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13:29—
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14:29—
14:59—
15:29—
15:59— see you —
16:29— there's a way of —
16:59— is there's a way of —
17:29— okay —
17:59— you want me to talk to you —
18:29— you kept us —
18:59— you're better than —
19:29— you're not standing —
19:59— would it —
20:29— you're better than —
20:59— you're better than —
21:29— you're better than —
21:59— you're better than —
22:29— you're better than —
22:59— you're better than —
23:29— you're better than —
23:59— you're better than —
24:29— you're better than —
24:59— and I —
25:29— you're better than —
25:59— you're better than —
26:29— and the local —
26:59— I'll tear it —
27:29— and the —
27:59— have you —
28:29— and the — —
28:58— so have you —
29:28— I could hardly —
29:58— because I was — —
29:59— because I was — —
30:00— here —
30:02— and the — —
30:04— and the — —
30:06— and the — —
30:07— and the — —
30:08— I — —
30:10— I — —
30:11— that's how I thought — —
30:13how it felt. Well I didn't. Well that's how it felt. And how would I know the
30:19difference? Because we never spoke about it.
30:25Was it we're speaking about it now? Good job we didn't rush the conversation. It's only
30:35taking 50 years and the win on the sodding lottery. She was so, she was so, I was happy because she was
30:53sleeping. I was so happy she was sleeping. I thought finally she's over it. All those nights no silence,
31:04no sleep. Finally done. Bags under our eyes finally gone. And I even came in here to see her.
31:21And I thought, my angel, sleeping so sound, finally. Because she did, she was so peaceful.
31:40And I thought, I can't wait to tell Edith that she slept the whole night through. I thought she was going to be proper proud of me.
31:52Getting our, our girl to sleep the whole night through. And then somewhere in the night,
32:03it was just too quiet. I'm sorry I locked the room. I am. I just thought, I thought it, I thought we'd decided that it was best.
32:22I don't think I've decided one thing in the whole of my life. What are you talking about?
32:31Oh, come on. If I'd have made any decisions, this, or if you and I had made choices, this room wouldn't exist.
32:44It would have been a, it would have been a library or a sewing room or a guest room or, and we'd have tried again.
33:01We'd have made that choice to try again. Move forward. We could have adopted. We could have had IVF.
33:11IVF, that was barely about. Oh, not immediately, but what I'm saying is down the line, we could have.
33:21We could have left. I could have worked. You could have found things, hobbies.
33:30Well, if, if you had, if I had, would that make you want to be here more?
33:39Oh, Christy, don't listen to me. I'm saying, do not tell me that I made a decision to do this.
33:54I have stood still for 50 years while the world turned and grew and forgot about me and you.
34:10You don't end up in a house with a room like this by, you don't end up like this by making bad decisions.
34:26You end up this way by making none!
34:37You'd be leaving her behind too.
34:39She isn't here.
34:41Erin hasn't been here for 50 years.
34:52If I leave and you stay, it will be just you.
34:59She is not here. It will be just you.
35:11Is this what you want?
35:28Is this what you want?
35:30Is this what you want?
35:32Is this what you want?
35:34Oh, for God's sake.
35:38Arthur, Arthur, come down.
35:40I need you.
35:41Arthur.
35:43Okay, Arthur.
35:45I need you.
35:50I need you.
35:52But I need me too.
35:54No.
35:55No.
36:03Right.
36:04Come back here.
36:05Edith, what on earth's got into you?
36:07You need you.
36:10Get off me.
36:11Get off me.
36:12You'll have anything you want with me.
36:13You'll be alone.
36:14Bloody million.
36:15Just give me the ticket back.
36:16Let me go.
36:17No.
36:18Get off me.
36:19Give it back to me.
36:21Don't get off me.
36:23Don't want to hurt you.
36:32Well.
36:35Are you going to stab me then?
36:36Are you going to whack me over the head with a frying pan?
36:44Bloody hell.
36:45I thought you were going to kill me.
36:54I thought I was going to kill you.
36:56With it saying off me if we won.
36:58If we won.
37:02So?
37:05So?
37:08So, we sleep on it.
37:14No.
37:17Come on.
37:18I don't understand.
37:38Rock, paper, scissors.
37:40Arthur, we can go back to bashing each other
37:47till one of us trips and dies on our own trouser leg.
37:51Or we can go back to talking about everything and nothing.
37:55Or we can play rock, paper, scissors.
38:01Or...
38:02No, Arthur.
38:04There are no other options.
38:08If you win.
38:1050-50.
38:15If I win?
38:17If you win, you get the lot.
38:19And you stay?
38:25You've got great odds.
38:28Good track record.
38:30On go.
38:37One.
38:39Two.
38:40Three.
38:54Oh.
38:55Hello, Jade.
38:56Are you okay?
38:58Yeah.
38:58Kayleigh stole your tumbler, wanted to give it back.
39:00Oh.
39:01Are you, um, are you all right?
39:05Oh, uh, sorry.
39:07Yes, yes, um, it's just been a bit of an odd evening.
39:12Well, I will leave you to your odd evening.
39:17Jade?
39:18Yeah.
39:20Can I ask you a question?
39:22Yeah, of course.
39:25Um, what's next for you?
39:28Um, what's next for you in your life?
39:32Are you excited about what's next?
39:35I mean, Kay's starting a new school.
39:39So that means a new friend.
39:41Soon enough, I will be desperately boring.
39:44And, and I don't think I mind.
39:49I'm excited to get myself back.
39:52I'm not naive enough to think that there are not other people my age who are living different,
39:57more visibly fun lives, but don't get me wrong, you know, I didn't imagine that I would be back
40:02where I was born with a daughter and...
40:07But it's never boring.
40:10So where is little one now?
40:12Oh, God knows.
40:13Climbing up a lamppost.
40:14A child.
40:15Feral.
40:16But at least I got that right.
40:18Like, every time she runs, she runs as fast as she can.
40:24I don't think I ever did that when I was a kid.
40:26That was my boy, we were, yeah, we had to skip, like, all delicate, but, but she runs.
40:34Like, she, Usain Bolt, runs.
40:40I'm, I'm just trying to follow her lead.
40:44What's next for you?
40:48Oh, um, I don't think anybody's ever asked or without since.
40:56Anyway, thank, thank you so much for this.
41:03Feel good?
41:03Anytime.
41:05Thanks.
41:05I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, Edith.
41:29I did it because I love you, and if the choice is you, and struggle, or wealth, and I'm sorry, you wanted me to do something.
41:37And there's no other way.
41:42There's no other way.
41:44There's no other.
41:45Oh.
41:45I have to make you another tea.
41:51What?
41:56It's gone cold.
41:58Do you want another one?
41:59I'm so sorry. I'm sure it's all traceable.
42:04I'm so sorry.
42:06Do you want another one?
42:07I can't.
42:15I can't.
42:38We can talk some more.
42:42We can make that room into...
42:46I'm sorry.
42:48I'm sorry.
43:15I can not comment.
43:16I can't.
43:17I can't.
43:18I can't.
43:19I can't.
43:20I don't know.
43:50I don't know.
44:20Are you all right?
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