy, this is my son, Tate. And this is Nick. This is my friend, Jimmy. Hey, hey. Hey, nice
16:18to meet
16:19you. Sophie tells me you're a therapist. I am. I used to think about doing that. Still could. You know,
16:24it just takes like eight years of grad school. That was the rub. Only took me one year to learn
16:28pool skate design. I specialize in nature-based water slides. Very cool. Water attractions really
16:34aren't my thing. I almost drowned once in a lazy river. As a kid? No. Tate, don't be rude. Can
16:41you
16:41say hi to Jimmy? Sup. Nailed it. Okay, let's get going. Why did we start playing a video game? That
16:48was
16:48my fault. I promised him if he got an A on his spelling test, then he could do a round
16:52of Diablo
16:53dungeons. Uh, we don't do screens in my house. Screens suck. Now I'm siding against you for
16:59absolutely no reason. Um, I can always like go out instead if you want. Well, I made Coco
17:05of Anna. That's mostly because I like saying it. You don't have to leave. As soon as he dies,
17:10then we'll take off. He's never going to get past Drex. Great. Let's, let's stick with the, uh, Coco
17:14found. You just beat Chris. Oh my God. No way. He got bad friends. Level up, level, level, level up.
17:22Level up, level, level, level up. I'm sorry. No, it's cool. It's every, I think this is all really cool.
17:29All right. Since you're new here, introduce yourself by saying your name, age, and your favorite
17:34one-hit wonder band from the nineties. Paul, 74, Marky Mark, and the Funky Bunch. The fuck is a Funky
17:41Bunch?
17:41I'll tell you later. All right. I want to begin by addressing the elephant in the room of Maya's
17:47untimely passing. Many of you got to know Maya when she started coming here for MMA. I'm sure you all
17:54have
17:54feelings about it. I'll start. This sucks. She was definitely going through some shit, but she smiled when
18:05she was here and she had a great smile. It's weird that the last time I saw her, I was
18:13punching her in
18:14the face. Dude. I still shook up. Sometimes when we lose even an acquaintance, it can stir up the pain
18:20of past losses. Isn't that right, Paul? Yeah. It's called cumulative grief. And just like in MMA,
18:28you got to keep your guard up. You got to kick your ass. And that's why it's important to let
18:36your
18:37friends show up for you. Even your shy ones who bullshit about why they're really here.
18:42What's happening? They talking about us, but really about them.
18:47I busted that dead chick's lip, bro. I know, man. You good. Plus, she kicked your ass.
18:54She sure did. I know.
18:59Hi, I'm Ava.
19:03Shit. Can you sit with us for a minute? Just let me tell the manager. She's cool.
19:12That's great that she's cool. What are you doing? I don't know. I don't like ambushing her like this.
19:18Makes it seem like I don't trust her. Because you don't trust her. That's because you made me not
19:21trust her. That's not true. Yes, it is true. It's totally true. It's true. Look, I have to have a
19:26functional relationship with Ava for the rest of my life. I'm leaving. Oh, stop. No, wait. We have to
19:31confront her. You do whatever you want. I'm just gonna love her and bravely run away. Brian. Hey, hey. Um,
19:39bye, Ava. I'll see you at home. Oh, bye. Oh. No. Okay.
19:50Look, I only plan to stay with Brian and Charlie a little while. Okay, so what happened?
19:56Turns out living with them is great. Things have been so hard with my parents. Anyway, I got this job
20:02last week, but I just wasn't ready to go. Ava, you deserve to have a great life,
20:08but you've got to give them their space. By being this involved in their family, you're not allowing
20:14them the chance to build theirs. Okay, but how are you any different?
20:21You walk into their house whenever you want, and you call their baby your baby. Something likes when
20:26I do that. Liz, you tracked me down to talk to me about what should go on in Brian's house
20:31without
20:31Brian in an olive garden. A restaurant I am near positive you've never been to in your life.
20:37I come here all the time. I love their, um, carb wands. Those are called breadsticks.
20:44Thanks. And I know you want to try one.
20:55What now?
20:56I don't know. But I definitely need more of these on it. Maybe some fried ravioli? I mean...
21:06This is, like, surprisingly delicious. I wish I hadn't said surprisingly.
21:11It's okay. I was gonna say I got this recipe from a trip to Paris, but it's actually from, uh,
21:17Guy Fieri. The only time I was in Paris, I was, uh, dating this woman, and we did that whole
21:24lock on a bridge thing. Oh, yeah. It's funny. I can't even remember her name right now.
21:28Oh, come on. Yes, you do. Yes, I do. I just hate that it's not a pretty name.
21:32Bernice. Oh, you dated a Bernie. I dated a Bernie.
21:36Wow. Yeah. Last person I dated before... Tia.
21:42Yeah. Sorry. She keeps coming up, doesn't she? No, it's okay.
21:46It's, um, it's really special how much you miss her.
21:51Seriously, it feels like that kind of love is once in a lifetime.
21:58Maybe. Sure hope not, though.
22:04Grabbing the toolbox. Tate made another level, so he's on fire.
22:09Cool. Fucking Drax.
22:10I'm gonna go fix the back window screen. Someone could break in.
22:13I'm not sure a screen is gonna stop a burglar. He's remarried. He has his own place,
22:18but he still struts around here like he owns it.
22:21You're the one that's always calling me to come fix stuff.
22:22Because you're always showing up unannounced. He insists on having a key.
22:28Because she insists on having primary custody.
22:30Ooh. Ooh.
22:31Okay. Okay.
22:33I'm sorry. Yeah.
22:34We haven't really nailed the transition to respectful co-parenting.
22:38Well, it's nothing a little counseling wouldn't nip in the bud.
22:41Yes, that is what I keep saying, but one of us is being a bitch about it.
22:45Come on. Calm down. I didn't say who.
22:48It's him.
22:51If only I knew a good therapist.
22:55Absolutely not.
22:56Oh. You're a bad therapist.
22:58Oh, no. I'm awesome. But it would be wildly inappropriate, so.
23:02Oh, come on. I'm here. He's here.
23:05Can't you just do that thing that you told me about where you go, I don't know, rogue?
23:10Jimmy. I thought that would have stuck with you. I mean, it's just my name.
23:13Jimmy-ing, then.
23:14Yeah. Uh, no. Sorry. I'm just gonna enjoy my talk around.
23:19See, she always does this. She's always putting people on the spot.
23:23That's me putting you on the spot.
23:25Yeah.
23:25Because I'm trying to actually confront you about something that happened.
23:28Listen, I want to get back to our date, so I'm just gonna cut right to it.
23:32Nick, I am sensing that you have unresolved attachment.
23:37So unresolved.
23:38Not super helpful.
23:39Okay.
23:40Your frequent presence around Sophie's house, it probably isn't about fixing stuff or co-parenting.
23:45It's about easing your guilt over blowing up your marriage.
23:48You're just taking her side because you want to sleep with her.
23:51Sophie, you also have unresolved attachment.
23:55Maybe he doesn't want to sleep with you.
23:56Yes, he does.
23:57Ha! Suck it!
23:59I think you tolerate his dysfunction because it's easier for you to default to your old dynamic,
24:04which includes having a built-in handyman, than it is to learn how to set boundaries.
24:09Like, you can't keep blaming Nick until you clearly define what your boundaries are.
24:18I want my house key back.
24:29Thank you for seeing us today.
24:31I'm always available for emergency sessions, although this one's obviously a little different
24:35than that time mark sent money to that Instagram model.
24:37She needed supplies for her class.
24:40She taught Tai Chi in the park.
24:42All right.
24:45I know how much Maya meant to the both of you.
24:47We're just trying to make sense of it.
24:51I heard she had drugs in her system, and I didn't know she had an issue with that.
24:56Did you?
24:57I can't really speak to specifics because I still have to protect Maya's privacy,
25:02but I do have a lot of experience with addiction, and unfortunately,
25:05things like this can and do happen to people who self-medicate.
25:08We talked to her aunt at the funeral, and she told us that Maya's mom had a drug problem, too,
25:15and abandoned her when she was 10.
25:19You didn't know that?
25:21She would have told me about that.
25:22If you had more time, Maya was obviously in trouble.
25:26Aren't you supposed to be angry and confused, and it is okay to take it out on me?
25:30It just feels a little weird that we seem to know more about this than you do.
25:37Yeah, okay. Um, guys, given what's happened, I do think, you know, it's good for me to
25:44acknowledge that there may be a loss of trust here. And as much as I value and care about you
25:49guys,
25:49I am obligated to ask if you guys would feel more comfortable seeing someone else moving forward.
26:01Yeah.
26:02Yeah.
26:05Wow. See that? You finally did it. You agreed on something.
26:09Yeah, I did that. Yay.
26:14What the hell, Liz? Ava just texted us that she's moving in with a friend. You totally overstepped here.
26:19Yep. And it's all your fault.
26:21Our fault? How come we're the ones in trouble right now?
26:24Because you let me take over. You let me bulldoze you at every turn.
26:29Liz.
26:30Not now, Charlie. I'm talking.
26:31Sorry.
26:32See, you just did it again. You have to fire me.
26:35We're not gonna fire you.
26:37You're raising a child. You have to be in control of your own home. Do it.
26:44Don't look to him for permission, you coward. Do it.
26:47You're fired.
26:49No, I'm not. Do you guys know what the word assertive means? If it helps, I took Sutton
26:57to her first brunch behind your back. And I took photos of her holding my mimosa.
27:04We were saving that to do as a family. You whore.
27:09Get her.
27:10We are sick and tired of you acting like you run this house.
27:14When Sutton should sleep and where.
27:16How we should feed her.
27:18Bathe her.
27:19Burp her.
27:20We are her parents, Liz.
27:22You want a baby? Tough titties?
27:24You're gonna have to wait for one of those dumb sons of yours to make you a grandma.
27:27Oh.
27:28Oh.
27:29There.
27:30You did it.
27:33I'm fired.
27:34And it's for the best.
27:39Obviously Sutton will miss me.
27:41You know, our little nuzzles and our bath time routine with the little duckies.
27:49And it's okay.
27:51No.
27:53Liz, we appreciate everything you've done for us.
27:57We truly never could have gotten to a place of needing only one full-time nanny without you.
28:06Thank you for everything you taught us.
28:08You're welcome.
28:09Please stay in her life.
28:13Oh, I'm still gonna come over whenever I like.
28:16I'm just not gonna babysit for free anymore.
28:20What have we done?
28:22All right.
28:23Bye, buddy.
28:23Good job killing Drex.
28:27I'm not gonna say that was a great first date, but there was awesome food.
28:32Mm-hmm.
28:33Interesting conversation.
28:34Probably a lot more yelling than you expected.
28:37Maybe a little.
28:38Although Bernice was Italian, so that whole relationship was quite loud.
28:43Is that racist?
28:44Well, only a little.
28:46Hey, Jimmy, can I ask you a favor?
28:49I, um, I know I ruined tonight, but can we try for another first date sometime?
28:57Just tell me when.
28:59Now.
29:04Come on.
29:19Hey.
29:20Jesus Christ.
29:21Why are you here so late?
29:23Because you are.
29:26Mark and Donna fired me.
29:30That sucks.
29:33What happened?
29:36Before they did, they told me that Maya had some pretty severe abandonment issues.
29:41I never got that out of her, Paul.
29:46We can't control what our patients decided not to share with us.
29:51No wonder she smiled when her friends moved away.
29:54You know, if I knew, I could have done something.
29:57Maybe.
29:57Maybe not.
30:00Loneliness is a bitch.
30:04And it's a lonely world out there.
30:10You know, the worst part is not knowing if it was on purpose or if it was an accident.
30:15Death is death.
30:18Try not to beat yourself up trying to figure out the semantics of it all.
30:23So you're saying it doesn't matter if I ever know?
30:26I'm saying I think you already do know.
30:34You know, I spent so much time moving into trauma work, I never even stopped to think if I should.
30:42And that was a big fucking mistake because it turns out I suck at it.
30:46No, you don't.
30:49It was an occupational hazard.
30:52Maya's just the first one.
30:53And I promise you, if you go down this road, she won't be the last.
31:03What are you doing?
31:04I'm canceling all my patients for next week.
31:07I changed my mind.
31:09I do need time off.
31:12You remember that mentor of mine from Bellevue?
31:17Whenever the shit hit the fan, he always would say the same thing.
31:21And it really stuck with me.
31:24He said the longer it takes for you to get back on the horse,
31:30the less likely it is that you will ever be able to get back on.
31:36Yeah.
31:37Well, fuck the horse.
31:41Goodnight, Paul.
31:51Woof.
31:54We have been friends for so many years.
31:59I never say it to you.
32:02I know it would cause an issue.
32:05But if you ever want to throw a bomb into your life, just say the word.
32:16Anyway, are you okay?
32:19Hey, how are you doing these days?
32:22Just tell me plainly.
32:24There's no reason not to say it.
32:28How do you feel before you knock on my door?
32:33There is no reason for me not to say it plainly anymore.
32:43Bye-bye.
32:44Bye-bye.
32:46You
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