Life After Lockup is a reality TV series that follows couples navigating life and relationships after one partner has been released from prison. The show explores the unique challenges of reintegration into society, family dynamics, and the pursuit of love amidst past struggles. This episode continues to delve into the complex and often dramatic journeys of these couples as they strive to build a future together.
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00:00:00Previously on Life After Lockup.
00:00:04Where's Will?
00:00:05Nobody out here but me.
00:00:06Who picked you up?
00:00:07Mark picked me up.
00:00:08Mark is my friend.
00:00:09To say he's my sugar daddy is kind of a label.
00:00:12Bitch.
00:00:13So I just talked to the divorce attorney.
00:00:14I just need to send you some paperwork that you can fill out, and then we can make this
00:00:18all finalized.
00:00:20She wants a $60,000 wedding.
00:00:22What?
00:00:22What about investing in the barbershop?
00:00:24How much do you think this is all really going to cost?
00:00:26$100,000.
00:00:27I don't want to cut my wedding for another business venture.
00:00:30I'm not ready to spend money on a wedding when you're not ready to call your family.
00:00:35I really, really do want to give us this wedding, but we have to compromise.
00:00:40Welcome home.
00:00:42Let me see the phone.
00:00:43You respond to a bitch named Stephanie.
00:00:45Somebody catfish my phone.
00:00:47That sounds suspect as .
00:00:49Why do you think I was wrong with her about my kids?
00:00:51It's my son's first birthday party.
00:00:53I ain't going back and forth with you and her about some petty .
00:00:55You weren't allowed to go.
00:00:57I have been falsely accused of vandalizing Demadrix's baby mama's car.
00:01:03She put a dumb hole on my window and flattened my tires.
00:01:06The money for your tire.
00:01:07You're going to make this a girl what?
00:01:09I'm not dropping no charges.
00:01:12Drinking?
00:01:13I'm a grown man, and I'm going to have a drink when I want to have a drink.
00:01:15Legally, you cannot even be drinking.
00:01:17I don't want to talk to you, bitch.
00:01:18I do not want to be in the car with you.
00:01:20You're acting psycho.
00:01:21You know how to do it.
00:01:22She took some pregnancy tests.
00:01:24Some of them are positive, some of them are negative.
00:01:26I'm supposed to go do this blood test with my potential baby daddy that will not answer
00:01:30the phone.
00:01:31When do you think you'll have the results?
00:01:32By tomorrow.
00:01:33It's clearly on something.
00:01:35Alex, does she have something to do with all this?
00:01:37Alex just miscarried his baby.
00:01:39I'm trying to my dude.
00:01:40Where are you pregnant with J.K. saying?
00:01:42I'm not getting yucks.
00:01:43She ain't going to say nothing.
00:01:44I got so many questions, and I just want some answers.
00:01:55I'm just letting you know, I just got done meeting with your bitch.
00:01:58Does she miscarry your baby?
00:02:00I'm sure there.
00:02:08No.
00:02:09Have you been this bitch?
00:02:12No.
00:02:14Have you been talking to this bitch?
00:02:19No.
00:02:22Hey.
00:02:23We got something we need to talk about.
00:02:25Serious.
00:02:26If there wasn't some whole going on, you would have been there for the blood test.
00:02:30You would have been there through all of that.
00:02:31Like, you wanted these things.
00:02:35And now, like, I'm just left here to do it myself?
00:02:41No.
00:02:42That's what it's been.
00:02:44You know, I wanted to come and have this conversation with you, but I don't even know, honestly, if I can stand to look at you right now.
00:02:53I'm done being the bad guy.
00:02:55I'm done doing all the crazy that I ain't, I just ain't going to do it no more.
00:02:59I ain't got to.
00:03:00What the are you wanting me to say to you?
00:03:02Bro, I don't know, but you sound up for real.
00:03:05I don't know.
00:03:06Get your life together.
00:03:08Get off the that you've been on for however long you've been on it and do what the you need to do and be a real man.
00:03:15you, bro.
00:03:16I don't know if JK doesn't realize that he's putting his freedom at risk or if he literally just doesn't give a at this point.
00:03:27I am scared for what the future holds because by God, if I'm pregnant, this just means I'm going to have to do this by myself.
00:03:36Let me tell you how so, ungrateful, every time you open your mouth it's hateful.
00:03:47When you stop coming to me, when you stop popping up at my house late at night when you want to, you handle your girlfriend, then maybe you ain't ready for that money.
00:03:57I'm not trying to hear none of that.
00:03:59Keep your hands to yourself.
00:04:00You want to play with my feelings, then you want to come give me this petty money.
00:04:09What you got?
00:04:10Oh, this is good stuff right here.
00:04:12The truth coming out.
00:04:13It's not that.
00:04:14About your feelings.
00:04:15About who feelings?
00:04:16Yours.
00:04:17No, it's about being a grown ass man and owning up to what the you really doing.
00:04:21I owned up to my bull.
00:04:22That's how we got here.
00:04:24I don't know what the is down with me, but whatever she down with, I ain't down with it.
00:04:29I'm going to be 100.
00:04:31I don't give a about the feelings.
00:04:32We done.
00:04:33We done been there.
00:04:34We done tried that.
00:04:35The talks didn't work then.
00:04:36They not going to work now.
00:04:38I'm going to get up out here.
00:04:39Bye.
00:04:40You taking too long.
00:04:41You doing too much.
00:04:42At the moment, I am not cheating on Kiana.
00:04:45That's the whole reason we got back together.
00:04:47Come on, y'all.
00:04:48Let's go.
00:04:49So your daddy won't get even madder than he already is.
00:04:52I just want to warm up.
00:04:53Listen.
00:04:54No, you're not going to treat me no any type of way because you know.
00:04:56How's he treating you?
00:04:57What has he done to you?
00:04:58It doesn't matter.
00:04:58He didn't do nothing.
00:04:59He tried to beat up on his kids and you act like this.
00:05:01It doesn't matter.
00:05:02No, I don't act like nothing.
00:05:03I don't act like nothing.
00:05:04I'm no problem.
00:05:05That's what you're doing is acting bitter.
00:05:06I'm acting bitter.
00:05:07That's just like you would be acting bitter if Mr. Jerry's other kids would come around and all this other
00:05:12baby mamas.
00:05:14The mamas could come around.
00:05:15I don't care.
00:05:15I'm not bitter.
00:05:16I don't care because that's my, he's my husband.
00:05:18Calm down.
00:05:19He's mine.
00:05:20He belongs to me.
00:05:21So I don't worry about what nobody else thinks.
00:05:23Jawayla has a very smart mouth.
00:05:25You could try to talk to her and give her some advice and then she'll try to flip it on you and
00:05:30make it seem like she's the victim and you just being mean and petty and picking at her.
00:05:35Jawayla's issue is that she feels like she has to always defend herself.
00:05:39Y'all say that now, but no, I'm not bitter.
00:05:42She'll kiss my ass.
00:05:43As if I'm the problem.
00:05:45No, I'm not the problem.
00:05:47He's the problem.
00:05:49Being bitter for what?
00:05:50It's not because he's not with me, no, none of that.
00:05:52Come on.
00:05:52He left me a long time ago.
00:05:54He left me and my kids with a lot of bitch-ass things.
00:05:57I don't got to be jealous of that bitch or him.
00:06:00We still, we're still going to continue just like he was over there the other night.
00:06:05I don't know how many times me and the Madrick done slept together since he's been home,
00:06:10but it's definitely been over like 50 times.
00:06:13You really in your feelings for real?
00:06:15She is, but it's okay.
00:06:17Get your house in order, that's all.
00:06:18Got it?
00:06:19Yeah.
00:06:19Hey, Jawayla.
00:06:20Come on, DJ.
00:06:21What about the boys' stuff?
00:06:23I don't want it.
00:06:24It's not for you, it's for them.
00:06:25It's fine.
00:06:26They got toys at home.
00:06:27Jawayla, listen to me.
00:06:28Get the up out of here, man.
00:06:31Time for .
00:06:31Matter of fact, let me call Kim.
00:06:33He went over there the other night and he tells me I got to go over there to put the
00:06:40kids to sleep.
00:06:41Uh-uh.
00:06:42But yeah, I ain't feeling that one bit.
00:06:45Girl, I ain't got nothing to say.
00:06:48Mm-mm.
00:06:49Hello?
00:06:50Man, I'm trying to have a civilized conversation with this girl.
00:06:54All she want to do is argue and her feelings on some bitch-
00:06:57In front of the kids?
00:06:59She on that in front of everything.
00:07:01Okay, I'm on my way.
00:07:03All right, I'll see you in a minute.
00:07:05We're going to have to catch up later, girl.
00:07:06I got to go get her.
00:07:07Oh, Lord.
00:07:08Y'all going to have to find common ground.
00:07:10You, Demadric, and Keanu, no matter what's going on, or y'all going to all just have to
00:07:14leave each other alone, but the kids are still going to be there.
00:07:17We have no idea what happened to the party.
00:07:20There's no time.
00:07:21We can't.
00:07:22We're going to watch the boys while she's going to get their stuff.
00:07:24Okay.
00:07:25Man.
00:07:25That got out of hand.
00:07:39Oh, I'm in a bad situation.
00:07:41We're going to come together as a family to support Keanu.
00:07:43You are not an honest person.
00:07:46Therefore, I cannot with you.
00:07:48Then leave.
00:07:49I deserve more than you.
00:07:50I take the garbage out, and she did it for me.
00:07:53I need a second.
00:07:54Who have you been sleeping with?
00:07:57He gives me money.
00:07:58He found me a place to live.
00:07:59If she really loved me, then she hurts like I do, too.
00:08:12You expect me to think you're not seeing someone else?
00:08:16Who have you been sleeping with?
00:08:18What?
00:08:18It's not my fault that you can't trust me because you're insecure.
00:08:30It's 150% your fault I don't trust you.
00:08:34You have Mark here the entire time.
00:08:37Mark is my friend.
00:08:38Mark is the one that's actually been here.
00:08:40He actually picked me up from jail.
00:08:41He gives me money.
00:08:42He gives me rides.
00:08:44He found me a place to live.
00:08:45Oh, I'm sorry.
00:08:46He's here.
00:08:46I'm like, you.
00:08:46Is he the guy who came to Portland to watch you get out of prison for the first time in
00:08:51two years?
00:08:52No, he's not.
00:08:53He's not the guy who gave me the ring.
00:08:56That was fake.
00:08:57He's the fake.
00:08:59Give me a break.
00:09:01The ring's not fake, Courtney.
00:09:02I bought it from a diamond supplier.
00:09:05Do you even have papers for your real ring?
00:09:09I don't need papers.
00:09:10Yes, you do need papers.
00:09:11When you're spending money on a ring, I would definitely want to have some papers.
00:09:15Yeah, and it was my money I spent, so those papers are my business.
00:09:18Yeah, because they don't exist.
00:09:22Because it's fake.
00:09:26How do you expect me to not want a divorce after everything?
00:09:29Because I just want someone to fight for me for once.
00:09:32I've been fighting for you for weeks.
00:09:34No, you haven't.
00:09:36No, you haven't.
00:09:37Because this whole relationship, all you've done is bitch and moan and cry about how much
00:09:42I am, how much loser I am, how much I don't talk to my family, how much I don't talk to
00:09:46you, what everything I'm doing wrong, Will.
00:09:48You've never praised me for anything I do right.
00:09:51You've never told me.
00:09:51Not once.
00:09:52Have you ever told me that you're proud of me, Will?
00:09:54Every day I tell you I'm proud of you.
00:09:56You do not.
00:09:57The simple solution is to just sign the divorce papers.
00:10:09The simple solution.
00:10:15I'm here in Oregon for another 24 hours.
00:10:18You have 24 hours to hit me up and sign those papers, or I will have the court compel you
00:10:24to.
00:10:25Those are your options.
00:10:26I will have the court compel you to.
00:10:27Okay, all right.
00:10:29Have a great day, Courtney.
00:10:30Yeah, dude, yeah.
00:10:30Get the rocks, honey.
00:10:33Get the rocks.
00:10:34You bitch.
00:10:43I need to pull over, sorry.
00:10:44I didn't sign the papers because he should want to be with me.
00:10:58Like, he should want to work things out.
00:11:02Like, dude, obviously I'm struggling.
00:11:04I'm truly emotionally exhausted.
00:11:09I'm trying to maintain work and keeping my mom sane while we both watch my dad die.
00:11:22My dad has dementia and cancer, and I'm helping my mom to give my dad the care that he needs
00:11:29in his end of life.
00:11:30Man, this is harder than I thought it would be.
00:11:32My relationship with Courtney, it was supposed to be a new beginning.
00:11:41I'm a little surprised at myself for how afraid I am to go on without Courtney.
00:11:48Seeing her in person, we have this wild chemistry, and I wanted to kiss her so bad.
00:11:58Courtney and I have exchanged some pretty cool words to each other, but I hope I wasn't
00:12:04so naive as to think that she loved me when she didn't.
00:12:08And in thinking that I'm not that naive, if she really loved me, then she hurts like I do, too.
00:12:18Damn.
00:12:21Wow.
00:12:23Laughing.
00:12:24This is not what I expected.
00:12:25That's just how I deal with things sometimes.
00:12:27Not that I think this is funny, because it kind of is, but like, humor is just how I process things.
00:12:34I can't literally think of a thing that's funny right now.
00:12:38Okay.
00:12:44There's really no vindication in hurting someone that you love.
00:12:47Uh-oh.
00:13:03I'm tired.
00:13:05My whole body's sore.
00:13:0611 years built up.
00:13:07We need to do another one real quick.
00:13:09I mean, right.
00:13:10For real.
00:13:11Damn.
00:13:11Oh, my body's so sore.
00:13:13My coochie hurt.
00:13:19This is our first day.
00:13:21You know what I'm saying?
00:13:22Like, we've been able to be at the crib and something that I've really been looking forward
00:13:26to doing.
00:13:27Well, the kids are going to be coming home from school.
00:13:29How long until the kids are going to be home?
00:13:31Soon.
00:13:32They're doing real soon.
00:13:33You know what I'm saying?
00:13:34No.
00:13:35Let me get some of that.
00:13:36Let me get some of that .
00:13:38Keith being physically out is a major difference.
00:13:42It's nice.
00:13:43It's nice.
00:13:44I mean, who don't want no fine-ass men in the bed with them?
00:13:47You're going to get poked about two or three times throughout the night.
00:13:53We got to get ready.
00:13:54The kids are going to be here.
00:13:55Tonight.
00:13:56Tonight.
00:13:57All right.
00:13:58Come on, man.
00:13:59Let's get up.
00:14:00Yesterday, when Keith gets this text from some woman named Stephanie, I'm like, hold
00:14:05out, hold out, hold out, hold out, hold out.
00:14:06Who the is texting my man?
00:14:08all mother just randomly texted Stephanie.
00:14:11I don't know no Stephanie.
00:14:13It could have been my niece.
00:14:14It could have been anybody.
00:14:15They don't look like your mother niece.
00:14:17I'm used to bitches trying to get my man.
00:14:20I'll be watching his phone, making sure ain't no other bitches texting me.
00:14:24No other bitches texting.
00:14:25Why would I allow that?
00:14:28You nervous about the girls coming home?
00:14:30I mean, you know Kiera is super excited, you know?
00:14:33I mean, Naraya's going to take some getting used to because, you know.
00:14:36I'm looking forward to it, you know?
00:14:38And then, like you said, I was already developing a relationship with Kiera.
00:14:42So, Naraya, I got her.
00:14:44She'll come around once she actually gets to meet you herself.
00:14:47Yeah.
00:14:48I'm excited to see all that happen.
00:14:50Keith's been incarcerated for so long with nothing but men.
00:14:54And then, me and my daughters not having men around.
00:14:57You know, it definitely is going to have its challenges, you know?
00:15:01There's going to be a big change.
00:15:03I know I'm worried about to get out of school too.
00:15:05So, he's going to meet up with us at the bowling spot.
00:15:07Hey guys.
00:15:08Hey.
00:15:09Hey.
00:15:10Hey, boo.
00:15:11Look who's here.
00:15:12Daddy!
00:15:15What's up, baby girl?
00:15:16What's up with you?
00:15:17Nothing.
00:15:18What's up, Naraya?
00:15:20Huh?
00:15:21You got your hair straightened.
00:15:25Nah, what's wrong?
00:15:28You always just quiet.
00:15:30Yeah, your mom got something planned for us today.
00:15:33We're going to have a family night, all of us.
00:15:36And Mari.
00:15:37You know how to bowl?
00:15:39I'm going to see about that.
00:15:42You know, try to get custody of his son.
00:15:45It does make me nervous telling the girls that Mari's going to move in.
00:15:48We finally get to have a family day.
00:15:50We're going to kick your butt and bowl it.
00:15:53Yeah, you ready to turn up?
00:15:54Mm-hmm.
00:15:57It's slippery up here.
00:15:59Oh, where did you go?
00:16:01Girl, I have one on.
00:16:03What's up, baby boy?
00:16:04Yeah.
00:16:05Yeah.
00:16:07What's up with you?
00:16:08What's up?
00:16:09You cool?
00:16:10Yeah.
00:16:11Man, it's cold out here.
00:16:13Just come on.
00:16:16My feet won't fit.
00:16:17This is number five.
00:16:18Come here.
00:16:20Mari's custody is still an ongoing situation, but we are going to get it done as soon as we can,
00:16:26so that we can be together as a family with our children.
00:16:33That's a good curve.
00:16:35Yay!
00:16:36Yay!
00:16:37That's a seven.
00:16:38That might be too little for your fingers.
00:16:42Mari, what the heck?
00:16:44Me and Keith knew that when he got out on the streets, you know, we were going to bring our children together.
00:16:48It's like the Brady Bosh.
00:16:50Everybody came together, man, so it's good.
00:16:53I don't like the ball.
00:16:54Yeah.
00:16:56So what you about to do?
00:16:59Sleep.
00:17:00Sleep?
00:17:01Mari.
00:17:02I'll laugh at me real quick.
00:17:03Matty, you want to play some games?
00:17:05No, Mari's going to stay here.
00:17:09She got going on though, man.
00:17:11How about that?
00:17:12Whatever happened to the old girl that you was talking about, man?
00:17:15A little hurt?
00:17:16Shorty, man. Did you ever pull up on her?
00:17:18I decided to step up.
00:17:19Man.
00:17:21Now that my dad home, I feel very happy having been, like, with him for, like, years.
00:17:27Now I'm, like, able to, like, live with him.
00:17:29He'll come to my football games.
00:17:31Yeah, I just feel good about it.
00:17:35Good job! I thought you had it!
00:17:37Oh, my God!
00:17:39So, y'all, how do you feel about keeping it home?
00:17:41Good!
00:17:42I know you happy, baby.
00:17:43What about you, baby?
00:17:47Yeah, it's different.
00:17:48And it's different for me, too.
00:17:50Do you see the effort that Keith's making to build a relationship with you guys?
00:17:54You know that I've mentioned to you girls about the boys probably, you know, living with us.
00:18:00Especially Mari.
00:18:01I know you're okay with that.
00:18:03You're just down with whatever.
00:18:05What about you?
00:18:06What, huh?
00:18:11You know we got the whole situation going on with the courts.
00:18:14They're making a little bit of process, but at the end of the day, we're gonna get done.
00:18:21You guys don't know, but Mari, he was going through a lot of things that we didn't know that he was going through in his household.
00:18:30Mari was facing foster care.
00:18:32So now he is with Keith's dad, which is Mari's grandpa.
00:18:36We don't know what he's been through.
00:18:39So we just want to make sure that Mari's okay.
00:18:41All right?
00:18:50All right?
00:18:51There's children out here who may have a smile on their face and have a tragic situation at home.
00:19:00So we're gonna come together as a family to support Keith and support Mari.
00:19:04I got you. You already know.
00:19:06I'm gonna definitely put my father in the hall up, you know?
00:19:10Tomorrow, I gotta go to court for my son.
00:19:13Like, this is our son. Give us our son, okay?
00:19:17Spend your resources on kids that don't have nobody fighting for them like we are.
00:19:24DCFS.
00:19:26Hold on, we ought to get Mari first.
00:19:28Oh.
00:19:30After we get Mari DCFS.
00:19:35I'm here for you.
00:19:36You hear me?
00:19:39Goodbye, Green.
00:19:44Are you gonna talk to me?
00:19:45I just want some space right now.
00:19:46I realize I have to take a step back.
00:19:48Well, let me take my step back and off.
00:19:50He makes me feel like .
00:19:51That's all she kept saying.
00:19:53Yeah, we .
00:19:54Why would she be saying all that?
00:19:55Man, she bitter.
00:19:56Mmm, she's not just dry making us up.
00:19:59Something ain't adding up.
00:20:00Y'all still with each other.
00:20:02So you gonna read the results or what?
00:20:04Is she pregnant or not?
00:20:06Let's go. There ain't gonna be no damn drum roll.
00:20:08We're gonna go, um, try on the wedding dress?
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:10I'm finding myself not fitting into anything.
00:20:14I had to do one of these numbers.
00:20:15Okay, but y'all know that beauty is pain.
00:20:16Is that not what they say?
00:20:17Yes.
00:20:18I think when they say that, they're talking about the nip tuck kind of pain.
00:20:21Give me kisses.
00:20:22Even though Mike and I are not on the same page currently about all this wedding stuff,
00:20:23we booked this last minute trip to New York.
00:20:24And I'm just gonna go, um, try on the wedding dress.
00:20:25Yeah.
00:20:26I'm finding myself not fitting into anything.
00:20:29I had to do one of these numbers.
00:20:30Okay, but y'all know that beauty is pain.
00:20:33Is that not what they say?
00:20:34Yes.
00:20:35I think when they say that, they're talking about the nip tuck kind of pain.
00:20:42Give me kisses.
00:20:43Even though Mike and I are not on the same page currently about all this wedding stuff,
00:20:48we booked this last minute trip to New York.
00:20:51He gave me the okay to start looking into things.
00:20:54So, you know, when he gives me that little inch,
00:20:56I'm gonna take it and run it before he changes his mind.
00:21:00I've also put a lock on certain credit cards,
00:21:02just so that I'm notified before any spending happens.
00:21:08Just remember, guys, the center of the store has the most expensive dresses,
00:21:12the one that are right in the front.
00:21:13Don't we start there?
00:21:14So let's start in the middle.
00:21:16The only thing I can afford is to leave.
00:21:21I want to see my girls in beautiful dresses,
00:21:23and I want the children as our wedding party.
00:21:25I mean, that's part of the reason why we're doing it again anyway,
00:21:28because they didn't all get to be a part of it.
00:21:30I feel like if the perfect dress is a little over 5,000,
00:21:33I feel like I can do some wheeling and dealing
00:21:35and put in some favors with my husband,
00:21:36and I'm gonna get the dress.
00:21:39Oh, I already see one.
00:21:41Oh, my God.
00:21:44That one right there looks nice.
00:21:46I want tight.
00:21:47Ooh, Mom.
00:21:48I want mermaid.
00:21:49Try it on.
00:21:50Try that one.
00:21:51That one looks really nice.
00:21:52Guys, see how wide this is?
00:21:53Not wide enough for me.
00:21:54But it's so pretty.
00:21:57Before Mike came along, I was married for 10 years to the boy's dad.
00:22:01My first wedding, I wore all black.
00:22:04Yeah, I was dying on the inside.
00:22:06I was young, dumb, so I went forward with something I knew I shouldn't do.
00:22:11I just felt like, you know, I had two kids, and I just wanted to make it right.
00:22:15What's, like, your dream wedding dress?
00:22:18Definitely lots of bling.
00:22:21Last time I had to have the most basic.
00:22:23There were restrictions put in place.
00:22:25So many restrictions.
00:22:26So many restrictions.
00:22:27I should have just went in joggers.
00:22:29It's a beautiful dress, but does that meet the requirements?
00:22:32No.
00:22:33I can't wear it through the metal detectors,
00:22:35because all these little jewels, they'll all beep.
00:22:38Can't be see-through.
00:22:40Has to cover everything.
00:22:44You know, this time is gonna be good, and it's gonna be different, Jew.
00:22:47That's pretty.
00:22:48This is really pretty.
00:22:49Would you like to give it a swirl?
00:22:51Just to try on.
00:22:52Yeah.
00:22:53Just to get an idea, or-
00:22:54Mermaid, like, that style dress will look really nice on you,
00:22:57and compliment, like, your body frame.
00:22:59Well, thank you.
00:23:02Encourage me to lose these last 15.
00:23:06You got this.
00:23:07I haven't lost all my baby weight yet.
00:23:09I'm not feeling as good as I would like to about myself
00:23:14and about my appearance.
00:23:15Okay.
00:23:16Well, let's see.
00:23:17The standards that I hold for myself as far as my body and my look go,
00:23:22I think it stems from my mom and a lot of the pressure that she's put on me.
00:23:28When I was young and dancing and competing, it was very important for me to be in shape
00:23:34and have a certain look, because that's what would win.
00:23:38And now that I'm older, I've developed this perfectionist complex.
00:23:42Don't you wish, like, Grammy would be at the wedding?
00:23:45Like, you don't wanna, like-
00:23:47I have mixed feelings.
00:23:48My mom and I have an extremely complicated relationship.
00:23:51We haven't talked in months since my son, Milian, was born.
00:23:55For me, I would never be able to have a wedding and have you not be there.
00:23:59Don't you do try to hit me with all the knowledge.
00:24:01Let's try on some dresses.
00:24:03There's so much going on right now.
00:24:06I'm just afraid that talking to her may add to my stress a lot.
00:24:15Ooh.
00:24:16I think...
00:24:18Oh.
00:24:19Yeah.
00:24:20We look nice.
00:24:23Julia looks so pretty!
00:24:27I love it.
00:24:28I'm still a work in progress.
00:24:31No, I think-
00:24:32No, I think you look really good.
00:24:33You're too hard on yourself.
00:24:35I know.
00:24:36I have to show my father.
00:24:39Dad, look.
00:24:43Dad, are you on the toilet?
00:24:44Yeah, you take it as well.
00:24:46Mike, Mike.
00:24:47Doesn't look nice.
00:24:51You're breaking up.
00:24:52I gotta go.
00:24:56I don't wanna talk to you.
00:24:57Next word light, I'm jumping out of the car.
00:24:59Why are you gonna jump out of the car?
00:25:00Cause I do not wanna be in the car with you.
00:25:02I do not wanna be in the car with you.
00:25:03I'm pulling over.
00:25:05You're acting psycho.
00:25:06I'm getting the out of here.
00:25:07I do not wanna be around here.
00:25:08You're acting crazy, man.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:10Are you okay?
00:25:11Um, he's just really acting irrational.
00:25:12I was like, he blows up in my face for what?
00:25:15I don't know what's going on with him,
00:25:16but I need to be alone for a little bit.
00:25:18Okay.
00:25:20She makes me so angry.
00:25:22I can't even stand to be in the freaking car with her.
00:25:25Like I just had to get away and free my head.
00:25:26Like all she does is just complain about everything.
00:25:28I don't know what to do.
00:25:29All I do know is I got a long walk ahead of me.
00:25:30she makes me so angry i can't even stand to be in the freaking car with her
00:25:39like i just had to get away and free my head like all she does is just complain about everything
00:25:45i don't know what to do all i do know is i got a long walk ahead of me
00:26:00i have no idea what changed in daniel and him wanting to drink now and thinking it's okay
00:26:07when he was so against it and i feel like i'm trying here i'm putting my best effort into
00:26:15this relationship and it's all just very confusing in my mind what i should do because we still have
00:26:22this year lease and i don't want to back out of it i just think it's really upsetting seeing this
00:26:28side of him
00:26:29like talk about can't handle your emotions can't communicate yet it's on me okay
00:26:39why are you slamming stuff huh why are you slamming stuff it's all good what's up
00:27:06i think it's just irresponsible to have drinks knowing that you're not supposed to
00:27:13see you can't even have a conversation you just walk away what is that
00:27:21are you gonna talk to me i just want some space right now this is how you're responding
00:27:30to me just trying to communicate i've tried everything else so what else is there to do
00:27:34but shut down and block you out but that's personal growth you have to learn just like i've
00:27:40been trying to help myself and not what do you do i realize i have to take a step back for a second
00:27:46okay well let me take my step back and off all right i'm not doing this anymore i'm sorry
00:27:51being dead on serious i'm not doing it anymore i'm just gonna go sit in my car
00:27:56i'm beyond tired of babysitting a grown-ass man
00:28:02so if he can't handle his own anger and his own feelings that's on him
00:28:06because i love him so much it's devastating to me he makes me feel like
00:28:13honestly i don't care if she could trust me or not i know what's i can do what's good for me and
00:28:22i'm gonna do it i did want him to commit to me but now i'm like that was really stupid to think
00:28:28i don't even know if i want to commit to the man you know like
00:28:32do i want to marry someone like this
00:28:37will you text him right now
00:28:40are you using right now
00:28:48if he's asking that question but i'm not using i'm tired of getting i'm i'm on your language
00:28:54yeah i'm cool on that why would she be saying all that y'all still with each other are you
00:28:58if kiana found out she would more than likely be upset
00:29:02how you found by court
00:29:04we can't catch her down by the tip oh we're in a bad situation
00:29:09i'm gonna need this tattoo to be beggar
00:29:22what tattoo you talking about exactly
00:29:24talking about your name
00:29:26yeah if i got your name all big on my wrist
00:29:29i mean you can put my name like right here
00:29:32i'll get your face
00:29:33so how you feel about court you know what am i already to do
00:29:45i want to be able to show the judge that through my incarceration that uh
00:29:49i have been rehabilitated you know what i'm saying and i'm capable of being a good father you know
00:29:54i have three kids by three baby mamas
00:29:58my sons they was four days apart so that was basically the same week they both was born
00:30:04and then my daughter she was born six months after i got locked up
00:30:07it's been very difficult to be a parent that i wanted to be since i was incarcerated
00:30:12you can only do so much through phone calls letters pictures money but uh i got great relationships with all of them
00:30:19it's really about my son and trying to get him so i'm definitely going to be able to do everything i need to do
00:30:27being a good role model being productive in the community working you know doing a lot of things that i wasn't doing you know instead of me just living a fast life
00:30:34you know we gotta get up we gotta get up so we could uh get ready for this spot
00:30:41before keith's release i went to go see the attorney keith has been incarcerated almost 11 years and he's about to come home
00:30:49would that affect him and get in custody of his son absolutely the judge is going to have concerns about why he went to prison
00:31:00even though we know that keith is rehabilitated he's got to prove it to the judge
00:31:06i definitely am a little bit nervous
00:31:09it's a milestone of this come through today or whatever
00:31:13well you know what it will come through we're going to just speak it into it that's it
00:31:17yeah
00:31:34we can't catch a damn body tish like
00:31:38it's gonna be okay
00:31:41no more as a bird as a bird as a bird
00:31:44oh i'm in a bad situation
00:31:51y'all stop with each other are you
00:31:53you're gonna keep blaming me if kiana found out she will more than likely be upset
00:31:57is she pregnant or not
00:31:59let's go there ain't gonna be no damn drum roll
00:32:05where you going
00:32:06where you going
00:32:08where you going
00:32:12we live
00:32:14we learn
00:32:15and we forget
00:32:16Millie boy
00:32:17and
00:32:18Hey, hi, baby.
00:32:24Say hi to Nana.
00:32:24Hi, baby.
00:32:38Would you mind if we left the babies behind while we went to New York?
00:32:43The original plan was to take them, but it's turning into, like, a frenzy.
00:32:46I really don't mind.
00:32:47Um, my mother-in-law, Maria, is still living with us.
00:32:50She came a few months back after her house burned down.
00:32:55We hit a few bumps in the road when I got pregnant.
00:32:58I have a gift for you guys.
00:33:00A tiny gift for us.
00:33:02Why would we need something like this?
00:33:04But I really feel like we have moved on from that.
00:33:07We're in a really good place, and I'm happy that we're here.
00:33:10So what's going on?
00:33:12It's a wedding.
00:33:13You know, I've been having, like, the feeling of do I invite my mom, do I invite my mom?
00:33:17What is it that is going on now with you and Sherry?
00:33:19Like, why?
00:33:20I haven't talked to my mom in over four months.
00:33:22Since Millian was born, when she left after Millian was born, I haven't talked to her since.
00:33:27When I was in the hospital, after I had Millian, a few days later, Mike had to go to work, and my mom, she got on the plane and went back to Massachusetts.
00:33:38Everything was on me in the hospital, and I really needed that help.
00:33:42It hurt my feelings.
00:33:43It hurt my feelings a lot.
00:33:44Because that's not the first time that she did that.
00:33:46I don't know about my mom and I, because we're just, we're still rocky.
00:33:52No, you need to, you need to talk to Sherry.
00:33:54Because I wouldn't want my mom to not be there.
00:33:56I just don't want it to be negative.
00:33:59She might be happy.
00:34:01I don't know, because you know how your mommy is.
00:34:04Then after that, take some time, think about it.
00:34:07Growing up with my mom, she's a single mom.
00:34:12She provided very nice things for me, but the emotional support wasn't there.
00:34:19We don't talk about feelings.
00:34:20We don't hug.
00:34:21We don't do the I love yous.
00:34:23There's a lot of times I just didn't feel like I was good enough.
00:34:26You know, she might be a little bit upset.
00:34:28She might be happy.
00:34:29We're not going to know if you don't make the phone call.
00:34:30I love my mom, but it never really seems like she wants to celebrate big moments for me.
00:34:40I'll tell you this much.
00:34:42If I actually extend this invite to her and something goes wrong, I will close that door.
00:34:50I will lock it.
00:34:50And that's it.
00:34:51Period.
00:34:52I promise you, it will never happen again.
00:34:54But you're going to make that phone call, right?
00:34:57Mm-hmm.
00:34:57I think having the lack of emotional relationship with my mom has kind of frozen me in time.
00:35:04I don't even know her number off the top of my head.
00:35:06I try not to let things affect me, but that's probably why I put so much effort into all the kids.
00:35:17Hello?
00:35:18Hi, what's up?
00:35:20Get ready to go home.
00:35:21Um, no, I was just calling you because, you know, Mike and I were going to have a wedding again.
00:35:28We're going to have another wedding, and I just wanted to see if you were coming or if you...
00:35:33It was the first time you've been hearing about it, Justine.
00:35:35When is it supposed to be?
00:35:37It was probably going to be in the summer.
00:35:39So you can come meet me and Mike, and we can look at some places.
00:35:43We'll be in New York in a few days.
00:35:44I don't know what my schedule's like.
00:35:47You just can't tell me at the last minute.
00:35:49You're there?
00:35:56Hello?
00:35:58You're there?
00:35:59Yeah.
00:36:01What's better?
00:36:02Nothing, I'm fine.
00:36:05I'll give you more details as I get them.
00:36:10Sounds fine.
00:36:11All right.
00:36:12Okay.
00:36:19I'm 37, and I'm still trying to work on a relationship with my mom.
00:36:34I've spent like this for too long, I think.
00:36:36I just picked up the results from the pregnancy test, and I'm anxious as s*** because I don't know what the s*** I'm going to say.
00:36:59Stop your d*** talking on me.
00:37:03Stop your d*** talking on me.
00:37:05Hey, hello.
00:37:07Hey, are you at home?
00:37:08Hey.
00:37:09How are you?
00:37:10Is your son there by chance?
00:37:12He is.
00:37:13Oh, Beck.
00:37:14Keep his s*** there.
00:37:15Take his keys.
00:37:16Do whatever it is you got to do.
00:37:18I'm on my way.
00:37:19Okay.
00:37:19Bye.
00:37:20With the whole conversation and everything that happened last night with Alex, like, I'm really not even looking forward to reading this with JK.
00:37:32Last night when I talked to JK, he sounded like he was on something.
00:37:36I'm honestly not sure if he even remembers the phone call, and I don't want to bring it up because right now we've got way more important things to worry about.
00:37:45Where's that piece of s*** son of yours?
00:37:47Hold on.
00:37:50James?
00:37:52Yeah?
00:37:53She's here.
00:37:55Who?
00:37:56The main b***h.
00:37:57The main b***h.
00:37:59You're going to love my day.
00:38:05What's up?
00:38:06What the f*** are you doing?
00:38:08What you mean?
00:38:13What's that?
00:38:15What the f*** do you think it is?
00:38:18That's the result.
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:22Can I see him?
00:38:22No.
00:38:23Why not?
00:38:24Why does it matter?
00:38:25F*** me.
00:38:26Why does it matter?
00:38:27Oh, you care today?
00:38:30It took me showing the f*** up for you to give a f*** for two seconds right.
00:38:35Bro, I'm not trying to do this f*** today.
00:38:37Or any other day, right?
00:38:39Just like you're not trying to pick up the phone.
00:38:41You're not trying to do what you're supposed to do.
00:38:45What do you got going on?
00:38:46You've been drinking?
00:38:48Like, what else?
00:38:49What do you have going on?
00:38:51Because you are not f***ing like this two weeks ago.
00:38:53Just because I don't want to f*** you all the time don't mean f*** you.
00:38:59Right, because you want to f*** everybody else just like your bitch-ass, nasty-ass f*** ex.
00:39:03I have not had sex with Alex since I've been home, no.
00:39:12There's no proof or evidence that we are more than friends.
00:39:16I mean, it is what it is.
00:39:19Are you a good liar?
00:39:23I'm a very good liar.
00:39:25Are you lying now?
00:39:26I'm not lying right now, no.
00:39:36You're just going to continue to walk away like you do from every f***ing thing else?
00:39:40Hey, welcome back.
00:39:41Hey, so nice to see everyone.
00:39:43Yeah, whatever.
00:39:45Are you going to tell me what's going on or what?
00:39:48Like, what you got going on?
00:39:50When J.K. was arrested, it was because he was overdosing and decided to drive a vehicle.
00:40:01He wrecked.
00:40:02Cops showed up, got him to the hospital where he died on the table three different times,
00:40:07and then went to prison.
00:40:09Like, to me, I would think, like, that's past rock bottom.
00:40:12And if that's not the case, like, what is rock bottom?
00:40:17Because you're headed back in that direction.
00:40:22What are you doing?
00:40:23What do you have going on?
00:40:23Just because I don't want to talk to you all the f***ing time and listen to you b***h all the time
00:40:26don't mean I got nothing going on.
00:40:29You been acting funny as f***?
00:40:31Mm-hmm.
00:40:32Don't say I don't know, James.
00:40:37You need to quit doing the b***h you're doing.
00:40:40If you go back to prison, I'm done.
00:40:43Don't call me and ask me for money.
00:40:45Don't call me and ask me for commissary.
00:40:47Don't be calling every guy's f*** either.
00:40:49Because I'm done.
00:40:51Where did I go wrong?
00:40:52Where did I fail you as a mother?
00:40:55Where did he fail you as a dad?
00:40:57When you're making those choices, you're not thinking about us.
00:41:04All you're thinking about is you.
00:41:08Are you using right now?
00:41:13Nah.
00:41:14Why are you asking that?
00:41:16Because I'm wrong.
00:41:16Nah, we just literally had this conversation.
00:41:19No.
00:41:20We had this conversation.
00:41:22Me and you have to understand.
00:41:23The only reason to ask me is people asking that question.
00:41:25I'm not losing.
00:41:26I'm tired of getting...
00:41:27Watch your language.
00:41:29Yeah, I'm cool on that.
00:41:38We have to put you in a program.
00:41:39Let's put you in a program.
00:41:43So you're going to read these f***ing books or what?
00:41:47You know, it's hard to explain to somebody who ain't never been through it.
00:41:51Temptation is heavy.
00:41:52It's hard out here.
00:41:53But especially when you've gone so long without something, you know, like, and it's finally
00:41:58accessible again, you know, the temptation is a mother f***.
00:42:03Like, when you're on a stress highway, sometimes you take the wrong exit.
00:42:06You know what I'm saying?
00:42:07And sometimes you've got to shake back and take the next exit, the right exit.
00:42:12Let's go.
00:42:12There ain't going to be no damn drum roll.
00:42:14Maybe it's best to just go ahead and get a divorce.
00:42:26I don't even know if I'm ready to let that go yet.
00:42:28Courtney needs to get these papers signed today so I can go home.
00:42:31That's all she kept saying.
00:42:32Yeah, we f***ed.
00:42:33Why would she be saying all that?
00:42:35Something ain't adding up.
00:42:36You need some help?
00:42:47Yep.
00:42:47You can grab a towel and help whenever you're ready.
00:42:52You knew there ain't no raggedy spanky.
00:42:55You knew there ain't no raggedy spanky.
00:43:05You good?
00:43:06Good about what?
00:43:08Last night.
00:43:09Hell no, I ain't good.
00:43:11I'm definitely pissed my son's birthday was morning.
00:43:15I'm really just mad about DJ.
00:43:17Waste of time, money, like...
00:43:19That's what it was.
00:43:21Did you talk to her about...
00:43:24that ex s***?
00:43:26Yesterday was all about DJ, nothing else.
00:43:28I wasn't trying to hear nothing else, see nothing else, talk about nothing else.
00:43:31Right, right.
00:43:32Before the birthday party, Joela told me, get the money and see what happened.
00:43:37So let me guess, you gonna pay for the tires?
00:43:39If this will make it go away, yeah, yeah.
00:43:41We don't gotta worry about the post.
00:43:42I did not pay for s***, because I didn't do s***.
00:43:43What if she take your 600 and run off with it?
00:43:46I paid Joela the money, thinking the situation was gonna go away.
00:43:50If Kiana found out, she would more than likely be upset.
00:43:54If she needed to go to that psych institute, where they could check her out, we having
00:43:59a conversation about why she didn't want you there.
00:44:03Okay, and what was that?
00:44:04Why?
00:44:05Out of the bed, out of nowhere.
00:44:06You can't be mad.
00:44:08Yeah, well, she know we s***, we being s***.
00:44:11We s*** seven days ago, something like this.
00:44:14That's all she kept saying.
00:44:15Yeah, we s***.
00:44:17We s***.
00:44:18Over, over, over.
00:44:21I'm like, what did you want?
00:44:23So, why would she be saying all that?
00:44:26Like, are you?
00:44:27Hell no.
00:44:28Come on now.
00:44:29I'm at work or with you.
00:44:31Down there 24-7.
00:44:34Going over there to put the kids to bed?
00:44:36Man, come on.
00:44:37No, I'm just saying, why else?
00:44:39Like, out of the blue, why you talking?
00:44:41Just random.
00:44:41When I went over there with my kids, me and her had a discussion on the party, and that's
00:44:46how I found out she saying you couldn't go.
00:44:48That's what all this s*** was about.
00:44:51Not me and you, not me and her, the party.
00:44:55I am tired of everybody asking if I'm sleeping with Jaweila, but it's just like a virus.
00:45:01Once the rumor spreads, it's kind of hard to stop.
00:45:04Maybe you put them to bed early and had extra free time.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:07Man, I put my kids in the bed and left and came home to you and your kids.
00:45:10People are going to keep asking until they know the truth.
00:45:13We can't be doing this.
00:45:14Kids is involved.
00:45:17I'm not trying to be playing a game.
00:45:17That's what I'm trying to tell you.
00:45:20I've been about the kids this whole time.
00:45:22It's our fault?
00:45:24You're all the ones being petty.
00:45:25Why wasn't your son at the party?
00:45:28Because I couldn't be at the party.
00:45:29Yeah, being petty.
00:45:31I don't get no peace on either side.
00:45:33You won't trip because of her.
00:45:35She won't trip because of you.
00:45:36I don't trip because of her.
00:45:37Damn.
00:45:37You got her on my ass right now because of some she did when we both know her.
00:45:43Why?
00:45:43Why?
00:45:43I don't know why you saying it either.
00:45:45Like I told you, you know her.
00:45:47Man, she better.
00:45:49Mmm, she's not just dry making this up.
00:45:52I'm not sure if Demajic is hooking on his baby mama.
00:45:56I'm not trying to play tug of war and go back and forth with you.
00:45:59If you want to be with her, go be with her.
00:46:01Do you flirt with her?
00:46:02No, I don't flirt with her.
00:46:04Y'all still with each other.
00:46:05Listen, we're going to keep doing all this same over and over and over.
00:46:09That's what it seemed like.
00:46:11I need Demajic to be honest and to really build up that trust, especially with these charges.
00:46:18A relationship is not worth sacrificing your freedom for.
00:46:23Take your ass in the house.
00:46:25You ain't not heard no shit.
00:46:28You're my goddamned self.
00:46:37You're actually crazy.
00:46:39You are not an honest person.
00:46:41I cannot with you.
00:46:42Then get out of the house.
00:46:44No comment.
00:46:47You know where I be at.
00:46:48Oh, I'm in a bad situation.
00:47:04I can't believe this, man.
00:47:06My son's supposed to be coming home today.
00:47:08We can't catch a damn break, Tish.
00:47:10Like, Demajic's case, the custody case is delayed to whenever they feel the need to move along with that.
00:47:18They ain't really even keeping it clear on the next steps that I got to take in order to get Mari back.
00:47:23It's more so of you just keep coming whenever we tell y'all to keep coming.
00:47:26And then you do whatever we say.
00:47:28And then eventually, you can be able to get your son.
00:47:31That's just what it's looking like right now.
00:47:34We're not going to quit on Mari.
00:47:35We are going to be here fighting for him until we have him.
00:47:40Don't get me wrong.
00:47:41Like, my daddy doing good.
00:47:42He holding it down.
00:47:44But I don't want to put too much on his plate.
00:47:46You know what I'm saying?
00:47:47With the court system, they're like, well, just leave him there for now and this and that.
00:47:51And you got to do this.
00:47:52You got to do that.
00:47:53Like, come on, man.
00:47:54Get real.
00:47:55Currently, Demajic's living with my father.
00:47:58It does make me feel a certain type of way that my son had to get taken out to care of his mother by the government when his mom was having them issues.
00:48:06I was locked up, so I wasn't here physically to be able to step up when they needed me the most.
00:48:12It's not fair to my son at all.
00:48:19I got to call Mari real quick.
00:48:23Give me some space.
00:48:24Give me some space, man.
00:48:25What's up, baby boy?
00:48:33What's up?
00:48:34I can't call it, man.
00:48:35Just left him this court date and stuff, man.
00:48:38Yeah.
00:48:39Basically, they ended up pushing it back.
00:48:41They ain't really giving us nothing that we really want to hear right now.
00:48:44I just want to make sure that you're okay, man.
00:48:46That you understand.
00:48:47We're going to do our best.
00:48:49We're going to make sure we get through this.
00:48:52We just got to take it a bit at a time, man.
00:48:54You hear me?
00:48:55Yeah.
00:48:56I ain't giving up on you, baby boy.
00:48:58You know I love you, man.
00:49:00Yeah, I love you, too.
00:49:04Breaking the news tomorrow.
00:49:08It's really too much for real.
00:49:10I ain't going to lie.
00:49:11It's just a lot.
00:49:12You know what I'm saying, because my son, he was looking forward to coming home now.
00:49:16We had to really stand still, really on their time.
00:49:19So it's just a lot, for real, for real.
00:49:22We got to go get you some food.
00:49:24You know what I'm saying?
00:49:25Just kind of chill.
00:49:26Keith has waited 11 years to be reunited with his kids.
00:49:32There's just too much going on, man.
00:49:35And then to get out of prison, just to have to go to court and fight the state for his son.
00:49:42His son is absolutely heartbreaking.
00:49:51Work was good today.
00:49:53Usually I come home to a depressed girlfriend.
00:49:57You know, Bianca's kind of a homebody.
00:49:59So when she told me today she had plans to go hang out with Celeste, I was, wow, I was shocked.
00:50:03I think that's really good.
00:50:04I think she needs that.
00:50:05Because I can't be her only friend, you know.
00:50:07I'm not even feeling like we're friends.
00:50:10You gotta stop.
00:50:10No more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more, ain't gotta stop.
00:50:20You're here.
00:50:21You got back early?
00:50:22I never went.
00:50:25You're supposed to hang out with Celeste.
00:50:27Yeah, I didn't go.
00:50:28I noticed, like, when you get upset or when stuff gets difficult, you just, like, back out of everything.
00:50:38You know what I mean?
00:50:39Yeah, maybe I'm depressed.
00:50:41About what?
00:50:41What are you depressed about?
00:50:43Are you kidding me?
00:50:44You're sad.
00:50:45Maybe I'm sad because I really care about you and it just doesn't seem...
00:50:48You don't even care about yourself, dude.
00:50:50Yes, I do.
00:50:51How?
00:50:52How do you know?
00:50:53Because you're in a dark room all the time.
00:50:56No, I'm really not.
00:50:57Yes, you are.
00:50:58You don't spend time with me, so how would you know that?
00:51:00I stopped spending time with you because that's what you were doing.
00:51:03Well, you don't care about yourself either.
00:51:05If you're literally relapsing, you don't care about your sobriety.
00:51:08Obviously, you don't care if you live or die.
00:51:10Just sit in the room all the time.
00:51:13Dude.
00:51:14Okay, I think I'm actually done with you.
00:51:18All right, cool.
00:51:18I don't want to be with you because you treat me like I'm a piece of when I care about you
00:51:23and you're just acting irrational.
00:51:26Like, you're actually crazy.
00:51:28I need to hear you say that you are toxic.
00:51:29I used to be toxic.
00:51:31You don't know who I am anymore because you don't spend time with me.
00:51:34I can't spend time with you because you don't know how to be honest.
00:51:37Because you start arguments.
00:51:38You are not an honest person, therefore, I cannot with you.
00:51:41A wise man told me this.
00:51:47He said, he said, alcohol, it reveals the sober man's thoughts.
00:51:53But in the way that I've been communicating with Bianca, like calling her a bitch,
00:51:57that's not the right way to let your frustrations out on somebody.
00:52:02I have just had it so much that I just, I, I couldn't, I couldn't hide that from her.
00:52:08How I felt, I just had to let it out.
00:52:14I deserve more than you, truthfully.
00:52:16Yes, you do.
00:52:16You deserve somebody who's in a room all day with you.
00:52:21I can't hear you because you talk like a normal tears because you don't know how to wipe them your self, dude.
00:52:27Then leave.
00:52:28I don't know what's holding you here.
00:52:29You decided to sign a lease with me.
00:52:31You didn't have to sign another lease.
00:52:34You had a choice to back out of the relationship months ago.
00:52:38I've felt the breakup coming for like the past month or so.
00:52:44He's not who I thought he was.
00:52:45And it's really unfortunate that I left my entire life and I moved across the country for someone like this.
00:52:54Just a disgusting person.
00:52:58I want the best for you.
00:53:00And obviously I'm not it.
00:53:01I really, truly think he signed this lease with me because he knows he can't afford an apartment anywhere else by himself.
00:53:07He does not make enough money.
00:53:08I paid the rent last month.
00:53:10He started working five months ago.
00:53:12He has paychecks.
00:53:13I think I've just been giving him grace.
00:53:17But at this point, like, I just don't want to be with someone like that.
00:53:21It's just sad that he doesn't see, like, his faults.
00:53:27He blames everyone else but him.
00:53:29And that's what I had to do.
00:53:32These feelings have already been there.
00:53:34But now that I'm expressing it, I think she's confused.
00:53:37Because she's wondering where it came from.
00:53:39Because I kept my mouth shut for a long time.
00:53:40I will survive.
00:53:44You know?
00:53:45I can't afford this place, but I'll find somebody to move in pretty quickly.
00:53:52It's a nice spot.
00:53:54You know?
00:53:54I'm not breaking the lease.
00:53:57If anybody has to leave, I think Bianca should leave.
00:54:00Um, because she can get a place anywhere.
00:54:06You know, I'm a felon.
00:54:08It's very difficult for me to find housing.
00:54:10I'm not leaving.
00:54:11It's my space, you know?
00:54:14I don't know.
00:54:16I thought this would come, you know, this breakup.
00:54:19But I thought I was going to be the one to have to do it.
00:54:22I'm relieved, if I'm being honest.
00:54:25I just, I need a second.
00:54:33Did she leave?
00:54:35I got to take the garbage out.
00:54:37And she did it for me today.
00:54:41First of all, did you her?
00:54:49What are you doing?
00:54:51Maybe we can still make time for what we want.
00:55:03This is getting ridiculous.
00:55:06I'm not sure if Courtney's going to sign these papers today.
00:55:08I'm really hopeful that she doesn't just tear them up and throw them in my face.
00:55:10I did come prepared for that eventuality.
00:55:12So if she does, I got a couple extra copies.
00:55:14I feel really pissed off.
00:55:16I'm really mad that he showed up.
00:55:19Speak of the devil.
00:55:21He messaged me the address to where he's staying.
00:55:31I'm on a really big time crunch.
00:55:32I'm not going to hold up my life just to get her to sign these.
00:55:35So Courtney needs to get these papers signed today.
00:55:40Hey.
00:55:42Hi.
00:55:43How are you?
00:55:44What's going on?
00:55:45What's new?
00:55:47Will showed up at my house last night.
00:55:50No way.
00:55:51Mm-hmm.
00:55:51Why?
00:55:52He wants me to sign some papers.
00:55:55Some divorce papers.
00:55:56You're kidding.
00:55:58Yeah.
00:55:59So did you sign the papers?
00:56:01No, not yet.
00:56:03Will sent me the address to where he's staying and told me if I don't sign the papers, he's
00:56:08going to take me to court.
00:56:10I mean, I kind of think that you guys jumped in it quickly anyways.
00:56:14Marrying somebody the next day, you got out of freaking prison.
00:56:18You kind of brought this on to your guys' selves, really.
00:56:21I can't believe you gave me a fake ring.
00:56:23That's really nice.
00:56:24I don't know.
00:56:25What do I say?
00:56:27I think you just do some soul searching, you know?
00:56:30I know that you did a lot of soul searching while you were in prison, but it's different
00:56:35when you're out in the real world.
00:56:36You know what I mean?
00:56:37Yeah.
00:56:38Because your day-to-day battles are different.
00:56:41Your life's different.
00:56:43In the end, it's all about you and you becoming better and stronger.
00:56:47Yeah.
00:56:50It's this early on and, you know, you're having these kind of issues and they're
00:56:53big issues.
00:56:54They're not just, like, arguments, you know?
00:56:56And you don't want to have a relationship to where you can't trust one another.
00:57:00So maybe it's best to just go ahead and get a divorce before you get even more into this.
00:57:05You know what I mean?
00:57:06It just sucks, like, this is my first marriage and if I was, like, in my eyes, my first marriage
00:57:13would be my last marriage.
00:57:15You know what I mean?
00:57:16Like, I feel like he just totally gave up on me.
00:57:19Like, I'm trying to break the cycle of, like, toxic relationships because that's what ended
00:57:30me up in prison in the first place.
00:57:33And that's what ended me up doing drugs.
00:57:35That's why I ended up doing crime.
00:57:37And I am not trying to do that again.
00:57:39I think you should get dressed, do your hair, go over there, sign the papers, be done with
00:57:47it.
00:57:49At the end, it's all up to you and Will.
00:57:51I mean, this is your guys' relationship.
00:57:53I'm just trying to give you a little bit of mom advice, you know?
00:57:57When I got out of prison, I thought my relationship with Will was a new chapter in my life.
00:58:03All right, honey.
00:58:03I love you.
00:58:04All right.
00:58:05I love you too.
00:58:06Bye.
00:58:06As much as I hate to admit it, I don't even know if I'm ready to let that go yet.
00:58:16I don't know what I'm going to do.
00:58:20I just want her to sign these papers so I can go home.
00:58:31So you're going to read these results or what?
00:58:36Is she pregnant or not?
00:58:43Let's go.
00:58:43There ain't going to be no damn drum roll.
00:58:45Well, lucky you.
00:58:59I ain't got to raise a third child by myself.
00:59:04I dodged a bullet on that one.
00:59:06Thank God.
00:59:06Most of me is relieved because there's just so much going on right now.
00:59:27Like, the last thing we need to do is add a baby.
00:59:31I don't even have a job.
00:59:33At the same time, like, we were supposed to get married, have more kids, all these things
00:59:39that we're supposed to do.
00:59:40And I honestly do feel like if I was pregnant, he would be like, okay, well, I'm getting my
00:59:46own baby now.
00:59:47So let me get my together.
00:59:52I love you.
00:59:56You know that, right?
00:59:57She wants this relationship to work so bad and, like, she thinks that I'm not giving her
01:00:17my all and, like, honestly, I haven't been.
01:00:20You know what I'm saying?
01:00:20Like, really, I've been on the fence about s***.
01:00:25Hey.
01:00:26Hey.
01:00:27I've been s***.
01:00:28I know that, okay?
01:00:30I accept that.
01:00:31But moving forward, help me help you, okay?
01:00:37Okay?
01:00:43Brooke is my baby, you know?
01:00:45Like, she been there when a lot of people wouldn't.
01:00:47I just don't know if I'm quite ready to have a child with Brooke yet.
01:00:51You know, of course, yes, I want one.
01:00:54But me and Brooke need to get our s*** together before we bring a child into this world.
01:01:01I'm not going to sit here and play the games.
01:01:03I'm not going to do the back and forth.
01:01:04I'm not going to have you here for a couple of months being all involved with my kids and
01:01:09then turn around and s*** up.
01:01:12I get it.
01:01:12I understand completely.
01:01:15Sometimes I just need my light turned on.
01:01:19I just need me to be woken up sometimes.
01:01:21You know what I'm saying?
01:01:25Obviously, my biggest s*** deal is Bonnie saying that Alex, she's pregnant with your child
01:01:30and had a miscarriage.
01:01:33No comment.
01:01:34Okay, first of all, did you c*** her?
01:01:41No.
01:01:42Promise?
01:01:44Yeah.
01:01:44If you two are going to stay together, you're going to hit the reset button tonight, and you're going to move forward.
01:01:56Can we agree to that?
01:02:00It's a pinky promise.
01:02:01And I'm rooting for both of you.
01:02:04I really am.
01:02:06My gut tells me to believe JK when he says that he didn't sleep with Alex.
01:02:11I think Alex is trying to tear me and JK apart.
01:02:15But I do love him.
01:02:16And if JK is going to get clean and keep Alex out of our lives, then there's no reason that we can't fix things.
01:02:30What time you got to pick the boys up?
01:02:32Hmm.
01:02:33I should have already done been home.
01:02:35So I gotta go.
01:02:37Can I walk you to the car?
01:02:38Yeah.
01:02:38What's up, my mom?
01:02:45How you feeling?
01:02:48I'm feeling all right.
01:02:50One day at a time.
01:02:52What are you doing, like, the next couple of days?
01:02:56Maybe we can get together and have a conversation.
01:03:00I mean, it can complicate sometimes.
01:03:03It can hectic.
01:03:04Life's hectic.
01:03:05I understand.
01:03:06But we still make time for what we want.
01:03:13I love you.
01:03:14I love you, too.
01:03:15Bro, it's crazy, bro.
01:03:17Mm-hmm.
01:03:18You know how many times you done told me, oh, we're done, we're done, we're done, I'm leaving, it's over.
01:03:24I mean, what, you'll probably be back tomorrow.
01:03:28Nah, for other time.
01:03:29Well, you know where I'll be at and the number to my line.
01:03:37Yeah.
01:03:39I gotta go.
01:03:39Guess what?
01:03:40What?
01:03:41I'll marry you someday.
01:03:42Yeah, we'll see.
01:03:44All right, I'll talk to you later.
01:03:46All right.
01:03:49Bye.
01:03:49Call me when you don't.
01:03:55Okay.
01:03:57I love you.
01:03:58I love you, too.
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