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Love After Lockup - Season 7 Episode 7 - Love During Lockup: A Messy Conundrum
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00:00Previously on Love, Door, and Lockup.
00:03Ooh, ooh!
00:04Monique!
00:05I just got in from the hospital.
00:09Titus, you're about to be single.
00:11I love you.
00:12Back together.
00:14If Monique doesn't come here to me,
00:16I'm about to rethink this relationship.
00:19What the is this?
00:21Have RA caught Justin talking to his ex?
00:23She's saying, I'm just a bank to him.
00:26I don't know what's going on with the money I just gave him.
00:33I don't know what Justin got himself caught up in jail.
00:36Where the do you expect me to fool 6K out of my coochie?
00:41How's the girl doing?
00:42She's about to get out.
00:43We met on the pen pal site.
00:45They said he had a dream about me.
00:47What's up, Kay?
00:48This the first person I'm meeting from Felicia's life.
00:51What's the issue?
00:52You're like, I'm fucking okay.
00:53How you gonna send me the homegirl
00:55and then feel a way that I'm cool with the homegirl?
00:57Look what y'all do.
00:59you then.
01:01I'm probably going color-coded.
01:03Hey, I'm very nervous because, you know,
01:06I sold most of this stuff.
01:08The storage unit is literally just a decoy to buy me some time.
01:10Why I want this open?
01:12Why it's too locked on here and I can't get it open?
01:14I've never trusted a man 100%.
01:16We're going to get to the bottom of this.
01:19Look at this.
01:22999 years.
01:22You sure he's not catfishing me?
01:24How many years did they give him?
01:26Michael got life.
01:28You never told me that you had life.
01:31Man, the judge gave me five years.
01:34I was called back to court and told the life sentence.
01:38It's just mind-boggling.
01:45Life is like a maze and I'll make you crazy.
01:48But you can't be afraid cause I got you, baby.
01:52Hi.
01:53Hey, baby.
01:55I'm packing so I can see you and the grandbabies.
01:57Yeah, you.
01:58Your boo supposed to be coming with you?
02:01So no, he's not coming this time.
02:05Take me, take me away.
02:08Don't be blowing your phone up with all that boo loving
02:10while you with your family.
02:12Girl, don't even act like that.
02:14Mm-hmm.
02:14And he's somewhere on the farm anyways.
02:17I feel guilty lying to my daughter about Mikkel.
02:21I told her he's a farmer.
02:23That's all she knows.
02:25And it's really hard not being able to talk about this with her.
02:30Well, how's your boo ?
02:31How's the farm life going?
02:33I think it's going good.
02:35Mm, OK.
02:37Why are you looking like that?
02:39I just was asking a question.
02:42OK, well, I'll be seeing y'all soon.
02:45All right.
02:46Love you.
02:47Love you, too.
02:48Bye-bye.
02:49I'm tired of dragging it out.
02:51I'm tired of skating around her little questions.
02:54Zippity zip, we are, bam, taking a trip.
02:58I don't want to do that anymore.
03:00It's time to tell Sharnice.
03:09I'm just feeling so nervous.
03:12It's stressing me out.
03:17I made it.
03:19I made her shirt.
03:20Oh, my God.
03:22How you doing, baby?
03:23I've been lying to Sharnice about Mikkel because she's a corrections officer.
03:28Where my Twinkies at?
03:29Where the baby's at?
03:30At school.
03:31But I talked to a lawyer.
03:34He believes he can help Mikkel's case out.
03:37One of the things that we could really seriously look at would be you could possibly go back and refile
03:43a rule 32 for resentencing.
03:45He could make an eighth amendment claim.
03:49Unusual, cruel, unusual punishment.
03:50I think we have a shot at possibly getting him out.
03:54But $4,000 is what it's going to take to even retain him.
03:58Look at your eyebrows looking all cute.
04:00Oh, my God.
04:01Look.
04:02I don't got time to do that.
04:03Yes.
04:04That's a lot of money.
04:05What if he doesn't even get out of prison?
04:07I'm taking all the risk.
04:11Oh, my God.
04:12You got this blonde hair.
04:14We got to go lighter with your eyebrow.
04:16Get me together, girl.
04:18You got to turn towards me.
04:19Oh.
04:20So tell me a little bit how work is going.
04:23My baby the CO. Officer. Officer.
04:27The inmates getting on my nerves per usual.
04:29They ain't got nothing else to do.
04:30Oh, my God.
04:33You remember when I was in Alabama?
04:36Mm-hmm.
04:37And I was going to see him.
04:39The farmer.
04:40Yeah.
04:41Yeah.
04:41The farmer.
04:43I got something to tell you.
04:51He is in prison.
04:58Will he not?
05:01I'm just wanting.
05:02I know you ain't dating nobody in prison.
05:04You can look him up.
05:05He's in prison.
05:07Why you lying on this man and don't want to just tell me?
05:10About him.
05:13Where my water at?
05:14This need to be some liquor wines.
05:16What kind of crime?
05:18Selling some drugs.
05:20Mm.
05:21When he getting out?
05:23So he is in prison right now for life.
05:31He in prison for life?
05:33They have a law in Alabama if you are a habitual offender.
05:37Oh, slave state.
05:39Yes.
05:39Third strike equals life in prison.
05:42But he still has a possibility of parole.
05:45Honestly, I think it's a joke.
05:47As far as I'm concerned, my mother is single.
05:49So any eligible bachelors out there, tall, dark, handsome with money, hit my mother up.
05:55He probably got like two other girlfriends doing the same thing.
05:59I doubt it.
06:01You think you the only one?
06:05Inmates, they'll talk to her like she's just the only one in the world and she's just so beautiful and
06:10lovely.
06:11And then turn around and we'll call another female.
06:14He don't got nothing but free time on his hands to turn himself into the man he think you want.
06:18It could all be an act.
06:20I just hope this isn't one of those situations because then I'll probably be an inmate next.
06:26Girl, they don't even have soap opera on TV no more and you acting like one.
06:30Like, stop.
06:40Hello.
06:49She locked on the storage.
06:58Maybe your mother was trying to keep me out.
07:00Who the knows?
07:01I don't know.
07:03Right now, I'm just playing dumb.
07:04But I did put the lock on it.
07:05I did.
07:07I don't know what the going on.
07:08This ain't got nothing to do with me, boo.
07:11I don't like the lie.
07:12I don't.
07:13But I feel like there's some truth I got to find out now.
07:16I don't care about that because it's like something's up.
07:20You got some other weird back door going on like you with somebody.
07:24Call whoever the be talking to me.
07:25Ask them because I don't know what the you talking about.
07:27I ain't put no lock on nothing.
07:30Bonita is a good liar.
07:31Like, she know how to hide the truth and mask it because she got this little thing where
07:37I ask a question and she'll get real mad and try to change the subject, like, and redirect the question.
07:43What am I supposed to think?
07:45I did not put that lock on your storage.
07:46You said it wasn't your mother.
07:47If it wasn't your mother, who the is it, Casper?
07:52I don't know what to tell you, boo.
07:54Oh, I don't know.
07:55Oh, yeah.
07:55There's a trick on his.
07:56Everything that got .
07:59He's been holding something on my head when I caught and scratching the ticket from over
08:05a year ago.
08:06They keep trying to see how I was calling drugs in the joint.
08:11And, like, they didn't over this data.
08:14Is this real or is this another little ploy?
08:17Because I ain't gonna lie, you've been in my ass for the last two days.
08:19Is this another little trick?
08:21Hell no.
08:21I didn't know I was going to be possibly accused.
08:24I never knew that it was going to come back to fight on my ass.
08:28It's something that I can't pull home.
08:30Man, I just want you to be more supportive.
08:33Listen, I gave you nothing but love.
08:35I did nothing but have your mother back.
08:37Been holding you down.
08:38Been paying the lawyers.
08:39Been sending the money.
08:40Been putting the money on the commissary.
08:41Been putting money on the phones.
08:41Like, stop playing with me.
08:55I went from being, like, mad at him to being really, like, sad with him.
08:59All his kids are waiting for him to come home.
09:01You know what I'm saying?
09:01Like, he really was anticipating seeing them.
09:03I was anticipating seeing him, like, sometimes I gotta say his own feelings
09:07because he was calling me to calm him down.
09:09So I tried to just calm down some time instead of just reacting and getting mad
09:12because I know he really don't mean no harm.
09:16So what is your new release date, baby?
09:18When is it?
09:22I'm so sorry.
09:23I wasn't trying to be, um, not supportive or inconsiderate of your feelings.
09:29It just kind of took me back.
09:33Right.
09:37And that's why we gotta get your out of there.
09:39And that's why you're never going back again.
09:45Right.
09:49OK, babe. I love you.
09:50Have a good day.
09:51Just try not to think too much about it.
09:52I'll talk to you soon.
09:56Oh, my boy.
09:58It's the way.
09:59His release date getting pushed back, it was a curse.
10:02But I found the little blessing in it.
10:05And I might sign up to hear me out.
10:07That gives me some more time to be able to buy him some .
10:12Feel like a little storage unit up a little more.
10:15I feel like, oh, more time.
10:17But I feel like, oh, my man, like, damn.
10:19What a conundrum.
10:20A bloody conundrum.
10:22.
10:23Crazy.
10:34My heart is beating so fast.
10:36We waited a whole year for this moment.
10:39It's even worth it.
10:44I want to be afraid and honest because once you lie,
10:49you got to keep going with that.
10:53What the is this hoe doing here?
10:56There's so much running through my mind.
10:58The day he gets out, he's going to call me.
11:00Try the burger.
11:04.
11:15I can't wait to get my new couch.
11:18Make it all homey.
11:22Hey, girl.
11:24How are you?
11:25Good.
11:26You're going to look cute.
11:29.
11:32I'm driving or you driving?
11:34You driving.
11:35Hi.
11:36I feel like me and Titus are getting along better right now.
11:40So I'm just excited to make this house a home and start preparing it for when Titus is released.
11:47I'm not this big old van.
11:49I told you I had a sprinter for when I be moving stuff.
11:53Jasmine is my friend that I met in Cleveland.
11:57My girl, I hope you got some AC up in here.
11:59Baby, the bitch blow snowballs.
12:01Do you hear me?
12:03She can relate to me in so many ways.
12:05Like, she dealt with her man, Bud, while he was in prison.
12:09So I feel like she can give me a lot of advice.
12:14So what you got planned as far as the visit?
12:17When you're going to go see him?
12:18I'm actually going to see him tomorrow.
12:21Oh.
12:22Are you nervous?
12:24I guess.
12:26This is our first visit.
12:30And I think the only insecurity that I do have is, like, whether he's going to be attracted
12:35to me or not.
12:37So, yes, I'm nervous.
12:39But it's a happy nervous.
12:43You said no leather, no brown.
12:45See that?
12:46I got this right here?
12:47Yeah.
12:47I know.
12:47I just feel like this is too light.
12:50Sit on it.
12:50See how it feel.
12:52Yeah, this is a big comfy couch.
12:54This is a good one.
12:57This tightest.
12:58Can you be quiet?
12:59Just be quiet?
13:00Why do you have to be quiet?
13:01Just be quiet.
13:02This is a prepaid cold front.
13:04Comfy couch.
13:06Hello.
13:07Hello.
13:08What's going on?
13:09Just at the furniture store.
13:14I'm by myself.
13:19I got it.
13:21All right.
13:22I just plan on putting it back and stall and deliver and all that stuff.
13:27Hey, I'm going to call Jasmine and see if she'll help me.
13:38No, I hear you.
13:39All right.
13:41All right, baby.
13:42Talk to you later.
13:44Girl.
13:45Now, what the y'all got going on?
13:47Why you lie to him, man?
13:47Why you ain't just tell him I was with you?
13:49Girl, because I don't be feeling like hearing his mouth.
13:53I didn't tell Titus I was going furniture shopping with Jasmine because he gets so upset
13:59with me hanging around my friends, especially my women friends.
14:03Like, why are you that jealous?
14:06He's just so overprotective.
14:08Like, he just want to keep me inside, like, sheltered away from people.
14:13Titus needs to know this is 2025 and bitches is not putting couches on they back these days.
14:19Ain't nobody finna be trapped in the closet?
14:21Mm-hmm.
14:22That makes no sense.
14:24What's going on here?
14:25Like, why are you telling this man that you by yourself?
14:28Because I know he know you ain't about to lift no damn couch.
14:32Nice.
14:32It's comfortable.
14:33Yeah, that's the one for sure.
14:35Titus is being controlling.
14:38I ain't with it.
14:39For a thousand even.
14:40That's a good price for that.
14:41Hell no.
14:42He gotta go.
14:45How are we getting the thing in the house?
14:47Girl, I have no idea.
14:49Probably gonna have to call Bud.
14:50Let me shoot him a text.
14:53Okay.
14:53We done.
14:56Okay?
14:57Girl, I don't know how Titus gonna feel about that.
15:00He gonna have to be alright with it this time, because he ain't gonna be able to help.
15:05I know.
15:06Titus doesn't trust anybody.
15:09I've done so much to show him how dedicated I am to him.
15:15He shouldn't try to strip me from my freedom just because he stripped his.
15:23He's gonna be pissed.
15:35He's gonna be pissed.
15:40You sent me to home, girl.
15:41And we're cool.
15:43It's solid.
15:45Then you got an issue.
15:47How does that make sense?
15:57Let me ask you a simple question.
15:59Do you want me to treat her like how I treat my sister?
16:02Yes.
16:02Okay.
16:03Well, then we're linking up later on to go and smoke.
16:08How is that weird?
16:10It's not weird.
16:11Do what you do.
16:11Okay.
16:12Then chill the out.
16:14I don't regret sending it and paying the members because I needed her to confirm what I already was feeling.
16:20Thank you for using global tele-
16:25It's just something about him.
16:27He just, you know, it's something I can't put my finger on, but I will get to the Bible.
16:32I'm okay.
16:33I'm okay.
16:35That's not my type.
16:37What's your deal?
16:37What's your motive?
16:38What you coming into my life for?
16:45Ha ha ha
16:45So listen, let me say you something.
16:47I've been incarcerated since I was 17.
16:50You've been married.
16:51You've been through a lot of experience.
16:54Okay.
16:55You gotta hold the family to you for me.
16:57I ain't never been in a real relationship.
17:01All I've had was like little puppy love.
17:03And then when you're incarcerated your mind can't be on no emotional stuff.
17:09You got to block that out of it.
17:13But my feelings is deeply involved with you,
17:15and I can't block that.
17:16I can't just block turn at all.
17:19I hear you, but I think that's kind of backwards,
17:22because you say you feel so strongly to the point
17:25to where it makes you trip.
17:30That's what?
17:32I'm going to be tripping.
17:33Yeah, you be tripping.
17:34You don't think you give me a reason
17:35to be tripping up?
17:36So you don't give me no reason.
17:38So my feelings ain't valid.
17:40My feelings is valid, man.
17:42That's not what I'm saying.
17:43Well, tell me what you're saying.
17:45If thoughts create the reality, why would you
17:47want to think about things that don't make you feel good?
17:50Because that's always what come in my life,
17:52so I play the cause that's dope.
17:54OK, so you got to switch the narrative.
17:56Maybe you keep experiencing things like that
17:58because of what you keep thinking about.
18:00Switch the thoughts.
18:00But you trigger that.
18:02You're triggering it in yourself, because I'm just
18:05moving how I move.
18:07Can I ask you a question?
18:09Yes.
18:10What's up?
18:11Are you committed to me, even to the point
18:14where as you come and get me and stuff,
18:17you come and pick me up with my family and stuff.
18:18So if you're not committed to me, I don't even feel like you
18:21need to come to be in my release date if you're not committed to me.
18:26Like, what?
18:27Are you in love with me?
18:29Are you in love with me?
18:29That's funny.
18:30Are you in love with me?
18:31What you mean?
18:31Like what?
18:32Is it funny?
18:32Is what funny?
18:34Are you in love with me?
18:34It's funny how you keep like.
18:37Are you in love with me?
18:39Are you in love with me?
18:54I want to move.
18:55I'm like, yo, you're just now about to get out.
18:59Like, chill.
19:02I've never felt like this.
19:05You know, it's like an ethereal connection.
19:08So just, just get home.
19:10Just get home.
19:12I don't know what else you want me to say.
19:15I'm the type of person, I'm going to win regardless.
19:17I really want to be with you.
19:19But if you do try to play me, it's going to be your loss.
19:23Yeah, I've been down nine years.
19:24Like, he needs to prove himself so I can trust him.
19:28Because I'm so in love with Rich, I can get fooled so easily.
19:34All right.
19:35I hope you know what you're doing.
19:39I'll say the same.
19:45Why the are you texting your ex?
19:48I'm not letting go of this relationship.
19:50I don't know if Justin's worth it.
19:53Hey, how you doing, Shani?
19:54I'm trying to make sure you ain't trying to jail talk my mama,
19:57because I don't play like this.
19:58I mean, you know, I'm trying to get out of here.
20:01This ex is just paying me some time.
20:06I feel betrayed.
20:07I know.
20:08What am I going to do?
20:09Like, why am I here?
20:17Justin has shown so many red flags in our relationship recently.
20:21I got messages from his one ex saying they were talking.
20:26Next thing I know, this man is asking for excessive amounts of money and saying it's for crypto.
20:31And last I checked, you can't buy crypto in jail.
20:34Now I think that I am a wallet to Justin.
20:41I need answers because this just isn't adding up.
20:45And the only way to find out is the person who's closest with him, and that's through Brittany.
20:49That is his best friend.
20:52I have never met Brittany in person before.
20:55I briefly talked to her on her Facebook account until Justin told me she had some things to say to
21:01Justin about how she didn't like me.
21:03And she's having some issues with what I do for a living, and that she regrets introducing us.
21:09Hi.
21:11Can I get a table for two?
21:14I don't know if I'm going to get answers.
21:15I don't know if I'm going to get clarity.
21:17Okay, so like the world famous hamburger.
21:20Yeah.
21:21Okay, so I'm meeting a friend.
21:22Can I get two plates?
21:24I'm going to feed her, and we'll go with that.
21:26But no matter what, I just want something so I stop questioning myself.
21:33Oh my goodness, it is juicy.
21:35I hope you guys are hungry.
21:37What the heck?
21:50What the is this hoe doing here?
21:56Liz is Justin's other ex.
21:58I'm very thrown off at the fact that Brittany and Liz have been talking.
22:02Last I knew, they couldn't stand each other.
22:05I have a lot to say.
22:07Then say it.
22:08You just are trashy.
22:10I'm trashy.
22:11Honey, look at you.
22:12You're at a family restaurant.
22:15I love Justin at the end of the day.
22:17Like he's my best friend.
22:18You know, like I'm going to be there for him.
22:19But I wanted to bring Liz because I don't understand why he's playing both sides.
22:26I mean, she's just another hoe that I don't give a about.
22:28I'm just here to like confront .
22:30Okay, then confront it.
22:32He's always been obsessed with me.
22:34The day he gets out, he's going to call me.
22:36Okay, whatever.
22:36Keep lying.
22:39Justin told me that when him and Liz were together, that she wanted all these nice things, and he didn't
22:45have the money for it, so he did what he was used to doing to get money.
22:48And that was stealing things from people's houses.
22:50Liz, you're the piece of .
22:52You're the reason why Justin is in jail right now.
22:56I have messages to prove that he said he was going to call me when he gets out.
22:59Show you.
23:00Let's do it.
23:01Okay.
23:03Look, I'm for real so up because I love you, Elizabeth.
23:05I love the idea of us being together again and making us work.
23:08Just be sure it's what you want.
23:09But for real, we need to come to a place where you know that this can be us because you
23:13tripping over a little bit of money and leaving me hanging in this moment isn't making me feel like you
23:17get it.
23:18That was just yesterday.
23:21So the only thing he wants is money.
23:24Like he said that you left him hanging on $6,000.
23:27He also says he wants to be with her.
23:29They didn't send him just the money because I .
23:30I did send him $600 just yesterday.
23:33Great.
23:33Because he said you left him down and dry.
23:37Because I sent him $3,000 already.
23:39That's a lie.
23:40You said that's .
23:41Yeah.
23:41Okay, well, that's definitely not a lie.
23:43I just feel like you're just talking out your ass at this point.
23:47I came to this meeting to get answers, and this is the last thing I was expecting.
23:51I wasn't expecting to be blindsided by all this.
23:53I wasn't expecting Liz to be there.
23:55I'm pissed off in general.
23:56Every single thing that could go wrong is just going wrong.
24:00Justin, he might be lonely and in prison, because I feel that's what this is.
24:05But once he gets out, he's not going to put up with this .
24:08He's not.
24:09Have a belly.
24:10And it's not going .
24:11You bitch .
24:12Try the burger.
24:17Go outside.
24:18Outside.
24:19You get the outside.
24:20You get the time, bitch.
24:26You get the time, bitch.
24:28I can never make 100% justice.
24:31There's nobody out there.
24:33Why are you going to go?
24:35I don't think you got to howl at you, for real.
24:38What the ?
24:39What the ?
24:39You just .
24:40My .
24:41Oh, ew.
24:44Huh?
24:45To pick this day to call me at the last minute?
24:48I'm not feeling this.
24:50No problem, Lizzie.
24:52орг
24:59How are we getting fanging and hot?
25:01Probably .
25:03Let me shoot him a text.
25:06Girl, I don't know how Titus is going to tell him about that.
25:09He's going to be pissed.
25:12oh oh oh oh, yeah and I know just
25:14where I'm going, even when I don't...
25:17He don't have to be all right with it this time,
25:19because he ain't going to be able to help.
25:22I know.
25:24I'm trying to avoid conflict with Titus.
25:27I don't want to argue with him.
25:29I already know how he feels about allowing people
25:32into my house.
25:34So I am definitely terrified of Titus finding out
25:40that bud that's helping me with the furniture.
25:44What's up?
25:44Like, I already know I'm not going to hear the end of it.
25:56Hello.
25:57Hi, what's up, brother?
25:59Nothing, just getting this couch set up.
26:01Don't carry that big-ass couch in there like that.
26:04Like, what's going on?
26:05Uh, well, the bud came and helped us.
26:11What?
26:13I don't like it, man.
26:14I don't like it.
26:16Like, you might let me know what's going on step by step
26:19for 40 hours.
26:20I mean, I didn't know.
26:22Like, that wasn't, like, the plan.
26:38I can't expect nobody not to have friends, you feel me?
26:46But I just don't know how friendly they are.
26:48I'm in here behind the wall, so I can never give 100% trust to nobody out there.
26:55We need help with the couches.
26:57We could lift this up ourself.
26:58Like, what you expecting me to do?
27:00You trying to get up under me or something like you think it's weak?
27:03That was last minute.
27:04Like, you didn't call me.
27:06Like, I didn't want to be sitting around in the furniture store waiting for you to call
27:39me.
27:39All right, that's on you, bud.
27:39I don't know what you're dealing with.
27:41So you got a visit tomorrow.
27:43Girl, I don't know.
27:44The way he mad right about now, you think I'm still finna drive three hours to come see
27:48you?
27:49He is cray-cray.
27:57I'm taking the Uber.
27:59I'm about to go see Mumu.
28:02I'm so excited.
28:05Now you found what you're looking for.
28:07Left you wanting more.
28:09Now I'm always on the head.
28:12Now you think about me all the time.
28:17Hi.
28:18Hey, how you been?
28:19Hey, ma.
28:20I'm on my way to my visit.
28:23It's your first visit?
28:24Yeah.
28:25He got approved for a visit today, but because it's family day, I don't know if they gonna
28:30still let it be regular visits.
28:34Mumu keeps talking about what he don't know.
28:37Uh-oh.
28:38What you got on?
28:40You want to cover your bosom?
28:41Yeah.
28:42Oh, my God, ma.
28:44I put on the wrong bra.
28:46You cannot have underwire in your bra.
28:49Well, you gonna have to go in there free-balling.
28:52They allow that.
28:53With my nipple rings, you gonna be able to see them.
29:00I haven't seen Daman in prison before.
29:02This is like my first rodeo.
29:04Let me know when you get out of the highway.
29:07All right.
29:08I am nervous because we can touch, and I've never kissed Daman, never hugged.
29:14I've never, like, felt his penis.
29:19I wish I could get, like, conjugal visits.
29:22That would be great.
29:24I don't even care if the CO's watched.
29:26Like, just give me a second.
29:30I have a prepaid call from an inmate at Maryland Correctional Facility.
29:36What's up, Lord McGee?
29:38I'm trying to look at your face.
29:40See how you got up here and see me, huh?
29:42I'm on my way.
29:44Don't be staring me down.
29:46No, I am.
29:47I'm just a bitch.
29:50I'm nervous.
29:54Babe, I'm here.
30:00I'm turning in.
30:05I love you like the air that I breathe.
30:08I've been let down all my life, from my mom to my dad, from my kids' fathers.
30:14I cannot wait to see you.
30:19I definitely want my happily ever after.
30:22I have it.
30:23I'm just waiting for him to come home.
30:26But I'm nervous as well.
30:28The baby mother, she know that you're in a relationship.
30:34He wants me to go get his belongings.
30:36His child's mother got the belongings.
30:39Yes.
30:40Why is the two locks, and why won't this open?
30:43Because given, she don't really want us to get his stuff.
30:46I don't know what I'm up against right now.
30:56This is a 3K calls from an in-rater from Maryland Correctional Facility.
31:03Hello.
31:07I can't get in, because it's family day.
31:12So, yeah, so they said no visits today, because it's family day.
31:17Oh, my God, yo.
31:19I ain't gonna lie.
31:20I ain't gonna lie.
31:21That's getting worse.
31:22I want to talk to you about the boy.
31:24I want to talk to you about the situation.
31:28I will never forget what I tell Gigi or Bonita.
31:32Like, I always keep it in the back of my mind.
31:35But my conscience telling me, like, damn, I want to be able to be up front and honest,
31:39because once you lie, you got to keep going with that, that narrative.
31:48If not, it's going to backfire in the worst way, and I don't want to break Gigi her,
31:53and I don't want to break Bonita her.
32:07What the f*** is Justin doing to me?
32:16If my relationship with Michael doesn't work out, I'm gonna be brokenhearted.
32:19I'm not, like, equipped to deal with this.
32:47We'll see you next time.
32:52Sharnice is upset because I didn't tell her that McHale's in prison.
32:57Yeah, I'm home.
32:59Them babies so big.
33:01What?
33:03First of all, I need a better understanding of what's going on here.
33:07She absolutely believes that McHale is using me.
33:10So I set up a phone call.
33:12They have got to get along in order for this relationship to even flourish.
33:18What exactly are the charges?
33:20I mean, we can put them up.
33:21Yes, bring them up.
33:22I need to see a picture.
33:24Here.
33:25There.
33:27All right.
33:28Ain't nobody got no glamour, y'all.
33:29Trafficking cocaine.
33:31Distribution of a controlled substance.
33:32That's the same thing.
33:34Them charges be trumped up.
33:35I believe he's going to get paroled.
33:37Okay, but if he don't?
33:39I'll deal with that at the time when it comes.
33:41So have you ever seen him in person?
33:43When you was in Alabama, I'm thinking you about to go meet your boo and y'all going on nice
33:48days.
33:49So he is my boyfriend, but I haven't seen him in person.
33:52We are conversating on the phone.
33:54We got to know each other.
33:56We have feelings for each other.
33:58And I have hope that this life sentence is not going to have to be carried out.
34:05I met with a lawyer, okay?
34:07Now he does not have all the money.
34:10Oh, I knew it!
34:12How about you work on just visiting first?
34:15This is why I didn't want to tell you.
34:18McHale hasn't proven anything to me, but I still care about him.
34:22And I still have hope that he will get out and come home.
34:28He's calling.
34:30Hi!
34:31Hey, what's going on?
34:33How you doing?
34:34I'm sitting with my daughter, and I finally told her about us.
34:39You want to say hi?
34:40Hello.
34:42Hey, how you doing, Shanice?
34:43I'm good. How are you?
34:45I'm all right.
34:46What are your intentions with my mother, and how do you plan to be there for her?
34:52She can probably tell you more about it, but, you know, as it is, I'm trying to get out of
34:57here.
34:59And I'm serving time, true, but I was wrongly convicted.
35:04And when I met her mom, she did nothing but a blessing.
35:08You know, and I also try to return the favor.
35:11You know, it's nothing financial.
35:14Nothing like that is more of a vibe.
35:18Hey, Tammy, you're a correctional officer.
35:21Yes, I am.
35:22And I'm trying to make sure you ain't trying to jail talk my mama, because I don't play like that.
35:27I'm afraid not.
35:29So right now, you're facing life.
35:31You are able to remain positive in your situation?
35:34Yeah, yeah.
35:36You sure?
35:37Like, how you feel about your chances with that?
35:40I already just actually amad of me just paying me some time.
35:45And is your family helping you with that?
35:48I mean, you know, they do what they can.
35:52Mm-hmm.
35:55Okay, well, I'm glad you answered all the questions.
35:57I really appreciate it.
35:59Okay, y'all hold down.
36:00Hit me back up.
36:01No.
36:02Bye-bye.
36:04Bye.
36:09Did I ever feel better?
36:11Not really.
36:12I see things like this all the time in jail.
36:15It is just ridiculous to me.
36:17Like, I can't even wrap my mind around what's going through her mind.
36:21I need a minute, my...
36:24I hate everything about it, and I don't want that for my mother.
36:28There's too much going on.
36:37So, Titus is mad at me because Bud brought his friend over to help me move furniture.
36:44If I drive three hours to go see Titus, and he doesn't agree to see me or come out,
36:50this relationship is going to be so over.
36:52I want back now, I'm winning it now.
36:54If you think you got a chance, then I'm shutting it down.
36:57Let me go try on these bras and see how they fit, because I need to make sure they hold
37:03the girls up.
37:05Last night, I got no sleep.
37:07All I could do is toss and turn, but I'm still going to go forward with my plans on seeing
37:13Titus for the first time.
37:15This is not going to work at all.
37:18They're supposed to be higher, like this.
37:21The dress code and security process is definitely intimidating to me at a prison, because I don't
37:28want to go somewhere having to be stripped and searched.
37:33I don't want the first time my man see me, he see my down to my knees.
37:39Like, he used to the girls sitting.
37:41So, yeah.
37:45I feel really nervous and anxious going to a prison for the first time.
37:49Which is why I never visited anyone in prison before, but I'm going to just face my fear,
37:57face my anxiety.
37:58Like, ever since I was a little girl, like, I had, like, this whole picture in my head
38:04of what I want my life to be like.
38:07Married with kids in a big house, and I just feel like, now I'm about to be 37, and that
38:15idea, for me, it just seems like it's just so far away.
38:21So, this visit is about commitment on both ends.
38:25I think it'll show my commitment to our relationship, and if he shows up, it'll show me that he's
38:32committed to me as well.
38:34We waited a whole year for this moment, so I hope he doesn't mess that up.
38:42Oh my God, I cannot believe I'm here.
38:47My heart is beating so fast.
39:03Hello.
39:04I have a visit to schedule for today.
39:07Tight as .
39:07Hold your voice.
39:17Hey, I'm bullken.
39:19Okay.
39:39Justin, he might be lonely and in prison, but once he gets out, he's not going to put
39:44up with this.
39:45He's not.
39:46You bitch.
39:48Try the burger.
39:51You bitch.
39:53Go outside.
39:54You get the fuck outside, bitch.
39:55Yo.
40:04Come on.
40:08Bitch.
40:10Balls.
40:12Balls.
40:13So much for a family owned restaurant.
40:16This is .
40:18Game on.
40:21Bitch.
40:23I'm feeling the way Justin is kind of like using both of us at the same time.
40:28He's seeing what he can get out of her and seeing what he can get out of me, and I'm
40:32not happy
40:32with it.
40:33An incarcerated individual at SCI Hatsdale.
40:37Honestly, she's stupid if she keeps corresponding with him because he's making her look like
40:42Bobo clown, you know, also.
40:45Listen, we got big right now.
40:48This bitch just threw a whole one pound burger right in my face.
40:54Covered.
40:54Like I'm covered in right now, Justin.
40:59You are done with your friendship with her.
41:01She had no reason to bring Liz in here.
41:03Liz was brought in here.
41:04I have to deal with Liz.
41:06She proved to me that she's sending you money and you're still hounding me for it.
41:09So if you're going to talk to these dumb bitches, stop talking about how you're going to have
41:12the future together because that makes no sense.
41:14You're out here looking like you're using me.
41:16And the fact that I see messages from Liz saying that you have this relationship with
41:21her.
41:22Evidently, I am nothing to you.
41:25If you're everything to me.
41:27Then why are you texting your ex?
41:29He left me in a spot where like I had to make something happen.
41:34Like I'm not going to justify it.
41:35Like it was .
41:38I love you.
41:40I'm not letting go of this relationship.
41:42I'm sorry that I'm putting you through all this.
41:44I'm sorry that I did this.
41:45But I'll do anything to fix it because you, man.
41:49I don't know what I said.
41:51I physically don't know what to say right now.
41:54I gave up my dreams.
41:56I gave up my finances.
41:57I gave up my peace.
41:58I gave up my freedom for a man who's done nothing but stress me out.
42:03I have no words.
42:05No words.
42:06I don't know if Justin's worth it.
42:08I don't know if the future's worth it in this latest.
42:13Okay, bye.
42:16My biggest fear is if I walk away from Justin now that I'm never going to know what the future
42:21holds.
42:23What the is Justin doing to me?
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