- 9 hours ago
First broadcast 9th October 1980.
Jack Galloway - Robert Mackenzie
Sheila Ruskin - Diana Crawley
Richard Marner - George Kovacs
Kara Wilson - Jean Mackenzie
Lynda Bellingham - Ruth Isaacs
Toby Salaman - David Isaacs
William Russell - Francis Hammond
Andrew Gray - Jamie Mackenzie
David Donaldson - Duncan Mackenzie
Georgia Slowe - Lisa Isaacs
Pauline Winter - Nanny Wilkinson
Peter Howell - Geoffrey Sinclair
Bernard Holley - Tony Duggan
Henry Moxon - Bernard Hunt
Michael Howe - Jake
Linda Hayden - Krista
Christopher Brown - Steve
Dedee Martin - Adrienne
Jack Galloway - Robert Mackenzie
Sheila Ruskin - Diana Crawley
Richard Marner - George Kovacs
Kara Wilson - Jean Mackenzie
Lynda Bellingham - Ruth Isaacs
Toby Salaman - David Isaacs
William Russell - Francis Hammond
Andrew Gray - Jamie Mackenzie
David Donaldson - Duncan Mackenzie
Georgia Slowe - Lisa Isaacs
Pauline Winter - Nanny Wilkinson
Peter Howell - Geoffrey Sinclair
Bernard Holley - Tony Duggan
Henry Moxon - Bernard Hunt
Michael Howe - Jake
Linda Hayden - Krista
Christopher Brown - Steve
Dedee Martin - Adrienne
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00:00What is it?
00:05A war!
00:12Everything they say
00:17is wrong!
00:20All of them!
00:27I can't bear it!
00:32I love you. Whatever you want, just tell me and I'll do it.
00:39Take me home.
01:01This place is a fun small
01:02small
01:02large
01:02side
01:03side
01:03side
01:03side
01:22side점
01:39what do you mean they've withdrawn their offer? sorry Robbie they're not going to proceed.
01:42my god they've certainly picked their moment. it's bound to get around the market that the
01:45building's got a problem. don't worry you'll find another purchaser. but I can't show anyone else
01:50around the building till the work's finished. they were the only ones who saw the building before we
01:54took it apart. how much longer do you reckon the work will take? only a few weeks. but I need
01:58that
01:58money now. I've got the bank on my back. I told them it was a short-term loan and it's
02:02three months now
02:03and all of a sudden you tell me I haven't got my sale out? well it's not that bad. he
02:06must be just
02:07about covering the interest with the rent. just about? but what are the damages likely to be? oh
02:11not more than a few thousand. all the same I think we ought to have a meeting with Bernard and
02:16maybe
02:16David. what can they do? they might have a few ideas. this could be one of those times when it's
02:21better to cut your losses and get out if you can. I don't mind the sound of that. I've never
02:25had
02:25to do that before. happens to everyone sooner or later. my god what a time for a deal to go
02:30sour.
02:32go on. i can't go as high as that. you don't have to.
02:45that's right. you're doing fine. i always get stuck halfway. just keep going. you can manage
02:53mountains. and trees are easier. it's a bit tricky. i'll catch you if you fall. only you won't.
03:05oh hi. i can see right there's the road. i can see dad's car. are you sure? yes. right. thanks
03:14for
03:14warning. hey. where are you going? where am i having to go out? but he's coming to see both of
03:20us.
03:21you mostly. we'll just have to make you with you.
03:39dad. dad. i'm up here. what the hell are you doing up there? remember. you said i was scared to
03:46climb.
03:46see it now. jamie showed me how. and i have. oh yes. well done. where's jamie gone? he had to
03:56go out.
03:58it wasn't because he saw me coming by any chance was it? i don't know. he just got on his
04:03bike and
04:03rode off. where's your mother? in the kitchen baking a cake.
04:15dad? could you help me down? dad? dad!
04:24do you know where jamie is? aren't they both in the garden? they were just now. only duncan.
04:31well i didn't tell him you were coming. anyway you're early. he must really hate me.
04:36i wish you hadn't given that bloody bike. now he'd get away even faster.
04:40it's just a phase. all right. well it's been going on for some time.
04:44would you like some tea? aye. do you think you could have a word with him make him see some
04:48sense?
04:49i've already tried. what'd you say? oh well i said that you're still his father and you still love him.
04:57and that you want to see all of us. not just me and duncan. and that if he hates you
05:01well that's
05:01all right. he should see you and tell you about it and not keep running away. i really did try
05:05robbie.
05:05all right. it can't have been easy. it's more than i deserve. sorry it didn't work.
05:10aye. stubborn. yes. he takes after his father.
05:16i don't know what's worse him avoiding me like this or all that phony politeness over christmas.
05:20yes sir. no sir. thank you sir. as if i was a perfect stranger. have you had a bad day?
05:24why? you sound tired. i have had a bloody awful day if you really want to know. a deal's just
05:31fallen through. the bank's screaming for 80 000. i've got repair works for 20 000. and i'm being sued
05:37for damages. well what's funny? oh well you have to laugh don't you? so i'm so bloody sorry for myself.
05:48i'm sure it will sort itself out. of course it will. nothing else is fine. you shouldn't complain.
05:54how's the band? wee beauty. have you fixed a date for the wedding yet? no. no not yet. i've been
06:04too busy.
06:05when you do. don't tell me not till afterwards. i mean i do want to know. but not until it's
06:11over.
06:12dad! dad! i got down out by myself. i called after you but you didn't hear me. i climbed down
06:19slowly and
06:20it was all right. what happened to your cheek? it just cut us a bit but it doesn't hurt. did
06:26fine son.
06:30what a lovely little girl. aren't you the pretty one? she's a credit you diana. and to you of course
06:36nanny. thank you mr sinclair. sorry to bring you down all those stairs but one flight's about my limit to
06:41the payment. how'd you do it? well then i went skiing. i must be getting old. nonsense. well the boys
06:47comes up laughing. all right nanny you can take adrian back to the nursery now.
06:59thank you so much for bringing her down. no trouble my love. you know the stairs don't worry me.
07:09you're better than i am nanny. thank you very much. she really is pretty. well i think so.
07:16the baby's not bad either. how are you? fine. don't i look good? you look very beautiful and very slumber
07:26once again but that's harder the same thing as it. mac's been on to you. that's all anyway.
07:33god he's got a bloody nerve. would you rather he didn't care? we are both very worried about you
07:38darling. i asked you to come back after the postnatal and you didn't. i've had letters from
07:44the psychiatrist in glasgow about you. i begged you to see gascoigne. he's a good chap. we were
07:50students together. i know you like him. he's very down to earth. i don't need him. i told you before
07:56it
07:56was bad enough having my body tugged around. i'm not letting anyone loose on my mind.
08:00when i last saw you i thought you seemed very depressed. that was six weeks ago.
08:05i'm better now. you're mainly more aggressive. that's often a feature of depression.
08:09can't win can i? postnatal depression is a real illness. you know it's not imaginary.
08:14it's not a sign of weakness and it affects quite a few women. how ghastly for them. diana you're ill.
08:19you need help. please let me help.
08:25robert says you never go near the baby if you can avoid it. you never talk about it. now that
08:29can't be good for any of you can it? you've got nanny. you've said yourself to you with a marvel.
08:34your baby needs a mother as well as a nanny. you need to sort out your feelings.
08:39jeffrey have you ever had a one night stand? oh yes. yes quite.
08:45well just you imagine the best one night stand you've ever had. only in the morning you realize
08:51it was all a frightful mistake. maybe you were drunk. maybe they look different in daylight.
08:57maybe you just want to go back to your old way of life. only someone very powerful. someone in
09:03authority tells you you've got to live with that person for 20 years. wouldn't you avoid them as best
09:09you could? i've never had it put quite like that before. i feel nothing for that child. absolutely
09:15nothing. i'm sorry i realize i must be unnatural but you wanted me to be honest.
09:22if i didn't have nanny i'd probably do it actual damage.
09:29i know mac's hurt and upset. well i'm hurt and upset too.
09:35i went into the thing with very high hopes you know. once i got over my nerves at the beginning.
09:40i really did.
09:4324 hours after she was born. it was fantastic. and then i realized what i'd done.
09:50it was a monumental blunder and that was all.
09:56i should never have let mac talk me into it.
09:58no. mummy was right. damma. and you were right too aborting me twice. thank god you did.
10:05i think i'd kill myself if i had three of them.
10:09jeffrey i have ruined my life and nobody can help me.
10:14i've just got to salvage the bits as best i can.
10:20good here's mac.
10:25oh hello.
10:26you remember jeffrey sinclair don't you darling?
10:29yes of course you do. you keep ringing him up.
10:32it's good to see you. thanks i'm glad i called.
10:36don't you believe a word. i've been giving him a bad time.
10:40well can i get you both a drink? that is something i still seem to be good at.
10:44thanks i'd like to stay but liz and i are meeting some people. lucky old liz.
10:49we never meet people at the end of the day do we darling?
10:52we're too shattered after building our empire. all we want to do is go up to the nursery and play
10:57with our daughter. i'll see you out.
11:05come and see me diana and make it soon.
11:08you're glad for punishment aren't you?
11:11thanks anyway.
11:21oh my tigony.
11:24oh are you my beautiful.
11:28don't have kittens. that's my advice.
11:32where mr mckenzie writes send him straight in.
11:35well i may as well summarize the position while we're waiting.
11:38we've got a building with a tenant. we've got a claim from the tenant.
11:41we've got building works costing 20 000 pounds. we've got the bank involved for well over 80 000
11:46pounds including interest accrued. we've got to pay damages to the tenant and we've got no purchase.
11:52and we can't show anyone else over the building till the work's complete. apart from that bernard
11:57everything's right. quiet. thank you. oh robert i was just summing up i thought you could do without
12:05hearing it again. look as if you mean it christopher. god's sake this is for love story.
12:12i try but it is not normal. well normal or not ducky it's what you get paid for. okay let's
12:19go again.
12:24what do you think david? well i do know the family trust pretty well and i think i may be
12:28able to
12:29persuade lionel to buy at a lesser figure provided the work's done to his satisfaction.
12:33oh i went to school with him did you? no but we do play billions together.
12:39david is trying to be helpful robert. i know that david i'm sorry it just makes
12:42me sick that i have to accept a lousy offer if someone's got me over a barrel.
12:53look robert i know it's annoying is it just one of those occasions when you're going to lose money?
12:57i know that david. but all i'm interested in now is knowing whether there's any way i can cut my
13:02losses.
13:03no i was coming to that. if it's worked correctly you should pay slightly less tax this year. all right
13:07how's that? well the building works are being done by your own company not the property company that
13:11owns it. right? yes. i see what you mean. the profits from the contracting company will be down
13:16so there'll be less tax to pay. exactly. it's just lucky. you do all your building work through one
13:21company and your residential and commercial development separately. what about my situation with
13:27kovacs? it won't be affected nor the possible funding operation on the stock market because
13:31the other companies will go on. the loss will only show up in the one company you don't really care
13:35about. what magazine did you say this is for? i didn't. come on you two hurry up. yes but it's
13:45still a
13:45good building. if you buy it for a bit less you'll have a bloody good investment. my client isn't making
13:50any money out of it. in fact he's going to make a loss.
13:56but you know what the building can look like because you saw it before they had to pull the
13:59wall down to rebuild it. now you're getting a bargain. no come on lionel how much are you going
14:05to give it? look i don't want any of your jokes. i want a straight answer. 90? you must be
14:15joking. we've
14:16only got to wait a few weeks. look no look the only point in doing a deal now is that
14:23you get a bargain
14:24and we get out fast but you've got to be reasonable. 95. tell him 125. well forget it. impossible. it's
14:33only a tax loss
14:34robert. is that a firm offer lionel? he won't go any higher. just stop it. we can't do that robbie.
14:44not this day.
14:47okay everybody i've got what i want. you can piece yourself with me. thank god for that. i'm late already.
15:05how are things with you? same. can you stay for a drink? i'd like to. my father's picking me up.
15:13too bad.
15:14maybe another time. i hope so. really? oh yes. believe me. look your father's been around. sure you'd
15:21understand. he's very fond of max. yeah of course. you're looking good baby. thank you sir.
15:31i'll go. i gotta go now. oh thanks.
15:37yeah? i believe diana call is working here. yeah that's right. di? apple car?
15:44cheers. cheers steve. nice to see you again. jake. has she been working hard?
15:55well i better get dressed. it won't be long. and what's more she means, sir? drink? brandy if you have
16:02it. sure.
16:14cheers. oh how are things at the bank? we make a living. yeah i bet. it's like photography. some shots
16:27are better than others.
16:28jake. what time do you want of you this morning? excuse me. krista. may i introduce george kovacs?
16:35george, me krista. all the way from dresden.
16:41i'm enchanted to meet you. thank you.
16:44you've got a fascinating book in your loo. yeah i'm famous for my loo books.
16:48do i get a drink then? sure. i thought you didn't have time.
16:53you have an appointment? no not really. mr kovacs is giving you a lift.
16:57oh jake's already introduced you. my godfather. you did not say. no i forgot.
17:03it's not important. actually i'd quite like to stay behind and talk with jake about tomorrow's shots.
17:09do you mind if i don't take you up on that lift? not at all.
17:12perhaps i could drive you somewhere. it would be my pleasure.
17:16krista lives in knightsbridge. then it's on my way.
17:19if it is not too much trouble. good. that's settled then.
17:27shall we go? thank you.
17:34good night godfather. try carefully. as always sleep well.
17:41see you tomorrow. bye.
17:48oh fantastic. she's exactly his type. i don't know why it didn't strike me sooner.
18:09that's better. much better. isn't someone going to be awfully cross with you? you mean ruth?
18:16uh-huh. if she ever finds out. it's the luck of the draw isn't it? it would happen to anyone.
18:28if you don't mind i think i should put her to bed now don't you? no i don't.
18:33she's getting very late. yes it is. only her mother's not home yet. i think we should wait for
18:39her mother. after all she's bound to want to say good night to her own child isn't she? we both
18:43know
18:43that don't we? i'm going to have a very tired little girl on my hands tomorrow.
18:52yes of course nanny. i'm sorry. you're right. off you go now.
18:59she's lovely isn't she nanny? oh she's a little angel. just like her mother at her age.
19:08you mustn't think i don't appreciate you nanny because i do. i know that bless you. of course i do.
19:43you haven't had supper. what supper? i told you it's all in the oven. i've hired this marvelous
19:49cook. really? darling you don't listen to a word i say. i told you i ran into madeline bradney in
19:59fortnance the other week. she and i were at school together. only she left and did this
20:03call on blurting and now she's running this agency for cooks. and she's sending us one five nights a
20:07week. tonight's her first night. god i hope it isn't burnt. well it's not surprising if it is.
20:16darling you're not going to sulk are you? look
20:22i know i'm late. jake had to retake some shots so what could i do? you could have phoned. i
20:30tried.
20:31jake's phone's on the blink.
20:36god i'm tired. it's been a long day.
20:41look i tell you what. let's have a quick drink and unwind a bit.
20:46then all i have to do is take the stew out of the oven.
20:58is that all you have to do? yes. i told her to make baked potatoes and do a salad.
21:06don't you have to do anything else? i have to boil some fish for antigone later on.
21:12is that all? i certainly hope so. i'm exhausted.
21:18don't you think it might be a good idea to go up and see adrienne?
21:24god we're not starting on that again are we?
21:31i think we should talk about this. whatever for. i'm doing the best i can. there's nothing to talk about.
21:38and i don't like you seeing my doctor behind my back. i know i'm sorry but i'm so worried about
21:45you.
21:45why? i'm perfectly all right. just tired.
21:51it's not easy running a house, doing a job and keeping nanny happy. thank god i've got the cooking
21:56organized. thought you'd be pleased. of course i am. but what?
22:05you don't have to get so tired. you don't have to do a job. i thought we'd get down to
22:10that.
22:11look you had a rough time in glasgow. why don't you just relax and enjoy yourself? i am enjoying myself.
22:17i enjoy working. don't you? yes but you're not spending any time with adrienne. you don't even
22:22say good night to her. all you think about is that bloody child! if i went up there 10 times
22:30a day she
22:31would know who i was. as far as i remember my mother didn't come near me until i was five
22:40years old.
22:41well maybe that's why you hate each other. we don't bloody hate each other. what the hell do you know
22:46about it? just keep my mother out of this. look my mother understand me a damn thigh better than you
22:52do.
22:53i wish the god i'd listen to her. then i wouldn't have that wretched child upstairs.
22:57oh you don't mean that. i do! i wish she was dead!
23:19we were all right before she was born.
23:25we were happy. oh god i wish i'd never had her. we could have got to be happy for her.
23:46i'm sorry. i'm sorry. look it will get better. i promise. i love you.
23:54why don't we have a holiday? get away have a break. we both need one.
23:59and they decree absolutes nearly through. that we can get married on your birthday and have a caribbean honeymoon.
24:09you must be crazy. isn't it bad enough being 30 without getting married?
24:27i still don't understand. i'm sorry. truly. she's become an obsession.
24:36you hardly know her. it's not rational.
24:43i don't believe it.
24:46it's an old man's foolishness.
24:49please try to think of it like that and bear with me if you can.
24:52you don't want me anymore. that's what you said. oh i see. you meant you might want me later so
25:01i'm supposed
25:01to hang around in case i get lucky. is that it? i still love you.
25:05but you don't want me. at the moment. oh shut up.
25:24it's ten years of my life we're talking about. i know.
25:29david. lisa. what i've done to them the way i behave.
25:36it's all my fault. no i chose the way to behave the way i did.
25:42but what's it all for?
25:45i never promised you it would last forever. no. you never did.
25:53i had such hope. so did i.
25:58and again it may yet be so. this is an old man's madness. she doesn't love me.
26:05she's hungry for money, luxury, fun. she's a child. yes. she's young and i'm old. that's all there is to
26:16it.
26:18serlman. there will never be anyone for me like you. i promise.
26:25you locked in my heart. but she's in your bed.
26:31i'm sorry. i didn't mean to make a scene. i promised myself i'd be terribly brave in english.
26:42look. it may only be for a short time. she'll get tired of me. i'm old and dull and i
26:52have many worries.
26:56i won't amuse her for long. you meant like you couldn't say it. you believe it's going to last.
27:02it's what you want anyway. good. what am i going to do?
27:09there's no one i want to be with. nowhere i want to go. you're everything for me.
27:15that is not true. yes it is. don't you know that? you were my whole life.
27:25that is not true. please don't think i didn't appreciate you. because i did. for god's sake. stop being so
27:30bloody polite.
28:05shall i take your coat? thank you. mommy's still doing her face. she didn't sleep very well last
28:13night. so she stayed in bed this morning. would you like a drink? oh thank you. it's a little early
28:19for me lisa. oh. daddy won't be home to one o'clock. he has to work on saturday mornings. isn't
28:27that rotten?
28:28oh it does seem a bit hard. it's because they're short-staffed at the moment. lisa? in here.
28:35jean. i'm sorry i wasn't ready. that's all right. lisa's been looking after me beautifully. good thank you
28:40sweetheart. oh can i go now mommy? i don't want you to be late for ballet. yes darling of course
28:44you can. off you go. thank you.
28:46bye lisa. bye bye. bye. isn't she sweet. i'm quite a young lady now. yes. oh i wish i had
28:55a little girl.
28:56when i heard about the baby being a girl i was so envious i was quite ashamed of myself.
29:04lisa are you all right? lisa said you didn't sleep well. no i didn't. i'm not sleeping at all well
29:11these days. the doctor's giving me some pills. they don't seem to work not even when i take two.
29:17oh they knock me out all right but i just wake up later. what are they? i've no idea.
29:22i mean are you sure it's safe to take two? oh god what does it matter?
29:31oh. he's left me. david? no.
29:42the man i told you about.
29:48i don't know what to say. well i could say it serves me right. oh no i'm sorry of course
29:54i'm sorry.
29:56oh ruth why didn't you ring up and put me off? i wanted to see you. well it's not strictly
30:02true.
30:03i don't want to see anyone at the moment. not even lisa. but if i had to see someone i'd
30:10rather it
30:10with you. you're bound to understand. please just forget david for a minute. i'm feeling the way
30:19you felt when robert left you. i'm sorry i never sympathized enough. i simply didn't realize anything
30:26could have had as much as this. what happened? oh gone off me. just like that after 10 years.
30:42he's fallen in love with a girl of 18. that's a very big age gap.
30:48besotted with her. well maybe she'll get tired of him. how could she?
30:53well maybe she doesn't seem quite the way you do. oh i don't know what to do with myself.
30:59i can't eat. i can't sleep.
31:03i hurt all over. it's as if all my skin's been stripped off.
31:10i feel quite frantic. i just want to run around screaming. sometimes i feel as if i'm going bad.
31:19oh ruth i really am sorry. i know how you feel. i felt just the same. oh even if i
31:24do get a few hours
31:25sleep with these wretched pills i only have to wake up and remember what's happened.
31:34wish i didn't have to wake up. you mustn't say that.
31:38you've got david and lisa to think about. oh now you're going to tell me i'm lucky. no i
31:44but i think you'd feel worse if you were all alone.
31:48whatever does david think's happening when he sees you in this state? what on earth do you say to him?
31:52i've got insomnia. he won't ask any questions. too afraid of the answers. you're very sure of him.
32:00now you're angry with me. no. just envious. i was sure of robbie.
32:15i don't suppose i'll kill myself. i haven't got the guts. if i don't then one day i'm bound to
32:22feel better.
32:23i'll spend the rest of my life like this. that's obvious. no one could.
32:28perhaps we'll even make it up. i can't see how. i'll be waiting for this to happen again.
32:36perhaps i'll learn to live without him.
32:40but i don't think i can. couldn't you learn to be happy with david?
32:45but i am. i never said i wasn't. oh god you don't understand. well i am trying to.
32:53don't worry. it's not worth it. one day i'll feel better presumably.
33:00what do i do in the meantime? how do i get through the bit from now until then?
33:07it's unbearable.
33:12but i'd still like to know where i stand.
33:15is he just a bit on the side you fancy or have you gone off him in a big way?
33:21it's different since the baby. i can't explain. what are you gonna do?
33:28i don't know. he's so bloody cozy with my father.
33:34i don't think they even remember i introduced them.
33:38all they do with their time is either talk business or coo over the baby.
33:43well i suppose it's fun for your old man to have another blow to talk shop with.
33:48i mean he's always been a bit of a loner hasn't he?
33:52they're like siamie's twins. they don't even see me anymore.
33:57all they want is for me to go to the doctor and get cheered up.
34:00it might not be such a bad idea at that.
34:03jake not you as well. why not? you haven't really been yourself since you had that kid.
34:10that's exactly what it feels like.
34:14there's a bit of me missing and all other bits are all snarled up.
34:19i'm not myself. i'm so angry i could kill someone.
34:23who do you know?
34:27oh mac i suppose.
34:31and the baby.
34:34perhaps if i killed the baby i wouldn't need to kill mac.
34:40honestly jake i feel so violent sometimes it frightens me.
34:45i make such an effort to control myself.
34:48i'm always exhausted.
34:51doesn't matter how much sleep i get i always need more.
34:55my sister went a bit funny after she had her youngest.
34:58she's okay now. she said her doctor was really helpful.
35:04i don't believe in doctors.
35:09make do with me then.
35:41can you pray?
35:43only it helped me not a lot to be honest but just enough to stop me going over the edge
35:47i think.
35:49no i haven't prayed for years.
35:52there's david.
35:54well if i don't have to stay for lunch.
35:56oh nonsense we want you to.
36:00ruth?
36:01we're in here darling.
36:09hello jean. nice to see you.
36:13how was your morning?
36:14oh pretty hectic as a matter of fact.
36:17i'll get you a drink.
36:17no you stay there i can get it.
36:19do you want another one?
36:19yeah i've got to see to lunch anyway.
36:21i can do that.
36:22oh don't be silly darling.
36:23why should you?
36:23i've done nothing all morning.
36:25did you get any more sleep?
36:26yes i'm fine.
36:41you're early?
36:42no you're late but this is not important.
36:47what's she doing down here?
36:49i wanted to see her and at my age three flights of stairs are too much.
36:54you're 55 for god's sake that's hardly geriatric.
36:59i suppose you're saving her injuries for christa.
37:01the young can be very exhausting.
37:04well at least you won't be worn out by her conversation.
37:08why are you so angry?
37:10don't you want me to be happy?
37:12there's so many beautiful girls you can buy.
37:14why do you have to pick a moron?
37:16you've been talking to ruth?
37:18only on the phone.
37:19i haven't seen her but she sounded very upset.
37:22i know i'm sorry.
37:24there's nothing i can do.
37:26you're pretty callous really aren't you?
37:29and you?
37:29yes.
37:31must be hereditary.
37:33not with you and mummy.
37:34i didn't stand a chance.
37:36poor old ruth.
37:38i suppose it's a case one bad turn deserves another.
37:41she introduced me to mac and i introduced you to christa.
37:45what's wrong between you and mackenzie?
37:48i worry about your kissing him.
37:50i wouldn't have thought you had the time.
37:52maybe it's mac you're worried about.
37:53you've always got time for him.
37:55what is this nonsense?
37:57you know you mean all the world to me.
37:59you know that.
38:01it's time adrian went back to the nursery.
38:04i don't like her down here.
38:05she might mess up the furniture.
38:07that's why nanny left the basket.
38:11nanny?
38:12nanny?
38:13she's gone out.
38:16what?
38:17it's not her day off.
38:19i said she could go.
38:20it was only for an hour.
38:22she had some shopping she wanted to do.
38:24i'd be grateful if you didn't come around here
38:25and upset my domestic arrangements.
38:27perhaps you'd rather i didn't come here at all.
38:29yes that might even be better.
38:32and you can start by not touching her.
38:41you see a doctor this woman.
38:43you're ill.
38:45i'd like you to go now.
39:16oh nanny you're back.
39:28another time i'd be grateful if you wouldn't go out without my permission.
39:34i'd also be grateful if you would not bring adrian down from the nursery.
39:38not for mr kovach nor mr sinclair.
39:40not even for mr mackenzie.
39:42adrian belongs in the nursery.
39:44that's why we have a nursery and that's where she ought to be now.
39:48oh very well.
39:49whatever you say.
39:53oh nanny i'm sorry.
39:57i'm sorry i'm so miserable.
40:01oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh nanny is here.
40:05oh nanny is here.
40:07she was so angry.
40:08out of control.
40:10beside herself.
40:11i've never seen her like that before.
40:13aye.
40:15happens quite a lot these days.
40:16she seems calm.
40:18even cheerful then suddenly explodes or bust into tears.
40:21i'm sorry i didn't realize before how serious it is.
40:25i thought you were exaggerating.
40:27i only wish i were.
40:30i don't know how to handle it.
40:32something must be done.
40:34what does her doctor say?
40:36she refuses to see him again.
40:38can't you persuade her?
40:40no.
40:41she's angry about the child and uh she blames me.
40:45then she must blame me too.
40:47after all we both persuaded her to have it.
40:50well maybe we were wrong.
40:52i don't think so.
40:54when diana told me she was pregnant and how she was planning another abortion.
40:58i felt sure she really wanted a child.
41:02that's why i told you about it.
41:04who she doesn't know.
41:05she hates adrienne.
41:07she even wishes her dead.
41:08oh that can't be true.
41:10that's nonsense.
41:11every woman loves her own child.
41:13diana doesn't.
41:16then it's part of the illness.
41:18cure it and all will be well.
41:20maybe it's early days yet.
41:22after all it's only been a few months.
41:24maybe we're all very patient.
41:27oh i don't know it.
41:29don't despair my friend.
41:31you're doing all you can.
41:35no perhaps you're not.
41:37you know how diana is.
41:39how she likes fuss and attention.
41:41and always to be the center of things.
41:43well perhaps we've all put the emphasis too much on the baby.
41:47this would be hard for diana.
41:50and i think maybe it was a mistake to postpone the wedding.
41:54women like weddings.
41:55they like dressing up and presents and having their photographs taken.
41:59they're all little girls at heart.
42:02you remember that?
42:02i already asked her.
42:05she turned me down.
42:08oh this is ridiculous.
42:10i think we better stop.
42:13you're not helping much.
42:14neither are you.
42:18never mind.
42:20we're both in the wrong mood that's all.
42:23i was too tired at night.
42:25now you're too tired in the morning as well.
42:26i didn't say i was too tired.
42:28i said i was in the wrong mood.
42:29you're always in the wrong mood these days.
42:35i don't know why you bother to try.
42:36i didn't really want to do it.
42:37i just wanted to prove something.
42:44look i love you but.
42:45not my idea of love.
42:47but you've got to have something done.
42:50why is it getting too uncomfortable for you?
42:52for your own sake i meant.
42:53you're not happy.
42:54you're not well.
42:55and it's not going to cure itself.
42:59yes.
43:00yes it is.
43:03there's something wrong.
43:07oh my god.
43:10darling what's happened?
43:33i can't tell you how sorry we are.
43:36all of us.
43:39nothing like this has ever happened here before.
43:42but there must have been something you could have done.
43:45there must have been.
43:48believe me.
43:49we did everything we could.
43:55it's an easy climb in normal conditions but the weather changed and so naturally the master and
44:01chance mr reese told the boys to turn back.
44:04they were all rope together of course.
44:08then it began to get dark and the mist closed in.
44:12there was no way in which mr reese could have counted heads.
44:15besides he had no reason to suppose anyone was missing.
44:19it was only when he got back to base that he discovered duncan had cut the rope and
44:26gone on to the summit alone.
44:29but these are the boys.
44:31they must have known something.
44:33you mean they said nothing.
44:34the party was very near the summit when they had to turn back.
44:38mr reese was quite right of course.
44:41but several of the boys wanted to go on.
44:45they probably thought that duncan was only doing what they would like to do.
44:52they certainly wouldn't report him.
44:55god almighty.
44:58there was nothing we could do that night.
45:01but we thought he had a good chance.
45:04all the boys are thoroughly trained in survival in the open.
45:11but we sent up a search party at first light.
45:15and it was too late.
45:21no.
45:34oh jamie.
45:35come in.
45:36your father and mother are here.
45:39mom.
45:40oh jamie.
45:42didn't hurt him.
45:44i'm sure it didn't.
45:46he wasn't scared at all.
45:50it's all your fault.
45:52you killed him.
45:54he only did it to impress you.
45:57he'd have done anything to make you notice him.
46:00you're a rotten murderer.
46:03first you go away and leave us all.
46:05and then you make him kill himself.
46:08i hate you.
46:15i don't know.
46:17maybe he's right.
46:18maybe it's all true.
46:20stop tormenting yourself.
46:24nothing you can do.
46:25he's gone.
46:26jane's grieving so much.
46:28he doesn't know what he's saying.
46:33i feel so guilty.
46:34i believe him.
46:35he mustn't.
46:36he has to lash out at someone.
46:38he knows you've dumped them for three.
46:51he's got it.
46:54i can't.
46:55i can't bear it.
46:57i work together.
46:59oh no no no
47:31I must let you get to bed.
47:40Will you sleep?
47:42You must try.
47:46Oh, Roy, I don't want to be alone tonight.
47:51No.
47:52No.
47:54No.
47:55I don't want to die.
48:07I don't want to die.
48:10I don't want to die.
48:14I don't want to die.
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