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00:00I'm divorced and I can't wait to not hold this last name anymore.
00:22Oh my God.
00:24This year at New York City Pride, I will be performing at a street festival.
00:28New York City is one of the biggest prides ever.
00:33So I just hope that I kill it on stage.
00:35Here is Nikki and Veronica!
00:39Do you have anyone originally divorced here in the house?
00:43After all I've been through with my ex-husband, I cannot wait for this celebration.
00:53I deserve this.
00:58We were planning to have a baby with us, right?
01:01Oh, fuck.
01:02We have not had the best experience so far.
01:05We're trying to get a sense of this new fertility clinic because this is our last shot.
01:09If this doesn't work, that's it.
01:11The last surrogate we had, we found out some stuff that we didn't like.
01:17Do you just surround yourself with a horse?
01:21Now I don't have a horse.
01:23Are you stupid?
01:24I'm stupid!
01:25Johan, she's your girlfriend.
01:27What girlfriend?
01:28I don't have a girlfriend.
01:29Fuck you!
01:30Here we are.
01:31We got our corn.
01:32You enjoying that corn, Kenny?
01:33I'm enjoying the corn.
01:34Armando.
01:35I see.
01:36I love it.
01:37Mexicans.
01:38I want to bite.
01:39It is good.
01:40I'm Kenny.
01:41I'm 62, originally from St. Petersburg, Florida.
01:43And on Armando, I'm 37 and I'm from San Felipe, Baja California, Mexico.
01:44Sorry that threw me off.
01:45I just meant to say Felipe.
01:46The Spanish accent.
01:47All right.
01:48This is one cool building.
01:49Cheers to the building and to be in here.
01:50Cheers.
01:51Love it.
01:52Love it.
01:53Love it.
01:54We got our corn.
01:55We got our corn.
01:56We got our corn.
01:57You enjoying that corn, Kenny?
01:58I'm enjoying the corn, Armando.
01:59I see.
02:00I love it.
02:01I want to bite.
02:02It is good.
02:03I'm Kenny.
02:04I'm 62, originally from St. Petersburg, Florida.
02:05And on Armando, I'm 37 and I'm from San Felipe, Baja California, Mexico.
02:08Sorry that threw me off.
02:09I just meant to say Felipe.
02:10The Spanish accent.
02:11Cheers.
02:12Love it.
02:13Our 90 day journey began about eight years ago.
02:16We met online on a gay father support group and we became fast friends on there.
02:21Hey.
02:22How you doing?
02:23Good.
02:24How are you?
02:25Good.
02:26I miss you.
02:27Miss you too.
02:28I came to Mexico to meet up with them and then we decided that we wanted to be together.
02:33So I had to pack my whole life up in St. Pete and decided I'm going to move to Mexico
02:39to be the love of my life.
02:41Baby.
02:46We got engaged really quick.
02:47As soon as I hit Mexico, it was like within a week.
02:51And then it took about a year and a half before we got married.
02:54Los declaro oficialmente casados.
02:56Puedes besar a tu esposo.
02:58And we're more in love and stronger than ever.
03:05Right?
03:06Definitely.
03:07Do you think you like Mexico as much as you thought you would?
03:12More or less.
03:13More.
03:14Really?
03:15I love it.
03:16The culture, the people, everything.
03:18People are nice.
03:19The food is, I've really come into my own with Mexican cuisine.
03:24When I met Armando, he had a little daughter who was just four years old at the time, Hannah.
03:30I had four adult children of my own.
03:32I even had a four-year-old grandson.
03:34Here, you want some more hot dog?
03:36I need cuddles.
03:37And about three years ago, we decided to expand our family through surrogacy.
03:42We found an egg donor, then we created some embryos, and we found a surrogate as well.
03:47But after a while, we were very unhappy.
03:49So we decided to end our relationship with them and our fertility clinic.
03:52So tomorrow, we have a really important decision to make about our future family.
03:57Is it good?
03:58Yes.
03:59So good.
04:06We're on our way to the new in vitro clinic that we chose.
04:10It's only like three or four blocks from our house.
04:16Buenos dias.
04:17Hello.
04:18Hello.
04:19Kenny and Armando.
04:21Perfect.
04:22Please come.
04:23Okay.
04:24Thank you so much.
04:27Adelante.
04:28Gracias.
04:30We're trying to get a sense of this new fertility clinic because we want to be confident,
04:35comfortable with them, because this is our last shot.
04:38If this doesn't work and we don't feel good about it, that's it.
04:43Okay.
04:44Well, very nice to meet you.
04:45Nice to meet you, Kenny.
04:46My name is Carmilla.
04:47Armando.
04:48Nice to meet you.
04:49Great.
04:50So, I spoke to Dr. Yvonne, and he told me that you are planning to have a baby with us.
04:55Right?
04:56Hopeful.
04:57Hoping.
04:58We have not had the best experience so far.
05:00We're on a three-year journey on this.
05:03The last surrogate we had, we really had a connection with her.
05:07We had an emotional bond with her.
05:08We really tried to be involved with her life and let her involve in our life.
05:12And then we found out some stuff that we didn't like.
05:15We don't know how emotionally involved we want to be with the surrogate this time.
05:21Our hearts took a real beating with our last surrogate.
05:24We felt in the dark many times.
05:26So, we decided not to move forward with them.
05:30You told me you have six embryos, right?
05:32Yeah.
05:33If you want to have, for example, a daughter or a son, boy or girl.
05:39Like, choose the sex.
05:41No, we don't want to know.
05:43We also don't even know exactly who the biological dad will be.
05:47We called it the milkshake.
05:49Like, we don't know whose it is.
05:51Okay.
05:52It's going to be the, what do you call it?
05:54Luck of the draw.
05:55Luck of the draw and see what happens.
05:57Okay.
05:58Right now, we have all our confidence in you guys.
06:00Yes.
06:01Part of us sharing also some of our story and background is so you understand.
06:07Well, guys, remember, I'm going to be with you at every part of the journey.
06:12Thanks to you for giving us this opportunity again, and we won't let you down.
06:18It was very nice meeting you.
06:21Gabriela's energy and confidence made us feel really good about this clinic.
06:25So, I'm really excited.
06:26We're still going to be cautiously optimistic, but I think we may have found our new clinic.
06:31Fingers crossed.
06:32It's going to work for us.
06:34Thanks.
06:35Love.
06:36Love.
06:37Love.
06:38Love.
06:39Love.
06:40Love.
06:41Beautiful.
06:42Beautiful.
06:43You'll hear me.
06:44She'll be with me.
06:45Okay, where are we going?
06:46To the park.
06:47All right.
06:48Daddy's going to meet us at the park in a few minutes.
06:49He had to finish up something at the house.
06:51Can you believe in another year you'll be in high school?
06:55Yeah.
06:56That's freaking crazy.
06:57Because you look like a seven-year-old.
06:58Throughout all the bad things we had been going through with our previous clinic, we
07:06didn't let Hannah know because we didn't want to break her heart or stress or worry.
07:10So she's not up to date on anything.
07:13She might even think we're not moving forward anymore with the process because it's been
07:16so long.
07:17But we want to talk to her about it and I think now is the right moment to do so.
07:21Yeah.
07:25All right.
07:27Did you tell her we had to talk or anything?
07:29Because I know she gets nervous.
07:30Just like me, she overthinks when she gets told we have to talk.
07:35Did you?
07:36No, I haven't said a word to her.
07:37We were just playing.
07:38Oh.
07:39So really?
07:40What are you going to say?
07:41Well, it's about having a baby.
07:46I want her.
07:51No, no.
07:52Huh?
07:53What could her?
07:55I don't want her.
08:00I don't want her.
08:05I don't want her.
08:07I don't want him.
08:08Oh, I mean, I was expecting her to maybe jump up and down with joy that we were still moving forward with having a child.
08:17I mean, it's probably our fault in a way. We were trying to protect her.
08:21We didn't, for the last almost two years, really talk about it because we weren't sure what was going on.
08:26We were having so many problems and we didn't want to burden her with all the issues we were having.
08:32Is the main thing you just worry that you wouldn't get attention?
08:35I can swear to you and I can promise you, and I know your daddy can too, that that wouldn't be the case.
08:48You know, we tried to do this and it didn't work.
08:53And we thought about trying one more time. And if it doesn't work, it doesn't work.
08:58And then we're just going to call it a day, but we want your support in this too.
09:05You need time to think about it a little bit.
09:09Yeah.
09:12It's really hard to see Hannah upset like this.
09:15I guess we're just going to have to give it time.
09:17I mean, I do think Hannah might warm up to the idea.
09:20So we'll just wait and see.
09:22I love you.
09:23Today, I am going to get a new driver's license, so I'm trying to get myself a little bit more dolled up than normal because it is the picture I have to stare at for the next four years.
09:47My name is Rachel. I am 40 years old, and I live in Albuquerque, New Mexico.
09:52After being married for over seven years, I'm divorced, and I could not be more thrilled about that.
09:59So today, I'm going to go make sure that my driver's license states that and shows that every day for me because I can't wait to not hold this last name anymore.
10:09My 90-day journey began almost eight years ago when I met a man named John who lives in England.
10:20We met on a karaoke app.
10:22I thought he was cute.
10:24I thought he was gorgeous.
10:25Oh, hello.
10:26Look at your hair.
10:27Yeah.
10:28It's fuller.
10:29When we decided to become a couple, I was pregnant with my daughter, Lucy, from my previous relationship, and we met up in person when my little one, Lucy, was only eight months old.
10:42It was magical.
10:43I almost immediately fell in love with him.
10:49My next trip to see him in England six months later, we got married.
10:52Like, that fast.
10:54You are now husband and wife.
10:57Please kiss you.
10:58Gorgeous bride.
10:59Well done.
11:02I thought that it would be a happily ever after ending, but it was not.
11:12I received a message from someone who I knew.
11:16She reached out alleging that John cheated on me for seven and a half years.
11:27According to her, he also sent pics on Tinder during this entire time as well.
11:34I don't know if it's, like, 100% certain, but I'm confident in what she's told me.
11:39So, he, um, can go dine a hole.
11:46All right.
11:47It's time.
11:54When I officially got my divorce paperwork back this week, the first thing I wanted to do after that was run straight to the DMV and get my last name changed.
12:04Absolutely zero association with my ex-husband.
12:08This is the person that I shared a last name with, and I could not be more disgusted and, quite frankly, disappointed in myself by ignoring all of the red flags for so long.
12:21My last trip to see him was by far the worst trip I've ever had.
12:28The physical touch during that time was few and far between.
12:33I felt unattractive.
12:35He just didn't realize this bugged me so much.
12:48Like, in hindsight, I see it now.
13:00He's cheating on me the entire time.
13:06Oh, I hate him.
13:08I'm so excited to go to the DMV, of all places.
13:15That's a first.
13:17I've lost 30 pounds, so actually about 270 pounds if we're going to include the dead weight I left back in England.
13:24So I'm excited to have a different driver's license picture, but I'm also getting my maiden name back.
13:30I'm going to get me back.
13:31It's a new chapter in my life, and it's going to be all about me.
13:35For once.
13:37Okay.
13:39I am going in.
13:40I know that the DMV can be a real pain, so I am really hoping that they don't give me too much trouble with this name change.
13:49I will beg if that's what it takes.
13:55I did it.
13:59I did it.
13:59I did it.
14:00I did it.
14:00Look, look, look, look, look.
14:01Look, look, look, look.
14:03Look, look, look.
14:05It's me again.
14:06I'm me again.
14:08Oh, my God.
14:08Legitimately, like, the most exciting feeling I've had.
14:13Probably better than my marriage.
14:17Hey, little boy.
14:18Want to play a little game?
14:19Want to show us how quick you can turn up to fame and how fast your ex-wife can get rid of your name?
14:34Out of all the houses that we've seen so far, have you been excited about any of them, Lucy?
14:38I don't know.
14:42I want to, like, a really big room.
14:45Really big room?
14:46Mm-hmm.
14:46That's the fun part about house hunting, though.
14:49They're all different.
14:49During my entire marriage with John, I never considered trying to buy a house because I was waiting for him to come to the United States.
14:57But he was denied the first visa and denied again and again because of his criminal past.
15:05But now that I'm divorced, my God, I want a house that I can call my own.
15:10So that's what I'm doing.
15:12Ready, Lucy?
15:13Yeah.
15:13Let's go say hi to Shana.
15:15Oh.
15:17Hi, Shana.
15:18Hi.
15:18How are you?
15:19Good.
15:19How are you?
15:20Pretty good.
15:21Can you see your other Shana?
15:22Yeah.
15:22Hello.
15:23Hi, Shana.
15:24Hi.
15:25You ready to show me this house?
15:26I sure am.
15:26I'm ready to do it.
15:27All right.
15:29Okay.
15:31So as you can see, they're doing some renovations to finish to get it ready to go on the market.
15:37Is it a half bath downstairs or just, like, just the toilet or just the sink?
15:42Just the powder room.
15:43So it's a half S toilet and sink?
15:44Toilet and sink.
15:45That's good.
15:46That's good.
15:46Because I went to a bathroom in England once with just the toilet and no sink, and that was weird.
15:50So that was also on my list.
15:52You want to pick a bedroom?
15:53Yeah.
15:53Okay.
15:53All right.
15:54Let's go.
15:57House hunting has proven to be much more stressful than I thought it would be.
16:01It's either one I can't afford that I love or one that I can't afford that I don't love.
16:06But maybe I am being a little too picky.
16:10Ooh.
16:12A red room.
16:13Wow.
16:13This is big.
16:14Brown and red room.
16:16Yeah.
16:16Yeah.
16:16What do you think?
16:17I like it.
16:19Look at that big window.
16:20A huge window.
16:21The sun is setting.
16:22So you're going to have lots of light pouring in.
16:24Okay.
16:25One more to go.
16:26What else do we have?
16:28Is this the big room?
16:29This will be the primary bedroom.
16:32Okay.
16:32Look at that.
16:34Big closet.
16:36Are you sure this is in my budget?
16:38It is in your budget, girl.
16:39This house is great.
16:41And if it weren't for my job as a technical specialist, I wouldn't be able to afford this
16:46place.
16:46But thank goodness my job is good.
16:48And now that I'm free, I am more than willing to put my hard-earned money into a brand new
16:52home.
16:53What do you think, Lucy?
16:54Do you want it?
16:56Yeah.
16:56Are you sure?
16:57Yeah.
16:58Okay.
16:59Sold.
17:00Done.
17:00Sold.
17:01Done.
17:01Yay!
17:02It's for having a swing.
17:04I think I'm finally done getting ready for tonight.
17:15I'm a little nervous.
17:16Even though I've lost weight, I'm still pretty insecure about the way I look.
17:20So I'm going to ask Carol what she thinks about my bland outfit.
17:24With my divorce, and now I'm moving into a new home.
17:29I need a girl celebration like no one's business.
17:33Carol, you want to see my outfit?
17:35I've been waiting for you.
17:36My friends are taking me to a male review show tonight, and we're going to make this the
17:41most epic divorce celebration there ever was.
17:46Okay, what do you think?
17:48Like, is it okay?
17:50You look gorgeous.
17:51Yeah.
17:51You look really pretty.
17:54You look hot.
17:55Thanks.
17:55So I kind of want everybody to know that you're available, so I got you a little something.
18:01I shall announce you Queen Rachel.
18:07Oh, I'm being crowned.
18:07For the evening.
18:08You're being crowned right now?
18:09You're being crowned.
18:09I accept.
18:12Oh, wow.
18:14The worst.
18:15The worst.
18:16A-F.
18:16A-F.
18:18And it matches my outfit.
18:19You look so good.
18:22I am divorced as and I cannot wait for this celebration.
18:28I deserve this.
18:30Thank you for coming.
18:47Should we go find our seats?
18:48Let's go find our seats.
18:50Yeah.
18:50Yeah, let's go.
18:54All right, ladies.
18:55Do we have anyone recently divorced here in the house?
18:58Yeah!
19:00Come on, women.
19:01You need to figure it out.
19:02You're outside here.
19:03Get out there, women.
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19:25I am self-imploding right now.
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19:30This sort of show exceeds all my expectations.
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19:47This is literally the best night of my life.
19:50Better than my wedding.
19:511000% better than my wedding.
19:56This year has already been full of so many amazing surprises.
20:00I got a divorce.
20:01I got a house.
20:02I got touched by Greek gods.
20:05I feel like life will naturally propel you in the right direction once you let go of toxicity
20:14and the things holding you back.
20:15And I absolutely cannot wait to continue with the path that I'm on.
20:20Best divorce party ever!
20:22Best divorce party ever!
20:23Best divorce party ever!
20:24Best divorce party ever!
20:26Best divorce!
20:35Best divorce!
20:36Best divorce!
20:37Best divorce!
20:38Best divorce!
20:39Some développ信 favourites!
20:40Best divorce!
20:41LeBnast already pliers!
20:42Without tattoo!
20:43Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go.
20:46Look at this river, so beautiful.
20:50Nothing is gone.
20:52No, there are people.
20:55That's how you do it.
20:57Yeah.
20:58Yeah.
21:00My name is Danielle.
21:01I'm 45, and I live in Capcana.
21:04My name is Jovan.
21:06I am 35 years old.
21:09I live in Capcana.
21:12I know this is really surprising, because the last time that you guys saw us, we were getting a divorce.
21:17But Jovan and I decided to work things out.
21:19He was really there for me during a family emergency, and so I kind of fell in love with him all over again.
21:25I never thought in a million years that I would be able to look at this face and not want to punch it.
21:42Johan and I recently decided to start a business together.
21:55We wanted to lead excursions for tourists in Dominican Republic.
21:59So, today, we're trying out an ATB tour with our friends.
22:04It's a limousa.
22:09I first met Jovan in 2021 at a resort in Dominican Republic.
22:18I stayed at the hotel where he was a personal trainer, and I thought he was so irresistible.
22:22And after just five months of dating, we got married.
22:27I love you.
22:28I love you.
22:29I love you.
22:30In our lives together, I know that we wait for many good days.
22:35Buenos.
22:42Throughout our time together, Johan and I had a lot of fights about women that he was in contact with.
22:48He always said that these were just clients from the resort.
22:51The other day, a woman wrote to me on social media and told me that she has been in a relationship with my husband for two years,
22:59since a month before we got married.
23:01I started digging more.
23:02I went through his computer, and I found evidence of other women that he's been in relationships with.
23:08No.
23:10I was going to file for divorce, but before I got a chance to, my grandmother passed away.
23:15I was in a really bad place, and Johan reached out to me, and he offered me a lot of support.
23:21Even though I was still really angry with him, he was there for me when I needed him the most.
23:25So, I started talking to Johan again, and he admitted the cheating on me, but I felt like he was being more honest with me.
23:33And that made me feel like it was possible for us to try to fix our marriage.
23:37The truth is, this is going to be a journey, because, you know, I have to learn how to trust him again.
24:01It's real!
24:02This is a real?
24:03Wow!
24:04Wow!
24:05We are so excited.
24:06We're starting our planning for next week's tours.
24:11And my amazing husband is making me cheat, because he's the best in the morning, honestly.
24:17Gracias, amor!
24:18We are so excited.
24:19We are so excited.
24:20We're starting our planning for next week's tours.
24:24And my amazing husband is making me cheat, because he's the best in the morning, honestly.
24:30Gracias, amor!
24:33Gracias, amor!
24:34Okay, so, the next week, we have two groups.
24:43So, I think you need to go to one, and I need to go to another.
24:51It's still really hard to trust Johan again, just because of our past.
25:20And so, I definitely don't want him leading a solo tour where women are going to be hitting
25:25on him, and I don't want him to be faced with temptation that he can't resist.
25:30If you have a relationship, you have to trust.
25:33Do you want my phone?
25:35You can have my phone.
25:37Where are you?
25:39Since Daniel and I came back, she always wants to check my phone.
25:44I don't like that idea, but I know that I had it in the past, and so that this marriage
25:51works, I need to give my phone to Daniel, even if I don't like it.
25:56It's really upsetting to see pictures of naked women on my husband's phone, and they could
26:22be from the internet, but they could also be real women who sent them to him.
26:27I feel so betrayed, especially because he knows how triggering this is for me.
26:33I need a minute to relax.
26:38It's a lot.
26:39It's a lot.
26:40It's a lot.
26:42It's a lot.
26:43It's a lot.
26:45It's a lot.
26:46It's a lot.
26:47It's a lot.
26:49It's a lot.
26:50I know.
26:51I want you.
26:52I want you.
26:53I want you.
26:54I want you.
26:55I want you.
26:56It's a lot of people.
26:57Same.
26:58I want you to come back.
26:59Same.
27:00I want you to come back here.
27:01Yeah.
27:02Perfect.
27:03Seeing these photos triggers the trauma from the past, and it's like I feel like I'm back in that
27:11in that place all over again.
27:13So I've decided that I need to set some clear guidelines
27:16for Johan, and if he's not willing to abide by them,
27:19then this marriage is not going to work.
27:41Daniel is exaggerating, and I know that we're trying to work in the relationship,
28:00but I feel like I'm being arrested, that's not it.
28:11This beat really make me move, everybody on the dance floor move.
28:18I got some car, get our asses to South Jersey,
28:22got like a two-hour drive.
28:24So now I'm going to be like the speed demon.
28:28Let's get this going.
28:30I'm Nikki, I'm 48 years old, I'm outbooking in Jersey.
28:34I'm a transsexual singer-songwriter, and today I'm so excited because
28:40it's the first time I'm getting back into the studio with The Secret Girls,
28:46America's first trans pop group that I formed back in 2006.
28:51Five, six, seven, eight.
28:54Okay, DJ Michael.
28:56Yes.
28:59It's not orgasm workout, girl.
29:01No, it's...
29:02You have to open your mouth.
29:06So you can...
29:07It's supposed to be like coming from here.
29:09Please stop, like that.
29:12Go, go, Nikki.
29:14Okay, go.
29:15This group took a long hiatus, but now that I'm single,
29:18I want to get back into the studio and get back to work.
29:21I first met Igor in Moldova about 18 years ago,
29:25but things didn't work out.
29:27Then three years ago, we got back together.
29:30We had a beautiful relationship, and we decided to get engaged.
29:35We applied for the K-1 visa, and while we were waiting, I had a random text message from
29:42Igor.
29:43He just sent me a text, just telling me like how everything is just, he's just done.
29:49So he text messaged you, broke up with you in a text message?
29:52Yes, through a text message, and you don't do that.
29:57That's cold.
29:58Let's go.
30:00I cried many months after the breakup.
30:03I was paralyzed.
30:05I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I couldn't work.
30:09So right now, I just want to focus on myself, and I just want nothing to do with him.
30:14What's up?
30:15Hello, hello, hello.
30:16How are you?
30:17How are you?
30:18How are you?
30:19Nice to see you.
30:20Hi.
30:21This is Mr. Mix.
30:22I am.
30:23We are recording our very first Christmas song.
30:26I'm so excited to let the world hear what we have in store.
30:31This feels so good to finally, like, get back to what I really love doing, because I lost
31:01myself.
31:02Getting back on stage, performing again, I need that to start rebuilding my self-worth,
31:09self-confidence.
31:10We're back, secret girls, secret girls, secret girls, secret girls.
31:14I need to remind myself who I am again.
31:18So this year at New York City Pride, I will be performing at a street festival.
31:23I am so excited and nervous at the same time, because New York City is one of the biggest
31:28prides ever.
31:29So I just hope that I kill it on stage.
31:31Yeah.
31:32All right.
31:33Sounded good in there.
31:34All right.
31:35Come on.
31:36Let's go.
31:37Woo!
31:38Let's go.
31:39Hold on.
31:44We're going to have a girls' day.
31:47It's tomorrow.
31:48I'm performing.
31:49For Pride.
31:50Hi.
31:51Hi.
31:52Oh, you look so pretty.
31:54You look beautiful.
31:55I love you.
31:56How was the travel?
31:57I love you, too.
31:58Terrible.
31:59It was terrible.
32:00So my mom has finally arrived to stay with me for Pride.
32:04She came out for my performance, so I'm really excited.
32:10It's girls' day.
32:11I want to get the skin glowing.
32:13As you can see, I got some bruising.
32:15I know.
32:16I just noticed that.
32:17What's going on with that?
32:18I got my...
32:19What did I tell you?
32:20I got my touch-up.
32:21What?
32:22I tell you not to do that before you're going to perform.
32:23But a doll's work is never done.
32:25I needed to get my fillers and Botox.
32:28Duh.
32:29Before the big show, I just want to clear my head, calm my nerves, and have a nice spa day with my mom.
32:36I'm going to whiskey, whiskey, whiskey.
32:38Here, whisk this for me, okay?
32:40I'm going to go get something and hold your hair back.
32:42Okay, that smells.
32:44I have grown a lot closer with my mother ever since the breakup with Igor.
32:51It smells like a salad.
32:52And that's what you're about to look like.
32:55And my mother had to be there for me emotionally and physically.
32:59And she just doesn't want to see me hurt anymore.
33:03I'm truly excited that I'm going to be there for you.
33:06I know that what you went through with Justin was horrible.
33:10And you were in a bad place.
33:12For a long time.
33:13For a long time.
33:14So it's nice to see you happy and following your dream that you always had for singing and going back into what you used to do.
33:20You know, I always told you everything happens for a reason.
33:23I just wish it didn't happen like that.
33:25I know.
33:26You know?
33:27It's hard to talk about my ex relationship because, like, I've never been hurt like that.
33:36But I don't want it to let it in my head.
33:39I really need to do this show and just show I can do things on my own and not depend on anybody.
33:46You'll be good.
33:49Nicole.
33:50Time to get up.
33:51Are you all good?
33:52Have a big day.
33:53Time to get up, honey.
33:54Come on.
33:55Come on.
33:56Oh, my God.
33:57You're so dark.
33:58I know.
33:59Oh, my goodness.
34:00Look at this.
34:01Look at that pillow.
34:02That's how you put that on there.
34:03Today is Pride Day and I'm so excited to perform.
34:16My glam squad are going to snatch my face into some amazing perfection.
34:24I am ready to go.
34:29I'm so excited.
34:32I'm giving you a run.
34:33All your money.
34:34Watch me work these days.
34:36Come on, Lila.
34:39We've got to watch my baby girl perform.
34:41Come on.
34:42This is it.
34:43On stage, right now, the gorgeous, the fabulous, Ms. Nikki.
34:49Yeah!
34:50A lot of you guys know this one.
34:56Yeah!
34:58Here we go.
34:59I'm going to look like I'm helping myself.
35:01I'm not thinking about nobody else.
35:03I'm coming to get my shine.
35:05See the soft boys all in line.
35:07Drive it crazy the way I move.
35:09Get down, got nothing to lose.
35:11Follow me all through this club.
35:13Yeah, shake my fast alive.
35:16Thank you so much.
35:18You guys are so beautiful.
35:20Oh, nice.
35:21Give it up for you guys and Nikki Exotica.
35:26This performance has helped build me back up, find my self-esteem again, and it's given me hope for the future.
35:32I made it through a tough time, and I definitely want to find love again.
35:36But I will never put any man before my passions.
35:42I did.
35:43I'll be back up.
35:44I did.
35:45I'll be back up.
35:46I'll be back up.
35:48I'll be back up.
35:49We have a lot of time.
35:58I have a lot of love for you.
36:00But we need to have lines.
36:02I recently found pictures of naked women on Johan's phone, and because Johan cheated
36:28on me in the past, I'm constantly thinking, like, is he doing this all over again?
36:33So if Johan doesn't agree to my rules, we're going to have to end this relationship.
36:58I want this relationship, because I need my husband, and I have love for you.
37:28I'm really angry, because today, I saw Johan on his phone a lot, so I just decided to ask
37:37him for it and go through it.
37:39And I realized that he had this, like, archived chat in his WhatsApp.
37:43There were all of these conversations with women, but when I went into the chats, all
37:47of the conversations were deleted.
37:49So it's very clear that he's having conversations with other women and then deleting them, and
37:54you only delete things when you have something to hide.
37:56One of them was a name and a picture of a woman I recognized because he had dated her
38:07in the past, and so I decided I was going to text her and figure out what was going on.
38:17But she wouldn't respond to me.
38:21What do you think you did?
38:40You have a list of chats, a list of chats hidden that you've deleted all the messages.
38:46of my clients.
38:47Do you think I'm stupid?
38:48Do you think I'm stupid?
38:49Do you think I'm stupid?
38:50Do you think I'm stupid?
38:53When you have a list of conversations, you're not your clients.
38:59Johan, she's not your client.
39:01You're lying to my face.
39:03You're lying to my face.
39:05And now you have the words.
39:07Call her.
39:08Call her.
39:09Call her with your phone.
39:12Yeah, I have.
39:13Call her.
39:14Call her.
39:15Call her.
39:16I want to see the message.
39:21I want to see the message.
39:23I can't believe this bitch.
39:26I can't believe this.
39:27I can't believe this.
39:28Do you just surround yourself with bores?
39:32I reached out to her and she immediately texted Johan
39:35and said, your wife just messaged me.
39:37What should I tell her?
39:39To be honest, I don't even know how to respond.
39:42I feel like a fool.
39:49Johan, she's your girlfriend.
39:50You have a list of hidden chats in WhatsApp.
39:53They're all women.
39:55They're your girlfriend.
39:56you.
39:57Get out of my house.
39:58I want you out of here.
39:59I want you out of here.
40:01I want you out of here.
40:02Get out.
40:03Get out.
40:04I don't care.
40:05She can buy you a new one.
40:11I just saw the message that you sent him.
40:13Instead of responding to me, you responded to him.
40:15Are you my husband?
40:17Are you wanting to tell me the truth?
40:18You whore.
40:20What is wrong with these people?
40:22How do you surround yourself with trash?
40:25When you have a beautiful wife.
40:37I just wanted to go.
40:41It could be true that all these women in this secret chat,
40:45that all the messages have been deleted,
40:47all clients of his, and he's just afraid of me embarrassing him
40:50and reaching out to them, then it could be true.
40:53It could also be true that he's f***ing every single one of them.
40:56And so I have to constantly question which of those things is true
41:00can make someone insane.
41:02It's like, it makes me feel really crazy.
41:06I just want him out.
41:16I want this marriage over.
41:17Who would have thought your girl is back in love?
41:32Butterflies, all of it.
41:34How are you?
41:35Hi, Jess.
41:36You look beautiful.
41:39We've ridden horses a million times.
41:41Oh, I think yours is farting.
41:43Good.
41:45Enjoy.
41:46Here it is.
41:47It's a good present.
41:48Your green car.
41:49Hi.
41:50This name here doesn't match with my face most.
41:56I feel very sad and feeling trapped seeing that name,
42:00Douglas, in my green car.
42:02This doesn't reflect the person that I am now.
42:08I think I'm ready to move.
42:11I can't find myself here anymore.
42:13What?
42:14Wait a minute.
42:16I'm really having a hard time being here now in Mexico City.
42:19The hustle and bustle of a city has gotten to be too much.
42:23You're kidding, right?
42:26I have some very big news, but I think it's good.
42:31I don't know.
42:32I don't know what I'm doing.
42:33I have had the incredibly romantic idea of proposing.
42:38What if I told you that I want to marry her?
42:44But if my kids tell me, like, absolutely not,
42:47I wouldn't be able to do it.
42:48And that scares the at me.
42:50I don't know.
42:51I don't know.
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