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The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Season 4 Episode 4
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00:24What's going on with her I mean she's the one who asked me to if I was coming here
00:35I'm still processing everything that happened yesterday at the reunion, but to be honest
00:39I'm proud of myself for sticking to my guns sticking to my truth and sticking up to Demi
00:45You can't look at yourself in the mirror. I already have
00:48What do you think I've done? You're not doing it. Clearly you're not you're deflecting still
00:52I'm talking about Marciano. You're still doing it this whole time. Did you not watch yourself in season three?
00:56You have to back up your claims
00:58I feel so weak not coming to these things and not showing up, but I'm like it's quite the opposite
01:05to me
01:05I'm just like just take a sec and it's like who cares what anyone thinks?
01:09Who cares if they question you and that's something she has to work through
01:12But I also think for everyone else like maybe we'll never understand and maybe it's time to just
01:17I feel like everyone's down to move on. Yeah, we all have been saying that
01:22I am pleasantly surprised that all of the women also want to move on from all of this Marciano drama
01:28There was just so many emotions so many feelings that were shared at that reunion that it's probably best that
01:34she
01:34You know takes care of herself right now. I just left feeling so icky yesterday. How are you feeling after
01:40yesterday?
01:42Honestly, I feel like it was closure. Really? Oh, yeah
01:47Like at the end I was I thought I was gonna have a complete crash out and I like literally
01:50just out there and I was like
01:52You're such a bullshitter and this is done. This is done. Wow. That's good
01:56You know what I want to see is like your guys text because he's always like texting like
02:01Pull it up and he doesn't they don't exist
02:04I told him to tell me every detail of the villa and I was like, yeah, that turns me on
02:09and stuff
02:10And he was like all that
02:11Taylor!
02:12What?
02:13Are you kidding me?
02:15You did not see that on the phone but it's not sexy
02:18Okay, I can hear it now. So Taylor's asking Dakota and she's very detail oriented
02:21So she's like, so what's the name of the bitch you fucked and what position did you do and did
02:25you finish and is she pregnant?
02:27And then he'll be like no no no. I love you and she's like fuck you. You're a liar and
02:31then she'll get like so heated that she's turned on
02:33Yeah, you can't do that
02:34You can't do that
02:35You can't do that
02:36Why?
02:37That kind of feels like foreplay to say that
02:39Yes
02:40Okay, fine
02:40Because then he thinks that you want him
02:42I know I told him I didn't. I was like, you don't turn me on anymore
02:45Why did that turn you on?
02:47The thought of it is just kinky
02:48Because it's toxic
02:49That's why it's not even kinky
02:51It's toxic
02:51It's the toxicity
02:52You love it
02:53At the reunion, Dakota accused Taylor of sexting him
02:56She said, well, I wasn't sexting him
02:58She called him and they were like dirty talking on the phone
03:01Which I'm like, okay Taylor, that's the same thing as like sexting
03:04Like it's actually probably worse
03:04I don't think Taylor necessarily is ready to be an ex-bachelorette
03:08But I think it's going to be the best thing for her
03:10So she can move on from Dakota
03:11And I don't think she ever will move on if she doesn't have this new experience
03:15I appreciate it
03:16I'm so excited for you and I'll see you in LA
03:18Thank you, yeah
03:19This was amazing
03:20Thanks guys, thanks for coming
03:21I'm so proud of you
03:22Hopefully you can see the night one
03:23It was crazy, so I appreciate it
03:25We've all been through this before
03:26I have to get my baby
03:27Oh, I know
03:28Thanks for Taylor
03:30I hope you're doing okay
03:31I know it's so hard
03:32I was thinking about it with our newborn
03:34I'm like, I feel so sad that I missed it
03:36On your newborn's date
03:37When what?
03:38With your baby
03:39What do you mean?
03:41I'm so, so sad
03:42That you're fighting during that time
03:44I'm like, she's so sad
03:50It was so crazy
03:51Because the girls were talking about to me
03:54And I was like
03:56Never in a million years would I think
03:57That I would have invited McKayla to an event
03:59Like
04:00It's so like
04:00You never know
04:02I feel like after the reunion
04:06It kind of changed my outlook
04:08As far as my relationship with Whitney goes
04:10I think it's very easy to connect with people
04:12When you're seeing them at their lowest
04:14And they're most vulnerable
04:15And I feel like me and Whitney
04:17Have had a lot of moments like that
04:19In the last couple months
04:20And we're finally connecting
04:21And building that friendship back
04:23I was just thinking about my baby last night
04:25And I was like
04:26I don't know
04:27It just hit me
04:28And I felt so sad about it
04:30But we're here now
04:31And I'm grateful
04:33I'm happy
04:33Like
04:34Yeah
04:35Yeah
04:35We're all doing amazing things
04:37And I'm proud of you
04:38Thank you so much
04:39I do feel like I would cling on to Demi
04:43To feel safe in this group
04:46And to feel
04:47I don't know
04:48You just like
04:48You don't want to feel alone
04:49You want to feel like you have
04:50Like a really close buddy
04:51But I feel like I'm in a place
04:53With MomTalk
04:54Where I don't need Demi by my side anymore
05:00Look, I'm an optimist
05:02I always think that there's a chance
05:03Of reconciliation
05:06But MomTalk is coming to LA
05:08To support Jen and I
05:09On the premiere of Dancing with the Stars
05:11Ultimately, I'm really hoping
05:13That Demi can make it
05:14On this MomTalk girls trip
05:15And hopefully
05:17We can move past this
05:19Oh
05:33Listen up
05:36I'm the one
05:37You've been dreaming of
05:39I got everything
05:41You could ever want
05:43Try me in your sleep
05:45I'll bring you to your knees
05:47Baby, you're gonna believe
05:56Baby, you're gonna be
06:22I'm a cuckoo
06:23Baby, you're cuckoo
06:27I'm a cuckoo
06:29Baby, you're cuckoo
06:32We're here
06:34Come in
06:36Party's here
06:37All the dreams
06:39And the baby
06:41Can't go anywhere without her
06:43Since the reunion
06:44And Whitney's ACTA event
06:47We haven't really been able
06:49To talk about the Demi situation
06:51So I thought it'd be a good idea
06:52To have some bagels
06:54At my house
06:54Catch up, regroup
06:55Before going to support
06:57Jen and Whitney
06:57With Dancing with the Stars
06:58Has anyone talked to Demi
07:00Since the reunion?
07:01Not since the reunion
07:02I was actually kind of shocked
07:03That she didn't show up last night
07:05Me too
07:05Because she's the first one
07:07To like not really buy it
07:09When people are having
07:10Mental health struggles
07:11Yeah, she's usually like
07:12There's no excuse
07:13Yeah
07:13And like she got so mad
07:15At Whitney for not coming
07:16To Baby Mama
07:17And to not support Whitney
07:18Last night
07:19Macy's doing like a countdown
07:20To like the launch
07:21Of her business
07:22I say when she gets to one
07:24If Whitney doesn't walk
07:25Through that door
07:25We all unfollow her
07:27On social media
07:27Yes
07:28Yes
07:28I do feel bad
07:30If she's struggling
07:31But I also feel like
07:32She put herself there
07:33You didn't go to New Orleans
07:35Because you were struggling
07:36And Demi had a huge fit
07:37About that
07:37She had a huge fit
07:38About Jen not going to Arizona
07:39Where's Jen?
07:41What's happening?
07:41No, she's really sick
07:42I've been in some of the
07:44Darkest places of my life
07:46First of all
07:46Crying videos will never
07:47Not be weird to me
07:49I think she's just
07:50Being a coward
07:53If you're struggling
07:53I'm all for taking
07:55We all get it
07:55Taking a break
07:56Especially after the reunion
07:57Like I think all of us
07:58Would have loved to take a break
07:59Yeah
07:59It was very triggering
08:00For a lot of us to be there
08:02But it's just her big thing
08:03Is showing up for your friends
08:04My loyalty is so fierce
08:05Oh yeah, you're right
08:07My loyalty is so fierce
08:08She says that a lot
08:08My loyalty is so fierce
08:09Yeah, she says that a lot
08:11Yeah
08:12Jen was feeling bad for her
08:13A little bit towards the end
08:14She was like
08:14Oh, I feel bad
08:15Yeah
08:16Which we're all human
08:17We feel bad when someone's struggling
08:18So I wonder if Jen will keep that energy
08:20Or if she'll be triggered
08:21It depends on how Demi comes in
08:23MomTalk is going to LA
08:25To show our support to Whitney and Jen
08:27On their opening night
08:28Of Dancing with the Stars
08:29Demi, from the very beginning of this
08:31Was always trying to leave
08:32Every week she's like
08:33I'm leaving
08:33Who's coming with me?
08:34And obviously no one followed her
08:36And again, it's just
08:37She's not showing up to things
08:38So I don't quite know where she stands
08:41But I also never really know where she stands
08:43Because she's always flip-flopping too
08:45Which is so funny
08:46Because that's what she hated Whitney for
08:49You were gone
08:50But tell her about Whitney and you
08:51Oh, at the event?
08:52Oh my gosh, yeah
08:53She's like, I'm proud of you
08:54And she's like, I'm proud of you
08:55Like, we're both in like
08:55Great places in our career
08:57In our life
08:58In our family
08:59So
08:59It was good
09:00Progress
09:00It was amazing
09:01It was like
09:02We all were like
09:03Watching just crying
09:03It was so sweet
09:04They're waiting for a fight
09:05To break out
09:06And I'm like
09:07I just hope that our group
09:08Can stay like this
09:09Like I love when we can like
09:10Actually get through the hard stuff
09:11And come together
09:12I felt that too
09:13Like when she was like
09:14It was all about me, me, me
09:16Like she's finally seeing that
09:17And I'm like, okay
09:18There we go
09:19That's what we wanted to hear
09:20Wait, Taylor
09:21I've been meaning to ask you
09:22How does Ben feel
09:23Now that like
09:23Your relationship
09:25Has been all over TikTok
09:29Our friendship
09:31Okay, your Easter eggs
09:32You've been dropping
09:33Are all over TikTok
09:34Your situation
09:35My family's been calling
09:36Your relationship
09:36Guys, we've met twice
09:38Like there's no relationship
09:39No, but you posted
09:39Making it look a certain way
09:41Now it's all over
09:42How has he handled that?
09:43Great
09:43Like honestly, he's fun
09:45My time with Ben
09:45Was fun while it lasted
09:47But I feel like
09:48I really got to get my mind
09:49Into the Bachelorette game
09:50Whether I'm ready or not
09:52But are you like
09:53Interested in dating
09:54Other people right now
09:55Or just him?
09:56I would be open to dating
09:57Other people for sure
09:58Well, you need to
09:58Obviously we're in the Bachelorette
10:00You're about to date
10:0130 people at one time
10:02No, I'm saying before Bachelorette
10:04Like are you wanting
10:05To date around
10:05To kind of get back
10:06Into the swing of things
10:07I think you should
10:09Because if not
10:10It's almost going to be
10:10Like a shock
10:11Going from dating
10:11One person to like 30
10:13I feel like you need
10:13Something in between
10:14Or something to kind of
10:15Get used to like
10:16I would be open to it
10:17Dating and flirting
10:18There's pervs in my DMs
10:20If I'm not going out
10:20With them
10:21So I'm not going out
10:21So I think we set her up
10:23On some dates
10:24Okay, then there you go
10:25Like a group setting
10:26Like break the ice
10:27You know
10:27I worry about Taylor's
10:29Dating history
10:30And lack thereof
10:31Because she got married
10:32So young
10:33Kind of bought into
10:34The Mormon culture
10:34For a while
10:35Had her little swinging scandal
10:37And then met Dakota
10:38So she really hasn't
10:39Had an opportunity
10:40To truly date being single
10:41And date multiple people
10:43I just hope that
10:44She's ready to take on
10:45Like 25 different men
10:46All at the same time
10:51I've always been a savage
10:53No, I've never been average
10:55If I want it
10:56Then I grab it
10:58If it's new
10:59Then I have it
11:01I've always been
11:02Oh, yeah
11:03Let's get a good workout
11:04In here
11:04Dude
11:05Have you been working
11:06At the house now
11:06Or what?
11:07Every day
11:07Really?
11:08I never miss
11:09Oh, dude
11:09Don't tell me every day
11:10I think the reunion
11:11For Dakota
11:12Was a complete shit show
11:13He portrays to be
11:15This person
11:15That, oh
11:16All I want to do
11:18Is I want to go to church
11:19And I want this family
11:20You have proven yourself
11:22Time and time again
11:23That nothing that comes
11:24Out of your mouth
11:25Is just spewing bullshit
11:28I was like
11:29I feel my heart rate
11:29Jump to like
11:3010,000 RPMs
11:32And then I saw Leanne
11:33And Leanne's over there
11:34Flipping me off
11:34From behind the cameras
11:35I was like
11:36I was like
11:37This is just
11:38You were heated as fuck
11:40Well, hell yeah
11:41I don't know how
11:41What do you expect me
11:43Not to be heated
11:44In that situation?
11:45You two
11:46Have got to be
11:47Like completely done
11:49Like the fact
11:49That you had brought up
11:50That she was like
11:51Sexing you the night before
11:53That's why I did it too
11:54I was like
11:54You're not gonna come in here
11:57And be calling me out
11:58For stuff right now
12:00When you were
12:00Just doing this to me
12:02Last night
12:02I was like
12:03That's crazy
12:04What do you mean?
12:04Like was she like
12:05Were you guys just like
12:06Talking dirty to her
12:06Or what?
12:07Yeah
12:09Sometimes I actually do feel like
12:11I am still Taylor's safe place
12:12As crazy as that sounds
12:14I think Taylor knows
12:15That like she can always
12:15Still turn to me
12:16And know that I will
12:17Always be there for her
12:18Regardless of what that looks like
12:20Even if she's treating me bad
12:21Or if she's like
12:21Taking out anger
12:22Whatever it might be
12:23She'll always come to me for that
12:25And because she knows
12:27I'm not gonna leave
12:27How's that gonna make you feel
12:29To like see her like
12:30Meeting these guys
12:31While she's the bachelorette
12:33Like obviously
12:34I imagine if
12:35She's in a good enough place
12:36Like she's gonna be lighting up
12:38When she sees these guys
12:39Yeah
12:39Starting to build connections
12:41Like do you think
12:42You're gonna be able
12:43To like handle that?
12:45I mean I think it's gonna hurt
12:46Obviously
12:48Cause like
12:49I don't
12:50Again I don't care
12:51What anybody says
12:52I really did love Taylor
12:54Like a lot
12:55I don't know
12:56It's been hard to process
12:57Everything right now
12:58With just how
12:59The whole reunion went
13:01And she's leaving
13:02To the bachelorette
13:04And I clearly still love Taylor
13:06And that's just how I am
13:08Like I can't
13:09I can't change that
13:10I'd be lying to say
13:12If there's not a piece of me
13:13That just like hopes
13:14That somehow
13:16Things will take a turn
13:18And like it just
13:19All matches
13:20And makes sense
13:21And we can live happily ever after
13:23Taylor is still the mother
13:24Of my child
13:25Like
13:25I still wanna have
13:27Try to have a good relationship
13:28With Taylor
13:29It's really hard to see my friend
13:31In this really bad place
13:32That he's in
13:32And I support him
13:33Because he deserves to be happy
13:35And clearly Taylor's not gonna
13:37Choose him
13:38To be her partner
13:38So I think it's really important
13:39That we invite him
13:40To come to LA
13:41To be with all of DadTalk
13:43And make some content
13:44I'm just really hoping
13:45That him and Taylor
13:46Can just be
13:47Agreeable
14:00Hi guys
14:01Hello
14:01There she is
14:02You look cute
14:03Jessie had mentioned
14:04That Taylor
14:05Is currently open to dating
14:07Before being the bachelorette
14:09So Jessie and I
14:10Have a surprise outing
14:12That we planned for Taylor tonight
14:13I don't know that Taylor's
14:14The biggest fan of surprises
14:16So we'll see what her reaction is
14:18Because I don't think
14:19She's expecting it
14:20Are you nervous?
14:21I am
14:21I literally
14:22Never know with you
14:23So I am scared
14:25I'm like I have
14:26Propranerol
14:26I have Tazamapin
14:28Or whatever
14:28I have the blue spiral
14:30We're all medicated girls
14:33Opens on its own
14:34Hello
14:36Hi guys
14:36How are you guys?
14:40That's it
14:42I'm ready
14:42This is gonna be your life
14:43In the fun
14:45I didn't expect
14:46To be dating
14:47So I am really
14:48Really nervous
14:48My heart is racing
14:53I can't do this
14:54I can't do this
14:55I'm scared
14:55I think you're gonna do great
14:56Wait are you not doing this?
14:58Are you?
14:58I'm still married
14:59Are you though?
14:59At the moment
15:00No one told me I was doing this
15:01So this surprised me
15:02Oh really?
15:03So I'm nervous
15:03Yeah
15:04As we're walking into speed dating
15:06Taylor immediately kind of
15:07Goes into her shell
15:08And gets really shy
15:09I need a
15:10Like a Dr. Pepper
15:11Yeah
15:11Dr. Pepper
15:12I think this is the best thing
15:14For her to practice
15:15Because you know
15:16In a few weeks
15:16She's gonna be around
15:1725 different men
15:18Having to be the center of attention
15:20And date them all
15:21So I think this is
15:22The perfect practice run for her
15:23I can't do this
15:24I'm just kidding
15:25This is all for you to learn
15:26Okay just keep
15:27I can't
15:27Girlie pop
15:28You gotta get
15:28You could
15:29I think for a while
15:30I just wanted to
15:32Really find my footing
15:33In like who I am
15:35And single motherhood
15:36But dating in Utah
15:37Is kind of my hold up
15:39You know
15:39I've had enough experiences
15:40Where I'm like
15:41I just don't
15:42I don't know
15:42If my person is here
15:43But also I don't know
15:44Maybe I just need to
15:45Stop being a hermit
15:46And go out
15:46And put myself in situations
15:48Where I could meet someone
15:50It'll be fine
15:51Okay let's look at some of these questions
15:53You're trying to find someone
15:54Who has been skydiving
15:55So you go up to someone
15:56Hey I'm Taylor
15:57What's your name
15:57Have you been skydiving?
15:59Oh okay
15:59I'm afraid of spiders
16:01I'm afraid of spiders
16:02Oh this is flirty
16:03You take their clipboard
16:04And be like
16:04What can I fill out for you?
16:05And then just find one
16:06Well why don't you show us
16:07Okay
16:08Are you going to come though
16:09So you can watch
16:09Yes
16:09I will watch
16:10Green jacket
16:11Green jacket behind
16:12Green jacket behind
16:13I have a question
16:15Yes hi
16:15Which one of these
16:16Could you fill out for me?
16:18Let me take a look
16:18I'm Jake by the way
16:19Nice to meet you
16:19I'm Jesse
16:20Pleasure
16:20I like pineapple on pizza
16:22I'm good at cooking
16:22No not the pineapple on pizza
16:24I just like eating
16:25What do you do for a living?
16:26I own a business
16:27Small real estate company
16:28And then a concierge
16:29Medical and aesthetic
16:30Dermatology
16:30Wow
16:31Great words
16:32I love it
16:32I like dermatology
16:34Could you fill out
16:35Any of these?
16:37Oh I can do that
16:38Oh really?
16:39Done
16:39So do you want your name?
16:40Yes please
16:41And what is your name?
16:42Taylor
16:43Taylor I'm Jake
16:43Nice to meet you
16:44Jake
16:46Love Jake's
16:46We love Jake's
16:48Okay
16:49Attention
16:49Sweet daters
16:51I'm going to start
16:52A five minute timer
16:53For this activity
16:53Then you'll have
16:54One minute in between each
16:56Let's talk
16:57I have to tell you
16:58I'm married
16:59My two friends here
17:01Are eligible singles
17:01And I'm here to vet the men
17:03So
17:03You're here as a spy
17:05Yeah exactly
17:06How many kids have you got?
17:07Two
17:07I have like some street cats
17:09That I feed
17:10Yeah that's great
17:13Yeesh
17:13I was married
17:15Okay
17:15For almost 18 years
17:17Really?
17:18Yeah
17:18Wow
17:18I do have a few kids
17:20Okay
17:21How many kids do you think I have?
17:23Four
17:23That's close
17:25I do have four girls
17:26Five?
17:27I do have four boys
17:28Eight?
17:30Whoa
17:30Eight?
17:31Oh my gosh
17:32The stories that we're saying
17:34We're just like
17:34Whoa
17:35Can I make you nervous?
17:36No
17:37The guy with eight kids?
17:38I'm curious
17:39Named Bubba
17:39Oh my god
17:40What's your go-to comfort food?
17:43I'm such a sweet food
17:43Soggy frosted mini-wheats
17:45Okay why?
17:46It transcends
17:47When you hit the milk
17:49And it just stays there
17:49For the right amount of time
17:50Oh my gosh
17:51That's hilarious
17:52You would not think
17:54That Jessie has
17:55A very interesting way
17:56Of flirting
17:56But it's just
17:57Second nature to her
17:58The majority of them
17:59If not all of them
18:00Knew that she was married
18:01So I think
18:02You know
18:03If they were really interested
18:04Four guys were probably let down
18:07I've been just
18:07Living a single life
18:08For the last like
18:09Three years
18:10How's that training you?
18:12Pretty good
18:13Honestly
18:16Definitely draining
18:16I'm not gonna lie
18:17Having to talk all night
18:18To all these different guys
18:19I was like
18:20Oh
18:20I have a question
18:21Okay
18:21Very serious
18:23Oh no
18:23I'm scared
18:24Why are you scared?
18:24I don't know
18:25I'm always scared
18:25Why are you always scared?
18:26I don't like surprises
18:27Do you also like
18:28Say sorry all the time
18:28For stuff that you shouldn't
18:29Be apologizing for?
18:31Nightmare
18:32Is this you?
18:34No
18:34That's not you
18:35No does it look like me?
18:36It looks a lot like you
18:37Who told you?
18:38The internet
18:39Oh so you just put this
18:40Together now?
18:40Yes
18:42So what do you think about it?
18:44I'm like thinking
18:45Oh my gosh
18:45I can't do this
18:46You're socializing
18:46You're talking to everyone
18:47I'm like sweating
18:48I'm like
18:48How am I supposed to do this alone?
18:49With like
18:5030 men
18:51Like
18:53This is very much
18:54Like a primer
18:55If you will
18:56Dipping your toes
18:57Back in the pool
18:57Yeah
18:58Nice
18:58Yeah it's making me
18:59Really scared now
19:01I feel like this was
19:03Really good practice
19:03For the bachelorette
19:04Got my toes in the water
19:06But I could see
19:07The red flags immediately
19:08Because I'm like
19:09You can only yap so much
19:10And there's like
19:11This awkward silence
19:18Hi love
19:18I'm sorry
19:19We do have to head out
19:20Oh okay
19:20So I'm so sorry
19:21I'm sorry
19:22Yeah Damien correct?
19:23Dan
19:23Close
19:24Close
19:25That's embarrassing
19:26Nice to meet you
19:29Gotcha right
19:30I think it's going to be
19:31Obviously a different extreme
19:32But I can't imagine
19:34Like 20 more
19:36I feel sick
19:37I'm not going to lie
19:38That was like too much
19:56I'm like literally
19:58Looking at your socials
19:59Like she's here
20:00She's there
20:00I know
20:01She's there
20:01I know
20:02It's awesome
20:03I think every morning
20:04For the last week
20:04It's been like a 4am
20:05Wake up call
20:06Fly to New York
20:07Go be on
20:08Good Morning America
20:084am
20:09Fly back to Utah
20:10That's crazy
20:10Then 4am
20:11Fly back to LA
20:12Yeah
20:13But you know what?
20:14Connor's such a stud
20:15He let me sleep in this morning
20:16Yes
20:16Oh yeah I did
20:18MomTalk is coming to
20:19Los Angeles, California
20:21To support Jen and I
20:22On Dancing with the Stars
20:23For our very first live show
20:25They've got a house in LA
20:27To stay all together
20:28But Damien's not going to be
20:29Staying in that house
20:30She's obviously going to come
20:31To the premiere
20:31But I think she might just
20:33Do her own thing
20:34It's going to be my first time
20:35On that stage
20:36So I'm really excited
20:37That MomTalk's going to be there
20:38I know them being there
20:39Is going to make me
20:40Not as nervous
20:41Because I just don't know
20:42What to expect
20:43We haven't even had a chance
20:44To talk about the event
20:45I know I want to hear about it
20:46It was so good
20:47No literally Connor
20:48I like how to keep
20:49Pinching myself
20:49I'm like
20:50Okay
20:51The women are happy
20:53To be here
20:54Like
20:54They're being nice
20:55To me
20:55They're being friendly
20:55I was like
20:56I don't know what's
20:57In these drinks right now
20:58But keep drinking them
21:02So like now what?
21:03Do you guys
21:04Follow each other on social?
21:05You're going to die
21:06You're going to shit your pants
21:07Show me
21:08Put on a diaper
21:09I'm ready
21:12Oops
21:18You're kidding me Whitney
21:19You in the same group chat
21:25Did something inside you
21:26Heal a little bit?
21:28Well I was surprised
21:29Because Macy was the one
21:31That sent that photo
21:32It was very nostalgic
21:33For Macy to send that photo
21:34We talked every day
21:36We saw each other every day
21:37If we didn't see each other
21:38In person
21:39We had group FaceTime calls
21:41So it's cathartic
21:43It feels good
21:44To be in a good place
21:46All together again
21:47It is very ironic
21:48That Demi's on the outs
21:49With MomTalk
21:49But my relationship
21:51With MomTalk
21:51Is stronger than it's ever been
21:54I don't know
21:55I just had always envisioned
21:56That like we would always
21:57Be at arm's length
21:58Because of what happened
21:59In the past
22:00So it's like
22:00To me that's like
22:01You opening the door
22:03To a relationship
22:04Again
22:21Oh my gosh
22:23We are rehearsing
22:24Non-stop right now
22:25And I am feeling
22:27So nervous about the premiere
22:29To be honest
22:30I can't keep up
22:31My plate is fuller than ever
22:35Does that make sense?
22:37Yes
22:40As you can tell
22:41I mean
22:41I'm even struggling
22:42Right now
22:43I can't even
22:44Freaking finish a sentence
22:46One, two
22:47Go, three, four
22:48Five, six
22:49Go, seven, eight
22:50Five, six
22:51Go, seven, eight
22:52Never kill
22:54And think about landing
22:55Three, four
22:56Better
22:57So it's not three and four
22:59It's three, four
23:00Go
23:01Three, four
23:02Seven
23:03Hey
23:04Yes
23:04Dang, this is really hard
23:06Yeah
23:07This is way different than TikTok
23:08TikTok is hard
23:09It is for me, yes
23:11Yeah, I was gonna say
23:13Yes
23:14One, two
23:15It's hard keeping up
23:17I mean
23:17I just had a baby
23:18A few weeks ago
23:20I'm still feeling the pelvic floor
23:23I'm still feeling the pelvic floor
23:24And of course
23:24Jan is already throwing me in the air
23:26But hopefully I can make it through the routine
23:29Remember everything
23:30And show my best
23:32Okay
23:34How proud is your mama gonna be when you finally hit the ballroom stage and she's there watching
23:42Oh my gosh, my mom's gonna be so proud seeing me
23:46Her seeing her daughter on the big stage I think is a dream come true for her as well
24:19No, my mom
24:23And I also have mom talk
24:24Can't forget that
24:25Honestly, it means the world having their support
24:27And I think I'm gonna look back on this experience and know that it was also one of the greatest
24:31Things I've ever done
24:33But yeah
24:33In terms of who's voting for me, I don't really know
24:38For sure will not be getting a vote from me
24:40That's for a fact
24:41So
24:43So sore
24:44I think you should do cryo today
24:46I should do it
24:47Yes
24:47Is that better than ice bath?
24:48Yes, way better
24:49Really?
24:50And go there
24:50And when you do it
24:51Say, can I get a secret treatment?
24:55What's that?
24:56It's the coldest one
24:58No
24:58Is that a European thing?
25:01Happy ending
25:01No
25:03Okay, that was a break
25:04Let's go
25:13Speed dating kind of backfired
25:15I think it made Taylor really nervous
25:16But the organizer of that event is also a dating coach
25:19Hi
25:20Hello
25:21How are you?
25:22She agreed to meet us with Taylor today to give her some advice
25:25Because the bachelorette's just a few weeks away
25:27And we need to get her ready
25:29And maybe make her feel a little more at ease with this whole experience
25:31Hi
25:32Hello guys
25:33There she is
25:35Taylor, nice to meet you
25:37Thank you
25:38So tell us a little bit about what you do
25:40I know you're a dating coach
25:42Yeah
25:42But give us the spiel
25:44Okay, well
25:45I work with clients who are ready for a pivot
25:47They know what they've had
25:49And it's not what they want
25:51We really are creatures of habit
25:53Yes
25:53And even if the status quo doesn't serve us
25:57We still try and replicate it
25:58Your body doesn't care what's good for you
26:01It cares what's familiar
26:02Yes
26:02That's what it focuses on
26:04Yes
26:04And that's a hard pattern to break
26:06Yeah
26:06A lot of the time
26:07Members of the church will get married
26:09When they think that they've found someone who's good enough
26:13Me
26:14I thought that
26:15I am excited for Taylor to find that love that she deserves
26:21If I'm going on this show and I am going to meet 30 guys
26:25What do you think somebody who possesses these qualities presents like in the beginning?
26:31I think he'll come in maybe a little bit more on the shy side
26:34Yeah
26:34Present himself, we'll meet
26:36And then I don't think he will be one of the alpha males in the room
26:40Yeah
26:40I will say I've grown a little bit more in a sense of like
26:43I can take my ex-husband for an example where he is very relaxed, passive, introverted, likes to stay home
26:49And then I went to the complete opposite life of the party
26:52I think I need someone like kind of in the middle
26:55Maybe just patience, support system, but it's not controlled
27:00He'll shoot his shot if the opportunity presents itself
27:02But he is not going head to head with some of the guys in there
27:05I don't want to be told what to do nor told what not to do
27:08I don't like anything like that
27:09And I think a guy that's just like I'm here for you
27:12I'm going to be a rock but like do your thing my girl
27:14So these other guys are going to be flexing in front of you
27:17And you'll have to like look over their shoulder
27:19Yes
27:20To see who's back there
27:21What I hope you don't do is self-sabotage
27:24Like you when you do feel like
27:26If you do feel like you have a connection with somebody
27:28That does have those qualities that you're looking for
27:30And has kind of that calm presence
27:32I don't want you to connect with him
27:35And then kind of take a step back
27:37Because you realize or you think
27:39I don't like deserve this
27:42You've known Taylor for years, Miranda
27:45Like what do you think she is doing
27:48I feel like there's a void that Taylor has
27:53That she is hoping can be filled by a man
27:58And I have a fear that she won't find it
28:01Until she fills that void herself
28:20MomTalk is in LA for opening night of Dancing with the Stars
28:22And our husbands came along
28:24So we could do a little couples trip
28:25Rent an Airbnb for the weekend
28:27And obviously we need babysitters
28:39Gangs all here for now
28:41This house is incredible
28:43It's a massive mansion
28:45We have the prettiest view of the LA skyline
28:49We have a huge pool
28:50Feeling very spoiled
28:52Taylor say cheese
28:55That's America's ass
28:57A.K.A. Our Bachelorette
28:59Oh gosh
29:01How are you going to date that many men?
29:02I still am scared
29:03Dude, I don't even know
29:04I can barely handle like the two I have now
29:07The two?
29:08The two I have now is crazy
29:11Having all of MomTalk and DadTalk
29:13In the same house at the same time
29:15Is always cause for concern
29:18It's a gamble
29:19Less so the married couples
29:21More so Taylor and Dakota
29:23Hey, what's wrong guys?
29:26What's up?
29:27What's up?
29:28Hi, did you get a spray tan?
29:29You look tan
29:29Thank you
29:30Jordan did
29:31Jordan did
29:32I did
29:32We know Jordan
29:33We know you did
29:34We saw you in the tent
29:35I'm really excited that we have all of MomTalk and DadTalk here
29:38To support the girls
29:39And going on Dancing with the Stars
29:41This is a huge opportunity for Jen and Whitney
29:43But that being said
29:44I feel like Dakota also should be invited
29:47What's up?
29:48Hey, what up, dude?
29:50I seriously think you should
29:51You should fly out
29:52No, you should come out
29:53Come out
29:53Because DadTalk is here
29:55And like
29:56I just feel like all the girls are going to hate me
29:58I care about Dakota
30:00And I care about Taylor
30:00And I really hope that we can all
30:03Co-inhabitate together
30:05Hello?
30:07Oh, I hear you
30:08Where are you?
30:09Did you choose the worst room, Jacob?
30:11Just you?
30:12I don't want to see anyone naked
30:13It's me, Jessica
30:15It's you
30:17Oh, this is actually nice
30:18Hell yeah
30:20I just finished doing all my interviews
30:22Appearances for my book
30:23And so I'm really excited to meet up with everyone else
30:26At the house in L.A.
30:27To just hang out and have a good time
30:28How was your day?
30:30I'm just so tired
30:31It was really good, though
30:32The last podcast I did was so fun
30:35So excited for you to be on, Macy
30:39Especially after reading your book
30:40I told you so
30:41Yeah
30:41Tell me about the writing process
30:43Like, it's been a dream of mine for 10 years
30:45The Montauk takeover is everywhere
30:46It's actually bizarre
30:48I can't believe it
30:49Writing this book has been very difficult
30:50It's really hard to relive your trauma
30:52And have to talk about it again
30:54And write it again
30:55And go through it again
30:56But it's also extremely rewarding
30:57Because using my story
30:59And all the crappy things that I went through
31:00If I can help someone else
31:01And it's worth it
31:02And so I'm really excited that this book
31:04Is about to come out
31:05Because it's been, like, my life dream
31:06It does feel chaotic with everything going on
31:09But I'm really looking forward to seeing
31:10Jen and Whitney perform
31:11A Dancing with the Stars
31:12I feel like it's really important
31:13To be there for each other
31:15And Mom Talk
31:15And going to the Dancing with the Stars premiere
31:17Is something that
31:17Not only that I want to do
31:19But I'm excited that I can support
31:20The girls by going
31:24That feels so damn good
31:26Maybe I actually will love it
31:27I'll be swimming with 30 guys
31:29You're gonna be rising
31:29Let's go
31:30Wait, is Dakota still coming?
31:32I told him today
31:33I was like, hey
31:33If you ended up wanting to go
31:34Like, I don't really give a rat's ass
31:36Like, you can go
31:37But you're just gonna bring a new man every day
31:39Yeah
31:39Would you have boys come?
31:40Dakota is here
31:42Really?
31:43He's not my problem
31:43Well, I know
31:43But would it just be awkward?
31:44Probably
31:45That's what he wants it
31:46Probably
31:47There's no probably about it
31:48That'd be awkward as hell
31:49That's what I want
31:51I'm like, okay
31:52Am I being harsh?
31:53Is he not a terrible person?
31:54Am I being harsh?
31:55Like, I literally sit there
31:56And think about it
31:56I'm like, maybe he's not so bad
31:58Maybe I'm just, like, overreacting
32:00And then the more things I find out
32:02Yeah
32:02You're actually gross
32:03Yeah
32:04I think we're all a little nervous
32:06Because Taylor's done so much good work on herself
32:09And seeing Dakota can make that go all down the drain
32:11So we're just hoping that they can coexist
32:14Without having drama or sleeping together
32:16You're a gross guy
32:18And I can't get past it
32:20And that's why I, like, hate you
32:29Welcome to LA
32:30Welcome to the
32:31Dude, how are you going to do it?
32:33I love it
32:33You like it?
32:34Wark it
32:35Wark it up
32:35Excuse me, girls
32:36What?
32:37I don't want to put anybody on the spot
32:39Oh, no
32:40He's like a sales guy
32:41So where are your allegiance today?
32:43Yeah, but vote for Whitney
32:44And you get a t-shirt
32:45Wark it
32:46I'll take it, Connor
32:47Oh, okay
32:49Let's go
32:51I'm like, where's the garbage?
32:53Just kidding
32:54I'm joking
32:54So excited to support Jen and Whitney
32:57On their opening night of Dancing with the Stars
32:58I'm proud of both of them
33:00Even though just a couple months ago
33:02Nobody was more upset than Whitney
33:04Getting Dancing with the Stars than me
33:06Send a picture to Whitney
33:07I'll send it
33:09Within two days of having Lottie
33:11My skin stuff kind of went back to 100
33:13Like it was worse than it had been
33:15In almost a year and a half
33:17So I feel like having that added stress
33:20Of having this feud with Whitney
33:22Probably doesn't help my health
33:23And my skin
33:24And so it's nice to just let that go
33:26And look to the future
33:29I didn't want it going anyways
33:33It's been a long night
33:35Can I hold her?
33:36Oh, yeah
33:36Oh, thank you
33:38Yes, yes, yes
33:39I actually thought you were Demi
33:40I was like, when did you get her?
33:41I'm like, hey
33:42No, Demi is staying at a hotel
33:45What happened?
33:46No one take the shirt
33:46Apparently Demi and Brett aren't staying here
33:48Yeah, she said she was done filming again
33:50Wait, wait, you're kidding
33:50Wait
33:51Yes, did Miranda say that?
33:53I didn't hear that
33:54Yeah
33:54Yeah
33:55Yeah
33:55Did Demi quit again?
33:57Yes
33:57What the fucking hell?
34:00She texted me and she was like
34:00Have you booked your flight yet?
34:02And I go
34:02Are you staying at the house with us?
34:03She goes, sadly, no
34:04I'm not going on the trip
34:05Just dancing with the stars
34:06I'll have to fill you in
34:07And then she goes
34:07I'm genuinely sad
34:08And then I go
34:09Are you not?
34:10No, I go
34:10Are you not filming anymore?
34:11And she goes
34:11As of now, no
34:12As of now
34:13You can't just come and go
34:15Feels weird being a part of this conversation
34:17I'll come back
34:21Speak your truth
34:22But don't be mean
34:23Okay?
34:24We'll try
34:24Okay, Connor
34:25I'm not surprised in the slightest
34:27This totally tracks
34:28Because Demi thinks
34:29That she can just come and go
34:30As she pleases
34:31And she'll always be let back in
34:32And she likes to run away
34:33When things get tough
34:34You're not being forced to leave
34:36Like, you're doing
34:37You're creating your own chaos
34:38And then you're leaving
34:39And it's not okay
34:40For all of us that stay
34:41And put the effort in
34:42It's not fair
34:44If someone's not really showing up
34:46It's like
34:46Who's having to pick up for that?
34:47All of us, you know
34:48It's not right
34:49It's not okay
34:50It's not how you work
34:51Like, it's not how you work
34:52With other people
34:53As a team player
34:54And obviously
34:54It irritates the group
34:55And then she shows up
34:56And thinks she wants to show up
34:57At these events
34:58Dancing with the Stars
34:59So it's just like
35:00Picking and choosing
35:01And that's what we don't think is fair
35:18All right
35:21Time to go
35:22Okay, time to go
35:23I'm not even ready
35:24Are you guys ready?
35:24No
35:25I just got here
35:27I'm ready
35:28Where's everyone else?
35:29Stylish
35:30It's impossible
35:31To get this group
35:31Anywhere on time
35:33It's just like herding cats
35:34Oh, hi
35:34We need to go
35:36We're already running
35:3710 minutes late
35:38And I am trying my best
35:39To get everyone out the door
35:41This is mom talk time
35:49Why was I being rushed out here
35:50And I'm the only one here
35:51Come here
35:52Come here
35:52Come here
35:53Come here
35:54Please do
35:56How was that?
35:57I know
35:57Michaela's seeing you out on Harry
35:58How was that?
35:59It was really fun
36:00I have been going non-stop
36:02Since I got to LA
36:03I just recorded a podcast
36:04With Harry Jowsey
36:05Harry Jowsey
36:06Is an influencer
36:07And reality TV star
36:08Who is known to be
36:09A little promiscuous
36:10He's kind of known as an F-boy
36:11When I was on Harry's podcast
36:13Behind the scenes
36:14He asked me
36:14If any of the girls were single
36:16And I mentioned Taylor
36:17Mainly because
36:17I don't think they'd be
36:18A great couple
36:19I just think they'd be
36:20A good distraction for Taylor
36:21While she's getting ready
36:22For Bachelorette
36:23So that she gets her mind
36:23Off Dakota
36:24And gets her mind
36:25On someone else
36:27I was going to say
36:27Get under someone else
36:28But we don't want her
36:29To get pregnant
36:30So
36:32Yes, okay
36:32So he asked
36:33He's like
36:33Oh, like
36:34She's like
36:35I think you
36:35The Bachelorette got brought up
36:36He's like
36:36Oh, she's single
36:37And I was like
36:38Well, yeah
36:38She's going to The Bachelorette
36:39Are people swinging?
36:40Is that
36:41No
36:41Okay
36:41I mean, it was Taylor
36:43Who was a swinger
36:44And back in the day
36:45Oh, she doesn't do it anymore?
36:46No
36:47Damn it
36:47I was going to DM her
36:48You can still DM her
36:49Just see what happens
36:49You know
36:50She's single
36:50Would she like me?
36:51It's hard to say
36:52I think yes
36:53Okay, cool
36:54He likes short tampernets
36:55And then he sent me
36:56A screenshot that he DM'd
36:58And he said like
36:58I love you
36:59To you
36:59I love you
37:00And I said
37:01I guess shoot your shot
37:02I guess
37:14Hi
37:15Hi
37:16Welcome to my humble abode
37:18I made it
37:23I think my biggest concern
37:25Right now with Dakota coming
37:26Is that him and Taylor
37:27Are going to bicker
37:28And fight
37:29And who knows
37:30Maybe it'll lead to
37:31A little pillow talk
37:32But I really hope
37:33That that's not the case
37:34I really hope
37:34That they can both
37:35Move on from one another
37:37Especially with her
37:38Becoming Bachelorette
37:39Hi baby
37:40Oh my gosh dude
37:43Taylor and mom talk
37:44Do not get to decide
37:45Who gets to come on
37:46Our mom talk dad talk trips
37:47How are we going to go tonight though?
37:50Like what's the play
37:51With Taylor being here?
37:52I think my approach
37:53Is usually it's the same
37:55I try not to get into
37:56Any bad conflicts
37:59That never happens
38:01But I mean like
38:02I feel like something
38:03Always happens
38:04That goes wrong
38:04But I'm going to try
38:06To just play it safe
38:07I don't want to like
38:08Start anything
38:08If anything
38:10My dream dude
38:11Is like
38:11Like chasing Miranda
38:12Even
38:13Like
38:13I just
38:14I want to be able to like
38:15See Taylor
38:16And we're friends
38:18At least
38:18Or can like get along
38:19And it's not crazy
38:24Maybe you'll like me
38:26Maybe you'll like me
38:36I am so excited
38:38Because not only
38:40Do I love Dancing with the Stars
38:42I love Jen and Whitney
38:43And I am so excited
38:45To watch them crush it
38:46Because I know they will
38:47Mom talk is here
38:49To support Jen and I
38:50On Dancing with the Stars
38:51Demi will also be there
38:53I'm very grateful
38:54Because I know
38:55That's not easy
38:55For her to do
38:56Dancing with the tango
38:58With her partner
38:59Mark Ballas
38:59It's Whitney Levitt
39:07It's crazy to think
39:08That like
39:09From mom talk
39:10We all started
39:10From just like
39:11Making silly
39:12Cringy dances
39:12On TikTok
39:14And this is where
39:15It's led to
39:16They're quite literally
39:17Dancing on Dancing
39:18With the Stars
39:18Like who knew
39:19You know
39:20Jen had her baby
39:21Just a few weeks
39:21Before I did
39:22And I can
39:23Barely mop my floor
39:25Carry my groceries
39:26Without being sore
39:26And Jen is being like
39:28Helicoptered
39:28And like flipped around
39:30In the air like 10 times
39:31I think we were all
39:32Just little proud mommies
39:33In the crowd
39:33Watching them
39:34Whitney and Jen
39:35Did so good tonight
39:36On Dancing with the Stars
39:37I literally started crying
39:38Like four times
39:39It was definitely
39:40A little weird tonight
39:41Having Demi and Brett
39:43Sit with us
39:43I think Demi's intention
39:44With coming tonight
39:45To the Dancing with the Stars
39:46Taping
39:47But not being a part
39:48Of our group
39:48Behind scenes
39:49Is maybe to just
39:51Give the public perception
39:52That she's a part of the group
39:53And we're all happy
39:54And we're all friends
39:55And maybe to kind of
39:56Just save her public image
39:57Not fair
39:58That you want to be
39:59Associated with us
40:00When it's convenient for you
40:05Seeing MomTalk come out
40:06To support me
40:07For the premiere
40:09Meant everything to me
40:11To be honest
40:12I felt so nervous
40:14Going into my first dance
40:16Like I can't even explain
40:17What I was feeling inside
40:19And seeing MomTalk cheer for me
40:21Meant everything to me
40:22To be honest
40:23It was like
40:23What I needed to feel
40:25Confident
40:26And I left it all
40:28On the dance floor
40:29I gave it my all
40:30Eight weeks postpartum
40:32Yeah, I'll always
40:33Appreciate that
40:37Everything that I've been
40:38Through with MomTalk
40:39Everything that's
40:40Happened in the past
40:41It means so much to me
40:43To see every single woman
40:44In MomTalk
40:46Supporting Jen and I
40:47Here for our first night
40:48On Dancing with the Stars
40:50It's so crazy to see Jen
40:51Being flipped around like that
40:52Because I think it's like
40:53A week and a half
40:54Postpartum behind me
40:55I think they both did so well
40:57I think she should have
40:58Definitely got higher scores
40:59Yeah
41:00Higher
41:00Yeah
41:01No, they both did insanely good
41:03And you couldn't even tell
41:04That they were like nervous
41:05If you had to vote for only one
41:08Jen or Whitney
41:09Which one would you choose
41:11And why?
41:12You could not waterboard me to pick
41:15One of the women to win
41:16I knew I was going to be asked this
41:18And I'm not going to answer it
41:20Me and Whitney are close
41:21We don't have any issues
41:22But Demi is in her pocket
41:24And I'm not going to lie
41:24That makes me nervous
41:25So I feel like my vote
41:27Would be with Jen
41:27Just because of that
41:28I'm going to have to go
41:29With Whitney
41:30How come Whitney?
41:31Is this because Jen
41:32Never calls you?
41:33Yeah, Jen's unresponsive
41:35These are the type of women
41:36Who would be like
41:36Show me your phone
41:37Who did you vote for?
41:39And I'm not going to let this
41:40Bite me in the ass
41:42Whitney
41:44I think if we're judging
41:46Both based off of
41:47Friendship level
41:48I would say Whitney
41:50Crystal, you like Whitney more
41:52Write that down
41:54Oh lord
41:54Don't tell Jen for that
41:57Oh no
41:58Jacob just texted me
42:00Shut up
42:00He said Dakota's here
42:02The laughing emoji
42:04No way
42:06Game on, bitch
42:08Say, well, Taylor has a guy
42:10On his way over, so
42:11Well, he hasn't responded
42:12Just because, no
42:14Call him
42:14The fact that Dakota
42:16Is coming to this trip
42:17Doesn't make sense to me
42:19Why are you here?
42:19I have no idea
42:20I also don't think
42:21It's healthy for them
42:22To be around each other
42:23Right now
42:24Mainly because
42:25We all know
42:25It happened last time
42:26At stagecoach
42:29No, yes
42:30We had sex
42:31Like, obviously
42:33But
42:33Did I text him?
42:34I can't remember
42:35So hence the reason
42:37Where Harry Jowsey
42:38Comes into play
42:39We need him to distract
42:40Taylor from Dakota
42:41So I think this would be
42:42A great time for her
42:43To flirt with someone else
42:44And just have fun
42:45And hopefully
42:46Stay out of Dakota's bed
42:48Hello
42:48Hello
42:49Hello
42:49Hi
42:50Hi
42:51Hi
42:51How are you?
42:53What's going on?
42:54I'm not good at this
42:56I'm not good at dating
42:57I mean, you are
42:58Guys
43:00Are you going to come over
43:01And hang out?
43:02Run
43:03Come on over
43:12I can't get it
43:13No, you got it
43:13You got it
43:14Let me
43:14Let me
43:15No, no
43:16That was great
43:28I'm great
43:28About to be great
43:29This was crazy watch
43:31Come back
43:31Joining us in our season premiere
43:33The cast of the hit Hulu series
43:35The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives
43:37Woo
43:38Yeah
43:39That is so weird to see us on TV
43:43Wait, why did they let Demi in it
43:44If she quit the show?
43:45I know
43:45I think tensions are definitely weird with Demi
43:47I think it's weird that she's showing up to these things as mom talk
43:52Like she's at the table with us at Dancing with the Stars for mom talk
43:55But she's also not here and she hasn't been here and not around
43:59So it's, again, just coming when the opportunities are there
44:02And when it's convenient
44:03But then pieces out behind the scenes
44:05Where she's not actually fixing any of these friendships
44:08Or doesn't even have a real friendship with any of the group right now
44:10As far as I'm concerned
44:11So, yeah, it's definitely awkward
44:14Why don't you call her and ask her?
44:15Why'd she quit the show?
44:16Yeah, call her and ask
44:16Put her on speaker
44:17She knows we're filming
44:19Okay
44:19I don't know if she's gonna pick up
44:21But I'm calling her
44:22Oh, wait, oh, wait
44:24How you doing?
44:25Good, how are you?
44:26Good
44:27Okay, wait, question
44:28Are you gonna tell me yet
44:28Why you're not doing
44:29Like, why you're not filming yet anymore?
44:33Oh, yeah, it's just you've dragged my name through the absolute mud
44:36And made me look like a monster
44:39On top of that, you're gonna bring my daughter into it
44:41Like, that's where I draw the line
44:42Definitely feel like this is another case of me trying to control the narrative
44:46Initially, it was the women that she was not wanting to come around
44:48And now it's her daughter
44:49And it's just, it's really confusing
44:50I feel like it switches depending on which way the wind's blowing
44:53And I feel like she should just stick to a narrative
44:55Of why she's not around
44:57And hold true to that
44:58So did you ask them to, like, edit it out
45:00And they said no?
45:01First of all, you're not telling it truthfully
45:03You're telling it from his perspective
45:05And something's weird, dude
45:07Like, it literally feels like a conspiracy
45:09To make me look like this fucking monster that I'm not
45:12I'm already enduring that
45:13You guys are disgusting
45:14I don't get it
45:15Yeah, well, damn
45:18Obviously
45:19Some of the girls are not gonna be very stoked
45:21Over, like, you coming and going
45:24And kind of, it makes it hard to, like, move forward in a way
45:28And be able to, like, reconcile those relationships
45:30Where it just kind of always feels like it's, like, on edge
45:32They're wondering, like, why you're not here right now
45:34So, like, I already told them that, like, you told me that you're not filming right now
45:37So, like, I just think people are confused
45:39Because I, this is the first time that I heard, like, the context of, like, why you're leaving
45:43But I think it's just, like, the principle that, like, this is the, like, third time that this has kind
45:48of happened in a way
45:48I feel like they do have a right to know why you came and gone
45:52They can call me
45:53They can call me
45:54I don't appreciate you calling me to get information and then going and telling the girls
45:58So
45:58They have a right to know, though, in a way
46:01Tell them to call me
46:02I do get frustrated that Demid comes and goes
46:06She doesn't let us know prior
46:07So we get surprised of, like, oh, we're not, I'm not coming
46:10It's, like, more pressure, like, on us
46:12Filming-wise
46:12Obviously, we're trying to get every aspect of our lives
46:15And that's what this is for
46:16Is, like, of all of us to share
46:17And that's what we signed up for
46:18When one gets to, like, hide
46:21I don't think it's fair, to be honest
46:23Be, like, wiggling things around
46:25Of, like, oh, if I get this, then I will come back
46:28And so, like, that is very frustrating
46:31They can get it from me
46:33Okay
46:34Okay, bye
46:35That was wild
46:36I was like, you're the one who did this
46:38All we're doing is talking about it
46:39What are you wanting them to remove the facts?
46:41Okay, hold on
46:42She doesn't want to film, right?
46:44But then she goes on
46:45Dancing with the Stars on live television
46:46And she has no problem coming out in her dress
46:48And sitting with the Secret Lives of Mormon wives
46:50But she's not filming
46:51I'm so sick of people leaving
46:53And then expecting us to chase them for answers
47:07Harry just showed up
47:09Oh, he did?
47:10Yeah
47:20That's great
47:21Basin pulls me aside
47:23And tells me that Harry's, like, coming over to see Taylor
47:25And it's not cool
47:27It actually sucks ass
47:29He just put me in a really weird spot
47:31Like, instantly
47:32To where I was like, okay
47:33What do I do?
47:35Dude, I'm gonna fuck someone up
47:40Like, I feel like I'm gonna get in a fight tonight or something
47:45Yeah
47:49Holy shit, you're tall
47:50Hi, how are you?
47:52Hi
47:52Wow, there's a child
47:53Yeah, there's Mormons here
47:54Wow, I'm loving
47:55I'm like, this is my baby
47:57This is Mikayla and Lottie
47:59This is my little Lottie
48:00Yeah, this is Lottie
48:01The sweetest little thing
48:02Yeah, she is sweet
48:05Hey, what up?
48:06What are you doing?
48:07Hey
48:09Wow
48:09Wow
48:10This is crazy
48:11This is Jacob
48:12I just heard your voice in there
48:14I was like, hey, Harry, what's up?
48:15Nice to meet you
48:44Like, what the fuck is my life?
48:48A lot of this stuff she does
48:50I feel like is very vindictive
48:51And is to just hurt me
48:53I've never done that to Taylor
48:55And I've like, never gone out of my way
48:58To try to hurt Taylor
49:00Yeah, I don't think there's any more malicious shit you could do than this
49:05Hey
49:06Hey
49:07Don't rub it in his, like, have fun
49:08You just don't rub stuff in his face
49:09Don't even dare
49:11He rubs everything in my face
49:13What are you rubbing in your face?
49:14Are you serious?
49:15What about when you liked my friend?
49:19Weren't you just at the villa?
49:21You know, like, fucking in a bathroom?
49:23It's just, like, it's just tough
49:25Considering the timing
49:26It's just hard
49:26I know
49:27It was tough when I had a newborn baby
49:29And you told me about
49:30And I don't give a flying fuck
49:31If it's tough
49:33That's my bachelorette
49:36Oh, gosh, I'm gonna have fun
49:41Your book comes out in October, right?
49:43I asked Jessie if she wanted to host it
49:45I was like, yeah
49:46And then we were supposed to do an Unwell event
49:48She texted me today saying, like, that she was basically choosing that
49:51Macy, how do you feel that Jessie chose the Unwell event over yours?
49:56This is one of my baby daddies
49:58Fun
49:58I am really concerned for Taylor
50:00In this toxic cycle that she's in with Dakota
50:02Ew, I almost saw Dakota naked
50:04What the fuck?
50:06It is hard, I feel like, on MomTalk
50:08You know what we're all so tired of?
50:09These people slipping through the wrong people
50:11Amazing
50:11You're gonna bring that one up
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