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Match Me Abroad follows American singles as they travel overseas in search of love and a partner who understands them. This episode continues the journey of the hopeful romantics navigating cultural differences and personal challenges. Will they find their perfect match, or will the complexities of international dating prove too much to overcome?
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00:01Yes!
00:02Yes!
00:03I told you I was the lucky one!
00:05Previously on Match Me Abroad.
00:07In a perfect world, when would be your timing to have children?
00:11My biggest concern right now is my business.
00:15I know EJ and I have only been on a few dates,
00:18but this whole, like, two-year plan,
00:21it's definitely concerning to hear.
00:23I don't know if I'm willing to compromise
00:25on any sort of timeline in terms of having children.
00:28But at the same time, I'm scared to lose him.
00:34We got matching tattoos.
00:37No way!
00:39What is that?
00:41So it's two ghosts.
00:43Yes, with and without boobs.
00:45Mm-hmm.
00:46Have you guys kissed?
00:48No.
00:50It hurts my ears when I hear that.
00:52They will not be able to keep
00:54the long-distance relationship like this.
00:56Somebody has to make that step.
01:01I had two awesome dates with Amber.
01:03She likes you.
01:05I hope that you know that.
01:06Yes.
01:07But she also likes taking the relationship really slow.
01:10I've fallen for Amber.
01:12Amber's amazing.
01:13And I want to be together.
01:15To be together.
01:16I think if I stay longer,
01:18it might be something good.
01:23Me and Glenn are spending a lot more time together.
01:25He's funny, very personable.
01:28He knows what to tell a woman to impress.
01:30Yes.
01:31How have things been going with Kevin?
01:34He's such a romantic soul.
01:36He really is.
01:37But I don't know if he's my love.
01:39Even though I set him up, Glenn is exactly the type of guy that Amber used to date in the past.
01:47With Kevin, I can't be the only one being vulnerable, Katarina.
01:51I cannot be the only one.
01:52You want him to be vulnerable, but you are not willing to step into a full vulnerability yourself.
01:58Both of you are so proud.
02:00I can't even believe it.
02:01I love being proud.
02:02You are proud and he is proud.
02:07You're here today because I want to help Monica decide who is the best match.
02:13I should feel a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
02:25But I don't know how to make sense of what I'm feeling.
02:31I like you a lot.
02:33Me too.
02:34Take care.
02:35Good luck.
02:43Okay, so should I not?
02:52Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:53Do you want to do it?
02:54We can do it together.
02:55Let's do it together.
02:56Oh, how simple.
02:57You see, we're making our bread with love, guys.
03:00Okay, this way, into the oven.
03:04Today, Victoria and I are going to double date with Glenn and Darren, taking a traditional Irish cooking class,
03:11making cottage pie and traditional soda bread.
03:17Jeez, this is so much harder than lifting weights.
03:19It's okay.
03:20If it all goes to , we just go to the Pope.
03:23And I have to say, I took to heart everything Katerina told me, but I'm still leaning towards Glenn.
03:29I think Glenn and I have a lot in common.
03:32We mesh well.
03:34We're able to just play and have fun and be carefree in each other's presence.
03:39As of now, I haven't told Keevan that I just want to be friends, but we're going to have to have that talk really, really soon.
03:46Like, soon.
03:51I can't turn you up, but I can turn you on.
03:53Oh.
03:54We're going to get thrown out of cooking class for being too sexual.
03:56So this is going to take about 20 minutes.
04:01Yes.
04:02Relax a bit now.
04:05I was surprised to see that Amber brought Glenn here instead of Keevan, because I wasn't really sure, like, who she's feeling.
04:11But he seems like a little bit of a show off, and he's not necessarily my type.
04:17I'm not really, like, into muscles and, like, a real manicured look.
04:23Glenn is wearing more makeup than me.
04:26And it was, like, kind of funny.
04:28He asked to borrow Amber's makeup.
04:30This is nice.
04:32It was nice to have y'all on a double date.
04:35But how's it been going with you guys?
04:38It's been going good?
04:39Mm-hmm.
04:40Been hanging out a bunch.
04:42He's showing me all around Ireland.
04:43Mm-hmm.
04:44We went on a walk and talked about, like, you know, if he'd come visit me in New York or things like that.
04:51Oh, the future.
04:52Yeah, he said he'll come visit me in New York.
04:57And we'll just see how it grows, see how it goes.
05:00You know, like, no pressure.
05:01Not trying to put a label on anything.
05:03Darren and I chose not to put labels on our relationship just because it's too early.
05:10Like, how can you, like, say you're my boyfriend when you haven't even, like, met my dog?
05:15We still haven't kissed.
05:17And at first, I was fine with it.
05:19And now, I'm concerned that Darren might not be as attracted to me as I am to him.
05:24I believe in long-distance relationships.
05:26But the thought of leaving Ireland without knowing if Darren and I have that kind of chemistry,
05:30I'm not sure how long this would last if we don't ever kiss each other.
05:35We're kind of on the same page.
05:37He's already been talking about coming to Texas.
05:39Yeah, no, I want to come to Texas.
05:40Have you guys ever had a long-distance relationship before?
05:43Yes.
05:44Yeah.
05:45Really? Have you?
05:46No.
05:47Oh, have you ever?
05:48Okay.
05:49Oh.
05:50We talked about it and, like, my business as, like, a life and confidence coach, I work mostly online.
05:56So I can actually be remote.
05:57Okay.
05:58So we talked about it.
05:59Like, I could easily relocate.
06:01Have you ever been to Texas?
06:02See, I've never been to Texas, so...
06:04So, you've never been, but you're willing to move to Texas?
06:07Yeah, well, Amber's in Texas, so...
06:09That's kind of the whole point.
06:11Yeah.
06:12Okay.
06:13Okay.
06:14We'll cross that bridge when we get there, for sure.
06:15But...
06:16So is there a label on this?
06:17No.
06:18So would it be wrong to put a label on it until you actually go to Texas and see if you could
06:21ever live there?
06:22Because if you were to say, put a label on it now, go to Texas, not like it, you're breaking
06:25up and you're hurting someone for no reason.
06:27Mm-hmm.
06:28I do think that Amber and my own personalities are very, very strong.
06:32I would be willing to risk both of our feelings to see if it would work.
06:36Because I think when it comes to something like love, you just...
06:39You have to...
06:40Wait, so you love her?
06:41Whoa!
06:42I know, yeah.
06:44That's what you're in Ireland for.
06:45You're here to find love, you know?
06:48So wait, you're flying back...
06:49And you...
06:50You found us, sorry.
06:51So you say if you would move to Texas, would you take the same flight on Monday?
06:55On Monday?
06:56She's going home on Monday.
06:57She's a big decision to make.
06:58Of course I would.
06:59Of course I would.
07:00That's gracious.
07:01My thoughts on Glenn after being him, he seems like way too fast into someone at this stage.
07:08It just feels a bit forced.
07:10With Victoria, could I see her being my girlfriend if everything worked out?
07:14Yeah, of course.
07:15I've had a really good time.
07:16But to kind of put a label on something, I'd have to go to New York, see what New York's
07:20like.
07:21I don't want to ever make Victoria feel sad because I've rushed in or made a stupid
07:25decision.
07:26Yeah, we don't have any labels yet.
07:28We're just going to see how it goes.
07:31Right now it's going fabulously.
07:33That is the circular one now.
07:35I'm afraid yours is a bit high bank.
07:38I'm sorry about this.
07:40Glenn just exudes confidence and I'm never left guessing how he feels.
07:47And now I know that's something that I do need and I like him.
07:51But in the back of my mind, I'm trying to be cautious because I don't want to make any
07:57mistakes that I made in the past and rush into something because it fizzles out really
08:01fast.
08:02It's actually quite, quite good, right?
08:03You can smell it.
08:04You can smell the burn.
08:05You can smell it.
08:06You can smell it.
08:07You can smell the burn.
08:08You can smell it.
08:09Now.
08:15Now tell me what are you after, baby?
08:20Mmm baby, are you chasing, chasing disaster?
08:26Baby, the way you been acting.
08:31Crazy.
08:32What are your problems, baby?
08:36Saying goodbye to Bernardo the other night was extremely hard on me, extremely hard on
08:52me.
08:54I made my decision for Bruno because it was the right thing to do.
09:02He wants what I want.
09:03And he has everything I could possibly ask for.
09:09So what do you think comes next for us?
09:12To me, the next, the best next step is visit you, California, know your mom, your daughter.
09:23So I know that I made the right choice.
09:26That was the right choice.
09:27This is logical and it makes sense.
09:31But I'm not comfortable with that choice any longer.
09:39My heart is bleeding, but not for Bruno.
09:48My whole life, I have had to make logical, logically based decisions because I couldn't let the
10:00wrong person into my life.
10:01There's something happening to Alyssa, to my finances.
10:08In here, I'm not home and I'm in a different environment.
10:12And my heart is telling me that I didn't do the right thing.
10:22So I need to have a conversation with Bruno and just let him be, um, let it move on from me.
10:39I'm leaving Brazil tomorrow morning, but it's very important to me that I sit with Bruno in person, with him, own up to the feelings that I have for Bernardo.
10:55Even if it's uncomfortable, so that he knows that, that I respect him enough to do that.
11:08I feel like a horrible person.
11:09The last thing I want to do is hurt Bruno.
11:11But my gut has been upside down, and had I not chosen Bruno, I don't know that I would have known how strongly I felt for Bernardo.
11:21Truly.
11:23Shhh, shhh, shhh.
11:26Hi.
11:30Hello, beautiful.
11:32Hi, come on in.
11:34Are you okay?
11:36Yeah, we have to talk.
11:43Sit.
11:49How's your day been?
11:50Oh, I'm tired.
11:51A lot of things.
11:52And I'm thinking about the last day.
11:55Farewell.
11:56I hate to say goodbye.
11:59And, uh, I can't wait to see you.
12:02But, I'm worried.
12:04What's going on?
12:06I don't even know, Bruno.
12:12Um.
12:13Oh.
12:14Dinner.
12:15On the sunset cruise.
12:16As long as I'm not in dinner, I'm fine with it.
12:17Your dessert.
12:18In math and in science, if you limit the number of variables, you can tend to get the same results.
12:31I had good results on a boat before, so I want to have the same positive results.
12:35So, this might possibly be my last date with you.
12:39Wow.
12:50I'm pretty excited to be going into this final date.
12:52I think it will go well if I can remember how to iron my sleeve.
12:57Hello.
12:58Hello, homie.
12:59How are you?
13:00Ready?
13:01I'm ready.
13:02Yeah.
13:03Ready.
13:04How do you feel?
13:05I feel nervous.
13:07This date means a lot.
13:22This is the culmination of my trip.
13:24I came to find love, and let's see if it happens.
13:29Final call.
13:30Final call.
13:31Stay calm and relax.
13:33No matter what, I only hope you will have your best.
13:38Really, from my heart, come on.
13:40Thank you, thank you.
13:41Thank you, my friend.
13:44Tonight, I'm taking Amber on a sunset cruise.
13:47We're meeting on the island of Sedosa, south of Singapore.
13:50And we're going to take a sailing trip out into the bay
13:53and go around and have a four-course meal.
13:56I think boats are wonderfully romantic.
13:59In math and in science, if you limit the number of variables,
14:02you can tend to get the same results.
14:04I had good results on a boat before,
14:06so I want to have the same positive results.
14:08Hello, big guy.
14:09Hi, Amber.
14:10Yeah.
14:11I'm so happy to see you.
14:12How have you been?
14:13I've been good.
14:14That's good.
14:15Wow, you look gorgeous.
14:17What do you have in store for me?
14:18Dinner.
14:19Dinner?
14:20Okay.
14:21Yes.
14:22On a sunset cruise.
14:23As long as I'm not dinner, I'm fine with it.
14:26Your dessert.
14:27I'm dessert.
14:28After talking to Dahli, I decided to send my trip in Singapore
14:31to give myself more time to get to know Amber better.
14:34I want to give her the option to see me,
14:36so that she can understand that I am mature enough
14:39to date her on her own terms.
14:41Wow.
14:42Do you wish to sit backwards,
14:43or do you wish to have the ride come forward to you?
14:45I will sit there.
14:46Very well.
14:47I like it.
14:48I like it.
14:49I like it.
14:50I like it.
14:51I like it.
14:52I like it.
14:53And I like it.
14:54I like it.
14:55I like it.
14:56I like it.
14:57I like it.
14:58I like it.
14:59I like it.
15:00I like it.
15:01I like it.
15:02I like it.
15:03I like it.
15:04Very well.
15:05Cushing is always good.
15:07It's like going on a roller coaster.
15:09I think I'll ride backwards.
15:11I'm good.
15:12Careful.
15:13Never catch a knife.
15:14Because you catch it with me.
15:18Oh, we're moving.
15:19Yeah.
15:24So, how's Jo?
15:26She's good.
15:27She's happy that she got to meet you.
15:30Yeah.
15:31Pretty much, she's on your side now.
15:34Yeah.
15:35It's a thing.
15:36So, I think that if you were to meet more of my friends, everyone would be vulnerable
15:41by you.
15:42I would hope so.
15:44I'll just be my charming self.
15:46If I were to meet your friends, I think they would be vulnerable by me.
15:51Oh.
15:52So, we'll have to have a cross-switch of friends.
15:55Like, all your friends will become my friends, and all my friends will become your friends.
15:59That sounds interesting.
16:03Oh, my face is hurting from smiling too much.
16:05What?
16:06I'm feeling very hopeful about our relationship.
16:11And I've enjoyed every moment I've spent with Amber.
16:15I am so much better for it.
16:17And I've learned the most important thing is to really listen and be patient.
16:23So, I hope that Amber is excited when I tell her I'm extending my trip, because I don't
16:28want to make her feel obligated to talk to me.
16:31I want her to want to make time and space for us in her life.
16:36That would be my dream.
16:38So, this might possibly be my last date with you in Singapore on this trip.
16:44Okay.
16:45And how does that make you feel?
16:47I'm sad to leave.
16:49I want to get to know you better.
16:51I'm having such a great time.
16:53I...
16:54I feel that we fast connected and...
16:58Well, yeah, I didn't expect our chemistry to be so good.
17:03But it's...
17:05It's very different from how I normally date.
17:08So, it feels...
17:11It's like a...
17:13It's almost like an intensive dating camp.
17:17Yeah.
17:18Well, we did use a matchmaker, so we skipped a lot of stuff.
17:22True.
17:24You were saying that this has been super intense and overwhelming.
17:29Yes.
17:30I don't want to scare you away.
17:32I really like when we have the arbor pour.
17:35We laugh.
17:36We cry.
17:37We...
17:38We laugh.
17:39We cry.
17:40Okay.
17:41I don't think we've cried so far.
17:42Oh, okay.
17:43Thankfully.
17:44Yes.
17:45Well, tears of joy.
17:46Tears of joy.
17:47Maybe tears of perspiration.
17:48More like it.
17:49Okay.
17:50Yes.
17:51Lots of tears of perspiration with me to your friend.
17:52That was...
17:53All right.
17:54Like...
17:55But...
17:56Yeah.
17:57Pet, pet.
17:58Yeah.
17:59But...
18:00I...
18:01I just want to get to know you.
18:03Yeah.
18:04And I've decided I'd like to spend more time in Singapore with you.
18:09Thanks.
18:10Wow.
18:11The main thing that I'm missing in my life is like a partner and have a family and start
18:23that next chapter.
18:24I want to stop family, but not now.
18:27How do we meet in the middle and try to make this work?
18:30I mean, it's not reality.
18:35I care a lot about Bernardo.
18:39You want...
18:40I don't know why.
18:41No, but...
18:42I like him.
18:43The same.
18:44Totally the same.
18:45That's pretty insane.
18:48No...
18:49I'm not.
18:51I'm not.
18:52I'm not.
18:53I'm not.
18:54Don't walk away.
18:56Tonight is not forever, but we can make it worth a while.
19:01I wanna dance in the moonlight.
19:03Look about the stars and recall all our memories.
19:10so what do you think about the place it's absolutely adorable i love the decor nice
19:16yeah but it's kind of like your vibe yeah i love it it's darling
19:29you have any preference for food or um if you want to just order like a couple appetizers or
19:35something we can share or whatever you think there's gambas and she's prawns again no prawns for me
19:43after i saw them their lives be taken i think okay okay i can't believe my mom and i are leaving
19:50singapore tomorrow it really sucks that ej and i only have one more night you know what you want
19:57to drink already yeah i'm gonna have the um what is it called blessed earth yeah how'd you know
20:04you know what i like already wow my favorite thing about aj is his heart
20:12aj makes me feel really special and he is an incredible person but i am worried because
20:18i've done long distance before and it's really tough one person or both people really have to make
20:24sacrifices so i'm hoping tonight that we can continue to figure out a compromise on his two-year plan
20:32and how we can possibly make this work let's have a cheers first cheers
20:40so you're leaving tomorrow are you going to come with me of course i'm going to bring you to the
20:45airport because you know we have my mom too and all the luggage and all these things okay i'm just
20:49making sure these muscles have to do some work though i want to watch those muscles work
20:53i definitely want to i know it's going to be very painful but i mean this is not goodbye see you
21:01later yeah i love that yeah cool would you be interested in potentially coming to houston and
21:10meeting my friends and seeing how i live and my life and everything i mean of course you know i want
21:17you to those who show me like you know putting out cowboy boots riding a horse i mean i want to do
21:22that too you see that is not really a reality in texas everyone thinks it is like i literally don't
21:29even wear cowboy boots like once a year maybe for the rodeo okay yeah go to the rodeo yeah you have to
21:37go to the rodeo though it's so fun the reality is at the end of the day we just have to spend more
21:43time i agree and i mean i like where this is going um but realistically like for me personally i want to
21:53make sure that we're on the same page um you know the big thing to me is your tier plan i would love to
22:01spend a year with my partner and then um get serious about having kids and stuff
22:10i know we talked a lot at the chronic ways it is really very deep right yeah
22:19these are questions that we can only go through together when we spend enough time together because
22:24you know that's where the real compromise happens when you're totally in love with each other now we
22:28are getting to know each other there's infatuation but are we in love in love when we are ready to
22:34make crazy sacrifices no so we have to go down that road in order for us to make the decisions together
22:43what i feel is that we both have two halves of the whole picture right yeah you want to start family
22:48i want to start family but not now like it puts me in a place where i'm like
22:53like between a rock and a hard place i know i totally understand but i think when there are huge
23:00sacrifices that are potentially going to be made like you know maybe moving all the way across the
23:08world then it's things that should be talked about sooner rather than later
23:13these are questions that i don't have answers to right i mean why not be here together today and
23:23we can be in a moment and then have a bit of fun it's not reality like how can anyone have a good
23:30time when there's a lot of uncertainty i mean i want to actually plan for like my future me being a very
23:38practical very um realistic person i mean the priority will always be my business so in a perfect
23:47world what would happen is i would fight whatever loose ends i have in my business and two years we
23:53decide whether do we want to start the family together he says two years but it doesn't mean that in
24:05two years he will actually be where he thinks he needs to be that's like his goal right it might
24:11actually be four five six years and biologically i don't have that as a man i think that it's important
24:20that they take initiative and compromise but instead guys do whatever they want i mean it sucks
24:28the main thing that i'm missing in my life is like a partner and have a family and start that next
24:35chapter so i need someone who can understand that i mean i understand where you're coming for me
24:46but the real question is like how do we meet in the middle and try to make this work right um
24:54i don't know
24:58i do feel a little paranoid after you know going through something like this before where someone
25:05strung me along for a long time to then later tell me that he doesn't want the same things as me
25:11and honestly if ej doesn't make more of a concrete plan with me before i leave then i just don't see us
25:21just having a future together
25:35i don't know
25:37i don't know
25:49i don't know you're literally perfect you have everything but you have everything
25:56but i just don't see me and you working out
26:11why
26:11why you've done nothing wrong that's the one thing i need you to understand
26:16like you have done you've done everything right it's just not right for me
26:20you deserve real big love i'm ready to but for no to know you better but you don't you don't want to try or wait
26:37i guess the other thing
26:45the other thing is that i
26:49i care a lot about bernardo
26:54well then i don't understand is if that day you still have feelings or you're in doubt about me or
27:03or him uh it's it's it's not make sense for me you want i don't know why no but i like him
27:16more than than you like me
27:21when it shows no i i don't want bruno it's yeah he's perfect but i want the the wrong guy
27:26my heart is confusing and i want the wrong guy oh it's okay i i will maybe you're right thank you oh
27:32thanks thanks to be honest and i will take you home that's fair i'm not you're right i should
27:38have done that i'm trying to be honest with you now okay
27:45it's not fair
27:54is that all
27:55bring a gift for you no i just i don't i put your name in my shirt
28:06what do i want to do with this i'm looking at another monica monica i have a shirt for you
28:15insane totally insane that's okay uh it's life
28:25i'm very sorry that's all i can say i have no other words
28:34oh bruno i'm so sorry
28:35oh
28:44oh god i'm so sorry this is horrible
28:51it's all sad i'm so sorry please believe me i'm sorry
28:57okay
29:02i'll forgive me
29:06oh no you have everything anyone could want
29:14okay
29:17have a good life
29:19have a good luck no no okay that's okay that's all
29:26you're an amazing woman again but you you need to understand better your feelings probably true
29:34it's very bad and do these things things don't always work out the way we want them to
29:40well that's okay that's okay that's okay uh good luck and i wish the best for you okay
29:53my heart are totally break broken right now it hurts because um it's not make sense to me
30:02uh all these things uh the her feelings her indecision uh my heart is
30:13very very broken right now
30:22i feel extremely terrible for bruno i didn't want anybody to get hurt
30:35but this is why i am here to do things differently and trusting my instincts only me
30:42to make this decision and that truly my gut and heart tell me that i should be with bernardo
30:49i'm leaving so soon and i've got to get a hold of bernardo i have to tell him how i'm feeling
30:58i know what i want i've always known what i've wanted and it's been him and i'm so sorry and
31:04i just hope that he gives me a chance when i text you was at half four at five a.m it's great fun it was until
31:21until until until what until you left me
31:33i'm not getting any sleep not a good time nobody talked to me
31:40i'm exhausted after today after the cooking class me victoria darren and glenn decided to go
31:50and have beverages because i've been super eager to see the like nightlife scene so we get to the club
31:57but after a while we ended up losing glenn i have no idea where he went and then i end up losing victoria
32:03and darren because i had to go to the restroom i was by myself so i went ahead and ordered an uber i get
32:11back to the hotel and i texted glenn
32:17no response i looked at his instagram and he's posting that he's at other places like he's club
32:25hopping what a slap in my face like i'm in a whole foreign country i could have got
32:31kidnapped thrown in the river if i would have known that i would have come 4 000 miles to meet someone
32:42for them to leave me in a club i would have never i would have never accepted another day from glenn
33:01to get here and i thought i knew the right decision and i was about to choose the wrong one
33:15glenn didn't hit me back until this morning and his only concern it wasn't my safety it wasn't oh did
33:23you make it back to your hotel he didn't apologize but he did ask me what time to meet at the bar
33:32i'm meeting him because i was going to pick glenn to like carry on our romance but now things have
33:39changed
33:44hi hi
33:48nice to see you
33:51after glenn left me last night in the club it opened my eyes like he's not a gentleman he doesn't care if i
33:58would have made it home safe or not that's not how i want to be treated that was the beginning of your day
34:07and especially for him to use the l word at at the cooking class and then to act like this totally
34:13contradicts everything that he said before it's making me realize that last meeting that i had with
34:19katarina that she was absolutely right glenn represents every guy that i've dated from the past
34:25and it definitely shines the light that he is a massive love bomber
34:32um this morning just went to the gym um got some breakfast met a friend went for a small walk
34:40you know not too much why what did you do um today i woke up i had breakfast and yeah it was a long
34:47night you already know we had a long night oh it was yeah a long night in the town what time did you
34:53end up getting back um when i text you was at half four it was at five five yeah five a.m it was until
35:04until what until you left me i didn't leave you where were you were you did i ride back home with you
35:13no so did you say good good night you want to do this yeah absolutely okay
35:22so we met uh-huh after a date we went to the bottom boy uh-huh that bar yeah we had a few drinks there
35:30and then we went into town absolutely yeah yeah um when we got into camden we're having a good time
35:36and then i turned around and you weren't there i went to the bathroom
35:39did you not receive my text when i told you where i was in the building
35:47oh well i text you first say where are you twice before you replied um
35:55when did you text me twice and ask me where was i because i'm not seeing that my guy look at this i
36:02told you exactly where i was i text you three times you did not you went home on your own
36:07where's the three texts you went home on your own i did not go home on my own accord i went home because
36:12you left me what is hard about that you left me are you crazy you need to come down okay
36:21irregardless i know that you say that you like women that are very mature and that are secure with
36:26themselves and i'm very much that but at the same time i don't like to be embarrassed and last night
36:34the fact that i got my own uber i took care of myself and the fact that you still stayed out till
36:40five o'clock in the morning and did not check on me didn't worry where i was at continued your party
36:46i feel like you're an attention whore do you know what people do when they're wrong in an argument they
36:52start insulting the other person you've called me an attention whore you are you've that's your
36:57opinion you've called me an attention whore you've also called me a liar because you're lying like to
37:03be honest you're the one over here trying to find love no wonder you're single
37:09get out get out bitch get out get out so lame wow
37:22so darren and i we were supposed to hang out yesterday for my last night so then it doesn't
37:29show up and it's like now like two in the morning how are you doing i feel like what he did just triggered
37:35so much
37:51how are you coming i mean i well from yesterday that's like everything's just changed so i don't know
37:56all the places are crumbling around me
38:04so darren and i i thought we're going like on a good pace getting along everything was great on
38:08the same page with everything and then we were supposed to hang out yesterday for my last night
38:14and like we've been talking throughout the day everything's like i'm gonna come by
38:18around like this time so i'm like okay cool no problem so then that time rolls around doesn't show up
38:25and then like hours passed and it's like now like two in the morning so i was like ah okay
38:32and so like i sent him like some text where it was like like wow you're ghosting me on my last night
38:37in ireland that's shitty and in the morning like around like six seven ish he texted me was like oh no
38:43no sorry my phone died and then just like moved on like like just didn't even address it anymore
38:49i'm so hurt and it's just so immature and disrespectful i mean i haven't seen these characteristics
39:00from him like the whole time i've been here so now to see this on my last day it makes me
39:07just kind of question everything that he said i felt like we were really on the same page i mean i
39:13opened up i let him in but maybe he just doesn't care about me as much as i care about him
39:20aaron's gonna come by he said he'd take me to the airport so i mean i'm just kind of confused why he
39:25would want to take me to the airport if he didn't even want to hang out with me on my last day
39:29but i do want him to come because i want to address things in person
39:32like i want to get like i guess my feelings out and not worry about his feelings and just say my peace
39:39i feel like i normally back down but i feel like what he did it just triggered so much
39:48that there'd be no way i could back down especially because i feel like i even told him that these
39:54like with my dad doing drugs and stuff like that like no response is like
39:58like like a like a fear of mucking in a sense
40:05so it just like brings back all that
40:12right now the last thing i want to do is see darren but katarina's taught me a lot about myself
40:17and how to really stand up for myself i'm hoping he has some like great excuse as to why
40:24he blew me off i just hope he shows up this time because if darren doesn't show up to take me to
40:30the airport it'll be like the final straw like this will be done it'll be over
40:41next time on match me abroad i have a very interesting question what do you think is the
40:47distinction between like and love i found love like bottom line i found what i was looking for
40:55and i have for a long time been desiring to feel loved back would it be okay if i gave you a kiss
41:02right now i'm just feeling like the like a big bag of mixed emotions i mean i don't know if you
41:15should take me to the airport i'm just all over the place
41:18oh my gosh hi wow i went to see how you are oh gosh great in my wildest dreams i really never
41:33believed that this experience would work and that i would fall in love and how is bruno
41:38i have something to tell you okay okay i wish i had five four minutes before
41:54maybe i just hug her one more time i feel lost i don't tolerate people being disrespectful to me
42:10i've worked so hard on myself what a wackadoo
42:14amber told me everything i'm just texting keitha now there's a last chance to see amber tomorrow
42:24and he'd better take the chance
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