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00:01Sometimes I think to myself, why am I still Muslim?
00:04You know, because sometimes you go through so many tests.
00:08There are times where I want to hit my head against the wall just so I could sleep.
00:12I went through a divorce. It was very, very horrible, very difficult.
00:16And honestly, on camera, I'll say to you, there are times where I wanted to harm myself.
00:21I remember being in my bathroom and I was looking at my face and I hated it.
00:26And I wanted to harm myself.
00:28Every point of my life was difficult without my family because I was very close to them.
00:33And I love them a lot.
00:36It's always happened.
00:41How long am I going to do this?
00:43How long will I look to other people to rescue me when Allah says himself,
00:48come to me, come to me, remember me, I will remember you.
00:52Asalaamu Alaikum Sister Hania Adam.
00:57Thank you for accepting our invitation. We are very happy to have you with us.
01:00I want to start with who is Hania Adam. Can you tell us briefly about your life?
01:04Wa alaikum as salaam wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh.
01:07So I'm a mum of three, alhamdulillah.
01:09I grew up as a Sikh.
01:12My parents are Indian.
01:13Born and raised in the UK.
01:15Amazing childhood, alhamdulillah.
01:17Very loving parents.
01:18But I became Muslim at the age of, I think, 24, 25.
01:23Big shock to my family.
01:25Big shock.
01:26And alhamdulillah working at Greenland Masjid and any Muslim organisation really that I can support.
01:33How was your life in regards to faith?
01:35What were you believing in?
01:36When I grew up, my parents taught us the Sikh faith, which I have to admit I really like.
01:42I remember visiting like the Golden Temple, Amritsa, loving it.
01:46I remember visiting like Himkund Sahib, where it's like actually more of a Hindu ashram.
01:52And I did actually really enjoy it.
01:55I remember from a young age, I always felt there was a need for God in my life.
02:01I felt happier and content when I used to go to these places.
02:05So I would say, you know, growing up, alhamdulillah, my parents did install faith in me.
02:11They gave me really good morals, ethics, you know, working hard, educating, being honest.
02:17They, you know, brought me up really well.
02:20And I think, you know, by the time I got to university, I was living more of a secular lifestyle.
02:25So I wasn't practicing a religion, so to speak.
02:28So there was a spiritual side, but I wasn't practicing any religion.
02:31You know, I would, to be honest with you, you know, drinking alcohol wasn't a problem.
02:35Wearing whatever I wanted to wear, it wasn't an issue.
02:39It was just normal.
02:40There was nothing wrong with it.
02:41It's just a normal lifestyle.
02:43So that's, before I became Muslim, that's the type of life that I was living.
02:48How did you first hear about Islam? Did you have any prejudices?
02:51I did.
02:52Maybe I was slightly Islamophobic.
02:54I thought that, you know, there was a lot going on, Iraq and so on.
02:59I think I used to get scared if I heard the words Allahu Akbar.
03:03It used to scare me.
03:04I used to think that Muslim men are all, you know, very strict, you know, beat their wives and all sorts of stuff.
03:11You know, there was always the issue of Aisha and her age.
03:16There was, there were so many stereotypes.
03:19I used to think Muslim women are suppressed.
03:21Why do they have to wear a hijab?
03:23It's not right.
03:24I had lots of issues.
03:26How did your journey towards Islam begin?
03:28What impressed you the most about Islam?
03:30Funnily enough, with all the stereotypes that I had of Muslim women, the first thing that I looked into in Islam was women in Islam.
03:38So I listened to so many talks, read a lot on the internet.
03:42There's a book called The Great Women of Islam by Darul Salam, which is absolutely incredible.
03:46In my head, women were oppressed.
03:49Then I started reading into Islam and I realized, no, it's society that's oppressing women.
03:54And Islam is very advanced.
03:57In fact, it's so advanced that I think we're still struggling to catch up with it now as a society.
04:02And inshallah, it will come back stronger because now with all the issues we're having with gender roles and identity, I think Islam has all the answers to that.
04:11And maybe it's time we caught up because Islam liberates women in so many ways.
04:16It puts women up here, actually.
04:18If, you know, society understands that, they will realize, like I did, that subhanAllah Islam, you know, gives women so many rights.
04:26Rights that they, you know, we never had before in this country, in the Muslim countries.
04:31The Prophet Muhammad Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam taught us how to respect women.
04:35You know, that's through giving us, like I said, you know, the dowry, just as an example.
04:40The woman had to give money to the man.
04:42Now the man gives the dowry to the women.
04:45That's like a big thing for the people that used to, you know, get upset when they gave birth to a daughter.
04:51You know, it's so much that they would kill her.
04:53The Prophet Muhammad Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam would say that, you know, if you raise a daughter,
04:56you raise daughters, you know, you're giving Jannah, you know, you'll be like this with me in Jannah.
05:01And then, you know, like the smallest of things.
05:03If a woman's fighting with you, she's arguing with you, she's shouting at you, stay quiet.
05:07That's what he did.
05:08He stayed quiet.
05:09Umar bin Khatab learnt.
05:11He was like, you know, he would like argue back with his women, but he'd learn, you know, stay quiet.
05:16It's okay.
05:17Let them be emotional.
05:18Allowing women to have their emotions, you know, subhanAllah, which deen teaches you that?
05:25There's so many examples I can give, but I think your recording will take forever.
05:29So you were impressed with the status of women in Islam.
05:32Yeah.
05:33And what else?
05:34When I was at university, I can honestly tell you that I was living a life where I had a lot of freedom.
05:40That meant that, you know, when you have that much freedom and you're going out, you're clubbing, you're dancing, you're drinking, you're doing all these things.
05:48And it's almost like you're looking for that next moment of happiness, or you're looking for that validation from the next person to say that, oh, you look nice.
05:56Or, you know, I do love you.
05:58Or, you know, where you're constantly looking at other people all the time as a female to give you that validation.
06:04Whereas I found in Islam, you don't have to do that.
06:08It doesn't come from other people.
06:10The Prophet Muhammad SAW taught us that our acceptance is by Allah SWT first.
06:16And when you learn to love Allah and the Prophet Muhammad SAW, you feel that contentment.
06:21You don't need to rely on another man, so to speak, to give you that.
06:26If you have that, it's a blessing from Allah.
06:28And you are together like this, not like this.
06:31You're together like this.
06:33Allah SWT said in the Quran that he's created men and women equal, but different.
06:39And that, it's incredible.
06:42And for me, it taught me that when Allah SWT tells you, you know, cover up as a woman, put your hijab on,
06:48it's because we're created differently.
06:50I might have the urge to look great, look beautiful, but Allah's created the man different,
06:54where he's going to look at you and think, oh, you know, I can approach her.
06:57I can do this or I can say this.
06:59So Allah says, you know what, protect yourself, cover yourself up.
07:03But that desire is still in the man because when it becomes halal, you will enjoy it.
07:07Because if you didn't have it, you'd complain.
07:09What is the main thing that convinced you that Islam is 100% the truth?
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07:40What is the main thing that convinced you that Islam is 100% the truth?
07:44Going into Green Lane Musjid.
07:46I remember the moment I first walked into a Musjid.
07:49And I saw sisters that were covered head to toe in black, really flowing.
07:55And it's funny, we talk about Harry Potter, but they reminded me of the Harry Potter scene in Hogwarts, where they're all like in their robes.
08:05And that was the first thing that I thought.
08:07And then I thought, wow, like they've chosen to be like that.
08:11I want to feel confident like that because I'm walking around in my miniskirt.
08:15I want to know what it feels like to walk around like that.
08:18It wasn't just that they were very welcoming and very loving, very kind, very supportive.
08:24And, you know, you don't know.
08:25Sometimes we do make it difficult for ourselves when we don't communicate with other people.
08:31I'd never spoken to Muslim women that wore a niqab.
08:33In fact, I hadn't really spoken to any Muslim women.
08:35So it was my first encounter.
08:37Just the fact that they smile.
08:39We're so prejudiced.
08:40We have so many stereotypes.
08:41We think that women in niqab don't smile.
08:43And then there was all these women and they're smiling.
08:45They're laughing.
08:46They're joking.
08:47And I thought, you know, they're normal.
08:48They're human.
08:49They're not just these black floating figures.
08:51They're human.
08:52And they're great women.
08:54How did you take your shahada and how did you feel?
08:57So my next visit to that Musjid was when I took my shahada.
09:00Yeah.
09:01Alhamdulillah.
09:02And there was about 60, 70 people there.
09:04And the closest people to me at that time that took my shahada are still the closest people to me now.
09:09Alhamdulillah.
09:10So taking my shahada was amazing.
09:13I remember shaking a lot, but it felt good.
09:16It felt really good.
09:17I remember doing the hustle of, you know, taking the shahada and I literally felt this is a new life for me.
09:23It's a new start.
09:24You know, knowing that Allah wipes everything clean, but then still gives you the reward of the good that you did.
09:30It felt really good.
09:31And I was ready to take on that identity of a Muslim woman.
09:36So I just started reading, reading, reading.
09:38How did your family and the people around you react to your conversion, your conversion to Islam?
09:43It was extremely, extremely difficult.
09:47But in that difficulty was the ease at the same time.
09:51I didn't recognise it.
09:52Because they completely cut me off, I had no choice but to rely on Allah.
09:58Because my marriage as a result became very difficult as well.
10:01Having children on my own was a difficulty in itself.
10:04Every point of my life was difficult without my family because I was very close to them.
10:09And I loved them a lot.
10:11There are times where I want to hit my head against the wall just so I could sleep.
10:15Because when you're that hurt, you can't switch off.
10:18And you play things in your head over and over again.
10:20Everything that I looked at, I saw my mum and dad first.
10:24My family.
10:25Everything.
10:26If I went to the supermarket, I would remember going to the supermarket with my dad on the weekends.
10:30And doing grocery shopping.
10:32If I heard a song in Asda, I remember dancing with my sister to that song.
10:36You know, if I saw a programme on TV, I remember watching it with my brother.
10:40Everything.
10:41If I had difficulty in my marriage, I wanted to run to my family.
10:45I couldn't.
10:46I would literally go and sit in the car outside on my own.
10:49So it was really, really hard.
10:51Very difficult to live a life without your family.
10:54It's very hard.
10:55It's still hard now.
10:56As Muslims, we understand.
10:57And we understand the stories of the companions that also had to do the same to their family.
11:02And leave their family.
11:03We understand that the Prophet Muhammad SA'am had to tell his uncles that,
11:06Look, you know, I'm going to live a different way.
11:09What we learn is that they are human.
11:12And they're entitled to their feelings.
11:14And now I don't hold anything against them.
11:16If anything, I would say to you, my mother is still my role model.
11:20She's still the person that I love more than anyone else in this world.
11:23Just as the Prophet Muhammad SA'am loved his uncle, who was not Muslim.
11:28And cried for his uncle and did everything for him.
11:32I feel the same for my mum.
11:35She is an amazing woman.
11:37She is entitled to her feelings.
11:39I did hurt her.
11:40And I will apologise till the day I die to my mum for hurting her.
11:44So instead, I make du'a for them.
11:46I love them a lot.
11:48And I can tell you they are good humans.
11:51My regret is that I caused tears.
11:54My parents tears.
11:55I think there are moments where I was trying to defend Islam.
11:59And try to defend my decision.
12:01And I probably spoke over my mum.
12:04And maybe I was shouting at one point.
12:07And that I regret.
12:09Because Allah says in the Quran, you know, you treat your parents with the utmost respect.
12:14Whether they're Muslim or not Muslim.
12:16Sometimes I think to myself, why am I still Muslim?
12:19You know, because sometimes you go through so many tests.
12:22Like I said, there's always that thought in my mind that, you know, my family is there.
12:26They're an hour away from me.
12:28Why am I still living like this when I'm struggling on my own?
12:31When I'm like struggling with the kids or financially or whatever?
12:34Why am I still here?
12:36And that, I think, is what keeps me going.
12:39Because just as an example, I went through a divorce.
12:42It was very, very horrible.
12:44Very difficult.
12:45And in that time, I was alone.
12:47I was very, I'll be honest with you, I was struggling to stay alive.
12:50I didn't know if I wanted to be alive.
12:52There were so many issues that I was dealing with at that time.
12:55And at that time, I went to see my auntie.
12:57I didn't plan it.
12:58It just sort of happened.
12:59I just turned up at her doorstep.
13:01And for the first time in 10 years, someone from my family showed me love.
13:04She was amazing.
13:05She made me tea.
13:06She sat with me.
13:07And she said, are you all right?
13:09Just that.
13:10Are you okay?
13:12It's always happened.
13:17And that's my auntie.
13:22That was the first time family member asked me, are you okay?
13:25And she said, what are you going to do?
13:27Have you got a plan?
13:28Because I had nothing.
13:29And all I had was my three children.
13:31And by Allah, I didn't want to leave her house.
13:34And I sat there and I thought, oh gosh, what if I just hide my Islam?
13:38And my Islam just in my heart.
13:39But what if I just come back home?
13:41Because they love me.
13:42And I wanted to stay.
13:43I didn't want to leave her house.
13:45I wanted to stay in her house.
13:47I wanted to give up everything.
13:49Not my deen.
13:50I thought I could hide that.
13:51I'll just pray upstairs when no one's looking.
13:53And I wanted to go back home.
13:55And my grandma, who hadn't seen me in 10 years, very, very elderly.
14:00She came out from the room.
14:02And she would have seen me.
14:04And my auntie said to me, go quickly.
14:06Run out the house.
14:07Because if she sees you, she's very elderly.
14:09We don't know what's going to happen.
14:10And she forced me to run out the house.
14:12Back door, back gate, run.
14:14And I had to run out the house.
14:16There was no goodbye.
14:17Nothing.
14:18I ran out the house.
14:19I got into my car.
14:21My first reaction was, I need to phone someone.
14:23Because I just want to stay at home now.
14:26I want to go back to my family.
14:27I've got nothing.
14:28I've got nobody.
14:29The first thing I did was, I rang the most pious friend that I have.
14:33And she didn't answer.
14:34Because I needed her to tell me, no, honey, it's okay.
14:37It's okay.
14:38Then I rang a second friend.
14:39Because her Qur'an recitation is beautiful.
14:41And then I felt like I needed to hear Qur'an.
14:43She didn't answer.
14:44And then I thought, how long am I going to do this?
14:47How long will I look to other people to rescue me?
14:50When Allah says Himself, come to me.
14:52Come to me.
14:53Remember me.
14:54I will remember you.
14:55Your connection with Allah is direct.
14:57And so I sat in the car and I read Ayatul Qursi.
15:00I read the three calls.
15:01And I begged Allah, ya Allah, just keep me in the deen.
15:04I begged Allah subhanAllah in that moment.
15:06Keep me in the deen.
15:07Keep me in the deen.
15:08Whatever happens to me, it doesn't matter.
15:09Just let me die Muslim.
15:11And so I did that.
15:13And I think that was, again, another pivotal moment where I knew, yes, I'm Muslim.
15:17Because the Shaytan will come to you so many times and make you question your Islam.
15:22I'm a Muslim.
15:23Who am I Muslim for?
15:25Why am I Muslim?
15:26What do I even like about Islam?
15:28The Shaytan will come to you when you're really weak and low.
15:30Shaytan comes to you.
15:32And so all the nine, ten years I had of just learning the deen came back to me in that moment.
15:37So this is one of the things that I say to children who don't understand.
15:41They don't feel the spiritual side of Islam because they're young and life's great.
15:45I say to them, still learn.
15:46Because you don't know the moment you're going to drop.
15:49Or everything that you learned and you didn't know why you were learning,
15:52it's going to come back to you and it's going to rescue you.
15:54It's going to save your life.
15:55So when your mom tells you, go to madrasa.
15:57When your mom tells you, go to Islamic studies lesson, go.
16:01And for reverts, learn.
16:04You can't just become Muslim and say, I believe in that.
16:06No.
16:07Go and learn.
16:08Study the deen.
16:09Study it hard.
16:10Study it every day, even if it's a little bit.
16:13Because when you drop, the Shaytan is going to come to you and try and take you away.
16:16And then all of your learning, all of a sudden it's going to hit you and it's going to save you.
16:21And it saved me that day.
16:23There are other examples I can say to you.
16:26And honestly, on camera I'll say to you, there are times where I wanted to harm myself.
16:30An example, I remember being in my bathroom.
16:33And I was looking at my face.
16:35And I hated it.
16:36And I wanted to harm myself.
16:38Worst thing to be in the bathroom, because you can't even say I want to be in the bathroom.
16:42Never go into the bathroom when you're feeling down.
16:44But anyway, and then I heard a voice like in my head saying, look out the window.
16:49I looked out the window and I saw the sky.
16:51And I ran downstairs and I opened my doors.
16:54And I went into the garden and I looked up at the sky and I looked up at the heavens.
16:58Because I remember the ayah in the Qur'an.
17:00I think it's in the Qur'an or it could be a hadith.
17:02Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala says that for those who believe, they just have to look up at the sky.
17:07And it's a sign for them.
17:08And I dropped on my knees.
17:10Begged Allah.
17:11Ya Allah keep me with thee.
17:12This is freedom.
17:13This is contentment.
17:15Where you don't need to rely on anyone else.
17:17You don't need anybody else.
17:18You need Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala in your life.
17:21And that's what I did.
17:22And so I haven't harmed myself.
17:24Because I have Allah.
17:26So among the moments of your 14 year of life of Muslim.
17:32What was the moment that you needed your family the most that you couldn't have them?
17:39Difficulty in the marriage.
17:41I needed my dad.
17:42I needed his protection.
17:43I needed his security.
17:45Every woman needs at least a brother.
17:48Like I needed my brother in that time.
17:50That's what I missed the most.
17:52The security, the protection of a mahram.
17:55At every point in your life.
17:57Look at this thing like, oh women we don't need men.
18:01Come on.
18:02Of course you do.
18:04When you lose the men in your life.
18:06Then you'll realise, yeah I do need a man in my life.
18:09My mum missed her the most when I was having my children.
18:12I missed her actually when I started working as well.
18:14Because my mum is like, she's a power woman.
18:17I wanted to learn from her.
18:19But alhamdulillah I have really good memories.
18:21And I spent a lot of time with my mum when she became that power woman.
18:25So alhamdulillah I still have her teachings.
18:27I still live a lot by the teachings of my parents.
18:31Because it's not against Islam, so why not?
18:33I think for every revert out there, I think it's important to acknowledge that you can love your family.
18:40The Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam loved his uncle.
18:43For me, I would say to my parents that I love you.
18:47I respect you.
18:49I'm still a part of you.
18:51Your blood is in me.
18:52Your teachings are still in me.
18:54I haven't rejected everything you taught me.
18:57That's impossible.
18:58You are my role models.
18:59You are everything to me.
19:01And that I would do anything to sit with you again, to be with you again.
19:06The only thing I can't do is put you before Allah.
19:10So have you ever experienced an extraordinary event where you felt that you had a special connection with Allah?
19:15Well, I think I explained so many difficulties in my life.
19:18Please let me tell you the blessings that Allah has given me.
19:21Alhamdulillah.
19:22Look, I'll describe two moments.
19:25There was a time when I was really struggling, okay?
19:28There's so many times I was struggling.
19:30You know, someone said to me, look, when you're struggling,
19:32go to your children when they're sleeping and just watch them sleep.
19:35And I did that.
19:37So this was at a time, again, when I was just ready to give up in life,
19:41where I was, you know, self-hating and thinking that I was a burden on people.
19:45Anyway.
19:46And I went to my daughter's room first.
19:48And she was about 11 by then.
19:50But she still, when she sleeps, she still looks like my five-year-old.
19:53SubhanAllah.
19:54You know, my daughter.
19:55This is my daughter.
19:57Allah SubhanAllah has given me a daughter.
19:59Allah SubhanAllah put a soul in this dunya through me.
20:02And I went to my boys' room.
20:04And, you know, they were fast asleep.
20:06And I thought to myself, again, the ayah from Surah Mulk.
20:10Little thanks do they give.
20:12I thought, how am I complaining?
20:14How am I self-hating?
20:16When Allah SubhanAllah has given me such a blessing, my three children.
20:19And in that moment, I felt so close to Allah because I appreciated Him.
20:24Because I gave shukur to Him.
20:25And that made me feel closer to Him.
20:27What impressed you the most about our Prophet?
20:30His character.
20:31Always his character.
20:33Always his character.
20:34His treatment of women first.
20:36His treatment of women when he didn't want to speak to the man who doesn't kiss his daughter.
20:42The fact that he would allow his wives to have emotions, to have feelings and deal with it in the best way.
20:50The fact that he didn't go to the companions' dinner because he didn't invite his wife Aisha.
20:55Everything.
20:56His gentleness.
20:58His justice when dealing with his wives.
21:03His, you know, softness at home.
21:06And then his strength on the battlefield.
21:09You know, his vulnerability when he was in Taif.
21:13When he went for help.
21:14And instead, look what happened to him.
21:16The fact that he can cry.
21:18The men now, they think, you know, we can't cry.
21:20We've got to be these big.
21:21No, he cried.
21:22You know, we talk about gender and what's a man, what's a woman.
21:25You know, look at the Prophet Muhammad SA.
21:27You know, right now I'm reading his Seerah by Yasir Qadi.
21:31And every paragraph I'm learning something.
21:34What an incredible book.
21:36I'll tell everyone to read it.
21:37Everything.
21:38You know, from the point on his deathbed.
21:41Aisha's complaining about her headache.
21:43She's complaining about her headache.
21:46And he makes a joke and says, no, but what about my headache?
21:49I'm dying.
21:50You know, and SubhanAllah.
21:52It's everything he went through.
21:55So that we could be better people and get to Jannah.
21:59It's all his sacrifices with his family, with his wealth.
22:03All the tests he went through.
22:05For what? For us.
22:06What was your purpose in your life before Islam and what is it after Islam?
22:10Gosh, my purpose is to go home.
22:12I want to go home.
22:14I want to go home to Allah.
22:16Go home.
22:17I just want to go home.
22:18And I want Allah SWT to give me my family when I'm there.
22:22And that's my whole purpose.
22:24Ya Allah, give me my family.
22:28It's just dunya.
22:29That's what I tell myself all the time.
22:30It's just dunya.
22:31It's just dunya.
22:32It's just dunya.
22:33You're not in it forever.
22:34You just want to go home.
22:35Lastly, what would you like to say to people who are watching you whose hearts are getting
22:49closer to Islam but afraid of the reactions of their relatives or close circle?
22:53Have your end goal in mind.
22:57Your end goal is, even if you've got an atom's worth of Iman, even if you feel it a little
23:04bit, your end goal is to reach paradise.
23:08If you genuinely believe that, you know, that there's a God, I'd say first thing to do is
23:16educate yourself.
23:17Hold on to that tiny bit that you've got and learn.
23:20Don't let the Shaitan come and take that little bit you have and take it away because
23:25he will try so hard.
23:26In the early stages, the Shaitan will come to you so heavily to try and pull you back.
23:31So learn, educate yourself, have goals for yourself, see your target in your head.
23:37And I will tell you, I had like voices in my head sometimes.
23:41I'm having conversations in my head where there's the negative voice and then there's
23:45a good voice.
23:46And sometimes that's what you have to do.
23:49You've got to say it out loud, you know, Ya Allah, I need your help.
23:53Guide me on the Surat al-Mustakim.
23:55If you're, you know, you have questions, should I, should I not because of my family's reaction,
23:59know that you're going to die alone.
24:01You know, your family's not going to be there for you when you're raised in the Day of Judgment.
24:06If you're not at the point of believing in the Day of Judgment, because some people
24:10aren't, yeah?
24:11Then think to yourself, what benefit am I having in this world from my family?
24:16What benefit am I having from, you know, spirituality, believing in God?
24:21I would say at that point, the most important thing is to learn.
24:24Just keep learning because you'll get there.
24:26And have sincere intention in your heart that you want to get there.
24:29Allah says, take a step to me.
24:31Don't stand still.
24:32If you're thinking about being Muslim, take one more step forward and Allah will come running to you.
24:46Todos like us, give us an opinion on who is this.
24:47Yeah, that's all for our rulers.
24:48Or drivers like us.
24:49Or drivers, like us see, really, watch the 칭하는 rule.
24:50Or drivers like us.
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