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06:48Je pense que nous devons être le queen bee ou le leader, per se.
06:52Parfois, si MomTalk est à survivre,
06:54je pense que nous devons une personne à venir
06:56et lead le groupe dans un sens de ce que nous voulons MomTalk
07:00à être, et bringe-t-il back à pourquoi c'était
07:02qui a commencé en premier lieu.
07:04Et je pense que je peux définitivement le travail.
07:06Whitney wants ça mal, que c'est juste comme...
07:09Oui, c'est cringé.
07:10Oui, et si elle est une vraie follower de Christ,
07:13vous essayez de comprendre les gens,
07:15et vous forgivez, et vous vous pouvez continuer.
07:16Et peut-être qu'elle n'est pas là, maintenant.
07:19Je pense qu'elle est stubborn.
07:20Je suis over ça.
07:20Absolument.
07:21Vous êtes le leader de notre cult.
07:24Merci.
07:30Il a l'air comme un éléphant.
07:34Oh, oh.
07:36Nice !
07:37Oui !
07:38More, more, more, more.
07:40Vous voulez faire le zebra encore ?
07:44Qu'est-ce que c'est ?
07:45Oui !
07:46Hey, what are you doing ?
07:47Trying to make homemade animal crackers.
07:52You with the kids ?
07:53Yeah, I'm with kids.
07:54After the girls' trip for my birthday weekend,
07:57because it was so bad,
07:58definitely want to talk to Whitney about it.
07:59I want to make sure she feels loved and supported,
08:01but sometimes she has a loose cannon,
08:03and I just can't predict her next move.
08:05Out of curiosity,
08:06how do you feel about, like,
08:08the whole MomTalk group ?
08:09What do you mean ?
08:11Like, what ?
08:11Should we try to get the band together ?
08:16Let's be honest.
08:17Have we all ever really been genuine, real friends,
08:20or has there always been an agenda ?
08:21Has there always been some sort of transaction needed ?
08:24I'd be curious to see how close a friend we would be
08:27if we didn't meet each other on social media.
08:30Really ?
08:30But we met on social media,
08:32would you not hang out with me ?
08:36Yeah, that's different.
08:38I thought you were meeting, like, as a whole group.
08:41As far as, like, MomTalk started,
08:43it was very transactional,
08:44and then the swinger drama happened,
08:46and I feel like people who were left
08:48were, like, the ones who were more authentic and stuff,
08:50but, um, and, like, wanting to be a friend,
08:54and not just, like, an acquaintance.
08:55I don't think we're friends.
08:57I feel like everyone's competitive against each other.
09:01Gets easily jealous of each other, rude to each other.
09:04Like, that's not what real friends do to each other.
09:07I mean, it's unusual.
09:08I don't even feel like anybody wants
09:09to fucking be my friend right now.
09:11Like, I don't... Sorry.
09:13Thank you.
09:14You're welcome.
09:15I feel like I'm trying to convince Whitney
09:16to make amends with everyone,
09:18because I love her.
09:19We're great friends.
09:20You said, like, when you went to Hawaii
09:22that, like, you just needed to get away.
09:24Like, whenever things get hard,
09:25you just kind of, like, want to leave.
09:26I think Whitney tries to act like she doesn't care,
09:29but in reality, she cares more than anyone.
09:32MomTalk does need Whitney.
09:34I think she's a big part of it.
09:35And I think things could get better
09:36if we could all just come together,
09:38maybe have a come to Jesus,
09:39little kumbaya, hug and kiss, whatever.
09:41I don't know.
09:42But I do feel like there's a way we can make amends.
09:45I'm not going to force anyone to fuck...
09:47to effing listen to me.
09:50So what I'm going to do, I'm going to walk away.
09:52I'm going to walk away because it's not worth it.
09:55I understand how you feel.
09:57Honestly, I'm just so hurt
09:58about how that girl's trip went down
10:00that I just...
10:01I don't even think I can think clearly right now.
10:04I don't think there would be a MomTalk
10:06if I wasn't there.
10:08I have to go, but I love you.
10:10Let me know if you need anything.
10:12Okay, I love you, bye.
10:13Okay, I love you, bye.
10:14I could still dance and my shoes fall off.
10:18Lately, I've been feeling...
10:19Hi, guys.
10:20Hey, what's up, Zach?
10:22Hey, guys.
10:22Not much.
10:23I definitely feel responsible for the divide
10:26that has happened amongst MomTalk
10:29because I didn't invite half the girls
10:32for my baby blessing.
10:33So I'm inviting Taylor and Dakota over to my house
10:36to hopefully fix that
10:39and make sure that I do value our friendship.
10:42Gosh, is your house always this clean?
10:45I live with an OCD.
10:46I have way bad OCD.
10:47He's not a nice person if the house isn't clean.
10:50Oh, my gosh.
10:50He's still so cute and small.
10:52I know.
10:53I don't know.
10:53I think I'm probably, like,
10:55four weeks away from delivering at this point,
10:57and especially after a crazy week for MomTalk,
11:00like, the girls and the stress,
11:01I feel very overwhelmed,
11:02and it's now messing with my pregnancy,
11:05and I feel like I need to take a step back
11:06because that's one thing I don't want to tolerate,
11:09and it's unfair to my baby.
11:10I can't even process it.
11:12It's so crazy.
11:12Are you excited, or how do you feel about it?
11:14Oh, I'm so excited.
11:15So today, Zach and Jen have this crash course for Dakota
11:19to learn everything about a newborn.
11:21Although I think Dakota's going to be a great dad,
11:24I don't think he understands how hard it actually is going to be.
11:28Everybody always talks about the beginning part
11:31and how you don't sleep.
11:32Yeah.
11:32It's pretty rough, yeah.
11:33Is it?
11:33It's pretty rough, yeah.
11:34Okay.
11:35Yeah, what are you most nervous about?
11:36Ooh, um...
11:38I don't know.
11:40He has no idea what's coming.
11:42You know how to make a bottle?
11:43No.
11:43Let him hold the baby while he makes the bottle.
11:45Can you do that?
11:46Yeah.
11:46To help Dakota prepare to become a new dad,
11:50we're going to show him how to make a bottle,
11:53how to change a diaper,
11:55and how to suction boogers out of a baby's nose.
11:59You've got to make the bottle
12:00and be able to hold the baby at the same time.
12:02Okay.
12:03We've got to make this, like, realistic.
12:04He's probably crying at this point.
12:06Oh, yeah.
12:07You're probably freaking out.
12:09Yes, you're rocking him.
12:10I'm going.
12:10You know, you're having to, like, throw this out.
12:12No, no, no.
12:12This isn't on yet.
12:13Hold on.
12:13Okay, put in two scoops.
12:16Oh.
12:17Just make sure of this.
12:19You put the audio...
12:21You've got to rock him.
12:22at the same time.
12:23Yeah, yeah, yeah.
12:24I'm like, I'm like, hey.
12:25Out of control.
12:27Yep.
12:28Too much water in there.
12:29Sorry, dude.
12:30Wipe that off.
12:30Oh, sorry, Nora.
12:31Oh, gosh.
12:32Are you okay?
12:36Oh, no.
12:38Okay, next.
12:39Okay, okay.
12:40I mean, you've changed the diaper, though, right?
12:42Yes.
12:42Okay.
12:43He's like, yes.
12:44Not many.
12:45Okay, good luck.
12:47Wipe down his pee-pee.
12:48Okay, do I have...
12:49Can I let go of the leg, or kind of?
12:51I kind of try to, like...
12:52He thinks it's silly.
12:53He's laughing.
12:53He's doing what you're doing, buddy.
12:54He's like, this guy knows nothing.
12:55All right, dude.
12:56Hey, we're almost done, buddy.
12:57We made it.
12:58I feel like he's a natural.
13:01Okay, sorry.
13:02I don't know the best method of doing this part, so...
13:04I just like the help of funding.
13:07I know.
13:07I know.
13:08Look.
13:10Okay, next.
13:11Okay.
13:12Okay.
13:12Okay, and then this thing I suck in on, right?
13:15That's the ultimate test.
13:17It's sucking snot out of Luca's nose.
13:20You see it?
13:22Yeah, yeah.
13:23I was like, all right.
13:24And then you'll put this right...
13:25I don't know why this is so crazy to me.
13:29All right, we're going in.
13:31I would give him, for not knowing anything, I'd give him a B.
13:38Nice.
13:43Okay, I almost threw up.
13:45That is just mind-blowing to me.
13:47I don't know if anyone's giving you, like, a heads up, but, like, not only is your wife
13:50going to be, like, super tired for the next couple months, but, like...
13:53Girlfriend.
13:54My wife.
13:54No, no, no.
13:56Don't say girlfriend, say wife.
13:57Your wife.
13:59Put a ring on it.
14:00But then you...
14:00Yeah, you can't, like...
14:02He's trying.
14:02He can't be intimate for, like, the next, like...
14:04I think Dakota's going to be a great dad, and we can see, like, we both want the same
14:08things, but he wants marriage right now.
14:12He can't be intimate for, like, the next, like, three or four months, right?
14:15Yeah, I know.
14:16That's what Taylor was telling me.
14:17Having this baby out of wedlock may not be ideal in our religion, but I'm not going
14:23to be pressured by Dakota, my parents, my family, my religion, for something I'm just
14:30not ready to do.
14:41They're changing.
14:42I'm touching up tattoos.
14:45Yeah, and I'm...
14:46I got one more.
14:47Okay, fine.
14:49Just a little dainty guy, though, thank you.
14:52Hi.
14:53This is Jen.
14:54Hi.
14:55She's doing nice to know.
14:57You're listening.
14:57Val.
14:58Val?
14:58Yes.
14:59Today, I'm going to get my tattoos touched up and covered up.
15:03I have two little dots on my ankle that signify just me and Clay in our marriage.
15:07And I'm excited to be able to turn a new leaf,
15:09to be able to celebrate the fact that I'm getting a divorce
15:12and make light of something that's already really hard.
15:15Why does everyone get so many tattoos during a divorce?
15:17I don't know.
15:18Me with all my...
15:19It's so choogy.
15:21Even though it's not a common thing for us Mormons to maybe be at a tattoo parlor,
15:26I will do anything for Layla.
15:28Honestly, it's courageous of her to walk away from a marriage,
15:33especially being LDS,
15:34and with everything that's going on with mom talk and all the drama.
15:38I stand by her wanting to do what's best for her.
15:42I think I want to get something for my sister.
15:44Are you super close to her?
15:45No.
15:46We're just so damn busy both of our lives.
15:49And she's about to get married this year.
15:50I just feel like we just miss each other in life sometimes.
15:53So I feel like right now I'm hoping that this tattoo will be like,
15:55Kay, I see you. I hope you see me.
15:57Yes, yes.
15:58Hopefully we can start to be a little bit closer,
16:00because I don't have a close relationship with honestly any of my family,
16:04and it sucks.
16:05And that's sometimes why I feel like maybe I did rush into the marriage with Clay,
16:08because I craved that family that I never had.
16:11Security.
16:12Growing up, I did not have a strong family structure in the slightest.
16:16I felt always just out of place at home.
16:19Finding the church gave me a sense of belonging and just direction in my life.
16:24But I got married when I was 19.
16:26We had a shotgun wedding because we got pregnant.
16:28We felt like it was the right thing to do.
16:30We had a lot of people giving their opinions.
16:33We already messed up the steps that are normally encouraged in the church,
16:37so at least we had to do like one thing right by getting married.
16:40And I just don't think we ever had a very healthy relationship.
16:45Honestly, I've been having this idea that I think I should throw some type of like
16:49death to divorce party.
16:52And like everyone wear like black, like funeral vibes.
16:55But like just to kind of celebrate me stepping into this new chapter of my life.
16:58I'll help my girls.
16:59That's all I need.
17:00I can see you coming into the next phase of your life, and I'm excited for you.
17:04Not that it's like this huge thing, but what's your plan with dating?
17:07Are you putting it on pause and just kind of focusing on yourself?
17:10Or are you like time to find my man?
17:13I'm honestly just going to take it day by day.
17:15If somehow I end up meeting my person throughout that, awesome.
17:18That's great.
17:20I want that happy life I've always wanted, but I just don't want to rush it this time.
17:24I feel like so many times I rush things, and then I get in situations like with Clay
17:29where I'm like, holy shit, like how did I, how am I here?
17:32You don't need to feel guilty or feel shame around getting divorced.
17:35I'm not just saying that because I'm sitting here as a divorced woman.
17:38But truly, like that's what's so beautiful about life in general is you have the power
17:44of choice, and if that wasn't serving you and that didn't work out, it's not the end
17:48of the world.
17:49Within MomTalk, we obviously have this built-in sisterhood, and at this time, I
17:54feel like Layla really needs us to come together and support her.
17:57Unfortunately, it is very culturally normal to stay in a relationship in the Mormon church
18:02strictly to just make the marriage work.
18:05I think that Layla is definitely breaking the traditional norm in that sense, and I commend
18:09her for that.
18:10It's not easy to do.
18:11Divorce is hard.
18:12I'm starting like this new part of my life, and like it doesn't have to all be so sad.
18:18Glad I got my girls.
18:19I love you.
18:20Let me see the tattoo.
18:21Yes.
18:23It's so teeny tiny.
18:25I love her.
18:34Hello.
18:36We're ready to smash.
18:38We're going to sling and smash some shit.
18:40We have some rage.
18:41Are we in the right place?
18:43Of course.
18:45Hello, everyone.
18:46I think the group relationships that were maybe a little bit rocky are maybe more stable
18:52because we are all seeing similar things.
18:55Whitney is not talking to any of us, but I think that the purpose of MomTalk is incredible,
19:01and I don't want to let one person ruin the fun.
19:04So today, we are going to just throw some paint at the walls and just have a blast.
19:10I don't want orange.
19:11I don't look like I'm going to jail.
19:12Too bad Taylor's not here.
19:14She could have worn the orange one.
19:15I would have worn brand.
19:16Just kidding.
19:17Ready?
19:18I'm so ready.
19:19Let's do it.
19:22Play nice, everyone.
19:31I'm like having a great time, but Whitney herself is not there, and it makes me feel really sad.
19:38Oh, God.
19:42There you go.
19:43Okay.
19:44Woo-hoo-hoo!
19:46Way to go!
19:48I need to show you this picture that I saw on social media.
19:52Layla, Macy, Michaela, Demi, Jessie.
19:54It looks like a paint splatter place.
19:56It didn't look like you or Taylor were invited.
19:59Um, no, because I wasn't invited.
20:02Why didn't she get invited?
20:03Or maybe she did, and she didn't go.
20:04I'm thinking it's because she's pregnant.
20:05Like, maybe they were like, she's pregnant.
20:07I don't know.
20:08That's fair.
20:08But I'm not pregnant, even though I'd like to be.
20:19Well, why do you think you didn't get invited in the first place?
20:21Well, I know why I didn't get invited.
20:22Because I left the group chat.
20:27Oh, yeah.
20:28I forgot about that.
20:29Yeah.
20:29I just think it's so funny.
20:31Like, Macy called me, and she was like,
20:33we're making things so dramatic again.
20:35And I'm like, what?
20:36What are we making so dramatic?
20:37She's like, you leaving the group chat.
20:39Now everyone's calling me.
20:40He's asking me why you left the group chat.
20:41I'm like, no one called me.
20:44You could have called me.
20:45Let's take a minute.
20:47Pull up, pull up, pull up.
20:49Put down the ceiling.
20:50How they should have been around the ceiling.
20:52If somebody left that group chat, I would immediately call them.
20:55I would immediately text them and say,
20:57is everything okay?
21:02I'm not saying that's why I did it.
21:03I'm not saying I left the group chat
21:05so somebody could reach out to me and ask me how I was doing.
21:07I left the group chat because I wanted space.
21:09I have a message for Whitney.
21:10Jesse, keep going.
21:13Oh, yeah.
21:14All fair and loving more, baby.
21:17It's no secret.
21:18Obviously, I care about what people think about me.
21:20And it's almost like I feel like people take advantage of that.
21:23They know that I'm going to care,
21:25so let me make sure that I post a picture
21:27on social media
21:28and make sure that Whitney's going to see it.
21:30Like, those are the thoughts that go in my mind.
21:32This is exhausting.
21:42Where's my husband when I need it?
21:43MomTalk has really helped me grow so fast.
21:47I'm launching a business called Baby Mama.
21:49It is a line of natal supplements for women
21:52who are going through their motherhood journey.
21:54I am the breadwinner in my household,
21:56and I crave, like, success.
21:58Oh, my goodness.
21:59What made you want to do it?
22:01Just, like, I think even doing IVF,
22:03because I saw this same-sex couple with their surrogate,
22:07and I was like, oh, that's, like, their baby mama.
22:09Like, it's just, like, in my head, and I'm like,
22:10wait, that's a cute name.
22:12I'm like, technically,
22:13whoever's carrying the baby's kind of like your baby mama.
22:15So we're doing a photo shoot for it,
22:16showing that it's for mothers
22:17and their motherhood journey,
22:18and I invited Taylor.
22:20She's been disconnecting from the group lately,
22:22and I really want to bring her back in
22:24and make her feel comfortable.
22:25She's also pregnant, which is perfect for my brand,
22:27so it's a win-win.
22:28This is cold.
22:30Hello.
22:31Hello.
22:32Hi.
22:35I did not invite Dakota.
22:37I'm not happy that he's here.
22:38This is for women, number one,
22:40and number two,
22:41he likes to follow Taylor around like a little puppy dog.
22:44It's like she can't do anything by herself.
22:45Oh, my gosh, that set is so cute.
22:47Thanks.
22:47I did not know.
22:48This is the only lavender.
22:49Oh, but look at this belly.
22:51It's so cute.
22:52It is cute.
22:52There's like a baby in there.
22:54Like, forget sometimes.
22:56Look at your boobies.
22:57They're so big right now.
22:58Oh, my gosh, my boobs are huge.
22:59They are.
23:00Your little strap is coming.
23:02Um, beautiful.
23:03I remember, and I was like,
23:04you should have a talk with Dakota.
23:06Yeah.
23:06That's why I brought him up today.
23:09I am a little blindsided by Taylor
23:10asking me to speak to Dakota at my photo shoot.
23:13It's pretty clear I don't like Dakota,
23:15and there's also been rumors all over social media
23:17that he's cheated on her.
23:19Girls are on my TikTok saying,
23:20oh, he was just, like,
23:21with my roommate last week,
23:23or now I'm like,
23:24I don't know if I can trust you, you know?
23:25Taylor, if you found out today
23:27that Dakota lied
23:27and actually slept with Jenna that night,
23:29would you leave him
23:30even though you were having his baby?
23:33100,000% would be dead to me.
23:35I love Taylor,
23:36and I obviously want to be a good friend to her,
23:38but I've made it very clear
23:40that I do not trust Dakota.
23:41I do not want to talk.
23:44Awkward.
23:47Awkward.
23:53It's bad timing.
23:54Okay.
23:55Just because I have to help direct.
23:57I have to focus.
23:57Yes.
23:58Yeah.
23:58I can't focus.
23:59I have to have an intense conversation.
24:01Macy and Dakota butt heads.
24:03So, I wanted Dakota and Macy to talk
24:06because, one, I love Macy.
24:07I think she's a good, loyal friend.
24:08And obviously, I love Dakota
24:10and want them to see eye to eye
24:12because they're both just wanting the best for me, I think.
24:15And so, I don't see why there's, like,
24:17this issue between them.
24:19I'm down to have a conversation,
24:20but I feel like we should do it a different time.
24:23Maybe I can come over tomorrow
24:24because I have to drop something off to you anyways.
24:26Yeah.
24:26I can come to your house.
24:27If that works.
24:29Yeah.
24:29Yeah.
24:30Ready for me now?
24:31Yeah.
24:32Let's do it.
24:33Let's do it, girl.
24:35It looks so good.
24:37Yeah, give me, like, super spicy, cute, fun.
24:40Yeah, okay, good.
24:41I like that.
24:42Just like that.
24:43That's a brand for me.
24:43That is so cute.
24:46Cute.
24:48Yeah.
24:49Love it.
24:50Yeah.
24:50Fun.
24:51That's so cute.
24:51Flirty.
24:53Oh, you look so pretty, too.
24:55Really?
24:56Yeah.
24:56That's what I said.
24:57I'm like, you look so good.
24:59Yeah, yeah, yeah.
25:00Look at, my stomach is contracting.
25:02The baby's stressed.
25:04She's like, why is this lady touching me?
25:06Wait, I need to take a video of this.
25:08I love this.
25:09I was just going to say, if maybe you could take, like,
25:11a few pictures of this one here.
25:15Like, professionally, you know?
25:17Yeah.
25:18Oh.
25:18I'm like, this isn't this kind of studio environment.
25:21Dakota is out here trying to get free photos at my photo shoot.
25:25He's out here taking his shirt off, acting like a weirdo.
25:28Like, I paid for this.
25:30This is for my brand.
25:31Like, this isn't just some, like, one-off thing.
25:32Just get in nice and close.
25:34Wait, I'm just going to tease each other.
25:35I'm dead.
25:35He's certainly not getting any bonus points with me,
25:37so we'll see how this talk goes after Lela's divorce party tomorrow.
25:41What if you put your hat backwards?
25:43I feel like I might like that vibe better.
25:44Yeah, that's cute.
25:46Yeah, yeah.
25:46Yeah, yeah, that's cute.
25:47Okay, that's perfect.
26:15I wanted to celebrate this next chapter of my life,
26:18and make an otherwise super sad thing of divorce
26:22a little bit more happy
26:23and celebrate it with the people that matter to me most in life.
26:27Just get everyone together and kiss my last name goodbye.
26:37Hello.
26:39This is so funny.
26:41I was looking everywhere for Lela.
26:43I was like, where is she?
26:44I look over and I'm like, is she in a freaking coffin?
26:46No, she's not.
26:47She just pops up to the guys.
26:49Taylor can't come into here at all.
26:51She can't even step foot.
26:51She can't step foot in a bar or a club.
26:54I have never been to a divorce party.
26:56I can't say I personally would have thrown a divorce party,
27:00but Lela is definitely one of my closest friends,
27:03so I'm excited for this new chapter in her life.
27:06Where the F is Lela?
27:07I have been here for 30 minutes, and I haven't seen her.
27:10I have no idea.
27:11They said she's here, so I bet she's going to make like a grand experience.
27:13Okay.
27:14She just rips off a wedding gown?
27:16Yeah.
27:16A wedding gown?
27:17Into her, yes.
27:19Into her lingerie.
27:23Oh my gosh, look.
27:24What the hell is she doing here?
27:26With this recording, I'm Mike Jordan when he flew game stick.
27:29Was ignoring, now they support and beat the routine switch.
27:32We got a showdown.
27:33I'm actually surprised to see Whitney here, to be honest.
27:36It's very bold of her to show up,
27:39especially after leaving the group chat and not confronting any of us.
27:43Showdown.
27:44I'm glad Whitney showed up.
27:46I do want to give her a chance to, you know, talk through her feelings,
27:49and if she's willing to do that, why not?
27:51It's about to be a showdown.
27:54Whitney, and I'm actually, I'm surprised she's coming,
27:56but I'm also happy that she's not like running away from the group
27:59and running away from the issues she's having with people
28:01and that she's making an effort to be a part of the group.
28:04I feel weird.
28:06I feel like everyone's being so weird in a row.
28:09Well, yeah.
28:10I mean, didn't you leave the group chat and everything?
28:14Yeah, that's true.
28:15Yeah.
28:16Even though the girls' trip was an absolute nightmare,
28:19I wanted to show up for Layla.
28:20I wanted to support her.
28:21Be there for her.
28:22But I was a bit upset because at the girls' trip,
28:26Jessie had mentioned something.
28:27Whitney will hear information,
28:29and she gets close to certain people,
28:31and we kind of felt like it's a rotating door.
28:33It kind of feels like there's different people
28:35that get to be close to Whitney
28:36if she wants to know the information because it benefits her.
28:40That's what the group consensus has been.
28:42And I want to talk to her and figure out what this is about.
28:46Take a picture?
28:47Yeah.
28:48I want to take a picture,
28:49but I also want to make sure that I want to greet them
28:53and not have it be weird.
28:54Yeah.
28:55I don't know if I can sit in this.
28:57I'm not going to lie.
28:57Hi, guys.
28:58It's a bit tight.
28:58You look very stunning.
29:00I love that dress.
29:01She's stunning.
29:02Do you want to open this, Chase?
29:05I think you need a bottle opener.
29:07Yeah, I think that is what you need.
29:09I think you can twist these off.
29:10I know a trick, actually.
29:11Sometimes you can just...
29:12Feel perfect.
29:16Yeah, look.
29:17Because it makes you like a...
29:21Show those guns.
29:22Let me try it one more time.
29:23There's got to be a bottle opener
29:24because there's, like, one on every table.
29:27I'm just ripping the table.
29:28Here, I'll go get one.
29:31Here, I'll go get one.
29:59I feel like I've been through a lot in my life.
30:02I've never put my focus into myself,
30:04so I truly just want to find what makes me happy
30:06and fills my cup up.
30:08She's single.
30:09She's single.
30:12Yeah.
30:14I'm happy to see Layla so empowered now.
30:17Layla's still so young,
30:18and I feel like getting divorced so young, too.
30:20It's good to see her be in the position
30:22to start taking care of herself.
30:23I love the veil.
30:24It makes me think about with Taylor's situation
30:26and probably the pressure that she's feeling
30:29to get married,
30:29being pregnant with Dakota's baby.
30:31So I hope she's still taking care of herself as well.
30:34Hey, should I go get Joe?
30:35Go get Joe for the job.
30:36Stop it.
30:37I want to see you guys interact.
30:38I just want to vibe them out.
30:40I got good healers, you know?
30:41You guys, leave that poor man alone.
30:43Hey, Joe.
30:44You know Layla, right?
30:45No, it's been going on.
30:46I've met Layla.
30:46Joe wants to take you out.
30:48Oh!
30:48This just became a whole group affair.
30:51I know.
30:51Not the first time for this group.
30:55We'll let you guys get to know each other.
30:58You guys.
30:58This is awkward with us here.
31:00Yeah, it's awkward already.
31:01I'm ecstatic for her.
31:04Layla has never had an orgasm,
31:05and I hope that she never settles
31:07for a man that is not willing
31:09to prioritize her happiness
31:11and pleasure ever again.
31:13You look great.
31:14Thank you.
31:15Whitney's wondering why Jesse
31:16said that comment email when he was in the closet,
31:19and she said,
31:20you hang out with people and use them,
31:22and then you drop them?
31:23Is that what she said?
31:24Yeah.
31:25But didn't she apologize after?
31:27Did she not?
31:28No.
31:28Oh.
31:29So clearly she feels that way.
31:30Yeah, I don't want to know why.
31:33Yeah.
31:34Oh, Demi's coming to you.
31:35Yeah.
31:37Hi, baby girl.
31:39How you guys doing?
31:40Oh, great.
31:41Good.
31:41Need in a way.
31:42Sweet.
31:43What's on the hot gossip?
31:45Oh, come with me.
31:46Me?
31:47Yeah.
31:49Oh, someone's drinking tonight.
31:51I know.
31:51I got my wine.
31:52Okay, so when we were at the girls' trip,
31:57and Demi basically attacked me up the ass,
32:00said something like,
32:02when he gets close to someone,
32:03they use them,
32:04and then they move on.
32:06Yeah.
32:07So from what I've heard from the group,
32:09and this is all coming from just things
32:11I've heard and observed.
32:12Like, from everyone?
32:14Yeah.
32:14You've been really close to Jen,
32:15and then she's like,
32:16oh, and then she kind of drops me
32:17until she needs something again.
32:19Layla said the same thing.
32:20Maybe it's not coming from, like,
32:21a vicious place,
32:22but it sometimes feels like,
32:24oh, I'll play with this toy
32:25until I get bored,
32:26and I have a new one.
32:27You're having issues with everyone in the group,
32:28so for me, I'm like,
32:29where there's smoke, there's fire.
32:30I am not having issues
32:32with everyone in the group.
32:33Who else am I having an issue with?
32:34You and Taylor have had issues.
32:35You and Demi are now having issues.
32:37It just feels like that keeps happening.
32:39The reason fucking me and Demi
32:40are having issues
32:41is because she said
32:42a very fucking personal thing in my life.
32:44Before that happened,
32:45the whole fight happened.
32:47Yes.
32:47So what was that?
32:48Like, what triggered that?
32:49Because I feel like you guys...
32:51It triggered it because I told Jen
32:52how she felt about her.
32:53That's what triggered it.
32:54See, and that's another thing people think
32:56is that you're just very quick
32:57to tell what people are saying.
32:59Yeah.
32:59And so it makes it hard
33:00to, like, trust you.
33:01So we can call people white trash.
33:04Too Mormon-y doesn't want to be around you
33:05and that's okay.
33:06No, I don't think it's okay.
33:07But then when I tell...
33:07I don't think it's okay.
33:08But then why are we all still, like,
33:11so mad at me?
33:13Nobody.
33:14Yeah.
33:14Nobody fucking asked me,
33:16how are you doing?
33:17Nobody fucking called me
33:18and asked me why I left the group chat.
33:23Everybody went to fucking Macy.
33:24If you have an issue of why I left,
33:26then fucking call me.
33:27Yeah.
33:28I think because you leaving the chat
33:29was a little passive-aggressive.
33:31Was it, like, a test?
33:32Or, like, to see if someone would reach out?
33:35Or, like, what was the reason?
33:36No, it wasn't a test.
33:37I didn't want to see it anymore.
33:38I wanted out.
33:39That was me protecting myself.
33:40That was me taking control
33:41because last weekend was an absolute fucking nightmare.
33:44Yeah.
33:44I get that.
33:45I get that.
33:46But I also just feel like,
33:47like, again, you leaving a group chat of all of us,
33:49it made all of us feel isolated from you.
33:50I guess I just have such a different perspective.
33:52If somebody left the group chat,
33:53I'd be like, are you okay?
33:55And it's probably because you are the person
33:56that reaches out.
33:57Well, I don't want to anymore.
33:58Holy shit.
33:59Yeah.
33:59You think I'm using you?
34:01I'm you.
34:09I know that things are tense right now,
34:11but I just want you to know that, like,
34:12what I've said and heard about you
34:14is based off of opinions of the whole group.
34:17Whitney and Jessie are getting it,
34:18like, going at it.
34:19Really?
34:20Like, Whitney's crying.
34:21I'm not inserting myself in another situation
34:23I'm not supposed to be in, though.
34:24I'll find out later.
34:25Let them work it out.
34:27Tacos!
34:28I think the problem with this group
34:29is we're all saying things behind each other's back
34:31and you think someone's your friend
34:31and they're really not
34:32because I'm telling you,
34:33every single person in our group
34:34has said something about you.
34:35Minus Macy.
34:36I will give her that.
34:37She's really loyal to you.
34:38I feel like a fucking idiot right now.
34:40Why?
34:41Because, like, what the fuck is going on?
34:43I don't feel like everyone's pissed at me,
34:45but clearly I'm wrong
34:46and it fucking stings.
34:48It, it, right in the heart.
34:50Stab right in the heart.
34:52I want to leave.
34:53No, you can't do that.
34:54I am.
34:54I'm telling you.
34:56Attention, everyone.
34:57Thank you for coming
34:59to Layla's funeral.
35:01I'd like to raise a toast.
35:03Thank you.
35:04Thank you, everyone,
35:06for coming to
35:08Layla Wessel's funeral.
35:10After my talk with Jessie,
35:12I'm just like,
35:12did you want me to hurt?
35:13That felt like
35:14you wanted me to feel pain.
35:16Not because you cared about me,
35:17because you wanted me to hurt.
35:19Well, congrats
35:20because that fucking hurt.
35:21I just wanted to say
35:22that I'm extremely proud
35:23of the mother that you are.
35:25Like, this is so stupid.
35:26It's exhausting at this point.
35:28Ride the wave, babe,
35:29because it's a lot.
35:30I feel like I'm in high school.
35:32But I know you can handle it
35:33and I'm excited for you
35:35to step into this new life.
35:39Whitney.
35:40that you are stepping into.
35:43It's going to be a journey
35:43and I'm here for all of it.
35:45So, love you.
35:46Love you.
35:51I'm just so fed up at this point.
35:53Here I am questioning,
35:54like, I don't even know
35:55if I want to be friends
35:56with you women.
35:56And it's like, well,
35:57sounds like you feel the same way.
35:59You're not even sure
36:00if you want to be friends with me.
36:01You don't want me in the group.
36:02You think I'm using everybody.
36:03Fine.
36:04Peace out.
36:05Go figure it out yourself.
36:07I love you.
36:09Never put me on the spot
36:10like that again.
36:11I'm sorry.
36:15I love you guys.
36:16I saw you guys make it out.
36:23I don't know what Jessie said
36:24to make Whitney leave so suddenly,
36:26but that's not good.
36:29I do worry about mom talk.
36:31And at this point,
36:32maybe mom talk won't survive.
36:37I don't know what else to do.
36:49Hey, can't you juggle?
36:50Yeah.
36:51Can we show me?
36:52Hang on, Taylor.
36:53You got to do three.
36:54Two in this hand.
36:55Okay.
36:56And so all you do
37:26C'est bon, c'est bon.
37:57I did invite Macy to have a conversation with Dakota.
38:00I'm about to give birth, and I really just want her and Dakota to clear the air.
38:04Oh, look who it is.
38:06How are you doing?
38:07Oh my gosh, did you get that?
38:08That's so nice of you.
38:10Thank you for getting me that gift.
38:11I'm like, oh, here.
38:12Here's some fertile gummies I'm getting.
38:14Here's some postpartum gummies.
38:16I do think Macy and Dakota are able to see eye to eye on things.
38:21I don't necessarily feel ever be truly fans of each other deep down.
38:25But yes, I do think we can make things civil, and honestly, if we all just want the best
38:30for each other, I don't know why we can't just have that mutual agreement.
38:37Well, just say it now.
38:39Say what?
38:40Well, what were you going to say?
38:41Nothing.
38:42Oh.
38:43I'm confused.
38:44Oh my gosh, I didn't know he saw me.
38:47We just need to have a combo.
38:49It's as simple as that.
38:50No, I agree.
38:50For me, it's been this built-up thing of resentment towards you.
38:55It's not like I don't like you as a person, because clearly when we're together in person,
38:58I'm like, oh, fine.
39:00Yeah.
39:00And in the beginning, I do feel like I was on your side.
39:03And then after a while, I feel like Taylor would come to me and vent to me and be like,
39:07hey, he's doing this.
39:08Or sometimes we'd observe it.
39:10We were at a wedding once, and she's like, oh, Dakota's pissed at me.
39:13And she showed us some of the messages, and they were very harsh on your end.
39:16And I think you said, you're like, why say it back to him?
39:19But then there's times where I think I don't want to, maybe I was projecting my past,
39:24because I'm like, OK, I used to say the same thing to my friends, though, to excuse the
39:28behavior, because I didn't want my friends to not like the guy I was dating.
39:33I feel like I am so protective with Taylor and her relationship with Dakota, because I
39:37see a lot of science in Dakota that I saw in my abusive ex-boyfriend.
39:41There's a lot of things that he did verbally, emotionally, physically that were big red flags.
39:46Although it's not as severe as the relationship I was in, I see those red flags, and it scares
39:50me.
39:50And so I want to do my best to protect Taylor, because I don't want what happened to me to
39:54end up happening to her.
39:55As time went on, and I'd hear more fights or different things, I'm like, I don't like
39:59him.
40:00And I think for me, it's a mixture of like, my past and seeing similar, you're nothing
40:06like my abuser.
40:07Let me just put that straight, so you're not thinking I'm calling you an abuser.
40:10Yeah, thank you.
40:11Or anything like that, because I don't want you to think I'm doing that.
40:13But there's been similarities with like, jealousy and possessiveness, and like, sometimes
40:18emotional abuse with like, language and things where I'm like, that's not okay.
40:22All I hope is that you do just want what's best for us.
40:26No, I do.
40:27And like, so I think it was hard because like, if you're still feeding into her ear, like,
40:31be done with him.
40:33Yeah.
40:33Like, in this situation, like, I think that that's like, really hard for me.
40:38Because like, I have someone that's like, really putting something in between us.
40:42Like, making things even harder for us.
40:43If you guys are solid, nothing that like, I say or other people say, like, should ruin
40:48that.
40:48I don't know.
40:49Like, I feel like there's just stuff that I have like, major trust issues with.
40:53It's like, hard to progress to like, into marriage and stuff.
40:56And I feel like, because of our beginning, that's where it's like, pushed us back.
40:58Yeah.
40:59Like, I'm terrified.
41:01And you want me to be like, there.
41:06I'm like, ready.
41:07I'm like, not.
41:09I'm not there.
41:21Like, you came in my life and I think I trust you.
41:28to be a good person and help me.
41:30And you were.
41:31You were a good friend.
41:32But the lies in the beginning that I asked you not to do, there were just more things
41:40that came out that hurt.
41:42And I'm not over it.
41:45I met Dakota and I done the whole shit show thing.
41:49I want to start fresh.
41:50I want to have a good relationship.
41:50Just be honest with me.
41:52Three weeks in, we're like getting closer.
41:54He's spending the night.
41:55We're like sleeping together.
41:56I asked him, I was like, hey, do you want to hang out?
41:58And he goes like, I'm hanging out with my guys tonight.
41:59And he sends a picture with him and all his guy friends.
42:01I was like, okay, awesome.
42:02Have fun tonight.
42:03Again, we're still not dating.
42:04But then later in our relationship, he told me that that night he went off and hooked up
42:08with a girl.
42:09Like, I feel like he came in and hurt me and I'm angry at him because I love him.
42:17But I'm not ready to give in to him.
42:19I feel like I'm still not healed to this day from the lies he told.
42:23And that like, he chose like someone else over me.
42:27And I think it like, it like hits a different spot in me where I just, I didn't feel good
42:32enough.
42:34And I still don't because I'm like, if I was good enough, he wouldn't have done that to
42:37me.
42:40I feel bad because it's like been a long time.
42:43And we're having a baby and, um, I can't get over it.
42:49I can't get over it.
42:50I've been honest that I'm not ready to progress because I'm scared something else is going
42:56to come out.
42:56But do you blame me?
43:03I mean, I'm just going to say like, but you've also self-sabotaged.
43:07almost this entire relationship as well, being in this, like you're not in a relationship.
43:12It doesn't matter.
43:13You can be in a relationship with someone and not be in it.
43:16And that is where the whole issues lies.
43:18It's like, I don't know what's your want from me either.
43:23Even during that, the talking stage, like again, like she also told me like, Hey, you
43:30can go date whoever you can hook up with whoever.
43:33And you don't have to tell me.
43:37You lied though.
43:38Like I asked him, he ended up at another girl's house hooking up with her.
43:42You're thinking I like did this so intentional to you.
43:45Nothing was intentional.
43:45I don't think it was intentional.
43:47I think that don't tell me you can't hang out because that guy's night, you end up at
43:50a girl's house hooking up.
43:51That's the point there.
43:52Oh, okay.
43:53Sure.
43:53I get what you're saying, but I'm just.
43:55You don't get it.
43:55Cause that's what we still fight about.
43:57You weren't my girlfriend.
43:58What did you expect me to think about how you're treating me is insane.
44:01You fucked someone through.
44:02I found out.
44:03Oh my gosh.
44:03And then you go lie and hook up.
44:05I planned on hashing things out with Dakota and it turns into the two of them fighting.
44:10This is crazy.
44:10I do not feel like I should be here seeing this.
44:13Okay.
44:13Well, are you upset because he lied or are you upset because you feel like he chose that
44:18girl over you?
44:19Both.
44:19That.
44:20That's the one.
44:20Both of them.
44:21I was like dating two girls during that time anyways.
44:24Yeah.
44:24Is that not gross though?
44:25And you taught to date two people?
44:28No.
44:29To take out.
44:29Fuck me all week, lie to me and then.
44:31Sure.
44:31If you look at it that way, Taylor, yes.
44:34Yeah.
44:34Sure.
44:34And this is after I found out that he fucked a girl the night before he fucked me for
44:38the first time.
44:39I think what surprised me the most was when Taylor said you went and effed a girl the night
44:43before me, then you effed me all week and then you effed someone else.
44:46I was like, whoa, there's a lot of effing going on here.
44:49You're like wondering, why won't you marry me?
44:50Why are we not ready?
44:51No shit.
44:52I'm scared that there's a third person out there.
44:54Then why have a baby with you?
44:56I could still be with you and want to be with you.
44:57I don't have to want to marry you.
44:58For good reason.
44:59I don't trust you.
45:00I'm trying to make this work with you, Taylor.
45:03I want someone who's actually in it with me and wants to work through things and fix
45:07things and get to a good place.
45:08That's all I've ever asked from you.
45:10I've never asked for you to forgive me right now or to have full trust in me.
45:15I just need you to actually feel like you're on my side and wanting to do this together.
45:21especially given the situation now.
45:23You're about to have a baby.
45:25My first baby.
45:27You can leave like any time.
45:28I don't want to leave you all I've ever...
45:30That's what I'm saying.
45:31I want you to feel better.
45:32I want to work through these things.
45:35Dakota wants to get married.
45:36He wants to take that next step.
45:37He so desperately wants to be in a happy family and marriage.
45:42But I think it's frustrating for him because he has this pressure from our religion of getting married,
45:46especially when you get pregnant out of wedlock.
45:48I'm willing to work through anything.
45:50I made it very clear that I didn't want to get married because I'm not ready.
45:53I'm not there yet.
45:54I want to trust Dakota, but I'm not getting married because I'm having a baby.
45:57And as a couple, I actually have no idea where we're going.
46:04No!
46:05Hi!
46:05We're going to Vegas for Layla's birthday.
46:07Are we going to talk about what we're doing?
46:11Are you ready?
46:12Be the last Vegas!
46:20Is that hot?
46:22Connor and I have talked about homesteading for a really long time.
46:25We want a farm.
46:26Copper!
46:26Holy shit!
46:27There's a difference between running away and just removing yourself from a toxic environment.
46:32So I have a secret.
46:34And at this point, I feel like I have to tell somebody.
46:36She finds out and the baby comes.
46:38She would probably divorce him.
46:41We want to fight with humans.
46:42Soた when it comes out, we're like this football blocs.
46:43Don't mess something up while we're trying to tackle the shooty Kelly's scene.
46:52the night ones got sushi out.
46:59And you know dad was like I'm falling down and I didn't send a rock aside,
47:00So I make some� Tiffany's attempt to see what I were getting on here,
47:02When she has a scotchity beat me,
47:02to this point, I'm having no idea where I'm not hanging out today.